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elsaellaelys · 10 months

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You're not the one I love anymore

Let me show you how you don't need him - part 2

summary: John B. wants Y/N's attention all for him, but he's too late. Requested by @gillybear17.

pairing: JJ Maybank x fem!reader (who was in love with John B. in the past)

1.350 words

a/n: Thanks @gillybear17 for the request, it's not my best work, but I hope you enjoy. 😘

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The sun is shining painfully on Y/N's skin as she sits on her surfboard, JJ is a bit far ahead in the sea, they are like that the past fifteen minutes, waiting for a good wave. One hour ago, when they come, the sea was alive, shoving salt water against the rocks, waves just the way Y/N liked, small but intense, she felt like slipping down a watery hill. Now, there's nothing and she's tired of waiting.

The memory of last evening flushed through her mind, she felt guilty for not telling her boyfriend about it, JJ looked at her winking, yanking a honest sweet smile from his girlfriend. She thought about when he asked her to be his.

Only the day before, they were laying in his bed in the Chateau, just after earning pleasure and love off of one another, JJ got up collecting his clothes out of the floor and getting dressed, she laid on her side, hand supporting her head, elbow sinking in the mattress. He had been acting like that since they started to hook up, some weeks ago, they cuddle, then he get up and start getting dressed like he's going to leave, but she always grab his hand, push him back to the bed and kiss him so gently that she feels he melt. This time, she didn't had to do that though, he noticed her staring, he was finished putting his boxers on, grabing his shirt and her panties, sitting in the edge of the bed and started to dress her. "You have problems with staring." he laughed.

"Am I that oblivious?" she joked.

"Just a little."

"Is that... I can't get enough of you." his shirt was setted above her bare chest, his eyes looked deeply inside hers, she hoped he could read her mind like she felf he could, cause she was not able to out it on words.

"I..." he mumbled, like he was trying to say the right thing, she didn't worried though, she saw in his eyes the feeling she had in hers. "I think I'm in love with you." he spilled nervously.

"Me too." she nodded.

"No, see, I've always been. I'm so glad you here right now, like this." he laughed.

"Yeah, I know. Me too, JJ, me too."

He fidged with the collar of her - his - shirt, fingertips brushing in her neck. "You should be mine, my girlfriend."

"You really want that?"

"More than everything."

"Than I'll be, there's nothing I want more too."

JJ smiled, kissing her softly, pulling back to see her opening to look at him again, batting her eyelashes and he felt hypnotized, giving her a wet kiss. "You better put this on." he said, lifting her beige lace panties with his finger. "Don't wanna start it all again, do you?"

"Maybe I do." she grabbed the underwear, but did nothing but round her arms behind his neck to give him a long deep kiss.

They were about to lay down again in another make up session, but John B. oppened the door suddenly, looking to his friends with furrowed eyebrows.

"Dude?" JJ complained.

"Fuck." John B. hissed tapping his eyes and turning around "I just wanted someone to go fishing with me."

"Do I look like I wanna fish?" JJ asked indignantly, Y/N shushed him. "We're going, JB."

Of course, John B. knew about them, they didn't had to say it, he found them snogging on the couch, but didn't said a thing, just looked at them like they had the most nastiest scar and he didn't wanted to talk about it. He had been acting weird since then, too quiet around Y/N, flipping JJ off everytime he tried to say something, everyone notice something was wrong, Y/N thought it was about Kiara, but even Kiara saw how bothered John B. looked when JJ kissed her on the cheek, putted his cap on her, told her how incredible she is, how she blushed and leaned in his touch.

Like always, John B. rolled his eyes when JJ came behind Y/N setting a fisherman bucket hat in her head. "Look how cute you are."

She giggled and John B. felt sick.

"I forgot the lures and my jacket." he said, going back inside.

"Bring the beers." JJ remembered him.

"I only have two hands."

"I'll bring it for you." Y/N said, following inside too.

She had to hold the beer bale with both arms, John stopped to look at her. "Didn't know you were his little house wife now."

"What?" she asked, struggling with the box, but he didn't mind helping.

"You're being so prestative to him."

" 'm just being nice." she shrugged, heading to the door.

"Yeah, he's the only one who deserve it."

She had to stop and turn to face him, even though the beers were heavy in her arms. "What?" she asked again, it was the only question in her mind.

"You're not being nice to me now, are you?" He spilled, storming out, not caring to hold or even close the door as he made his way straight to the dock.

JJ looked confused, but quickly forgot whatever may had happen when he saw the heavyweight in her arms, reaching to care it himself. "That's too heavy for a princess to care."

John B. was dead silence all the time, Y/N could see he regretted asking for company. JJ didn't knowledge, with a happy child behavior, so much, that made John yell at him. "Shut the fuck up, you're scaring the fishes away!" After that the vibe was even more heavy and boring, Y/N was boringly melting in the corner of the dock, JJ didn't wanted to fish anymore, sullen John B. was the same since they arrived.

"Gotta pee" JJ said, getting up and disappearing between the trees.

Y/N lifted the hat out of her eye vision, looking at the tensed figure of her friend. "What you meant with "you're not being nice to me now." ?"

"You're not, are you?"

"Of course I'm nice to you. When have I mistreated you?"

"You haven't. Is just..." he hesitated "Lately you're all about JJ."

"You're jealous?"

He clenched his jaw. He remembered when she used to give him cheek kisses and blush, how she didn't know what to do with her hands when he hugged her, now, she knows what to do around JJ, she knows how to kiss him on the lips and smile proudly at anything he did just to show her, she knows how to fix his hair when it's wild, how to tie his bracelets, to stroke his skin and draw patterns on it with her fingertips. John B. saw it all, and he found him wishing he was in JJ's place.

"Why you're jealous? You didn't even..."

"It looks like you forgot about me." he cutted her.

"I got over you." she loudly said, suddenly afraid that JJ might hear something. He looked at her, angry and confused.

"Why you had to get over me?"

"Jesus! You're so self absorbed, you don't see people around you."

"You liked me?"

"Well, not anymore. So it doesn't matter. You're not the one I love anymore."

"We could have worked it out."

"No, you're too busy with the gold hunting."

"It is important to me!"

"I see." she got up, graving hers and JJ's stuff, seeing JJ coming back. "It's not all about you, JB, not all about you." she whispered.

"Let's go J."

Now she's even more upset, the sea just decided to not give them attention, and she is afraid John B.'s friendship will slip through her fingers. Pogues can't mack pogues for one reason. But there's nothing to do, he'll get over it, he never had feelings for her, anyway. And after all, it's not all about him.

JJ putted his hands under water swimming over to her. "Wanna go?" he asked, their surfboards banging a little. She nodded and they headed to the sand. JJ shoke his head sending everywhere the water out of his hair, Y/N laughed, suddenly feeling the urge to pull him by his neck and kiss him, and she did, his mouth tasting like the sea, he smiled liking her lip. "You really can't get enough of me, uh?"

"You know I can't."

#jj maybank #obx fanfiction #jj maybank fanfiction #jj maybank x reader #jj maybank imagine #jj maybank smut #jj mayback imagine #jj maybank x you #john b. routlegde #john b.

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honeybear-yammy · 2 years

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Haunted House | John B Routledge & JJ Maybank (part two)

Warnings: cursing, violence, angsty

Pairings: John B Routledge x Female Cameron Reader x JJ Maybank (Platonic)

Summary: continuation of part one.

Previously: part one

You could not believe who you were seeing right now. You began to shake and you could feel tears start to stream down your cheeks. You knew this person so well. They were there for every big event of your life. How could someone this close to you try to do this to you?

It was your own father, Ward Cameron. “I- I- It was you?!” You said shakily. “Well you have betrayed me. Never there by my side anymore, you never even defend your own father anymore. Instead, you agree that I’m a killer?! My own fucking daughter.” Ward said, his eyes were cold.

“Because you are a killer!” You yelled. “You let Rafe kill Officer Peterkin and try to put the blame on one of my best friends and you killed John B’s father!” You started to cry more. “Well we are going home, now.” Ward said as he grabbed your arm harshly trying to pull you away from the two boys standing there in shock.

“Ow! No let me go!” You screamed trying to pull away from him. “I don’t want to fucking go with you!” You yelled. Ward tugged on your arm more which hurt you even more. Since you couldn’t get away from him you kicked his leg hard. “Ow! What the fuck y/n!” Ward yelled at you. “Stop being so fucking difficult!” Ward growled. “Just let her the fuck go Ward!” John B yelled.

“She doesn’t want to go with you, and I don’t blame her your a fucking monster.” JJ growled. “You two just stay out of it!” Ward snapped. “This has nothing to do with you!” Ward glared. “She’s our best friend.. so yes we are part of this bitch.” JJ pulled you away from Ward’s grasp. You held onto JJ sobbing and JJ just held you in his arms. “It’s ok.. shh..” JJ whispered to you and pet the back of your head.

“Get out of my fucking house Ward.” John B glared at Ward. “You can’t tell me what to do. She’s my daughter and she’s coming with me.” Ward said. “No I’m not!” You yelled at him. “I’m never going with you again! I use to think Sarah’s idea of leaving you was dumb because you were our father but, I don’t blame her now! You’re a horrible person.. Ward.” You growled.

“I am your father, do not call me Ward.” Ward glared. “I am not your daughter. You will never be my father again.” You growled. “Now just get the fuck out!” You yelled. “Seriously Ward, leave or I’ll call the cops.” John B said. “Fine.. but this is not over.” Ward growled and walked out then left. You started sobbing hard. John B walked over to you and JJ and both of the boys hugged you, holding you close.

“I don’t wanna go back to him.” You sniffled. “You don’t have to..” JJ said. “Honestly, yes I do.. where else can I stay?” You sniffled. “You can stay here and live with me y/n.” John B said. “Really?” You looked at him. “Yeah of course. I know that Ward Cameron is a bastard and you don’t deserve to be treated the way he was treating you.” John B said. You hugged John B tightly and he chuckled hugging you back.

“Thank you.. for letting me stay.” You said with a smile. “No problem. You know you can always stay here whenever and how long you want. And JJ basically lives here too so I guess it’ll be the three of us.” John B chuckled. “I love you two so much..” You smiled. “We love you too..” JJ said.

You were down at the boneyard with John B, JJ, Pope, Kiara, and Sarah. You had told them all what happened with Ward the week prior. “Y/n.. I’m so sorry that happened. That must be traumatizing.” Kiara said with a sigh and frowned. “You don’t need dad anyways.” Sarah said. “He’s a killer, a liar, he’s just a bitch.” Sarah huffed.

“I know.. I told him I wasn’t his daughter anymore.” You sighed. “Well he deserved it, you should’ve seen what he was doing. Holding a fucking knife to her, trying to drag her away, cursing at her, he even hurt her.” JJ growled. “Well.. why don’t we go surf? It might help get your mind off things.” John B said with a gentle smile. “I’d like that..” You smiled.

You all were surfing and laughing and having fun for hours down at the boneyard. You were all sitting by the fire drinking. You sat down beside JJ. With JJ.. you felt safe. You knew that you had some sort of feelings for him that were stronger than a friendship but you didn’t know how to express them or what they even were really. JJ put an arm around you. You smiled holding onto his hand.

“Hey y/n.. could I talk to you?” JJ asked. “Yea of course.” You nodded and the two of you got up and walked off. He took your hand and walked up to where the Twinkie was parked and helped you into the back then got in after you shutting the door.

“What’s up?” You asked. JJ studied your face for a moment. Then.. he pulled you over and kissed you. You were shocked but, you liked it. After a minute he pulled back and cupped your face with his hands. “I- I’m sorry I did that so suddenly..” He said has he caressed your right cheek with his thumb. “I just.. didn’t know how to tell you especially after the whole thing with Ward happened and I won’t do it again if yo-”

“Just shut up and kiss me.” You said almost too desperately and pulled him into you by the collar of his shirt and kissed him. The two of you were now making out tangled in each others arms. You smiled in the kiss, you felt safe and happy.

After you and JJ’s hot make out session in the van, you walked back to the others and sat down with them. JJ wrapped an arm around you and you smiled leaning into him. You knew that your place was not with Ward, Rafe, Rose and Wheezie. You knew your place was not with the Kooks. You were meant to belong with the Pogues. With them, you truly felt like you were home, you felt like you were with your real family yet, you still felt like there was a storm brewing and you couldn’t shake the feeling. Your gut was telling you something bad was going to happen.

“Well now that y/n has ditched the rest of the Cameron’s, I have an announcement.” John B said standing up. Everyone looked at him. “I would like to introduce our newest member of the group, and the newest Pogue, Y/n Cameron!” John B said with a smile. They all clapped for you. “Glad your with us for good.” Pope said with a smile. “Yeah we always knew you weren’t meant to be a Kook, Pogue life suits you best.” Sarah chuckled.

“Thank you..” You chuckled. “I mean.. I don’t know what I would do without you guys. I mean this is my paradise on earth right here. With my sister Sarah and all my best friends, who am I kidding, you guys are my family.” You said with a smile. “Pogues 4 Life?” John B said. “Pogues 4 Life.” You smiled. All of you went back to drinking and laughing but, you had the eerie feeling that someone was watching you but, you brushed it off and thought it was nothing but… You were right.

Rafe and Ward were at the boneyard in the distance, watching you. They now knew you wanted to be a Pogue well, that you were one now. They now knew that you didn’t want to be a Kook and that you were never going to be one again. And they now knew you were never coming back to them. They considered you leaving them for the Pogues as betrayal and.. they were set on getting there revenge.

Author's Note: tysm for reading!

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x-lulu · 3 years

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lu’s favourite shows - john b routledge, outer banks ↳ we’re the pogues and our mission this summer is to have a good time, all the time

#aesthetic #edits #outer banks #moodboards #obx #obxedit #john b routlegde #john booker routledge #mine #l

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annemiek19 · 4 years

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Only You - John B Routledge

A/N it’s both about John B and JJ! And I cried writing this, so bear yourselves.

You can request an imagine here.

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Summary

Your boyfriend John B is getting chased by the cops and runs away in the middle of the storm. They yell you he died.

Inspired by the song Only You orchestra version by Zara Larson

You sit in the tent, holding Kie her hand while the tears stream down her face. With your other hand you’re holding your brother JJ his hand. You try your best to keep it together. You know John B, he can handle a storm. He knows how to be safe. He knows how to handle these things.

When Shoupe and his man walk in, without John B. You can’t help but feel your heart break a little. Is he safe? Did he make it? Is he okay?

They look at the four of you. You all stand up and walk towards him.

“Did you find them?” Pope asks and you can hear the anger in his voice. It’s because of Shoupe that John B had to leave. They believed a kook over a pogue, but now it may cost a life.

Shoupe slowly shakes his head. “No.”

“So he got away,” Kie says and looks at you.

“We, uh … we lost them. I’m sorry,” Shoupe tells you.

“You lost them? What do you mean you lost them? Like they’re gone? What are you talking about?” Pope starts to fire all the questions. You can only stand frozen in your spot. This can’t be happening.

“He took an open boat into a tropical depression, Pope.”

“So he’s dead?” You hear Kie ask. Your heart is beating so fast that you’re afraid that you having a heart attack.

“We don’t know.” Kie starts crying and turns to Pope.

JJ starts yelling at Shoupe. “You drove them straight through the storm, man! Are you kidding me? Come here!” He starts walking up to Shoupe, throwing punches. Deputy Thomas pulls him away. You’re still standing in the same spot.

Pope turns to Shoupe. “He didn’t kill anyone, and you know it!” Kie pulls Pope away from Shoupe and they hug each other.

“We’re still looking for him, alright?” You hear Shoupe say. You stand in the middle of room looking how everyone breaks down. You see how Kie her parents walk in. She turns away from Pope, straight to her mom.

“He didn’t make it,” she cries. Popes parents also walk in and hug Pope. You and JJ have no one. You lost the closest person in your life.

“Y/N,” you hear JJ say, but you don’t respond to it. It slowly hits you that he’s gone. He’s not coming back. Your boyfriend is gone and it’s all because of Ward. You hate him with every bone in your body. He took away the last thing you had left. He took away your happiness, your heart, your soul. He took away everything. You feel two arms wrapping around you. You feel wetness falling down on your shirt. You want to cry. You want to scream for John B. You want to run away. You want to go out on the water yourself to look for him. But you can’t move. The tears aren’t coming. There’s no sound coming out of your mouth. You hear people talking, you hear people saying your name, but you don’t respond. You can’t. You don’t want to see their crying faces. You don’t want to see how heart broken they are. You don’t want to see their pain, because you know you can’t handle it.

Somehow you ended up at John B’s place. JJ is nowhere near you. It’s still dark outside. The storm has stopped. After everything you went through, you were left behind. You wanted to come with him so bad, but he wouldn’t let you do that to JJ. He wouldn’t leave his best friend behind without his sister. You sat layed down on his bed, with one of shirts wrapped between your hands. You stared at the wall. Picture of you and your friends were hanging on there. You stayed on the bed until the light came through. You stood up to close the curtains and then lay down again. You stared back at a picture of the two of you. He pressed a kiss to your cheek. You remember the day so good.

It was a hot summer day. You and your friends went out to the beach to catch some waves. You had brought the camera with you Kie gave for your birthday. You had it hanging around your neck when you said down on the sand. John B sitting next to you, while the rest ran into the water.

“Do you want to have the honor of being the first picture?” you asked John B with a smile.

“I would love to share the honor with you,” he said. He grabbed the camera from you, hold it out in front of you. He pressed a kiss on your cheek. You smiled and he made the picture. You couldn’t see it yet, because it still needed to be developed once the film was full, but you know it would be the best picture in the world.

You pushed the memory away. You don’t want to think about him. You don’t want to feel your heart break when you think of him. You don’t want to feel the pain, the sadness, the heartbreak. You don’t want to feel it.

Weeks have passed by. You haven’t showered, you don’t wash of the lasts touches you had of him. You didn’t want to wash him off. You head has been a mess. You felt him touching you. When you closed your eyes, he was back with. You kept thinking about John B, feeling all the pain that came with it. Empty bottles bear were laying around. It had been the only thing you drank. You hadn’t eaten since he left. You hadn’t moved out of the bed, only to pee and to get more drinks. You had drowned away the thoughts that kept coming back to you.

“Please, don’t leave me here alone,” you said. You didn’t think he would actually leave you behind. You loved him with everything you had and you didn’t want him to leave without you.

“JJ is still here. And Kie and Pope. You’re not alone Y/N. But at least I know that you’re safe if you stay with them.” You shook your head, fighting the tears.

“Have you seen the storm? Don’t go alone. You won’t survive it.”

“I’ll be fine, Y/N. I’m going to find the gold and come back. Trust me. I’ll be fine.” He wrapped his arms around you.

“I don’t want you to go alone. I love you so much. I would rather die than be without you.”

John B let you go. “Please don’t say. Promise me you’re going to be fine.” You didn’t look at him. How were you supposed to promise him that you would be fine if you didn’t know you would be?

“Please, babe. Promise me that you’re going to be okay.” He put his hand on your cheeks and forced you to look at him.

“You can’t make me promise that. I can’t promise I’m going to be fine when you can’t promise me the same thing. It’s not fair John B, it’s not fair.”

“You’re right. I’m sorry. I love you. I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” You kissed him like you would never kiss another soul.

You have seen your friends briefly. They came to the chateau to check up on you. But they left very quick. It probably hurt them to see the chateau without their friend. You had seen your brother around the house. He hadn’t spoken a word to you.

“Come Y/N, it’s enough now. I’ve been letting you grief on your own way, but it’s enough now,” JJ said. You didn’t look up to him. It wasn’t the first time that he tried this. If you would wait long enough, he would walk away.

“I’m going to burn the house down if you don’t come out of the bed now.” You felt your heart race. Burning the house down, meant burning the last of John B down.

“You wouldn’t,” you whispered at him and looking up. He hold up his lighter.

“Try me.” You looked at him. You could see by the look in his eyes that we was serious. He meant it. He meant that he was going to burn the house down. You said up straight in bed, as a first step. Maybe he was right. Yes, you had been here for a month. But it felt like yesterday that Shoupe gave you the awful news. It feels like John B could still walk into the room, like nothing had happened. He would’ve said he found the gold and that we would all be going full kook. But he didn’t walk in. You know he wouldn’t come back, even though you hoped he would. You eye caught the picture of the two of you and for the first time, the tears welt up in your eyes. Your heart broke into little pieces and you couldn’t hold yourself together. You started to cry. You couldn’t hold it in any longer. You felt JJ wrap his arms around you.

“It’s going to be okay. We’re going to be fine,” he said and repeated the words until you calmed down.

“I just miss him so much. How am I going to live without him? He made me happy, Jay and when Shoupe… It just felt like my heart left with him. Everything that I had left,” you cried.

“I know. I know. But John B wouldn’t want you to stop living. He would want for you to live your life even more, for him.”

You look at JJ. “It’s just heard to hear that he…” You couldn’t say the words, but JJ knew what you meant.

“I know. But it’s John B. He will probably turn up with the gold some day, even if everyone believes that he’s dead. In the mean time, we’re going to live our lives and keep each other safe okay?” You nodded your head.

“Now you’re out of bed. Please so shower. You stink.” You smiled at JJ, glad that he pulled you out of the bed.

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danicarosaline · 4 years

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We Belong Together

𝙹𝙹 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

Summary: you hoped that one day you’d end up back together, after having some time apart. You’ve grown and matured and so has he but your heart is left shattered once again.

A/N: soo this is based off on a true story.. I don’t know why I decided to write this, i guess its just one of those nights where im missing him again? I dunno but its sad girl hours and i was planning on writing a part 2 of this if anyone’s interested in my drama lmaooo let me know tho! Xo

Warnings: angst, and forever wishing i had a friendship like the pogues

{ 𝙶𝙸𝙵 𝚋𝚢 @toesure }

The gentle breeze lightly caressed your tan skin making you shiver slightly. Smoothing out your pastel pink dress with your hand and with a cup in your other hand only being half full, you down it quickly. Grimacing at the burning but satisfying sensation down your throat.

You run your fingers through the unruliness of your short iron curls, and let curious eyes wonder over the crowd. Kooks, pogues, tourons, all mingled up together joyously and Ignoring the social statuses that ran between the three classes but doubting the tourons of knowing a status like that actually existing in the Obx.

The affects that alcohol can have on people. Changing their behaviours just after a few tastes, It amazes you almost evertime. Alcohol either brings out the best in people or the worst and that kinda annoys you to a certain degree.

Scanning the crowd of drunken teens for your two bestfriends and starting to get tipsier the longer you stand by myself but eyes finally landing on their figures, you hastily make your way over to the two girls. Muttering out apologies to some teens who you kindly move to the side to pass.

“Hey where the hell have you been!?” Kie yells over the loud music blasting from the big speakers. Sarah takes your hands in hers and pulls you by her side when she realized it was her bestfriend.

“I missed you!!” The blonde squeals in your left ear, almost deafening you. You pull away from her slightly to pull Kie into your side aswell and sway your bodies together to the RNB music.

“You suck Routlegde!” You whoop and point mockingly to the tall brunet across the ping pong table. His head hangs low defeatedly when the plastic white ball successfully made its way into the last cup. He sighs in slight annoyance, but sends you a smile anyways.

Kie and Sarah cheer loudly next to you, pulling you in close while they bounce up and down excitedly at the win. Sarah jogs up to her boyfriend to pinch his cheeks and teases him for losing against three girls.

“Your aim is ridiculously accurate, do you like practice at home or something?” Pope questions jokingly and throws an arm over you and Kie.

“No shit, how do you think i’ve gotten this good?” you answer with a grin on your face and wink at the boy, making Kie roll her eyes and shove you playfully. As the group gathers together in a small huddle, enjoying each other’s presence, you can’t help but let your eyes drift over to JJ who was not too far from where y’all were standing and your smile falters as you spot him with the pretty indonesian girl with the long black hair. Making your heart clench at the sight. You were nothing compared to her.

She had a smile that could brighten anyones day. Her presence screamed confident and that intimidated you. You’re a pretty confident girl yourself but you have insecurities and you’re pretty sure she doesn’t even know the definition of the word.

His hands roams her perfect body as they grind to the music. Her pretty hands placed on the back of his neck as she held him close.

You felt your chest tighten and your stomach drop as you watched them lean in but you turn away in a flash. You don’t want to see that.

Even though you turned away in time your heart still shatters knowing what happened next.

A sudden wave of insecurity washes over you as you compare yourself to the pretty girl in his arms. You barely noticed the single tear that managed to escape your eye until you felt a pair of soft fingers wiping it away. It was your bestfriend Kiara peering at you with furrowed eyebrows and an all knowing look. You’re completely sobbing now and she pulls you into her chest. Embracing you in her tight hold.

The others too busy dancing away to notice your little breakdown but as if things weren’t already sad enough, the song We Belong Together by Mariah Carey blasts loudly through the speakers almost tauntingly.

With a roll of your eyes you pull away from Kie and she cringes at the choice of song playing at a kegger but no one seems to be complaining as many others are chanting drunkily with miss Carey and you can’t help but sing along with them.

I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you, so

I should have held on tight

I never shoulda let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid, I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be

Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you

'Cause I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

You yell the lyrics at the top of your lungs as you sob and dance with the others but as soon as they hear the crack in your voice and see the aggressive tears streaming down your perfect face they freeze in their actions and all of a sudden your being suffocated by multiple arms.

Once all arms pull away from your pathetic self, the pogues (& kook) give you a kiss each, on the cheek and in that moment all you feel is loved.

The feeling that I'm feeling

Now that I don't hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

'Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here, cause baby

(We belong together)

You feel loved and supported by your group of friends who don’t need to question your sadden state for they know the reason why your heart is breaking right now and your entirely greatful for them all.

“I will fucking kill him i swear” John B mutters angrily to himself but you heard it loud and clear.

“No B John, I’m okay, I’m fine i promise” even if it won’t convince him entirely, you still give him a weak smile anyways which he returns sympathetically.

“Its not worth crying over”

“You can do better”

“He didn’t deserve you anyways”

All that went through deaf ears. You know they are absolutely right and are only trying their best to cheer you up but its just not exactly what you want to hear right now. You already know that you deserved better so you don’t need to hear them tell you again.

When you left I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby, please

'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on

When times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up

Who's gonna take your place

There ain't nobody better

Oh, baby baby, we belong together

“Yo whats going on here?” You heard a boyish laugh coming from your right and there he stood, unknowing to the current situation happening between you pogues. Pope glances at you and you send two short nods his way, meaning- just act freakin’ normal.

“Hey JJ, man, where you been?” Pope launches himself onto JJ and drags him away. Whilst Kie and Sarah are still tightly holding you in their embrace, John B gives you girls one last squeeze before following the two.

“John, please don’t do anything. Not now” you plead. He gives you an encouraging smile, silently telling you that it’ll be okay.

You don’t miss the way the blond male cranes his neck towards you and once you locked eyes all you saw was genuine concern evident on his beautiful face. He furrows his eyebrows as he looked you over. You’re not hiding your tears because you want him to know that he broke you.

As if a light bulb had been switched on in his mind, his cerulean eyes widen at the sudden realization of what was going on, on why Pope was so quick to pull him away from the group.

Taking a few steps forward but before he could make it to where you stood, you shake your head at him and back up quickly and before you knew it, you’re speed walking away with your two bestfriends close behind.

I can't stop loving you. You betray my affections and leave my heart in shattered disarray of pieces. Every single time you steal a part of me, and you make it impossible for me to put myself together.

And yet, I always come back around to you. Why is that? Perhaps I hope that you return what you've stolen. You never do. You just take more. And for you, more is never enough.

You can take me, you can take my heart, you can take the hearts of a million and it would never be enough for you. Your blood is cold. Your heart can't love anything but itself. You smile, and it's intoxicating.

Your fingers brush through my hair, and it's addicting. You laugh, and it's contagious. You and your flirtatious self. You know what you do to me.

You don't mind the company, but you know that you could never, would never return the love I shared with you.

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