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rpf-bat · 3 months
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MY MIND WON’T GO TO SLEEP
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Pairing: Joel Hokka & Joonas Porko
Word Count: 889
Summary: After waking up from a nightmare, Joel just can’t seem to get back to sleep. He ends up knocking on Joonas’ door.
Tags: Nightmares, Anxiety, Hurt/Comfort
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ifidiedinadream · 3 months
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Per our last talk, if you don't mind taking one more request, I'd looooooove to read some 'solo fun' featuring literally any BC guy in literally any form (and any toy if needed) ❤️ or, if you're at all into the idea, consider this: the band's been on tour abroad for weeks with literally zero alone-time, so when they finally have a well-deserved day off and sign in to a hotel, they all retreat to their individual rooms for some special alone-time, each guy in their own way 😌
hi dear i think i messed it up, specifically the last part/chapter, but i only noticed when it was too late 😭 hope you don't mind too much and enjoy this just the same 🥺🩷 it's still pretty boys touching themselves after all
also on ao3
Tommi
When Tommi enters his hotel room, his empty, quiet hotel room, the first thing he does is slump his shoulders and let out a sigh. He drops his suitcase to the floor and rests his back against the door, running a hand all over his face.
Fucking finally.
It’s been weeks. He hasn’t heard the sound of silence in weeks. With no Porko or Joel making weird noises at random, no sound of Aleksi and Olli making out for hours like they’re latched at the mouth, no Niko bursting out singing at the least inconvenient of times.
Tommi feels like he can finally breathe again.
Eager to make the best out of his alone time (they only have two days off, hence the hotel stop, then they’re touring for another couple of weeks), Tommi gets to work, setting the mood for himself: first he puts some slow music on, then he goes to the bathroom and starts filling the tub with hot water. He bought a bath bomb last time they were at a gas station, and drops it in the water as soon as the bath is ready. The bomb rolls around in the water, releasing blue pigment and changing the water’s color. Tommi undresses and relaxes in the bathtub with a sigh, all his muscles releasing tension the more his body is submerged. He might not be able to stretch his legs very much, but he needs all the warmth he can get.
Tommi rests the back of his neck on the rounded edge of the tub, his gaze unfocused somewhere on the ceiling until his eyes almost close.
He’s relaxed. He’s alone. And his cock is just sitting there between his thighs.
Now, to keep on just lying idly in the tub doesn’t sound like a bad idea either, but Tommi is thinking, maybe it’s the last chance he gets to finally blow off some steam without having to worry about his bandmates hearing him from the other bunks.
(Not that he hasn’t heard any suspicious noises coming from the bunks at night.)
So, Tommi grabs his cock in his hand and starts stroking it. It’s slow, getting used to the touch that his cock wasn’t particularly asking for, but still feels so good. It’s still limp and Tommi is playing with its foreskin, tugging at it, squeezing it, feeling his cock growing inside it.
When it’s fully hard and the head peeks out from the skin, Tommi’s cock is definitely more sensitive. Half of it is in the water and as he strokes it faster, the sound his fist makes when it enters the water grows louder.
Tommi bites his lip, throws his head back, listens to himself grunt from the pleasure. One squeeze to his balls with his other hand is all it takes for him to come, thrusting his hips upwards, tainting the bath water with his white cum.
Tommi comes down with his mouth agape, his breathing shallow. How he needed this.
***
Joel
Joel thought his balls could burst if he didn’t find release as soon as possible, so he’s already lying on his hotel room bed, naked with his cock as hard as a rock leaning towards his abdomen, while the others are still downstairs in the lobby.
He grabs it in his hand. The simple touch alone makes his eyes roll back in pleasure. Joel is fast right from the start, not keen on enjoying the feeling, quite the contrary; he needs his orgasm and he needs it now, his whole body trembling for it, anticipating (it’s been too fucking long), and he’s going to do whatever it takes to reach it as soon as possible.
There is a way. Something he never told anyone, mostly because of embarrassment – as far as he knows none of his friends like it like that, and maybe he’s a little freak (although Joonas says that as long as you aren’t hurting yourself or someone else, as long as everything is safe, sane and consensual, then whatever you’re doing in bed is fine), but he just loves it way too much.
He rolls on his tummy. Grabs one of the fresh hotel room pillows on the bed, puts it underneath his body (his crotch), lightly starts grinding on it.
Joel brings the hand that was fisting the sheets to his mouth and licks a finger, sucks it. Once it’s wet enough, he reaches it behind to his ass (stuck out and supported by the pillow) and pushes in.
Joel grinds his dick harder against the pillow, feeling the friction all over his cock under the pressure of his own bodyweight. The finger in his ass slides in deeper and flicks, making Joel muffle a whine in the mattress. The two types of stimulation combined are soon too much for him (in his defense, he’s been desperately horny all day; if he had wanted to take things slow, he wouldn’t have added the finger, because it gets the job done oh so easily), and when Joel comes, he feels it warm and sticky all over his stomach. There’s the fleeting image of Joonas sticking his finger inside Joel’s ass instead of his own (sometimes Joel thinks about Joonas randomly, nothing to think too hard about) and it causes a particularly intense wave of pleasure (the finger does, not the thought of Joonas, obviously), leaving Joel squirming and biting at the sheets in an attempt of maintaining some sort of long lost dignity. Not that he cares at the moment, basking in the sensation of finally having his balls empty and no longer heavy with need.
Joel falls asleep before his breathing even goes back to normal.
***
Niko
Niko sits down on the bed and stares at the wall. For a few minutes, he can’t bring himself to do much else; he’s so damn tired.
Nonetheless, boredom kicks in quite abruptly. He’s been overstimulated for weeks and, somehow, the sudden nothingness feels wrong, physically wrong. He just can’t relax; on the contrary, his body is starting to feel restless.
A whole evening to himself, if one doesn’t count how they’re going to have dinner together at the hotel restaurant in a couple of hours. Niko has to find something to fill the time if he doesn’t want to go insane.
His gaze lands on the TV hanging on the wall. He turns it on with the remote but all the channels are in a language he doesn’t understand. It isn’t interesting.
Studying the remote, Niko learns about the options of the TV. There’s a pay per view option. Niko presses the button.
It doesn’t take too long to get to the porn after that.
Fuck it. Santeri will deal with it at check out.
Before choosing a video, Niko gets up, searching for his equipment in the suitcase. He brought his fleshlight along, because what if he needed it for an emergency (much like this one), and once he finds it, alongside a bottle of lube and a toy cleaner, he lies down on the bed, with a couple of pillows keeping his head reclined. He pulls himself out, starts playing with his cock idly with his left hand, while he uses the right one to browse through the videos.
The choice isn’t endless, after all it’s not a porn site, and Niko quickly settles on a movie whose thumbnail shows a woman sitting on a man’s cock.
By the time he presses play, Niko’s cock is already hard.
He cleans the toy and smears lube all over his cock and in the opening of his fleshlight. He closes his eyes when he slides his cock inside it, warm and soft and full of different textures.
The woman on the screen is moaning loudly, riding the guy’s dick as he grips her hips firmly. Her hair falls forward, the man sits up to mouth at her tits, and Niko is fucking his toy with the same pace as the couple on TV. When the man starts bucking his hips to meet her thrusts, so does Niko, and when she says harder, Niko goes harder.
He closes his eyes, more listening to the movie than watching it, pumping the fleshlight on his cock. He only goes back to paying undivided attention to the screen when the woman moans louder: the guy has stilled deep inside her, and when he pulls out, liters of cum spill out of her cunt, down her thighs. Niko comes watching that, grunting lowly and squinting his eyes shut. He pulls out of the toy in the same way and watches his cum come out of it: it looks almost the same, only his cock is thicker than the actor’s and more hairy and there’s no woman moaning for him.
Not that he minds. He needed the release.
***
Joonas
Joonas only tends to his personal needs when it’s night time. He spent the afternoon in the hotel pool, trying to wash away the stress with a swim; Joel joined him later and they had a gym session together. He took a shower, went to dinner, grabbed a beer, and now he’s lying in bed, lights off, massaging his dick inside his underwear.
Joonas can’t help but think of Joel every time he touches himself. His crush has got a little out of hand lately, and Joel has been looking so good with the darker, shorter hair, the stubble, all the new tattoos… and the scar on his shoulder is just so damn sexy.
Joonas thinks he can indulge his fantasies tonight. In the daytime he’s always trying to push these thoughts away, mostly because of guilt, but now it’s night, he’s alone, he has nothing to account for.
Are these thoughts right? Probably not. But he’s not going to overthink it now.
Joonas tugs at his cock, helping it harden; it’s not difficult when he thinks of the way Joel’s biceps flexed at the gym earlier, how red and sweaty his face and chest were, the groans he let out when the weight of the lat pulldown machine was too heavy.
Next Joonas thinks of Joel’s thin lips, the way they’d stretch around his dick to take it in. Maybe a tear would fall from the corner of his eye, smudging the residue of eyeliner from the day before. Maybe Joel would also add his gorgeous hand, wrapping it around the base of Joonas’ cock, squeezing lightly just how Joonas likes it; maybe he would pull away and spit on the head, watching how his saliva and the precum would mix inside the foreskin.
Joonas thinks of Joel sucking him in earnest, bobbing his head up and down without taking any breaks; he thinks of him humming around his length, the vibrations reverberating through Joonas’ body. In his fantasy, Joonas is fisting Joel’s hair, tugging at it, and Joel is whining around his cock, and that’s when Joonas reaches his climax, Joel’s name quietly stumbling out of his lips. He fucks harder into his hand, his spine arching, warm cum covering his fingers.
He only opens his eyes when his ears stop ringing. It’s dark in his hotel room and outside. Joonas tries to keep the guilt at bay by turning in the bed as soon as it appears, like giving his back to it, refusing to confront it.
Fantasies will do, Joonas tells himself. He’s not hurting anyone, and he’s so relaxed now.  
***
Aleksi and Olli
“On the bed. Now!”
“But babe, it’s the first time we can fuck in forever, why don’t you just join me in bed?”
“Because I’ve been fantasizing about this specific scenario since this tour started and I wanna try it out.”
Olli throws Aleksi a look with his eyebrows downwards but complies, leaving his luggage by the bed and getting on top of it, making to undress. Aleksi, sitting on the chair across from the bed, is adjusting himself in his jeans, anticipating, mouth watering. Olli stops before he can lower his boxers.
“Not even a kiss?”
Aleksi shakes his head. “Just touch yourself for me.”
Olli pouts and Aleksi is about to throw his resolve out of the window (because how is he supposed to resist Olli’s pouts), but thankfully it’s gone from his face in seconds, Olli’s limp cock now on display. Aleksi sucks in a breath, pressing harder against his own cock with his palm. “You’re so beautiful.”
A light blush tints the pale gold hue of Olli’s skin. His eyes glance downwards and his lips are curved in a shy smile. “I would love to see you too.”
Eager to set his cock free, Aleksi pulls himself out, his dick already semi-hard and only getting harder under Olli’s longing gaze.
“Wanna touch you so bad,” Olli says.
“No, angel. You only touch your body and I only touch mine. Okay?”
“But we’re in a hotel room… alone... and it’s been so long.”
Olli wraps his hand around his cock, stroking it absent-mindedly, bringing the foreskin upwards. His eyes are big and pleading, but Aleksi won’t back down.
After all, Olli’s insistence is what makes it all worth it.  
“But I really wanna do it like this today,” he answers, watching as Olli’s cock grows bigger and bigger under his touch. Then he adds: “Please?”
Olli, however, doesn’t even look at Aleksi, on account of he’s getting lost in the pleasure for good. He only nods, his eyebrows furrowed and his lips parted, the hand on his cock picking up its pace. Aleksi’s hand does the same.
Aleksi glances down at his own dick, watches the little hole at the top disappear from all the skin as he pumps it, then directs his gaze at Olli on the bed: his chest is red in patches, visible through his chest hair, his nipples are dark, his abdomen contracts and relaxes. Aleksi can hear his breathing now, ragged and loud, as his hand gently squeezes his veiny, pink cock, pleasuring himself just how he likes it.
“Oh, Ale… you know what would make this perfect? Having you inside me.”
Aleksi grunts. He strokes his cock faster, never diverging his eyes from Olli, his perfect expression, his perfect body and his perfect cock. Then, Olli’s gaze demands his attention, wordlessly, but oh so convincingly; they end up locking eyes, both with sweat all over their foreheads, chests rising and falling, ready to say each other’s name at any given moment.
Not scared of being too vulnerable, still looking deep into Olli’s lustful eyes with nothing but him on his mind, Aleksi says: “I need you to come for me, angel. I know you’re close. Let it all out.”
The voice came out sultry enough to drive Olli crazy, Aleksi is sure. Olli squeezes his cock harder, letting out a groan. He spills his load a few strokes later, and it lands all over the head of his cock and his hand. Aleksi’s eyes roll back at the sight, and when Olli chants his name, releasing his bitten lip just to do that, Aleksi can’t help but come himself; a shudder animates his whole body as pleasure takes over, demanding attention to itself only. He keeps stroking his cock until his balls are empty, and when he opens his eyes again, Olli is right there, crouching down by the chair, resting his head on Aleksi’s thigh. Aleksi idly caresses his face, making Olli smile.
“You look lovely like this,” Olli says while staring up at him, “but next time it has to be by my touch.”
Aleksi snorts. “Alright. We have all night. Just give me a few minutes.”
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samyelbanette · 2 years
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Another ship moodboard. This time it’s Terror Twins.
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incorrectblindchannel · 7 months
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Niko:I'm so happy,I could kiss you!
Joonas:Um...Neat.
*Later*
Joonas,lying face down on his bed:I said 'Neat',Joel.
Joonas:Who the fuck says neat these days?
Joonas:It's not neat to say neat but I said it anyways because I'm fucking stupid.
Joel,reading a book:Don't beat yourself up too much,Porko.
Joel:Everyone gets nervous sometimes.
Joel:Remember what I did when Aleksi confessed his love for me?
Joonas:Didn't you thank him?
Joel,closing the book and looking at the ceiling:I fucking thanked him.
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゚ ☾ ゚ 。⋆ Masterlist ⋆。 ゚ ☁︎。
🍯 = Fluff 💔= Hurt/Comfort ⛈️= Angst 🌶️= Smut
* = Part of December Project
Blind Channel:
• Whole Band x Reader Imagines: BC helping you through a break up BC with an inexperienced partner BC reassuring you about your appearance BC helping you put sunscreen on (minus Joonas) Helping the guys fall asleep Having sex in their or their partners childhood room Surprising the guys on tour Wet Dream
• Aleksi x Reader Full Fics:
🍯Everything I could have asked for * 🍯🌶️Baby, I would die for you * 🌶️Like Coca-Cola, spiked with aromas
Imagines: 🌶️Masturbating for Aleksi and teasing him 🌶️Him teasing you while sharing a room with one of the guys
• Joel x Reader (Joel Thoughts Masterlist HERE)
Full Fics: 🍯I want you so bad in all the worst ways ⛈️💔Living Inside My Own Confusion * 🌶️If you love me right * 💔Homesick 🌶️Try not to distract me 💔Was not meant to be Imagines: 🌶️Teasing him until he snaps 🍯💔Joel leaving you his hoodie before tour 🍯💔Spooning him 💔Joel comforting you 🍯Canceling your date plans to stay inside 🍯🌶️Joel pinning you down 🍯💔Dad Joel Part 1 🍯Dad Joel Part 2 🍯🌶️Joel in a bathtub 🍯Late Night Travels 🍯Holding Hands 🌶️Taking a shower 🌶️Getting off on his leg and voice 🌶️Riding him 🌶️Hot sex with him 🍯Sleepless night with Joel on the bus 🌶️Licking and kissing his chest 💔🍯🌶️Staying with him on the bus when he's having a bad day 🍯Joel doing household chores you hate 🌶️Catching him having some alone time 🍯Floor time with Joel 🍯🌶️Joel being cringy 🍯Visting Joel on tour 🍯Welcoming Joel home on a small tour break • Joonas x Reader
Full Fics: 🍯I think I found where I belong * ⛈️💔The Boy In The Black Dress * 🍯*lipstick emoji* 🍯Smiley faces and sunscreen 💔Caught in a panic Imagines:
💔Coming out as trans(ftm) to Joonas 🌶️Licking Joonas' chest 🌶️Having sex in his fluffy jacket 🍯🌶️Post sex cuddles
• Niko x Reader
Full Fics:
🍯Our own little galaxy * 🌶️💔We ain’t got nothing else to do *
• Olli x Reader
Full Fics:
🌶️Tell me how to touch myself 🍯A day alone, only that would be death * Imagines: 🍯🌶️Taking a bath with him 🌶️Morning Sex 🌶️Pegging Olli
• Tommi x Reader
Full Fics: 🍯Hold me close * 💔Don't Go * Imagines: 🍯🌶️Surprising him on his B-day 🌶️ Birthday sex 💔Tommi helping you with your Anxiety Attacks • (T)Error Twins x Reader Imagines: 🍯Taking your boyfriend (Joel) on a weekend off • Olli x Aleksi x Reader 🌶️Threesome
Lost Society:
• Samy x Reader Imagines: 🍯Soft Headcanons
Crashdiet:
• Gabriel Keyes x Reader
Full Fics: 🌶️💔🍯 Let’s rest for a while, love 🍯“You are pretty!” “And you are drunk!”
Robin Packalen:
• Robin x Reader Full Fics: 🍯🌶️Just let me know
Crossovers:
Samy x Joel x Reader Imagines: 🌶️Them fucking you in and on a car 🍯Cuddling with them
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rbf451 · 2 years
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BC’s ig story 13.7.2022
Signing session tomorrow at Record Shop X on Fredrikinkatu (Fredrik’s street) at 15-17 o’clock. Come say hi and buy the new album.
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leopardom · 1 year
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You Know The Night Is Darkest 'fore The Dawn
Pairing: Aleksi Kaunisvesi x GN!Reader
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1008
Summary: It's late and you're missing Aleksi while he's on tour so you make cookies to make yourself feel better, but you get a surprise while baking.
(Read on ao3)
A/N: Very late birthday fic for @sunflowerpumpkinpie. I hope you like it!
Taglist: @born-to-lose @sunflowerpumpkinpie @smells-like-perfect-senses
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It was nearing 2 am when you finally gave up on trying to sleep. You had been tossing and turning all night, lonely without your boyfriend in bed with you. It’s not like you could fault him for not being there, he was on tour with his bandmates slowly conquering the world. He’ll be home soon but, it didn’t make it any easier to sleep without his warmth next to you.
Your shared dog, Rilla, looks up at you sleepily as push the covers off you and grab a hoodie off the chair in the room. It smells like Aleksi and it makes you smile and wrap your arms around yourself imagining that he was there hugging you. Rilla follows you out of the bedroom as you pad into the kitchen, flicking on a few lights in your wake, just enough to light your way. You lean down and pet Rilla before she trots over to her basket and lays back down. Grabbing a glass you fill it with water and take a sip, leaning back against the counter as you decide what you want to do now.
It’s too late for you to want to watch TV and you’ve already tried laying in bed and sleeping. Your decision is made for you when your stomach lets out a grumble. You set your glass down and open the fridge hoping to find something but all there is are half-empty week-old takeout boxes and some milk which makes you sigh. You tun through in your mind all the possible things you could make with the few ingredients you have. Eventually settling on baking some cookies because you had been craving them earlier in the day but had been too lazy to actually make some.
It doesn’t take long to pull all of the necessary ingredients. You do have to stick the butter in the microwave for a few seconds though to get it to soften enough so you can cream it with the sugar without waiting for it to have to reach room temperature. You quickly mix in the dry ingredients after adding in the egg. You swipe a finger through the dough as you go to find the chocolate chips you had hidden away in one of the cabinets. Smiling at the sweet taste of the dough as you stir in the chocolate and start spooning it out onto a cookie sheet.
The front door opens right as you slide the cookie sheet into the oven, Rilla’s nail clicking on the hardwood as she pads over excitedly to greet Aleksi. You look up at the noise, tired brain confused as to why Aleksi is standing looking at you with a smile on his face and Rilla in his arms.
“Your home?” You ask with a furrowed brow as you make your way over to him, hand reaching up to brush some hair behind his ear “I thought you weren’t supposed to be home for another couple of days?”
He smiles softly at you, dipping his head to kiss you. “Wanted to surprise you, just wasn’t expecting you to be up baking cookies in my hoodie.”
His words make you blush and try to hide your face in his neck but Rilla’s squirming stops you. Aleksi chuckles and sets her down before pulling you closer by your waist, hugging you tightly with his face tucked into your hair. You stay like that until the timer goes off and you reluctantly pull away to pull the cookies out of the oven. Aleski wraps his arms around your waist from behind as you put the cookies on a cooling rack and scoop more dough onto the sheet.
He puts the sheet in the oven for you as you lean back against the counter just watching him. You pull him in for another soft kiss when he turns back to you. You’re both smiling when you pull apart, leaning your foreheads against each other staring into each other’s eyes. Eventually tucking your face into his neck as you gently sway together, Aleksi humming a melody under his breath.
When the timer dings again you take the cookies out this time. You giggle as you watch Aleksi burn his fingers as he tries to pick up a cook fresh off the rack. He pouts at you as he runs his fingers under the tap to cool them off. You kiss his cheek as you offer him one of the cookies from the previous batch. He takes it with a soft thank you and a squeeze to your waist as you start putting the dirty dishes in the sink.
You leave the dishes for the morning because sleep is finally calling to you now that Aleksi is home with you. You can see how tired Aleksi is now too, the excitement of getting home and seeing you finally wearing off. You munch on a cookie as you follow Aleksi to the bedroom, Rilla following along behind the both of you.
You climb back into bed as you watch Aleksi get ready to join you. He smirks when he catches you watching him change out of the clothes he had thrown on after the end of the final show. Aleksi just drops a kiss to your forehead as he heads into the bathroom. You immediately curl up against him as soon crawls into bed. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you closer.
Aleksi peppers kiss all over your face before eventually tipping your face up so he can kiss your lips. You smile as you rest your head against his chest, dropping another kiss there as Aleksi pulls the covers over the both of you. Rilla curls up at both of your feet as Aleksi flicks the light off.
“Goodnight kulta,” Aleksi whispers “I’m happy to be home with you again.”
You smile against his chest whispering back “I’m happy your home too. I missed you so much.”
You fall asleep contentedly wrapped in Aleksi’s arm, a smile on both of your faces.
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born-to-lose · 2 years
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Even in the Hard Times
Pairing: Joel Hokka x Joonas Porko x reader
Requested by anons
Summary: Joel and Joonas comfort you while you're having a hard time.
Tags: hurt/comfort, depression
Words: 465
A/N: Emergency fic for the anon from Friday! Hope it cheers you up ❤
Tag list: @warriorteam1924 @satans-vengeance @the-killer-queenie @mikeywaysboyfriend @disrespectfullcalum @kyrju @smells-like-perfect-senses @sweetnightowl @whoreforblindchannel @kellyrosie @thetimecrystal @wearenosaints @wow-ihateithere @fedorable-killjoys
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You hadn't felt this terrible in a long time. There were good days and bad days, but today was an especially bad day. Just like the last two days. And of course something had to happen right when you were starting to think your depression might have gotten a little better.
You just felt empty. Empty and numb. Too numb to even break down crying multiple times throughout the whole day. It was often like that when you were going through a really hard time. But mostly you simply didn't notice that you were crying.
"We're home!" You heard your boyfriends Joel and Joonas calling from the hallway.
Even though you wanted to respond, you couldn't bring up the strength to say a word, so you stayed in bed, buried in the sheets and facing the wall.
As they didn't hear from you, they looked for you in the apartment the three of you shared. It was too early for you to be asleep already and they doubted you went out without them at this time of day because you had just gone grocery shopping yesterday and they didn't know of you having anything planned for today.
It didn't take them long to find you in the bedroom. "There you are!" You didn't react, so the two boys crawled into bed with you.
Joel hugged you tightly from behind, nuzzling the crook of your neck, while Joonas gently brushed your hair out of your face, revealing tear stains on your cheeks and your pouty lips. He kissed your forehead, whispering, "Why are you crying, love?"
You squeezed your eyes shut, taking a shaky breath. "It hurts so much. Why does it hurt so much? I just want it to stop."
Lightly drawing patterns on your arm in an attempt to soothe you, Joel carefully asked, "Do you want to talk about it?"
You slightly shook your head,  crying even more, and he nodded in understanding. "It's okay, you don't have to."
"Please stay," you choked when Joonas moved the slightest bit to get into a more comfortable position.
"We're not going anywhere," he reassured you, rubbing your back. You shuffled closer to him to hide your face in his chest.
They let you cry your heart out for a while, just laying with you in silence and whispering comforting words. "Look at me, sweetheart," Joonas said softly, running his hand through your hair. "Breathe with me, okay?"
You nodded and started copying his slow deep breaths. "That's good, now we'll repeat that a couple of more times."
Joel was holding your hand, stroking the back of it with his thumb as you breathed with Joonas. When you were done and you calmed down a bit, he kissed your knuckles. "Everything will be alright, I promise."
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Blind Channel: boyfriends vs one night stands
JOEL
Boyfriend Joel is incredibly jealous and protective. Despite that, he lets you wear whatever you want, since he’s not afraid of starting fights with whoever acts inappropriately towards you. He knows he’s the only one that can take your clothes off. Expect impromptu dates, he’s not one of those guys who organizes everything in detail days before. He shows his possessiveness by caressing your thigh wherever you are. Even if he tries to hide it from you, he’s a negative and pessimist guy, so make sure to comfort him.
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One night stand Joel is not as affectionate as he would be as a boyfriend. He’s terrified of getting attached. Regardless of that, a one-night stand with him is just as intense. He's rough, he wants to manhandle you as much as he pleases and will literally do anything in order to hear your pretty moans. Expect his hands to be everywhere, on every inch of your body. Once it’s over, expect him to throw your clothes in your face. He doesn’t want you there. In fact, he walks straight to the shower telling you that your time is up.
JOONAS
Joonas is far from being a jealous and possessive boyfriend, but your attentions are like oxygen for him. He will literally drown you in kisses. Whenever you're mad, he shushes you by pressing his plump lips against yours. Whenever he demands your attention, he rests his cheek into the crook of your neck and whimpers like a puppy. If you keep ignoring him, he might bite just a little too hard. When you have the chance to sleep in the same bed as him, you love resting your head on his chest just to feel his fingers caressing your hair.
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Joonas’ approach with women is confident, lively, and sensual. It’s useless to say that he immediately convinced you to spend the night with him. You’re surprised to find out how vocal he is in bed. He moans and grunts loudly as he whispers in your ear the dirtiest words you've ever heard. He wants you to come before than he does and for that, he has plenty of tricks up to his sleeve. He buries his face in between your legs and literally devours you, his skillful tongue makes you tremble. Expect lots of marks on your skin. The way your body writhes beneath him arouses him to the point of wanting to claim you. Also, he is nicer than Joel and he won't let you go for the night.
OLLI
Olli is an extremely caring and thoughtful boyfriend. He shows his love in many different ways: from picking you up with his car wherever you are to cook delicious meals for you. His only goal is to spoil you and make you feel loved since it makes him so damn happy. When you’re the one cooking he always hugs you from behind and hides his face in your hair; your natural perfume is the only thing that reassures him. He would leave a long trail of kisses on your skin, trying not to giggle when you get goosebumps and try to get away from his grip. “You’ll cook later, ok?” he softly whispers in your ear, right before walking you to the couch.
He is a passionate lover, he makes love, not sex– got it?
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It’s rare for Olli to have a one-night stand, because he feels the need to establish a sort of emotional connection with the other person. If you do manage to get that connection, expect his hands all over you. His hands are magical; he knows how to use his long, skilled fingers as he thrusts them slowly inside of you, with his thumb caressing your clit. He presses his lips against yours just to swallow those needy moans of yours. When he penetrates you, he wants you to lay beneath him, with your legs wrapped around his waist so you can pull him closer and let him roll his hips against yours. He is rough, yet passionate. Your high-pitched moans make him want to hold you tighter. He furrows his brows and bites his lip; his fingers intertwine with yours when he's about to cum. He is the king of the aftercare. He will pamper you even though it is just a one-night stand. Expect to take a bath with him only to end up having a round two in the tub.
NIKO
Boyfriend Niko treats you like a spoiled princess, he’s really protective and he would do anything to keep you safe. He’s very romantic, he adores serenading you and it gets even better if you start playing or singing with him. His mood significantly improves just by cuddling with you on the couch. You spend many afternoons just like this, talking about this and that while exchanging tender kisses. He can’t keep his hands to himself and always manages to persuade you, knowing full well that you’re just as eager.
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Niko is not a one-night stand guy, but he would certainly not pass over the opportunity to sleep with someone fawning over him. He adores being seduced and feeling like the main subject of your attention, so if you asked him to spend the night together, how could he refuse? He’s extremely caring and passionate in this case as well, he loves the feeling of your skin touching so much that he might leave some bruises on your body. He wants to make this night unforgettable for both of you. Expect marks and kisses all over your body. He will have you sit on his face and make you grind your hips at your own pace. He wants to be used however you please to make you come hard and fast.
TOMMI
Boyfriend Tommi is very empathetic and sensitive, extremely vengeful towards those who hurt you. He remembers all of their names. He wants to be constantly reassured and appreciated since his sensible nature makes him turn quiet and cold pretty easily. He loves the height difference between you two; he adores picking you up, helping you grab objects that you can’t reach, he loves making your head rest on his chest and hug you with his strong arms. You feel safe and protected with him. Since he’s a very private and reserved person, almost taciturn, he’s always unpredictable, regardless of how well you know him. One moment he’s joking and teasing you, a second later you can feel his arms lifting you up to kiss you passionately.
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Since Tommi is so unpredictable, he acts completely different during a one-night stand. He’s less affectionate and rougher. The fact that he might break you excites him, he becomes more vocal since he loves dirty talking. His voice is so deep and hoarse when he whispers the nastiest things you’ve ever heard, he wants to remind you that he has complete control over you and he likes it when you’re so submissive, and so good for him even when you’re the one bouncing on his cock. You shiver in excitement when you notice that his large hand can wrap your neck completely, making you feel incredibly small.
ALEKSI
Surprisingly, Aleksi is quite obsessive and jealous as a boyfriend. We’re not assuming things, just check his birth chart. He gets flustered quite easily and it’s funny seeing him blush whenever you shower him with compliments. It’s an adorable sight, he wants to be the best boyfriend for you. The thought of you leaving him for another man haunts his thoughts; be careful, he might suddenly wake up in the middle of the night looking for you to comfort him. He is a shy yet affectionate boyfriend, he wants to be held, he loves resting his head on your chest and nuzzling his face lovingly against your skin while you play with his hair.
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He’s definitely not into one-night stands, he might be after a few drinks though. The drunker he gets the more he craves physical touch. He would certainly let you have his way with him. He wants someone to take care of him in bed and treat him like the good puppy he is. He wants to feel your hands caressing and scratching his soft, sensitive skin. He’s a whimpering mess once he buries his dick inside of you, the way your walls deliciously embrace his length makes him see stars. He can't bring himself to make eye contact with you as he fucks you in a missionary position. Sweet, reassuring words slip out of your mouth as you watch him lose control over the rhythm he created. Flustered, he hides face into the crook of your neck and bites onto that spot harshly, wanting to shut you up somehow. After you cum, he's extremely cuddly. Please hold him, he really needs it.
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rpf-bat · 3 months
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CALLING FOR HELP
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Pairing: Joel Hokka/Joonas Porko
Word Count: 1,470
Summary: Seasonal depression has left Joel unable to function. He breaks down, and asks Joonas for help with the dishes he just can’t seem to do.
Tags: Mental Health Issues, Depression, Self-Hatred, Mild Hurt/Comfort, House Cleaning, Holding Hands
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ifidiedinadream · 1 year
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Hi 🤍
I have a little (T) Error Twin request for you
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The boys are on tour and Joel gets some hate online (for whatever reason). He isolates himself in the bus, trying to deal with it on his own. But Joonas notices something is off and when he checks on him, he just pulls Joel into a hug and smooches his face.
thank you for this lovely prompt 🥰
Joel doesn’t know why he keeps doing it. 
Why he always tries to make his mood worse when it’s already awful, if it’s a punishment he thrusts upon himself for god knows what reason or if he’s actually just plain stupid. It’s probably the second option, all things considered.  
The last few days of tour have been terrible on their own; stressful, exhausting, nothing seems to ever go smoothly and the constant setbacks have been making him anxious. 
To make everything worse, the bus just broke down in the middle of nowhere between venues, and they don’t know if they’re gonna make it to the next city in time. And obviously, unable to dwell in the uncertainty calm and collected like Aleksi or Niko would do, Joel decided to go online for “distraction”. 
Instead of TikTok or Instagram he’s surfing Jodel, and Joel wishes he knew why he chose to do that, because it’s the place most likely to show him what he doesn’t want to see. Criticism. A lot of it. 
(Not that he cares. He’s used to criticism and usually it doesn’t get under his skin, not to this extent at least; but when his mood is already sour everything is heavier and Joel doesn’t feel half as strong as he usually does.) 
That’s how he ended up staring at his phone screen, on a broken down bus in the middle of nowhere running out of time, with tears prickling at the back of his eyes. It makes him feel even more pathetic, which only makes him want to cry more. He just can’t win. 
No one is around, everyone taking advantage of the broken down vehicle to stretch their legs and maybe go look for an actual toilet somewhere. However, the shame of being so stupid makes Joel want to hide nonetheless, so he goes in his bunk, draws the curtain, and lets those stupid, stupid tears fall, in the hopes they won’t bug him again once he lets them run freely for a couple of minutes. 
But it’s never only a couple of minutes, Joel should know by now; after the first tear rolls down his cheek it’s like a domino effect in reverse and they just don’t seem to stop. Joel hates it, he hates it so much. The tightening ache in his chest worsens with every breath he takes and he loathes himself for how useless, powerless he is. 
Can’t even handle some lazy, low-effort hate online. 
His sobs quieten when the boys come back. His plan is to pretend to be asleep. 
“Joel, our driver managed to fix the bus, we should be at the venue in time for the show,” Joonas announces loudly as soon as he steps inside. “Wait, where’s Joel?” 
The others don’t respond; Joel pictures them shrugging. He sighs in relief at the news but now he just wishes they all went away again so he could wallow in peace. 
However, the bus starts as soon as he finishes the thought. They’re back on the road. He keeps on pretending to be asleep when someone enters the bunk area, even when that someone pulls his curtain aside. 
“I knew you’d be here,” Joonas says and Joel is facing the wall on the opposite side. “What’s wrong?” 
Of course Joonas would ask what’s wrong, not whether something is wrong. He knows him so well and Joel is thankful for it, but still he wishes he could be left alone. He doesn’t feel like talking. 
He grumbles vaguely, hoping to convey the message to Joonas. Joonas, however, doesn’t seem to get the memo. He forces himself into Joel’s definitely too small bunk, hugging Joel vehemently and tightly before hastily grabbing his face in his hands and violently smooching his face. Joel can’t help but chuckle at Joonas’ aggressively affectionate ways, and when Joonas notices, he just kisses his face more, sending Joel into a straight up laughing fit. 
Joonas is holding him when he can breathe again. 
“Don’t let it get to you, okay?” Joonas says, breaking the silence. Ever so wisely; like he knew exactly what’s going on in Joel’s messy head. 
Joel nods, hugging him tighter.
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poodlejoonas · 2 years
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Mash-up: “Balboa” by Blind Channel (2021) + “Fighter” by Monsta X (2016), because they have the same vibes from two different genres
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incorrectblindchannel · 4 months
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Niko:Tommi is too tall for me to kiss him on the lips,what should I do?
Joonas:Punch him in the stomach.
Joonas:Then,when he doubles over in pain,kiss him.
Olli:Tackle him!
Joel:Dump him.
Aleksi:Kick him in the shin!
Tommi:No to all of those!
Tommi:Just ask me to lean down!
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Hi,
I have a request for you if you did like :)
"The reader helping the BC guys fall asleep."
Thank you! And I love your writing 😍
Of course of course! Always here for requests!
And sorry that it took me so long!
Hope you enjoy 💜
Helping the boys fall asleep:
Joonas:
He can fall asleep almost everywhere, so it won’t be too difficult to get him to sleep. You two also happen to take a lot of naps together and the other guys are used to finding both of you curled up in weird places and the most uncomfortable positions. He also loves to cuddle while sleeping and gets a bit clingy whenever you want to get up.
Aleksi:
Aleksi is a night owl and workaholic, to get him into bed you first have to get him away from his laptop or DJ gear. Distraction is key here. Either you start massaging his back or kissing his cheek and neck or you just flop yourself down on his lap and cuddle into him until he gives in and joins you in bed. When he really can’t sleep you often go out for a short walk with him and Rilla so he can take his mind of, before you three curl up in bed together.
Olli:
When it comes to sleeping Olli is a professional. He can sleep everywhere and he needs at least 5 alarms to wake up. So you mostly struggle with getting him out of bed instead of getting him to sleep. It also happens that he randomly falls asleep on you during cuddle sessions or when you two watch a movie together. But you don’t care much, you just cuddle up beside him and enjoy being close to him (and maybe take a few funny and cute pictures of him for the bands group chat).
Joel:
Good luck with that one. Getting Joel to sleep is the damn hardest and most of the times you are the one who falls asleep on him while you let him rant. On bad nights you would get him his sleeping pills and let him be the little spoon until he falls asleep. Other times you try to get him tired with sex (which mostly keeps you two up even longer). If none of these work he would stay up all night and watch you sleep, just glad to have you next to him.
Tommi:
Most times you are the one seeking comfort from him. But there are some nights when Tommi feels restless or has too much on his mind. Whenever that’s the case you let him rest on your stomach, parting your legs so he can lay between them. You would caress his hair and softly talk to him until both of you fall asleep. The next morning you most likely would find yourself in his tight embrace.
Niko:
If Niko can’t sleep you would often find him sitting in bed typing lyrics into his phone or roasting people on Twitter. But it doesn’t take much to convince him to put his phone away. Either you just cuddle into his side and try your best to get his attention. Or if that doesn’t work you would suggest to watch Titanic for the 2527 time, so he can nerd talk himself to sleep while he holds you in his arms.
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bctrashtime · 2 years
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EXCUSE ME??
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