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I want Olli to overstimulate me with a vibrator and when I’m about to loose my mind I want him to fuck me until he is satisfied. I wish he was here so we could make the neighbors jealous.

He NEEDS to treat me like a queen after that tho…

im horny on a train that's sadly not the tekkno train and im living for asks like this pls send more

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damn, im still wondering about oleksi so much. i just can pretend how this clumsy but courageous olli holds in arms his lil aleksi who's sleeping peacefully with his corner of lips open 🥹🥹 i cant theyre so cute

(tbh it's even ddlg)

THIS IS SO FUCKING CUTE just the mental image of sweet aleksi fast asleep 🥹🥺🥺🥺

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I think I have unlocked a bc crush for my bff🥰

He had never heard of them until I went to their concert a few days ago. When I let him scroll through the pics I took during the gig, he paused at a picture of Joonas. After staring at him in awe for a full minute, he just whispered "...he's so cute."🥺

There's just something about our fluffy boy. I myself went to my gig as a Joel girlie and returned with the biggest crush on Joonas🥰

i just love stories like this!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷 fluffyboi94 is just irresistible

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excuse me what the FUCK is this

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Big Update ✨️

The meds worked and I'm not constipated anymore. And the biggest, bestest news: I get to go home TODAY. Everything looks fine, it's healing well, I feel great. I'm so happy. 🥰 After five days at the hospital I'm so ready to go home and never look back! 🥹 I'm not allowed to go back to work yet, only in two weeks. I'm not thrilled about it but oh well. -🐨

YAYYYYY THIS IS SUCH GREAT NEWS IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 work will have to wait, health is more important 😌

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Oh to be Olli’s partner and welcome him with open arms, open legs, open mouth after being on tour *sigh*

What can I say? I woke up horny, wishing he was here…

if this isnt my 24/7 mood about aleksi...........

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Lately, I've been dreaming of all the tattoos I will never get and I came up with this:

Getting a chest tattoo while Joel is on tour and sending him daily teasers. Once he sees it in real life, he finds it super hot and can't keep his eyes (or hands) off of you.

During the passionate welcome-back-sex, he keeps staring down at it, moaning at how hot you look under him. When he's close, you whisper in his ear: "Come on my chest." He pulls out and with a last loud groan, he shoots his load all over your new chest piece.

THIS IS THE HOTTEST THING IVE READ IN A WHILE HELLO 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

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I am suffering. Thanks to the meds I was put on, my digestive tract stopped working properly and now I AM SO FUCKING CONSTIPATED AND EVERYTHING HURTS. I'm convinced hospitals do this on purpose and then make fun of their patients' suffering. Anyway, I was given some tablets that supposedly help against bloating and constipation but they're not working yet. My release date has also been pushed back to Sunday to Monday. Fml. I just wanna go home. 😭 -🐨

aaaahh koala anon they're only keeping you for longer so they're sure you're gonna be fully recovered by the time you're out!! i hope the tablets will start working soon, feeling constipated sucks 😭

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My blorbo eating me out and giving me multiple orgasms would fix me. I'm so very sure about it! 😌

that would fulfill my whole ass life im sure about it

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the terrible infidelity AU is back, this time with a synopsis, because this one was born from a very specific need:

Aleksi accidentally steals Olli's t-shirt and proceeds to pleasure himself while wearing it, thinking of Olli.

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Aleksi never thought he'd stoop so low.

He wasn't sure how Olli's t-shirt had ended up in his suitcase. It was black like all of his own clothes, like all of their clothes were, so who could really judge him for making such an easy mistake.

Aleksi could remember holding it in his hands when they had been doing the traditional, panic-induced last-minute packing before having to give up the rental tour bus. His head was instantly filled with memories of Olli wearing the shirt just the other night when he had, at three in the morning, climbed into Aleksi's bunk and buried his head in the crook of Aleksi's neck, which was something he did from time to time when he woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall back to sleep again. Olli's explanations varied from 'Porko is snoring' to 'it's too cold' to 'just couldn't', and Aleksi never stopped him when he pressed against him in the small space they shared.

He hadn't stopped Olli that night either, when Olli had claimed to be homesick and asked Aleksi to do something about it. Aleksi simply hadn't been able to find a way to say no, not when Olli's widened pupils had been looking up at him and he could feel Olli's semi hard-on through his boxers.

Still. An easy mistake to make.

~*~

He wasn't sure how Olli's t-shirt had replaced the one he had been wearing, so that now he was sitting on the couch of his home studio, wrapped in the smell of Olli instead of the flowery scent of the fabric softener she had told him to buy when he had gone out the night before to buy more coffee grounds. Aleksi supposed he could blame it on the tiredness doing tricks on his brain and making him act out of his will.

Running his palm over the worn fabric and the crusty band logo, he thought about how he had done exactly that when Olli had been wearing that shirt, his and Olli's rock-hard cocks inside Olli's fist. He swallowed as he recalled Olli chasing his lips for a kiss they shouldn't share and clutched the hem of the shirt near his lower stomach when he relived the moment of his orgasm, grasping anything his hands could find to help him contain himself in a tour bus full of his sleeping friends and coworkers.

He glanced down on himself and saw the front of his sweatpants bulging.

Yeah. Just the tiredness.

~*~

He wasn't sure when his hand had slid inside his boxers, but there he was: stroking himself while the smell of Olli surrounded him.

For that, he couldn't even bother making up an excuse. That was just him being weak.

It drove him crazy with lust, as it had back in the tour bus bunk, with Olli right there next to him for him to touch and taste and breathe in. He had done exactly that, relentlessly, fondling Olli over his shirt and under it and below it, wanting him closer, needing him with every living cell Aleksi had in himself. He wrapped his fingers around his erection and closed his eyes to block out the studio and the footsteps from above, to imagine it was Olli who was touching him, like he had done that night. A sigh left his lungs as he squeezed his cock, a sigh which turned into a whine when he remembered how heavenly Olli's warm, slick palm had felt.

Olli's movements had been rapid and rough, so Aleksi's were too, his hand moving up and down his length with a desperate speed. Olli had sneaked a hand under Aleksi's shirt to massage his chest and belly, so Aleksi did too, his own hand following the same path Olli's had, because he swore he could still memorize every single twist and turn of Olli's fingers. He whimpered out loud again, frustrated at his own touch not feeling half as good as Olli's, defeated because even from miles away, from his home in Oulu, Olli still had a hold of his heart as well as of his cock.

Not long before reaching his climax, Aleksi finally allowed himself to summon the memory of Olli repeating Aleksi's name over and over again in a whisper that got muffled somewhere in between Aleksi's lips before he ejaculated. The feeling of Olli's warm cum dribbling between their cocks had been enough to bliss out as well and Aleksi had followed almost immediately after, his hand groping Olli's backside aimlessly and his heart being swallowed up by Olli, throbbing wildly like both their cocks inside Olli's fist, slowly jerking them through their orgasms. Even without Olli's seed covering his cock this time, Aleksi came as intensely as he had then, some of the spurts of white landing on the shirt he was wearing.

The footsteps from above had silenced. Aleksi could only hope he hadn't been too loud.

His eyes burned when it hit him what he had done.

He really was so weak.

~*~

Aleksi wasn't sure how the shirt had ended up in her hands, now wet and wrinkled and flower-smelling. He had probably forgotten it in the bottom of the laundry basket where he had hidden it in his guilt-crippled panic.

"Since when have you had an AC/DC shirt?"

He could've told her it was Olli's. That he had packed it in his suitcase by mistake and was meaning to give it back to him next week when he'd come over for preparations for yet another tour. That he thought the least he could do to make up accidentally stealing Olli's favourite shirt was to at least wash it before returning it.

He should have told her the truth.

"A fan gift," he said instead.

~*~

Aleksi wasn't sure when he had become so attached to the shirt, to the point he felt weirdly mournful handing it back to Olli.

He had barely touched it since it had come out of the laundry machine. It didn't smell of Olli anymore.

"Wait, you had this all this time?"

"Yeah, sorry 'bout it." Aleksi's cheeks were as if on fire. Although the shirt no longer looked as nasty as it had with Aleksi's cum staining it, the sight of it was still imprinted on his retinas.

"I've been looking for this everywhere! Haven't seen it since... since, umm..."

What was left of Aleksi's heart stopped beating then.

Had Olli been thinking about it too, the night they had shared with Olli wearing that exact shirt? Had it been driving him insane as well, the memory of their cocks rubbing together, of their mouths searching for each other?

Had Olli, too, when making love to his partner, been imagining it was Aleksi in her stead?

Olli cleared his throat, eyes fixed on the neatly folded shirt in his hands. "Anyway. Thanks."

Have you? I need you to tell me you have. I need you to need me the way I need you.

I need you.

"Yeah, anytime."

#THIS WAS SO HOT AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

[ifidiedinadream]

It’s been over a week since I went to see BC again but I still wanted to share some Aleksi moments with you:

x during the acoustic set they played Deja Fu and Joonas asked us if anyone doesn’t know the song and Aleksi raised his hand

x even being still sick he looked absolutely gorgeous and so huggable

x he laughed very hard about the meme I gave Joel during the meet and greet

x we managed to get barricade on Joonas side so I had perfect view of Aleksi 🥰 (I usually stand on Ollis side BECAUSE, so watching Aleksi live is very rare for me)

x he had to sit down between songs because he was still sick at the time and Joel checked in on him a lot

x but he still was very energetic and seemed to have the best time on stage after skipping one show the other night

x we had a lot of eye contact and when he noticed I was trying to take pictures of him he smiled in my direction ( ngl I felt a bit special because of it 🥰)

x he also gave me a fist bump before going of stage 😭😭😭

I can't believe this tour is over I already miss them so so much! 🥺😭

(Also wishing much fun to everyone who is going to see the boys at Nokia Arena or US during the next weeks ♥️)

AAAAAAAH thank you for sharing these lovely details with us 🥰🥰🥰🥰 aleksi my mostly beloved 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

i wish i could follow them around everywhere and never miss a show 😭

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All I wanna do tonight is to rest on Joels chest while he tells me all about tour and we cuddle until we fall asleep.

soft 🥺🥺🩷🩷

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I went back to read "lullaby" again, because I have been feeling quite miserable and on edge for the past couple of weeks. And I know I said it before but I really can’t thank you enough for this fic. I'm not the person who requested it but it means endlessly much to me! Also I just imagined Joel singing/humming "Phobia" or "Die Another Day" in the end ❤️‍🩹💔

comments like this make me incredibly happy and fulfilled, thank you so much 🥺🩷 im glad you find comfort in it. sending all the love!!

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can we talk about his side profile bc i swear he's too handsome to be real

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also what does it feel like being god's favorite, catching the pick on your first show 😂😂

I was just really lucky that the venue was so small😭 I just stretched out my arm and he gave it to me, I was so close🥹

Also, I forgot to mention this Aleksi-Joel interacton I witnessed yesterday:

Aleksi, after spitting on the floor, looking straight at Joel: 😏😈

Joel: 😳

Joel: ...

Joel: 👁👄👁

Aleksi: 😉😎

(I swear no one is in love more with the little man than Joel.)

Also @ koala anon: I'm so glad you're feeling better today💕

joel is just a me thats never stopped dreaming isn't he 😂😂

thank you for reporting this im living for it 🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍

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Update time ✨️

I feel a lot better today. I can walk more and more, my tummy is less sore and I get to eat all the food my heart desires (for the most part). Unfortunately I'm very bloated tho (tmi again, sorry). But with a bit of luck I get to go home on Saturday or Sunday. Thank goodness. As comfy as the hospital is, home is much better. I miss my own bed so much. 😭 -🐨

sending you all the good vibes in the world!! im so glad to hear you're getting better slowly but surely 🩷

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I just returned from my first bc show ever😭😍

Here's a summary no one asked for:

• I arrived early at the venue and the first thing I saw was...Tommi. He literally just walked out of the building when I arrived.

• While waiting, Niko and Joonas walked past twice and said hi to us. They looked super cute, they just went for a walk together and later returned with their dinner.

• Santeri also walked past the queue. I guess some people knew him, but most didn't, so he exchanged some awkward smiles with us but no one said hi (poor boy😂)

• Some people who had arrived earlier than me also saw Aleksi and Olli, but I missed them.

• Rock Band from Hell was amazing!!!!! I honestly didn't really like them before, but their energy on stage???!! I'm in love😍

• I made it to the front row with bc despite not having the VIP upgrade. I stood on the far left, right in front of Joonas🥰

• I noticed that Joel's shirt was super dirty?😂 But apart from that: DAMN is that man handsome🥵❤️‍🔥

• Niko is a fucking legend. This guy has such incredible stage presence, I was blown away.

• Unfortunately I didn't see much of Olli and Tommi from where I was standing.

• Aleksi and I made awkward eye contact a few times. Akward because when I looked at him, he was already looking at me and I just blushed and looked away. One time he also smiled at me😭

• I got Joonas' guitar pick (he literally placed it in my hand)😍

AAAAAAAAHHH anon looks like you had a wonderful time!!! it's lovely to hear 🥰🥰🥰 im gonna miss this tour so much!!!

also what does it feel like being god's favorite, catching the pick on your first show 😂😂

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