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dullanyan · 6 months
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my resume:
im nice and small and kind and quiet. i am not strong or fast and im not good at talking or making eye contact and if someone is rude to me i will instantly explode into blood and viscera. i cannot drive or be given more than 2 instructions at once. but i can sit there so kindly and patiently. please give me $10,000
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sovksluv · 3 months
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no one but you.
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𖤐 . pairing - book!Clarisse La Rue x gn!Hades!reader
𖤐 . request - hullo hullo! i hope this isnt a bother but i was wondering if you can write a hc of childofhades!reader being claimed like similar to episode one and how percy got claimed during capture the flags? lots of hugs im so disappeinted that their aren't a lot child of hades fies. hades is honestly my fav greek god and character from the show
𖤐 . content includes - fighting, blood, daggers, lowk mean clarisse, idk what else
𖤐 . word count - 1,208
𖤐 . taglist - @perseus-jackass
𖤐 . a/n - this wasn’t meant to be clarisse x reader but it kinda just morphed into it, not complaining tho 🤷‍♀️
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you don’t particularly enjoy the weekly capture the flag games, but since Annabeth has led and won the past two, it would be wrong not to aid in the blue team's success.
her first game had ended with a surprise when camp half-blood’s newest camper, Percy Jackson, had been claimed by Poseidon.
now, you were stealthily moving through the woods, peeking around trees with your dagger held tight in your hand. your job is to find and disarm Clarisse, or at least distract her while, Percy and Annabeth made their way to the red team’s flag.
your head shot to the direction of a twig snapping, tightening your grip on your dagger, you ducked behind a tree and scanned your surrounding area.
“i know you're there,” you heard a far, raspy voice call, not even attempting a whisper.
you sucked in a sharp breath and slowly turned your head to the direction of the voice. you heard the crunch of leaves under their feet as they got closer. you had a feeling you knew who it was, but you were still unsure.
“oh, come on, no need to quiet yourself. I know you search these woods for me,” the voice hinted, but at this point you had already recognized it. it was Clarisse.
it became clearer now that she was closer, which pushed you to quietly sigh out loud and stand up from the tree, emerging from behind it. there stood Clarisse La Rue, she had her spear stabbed into the ground with one hand and helmet cradled in the other. but what drew most of your attention was the smirk planted on her face.
“hey there, Sparks,” she teased, her smirk increasing at the raise of your eyebrow.
you loosened the grip on your dagger, noticing you’d been gripping it even harder than before. 
“don’t call me that,” you replied, inching closer to her, holding up your dagger.
“don’t be such a grump, Sparks,” she taunted, throwing her helmet to the side, wielding her spear. “what are you doing here all alone? looking for me?” she smirked and moved closer towards you as well. the two of you began circling around each other, weapons in hand.
you held eye contact with her hypnotizing eyes, ignoring her questions. her smirk widened and her head slightly turned. “i'll take that as a yes.” she stopped walking and stood up straight, lowering her spear once again.
you hesitantly copied her movements, although still slightly weary. you sighed, squinting your eyes at her as if you were trying to read her like a book. “well, why are you just standing there? i thought you loved fighting people.” 
She slowly licked her lips and stepped closer. the sunlight between the trees shined right on her face, making her eyes glow with a warm, unfamiliar delicacy. “i was gonna go easy on ya’ sparks, wouldn't wanna hurt you too much.”
you scoffed and boldly decided to strike first. you took quick steps towards her, swiping your dagger at her with each one. She skillfully dodged each swipe, taking steps back from you as she did it. she grinned at your failed attempts to strike her. 
“come on, Sparks, you can do better than that. come on. come at me.” you let out a huff and went at her again. she countered all your moves with her spear this time, using the dull end to knock at your dagger. 
you moved with sloppy determination, while she countered everything you had smoothly and flawlessly. “don’t go all soft on me, Sparks. i know you can do better.
“i told you to stop…” swipe “calling…” swipe “me…” swipe “that!”
Clarisse had her back pinned against a tree, with your dagger pressed tightly against her neck. she was breathless, looking at you with both surprise and pride on her face. 
she let out a breathless laugh. “look at you, Sparks. i knew you could do it.” she held strong eye contact with you, refusing to be the one to break it first.
your grip on your dagger faltered, and you swallowed harshly.
Clarisse took your surprise to shove you off of her with her spear. she began her own attempts at striking you. this time you skillfully countered her attacks. 
your dueling constantly sent the both of you backing up from the other. Clarisse’s hits seemed to soften as yours became even more determined.
“wouldn't we be better on the same team?” you ignored her taunts, but you were unable to ignore the way the fire inside you raged brighter and hotter. her taunting was fueling the constant burning.
few cuts littered your skin, some also visible on her. Clarisse was becoming sloppy, her spear faltering and her feet tripping over small tree roots and rocks.
Clarisse continued, noticing the fire lighting up behind your eyes. “but we can’t, can we? because you’re just a pathetic little unclaimed child.” her words felt like an indescribable searing traveling through your bloodstream.
suddenly, Clarisse was flat on the ground, her hair splayed out and her spear lying far away from her with your legs pinning her to the ground. a scream rang through her ears and the woods, and she felt a stinging on her neck.
though she felt the blood and felt the pain, she couldn’t tear her wide eyes from the bright, burning symbol of Hades floating above your head. the fire from your eyes matched the fire above you as you heaved, still unaware that your father had made an entrance.
“Hades…” she whispered. it was barely audible but you heard it. 
you drew your dagger away from her, not missing the way blood had seeped from her biggest wound. no one had been able to draw blood from Clarisse. ever. 
“what?” you whispered. your breath fanned her face. she still hadn’t looked at you, eyes still trained on the scorching fire above. your eyes followed hers, widening as you finally realized what she was looking at.
“oh.” you softly spoke. you carefully got off of her and stood up, hesitantly offering your hand for her to grab. she pulled herself up, a new smirk planted on her lips.
“finally understand all that fury you’ve got, Sparks.” she laughed and retrieved both her spear and her helmet. she ignored the aching cut on her neck, not wanting you to have any more glory than you already got.
 “yeah… i guess so.” you breathlessly chuckled, watching the symbol above you disappear as the two of you heard the final conch sound. 
slight panic washed over Clarisse’s face, now suddenly realizing that you had successfully distracted her for the majority of the game. “what? worried you lost again?” you taunted her, a mocking smirk on your face.
she scoffed and playfully shoved you. “whatever. just go.” she tried to sound serious but the small smile on her face showed otherwise.
a smile like hers was mirrored onto your face as the two of you slowly made your way back to the other campers. Clarisse would never admit to the warmth she felt when being near you, or the smile on her face.
but seriously, she would never let another soul see her like this. no one but you.
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© sovksluv 2024 , please do not repost or translate my work !
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pixeljade · 6 months
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Okay so
I did some research and apparently this "tumblr is dying" thing is KINDA true
What it is is that, Automattic, the company that runs Tumblr, is moving all employees off of tumblr and onto other places. Some are saying this means they have a "skeleton crew" running it, but there's more.
Apparently Automattic ALSO just posted about job openings at Tumblr! So what the heck right?
The way I interpret this is that Atumattic isnt writing off Tumblr yet, but they're changing the management of it in hopes of making it profitable. Which means whats coming most likely isnt Tumblr getting taken down...but instead, Tumblr becoming EVEN MORE like other social media sites. Something I've been predicting for years; after all, to corporate upper management, they see our user numbers (which are still quite significant), and the lack of profits, as a failure to monetize properly. Which is why i WAS against all this "dont give Tumblr money they suck lol", not because they didnt suck...but because it can get a whole lot worse. But again, in search of a great thing, we squandered a good thing. Such is how capitalism works; if you cant pay the tithe for mediocrity then they will make it worse and enforce the tithe MORE. Capitalism never seeks greatness, it only seeks control. I do understand the completely valid hatred of the management Tumblr had, but trying to make it perfect was always a fucking fantasy. No matter how much you withhold your pay, they can always replace you with people who wont.
Anyways. I'll probably stay here unless it gets controlled by republican loonies. If it DOES get controlled by them, well, you can find me on Bluesky. I'm also gonna start back up on Instagram I guess. But both of those are going to be for business/art. Socially, well. No place left to shitpost in a way i enjoy, i'll probably try to get more into discord, where my name is pixeljade, same as here. I guess.
Honestly i'm hoping forums, and other independent online spaces come back. I'm sick of corporations. I hope every corporation explodes and dies. They only seek greater control in desperation to please their bloodsucking shareholders. Death to capitalism.
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astroyongie · 3 months
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ZeroBaseOne January Reading 2024
note. please take it lightly and enjoy
HanBin
Love: he is currently single after he had been friendzoned. I dont think that he is actively searching for a relationship at the moment. Hanbin is learning o have more self respect for himself and he has stopped talking with people on social media to give himself some time 
Career: He is frustrated with the group when it comes to the recognition. He feels like ZB1 isnt being recognized enough and eh wants to do more. However his hasty energy can become overwhelming for his group so he needs to learn to calm down a little and give time to things 
Self: I believe that eh has a lot go negative self thoughts and talks which isnt the best for his mental health. He is also the type that have been restricting himself a lot (probably diet?). in any case he isnt in a good place mentally 
JiWoong
Love: Jiwoong is in love and dating at the moment (this is someone he dated even during his trainee period). As far as I can see, his relationship is healthy and going well. He is happy which is the only thing that matters 
Career: in contrast with Hanbin, Jiwoong is fairly positive with the group and he believes that they have already achieved a lot and that they just need to keep working for things to work their way. He is very career focused 
Self: he is a perfectionist and he struggles a little with what he can’t do well and what he cannot achieve. He tries very hard to keep a perfect image of idol and this can be complicated with time 
Hao
Love: he is in love with someone but he is single. He also knows that the person he likes doesnt love him back but that doesnt seem to disturb him much. He knows about it and he is still loving the person and waiting what life has to give them (yet he doesnt restrict himself and he can talk with other people) 
Career: he has so much anxiety when it comes to his job and his career because he doesnt know what the future holds for hate group. This lack foresight is what makes him anxious. He fears the unknown and he thinks the company are doing a terrible job when it comes to scheduling work. 
Self: he is going through a rough moment physically and also mentally. I think both are linked, when he isnt doing well mentally his body feels more sick and tired. And when he is having body aches that reflects itself on his motivations 
Matthew
Love: his situation is rather complicated. He isnt in a relationship but his sponsorship is very present on his life. I think theres probably some toxic or restriction going on here when it comes to his love life, but I can’t really unclutter this 
Career: he is calm and serene when it comes to his career. He trusts that things are going to be in their favor and he is finding time for his health mid work. Matthew seem to be very conscious of his idol image and he wants to be someone who’s calm and collected 
Self: again, he is doing rather well. He is someone who sticks with his routine to keep his mental and his physical form sane. He is also someone who is very focused on his work and as long as that is okay, he feel good too. 
TaeRae
Love: he is single at the moment but he might have a crush on someone that works close to him. However for the moment he hasn’t been frontal about his feelings and he is just seeing things from afar. He also sees this crush as something that will pass with time 
Career: theres some draaaamaaaa happening here I see ?? Taerae is very jealous of someone in the group and that always puts him in a moody energy whenever that members gets parts that he would wish to have. He is aware this is stupid but he can’t help it 
Self: his mind has been very focused on his expenses. He tries his best to pay off his debts and keeping as much money as he can so he doesnt lose control and also because he wants to have a financial background that sticks in case this goes downwards. 
Ricky
Love: Okay Ricky is comigo out of a very harsh breakuo that he needed to conduct after his debut. This breakup was career decision and it did really hurt him to leave that person behind. But it was a sacrifice he had to do (or so, he believes) 
Career: he honestly sees expansion when it comes to his career. He has a good sponsorship behind him and it seems here that the company is also favoring him when it comes to overseas projects. Ricky will have a busy year thats for Sure
Self: he feel very bad overall because of his relationship that he had to break and thus breaking the heart of the person he cared for. But he also feels bad for his members, and he might sometimes be a little to harsh with some of them 
GyuVin
Love: his love life started really badly. Gyuvin had a crush on someone and that person rejected him. Because of that he feels like he isnt worth of love and he keeps comparing himself to other guys to see what he lacks. 
Career: he has been very upset about his career, very restless. I believe that he works a lot and he pushes himself a lot because he has impostor syndrome and the believe he isnt on the same level than the other members 
Self: despite that he tries his best to stay focused and to stay stable (he does struggle in this). Just like Taerae he is also focusing a lot on money management  
GunWook
Love: he is a little impulsive.. I believe that he is single and that he might have recently scared one girl by being a little too pushy with them (probably to get his number). I think he lacks comprehension in these type of things 
Career: expect something involving him happening (this could be a rumor or a scandal or his name being thrown around for no reason) or it could be something more positive (him having some type of solo work, like photoshoot, being talked most in a comeback or being a mc, ect
Self: he is self limiting himself a lot when it comes to his personality. I believe he has the idol image in the group that his the total oposite of what he truly is since it makes him frustrated 
YuJin
Love: I dont know his age since he is the Maknae but it does seem nevertheless that he is in a relationship with someone as well (probably someone he met at school). I dont have much to say other that he is too, very happy 
Career: he is happy with his career but he still thinks that a lot of things aunt okay. He might sometimes avoid some of his co workers or have some conflicts with other members for things he judges stupid
Self: he is procrastinating a lot in his opinion. He doesnt feel like he is doing much in the group and he feel like he isnt working a lot either compared to th other members but he also doesn’t have the energy to do so 
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ants-personal · 6 months
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Imagining a time in which benson and randy where on the closing shift together. Everything went as smoothly as it could during dinner course chris and jess would leave as soon as the manger was out of the lot "I can count on you to clean the kitchen for me right Bradley ;) make me loook good" leaving randy and benson to lock up and clean up.
Benson just doing hes usual slow half ass job cleaning the lobby while randy would take it upon himself to count the inventory. Hes never been assigned it and he really had to teach himself both mangers not caring to but he finds it sorta relaxing sucks now he has to clean thw entire kitchen drive thru and hell late going home.
He already called his mother to let her know and shes not happy about it but he can deal with it later. Getting lost counting all the dry goods in the back. He assumes hes alone in the building besons not rude enough not to say bye but if he finished he probably wouldnt go out of his way to see randy in the back to say bye. And he wouldnt blame him for just leaving.
He would try and grab something from the top shelve but its just to high so hed have to get the stool. Turning to ace his clip board down jumping and stumbling back a bit with a squeak seeing benson leaning in the doorway one arm crossed while he rest his fingers over his chin.
Both are silent for a moment randy getting his heartrate back down taking a deep breath as benson stares before readjusting himself to crosing his arms
"Sorry, bradley didnt mean to scare ya."
"No..no im- its fine. I um.. just thought you already is all."
"I just finished the lobby."
"Okay.. thanks." Randy nods slightly with a quick smile. Bensons eyes flicker like he searching randys face for.. something aniexty spiking he clenchs and unclench his fists " So ill see you monday."
Benson nods slowly watching him with his eyes as he walks across the room to grab the step stool. He purposly avoids eye contact sparing quick glances. Hes never been afraid of benson sure hes intimating with the whole quiet stand offish personality, but hes never given a reason to actually fear him.
"You really gonna clean up after chris and the others?" Benson sighs taking a step towards randy as he climbs up to grab a box half filled with cups. Arms still crossed as he looks up from under his hats visor.
" Um.. I- uh i guess yeah but..but i dont mind" He stumbles off the stool box in hand turning to benson with a shrug.
Bensons takes a deep breath and sighs arm falling to his side as he runs his forehead under his hat. Randy sets the box down and picks up his clipboard he chews his lip as he looks at the sleeves of cups about to open his mouth to say anything something to end this conversation.
"Okay" Benson breaths out readjusting his hat before turning to leave.
Randy lifts his head to watch hin go rolling the pencil betwen his fingers. Hes not sure why his nerves are firing away fighting benson hadnt done anything maybe he sounded slightly irritated but he always did working unless he was saying bye.
He hadnt said bye.
Randy quickly throws the box back on the shelve. Scrambling to grab his clipboard and rushing out of the back as quickly and queistly as he could. He scans the lobby and it looks well as best as it could but turning towards the window.
There still parked next to his car is the yellow buick. But no sign of benson inside or near it. Randys grip tightens on his board knuckles turning white as he tries to shilwd himself from what hes not sure with its filmsy wood.
Suddenly loud rock music starts blasting from the back. Randy turning slowly towards the enterance nerves calming as confusion washes over him. He licks his lips before moving towards the entrance glancing around the corner eyes widening at the sight.
Its benson hes turned hisbhat backwards cigarette resting between his lips as he bops his head to music throwing dishes the sink with little regard and turning on the tap.
Randy fullt stands in the doorway now he isnt even aware of the small smile on his face. Hes never seen benson so .. lively its nice. Warmth spreads throughtout his body snd he shakes his head hes not sure what that was but hell deal with it .. later as well.
Fully stepping into the kitchen area benson noticing him with a nod and raise of his eyes brows. Moving clean dished at least to a bin hes outs on the counter. Taking a deep drag of his cigarette removing it from his mouth.
"Finish counting?" He barely says liuder then the music with slight tilt of his head.
Randy blinks a few times he was so engrossed in watching he wasnt ready to part lf another conversation.
" I-uh yeah.. well no actually. I have to do the freezer and um fridge." He points with the pencil behind benson where the side room breaks off to the doors. " But i just ... i can do all this. Ahem- I dont want to keep you or anything." Hes not even sure if benson heard him over the music hes not exactly shouting.
He swears he can see benson at least grim behind his hand as he brings his cigarette back up for a moment but its gone when he stubs it on the counter and tosses it in the bin. Looking back up with a shake of his head
"Just hurry up so we both can go home Brad" Turning back to the sink and spraying whatever dishes are left. Randy nods even if benson cant see him and quickly rushes to the fridge closing the door behind him leaning against it. All while hearing the muffled music and banging he could only hope is part of the cleaning.
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in honor of the 10th anniversary of the first episode of Free! It's time for a:
APPRECIATION POST TO:
Gou Matsuoka
Nagisa Hazuki
Rei Ryugazaki
Goro Sasabe
& Amakata Miho
BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM NONE OF THE EVENTS OF FREE! WOULD HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE!! (and because they are very cool characters who deserve more love and recognition)
Gou:
Was literally the one that made possible the reunion in the pool of the Iwatobi gang and Rin
The best manager the swim club could ask for
She always support and lead the boys with a strong hand in their trainin
Knows how to do kanji calligraphy (which is difficult!!!)
She studied and analyzed various training regimens, and her love of muscle fueled her with determination to form the boys in the best of the best
BEST SISTER IN THE WORLD, DID EVERYTHING TO BRING HER BROTHER SMILE BACK
The person responsible for Free! have more than one female character (bless you goddess)
Literally a rinharu stan
"are you that interested in my brothers regimen?" "not really" "so HE IS INTERESTED"
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Nagisa:
THE ENGINE AND SOUL OF THE SWIMMING CLUB!!
THE FIRST ONE WHO SUGGEST DOING THE SWIM CLUB IN FIRST PLACE (and persevere even though Haru immediately rejected it)
Organized and took care of most of the paperwork to be able to have the club
HE WAS SO DETERMINED TO GET RIN TO SWIM WITH EVERYONE AGAIN
The most empathetic person in the world, his ability to connect and understand people always helps to unite the group even more
He never gave up and managed to get Rei into the swim club and practically changed his life doing that
He did his best at school to be able to continue swimming with his friends 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。
His superpower to connect with people created alliances Iwatobi-Samezuka in a stronger way
One of the most enthusiastic when promoting the club in search of new members
another rinharu stan lol
Bonus point: thanks to him there is one scene in TFS2 where I enjoy Kinjou being there (Kin-chan~)
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Rei:
He was literally the one who got fed up with the miscommunication problems between Rin and Haru (and well, the rest of the team) and confronted Rin to tell him his truths, and if it wasn't for that NOTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN RESOLVED
He was the one who told Haru the right words for him to realize his feelings ("I want to swim with Rin") and gave in if put in the relay (THE RELAY THAT WAS SO SO IMPORTANT FOR THE TEAM AND AAAAAAH)
THE BEST AND WORTHY SUCCESSOR CAPTAIN OF THE IWATOBI TEAM ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
Recruited and inspired new members and didn't let the club disappear!!
Tutored Nagisa to raise his grades so he could stay on the team
His training with Rin in order to surprise his teammates and improve the performance of the team
Do I have to say that he is a rinharu stan? isnt obvious?
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Goro-chan:
Great swimming teacher, literally thanks to him is that Nagisa, Haru and Makoto know how to swim well in the first place
Makoto's father figure (this is more of a hc and something I wish would have been explored more but I'm still putting it in)
He always believed that the boys could go far and gave them his full support when the swimming club was just starting
Provided pizza to the team (very important lmao)
He literally witnessed the entire angst moment between Rin and Haru (when Rin camel back from Australia im talking abt THE MOMENT) and if it wasn't for him, Makoto would never have found out what happened
rebuilt the swim club and is literally helping the new generation to enjoy swimming
Thanks to the job he offered Makoto, he found his dream (AND THAT IS SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT 😭)
cool gentleman with goatee
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Ama-sensei:
Literally the teacher who gave the swim club the green light and who did all the administrative stuff to make it possible.
She always gave great advice (in the form of a proverb but advice nonetheless).
In most competitions she was there supporting the boys
Like, just imagine seeing that little group of guys that one day asked you for help to make a swimming club grow and see how one of them even reaches international events like LSNDKDN
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THANK U ALL OF U
I LOVE Y'ALL SO DEARLY
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afarcryfrommymain · 9 months
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Far Cry OC Tournament Round 2! Brittany "Brit" Seed v Cooper McCoy
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Brittany "Brit" Seed (@henbased)
About: we all know about joseph's daughter, dead shortly after birth. well she lived. her name is brit. grew up in the system and bounced around homes until finally turning 18 and dropping out of highschool, and we pick up not long after, at most a handful of years. she's not doing so great. no job, a drug addiction, and some demons she's running away from on her high speed get-outta-dodge road trip she takes with her two foster sisters to hope county, montana, to see the dad she never knew and do a little soul searching. have an identity crisis. relapse. the concept of josephs daughter being the exact type of person edens gate preys upon is really captivates me. brit has a lot of the negative seed traits. she's mean. she's cruel. self-centered. but she's still so young, barely an adult and with hardly an idea of how to behave in the first place. traversing the world that has already deemed her a lost cause. and the cult is nice in the way society isnt, accepting, seemingly, and maybe for all the bad joseph has done (cult. murder. her dads a /murderer/), her bloodline has done, then maybe she really was always destined to be bad, so maybe there's nothing wrong with her but her blood, which is so much easier to accept (is it?). her style is what youd describe as "dumpster-diving goth", complete with bad smells and greasy hair. she learned how to apply makeup in a middle school bathroom with her fingers in bad lighting and never advanced beyond that.
Does your OC have anything to share?: brit's resilient. like a cockroach. you can't kill her and even if you do she won't stay dead, but in more of a 'shambling zombie' than anything that can be considered scary. ok well. a threat. well, okay, maybe she's both but held together by literal tendons you know.
Anything else we should know?: she has a fic called Of A Feather by @clab on ao3 if you'd like to read how shes mentally handling the whole cult-leader-father thing (spoiler: not well) [ photo of instagram user @krrowface ]
Cooper McCoy (@strafethesesinners)
About: Cooper McCoy is an ex-drug smuggler on the run from the law. He is hiding out in plain sight, pretending to be a sheriff’s deputy in Hope County, Montana. Through years of training and experience as the muscle for his drug smuggling gang, Cooper has honed his combat skills to perfection. He especially excels at hand to hand combat, and is much faster and stealthier than he looks. When he’s not fighting, Cooper is friendly, generous, flirty, and charming. Being half Australian and half Texan, Cooper is in love with the cowboy aesthetic.
Does your OC have anything to share?: “Come at me, partner”
Anything else we should know?: Cooper is just as likely to charm or seduce his way out of trouble as he is to fight. Though he won’t hesitate to react with extreme aggression if provoked. Cooper tends not to go for the kill unless absolutely necessary, preferring to incapacitate his opponents instead. Cooper is bisexual.
I meant to add this to round one but I posted those during finals week, so completely slipped my mind but Coopers art is by @iigo-art
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briliantlymad · 1 year
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KinnPorsche Fic Rec List Part 2/??
I am back. woohoo
In celebration of Kinn x Porsche being no. 42 on the list of top pairings on AO3!
Let's get into it
Two Shots by Martynax
Rated E. This one is so delicious guys, absolutely fucking amazing. Still updating, its on chapter 8 of 10. Gun for Hire turned bartender Porsche meets Mafia boss Kinn who contracts him for one last job. They fall in love with each other somewhere along the way HNNN its so delicous. the Sex Scenes? GORGEOUS absolutely well written. 10/10 steamy as fuck
Porsche’s eyes are searching him, looking for something in Kinn’s face. His expression is sympathetic, like he understands what Kinn is dealing with, but he also doesn’t offer help. And Kinn deep down had hoped that he wouldn’t have to ask, that Porsche would offer to help. Kinn’s heart thumps painfully in his chest, but he doesn’t avert his gaze.
2. Salt by ronandhermy
Y'ALL ?#>#>$>??? IM ACTUALLY OBSSSESSED WITH THIS ONE SO BADLY. It hits all the right spots. Alternate First Time meeting. Porsche is in his Taekwondo Champion era and Kinn is out here being a mafia boss who's got his eye on porsche for all the wrong (but so so right) reasons. It's written well. absolutely exquisite scenes that transition from one pov to the other, does an great job of translating emotions to scenes and OUF. its dirty bad wrong and that makes it all the more delicious. Dark kinn theerapanyakul in all the best ways that make my head spin.
oh Kinn likes Porsche’s eyes on him. He likes it a lot. There’s a challenge there, in the boy’s eyes. One that makes Kinn want to sink his teeth in deep and take this boy apart. Make him come shuddering and crying while clinging to Kinn and then make him do it again.
3. The Call of the Deep by wicca
A oneshot, Rated E, Alternate Universe - Creatures & Monsters, mind the tags, if non-con, dub-con is not for you skip this. Mer Porsche meets Eldritch Creature Kinn who's just as dark as the waters he dwells in. DELICOUS. I LOVED IT SO MUCH. Ever since that scene of Porsche in a mermaid constume my brain has been conjuring absolutely all kinds of situations. Wicca gets it. Written Well. The sex scenes are delicious, the tone and mood of the entire oneshot was handled well, i was hooked from the start. I love Wicca. please check out their other KP Fics!!
Porsche starts kicking out his tail to propel himself forward, but he doesn't get very far before appendages are wrapping themselves firmly around his arms, his waist, and finally his thrashing tail. Next thing he knows, he's back on the cave floor with Kinn's tentacles keeping his arms pressed at his sides
4. Neon lights (and Cold nights) by pinkdrinkbarbie
I've been crazy over this fic for a very long time. its 1.5k or less words per chapter but by the gods it feels like its not enough every time the author updates. bodyguard turned bartender Porsche who's out here collecting all the nongs. He finds Kim, adopts him as a nong and all's going well until it isnt anymore. We're almost to the end of the fic, it's on chapter 39/40 and i've been screaming wheezing crying in the author's comment section every time it updates. Patricide with a side dish of Avunculicide for brother bonding and reunions between torn apart lovers. you can't see me but im doing *chefs kiss*
Kim hates feeling like he can't go home. Porsche (unintentionally) gives him a home.
5. Alongside by apathyinreverie
Canon divergence, KinnPorsche's first meeting goes a little bit differently. Kinn is hooked from the start and honestly so am I. Possessive Kinn ? Possessive kinn. BAMF Porsche. I LOVE IT. Still updating, 4/? chapters. THEY'RE FLIRTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY COCKTAIL and im enjoying every bit of it
“Porsche. My name is Porsche,” he finally chokes out, a little put-out to be beaten at his own game.
“Hm,” Kinn hums in vague consideration, eyes still so fucking intense. “Porsche.” A pause. “I think I like sweetheart better,” he finally grins across the rim of his glass.
6. Sunflowers & Orchids by Anon
I AM A SUCKER FOR SENTINAL GUIDE AUS. KinnPorsche alternate universe. it's not rated. 4/?? chapters so far. Possessive Kinn is my weakness, i go ham every time i read kinn that's so so obsessed with keeping Porsche. Guide porsche has been evading authorities cus he doesn't wanna leave his brother, but helping Sentinal!Kinn from a drop ends up unravelling everything.
The man is up and out of his seat, in front of Porsche and hand raised to gently brush his cheek. "You'll get used to it." Kinn's hand slowly skims down to his neck in a phantom hold, the warmth is barely there. 
7. Stumbling to the Edge by FireRisingOverTheHills
Its series! Different First time meeting. AND UGH Every single word of this is godly. i'd etch into my brain if i could. You'l find me screaming crying rolling all over the floor in the comments of each fic because they're all so good. The author writes Kinn's POV so so well. I've been hooked on it. He's falling in love in real time and it scares him but gods Kinn just wants smth for himself and Porsche is so so easy to love T _ T
"Kinn sees his own reflection in the mirrors behind the bar, and he almost doesn’t recognize himself. He looks… relaxed. He’s smiling. It’s a small little thing, but it’s a smile."
"He doesn’t tell Porsche he’s used to the sparkling lights of Bangkok stretching out in front of him and that it’s Porsche that makes the view spectacular to him."
Only 7 today folks, I've gotta scroll through my AO3 and find more but phew its a lot sjsjsjjs
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hehehe thank you for the Jessica Jones ramble!!! ur sooooo right abt everything tbh. i totally think ur fine to just watch s1, like the others were fine but s1 stands alone really well. also i feel it with tennant tbh i never even liked him until he was kilgrave and its still my favorite role hes ever had
Its just, its so sad it could only happen in the lawless era of Baby Netflix because its just delicious. I think if more of marvel's ips were handled with a similar brush i might actually enjoy them. Not to say they have to all be Gritty Noirs Focused On Very Grounded Villains, but itd be nice if they really sat w their premises. I dunno if any of the movies w Steve and Bucky ever really get into that sorta thing, but theres such a depth you could get out of Steve and Bucky grappling with the future and adapting and challenging their 30s? Worldview, etc.
Tennant just did such a good job w Kilgrave. Simmons was uh terrifying lol. I realize I hadnt mentioned Trish and. Ough. Ough. I love her so much, like any good noir should elicit, I spent so much of her screentime murmuring "girl dont do this". I love her desperation and drive to help people even at her own peril. Much like Jessica, she can't help it, but unlike Jessica she's not physically strong enough to not be the damsel, so she hides in Rapunzel's pin-locked tower and learns to fight in the hopes that if the evil stepmother or a dragon comes she'll be ready. And then the dragon asks her to come in, politely, through the front door and she's so charmed by his candor that she's helpless. The entire rest of the show after Trish popped one of Simmons' pills to save Jessica, I was just looking at her like a dog eating something it's not supposed to.
"TRISH WALKER, WHAT DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR PURSE?! DROP IT RIGHT NOW! EMPTY YOUR PURSE YOUNG LADY--[MIMING PRYING HER LITTLE BAG OPEN]"
It really was like, incredible how harrowing every moment with Trish's mom was. The scene where she was trying to force Trish to purge was so hard to watch, made me cry.
And then theres Malcolm abd Robyn abd Reuben abd this isnt even getting into the deliciously toxic yuri wrt Hogarth and Pam and her ex-wife whose name I'm blanking on. Honestly this us just a testament to how beautifully female lead so much of the show felt, which really added so much punch to the themes they were tackling, especially since there were a ton of Kilgrave's victims who were men (but weren't solely the focus).
I really loved Malcolm, especially after they, blessedly, revealed that his addiction was less of some stereotypical black druggie horseshit abd that Kilgrave had just added another tool in his arsenal to keep a good guy under thumb. (To be clear whether his reasons for his addiction, he needed help and compassion, but I was wary of it as a like stock trope.) Learning he'd wanted to go into social work was gutwrenching.
I think, though, I was most impressed with Robyn and Reuben. From the outset they seemed very...Stock "Crazy" Apartment Weirdos, abd as was perhaps the intent, they made me very uncomfortable, especially with early appearances making it seem like there was some WEIRD incest going on. And then Reuben's little crush on Jessica happened and I dreaded every time he was on screen but gradually less because he was a little weirdo and more because he was so visibly a little weirdo head over heels for Jessica. I cried when he died, and I was shocked at how masterfully they made me care. And then Robyn's neuroses kept building in the background abd foreground as she desperately searched for Reuben, and even though she's absolutely weird and abrasive and perhaps needs anti-anxiety medication, she's so solidly a mourning person who was so afraid because as much as she felt like her brother couldn't survive without her (and woe, she was kinda right), she needed him. The scene in the penultimate? Episode? Of Season 1, where she sobs because his fucking charger finally came, days too late, because she told him express shipping was too expensive? Oh that crushed me and made me really gel w her very strongly as a character.
Everyone's Arcs were so good aaaaaaaaaaaaiaaaaaaa. (I love Luke Cage and i practically danced every time he was on screen. Just such a wonderfully grounded, traumatized man.)
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Haha tysm!!!i cant believe i got into my fav college!
So...can i request gojo x female reader,where reader is one year younger than gojo and is a sorcerer as well,and is the second years' teacher?and she studies outside the jujutsu tech as well,and the day she gets into the college she wants and can study microbiology while fighting curses,she rushes to where gojo is and jumps on him while laughing and telling him the news???what would his reaction be???
(some of her family and friends are super happy for her while the others look down on her cause they think her major isnt good enough?)
Tysm! Have a good day/night!
That’s cool! Hope you have fun at your college! (*-`ω´-)👍
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You grumbled as you heard your phone alarm go off, lifting yourself up you search through your scattered pillows and covers to find your phone and shut off the annoying ringing. You stretched your arms up and yawned before looking back at your phone to check the time. You grumbled more, too tired to start your morning routine and head over to Jujutsu High. You were exhausted more than ever, the anticipation of waiting on a letter keeping you up at night. You had applied to your favorite college and you were still waiting on your letter of acceptance. You begrudgingly drag yourself out of bed and start getting ready for your job.
Your shoes clicked along the floors of Jujutsu High as you made your way into the classroom.
“Morning, kids.” You yawned out
Yuta Okkotsu and Panda called out a good morning while Toge Inumaki calls out a rice ball ingredient and Maki Zenin stayed silent. You smiled at your students, all still behaving as themselves.
“L/N Sensei!” Panda called out, “Did you receive the letter yet?”
You raise a brow at Panda. You don’t remember ever mentioning to your students that you had applied to college and were waiting on your acceptance letter. You sigh in defeat,
“Gojo Sensei told you guys, didn’t he?”
All of your students nod.
“That idiot really can’t keep his mouth shut sometimes.” Maki let out bitterly.
“Well, it’s not like it was any sort of large secret.” you replied to Maki.
“Yeah, I’m sure he was just too excited, you know? That it slipped out. Excited for L/N Sensei that is. Since he’s not the one applying to college.” Yuta chimes in, trying to back up his other Sensei for his loose lips.
Maki sighs as she crosses her arms, “Whatever. As long as he doesn’t go out telling anyone my business.”
You smile once more, “Okay kids, let’s focus now.” They all turn to you, gaining their attention once more.
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You had sent the kids out to go train in the field so that you could go get some paperwork done. You walked down the long hallways of Jujutsu High once more. You mind was overwhelmed with thoughts of anxiety. What if the college hadn’t accepted you? Where would go next? The other colleges you had in mind weren’t bad schools but you really wanted this one. You’d be sad if you didn’t get accepted. Your thoughts clouding your mind, making you lose all focus on the world around you as you clashed into someone else who was turning the corner. You stumble back with a yelp and large hands catch you.
“Now now, is Y/N falling for me again?” A familiar voice called out to you.
You look up to see Gojo smiling widely at you, his marble blue eyes hidden behind his usual blindfold again.
“Satoru! Sorry, I was just thinking. I wasn’t aware where I was walking.” You give Gojo a tight hug and a quick peck on the check to greet him. Gojo reciprocating as well to give you the same greeting.
“So, did you get the letter?”
“No, not yet. I checked the mail before leaving and there was nothing. I can’t handle the suspense anymore.”
“Don’t worry to much over it, Y/N!” He wraps an arm over your shoulders, “I’m sure the letter will come in soon and you’ll be accepted. Now what’s this?” He grabs the papers from your hands and peers at them. “Paperwork? How gross.”
You laugh at your boyfriend as you snatch your papers back, “You’re a teacher too, Satoru. You better be doing your paperwork as well.”
“I get to it when I can.” He smirks. “The kids out in the field?”
“Yeah, I sent them out there about thirty minutes ago.”
“Great, I’ll leave you to your boring paperwork and I’ll go meet up with the kids. See you later, Y/N!” He places his large hand on the top of your head and ruffles your hair slightly with a soft smile before walking the opposite direction. You continue down the hallway to get back to your work.
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You shift was finally over and you were making your way back home. Gojo usually liked to join you but he had to stay for a meeting he couldn’t avoid. You finally arrived home and immediately ran to your mailbox. Opening it, you see a handful of papers and grabbed them all at once. Heading back to your door, you flipped through the papers until you finally came across it. A letter from your college. You squealed in delight as you started to head to your front door faster. Swinging it open and running inside as it shut behind you. You toss the other mail to the side and quickly start to open the envelope. Unfolding the papers as your hands started to shake with excitement and anxiety. You eyes quickly scanning over the letter to read that you had been accepted. You jump around with glee while shouting excitedly. You quickly grab your phone to call Gojo.
“Toru! Are you done with the meeting now?”
“Yeah, just finished.”
“Can I meet you now?”
“But of course my love! I’ll head over to your place right now. See you in 10.”
You hung up your phone and danced around in excitement. You couldn’t wait to tell Gojo the great news. You hear a car door slam outside and you quickly open your door to see Gojo. You quickly run out of your house and towards your boyfriend. Your arms spread out as you lunged towards him, Gojo wrapping his arms around you to catch you before you both could tumble backwards.
“I got in! I got in! Satoru, I was accepted!”
Gojo laughs and smiles, pulling you in for a tighter hug, “Y/N! That’s amazing! I’m so, so happy for you! I knew you’d get accepted! You’re so smart and you worked so hard to get into that college. I’m so proud of you.” He places a hand against your jaw to bring you in for a kiss. You smiled in the kiss, still barely able to contain your joy.
“Now let’s get inside, it’s cold out here.” Gojo laughed as he started to guide you towards your front door.
“Oh, I can’t wait to tell my family and friends! I’ll call them tomorrow, it’s pretty late now. God, I just can’t get over this. I’m so happy right now. I’m smiling like an idiot.” You laugh
“It makes me extremely happy to see you this happy, Y/N.” Gojo beams once more before bringing his hand to the top of your head, placing a small kiss on your forehead before ruffling your hair.
“Now I can finally study microbiology and fight curses? That’s so cool!! Thank you for supporting me the entire way, Satoru. I don’t think I could have done it without your help.” You scoot yourself closer to him and hug him tightly along with a lingering kiss on his cheek.
“Of course, Y/N. I’m always here to help you. If college ever becomes to stressful, you know you can always lean on me for support. I’ll help you with everything that I can. And don’t overwork yourself with Jujutsu and school! I don’t want my pretty Y/N getting so stressed. It’ll make you age faster.” He teased at the end as he strokes stray hairs behind your ear.
“Satoru! I’m not that old! I’m only one year younger than you.”
“Yes! And you look wonderful, but stress can cause wrinkles.” Gojo continues to joke around.
You laugh at him and nudge him with your elbow.
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Gojo walked into the empty classroom. The students had already left to go on their assigned missions and you were alone, organizing your last papers and cleaning up the classroom a bit.
“So, did you tell your friends and family yet?” He strolls closer to you, hooking an arm around your waist and giving you a quick kiss.
“Yeah, I did…”
“Hmmm. Didn’t it not go as you thought it would? Your answer seemed a bit dull.” Gojo worries.
“I mean, some of them were happy for me. And I greatly appreciate that. I’m glad they support me. But some of them questioned my major…”
“Questioned your major? Why?” Gojo asks.
“They don’t think it’s good enough…” your voice starts to grow quieter. You really thought it was a good major. Even your students were happy for you and found your major fascinating. But maybe they were just being polite… what if your other friends and family were right. Maybe it was a stupid major.
“Not good enough?” Gojo remarks. “Well that’s just fucking stupid.” He starts to scowl.
“Satoru.” You call out, not expecting such an irritated tone from him.
“What? It is. How could they not be proud. Microbiology is a fantastic subject to major in. Takes a lot of brains to be able to understand that stuff,” he taps your forehead, “I’d like to see them try and master that as easily as you do. You got a knack for that stuff, you understand it like it’s nothing! I’ve seen you work on some of that stuff before and even I was confused. If they don’t think it’s good enough, they’re clearly wrong.” Gojo huffs out angrily.
You smile widely at Gojo, hugging him tightly and hiding your face in his chest.
“Thanks, Satoru.”
Gojo hugs you back, his arm hooked around your waist as his other hand rests on the top of your head. Your soft hair grazing across his lips as he places a kiss on your head.
“Of course, Y/N. I always got your back.”
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NSWF Alphabet with Hans Landa
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A=Aftercare: he would absolutely take a care of you, he would treat you like a princess. He would give kisses on your hand,(he knows when he kisses your hand, you will blush and loves to see it)
B=Body part: His fav part on his body is his hands, i'm telling you girl those hands are BIG. But his fav part on yours is probably your eyes, he loves to look at your eyes while he fucks the shit out of you.
C=Cum: He would just cum on your stomach, or if you want him to cum on your face, he would do it. (But only with your permission)
D=Dirty Secret: Loves to control you. If you disobey he will give you a punishment. He'll spank your little ass (*wink*)
E=Experience: Look hes an old guy,but he's very well experienced, he knows how to satisfy a woman.
F=Favourite position
He would get on top of you, and grab your neck gently. He would never hurt you, for him you are so innocent and he doesnt want to break you/hurt you.
(He would get on top of you and yk)
G=Goofy: He's serious af. His first mission is to make you cum and make you feel good.
H=Hair: Since he's old he doesnt really care about it, but if you ask him to shave it down. He would, only for you.
I=Intimacy: I think he would be a romantic person, also if you are a virgin he would be a romantic and a gentle one. He would kiss every part of your body your feet too. (I'll explain this ;) )
J=Jack off: well, since he met you he doesnt really do it, maybe once when you werent home, he was so bored at that moment so he did it and thought about your perfect hands on his cock
K=Kink: OH YES BABY THIS MAN IS KINKYY. Bondage,knife, feet? This man is into it. He would love to tie you up to the bed, and would test you with his knife, he would put the knife on your body, but he would never harm you with it. As i said he would kiss every part of your body, this man would lick and kiss your feet. (I JUST KNOW BRO HAS A FEET FETISH its common tho many people has)
L=Location: Only the bedroom.
M=Motivation: He gets turned on, when you moan his name. Or when you put on his hat ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
N=NO: he would never force things on you.
O=Oral: He loves to give you oral, he knows how to use that tongue on your little clit. But he also loves when you give him a blow job, with your mouth or with you little soft hands .
P=Pace: Oh honey if you want this man to drive you crazy, he would go absolutely fast and rough. ;)
Q=Quickie: Well, he would go really faster and faster to make you cum but also slow and sensual.
R=Risk:I dont think Hans would take risks.
S=Stamina: Well, we know hes old, BUT he would make you cum in a second, he knows how to satiesfy a woman, also he would suprise you with his stamina, 3 rounds? Or maybe even more who knows ;)
Toy: Nah, he doesnt own any toys. He has his hands, his cock and his mouth isnt that enough?
U=Unfair:This man is such a teaser, at dinner he would touch your thighs while he would talk to the others. Like nothing happend.
V=Volume: He's actually quiet, but you love hearing his little whimpers, how much he loves you and how much he's about to cum.
W=Wild Card: Him wearing his unifrom? Oh baby he loves wearing it while hes fucking you, he feels powerful in it. (#uniformkink )
X=X-ray: I'm telling you honey what you would see wouldnt dissapoint you. Its big but still perfect, you can handle it
Y=Yearing: Well, he wants to have sex with you so much, he feels young again but he loves it when you search for his hand for some touch.
Z=ZZZ:He's not the first one to fall asleep fast, he'll wait for you to fall asleep, he would kiss your forehead and play with your hair. (He loves you really)
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I hope you guys love it, its my first time writing in english. Jeez im so scared rn. But i hope you all love it. ^^ if i did some misspelling i apologize for it and with my grammar too. <3
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OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS HELPS SO MUCH
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moons-cozy-corner · 2 years
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Hello!! Your writing is great! Could you maybe write about a Hero that gets kidnapped by an obsessive fan?? If not, that's fine!
Im so sorry this took so long I had multiple ideas and I wasn't sure which one to write (and this surely isnt my best writing but I hope you still like it. this was also supposed to be much longer but I didn't want to wait any longer so I may end up making a part 2)
TW: restraints, needles, medical setting, kidnapping
An electric shock ripped through Hero’s body.
That's how they woke up, their body convulsing as the current tore through their muscles. All they could do was let out a pathetic shriek before they lost the ability to make any noise at all. They couldn’t move, but they could feel themself moving, their body shaking, convulsing, spasming. All around them was black and white fuz penetrating their vision. Their ears buzzed as well. It was so loud, and so quiet. Hero couldn’t understand their own thoughts.
When their vision finally returned they could see a bland room, white ceiling and walls, the vague smell of rubbing alcohol ambushing their senses. Their skin was still tingling, but there was also the vague feeling of pressure on their wrists, ankles, chest and head. And despite the lack of numbness, they still couldn’t move.
Shit.
“Mmmm…m-where… am… am I? He… hello..?” Hero tried pulling themself up into a sitting position, but their muscles refused to even twitch. Their breath started to come in small gasps, pain growing more apparent as the numbing, tingling feeling playing across their skin stopped. 
A hand brushed against Hero’s forehead, the sudden touch making them flinch. “Hello, darling. I’m sorry about… that. It’s just… I started to get worried when you didn’t wake up…” The hand continued to brush through Hero’s hair, combing through knots with their fingers. “...so… beautiful.”
“Who are… who are you?” Hero tried sitting up, but something grasped at their arms and chest that refused to let them move. “Where…” They could barely breathe, their chest rising and falling from the adrenaline.
The person above them just kept petting them, smiling down at them as if everything was fine. “You’re in my home, dear. Deep breaths. In…” they took a big exaggerated breath, waiting for Hero to repeat. They did. Then they released the breath. “Out… good job! I’m Civilian, I’ll be… taking care of you.”
Hero’s head spun as they watched Civilian turn away, seemingly searching for something, not that Hero could tell. Their hearing was going in and out, as was their vision. They were somewhat grateful when the hand returned to their head; at least then the spinning stopped. The relief didn’t last long when a syringe appeared in Hero’s vision. “G-get aw-away from me! Get it… get it away!” Hero tried to struggle, but as they started to become more aware they realized they really were strapped down. “What do you want? L-let me- let me go!”
Civilian pouted while preparing the needle. “Well, I can’t do that, but I can tell you what I want. I simply want you, dear Hero. Who wouldn’t. Which is why…” They return their attention to petting Hero, softly rubbing circles across their cheek. “Which is why I will be preserving you.”
Hero’s eyes begin to widen. Preserve them? That would mean… “No! NO! Get away from me! Now!” The other simply giggled as the hero struggled against the thick leather that held them down. 
“Aw, don’t worry, darling. I won’t hurt you.” Civilian placed the syringe on a table beside them, laughing again as Hero’s eyes widened at the other instruments there. Scalpels and scissors and other tools they could use to carve into Hero, a few of them already covered in blood. “Oh, don’t worry about those. I had to insert a little device into you. It’s how I shocked you earlier. It’s for your safety, so you don’t escape.”
“Th-then what do you want?”
Civilian stared at them for a good couple of seconds before answering. “Like I said. Preserve you. Keep you.” They picked up alcohol wipes, rubbing a circle on Hero’s upper arm before picking up the syringe again. “Don’t worry, this will only hurt a little bit.” 
The syringe penetrated their arm, a small pinch they could barely feel. After only a couple seconds Hero began to feel dizzy again, the room around them spinning. “You… c-can’t do…. this…”
Civilian only smiled down at their captive. “Nighty night, Hero.”
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Hey Sleepy I know about Otto but what about Caroline? I've seen u tag oc tag stuff as Caroline. Who are they?
Thats Carolina ^_^ let me talk about her miserable life under the cut. Its under a cut cuz uhhhhh sensitive topics below. Also long as hell
Carolina is my fallout oc/sona/its complicated. We'll say shes an oc cuz shes only really a sona when im playin the games and when thats happening the pronouns are they/them but since its just me playing the they/themming is only in the head.
Shes in 3/nv/4 and dear god she goes through so much trauma. Shes a mute chick w huge anger issues who tries not to show it by constantly being @_@ about life. She had a tumor in her throat when she was 1 yr old, which if it wasnt removed would have traveled to her brain, if it didnt close off her ability to breathe first. She had to have surgery to have it removed, taking her vocal cords in the process.
She has a huge love for repairing tech such as computers and bots, and when she was in the vault she dreamed of being the person to maintain the water chip. But as you know f3 story she never got the chance, only ever being a pipboy repairmen (which she did enjoy but due to how isolated she was she wanted water chip job more so she could be more important and liked). She has an incredible memory too ✌.
Cuz of her mutism she had like almost no friends aside from amata + a few adults, only furthering her @_@ ing and not showing her emotions. This leads to FURTHER isolating cuz everyone just thinks shes weird. She struggles a lot w her self image due to this isolation and kids pickin on her for being mute + tall, leading to struggles w anorexia. Throughout the 10 yrs old f3 to f4 she tries to recover from this, but cuz the apocalyptic world is harsh she doesnt get well off at first, becoming an alcoholic alongside it, due to in f4 shes brainwashed/reprogrammed (cyborg from nv dlc) into believing shes a 200 yr old mom searching for her son. Not only brainwashed but had surgery to look like the original nora. This only worsens her self image problems when she realizes the truth. The reason shes brainwashed is cuz Father believes shes incredible, and due to her work in washington/vegas, believing she should take his place. Originally he thought she was a true vault dweller, having no radiation. By the time he found out she wasnt, it was too late. But he persisted anyway, still considering her determination and the charisma she would gain from nora to make her an excellent leader.
When she realizes shes actually NOT nora, and that they gave her a dead womans voice, thoughts, face, this leads to her almost going over the deep end, for a moment considering horrible things from making her anorexia worse for a sense of control to simply finding a hole to die in. But in the end she decides instead to combine her personality w noras, since nora is now stuck inside her. Nora is a "program" of sorts, existing in the cybernetic part of carolinas brain. She was scanned from the original noras head, who died during the capturing of shawn. Due to her being a corpse there were a lot of memories gone, so a lot was filled in or simply left blank. Shes a ghost of herself but she doesnt wanna die again, so she stays alive through carolina, the two becoming a new one. Carolina is now more vulnerable, with new thoughts, but in a way she finds a peace in it, feeling less lonely even if the company isnt entirely true. They ofc arent totally harmonious, at times being completely separate mentally, but they over time find this to be a good thing, always seeing things in a new way, coming up with better ways to solve things. Her only other constant company is f3 dogmeat, who stays by her side ever since they met. But that changes when she has to take care of shawn, who believes shes his bio mother. Now she has more company with him involved.
Originally carolina doesnt wanna take care of him, being very traumatized by what happened w Father, but in the end he wins her over, so they travel together. Ofc carolina tells shawn the truth, that shes not his mom. But he in the end decides it doesnt matter, that shes really cool and he wants her to be his mom. With this relief, she changes her face back as much as she can, and removes noras voice from her. Because of their new relationship, carolina opens up more, having a healthier lifestyle to set a good example, and making promises to not be as reckless in battle, cuz he worries about her :(. Over time she starts expressing herself more, still ofc sometimes @_@ but thats cuz she has apocalyptic autism and Is Just Like That. But overall she learns to laugh and actually be happy cuz she has someone to love again, and this time she doesnt let ppl step over her. As she recovers and loves, she gains more weight and becomes fat and strong ^-^ leading to her passion of engineering being more easy due to having more energy.... Not to mention the flustering attention she gets cuz shes a beefy woman in the apocalypse.
Tldr: i take yer gruff depressed middle aged man w daughter and raise you: gruff depressed middle aged woman w son. + cute doggy :)
#theres a lot more like her losing a foot to a bear trap and being cut open so many times without her permission#this girl is covered in scars. both surgical and battle wise#and the first time she cried being in lonesome road cuz she sees so much of herself in ulysses she knew she would die#and how she used to bury everyone she killed in f3 cuz she was raised Old Fashioned on how to treat the dead#but she stopped when her dad died cuz she started killing so many enclave she couldnt bury em all. and kinda didnt wanna.#and dont get me started on dr li and her being in both f3 and f4#and how her meeting 'nora' parallels her meeting carolina and how she Senses who she is but doesnt have proof#and thus sends nora to search for carolina‚ believing carolina to be dead but is so scared she might be alive#and how dr li didnt have a great opinion of carolina but knows if what her gut is telling her is true. is something no one deserves.#and how shes the cause for nora realizing shes carolina and how this further complicates their relationship#amd how she tries to ease this fuckin Mess by giving her resources to learn sign language so she can talk to her w/o pen and paper#and how it leads to them finally being somewhat friends and dr li being the only person carolina trusts in the institute#and how that leads to her making dr li the director so carolina can leave cuz she now fucking hates boston#and also her taking care of dogmeat when he was caged in the institute to hide him from nora. he was so so scared and she was like#holy fuck dogmeats here. that could mean shes alive. guess i gotta make sure you dont die buddy or else thatll ruin her.#and her using him to be sure that nora is carolina. and when hes so so happy to see nora when he was so shy w dr li. thats how she knew.#but she needed proof. so off nora goes#*froths a bit at the mouth thinking about dr li and nora and carolina*#the reason i chose otto instead of her for the oc poll was cuz uh. dear god theres too much to tell for her.#also dont get me started on her relationship w ulysses. the parallels... and Opposites....#ulysses being a man who always speaks. always has words. carolina being a woman who has so lil words. who refuses to speak.#the two being so full of burning rage only the other can understand. being so strong and not knowing how to be strong.#isolating themselves and committing themselves to the service of their own personal duties until they just fall over and die#both dreaming of a home that had died long ago#*pounds fists on floor*#ive been considering making a comic about her but i have Not had the time or skill yet to do it. maybe one day 💭#anyway ive been writing this answer for hours. if theres something else to be said ill just hashtag reblog and say more#also i think shes technically my oldest oc. at least the oldest thats still around. shes def older than otto thats for sure#been working on her for.... jeez. 10 yrs.
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