#jealousy looks good on them

[lineffability]

unpopular opinion time: I actually think aziraphale is the more jealous one

#good omens #ineffable husbands #theres the jealous crowley jokes everywhere and dont get me wrong i love them but #i actually dont think crowley js rlly jealous at all? 😅 #didnt even feel acted that way #possessive and protective? yes #jealous? idk #aziraphale on the other hand #if put into a Position #where jealousy might be a natural response... #i mean look at that Eyebrow #this gay angel has OPINIONS #and his opinion is crowley belongs to him #bc hes greedy like that #my omens

[oshiawaseni]

My sibling, who is an anime only said they would not be surprised if BKDK became canon considering the depth of their relationship, their interactions, and their character development regarding each other ... despite how Bones added in Izuocha scenes and cut out some critical BKDK moments in most of the seasons so far... And, seeing how one-sided the "love" is between Izuocha, which I believe is deep admiration as of reading the manga- I have to say I agree.

Izuocha, is fine on the surface but is unhealthy. Izuku would not pay attention to Ochaco they he would need to if they were in a relationship. And Ochaco only saw "Hero Deku" rather than all of "Izuku", which would cause her to unknowingly encourage Izuku's reckless self-sacrificial behavior.

BKDK is different because not only they know each other beyond the surface level, but they also have their sights on each other and the mere presence of their partner inspires them to become better and stronger people at heart because they have genuine love for each other...

I honestly do not understand what is in the Dudebros' mind other the fact that they are lacking emotional intelligence and critical thinking... but I will just enjoy what they are missing. (Sorry for rambling...)

Hi anon! Sorry it took me a bit to get back to you (reason in tags). Let me just reply to your ramblings with some ramblings of my own :)

I actually really enjoyed Season 6. The only thing I faulted Bones for, was creating that jarring opening that made out like Ochaco was the hero of the retrieve vigilante Deku mission (which sadly only fueled izuochas more on mhatwt), when it was 1000% Katsuki's doing and there is one panel which proves this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

See this? Who is the one standing in front of Shoto and Tokoyami, addressing the whole class? It's Katsuki! Not Ochaco! She was seated with everyone else. This is why it's so frustrating when they say she was the reason Izuku was brought back to U.A. That arc was all about Katsuki's feelings for Izuku and wanting to return his smile.

He was even so worried he lost sleep over it, wondering where Izuku was, if he was okay… he must have stayed awake in bed, thinking and thinking about Izuku and how he could get him back. Katsuki was used to Izuku being by his side, and it was the first time Izuku had willingly left it. It provided him clarity about how important* Izuku was in his life, which only made him worry even more. (*see also: crucial, vital, imperative, watch me emotionally die slowly inside if you aren't around me anymore.)

Katsuki losing sleep, at a time Izuku was not sleeping was such a symbiotic soul mates power move Hori added in for flavour. I love it SOOO freaking much. There are no lengths this man won't go, to prove how in sync they are with each other, how much they need each other, the empathy they share with each other, even on a completely spiritual level where they share in each other's sufferings, *without even knowing it* such as right here, just like Katsuki wants to share all of Izuku's burdens so that he's not crushed by them.

But with that said, though Bones really dropped the ball on the opening (and 5 previous seasons...*ahem*), there were a lot of curious changes that happened in season 6 that I did love, like Izuku dropping the "tachi" in his sentence which turned his line into "He hurt the person I love…" (instead of people)

and as we saw more of these additional changes Bones made, it got us wondering, did Hori have some regrets with the manga that he was unhappy about and wanted their romance to be more obvious? Was it only natural to get anime viewers up to speed before season 7, because they were going to find out through manga spoilers that Katsuki and Izuku are actually in love? I'd like to think so.

Changes I remember off the top of my head:

Reaching out for little Izuku's hand during Katsuki Bakugou Rising

Katsuki waking up and thinking "Deku…" and remembering his Rising sacrifice and being still hurt from it.

Izuku waiting until he was in Katsuki's arms before he apologised, which made their words of "I'm sorry" and "I know" more intimate and personal to each other. Like Izuku needed Katsuki's forgiveness the most, and Katsuki needed to let Izuku feel that he understands him the most.

Izuku's little "Ka-..." (the English dub did not catch it but I know other dubs did) as he was passing out, which made the entire hug scene feel so much more romantic.

"I'm gonna say your name when I wake up" vs "I'm gonna say your name when I fall asleep." BkDk: Always on each other's minds. All the time.

And one of the most interesting changes of all…

So get this, Ochaco gets a hand hold grab in the opening which canon-wise holds about as much weight as an "illustration" … and in the actual anime content, she grabs his wrist area instead of his hand like in the manga. Making her hand hold IN THE CANON CONTENT so impersonal. Almost as if to make up for the horrible opening they made. Why this was done still remains a mystery to us today… but I hope it's because Horikoshi asked them to make Izuocha stop being seen like a couple, and more like the friends they are.

And then, about the "brothers" "friends" comments antis love to make about bkdk. Well yeah, they're coping. In fact, Hori has shied away from labeling them friends several times when he could have! "Midoriya-kun is our friend" says Iida - with multiple people from the class, including Ochaco, presented in the panel… and Katsuki is nowhere to be found.

Or like when sAFO called Katsuki "Izuku's closest person" (motto mo naka ga ii) where it would have been WAY more natural to call him "shinyu," aka, "best friend." But that's the thing, Hori runs away from calling them friends like it's the plague LMAO

Really makes you wonder… was sAFO (I'd rather just call it AFO at this point because it's his personality being dominant vs Katsuki) alluding to hidden romantic feelings Izuku hides for Katsuki that his secret gaydar quirk picked up? Could be. In a way, at the time it happened, it felt to me like Horikoshi himself was talking to us through him, telling us very explicitly, "You're damn right. They're gay."

Either way, skirting around this label for them is being done on purpose by Hori. Like his hidden way of saying "Yeah they might be acting a bit more like the best friends they were always meant to be as kids, but their feelings for each other are not 'friendly' AT ALL. Because platonic friendship is not where these two are headed." And there are STILL hidden feelings they haven't managed to say to each other yet! The content Horikoshi has been itching to draw for YEARS that he is finally getting to. All that soft bkdk romance we've been waiting for is coming SO SOON!!! and I am HERE for it anon! 🔥

2023 will forever be known as the year of BkDk canon... these are very exciting times. <3

#asks #bkdk canon #kana writes #bakudeku #I had to write this almost completely twice over bc tumblr editor decided to delete my whole post XD fun (and I was so frustrated I'm sorry #this ask was getting a bit long so I will stop here but all your ramblings about bkdk were true anon you got a good understanding of them! #togachaco anon I'll try to briefly answer you soon but look for my togachaco meta it's not that far down on my blog - though... #my feelings are still a bit conflicted now because #I am coming around to the jealousy/envy theory as well so it's anyone's guess however what I will say is that OCHACO HAS REALISED THINGS #and those things WILL be revealed #And it's most definitely not going to be she's got a crush on Izuku #but I will write about what I WANT to see happen soon as a lover of shoujo myself :D (it just might not be what will actually happen...)

[denerturee]

Alejandro is so jealous

#total drama #aleheather #total drama world tour #td alejandro #td heather #td duncan #td aleheather #jealousy #👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌good shit #cartoon network #total drama fandom #i miss them so much #lmao 🤣🤣🤣 #they are funny #look at their faces #look at his fucking face #funny moments #so iconic #i can't stop thinking about it #enemies to lovers #accidentally in love #i love this #they deserved so much better #i want what they have #they are soulmates #they are amazing #they are in love #i love they #he is so handsome #she loves him so much

[kyouka-supremacy]

It's actually quite curious that I've never found a sskk fic where Atsushi was jealous of the attentions Akutagwa gives Dazai

IMHO, I think it’s bc jealousy like that would mean Atsushi wanted Akutagawa to feel about him the way Akutagawa feels about Dazai, and I don’t think that’s the kind of connection Atsushi would envy anyone having with anyone

That's... A very good point

#I didn't think about it. It makes a lot of sense #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #osamu dazai #bsd #people asks me stuff #Like one possible counterpoint I can think is that jealousy is irrational and wouldn't look at the nature of the attention– #beyond the simple fact that such attention direct to another person exists #But then again I hate jealousy tropes in general so it's really not an issue with me pfftt #It's just that. In t/pn I used to hate them because it didn't make any sense. #All the characters grew up with 30+ siblings you CAN'T grow up to be a jealous person when you were raised in that environment #Besides to me jealousy is inherently toxic and... t/pn ships aren't toxic. The slightest. #Like yeah nothing is perfectly pure everything is problematic etc etc but t/pn sure goes as close as being pure as you can get #But ss/kk IS toxic. Or at least a big component of it is. So I guess... It might happen? #But really I don't like the trope either way so I won't dwell on it further. #It was just a random thought and Anon is making a good counterpoint

[insane-weasel]

I think as writers we should hold funerals for our WIPs more often.

Dearly beloved, gather us here today where this fic of some middle-aged man getting rawdogged and this other fanfic about the importance of friendship are laid to rest, because the author got really distracted playing that new video game.

We celebrate what could have been, cut-and-recycle those really good lines or ideas, because I swear I'm going to use them, I swear! And drag this poor document not to the great recycling bin or trash, but to the "graveyard" folder because sometimes I like to commune with the dead.

#fanfic #Writing #I just had to throw out 5k words of a one shot over something I can't change/control but I never delete old WIPs #I do just put them in a folder and still backup that folder with my other files #Yes some of my earlier ideas were horrendous but also there's a part of me still there in each of them #Sometimes it's less about the writing and more about who I was I want to sometimes revisit #Who was the teen girl writing gore at 15 and what would she think of today's writing #Who was the insecure fearful loveless boy who over expressed his masculinity online and wrote tough lonely guy characters #I don't want to be them anymore but when I hate myself sometimes it's nice to read what I've written #You hear the problems you never thought youd overcome in the author notes or in the subject and those fears and pain #You also see the first time you wrote a subject #I wish I hadn't deleted lots of my writing from when I was very young #Some I did because it legitimately could cause or encourage harm if left online #But I think I always smile when I see the old “this year is 8th grade” because by golly #Still think it's hilarious I got really into writing in middle school because I was jealous of someone else's writing ability in 6th grade #I can remember the exact moment I looked at my 2 page story and was filled with jealousy because they wrote 12 pages and my story felt so.. #I remember going home and going 'i know I can write something good!' and people will like it! #And then like while looking for some place to upload writing I found fanfic

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about rose and the master meeting and i have decided that it would be a constant flip-flop between ‘intense hatred/disgust that has (mostly) (well.) (sometimes.) been corralled into petty bickering that doesn’t end in anyone getting hurt (fatally)’ and ‘two girls at a party making out to see if their boyfriend will get jealous and do something about it (he won’t) (he wasn’t paying attention) (they’re still going at it out of sheer stubbornness at this point) (unfortunately discovering they’re both good kissers. this is not going according to plan at all.)’

#also lots of petty jealousy between them too you just know there is #the master knows more about the doctor than rose does. than she likely ever will or even could. #but when rose is in a room. the doctor forgets anyone else is there. and that is so so infuriating to the master. you know it would be. #also i didnt mean that metaphorically i meant that they are literally on the TARDIS console making out showily and the doctor is too busy to #deal with it #(doctor thoughts: oh good. they’re finally getting along. nothing to do with me then. i definitely am not experiencing an abandonment crisis #about this happening. this is fine. im going to crawl under these panels and look at wires for an hour until theyre done.) #doctor who #rose tyler #the master

[xythlia]

asking about peaches was such an even split between ppl being like oh yeah nothing special bestie dw about it and ppl basically saying they're incredible sorry scrub like >.< if it wouldn't send me to a hospital I'd eat one

#i don't remember the taste bc i ate one as a little kid and thats how i found out im allergic #but they always look so syrupy and good im sick with jealousy that u all can eat them

[bumblingbabooshka]

Processing some things

Also the fact that he's crouching with his hands on his knees is so cute to me for some reason?? He does this in another episode too - the one where Chakotay finds a symbol on an unknown planet...it's just so adorable to me. He could just lean down but no. Also of course his fingers are spread again - GOTTA utilize the whole hand whenever you do ANYTHING (if you're Tuvok)

#anyway. he's so pretty I'm gonna bite my arm off spongebob style. #Tuvok in the Maquis: I'm gonna spy on these criminals but also?? I'm gonna try out a new eyeshadow look. #Tuvok calling Neelix 'sir'....one and only time v_v treasure it Neelix #Do these replicators make clothing? (yes.) Will they make me a uniform like yours~?? (No. They most CERTAINLY will NOT. <3) #<- also Neelix is naked and Tuvok brought him a towel in a way that was very theatric but also very 'lets dry you off' #like...not just handing it to him #I love Neelix's scrappier early seasons vibe <3<3 #I also like whenever he was like 'GOD these Starfleet people are a bunch of BABIES...eat the damn leola root. It's good for you~!' #I FROGOT KES WAS HELD CAPTIVE BY THE KAZON???? KES ARE YOU OK??? #Kes: I'm told I'm too curious...it's my worst quality~ <- and then the writers never let her out of sickbay #In my ideal world Kes & Neelix are like brother and sister (harkens back to Neelix's lost family and gives a slightly more sympathetic #reason for his overprotectiveness which would now not be romantic jealousy but still something he had to let go of for them to truly be #friends) and also Kes tried every work station aboard Voyager...every episode she's somewhere new but her MAIN job is still in sickbay #Kes is in a pseudo cult and she said nu uh I believe in a different pseudo cult and I love that for her #Kes: I don't want to be dependent on the caretaker!! (reasonable) Our people have magical mind's abilities that allow us- (ok Kes) #just bc she was right doesn't mean it's not a WILD thing to think HEhehehe #SNRKEHEHEHE HARRY STOP TOM CAN'T TAKE THIS #Tom: How can I let down the only friend I've got~? / Harry: Friend? What makes you think I'm your friend~? / Tom: -sobbing into his pillow- #Neelix saying 'Well...the fool needs company!' ok <3 I'm twirling my hair a little....got a bit of rizz... #literally an hour ago he was willing to leave them all for dead and now look at him #OUG hTom Paris the racism....ough the racism...not even the fantasy alien kind.......oaaau ugh oh it hurts the real world racism..... #TOM NO STOP TALKING!!! TO M NO THE RACISM - TOM PARIS !! TOOOOM!!!!! <- walter white screaming meme #(remembers its Harry's FIRST mission) a different kind of pain.... #Janeway and Tuvok holding hands: We're so fucking doomed. This is a terrible position and we have to do what's morally right but #by doing this we're going to be trapped here - maybe for the rest of our lives and not just us but the entire crew. But we have to #do this horrible thing BECAUSE we're good people. #<- not enough attention is paid (including by me bc I forgor) to the fact that Tuvok was with Janeway when she made that decision #and backed her up...just a sad little moment to themselves #OOF Tom...three for three on the racism....TOM #Neelix's sales pitch...yeeAAAH~!!

[jimkirkachu]

mentally planning out the most elaborate and amazing date/romantic vacation ideas before remembering that no one has ever wanted you even as a last resort: priceless

#not trek #personal log #early morning thoughts #insomnia #yucky head cold sore throat it's been 3 days since i could talk out loud! #boooooooooooooooo hiss #somebody call the waambulance plz #forever alone #forever single #frustrating paradox #i feel like i would be a phenomenal romantic partner if only relationships didn't involve jealousy anxiety paranoia ptsd insecurity etc #or like. communication #or the other person ever having to actually Look At or Be Near me #i think maybe my head is a balloon 👀🎈 #ooooooooooo lol like in those old sudafed ads where the little cartoon people are spaced out and their brains float away 🎈🎈🎈 #idk wtf this is but maybe my painkillers are finally kicking in again yayyy #edit w/ slightly more sentience: srsly like local apple orchard shenanigans. grand canyon/other natl park exploring. carnivals hikes idk #stuff that would all end up costing far more money than i have and probably more than anybody else has either #i would treat them so good if i had all the money/resources and any of those charming personality or physical traits i dream about having #i would be impossible to resist if only i—*sigh* 😮‍💨 you're right‚ just fuck it all 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

[arklay]

DANI HAINES x CLAIRE REDFIELD / template.

#mine. #pair: dani x claire #oc: dani #click for better quality ♡ #i was originally going to upload both the claire and carlos ones in the same post but their colours clash together i feel so i'll leave it #for now (i mean i still need to get a picture for him cause it's hard finding hd ones of his face model) #anyway!! the cooking one. i've talked about dani and cooking lmao but i also feel like claire is like... they are microwave chefs. or order #takeout. they are not good cooks lmao and good for them honestly!! like i have many thoughts with claire but i won't ramble too too much in #the tags because we all know how i get!! also they both spoil each other but dani is like. a lot. she's... she's a lot. font is supposed to #be similar to made in heaven logo on her new classic costume and jacket but ya know. just the vibes!! you understand!! and helicopter icon #for dani will be used on carlos template me thinks but butterfly for now. couldn't find nice bird ones but i mean. they are both her lil #motifs so it's fine!! but yes now you know what i mean when i was saying their colours are like a watermelon and i'm kinda obsessed with it #OH also dani's jealousy level is higher than both claire's and carlos' which is so funny to me because like they are in a v polycule so #those two are just friends and she's the one with two partners and yet she's the more jealous one. okay dani. i love her #the shut up kiss makes me go insane though... looking at first to confess and first to kiss and gestures vaguely. i'm normal about that!!! #and first thing in my edits tag that isn't blue... this is weird this is so so weird oh my god #posting this now even though people are busy and such but if it stays in my drafts any longer i'll lose my mind soooo goodnight besties hope #everyone is having good holidays!!

[emilyjunk]

hey so in gsu i know we've already seen cady and regina get jealous (sorta kinda on regina's part lmfao) and it's soooo adorable, but has there been a situation where the jealousy is really serious (at least not baseless) that it triggered one of their many breakups?

In gsu their jealousy is always baseless because neither of them can stop being so fully obsessed with the other long enough to actually acknowledge anyone else in that capacity. It instead stems from the insecurity that they think the other will one day realize they deserve better and that is ultimately the foundation of why they break up every time.

So to answer your question. Like... kind of? I think it's more indirectly the reason. The jealousy causes other emotions and annoyances that lead to bigger insecurities that lead to fighting that lead to breaking up and they will not stop breaking up until they both mutually decide they're going to commit to attempting to accept that the other person thinks they outshine the sun

#inquiries #sorry if this was not the answer you're looking for #perhaps in Gwen's mind palace of gsu that could be a thing but not for me #i dont think they are actually ever looking at anyone else they just think the other is bc they have some seriously deep rooted belief #that the other is too good for them or will change their mind #grad school universe #tbh jealousy manifesting in this way isn't an emotion im extremely familiar with so perhaps thats why

[crows-bite]

Maverick is such a wild character because I think about them so much and want to talk about them but like. Idk writing them is really all about digging into these incredibly selfish, irrational and unreasonable feelings, and sometimes I get like embarrassed talking about them because if I say what they’re feeling out loud you’ll all be like “damn those feelings are incredibly selfish, irrational and unreasonable” and I’ll just be like “yeah man they really are” 😭

But at the same time it HURTSSS because I really sympathize with them at the same time. Just. Really terrible situations all round that produced a very self reliant person in the worst possible way. Idk. They suck but I love them and feel for them at the same time.

#Maverick Clarke #Tbh their feelings in ORP were a LOT more unreasonable than they are in canon #But at the same time I still really feel for them #Most of it just boils down to feeling incredibly alone and like they have nobody #And then being taken in by the Brooks crew was all well and good but they just felt like a stranger intruding on this family #And very on the outside looking in you know #They just have these horribly conflicting feelings of not feeling like they should let themself get close because they literally left #the closest person they had to family to bleed out in the snow alone #But also just being horrifically jealous that. yeah here’s where the selfish and unreasonable part comes in. that the Brooks guys like #Adopted Bailey. but Mav’s never been part of the family. #Obviously these were not similar situations bc Bailey was 7 and Mav was 20 😭 #But they can’t help but hurt about all of this #Idk something something open wounds and no healthy coping mechanisms #If you were wondering why their relationship with Bobby in orp was so fucking bad it was bc #Mav was just hurting over all of this and would only ever lash out whenever Bobby (or anybody w exception of Bailey) would try to like #Be their friend? 😭 #LIKE BOBBY REALLT TRIED. #But again that >not feeling like they deserve to get close #But also >unreasonable jealousy that all they’re being offered is friendship #It’s really quite dire. #We were so excited to rp Mavbobby in orp bc we were like Omg finally! a good au where they’re friends! #And somehow their relationship is worse than canon . #Whoops.

[daz4i]

it's so hard being a person who needs to be the best at everything when you are slightly below average at best at any given department

#i don't think ppl who tell me i'm good at x thing (that includes things like looks or voice etc btw) are lying or anything #but i do think they're biased and their love skews their perception of me. bc i mean. no one else can see it after all #and i hate that as a kid i was propped up as better than others bc it really did give me this complex while growing up lol #joining a gifted class and finding out i'm not actually particulary smart compared to them #failing auditions as an adult or messing up things i did get into #like this is why i don't like it when ppl say i have an impostor syndrome like noooo i literally do suck 😭 #i'm not saying this in an 'i'm blind to my own abilities' way i'm just saying that compared to most people i am below average 😭 #being better at a thing than the average person who. doesn't do the thing. doesn't mean much when i'm among the worst in those who do #and it's really discouraging from getting better at things too. bc i feel so inherently shitty at everything that it feels pointless #(esp given that i DID put years of effort into certain things yet i still suck or i lost my ability to do them with time) #so it's easier to not try. if i'm gonna be the worst anyway yknow? may as well save the effort and the heartache of trying and failing #(getting better is all about failing over and over yada yada ik all that shit i'm just not built to handle it. mentally) #vent #accidentally. bc i started rambling. bc i'm in some jealousy fueled rage rn sorry

[lisbonsteresa]

he's HORRIBLE

#tm #all the bullshit she put up with from him for 10 years and she's late to a crime scene ONCE and look at him ffajdslk #as if you give one single shit about punctuality patrick; but this brings up a point that i can't believe i never considered in all my bs: #does patrick jane know how to be jealous? discuss #i mean...obviously he KNOWS but....does he though #at the very least he's exceedingly out of practice #of course we know next to nothing about his and angela's relationship but between that and this he's basically had 10+ years of red john #and we know lisbon dated during that time (and we know he DID get jealous because...obviously how could he not) #but not jealous in a way he could act on - in part because ms 'intense and particular' didn't seem to have many repeat dates #(idiots) but mainly because of the red john of it all #i doubt he realized it on any conscious level (and if he did he repressed/ignored the shit out of it) #but he couldn't see anything happening with them while he had red john hanging over his head #(tangent: all his 'you deserve a good man' 'he's a good man' later on...he really doesn't see himself as a good man does he #my poor little meow meow - thinking about naomi's tags about the letter again god i wish that had happened) #and she deserves better than that; deserves better than him (SOB); so he lets the hints and the moments of jealousy pass by #but now....well now there's no more red john #he's still got a LOT to work through but that gigantic weight is off his shoulders and there's been this shift between them #(i can't come up with a better way of saying it than) they're flirting like they mean it....not that they didn't before #but now there's this sense of actual possibility behind it; this could be going somewhere; it's slow but they're taking actual (baby) steps #and then pike shows up and the whole thing is imploding as they speak - like he knows from the second that cab pulls up #how her date went and she knows that he'd know and they're just talking around it and they're so AWKWARD where they'd been #working so well together (minus an airplane ride or two) #and now he's trying REAL hard to be supportive even though he probably wants to curl up and sob #because he wants her to be happy (more than maybe anything he wants her to be happy) and he couldn't make her as happy as pike #she deserves a GOOD man and that is not him; she shouldn't have to put her life on hold for him anymore she's done that too much already #but what he doesn't get - what he can't quite comprehend (what absolutely stuns/amazes/thrills him at the end of blue bird) #is he DOES make her happy; he IS a good man (he might be the best man she knows; flaws and all); and (in this instance) #she'd be more than willing to wait for him; to be patient with him #if he'd only let her know that there's something there to wait for; something concrete they could be heading towards together

[mazojo]

The flopping tho

#damn I was all Pre bb Indy team and she is just….. the same as the others ig :/// this is so childish and kindergarten behavior #The only gaslight I will tolerate is the leftovers against the non-leftovers #they are eating them uppppp I didn’t wanna say it but damn kyle is good at this he is delivering all the right lines #brit also doing damage control with Jasmine too #like they probs will figure it out eventually but they are good #i love choosing the path of exellency destroy them !!!! #also Jasmine KEEPS talking about Taylor like omg shut uppp !!! jealousy is an ugly look #Indy #bb24 #big brother

[chaosbled]

I’ve spoken to both Ori and Nine about this before ( LOVE YOU GUYS!! ) but never really talked about it on this blog I think so this is just a reminder to myself to write a meta sometime soon about how deeply jealous Chuuya actually was about Dazai’s friendship with Oda and to a lesser extent Ango.

This is going back to before he realized he had romantic feelings for Dazai but how he viewed Oda as almost a threat to his partnership / rivalry with Dazai. At one point he actively disliked Oda and viewed him as someone who was taking advantage of Dazai for reasons that were mostly in his own mind and a result of his insecurities.

#this is NOT implying Od/azai btw #keep in mind Dazai and Chuuya are the same age so this is coming through the lens of a 16-18 year old boy. #if your bff / crush suddenly started tagging along to the bar with much older guys and gushed about one of them in particular especially… #you might be a lil concerned / suspicious and for good reason !! #Chuuya is as possessive of Dazai as a partner as Dazai is of him #so he misconstrued what was in reality the healthiest friendship Dazai had at that point with an adult who actually cared for his well-being #but bc neither of them know what a normal sane adult-child relationship looks like it’s going to seem #inherently sus to the eyes of the 16yo former street kid #more on this later but yeah Oda and Dazai were strictly platonic in my eyes! don’t be gross ! #But Chuuya as a minor perceived things differently due to his own personal distrust of authority figures + jealousy #The Marionettist { OOC }