#its been months since ive drawn anything

[sketchyscribbles]

missed drawing this babe

#jc #jiang cheng #its been months since ive drawn anything #so im just getting back into the swing of things #fanart #digital drawing #mdzs #the untamed #my art #sketch

[bellandeano]

so like. how many gentle touches do you think they've actually felt in their lives haha

#its fun to be angsty but gortash makes his whole thing people falling in love with him. he's not exactly #like he's not short on people treating him nicely. he's the problem. heart #durgetash #enver gortash #dark urge #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #lord enver gortash #sometimes. i think about them #original durge #durge #bg3 fanart #sfw #z draws #did you guys know its been 5 months since ive posted any art at all. its been abt that long since ive Drawn anything

[0perfectimperfections0]

Okay, I started using Procreate and found out they use stamps. So, I buy hand stamps. Put hand on canvas. I buy head stamps cause I suck at drawing.

Instead of using head stamp, I go "lemme just do a rough sketch of Lou's face to get a general idea of what angle I want the head to be at"

I sketch THIS and it's better than all the trash drawings I've posted for this fandom 😭 Infected doesn't count cause I traced it

But now I hate that I've posted the trash drawings...

Despite the fact there are no repercussions for my failed attempts at being cool on this site, I genuinely feel like I've lost many points because of those drawings 😅

#uglydolls #fanfiction #sketch #Lou #why couldnt i have drawn like this years ago?? #its also been MONTHS since ive last drawn anything

[grey-has-rusted]

^me when i am a sensitive person

#ramblings #i hate feeling lonely #it literally hurts my heart #i have such a hard time forming connections both irl and online #idk how many times ive cried just this past month bc i felt lonely #and even when i am included in things im always an after thought #its been months but im still thinking about stupid christmas #i know the whole point isn't to get gifts #but i got one present. while i spent hundreds of dollars getting my family gifts #they even asked me what i wanted too #helped my cousin decorate for her christmas party and last minute i found out it was a secret santa #i got invited but was the only one not included in that #so yeah.... #i dont have anyone to celebrate holidays with #my birthday was sad #i cried then too #not looking forward to tomorrow either #and i try to make friends and talk to people #but i feel as though i always initiate #and nobody seems interested in talking to me #which... i dont expect everyone to like me #but it really does hurt and it makes wonder what's wrong with me #also why cant my brain focus on something else #like doing something productive #its been ages since ive drawn anything #ive just been sad. that's the whole post. #bye now

[lopsidedtreetrunks]

Happy 10th birthday to The Song Ever

#guys can u believe its been 10 years i feel so old bsksdjlka #ylvis #what does the fox say #my art #artists on tumblr #sketch #gonna write a novel in the tags now so: #i havent drawn anything in a few months bc ive been dealing with medical stuff #this sketch was supposed to become a full painting and it was gonna be awesome and the composition was gonna be great etc etc #this sketch has been in my files since late june lmao thats how long its been since i drew anything #so yes i am very disappointed that i couldnt finish it but since it's such a momentus occasion I thought I'd post this mess anyway :') #I just really wanted to commemorate it as (and sorry for getting all depressing here lol) ... #... it was kinda the last thing that brought me a whole lot of joy before a lot of shit started going on in the family that basically ... #... ended my childhood (metaphorically) #anyways i loved it when it came out i listened to it constantly along with their song stonehenge (which i still listen to occasionally hjsd #and truckers hitch when that came out about a year later i think #ANYWay sorry for rambling and being a sad little guy in the tags lol enjoy the art and listen to the song :D

[romeoisalesbian]

oh hey! its polonius' boy! i hope hes having a great day and nothing bad happens to him :)

#shakespeare #william shakespere #classic lit #hamlet #laertes #classic literature #sketchin! #i think next time i should use thinner lines but also its been a while since ive drawn digitally so im not taking it too hard! #ive been doing exclusively sculpture for the last few months in the Real World #so i havent actually drawn anything non-abstract/architecture-y in a WHILE #cw: gore #i just got a new drawing pad thing and doodled a laertes to try it out. not sure how i feel about this design for him #but i had fun doodling! design is based off my hazy memories of a local production

[milkbreadtoast]

Hello I am back after 1 mil years w new art... here is... another clotted cream cookie...😷

#clotted cream cookie #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #crk #my art #IM ACTUALLY OVER HIM NOW #LIKE FOR REAL #i actually drew this a month ago and havent drawn anything since cmndmcnf #and in that time ive gotten over him <3 #i probably wasnt at the time of drawing this tho <3 #ok i havent been able to draw in a while tho bc... #1) ive been studying korean #2) THE APP I USED TO DRAW #FOR 5 WHOLE YEARS #TAYASUI SKETCHES PRO #IT UPDATED AND ITS SHIT NOW ITS UNUSABLE #so i cant draw... gonna look into alternative programs...🤕 #*apps not programs... i draw on my phone w finger #ANYWAY PLS LOOK AT THIS CLOTTED I PUT SOME LOVE INTO IT (at the time) #hes nothing to me now tho ive moved on <3 #🙄 #(i just started odyssey ch 2 btw) #his chara could be salvaged w a good backstory but idk.... #ive moved on to daddy cream i mean father i mean archbisho #IM KIDDINGGG THATS A JOKE theyre too catholic for me🤧 their design is gorgeous tho #WILDCHIP IS ACTUALLY RLY CUTE THO I LOVE THEM... #does anyone read these tags... hey u if ur reading this!!! have a nice day~~ #(everyone place ur bets on whether fluff has actually gotten over clotted cream

[dlrge]

fuck the hand aim for the neck

#my art #oc: maja #dios mio its been months since ive drawn anything

[thewickerking]

i think i need to create something with my hands. The emptiness is not leaving ‼️‼️

#its been. weeks? since ive drawn anything. maybe a month. time has lost meaning and nothing means anything #but its whatever. im gonna take my driver's test next week i hope ! depends on if the gift aid comes through #my dumbass also just put on long nails 💀💀 ive never had them bend so everything is difficult LMAO but its ok !! #i like them!! #.ares

[oneknightlight]

figuring out how to draw the silly jester man

#artists on tumblr #deltarune #deltarune chapter 1 #jevil #artists of tumblr #digital art #illustration #digital illustration #spamton #doodles #also its been an entire month since ive drawn anything go easy on me SKJFSJDFHSJDHF #walt vault #walt draws

[falled-over]

i am still a little mad at the sanitised view of protests. putting aside all the completely harmless (read: ineffective) ones i’ve attended the more recent rally against posie parker i was a part of was a much more real protest, and it felt so weird afterward to have people ask if i enjoyed myself. i said yeah because it felt good to have so many allies, but it was standing in a courtyard for 3 hours screaming to protect friends and family. its fucked up that people asked if that was fun. what about that sounds fun.

#and myself to a lesser extent. im still very much girl looking and i have my reasons. #its been a little over a month since then and ive only just started doing my uni work again. i was like completely wiped by it #i havent drawn anything #havent written #it was legit not fun

[gongedtornado]

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#okay complaining again and i cant tell if im overreacting this time or what #but this has been plaguing my brain since yesterday /neg #so i brought in a piece to submit to the art show and my professor looks at the information and goes ‘why dont you want to sell it?’ #and i go ‘because i like it too much’ and without hesitation she goes ‘thats a terrible excuse’ #and then proceeds to go on a rant about how you should always try to sell your art at art shows and told us we’ll regret it if we dont #but in my head ofc i feel like shes yelling at me for not wanting to sell my art #like. 1: i havent drawn anything i actually like in months aside from a few projects #and 2: why does it matter so much to her that i dont sell *my art* this time around #the world will still go on even if i dont sell it :/ #i wasnt gonna let her be the reason i put that up for sale. especially not under that influence #if im really proud of something and id like for it to be sold. then i will gladly do so #im not just gonna have her get on my ass about not selling my art and have her be the reason i sell a piece just bc she kinda yelled at me #and i understand shes coming from experience but like. #dawg im gonna think youre yelling at me and pressuring me if this is the way youre going with it :/ #ik that professors are supposed to push you and thats great. but she kinda. makes me want to quit taking college art classes altogether #uuurrghhggh #:/ #kazzy complains #maybe im overthinking it #maybe its just me being a bit overly sensitive and crabby as of recently but that doesnt make it sting any less #sorry ive been complaining a lot recently i just. really havent felt that great in a hot minute and its kinda getting worse #im certain its because of biological reasons coming up but rrgghghhhrghh bark bark bark bark #edit: NO BECAUSE AT THJS POINT I JUST SHOULDVE TOLD HER I DIDNT WANT TO SELL IT JUST BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO. #AT THIS FUCKING POINT

[cynric]

literally say what you will about rvb but nothing knocks me out of an art block like drawing donut, hes so special little guy, its not even blorbo levels hes just so shapes to me hes the perfect man to draw

#i love him dearly and he is like a blorbo to me #but more than that he is like a muse to me #the donut art ive produced tonight is so sketchy and bad because its been months since ive drawn anything #and also im moving tomorrow so all my stuff is packed away so i cant finish anything #but ill post some donuts when i get a chance

[nordidia]

when this posts, the queue has ran out!!

thank you so much for being here with me on this little daily-art journey (LMAO). this was all the tmnt art ive drawn (and posted on twitter) since the rottmnt movie came out august 2022, and i'm so grateful for all the support i've gotten here on tumblr!

I STILL DRAW DONT WORRY!!

but of course from now on i will post art gradually whenever i draw, not daily!

throughout as the queue progressed i also put the art i drew in the queue, so the past few ones have been recent i know alot of you found comfort in the daily posting so im really sorry it had to end, i also enjoyed the daily feedback and seeing your happiness!

it feels a bit surreal in a way, i know it hasnt been that long but also it was about 3 months of daily posts which is a bit weird to just stop suddenly,,, but anyway!

art for me is hard alot of the time, my artstyle seems rly simple and not hard to do to others but for me i have very low wrist stamina and alot going on in my personal life currently so im unsure on just how often i will post. i hope you will respect this!!

i still draw, i will post it whenever its drawn! and my ask box will ofc be open and i will answer the asks i am able to/feel like/have anything to answer them with! so just you know nothing is necessarily ending, it just wont be daily! hehe!

thank you so much!! see you soon!!

#yeah! #jojo rambles idek #what to tag this #uh #meow #nordidia art

[dapper-lil-arts]

So uh. My freelance work here is kind of dying.

I thought i'd keep my long-term followers on the know-how, so i might as well write about my current circumstances here, give y'all an update, so to speak.

So, for several reasons, most of them not even my fault, i've been getting less and less commissions, almost none, actually, and the ones i get are usualy on the cheaper side, which is bad concidering that this is my livelihood, commission money pays my bills, my groceries, and my taxes, and now i sure as hell am strugling to imagine this will sustain me for long. Twitter is a sinking ship ever since elon went over, Specificaly for people like me. I had just broken into 12k followers there, a huge milestone for me, and then i got shadowbanned, and for the last few months i've gotten *nothing*. It's completely dead, i'm stagnated there, all my arts are censored, and there's no way for me to undo it or fix it, and so i've gotten less and less comms out there, which sucks because its the only reason i was even on that stupid site. Here on tumblr, meanwhile, the CEO went on a massive transphobic streak, and a lot of lgbt folk (which composed a lot of my following,) decided to jump ship, and i sure as hell dont blame them, but sadly that's more potential costumers that bailed, and there's no proper website to go to. Anywhere i'd go, i'd be starting from scratch again, which would be utterly disheartening and frustrating, and there no website that is kind to artists, with no algorythim, that also have a messaging system (the latter being ESSENTIAL to the way i do comms) So i'm kind of stuck. I just. have nowhere to go, and nothing to do. And last but not least, my own fault, I've just been drawing and creating what *I* specificaly want, on an hedonistic streak this year. That's why theres so much pony bs on this blog now, and why i was straight up posting poetry a while back, and have written hundreds upon hundreds of fanfiction pages in the last few months; Which, unfortunately, is a terrible business decision if your intent is making money. Which I surely should have prioritized, but in the end, its not up to me, its up to the costumers... So now i'm a bit stuck. I've enjoyed the things ive drawn and written more than anything i've ever done, and yet, i've never been less successful on the actual business side. I'm still considering my venues, my possibilities, but there's not many. Trying to get a job would certainly pull me away from creation, and i'd hate it regardless of what it was, and on another venue, theres no guarantee that going back to furry titties would bring me money.

and that's whats heartbreaking about it too. no matter how much effort i put on my work, theres no guarantee of sucess, so why even spend time trying to craft a masterpiece? why not just follow trends and make a tiktok account or whatever the fuck makes money these days. I'd rather not, frankly. And i wont. Well, that's about it. Thanks for reading this update, that's how my life is goin atm. i'm going to continue doing as i am right now, but yknow... I'm not sure what i should do, if you want to give me suggestions, feel free.

#Also sorry for not streaming lately #my throats like. DESTROYED with a small cold #I sound like a chain smoker atm #Also this poll will not affect my decisions in the slightest #i just thought it was funny

[freebooter4ever]

the nice thing about rote 3D work is its mindless - it kind of like doing the dishes. there's room to think, or call friends, or listen to music or movies or hockey cause your brain is just kind of running on auto pilot. an its relaxing because at the end there will be this output that's technically pristine. the other funny thing is since i downloaded a 'trial' version of maya im finding myself missing features from z*modeler. which is totally backwards from when i started in z*modeler and was missing features from ma*ya. i wish i could combine the two, lol.

Anyway, sculpting...sculpting is different. It's more emotional and about translating what my brain is observing. There's no perfectly 'correct' answer, and thats often what stresses me out so much. But the lack of 'correct' answer is also what i love about it.

I need both in my life because the mindless work clears the busy clutter in my brain and gives me a break from the sculpting work while still exercising the same technical skills.

Drawing is similar - the daily doodles i usually post that are fast and sketchy are mindless work. And ive been so focused on trying to find a job and get this portfolio piece done fast...that i have not creatively drawn anything in literal months. Not since december. I had ideas, and i went and forgot about them until i was looking at old sketches the other day and suddenly remembered - hey i never actually did that thing i wanted to draw. When i have a job and a stable income my weekends are reserved for drawing, and i havent been able to do THAT since last june.

I just really really miss having time to myself that doesnt feel like if i am not being productive in a specific direction i am wasting it

#Jrnlsht