milex and a poem
i read this poem and shed a few tears because it reminded me so much of them, because it is so them... so i invite you to suffer with me.
Friends with No Benefits, Megan Fernandes, Poem-a-Day, 2023
I now replace desire
with meaning.
Instead of saying, I want you, I say,
there is meaning between us.
Meaning can swim, has taken lessons from the river
of itself. Desire is air. One puncture
above a black lake and she lies flat.
I now replace intensity with meaning.
One is a black hole of boundless appetite, a false womb,
another is a sentence.
My therapist says children need a “father” for language
and a “mother” for everything else.
She doesn’t get that it’s all language. There is no else.
Else is a fiction of life, and a fact of death.
That night, we don’t touch.
We ruin nothing.
We get bagels in the morning before you leave on a train,
and I smoke a skinny cigarette and think
I look glam, like an Italian diva.
You make a joke at my expense, which is not a joke, really,
but a way to say I know you.
I don’t feed on you. Instead, I watch you
like a faraway tree.
Desire loves the what if, the if only, the maybe in another lifetime.
She loves a parallel universe. Or seven.
Meaning knows its minerals,
knows which volcanic magma belongs
to which volcanic fleet.
Knows the earth has parents. That a person is raised.
It’s the real flirtation, to say, you are not a meal.
To say, I want you
to last.
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the author said this about it:
“This piece is about a friend. We drink martinis and talk poems all night. We have an energy easy to mistake for desire but that might instead mean something more earthbound. Desire is instructive. But she’s often instructing us toward some edge, toward some abyss. As I get older, I’m re-narrating the intense feelings I have for some people that don’t take the form of ravenous, cosmic, and consuming intimacies, but intentional, rooted, and durational ones. What’s better than the dumb luck of living at the same time as someone you truly admire? It’s so mortal and random. No cosmos could compete.”
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Johnny made sure that Gyro's arms were tightly bound above his head to the headboard so that he could suck Gyro off as thoroughly and slowly as he liked.
And damn, he made Gyro suffer through so much Hell that it made him cry.
"Johnny!!! JOHNNY!!!" Gyro whined when Johnny would stop sucking, wouldn't stop pumping his shaft or fondling his balls in perfect rythym with the contraction of his mouth and washes of his tongue.
Soon, Gyro found himself thrusting up into Johnny's mouth because that's all he could do. "Johnny, I'm so close...!"
"Perfect." Johnny purred and finally gave Gyro's dick and balls a much needed break. God, if Gyro couldn't cum soon, he was gonna explode. How he missed Johnny's mouth working him flawlessly, deliciously.
But Johnny had other plans. "Fuck yeah." He breathed and unzipped his pants, letting his dick spring to life and eagerly greet Gyro's hole. Indeed, Johnny spread Gyro's legs and wasted little time entering Gyro and even less time thrusting into him at a lively speed. "You're my little whore, you know that, Gyro? God, you feel so fucking good. Only I can breed you like this. You like that? You want Daddy to make you pregnant?"
Gyro was left at Johnny's mercy, crying and whining his name over and over, cumming not once but also twice because Johnny didn't know how to quit. Gyro felt too damn good around him that Johnny came inside him, filling him then came inside him a second time, overflowing his hole with sticky white seed that generously slopped on Johnny's dick.
And even then Johnny wasn't done. He sucked the rest of Gyro's orgasm out of his aching, sensitive dick. But the time Johnny was done, Gyro didn't know up from down and so laid there, filled with drying cum and covered with sweat. Seeing him so helpless and pleasured made Johnny smile--and get his dick hard. He could indulge himself in a round three, but instead, he decided to wait until morning. He kissed Gyro sweetly on the mouth, neck, chest, and nipples, stopping to you with the tit, rolling it around his tongue and occasionally nibbling it. "You see what you do to me? I cant help myself, Gyro. I love you too much."
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Silhouette of the brand new 2023 Alfa Romeo 33 Stradale, including the two versions of the prototypes and the production version.
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Layton Kyouju Series | Professor Layton Series
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Janice Quatlane/Melina Whistler, Janice Quatlane & OC, Janice Quatlane & Oswald Whistler, Janice Quatlane/OC
Characters: Janice Quatlane, Melina Whistler, Oswald Whistler, Professor Layton OCs, Schubert the poodle (OC), Serena Worthing (OC)
Additional Tags: Femslash February, the dog does not die
Series: Part 6 of Two Divas and a Dog
Summary:
Melina says goodbye to Schubert… and Janice reunites with him, years later.
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La Rappresentante di Lista - Diva (Official Video)
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