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girlyliondragon · 3 years

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More fic writing praise and really just for writers in general so... the moment you can make me sorta FEEL through a character as I’m reading something that’s when you know you’re a good fcking writer.

If I can feel their joy, sadness, terror, and everything else like, THROUGH them, not as a reader but as the character(s). I know that’s sorta like standard for good writing is it making you have those emotions as you read through certain moments but man I still dunno if I’ve found folks that do it as intensely as I do yet but man I have had multiple moments where I really feel the emotions through the characters I’m reading about on and am so attached to on such an empathetic level it’s insane to describe... I feel what they’re feeling in that moment, like I am them. I’ve had multiple instances where I would reach a climax that I know shit will hit the fan and I’m so overwhelmed from the buildup and know I’ll be even moreso I’m sometimes like “Aight I gotta give it a minute off the computer before I read this” because I’m reeaally feeling their tension and anxiety and all that but I haven’t had a instance of that for so long experiencing it again is so alien to me. The feelings I get from reading feel so real I’ve even gotten so distressed from stories I’d feel sick for a while. It’s not just a case of like going to a movie and seeing a really touching scene and crying from it like this is deeper than that I cannot describe it.

That level of Empathy is a REALLY hard emotion to get out of me if you expect me to do it for real people (For reasons obvious for me, I’m autistic and I have massive empathy problems irl ya know? it’s extremely difficult on a normal day, I’ve had to deal with family death and I still couldn’t get myself to feel as much as I tried and I hate the struggle x.x) but man I really feel something for fictional characters going through shit whatever that may be.

I love fiction, I love how it can make me really FEEL for the characters within the genre in a way that I struggle with irl. I love when writers get those intense emotions out of me. I’ll get sick from feeling the stress a character feels in the fic I’m reading and still go back for more just for the potential closure, IK that doesn’t sound good but in cases like suffering before you reach that happy ending that is deserved and you made me cry through the suffering feeling for them and being like “They deserve that happy ending after all that shit and I deserve it after reading and crying through all that” it’s an achievement to me to make me that immersed okay, it really is.

It makes me feel... idk. human.

And I will kiss every fic-writers shoes that does that to me.

#Emerald go the fuck to sleep #It's almost 2AM AND YOU'RE RAMBLING ABOUT YOUR INTENSE ATTACHMENT TO FICTION AGAIN YOU WEIRDO #Okay but listen you don't UNDERSTAND this is another gushing happy rambling and I want writers to know about it #Let it be known I don't like constant angst tho. I don't like crying and suffering all the time like #I like it in HEALTHY AMOUNTS if that makes sense #also please don't use this rambling to fuel some ''fiction = reality'' spiel or something plz don't make me regret writing this #I just have veeeeeeeeery strong empathy when it comes to fictional characters and ONLY fictional characters as well #had it for years in multiple fandoms even. it's the only time I feel human because I struggle so hard with empathy #in the real world #it's not something that affects me IN reality. More like I get THAT immersed in the fiction world.#that I just start f e e l i n g idk. idk how to explain it #In fact I'm currently reading something that I'm edging on hyperventilating from rn!#do you have any idea how hard it was to write this post while in that state I am going through some INTENSE shit emotionally rn okay #it's making me BR E ATHE #long post #Em Speaks

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ferje-flamsburg · 3 years

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8th Gym Leaders Danganronpa AU, Part 1

Disclaimer: I do not own anything here, except for the AU itself.

TWs: d*ath, dr*gs, bl*od, major character d*aths, mind br*aks, ab*se, etc.

- - - r e a d a t y o u r o w n r i s k ! - - -

Prologue:

The 8th gym leaders were throwing a party. It was for an anniversary. There was food, drinks and treats! But little do they know that the drinks were spiked with sleeping powder drugs, causing them all to pass out.

The group end up in a strange school, even though most of them have graduated... but in this school, the only way to graduate... is to K I L L one another... who will live? Who will die? And who will kill?

Later, after some time, Blue wakes up, only to see Iris beside him. "Are you okay?" she asked. He looks around the clinic, trying to assess the situation. "I'm okay" he responded "Wha... what happened to the others? Where are we?". Iris wasn't sure on how to answer the second question Blue asked. "I have no idea on where we are. But, I know where are the rest. Come with me, Blue."

Blue and Iris look for other gym leaders. As they were walking down the hallways, they noticed that the windows were barricaded shut, preventing anyone from escaping. Eventually, they found the remaining gym leaders, who were worried about them, especially Drayden.

"Grandpa!!" Iris runs into Drayden's arms, embracing him. "Iris, Blue, are you both alright?!" as Drayden asked. "Yeah, we're both okay... but do guys have any idea on where are we?" Blue responded. "Unfortunately, none of us have any idea, Blue..." Juan answered.

A strange giggle was heard from a distance. The group, terrified, turned to the sound's source of direction. Hapu asked if they should investigate it. Clair suggested not to do so, as she feared that there may be traps hidden around the place.

Suddenly, Monokuma appears behind them. He was in a form of a Teddiursa, complete with his recognizable features. The group was shocked to see the black-and-white bear himself.

"What the!? What are you?!" exclaimed a panicked Wallace. Monokuma gives out his signature laugh, terrifying everyone else. Volkner, confused, asks him "You ain't gonna hurt us, right??". Monokuma states that he isn't going to harm them, as long as they don't harm him. He explains about a rule, where should one attack him, the headmaster, they will be executed on site. This scares everyone. He also explains the rules and regulations.

"So... how are we gonna get outta here, m-mister Monokuma...?" asked a scared Trace. "Well... that's easy! You just have to graduate!!" he responded. Marlon asks him on how exactly are they going to graduate. After giving another laugh, Monokuma makes them watch a video.

In the said video, it shows them a killed student and a culpurt. Then, once the body is discovered, a class trial commences. They must figure out the 'whodunnit'. They only get one chance to do so. If they successfully guess the culpurt, then the blackend will be executed. However, if they guess incorrectly... then all but the culpurt will be punished, and the said culpurt can graduate from this school.

Monokuma also informs them that they are in Hope's Peak Academy, but he didn't tell them why are they here. After all that, Monokuma leaves them alone.

"So... to leave... is to kill and trick everyone..." as Blue repeated on what he just saw in his thoughts. "This... this is gonna... tear us apart... I- I... can't... do this..." Blue, along with everyone else is nervous... he can only think of 2 things, his life and the rest.

What happens next? Who will be victim? And who will fall from grace? Find out in part 2!!

(End of Prologue)

Remarks: Man, this was long af. You may think Giovanni might be the mastermind. But, imma hit you with some spoilers, no, he is NOT the mastermind. I planned on someone else being the mastermind, but you'll all have to wait and see!! Anyways, thank you for reading this, why not leave a like and maybe give this a reblog, it's highly apprieciated here!!!

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fallenrepublick · 3 years

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honeslty tarkin would probably bring you to random meetings and whenever someone would criticize him about something he would say "I have a feral raccoon here dont fucking test me" and one day someone pisses him off so much that he says "didnt you say that thrawn needs to be put in his own place, in the gutters?" and you just fucking pounce on the man in question and try to poke his eyes out

another time someone was making a slave joke and you kicked their shins out

sorry y'all I just like beating up racists. yall wanna be racist about anything and ur gonna be my dinner for the next 6 months

this has been a idea by i d e a anon

That's The Vibe though. I remember reading the books and having to continuously stop and br e ath e each time someone remotely mentioned Thrawn being non-human. Had me seething a little

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scaredbisexual · 5 years

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Reddie - Eddie loses his inhaler and has an asthma attack and Richie comes to the rescue?? Comfort/fluff? I need more cavity-inducing fluff. (Sorry if this prompt has been done a thousand times - new to the fandom lol)

I was happy to do it, hon! It’s a bit cheesy and then there is not a lot of plot there but it’s fluffy and SOOO CUTE! I hope you like it!

That day has started in an awful way, with Eddie’s heart racing after a rather intense dream and anxiety tightening his chest, making the boy reach out for his inhaler. He then took a puff, and then another one, just for good measure. He felt incredibly unsafe, even in his own bed, and felt a strong urge to beg his mother to let him stay home from school. But he knew that this could only turn out bad or horrible, so he decided against that idea and dragged himself out of bed. He quickly got dressed into a big, grey hoodie (probably belonging to Mike, Eddie loved his clothes ‘cause they always smelled really fresh and were at least three sizes too big for him) and some shorts, given it was quite warm outside. He skipped breakfast and took off, leaving for school a little early.

His way there wasn’t the worst, warm sun shining into his face made the walk really pleasurable and calming even, so when he got to school his mood was a tiny little bit better. He even smiled at his lab partner on the corridor and helped the janitor with some heavy boxes. When he finally got to his locker it was still pretty early, so there were not a lot of people around. He sighed and scratched his head, turning around and taking in his surroundings while thinking about what he could possibly do with all the time he had. Eddie decided to just call Richie and see where he was, so he could move towards his boyfriend.

The little word, even unspoken, made Eddie smile like a maniac. He had started dating Richie some time ago, exactly 5 months earlier on his 17th birthday. Rich had gotten him a necklace, a tiny and delicate one, with “Eds” pendant on it and it had made him a tiny bit angry but mostly happy, like really happy. When he was thanking his friend for the gift, there was a thought that had crossed his mind “Kiss him”. So, he did and the rest, like they say, is history.

He could hear “Never gonna give you up” playing somewhere in the end of the hall and a silly grin tugged onto his lips yet again. It was Richie’s ringtone for Eddie.

“Oh Edwardooo!” The taller boy called out and emerged from behind a corner. Eddie giggled silently while shaking his head in disbelief and the anxiety that he felt in the morning seemed like a distant memory. He moved to get closer to his boyfriend and when they met halfway, he kissed Richie’s cheek.

“Hi!” He said in a quite cheerful tone. Richie smiled at him, his expression going soft, and the smaller boy’s head.

“Hello my lovely, couldn’t you wait for me longer, you eager…. wait, what can be eager?”

“You are so stupid, oh my god.”

It was about five minutes before the end of lunch hour when it all came back to Eddie. He was sitting on a bench outside of school, enjoying his salad with Beverly eating every other spoonful of it. It was nice and peaceful, with all his friends gathered together. Up until Stan suddenly stood up while looking at his watch.

“Well, I better get going, this bio test is going to start in few minutes and I need as much time as I can get,” he sighed while gathering his stuff, entirely missing the shocked expression that suddenly appeared on Eddie’s face.

“We have a bio test?” He asked in a small voice.

“Yeah, from chapters 11 to 20,” Stan answered his question, still unaware of the wires that started to link inside of Eddie’s head.

But, thank God, Richie was far more observant than Stan and he quickly picked up on Eddie’s fidgeting. It started with the widening of his eyes, then came the shaking of his hands and it all was summed up with-

“I forgot,” whispered by the boy, seemingly to nobody.

“Fuck,” Richie muttered and got to his boyfriend at the speed of light. He took his hands into his own and started rubbing them together, attempting to calm this boy down. He could see the wheels turning inside his head, how panic spread through his body- making in shake more and more, and finally cutting off the air source.

“Ca-n’t- ah! Br-e-athe!” Eddie choked out while desperately trying to get some air into his lungs. It wasn’t new for him, the panic attacks that his mother made him believe were asthma attacks. They happened from time to time on days that made the boy feel particularly anxious and unsafe. So, days like that one.

“Where’s your inhaler, hun?” Richie spoke in a calm voice, trying to make Eddie a little reassured that he knew what to do. The smaller boy’s eyes only widened even more, making Richie worry that his eyeball would fall out, and he shook his head. He had left it at home after taking a puff in the morning. “Bev, there is a spare one in my locker, can you get it?” Richie asked, not even considering the option to leave his boyfriend alone when he obviously needed him. Beverly only nodded, she knew his combination so she could easily open said locker. Mike run with her, just because he was the best athlete out of the group and he could come back faster.

“Okay, sweetcakes, you gotta calm down babe, ‘s all gonna be fine, just breathe, in and out, like me,” Richie murmured sweet nothings into Eddie’s ear while sitting the boy on his lap, circling his gangly arms around him and pressing him tightly to his chest. “I’m here Eddie, I’m not gonna let anything happen to ya, ‘s all good.”

Mike, as predicted, came running back with Beverly far behind him. He almost tossed the inhaler into Richie’s hands and then watched as the taller boy applied it to Eddie. The little boy took three big puffs and then his breathing calmed down a bit, making it possible for him to relax a bit. There was still some tension in his body but Richie was working on it.

“Thank you,” he murmured into his boyfriend’s ear and smiled tiredly. It was a really hard day and he only wanted for it to be over.

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