#it's just a mixture of everything

[ryllen]

Sebek & Yuu's teenage child . [insp] .

#when i saw that girl on the link my first thought is *points* if it's actually allowed i would say that's sebek & yuu's child #everything is on point like the fairy like hairstyle; eyes color; darker green hair as if the mixture of black and green hair #twisted wonderland #twst #sebek zigvolt #twst yuu #twst mc #twst baby #fanart #i will just incorporate the braid style hairstyle because i really love it #maybe her name is ai #just simply means love to remind sebek that however the child will turn out despite mixture of bits of fae's and human blood #she will be loved and find herself to be loved #jokes on sebek maybe she would make all the blood business even more complicated because she finds a beastman partner fFSDHShdshdas #yey it's fae x beastman x human blood #and maybe the grandchild will find a merman/mermaid partner #and so the bingo card is filled #xD #imagine she is easily cold bcs of the croc blood #and that's why she just finds beastman's warmth endearing #would be funny if it turns out to be jack's child #i kinda consider sebek and jack quite a best friends #or maybe ruggie's #i like to imagine she is smart enough to see through the sly behaviour & focus on the good heart that shares resources with their poor pack #or maybe other hyena's than ruggie fshs sebek would absolutely not trusting ruggie

[wmxbeo]

Its 4am and i cant fall asleep bear w me 😭

#south park #south park fanart #stan marsh #kenny mccormick #sp stan #sp kenny #sp #princess kenny #stan marshwalker #stenny #i have a huge soft spot for them #also my take on the band au i like to think the music they play is a mixture of poshlaya molly and pierce the veil #im lying i just wanna include my favorite band into everything #my art

[strangertheories]

Discovering fandom as an autistic person can be the best because you can meet lots of fans who passionately discuss their opinions on your special interest but can also be the worst because some of those opinions are different to yours.

#it feels like when your friend plays with someone you dislike #like what do you mean? they're my person not yours #but luckily the block button exists so if anyone's opinions are that bad i just block them #it's difficult though cause it's a horrible mixture of possesiveness and black and white thinking #unless this is just me in which case ignore everything i just said #stranger things #byler #<- my fandoms #autism #special interest #autistic #actually autistic #also confirming that im alive! #im just on my holidays so busy

[zeb-z]

Bad has so many reasons to be cautious, even paranoid, as anyone else on the island. From Federation nonsense to Dapper being kidnapped to the whole purgatory nonsense to whatever fuckass suit of armor “old friend” was setting up cameras in his house. But it compounds on his regular overly aware paranoid self to this state of hyper-paranoia. And as a demon who can and usually will lie, cheat, steal, and use sneaky underhanded tactics, he expects the craziest extent because he thinks of it, realizes it’s possible, and would use it himself. We saw this very obviously in purgatory - when he thought greens desperate last ditch effort to balance the scale was a super planned out tactic to tip the scale, so he did it first, all the hardcore base hunting, the spawn killing, there’s a reason every other tactic he used usually followed a main channel qsmp post with updated rules - all usually things he was surprised no one else thought of. But then this also piles onto the fact that he has to have things go his way, all the time, and that he’s argumentative as all get out, which led to the debate between him and Bagi yknow. Especially because he’s not just doing it for the sake of being right, he doesn’t think he’s paranoid, but that he’s exercising the right amount of caution.

So like. Listen dude. Yeah he’s got reasons to be paranoid. But his thought process around building vaults for separate cookie caches like they locked up the risus pills, only to scrap it because it’s not perfectly impenetrable, is extreme. His character has hardly been a leading example in someone who has reasonable reactions to things. And even when there isn’t his own children’s livelihoods potentially on the line, he has a need for control, and the most control he has is if he keeps the cookies in his inventory at all times. If he makes himself the sole point in which the others can get ones in a case of emergency, then he can control the variables. The problem is he’s unreliable about himself when he’s at his most rational and healthiest, and he’s far worse with the current memory and health issues he’s been mostly unaware of.

I dunno it’s like. There is never going to be a purely impenetrable base. And it’s not just a case of “Bagi just hasn’t lived through __ yet!”. Bad’s own logic about keeping the cookies on him at all times is flawed under his own logic, because Bagi is right - if someone has enough drive to break into separate secured cookie caches purely for the downfall of eggs, they more than certainly have enough drive to find a way to kill Bad and just take them from his inventory, or to just kill the eggs themselves. All it truly does is give Bad a sense of control, and soothe his paranoia.

#everyone let’s remember rurus’ tweet about bad NOT being in the blunt rotation. he would try to pluck cameras out of your eyes. and he will #make it seem like it’s the most reasonable thing to do in that moment #now this is more me complaining about shit I’ve been seeing on Twitter in the tags <3 love and peace but I’ve got beef #side note - to say the people who are commenting on qBad’s paranoia or this and that are all newcomers who just ‘weren’t there to experienc #-the dark times’ or ‘weren’t there for the egg deaths/nightmares’ like you are not immune to the way bbh can make something seem so #reasonable #he’s got his own reasons to be paranoid. and most everyone agreed that the base idea of a ‘cookie jar’ would need rethinking with security #but to say qBagi (or Jorge’s/other viewers) is shortsighted or naive. when qBad is THE definition of paranoia. of overreacting. like #qBad’s reaction extends from a mixture of care hyper paranoia and trauma response (which is half that hyper paranoia) #and he will pick and pick and pick until there’s nothing left to pick at #sometimes this is helpful. a lot of the time it’s not #and on the flip side it’s like y’all bad cares about the eggs to a ridiculous degree don’t be silly here okay. he does this because he care #even without a memory in his brain he calls them ‘little one’ and is gentle like. he cares #but at the same time this doesn’t always justify his nonsense. his thought processes. he’s Uber hyper paranoid and not easy to reason with #he’s selfish he can and will jump to extremes he’s overly controlling. and he’s the worlds most unreliable narrator #I’ve been saying this I’ll keep saying this he’s an unreliable narrator! this doesn’t make everything he says or thinks bullshit but you #cannot take what he says to himself how he justifies his actions etc etc in private at face value. unless he is making it EXPLICITLY CLEAR #he’s talking from a meta perspective as the creator of his character #you have to take his perspective with a grain of salt. because he will ‘I’m just a little guy and the world is out to get me’ his way outta #everything #there is a difference between reasonable caution from learned past experiences and overly anxious paranoid responses #idk I’m running out of steam sorry this is like a second post with the tags #and again I say this as a huge qBbh enjoyer lmao #mcyt #qsmp #q!bbh #q!bagi #z speaks

[winemom-culture]

So today the black widow came back out from hiding to sit on its web and I was like hell yeah, ready for death when the pest guys get here but I was updating my mom on the whole saga in the meantime before they got there and she said something like “poor spider…. Just because you moved into her home 😔” and that made me cry about the dumb fucking spider like no exaggeration and as im sitting there literally blubbering the pest guys pull the fuck up and I see it out my window and RUN to the bathroom to put makeup under my eyes and I get the door and lead them to the garage and in two seconds they take their big fucking stick tool and OBLITERATE it like deadass no corpse they atomized it LOOOOOL. So at that point I pretty much had to be over it. so they brush down all its fucking egg sacs and after they leave I go out there to like spray those with more raid so we don’t have thousands black widow spiderlings and after all this what must have been the goddamn male (much smaller, different colorings, no fat ass) crawls up out from the corner of the garage too and I just douse that fucker from a few feet away cause I’m so over the spider saga so I guess after everything I did kill a widow myself. I feel like the males don’t count tho it wasn’t nearly as scary looking. Ummmm sooooo yeah that’s my life thanks for tuning in

#and there’s still at least a couple egg sacs on the garage they missed lmfao kms #I just wanna pester my dad to let me use the pressure washer on it and clean the whole garage out tbh #or have him do it idk I asked to borrow his pressure washer for the patio in the backyard then he just came over and did it so #at any rate #when everything’s clean then there’s some mixtures like vinegar and water it says online that’s very acidic and toxic to them #so it can help prevent further spreading if I spray something like that around the egg areas

[wildegeist]

Drawing some of my OCs looking like they're the coolest awesomest motherfuckers in existence but really they have the cringiest dorkiest traits ever like unhinged beliefs/interests and strange phobias of the most innocuous and random shit or extremely embarrassing secrets the CIA could never force you to admit if they were yours

#clara has a social media addiction with my universe's version of twitter and is obsessed with reality TV. #arctos believes dragons are real and sounds like a boomer when using slang. it's so unnatural. he's also scared of everything #erreloch is just naturally cringe. everything about him is cringe. he only looks spooky because of his vacant stare #PT the murderous robot writes genuinely decent and normal (but LONG) romance fanfiction and gets involved in ugly online discourse #they're genuinely just like a nerd fangirl when they're not killing anyone #teague thinks tigers only have one eye bc he's an alien who's never seen one and only knows abt them because of the song 'eye of the tiger' #and he thinks the fact the song only refers to one eye means tigers are one-eyed #zigzag laughs when he's really invested in a fight and his laugh is a mixture of 'lunatic' and 'total nerd finally winning at fortnite' #his laugh isn't even badass. it's just silly. he sounds like some dipshit who blew up some beer cans with a firework at a terrible party #timber's oc ramblings #wildemusings

[normalbrothers]

when it comes to tommy wronging arthur i really think the biggest one is right at the beginning after tommy stole the crate of guns and it's arthur who gets sacked by campbell and tortured. obviously he's not to blame for campbell's actions, but that he doesn't come clean to arthur afterwards in an attempt to explain the situation really is indicting in a way. he only tells him when they are in the church and arthur's going through his breakdown and it's clear that he feels guilty over it but *that* was incredibly unfair, and definitely had a lasting impact on their relationship, too. it surely informs arthur's view somewhat that he's expendable to tommy, even as tommy's subsequent actions don't actually show this.

#tommy's frustrated with arthur for good reasons from the start #and he definitely didn't wantnor plan for this to Go Badly and for arthur to be harmed etc etc but yeah it's that mixture of personal #issues and something concretely awful happening out of his control #it doesn't excuse everything arthur does tbh but it makes sense where some of his grievances with tommy come from #it's not *just* unreasonable resentment to be fair

[chirpsythismorning]

🎨 🖼️ 🌈 🩹 🧍🏽💡 🔮⚡️☄️

Blue Moon by Ella Fitzgerald

previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist

#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #will byers #will's pov #after the epilogue time-skip we don't really have much to go off of in regards to will's feeling #the main detail that sticks out is the fact that will sat on the ice cooler in the van as a makeshift middle seat separate from mike and el #so it does seem that after the monologue will made the effort to give them space (rather not risk mike saying he's sabotaging things again) #but there's a reason they didn't show us the bizarre love triangle after mike's monologue in surfer boy #we would have been shown el giving the silent treatment to mike shortly after recieving comfort from all of them in surfer boy #we would have seen will choosing to sit on the cooler with the others looking at him with mixtures of confusion and concern and sorrow #and we would have seen mike being self pitying (his words not mine) and also just at a loss with both will and el avoiding him #but now they're seeing the aftermath of all that what just went down #and through all of this will is under the assumption el and mike's love saved the world and mike will never love him back #so he ripped off the band-aid (right?) #this is will (almost) entirely in the mindset that everything here on out with him and mike is strictly friendship #and so why isn't mike going and comforting el? why is he right here beside will reassuring him instead? #why does will still feel this way even though it's been made abundantly clear that it's impossible? #i think these lyrics fit into will feeling lonely after everything but also feeling comforted by a mike that he had missed so much #the mike he fell in love with and thought he lost too #and he can't help but feel like it's something more even still #also the blue moon -> when i looked the moon had turned to gold #just byler things #4x09 #gif

[dracolizardlars]

My experience of watching Our Flag Means Death season 2 is literally exactly "man I fucking love this stupid show. I can't wait to never engage with any part of the fandom ever again"

#the fandom was already kinda discoursey beforehand but I know damn well #that season 2 would've rendered it completely unlivable #I don't even want to know #draco speaks #also s2 did completely re ignite how much I love ofmd and even maybe increase it yet at the same time #I kind of feel s2 so far is also like. worse. #it's SO dumb and SO melodramatic LMAO #such a weird fucking mixture of stupid comedy and REALLY dark drama #but I happen to really enjoy it by going along with that being what the show is #listen sometimes you just want to watch morally irredeemable and batshit insane people ruin everything and then get unjustifiably forgiven #it's fictional none of it matters

[yaoiconnoisseur]

I’m feeling deeply unhappy with everything and I’m unsure if it’s due to stress or if it’s the depression

#or maybe it’s a mixture of both #:/ #this has probably been the shittiest holiday season ive had in a long time #definitely not the worst. but no where close to one of the best #i just want to curl up and disappear for a while #im so tired of dealing with my partner’s mom and sister #theyre so high strung. i cant deal with it #not with everything else going on #and now i have news that my mom’s husband is having really bad medical issues to the point where #they’re discussing what happens if he dies #and im like. idk. half numb to it half super upset #i like him ig but it’s more i like him because he makes my mom happy #im mostly just upset with the idea of my mom being widowed twice #i probably need therapy for how i feel towards him since 90% of it is ‘keep him at arms length so i dont get attached to #and lose another father figure that my mom is with’ #what sucks is if he does die i’ll have to do that whole funeral without my partner since he cant travel due to recovering from his own sur #gery #god. fuck. can i catch a goddamn break? #anyway thanks for reading if you made it this far lol #i just needed a moment to vent #they speak

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

luz and amity parallel caleb and evelyn>>>hunter and willow parallel caleb and evelyn not only bc luz, despite looking kind of like phillip, is OVERFLOWING with caleb parallels, but also because the first time hunter met amity he tried to attack her and she ended up kicking his ass. two generations of clawthornes/future clawthorne in-laws beating the shit out of a whiny little meow meow who hates love.

#even though hunter parallels caleb on a surface level he really...doesnt #he looks like him and some of his actions can seem similar to stuff caleb did #but theres the underlying anxiety about how you and those you love would be better off without each other #that if you ignored your problems and responsibilities everything would work out #which really fits luz a lot more again she was the one who willingly got isekaied to another world #hunter is WAY too dedicated to everyone in his life to even THINK about abandoning his responsibilities #like phillip he dedicates his entire life to his loved ones #and when he finds out this wouldnt work out he BREAKS DOWN #hunter doesn't have enough self esteem to lash out at people like phillip did #but remember he went against everything he was taught to study wild magic to heal belos's curse even though belos told him not to #while phillip became one of the witches to kill them in order to get revenge for the witches 'corrupting' his brother #anyway willow is not evelyn amity is evelyn actually #evelyn is a mixture of eda and amity #eda bc she was the clawthorne that lured luz into the demon realm with her bird and showed her magic and whatnot #and amity was the one luz fell in love with #both showed luz the wonder of the boiling isles and represent a future for her in that world #convincing her to view it as home instead of just her wish fulfillment magic world #also amity beat up luz's brother i cant stress enough how much luz's brother was beat up by amity #shut up pandora #toh #the owl house #luz noceda #willow park #hunter toh #hunter noceda #amity blight #caleb wittebane #phillip wittebane #evelyn clawthorne #lumity

[minglana]

i just feel like sitting somewhere quiet and crying. or just sit and do nothing. i hate the end of school yr bc everything changes and the routine im used to dissapears and i have to pretend to have a routine for 3 months

#me descoloca demasiau i also just want to be at the dorms instead of my parents house. lol #i try to pretend im fine bc i know ppl irl are tired of me complaining abt my parents. #but i can tell my uncofortableness is abt to explode #basically the mixture of 1. not passing ANY of my exams 2. having to keep on studying 3. everything changing even for just three months #and 4. having to spend 24/7 with my parents again. is all just too much for me to process and bear with right now #xarraire

[littlepetbee]

cannot relate to anyone who willingly tells authority figures things. or who just...volunteers information to them without being asked?? bitch if they want to know anything, they can come to me. this mouth stays closed unless it's forcibly pried tf open and even then the words are shoved through eight different filters before they come out, perfectly form-fitted to whichever Person With Power Over Me is fucking asking. be smart about it! grow up!

#personal #is this a trauma response? probably. but i am adept at the art of keeping things Hushed & Handled so no one even /knows/ to ask questions #which is probably called Deception lmao but hey it means i don't have to lie to get out of things bc there /are/ no things u feel me? #anyways. i have this lovely kind coworker with such an open heart that always wants to do the right thing #so she'll 'follow up' with clients abt situations and then they end up yelling at her or cussing her out #and i wanna be like babe. Babe. just bc you are kind and wonderful it doesn't mean the ppl we work for are too. #they view us like the dirt beneath their feet and they're gonna act accordingly so you gotta.......shut your mouth #'being responsible' is nothing.....let them come to /you/ #communication should be kept to a minimum and only consist of what they specifically asked for bc they have power and you don't #please. pleASE. #anyways. #one time i had a Situation at work that i needed to navigate with the best of my 'abused kid who learned to hide everything' skillz #and i'm just...going on my merry way slogging through 73 layers of shit and Angles and cooking up how to get the exact results i want #and the coworker with me at the time is watching me in a mixture of horror and awe like 'i feel like i'm witnessing the zodiac killer rn' #and i wasn't like 'hahaha no this is just years of childhood trauma :)' but it was a close thing #...oh i succeeded at the situation btw #of course. bc i'm a pro.

[doodleggoat]

A new coat of paint for a very old oc

#artists on tumblr #original character #furry #furry fandom #digital illustration #they're supposed to be a younger Dimitri and also a weird mixture of not being and being Dimitri #and yes this is an au thing basically about a weird illness that makes anyone who has it act like everything is just a big roleplay session #story's called roler complex- it was about time i brought that little story from the dead-

[devil-changmin]

Had intense blonde streak junji envy and am now putting a streak in my hair

#I had to use henna and indigo since my hair is henna dyed so it’s gonna be darker but I’m hoping it’ll be weird and edgy #I had bleached streaks in my hair before I started doing henna and I’m watching them slowly grow out and I’m gonna be so sad when they’re #gone so I’m trying to find a coping mechanism #also trying to adjust my henna routine that my hair stays redder because it’s kind of the perfect color right after dying #but that just means it turns slowly darker until I dye again so I am adding cassia to see if it can be a bit more copper #when u look up henna mixtures everything is like HOW TO AVOID BRIGHT ORANGE #and I’m looking up like HOW TO GET BRIGHT ORANGE

[timegears-moved]

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#dl #upset at my mom kinda day #still thinking about what happened yesterday #it's not even that she's unhappy with my relationship that bothers me so much (though it does play a part) because i know she knows that #she'll just have to put up with it and accept it #it's the fact that she refuses to treat me like an adult that can make my own decisions #i have to constantly fight her on this #my godmothers and other friends agree that she needs to dial it back but she doesn't and my stepdad only enables her #i know i complained about him recently but im honestly glad that my dad doesn't get that involved with my life and lets me breathe #and for my mom i think it's like a mixture of autistic infantilization (which i have called her out on before) and a reaction to trauma #the latter of which i get why she's doing it but it's not fair for her to take her issues and insecurities out on me #honestly i do feel fine living here but everytime this stupid shit comes up between us i wanna move far away because she makes me #feel claustrophobic with my entire life #i cant get another cat unless she says so even if my landlord approves. i can't use my money in ways she disapproves of. #i can't live at this place or do this thing or wear these clothes without her judgement #i was scared to get my tattoo last month not because of the tattooing process but because of what she would say #i have no fucking agency and she wonders why i never tell her shit #it's because i need to do everything behind her back to be happy and even then i feel guilty about it #idk how many times i have to argue with her on this before she fucking gets it