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freyadragonlord · 2 months
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TWSA having chapters dedicated to 81st Round Yoo Joonghyuk teaching his teammates (but mostly Kim Namwoon) how to survive, chapters written specifically so that Dokja could learn how to survive on his own.
Lee Hakhyun realizing this as he reads those same chapters, while also learning how to survive on his own, and feeling closer to being Dokja than he ever felt so far.
Don't talk to me I'm emotional.
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wyrdle · 1 year
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I have so so so many WIPs you have no idea. Lord give me the time and energy to finish it all. Here’s a bunch of sneaky peeks
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crazykuroneko · 6 months
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IWTV S2 is wrapping up soon, and the actors have started to say their goodbyes one by one ❤️
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momentarysilence · 3 months
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an elephant never forgets!
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Tenderness between older queer people in any piece of media is my fucking kryptonite. Like how am I supposed to just continue with my life when two 50yo gays were allowed to be kind and vulnerable and loving with each other on my screen mere minutes ago?
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darkanddirtyknb · 4 months
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Important Notice
I want to give a warm hello to all of my beautiful like-minded freaks, creeps, and horny little toads. We have had quite the journey together. It's hard to believe I started my blog and Patreon so long ago. Sometimes it's painful to reflect on because I was in a much better place when I started my blog. But we learn to live with the hand we receive in life, and that's what I'm doing. Which brings me to the reason I'm posting this today. This has been a long time coming, and I suppose I've been putting it off because I haven't wanted to admit it to myself. I've been in such a period of stasis. But I kept trying to convince myself that I could return to how I used to be—putting out content like the wind, writing commissions, having deep discussions and long conversations with my supporters, and so on. But the truth is, I just can't do it anymore. My body has taken a toll on me, and my fire has burned out. My physical health (and sometimes mental) has taken its course, and this is the path I have no choice but to follow. However, despite the war I'm waging with my body, there is good news. I won my disability claim. I'm not making much, but it's enough that I can support myself monetarily. So, I will be closing my Patreon. I'll also no longer be writing commissions for the foreseeable future. I've been delaying this part of my announcement because I hate letting people down. My Patreon aside, I made a lot of promises to people that I couldn't keep. For that, I'm sorry. I never accepted any money for work I didn't start, so I owe no one anything in a monetary way. But I will be letting people down, and that truly bothers me. If you were in line for a story, I give you my sincerest apologies from the bottom of my heart. If you feel like I let you down in any way, I'm sorry for that too. That said, to be fair, I didn't know this was going to happen to me. I hold no control over the turns my health takes, and if I could change it, I would. I will still post from time to time. I'm not giving up on writing. But what once took me one to two days now takes me weeks, sometimes months to finish. I will still be around, and I will still engage with my followers. I'm not disappearing. My health may have won this round, but I won't let it take me down. I've come too far to give up what I love. I actually have a very detailed story in the works, and come hell or high water, I will finish it. I want to thank everyone who has stuck by my side. To everyone who has supported me, shared talks with me, read my works, liked my stories, and left comments—thank you. These things have helped me through some of my darkest hours. As for my Patrons, hopefully, by closing my account this month, you'll be able to have some extra money after the holidays. I want to give a special thank you to you. You kept me afloat by helping me pay for necessities like my medication, food, gas for medical appointments, and more. Without you, I truly don't know how I would have reached this point in my life. I hope there are no hard feelings. I'm doing what I need to for myself, but also, what I feel is best. If I get a second wind, I might write those stories still jotted down on my whiteboard. You never know. Lastly, I want to share another piece of good news. My parents surprised me with a new friend. I will post pictures of her below. Her name is Luna. (Not after Luna Lovegood, but our Lord and Savior, The Moon.) She has certainly kept me on my toes, and I'm not sure she's been the best thing when it comes to my disabilities, considering I can barely keep up with her. But I'm in love, and I know that ultimately, she'll be well worth the hassle—which she most definitely is right now. She's a right pain in the ass. I'm pretty sure she's a quarter Gremlin, a quarter Audrey 2, and two-quarters Piranha. I'm sending all my love to everyone. I hope you have a wonderful holiday season. If you have any questions or just want to shoot me a message please don't hesitate. Please take care of yourselves. It's dangerous business out there. Much love, Kai
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shroombies · 11 months
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I miss Technoblade
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dinnerthing · 1 year
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JINDAY #1 ⤳ The Astronaut era
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nixrya · 6 months
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So, Loki watchers, how we feeling after a week
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dollelujah · 2 months
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I thought about it and openly queer content from monster high is good in general, it's cowardly it's happening in G1 almost 10 years after it's discontinuation and I'm not really jumping for joy about it. It feels performative, like a corporate sponsor at pride
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jihef03 · 2 years
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Biggest gripe against the animated adaptation is the absence of these, like *how* could you leave this out ??!!
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gentlelimerence · 1 year
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How special to have a memory that is triggered by a scent, a song, a subtle change in the wind.
How powerless the realization we cannot control when they emerge and how ruthless they hit.
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tolltale · 2 years
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ANYWAYS you know the scene where young woo tells jung myeongseok that seeing him act the way he did when he was talking to the abbot was worth all the work he did even if he did end up with a possibly terminal illness because of it. and at first he sort of dismisses it as her not realizing the gravity of it (like when she nonchalantly informs him of the odds of his survival) but then he asks her again if she means it and she is so CONVINCED of it. it's just her opinion. and he starts to think about it. because you can tell since his diagnosis he started to wonder if all the time he put into his work was totally wasted and his wife was right and the cancer is the natural consequence of his bad choices. but young woo says, even so, even if it is like that, look at what you do for people! you were amazing! Totally Worth It. and like at the end of the episode watching his team helping the owner of the restaurant the exact same way he did for the monk He Gets it
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keldae · 8 months
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I'm sitting in Dublin Airport, waiting for my flight back home. And I am NOT happy about it.
I'm looking forward to my own bed, and baby nephew snuggles on demand, and UNpacking, and not living out of a carry-on suitcase, and being a hermit all weekend while I try to get over jet lag, and being able to do laundry in something other than the bathroom sink. But I already miss Ireland and I'm still in the country for the next couple of hours!
I'll definitely need to come back here. These past two weeks may have been the best two weeks of my life. It was such a great trip! I keep saying my next trip will be to Scotland to find my ancestors on Dad's side of the family, but I'll definitely return to Ireland one day. 💚
(Is 11:20 too early for a pint of Guinness? Screw it, I'm doing it.)
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hairmetal666 · 1 year
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Uh oh, I can't stop thinking about a Steddie Fleabag AU with Fleabag!Eddie and HotPriest!Steve (cw// drug and alcohol abuse, angst, no happy ending)
Like, Eddie's a total mess; drinking too much, high all the time, totally floundering. And the Party and the Corroded Coffin guys, they try to help, but Eddie's too far gone, working hard on alienating all the people who care about him.
On the upswing of his spiral, he reconnects with Steve Harrington, somehow a Catholic priest, which is mind-boggling, but wtf does Eddie know about King Steve post-high school? Or at any time, honestly? They start hanging out, shooting the shit, becoming friends, whatever. Steve is a good listener--maybe it's the priest thing--but he knows just when to push, when to back off, and he makes Eddie feel better. Makes Eddie feel seen in a way he's not sure anyone else ever has. It doesn't take long for Eddie to start having feelings, and if that isn't just the icing on the cake of his shitty existence. Falling for a straight dude who is also a fucking priest? Of all the luck.
Steve comes over after Eddie's had a shitty day. They hangout, put on a movie, have a few beers. It's a normal night, two dudes kicking back, total bros, until Steve tries to kiss him. Eddie is the one to move away, shocking himself. He's never been one to turn down sex, and this time it's with the hottest dude in the known universe? Plus, it does something to Eddie, Steve wanting to break his vows with him, but he doesn't actually want it like this. When they've been drinking, when he's had a bad day, when they're both vulnerable.
He waits a bit before showing up at Steve's church for confession. He knows he shouldn't; it's a stupid idea, but he can't stay away. He enters the booth, knows Steve is on the other side of the thin wood, starts talking. Admits he's doing this all wrong; isn't Catholic, doesn't know the words. Eddie tells all the terrible things he's done that brought him here, to this moment, to Steve. Ends it by sharing that he's falling for a guy he absolutely can't have, but he can't stop wanting.
Steve doesn't respond, and Eddie gets scared, knows he fucked up. But then the screen to the booth is opening, and Steve is there, sinking to his knees at Eddie's feet. They're kissing before Eddie has time to process, and now that it's happening wild horses dragging him away couldn't make him stop kissing Steve Harrington.
Steve takes him to bed, and there's no hesitation, no fear. Instead, Steve looks at Eddie with reverence, adoration, love, and Eddie is so, so fucked. There's no remorse, after. He rests his head on Steve's chest, as the priest explains what lead him from high school lothario to the seminary; all the regret and mistakes and fucked up shit that led Steve to the one place he found unconditional love. Eddie doesn't ask what comes next, for them, but allows himself a sliver of hope.
In the morning, Steve is all business when he tells Eddie he should go, and Eddie does, but leaves his heart crumbled in Steve's gentle hands.
He doesn't seek Steve out for a full week before he finds himself outside the church again. He's too scared to go in, just sits on a wooden bench outside, smoking one of the few cigarettes he allows himself. He takes a drag, closes his eyes, leans his head back, and when he opens them, Steve is taking a seat next to him. They share the cigarette in silence until Eddie says, "I love you."
Steve takes a drag, exhales, says, "It'll pass," with the smallest saddest smile. He lifts the cigarette back to his lips, quiet, but he puts a hand on top of Eddie's, squeezing. They lean into each other's orbit, foreheads almost touching, but then Steve is standing, walking away.
"See you on Sunday?" He quips. "Just kidding, you're never allowed in my church again." His eyes are wet.
Eddie waits for him to walk away, but he doesn't, not at first. He swallows, mouth opening and closing a few times before he says, "I love you too." He gives Eddie one last sad smile, before walking back towards the church.
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acewithapaintbrush · 1 year
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I have outlined the epilogue for "A Place for Crows" and since it's not gonna be a long chapter it shouldn't take too long now.
Can't believe it's ending...
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