#it’s the degen in me

[doctordiscosbignaturals]

current ripping up the floorboards with my teeth

#emmerdale farm (1972) #frazer hines #i’m sorry i think he’s hot #sue me #the black eye makes him look hotter there i said it #it’s the degen in me #anyways #don’t ask my why i find him so attractive #idk why #but what i do know is im going to invent a time machine for the soul purpose of going back to 1972 with one goal in mind

[beescake]

back in the day we had pantskat

now we have sagg sollux

#homestuck #hs2 tag #sollux captor #karkat vantas #solkat #sol's still blind but pls suspend disbelief for the sake of cursed pants meta #the contrasting parallels in fan reaction upon each reveal may have amused me more than it deserves #i wasnt there but. i think the general consensus is that pantskat = cute/funny and sagging sol = cool?? hot?? degen????🧍 #lore extended: karkat briefs sollux boxers ????? #vioart #2023 #listen there are very clearly deeply rooted psychological reasonings behind their preferred choice of trouser orientation alright...... #we all see it even if we cant explain it.......

[uncanny-tranny]

At this point, talks about "mutilated bodies" tell me everything I need to know about people's politics. I truly don't believe you can combine the idea of mutilated or degenerate bodies with anything even slightly progressive in terms of autonomy. If you believe yourself to be progressive or anything left of an unapologetic fascist, you frankly cannot truly entertain the idea that some bodies and people are inherently mutilated or degenerate. It is an inherently fascist idea.

#politics #things like this make me almost lose some faith in people #because that is a FUNDAMENTALLY reactionary conservative or even fascist mindset #hate hate hate when 'progressives' want to redeem degenerative theory and imply it can be part of their worldview #and too often the 'mutilated body' refers to women/trans people/PoC even/disabled people... #...wonder why that is! it can't be because those ideas are FUNDAMENTALLY reactionary (sarcasm) #i know i've talked about 'degenerative theory' and its fascist roots before but this shit still goes largely unchallenged imo #you cannot be an anti-fascist fascist. i don't want to see these viewpoints given a platform in so-called 'progressive' spaces #(and too often the 'mutilated bodies' refers to jews too - addendum that is important to add) #ask to tag (genuine) #fascism tw #anti fascism #anti facist

[tangledinink]

TMNT: Stabilize [ part one ]

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#fuck it we ball #see i told yall fifteen pages was reasonable #tmnt stabilize #tmnt iteration #tmnt fan comic #tmnt fan iteration #tmnt comics #blood #blood and injury #self harm #psychosis #kinda sorta #thats the closest thing i figure i can put that'll work as a cw tag i think? #chronic illness #y'all know im always trying to find new ones to torment turtles #this guy has got kinda dark themes #degenerative illness and kids taking care of themselves and medical shit and all that jazz #and daddy splinter being mentally not there for at least some of the time #part of me is like shouldnt we wait until its not two am to post this #shouldnt we wait for a better time #but then im like #the most well received tmnt comic uve made yet u posted at 4 am the moment you finished it #so why not #fuck it #lesgo #fidgetwing #tmnt

[obsessedwithgale]

Loving you is heavy on my mind now

#nsft #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #gale x tav #act 3 #I warned you in my post before #I even post it here instead of my main #ME BEING A DEGEN #also Gale favors being top/dom and you cannot convince me otherwise #this man has safewords and safe signs and then brings you to heaven and back #aftercare is lovely

[buncoreclown]

OMG Laios' pregnancy cravings would be INSANE from living off of monster for so long aksj... Falin would hunt down anything for him if she was the one that knocked him up. Chilchuck would be annoyed but god he'd dealt with pregnancy cravings before so he can't help but cave especially when Laios looks at him with those eyes. Senshi would absolutely make him the best meals. Anyways that boy needs to be filled and bred and then treated like the princess he is 😌

#toudencest #laifali #chilaios #laisen #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #proship #please just block me #if you don't want to see my degen posts #laios touden #falin touden #chilchuk tims #senshi

[catscidr]

im sorry i know i should be writing reqs but i just can’t stop thinking about slightly creepy office au coworker dottore...... im horn

you have a boring 9-5 job, trying to find joy in the mundane, else you go crazy. waking up to birds chirping outside of your bedroom window, the tasty to-go coffee and breakfast sandwich you always get in the morning, and your coworker greeting your still-sleepy self when you step into the office. always one to gossip, she’d motion for you to hurry up and sit at your cubicle so she can gush about whatever rumor was currently roaming the building. 

“have you seen zandik lately? his temper is worse than usual! think he just got broken up with or something? honestly, i see why his partner would call things off, it seems like he’s always prioritizing work over people...” you take a long sip of your coffee, relishing in the newfound energy that flooded your system. it takes you a minute to process your coworker’s claim. 

“how do you know he was even in a relationship in the first place?” you ask, scoffing in amusement at how fast her brain seemed to work; it was almost impressive, really. “well, he’s handsome, for one. and he’s loaded! i don’t understand how he can afford such a nice car with a salary like ours,” she sulks as she finishes her rambling. you take the opportunity to finish your food, setting your half-empty cup down to start prepping your workspace. 

“inheritance? or he’s crazy good at managing money,” you suggest. just as you thought your coworker was about to drop the topic, she perks up and slams her hand on her desk a tad bit too loudly. “oh! or maybe he works a second job? y’know, the cost of living is getting pretty high, so maybe he has a 5-9 on top of working here!” 

someone shoots her a look that says “it’s still early, lower your voice”, and she grins at them awkwardly before turning to look at you with a smile that rivals someone that just uncovered the cure to a deadly disease. 

you pause your typing, fingertips resting idly on the mechanical keyboard. “why do you care about what he’s up to, anyways? usually you avoid talking about zandik or any of the higher-ups because you know they’ll probably get us in trouble,” you point out, your shoulder getting hit as soon as the words leave your mouth. giggling lightly at how dramatic her reaction was, you turn your attention from your computer to your coworker. you’re met with a petrified expression and uncomfortable body language along with the lack of natural light behind you. 

“and why, pray tell, are we gossiping about my foul mood?” someone says from behind you, though you could recognize its owner anywhere. your blood runs cold— the warmth from your morning coffee having vanished from your body, not a single trace left in the presence of the office’s most intimidating employee (arguably). your coworker flashes him a wide, albeit shaky smile, and shakes her head a bit too quickly for it to be considered normal. 

“n-not gossiping! we’re just concerned for your health! right?” she says your name, nudging your foot from underneath the desk. you don’t have time to decide whether you want to detach yourself from your predicament or to go along with her bullshit because zandik bends down to your level, flashing a smile that doesn’t quite reach his dull eyes as he speaks for you. “then avoid spreading rumors about my personal life, it gives me a headache,” he murmurs quietly.  

you’d catch the unspoken threat in his voice if you weren’t so flustered. he was so close you could smell his cologne— musky sandalwood that made your head spin, losing whatever train of thought you had just seconds ago. “s-sorry,” you’re the one that apologizes since your coworker was frozen in fear, looking more like a deer facing headlights than an office worker. 

zandik’s lips stretch wider, vermillion eyes narrowing at her before flickering over to you. you immediately look away, suddenly now noticing the sheer lack of space between you two. if what you were doing before was unprofessional, then this was beating it by a landslide. although you couldn't help but wish that he bent down to your level more often. though, at the same time, he looked good looking down at you…

he stays like this for a few more uncomfortable seconds before straightening his back and walking away, no words spoken between the three of you. your coworker exhales a breath she had been holding in, and turns to face her desk in silence. 

you're left with a rapidly beating heart and the need to take a bathroom break even though you just clocked in not even ten minutes ago.

#୧ ‧₊˚rambling! #dottore office au #might start dumping my brainrot thoughts and not bother turning them into fully fleshed out fics sometimes #because idk sometimes a gal js doesnt feel like putting that much effort #would rather put effort into requests and my dottore fic LOL #anyways i was thinking of applying for an office job and then i jjust started thinking about dottore ?????????/ #like fuck i actually need him. so bad #need him in a suit. like r u kiddign me. #i wanted to turn this into smut but i got flustered at the end im sry im a degen in theory but not in practice im a coward im SORRY!!!! #dottore x reader #genshin x reader #dottore x you #genshin x you #୧ ‧₊˚cat's work!

[thepromiscuousfinger]

#LOL ME #Nite owl degen hours

[thegreatyin]

i don't put it lightly when i say these are the best arknights manga panels ever

#the kjerag manga really won me over on silverash degen and gnosis' dynamic #yin-thoughts #arknights #they feel like they'd conspire in a corner together and silverash would go 'kill that guy' and then gnosis would struggle to lift a chair #i love them and their evil mlm and epic wlw solidarity

[sp-aarks]

A cropped version of Ocelot that I did as gift art for a friend

If you’re interested in seeing the full version you can send me a message or follow me on bluesky: @sp-aarks.bsky.social

#I've had two posts flagged and taken down today so I'm feeling a little f r a g i l e #and tbh a little let down by this site #anyway apparently this was too pervy for prudy tumblr #so follow me on bluesky where I can post my degen art in all it's glory the way I intended #mgs #metal gear solid #ocelot #major ocelot #revolver ocelot #my art

[thedisablednaturalist]

Me: i don't need someone to help me bathe

Me: *hasn't showered for a week because it's too painful/too much energy

#wrenfea.exe #chronic disability #chronic pain #spoonie #fibromyalgia #disability #degenerative disc disease #spinal deformities #chronic illness #im worried that bc i can walk they wont approve me #ive been relying on dry shampoo and wet wipes

[russkayas]

hey was no one gonna tell me about the moment when thirteen shows up and tells house “the prodigal daughter has returned” or was i just supposed to find out about that myself 😭

#the parallel with that moment where chase comes back and house says ‘the prodigal son has returned’ and hugs him #i have brainworms about these characters #that one post that says chase and thirteen are the ducklings most like children to house and they both followed in his footsteps #chase becomes dept head #thirteen disappears to run away with her gay lover while one of them is slowly dying of a chronic degenerative condition #so fucking unfair that this dumb show that ended more than ten years ago gives me FEELINGS #hate crimes md #house md #remy thirteen hadley #anya shush

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Thinking about the complexities of a "losing your magic" story in a DnD (and similar) scenerio because what it means completly depends of your class. Because while not everyone is born with magic, everyone can have it.

How for a sorcerer losing their magic is genuinally about losing a part of themselfs, to suddently not being able to do something they always did. Losing your magic is like sudently losing a limb or one of your senses. And how besides being always theirs, their magic is ancestral how it can mean losing a connection with a part of their family history.

How for paladins is about morals. About breaking their vows whatever they are, dealing with the fact that they changed or maybe that morals were always way more complicated than they thought they were. (The Oathbreaker subclass changes things but I think it can work if Oathbreaker is one of the ways to embrace the emotional conflict that took your magic). Is almost phylosofical. Is the what makes Thor worthy?

How for druids, clerics and warlocks are different levels of losing a connection. For druids is with nature, with a force beyond their comprehension but that became a part of you for so long and who are you without this feeling? For warlocks is so many things, is losing a boss, a friend, is the price of freedom, is the loss of whatever you had with the sentient being that gave you powers. And for clerics is a mix, is about if their gods are feelings like nature or beings that talk to them, but whatever it is, for clerics, for clerics is a lack of faith. Is about what happens when you doubt your god, when you can't belive it or in it. Is also about what happens when your god doesn't belive in you.

For bards and mages is the loss of a skill. The bards might have the loss of their playing or voice but even if not, even if is just the magic that is gone, well they, just like the mages, studied hard to be abble to do magic. If for a sorcerer is like losing a limb, for them is like waking up in the morning and noticing your accent changed or that you don't speak a language you once did anymore, is trying to ride the same bicycle you used to go to work everyday and noticing you just doesn't know how.

#now since i'm listening to rqg #i need need to point out #that it started with me thinking aboug rqg wilde #and the differences between hamid's fear of losing magic and wilde's actual reality after losing his #and after getting it #thinking about how rq wilde speaks with a posh british accent #not a hint of the irish he had to have had #and thinking about how trying to do prestigiditagion and failing for him is actually similar to the day he realized it #the day he noticed his thoughts were not in irish gaelic anymore #also a thing hamid and him can totally bound about because hamid also lost his cairo accent #rqg #rusty quill gaming #dnd #pathfinder #ttrpg #loss of magic #in a less this specific podcast does degenerative disorders like dementia and Alzheimer affect bardic and mages magic? #does amnesia affect their spells? #are they muscle memory? #is some of them muscle memory and some not?

[chronic--experiences]

After years of putting it off, I finally got my first cane.

Definitely having mixed feelings about it. I’m worried about judgement coming from people who have seen me move around without a cane, and people claiming that I’m faking a disability because I’m young.

At the same time it’s such a relief to have something that provides me with more stability while moving around. My left leg has gotten so weak and I’m constantly scared of falling after my leg has given out multiple times (once on a flight of stairs)

I’ve got great friends who are super supportive of me finally getting a mobility aid and are willing to fight anyone who looks at me funny, but it’s definitely going to get some taking used to.

#shout out to my doctor for also supporting this and giving me a script for one #I’m honestly just hoping that this will allow me to regain even a little more control in my life #on the verge of sobbing most days that a college student in too much pain to even walk around campus #chronic illness #chronic pain #young disabled #disabled #sciatica #degenerative disc disease #spinal stenosis #spinal epidural lipomatosis #herniateddisc #muscle weakness #joint pain #joint problems #cane user #mobility aid

[after-witch]

Not the anon who brought it up, but imagine the psychological horror of the reader waking up from a “nen procedure” chrollo did on their eyes, only to feel like somethings off every time they stare in the mirror. They can’t even look at their own face without a deep sense of wrongness and confusion. And then to have chrollo eventually reveal that the eyes in their head aren’t even their own. A part of them was removed and replaced without their consent. Chrollo + body horror was not something I knew I needed.

Ahh, that's a very interesting and intriguing concept. I can see it, really, the reader looking at their face just... wondering what is different. Something is different. Why do they feel, whenever they glance at the mirror, in a puddle, in the shimmery car window, that they something is amiss?

It makes me think of various horror films & books that have a similar concept, where someone gets donated eyes, and then they experience something via the other person's eyes. Like who murdered them or somesuch.

Not being informed about what he's doing to their body is horribly scary.

Something a lot less dramatic happened to me once--as a kid I was told I was getting a dental procedure but it wasn't explained to me that this dental procedure involved pulling some of my teeth out until it was already happening and it was just... scary, sense of betrayal, total loss of control.

Overall, the idea of not being told what is really happening is definitely squirm-inducing. Especially with your eyes.

#I'm at risk for degenerative eye disease so eye horror just... terrifies me but pulls me in too

[snowangeldotmp3]

you know what i really want to see more of? visually impaired steve. i see hoh steve all the time and that's fine, but as many times as he's been hit in the head...plus the fact that his left eye can never catch a break (s1 fight with jonathan, s3 with the russians) but there's no way that it hasn't permanently fucked with his vision. that occipital lobe has taken damage, i know it. steve's vision rapidly declining, or hell, maybe even temporarily blind. just, visually impaired steve. please.

#this post was brought to you by someone who has a degenerative eye disease #i wrote this while i was supposed to be working on my hoh nancy post #steve harrington #stranger things #IF ANYONE HAS ANY FICS WHERE STEVE CAN'T SEE....send them to me.