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awesomefringey · 2 months
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anticonspiracist · 1 year
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I can't understand one thing. You have made this blog dedicated entirely to larries and their theories. You study their posts, their thoughts, you interpret their opinions according to your own perspective, then you tell everyone how according to your perspective their opinions and theories are wrong. You keep an constant eye on larries, you try to understand what they are doing and why they are doing it, you are really putting up time and effort to understand the actions of a particular group of people (I don't want to call this obsession but that's what it seems to be).
You do everything you can and spend time on larries. You think what you see according to your perspective is totally correct and nothing else than that can be correct. Your opinion is the ultimate truth according to you. You do not question anything that appears at the surface and neither you want anyone to question anything. But are you really sure what you think is the ultimate truth. I mean I can't understand that if you think that you are absolutely correct and nothing can deter your beliefs then why are you afraid of people who actually wants to talk to you. You do not post ask that comes across as threat to your theories and people might see other side of things. You just conveniently pick lines up that will support your beliefs and you answer them and if someone reblog your posts and question your beliefs publicly you just block them. @back-to-louis did the same thing. I witnessed that.
After seeing all this you really think picking certain things up done by larries, then manipulating the whole thing, and presenting it to people set in accordance to your perspective is really being an anti conspiracist? This really seems to me like you are just entertaining yourself and seeking attention and you think you are special and different and just because you are against a popular belief. Like what kids do in school. They try to do something different then other kids so that they can seek attention and they can be termed as "special" , "different". You obsession is really very insensitive. I think you might belong to that anti group who can do anything to make larries vanish. The type of antis who abused FIMQ, the type of anti who called Louis and said I hope you die, I hope your son dies (it was a solo harrie and an anti). I really think you need to get​ over this obsession. Get help of you want. It's ok to seek help. This dense hatred towards a particular group of fandom is not healthy. Just think about this.
against my better judgment, i'm responding to this.
you clearly don't understand the field of psychology. that entire area of study is about trying to understand why human beings act the way they do. ???? should every psychologist "seek help"? SORRY for being interested in conspiracism, i guess i'll stop because it hurts your feelings when i say your beliefs are wrong??
(larries don't have theories, btw. theories are falsifiable and scientific. larrie beliefs are unfalsifiable and mimic religious beliefs so. no.)
as for the allegation that i'm the type of anti who abused ellie aka freddiesmyqueen? FUCK YOU. i was actually around when she made that fucking horrible video and i spoke out against her alleged doxxing WHEN IT HAPPENED. shows just how much YOU know, doesn't it?
if you don't even know the VERY BASICS about what i've done on this blog and on shit-larries-say before that, why do you feel like you should send me an ask like this? why do you feel qualified to explain my behavior? you just wanted to create an easy-to-hate enemy so you made up a bunch of shit to make yourself feel better.
tell me, what motivates you to write something like this? could it be the discomfort that comes from seeing information that contradicts your belief? you have to resolve that discomfort so you do the easy thing, which is explain away the disconfirming information? (it'd actually take some effort and introspection to truly wrestle with the implications of louis tomlinson actually being a father, wouldn't it?)
but oh, that's right, i'm just "obsessed." uh huh. so are all these researchers, right?
grow the fuck up and get to school.
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amateurd18 · 1 year
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Hii Ami!! Secret Santa here!! Hope your Saturday treated you well!! ✨
IKR!! Being in this fandom for as long as the boys have been together, practically, is both shocking yet kinda cool!! I feel like I’m a veteran in this fandom, even though I’m only 23 lol. I also love seeing all the other veteran fans that are much older than the quote “target demographic” for the boys current age group of fans!! It’s like having an older sibling who also was there throughout the entire fandom experience!!
Are you talking about freddieismyqueen?! That person is a true figure when it comes to learning about the history of larrie lol!! I miss them dearly!! It still bothers me that the internet did what they did to them to make the have to get off the internet the way they did!! They were doing gods work and we, as a fandom, can never thank them enough for their service!! Their videos also helped me realize that “hey, there’s definitely something going on between these two, huh?”
I became a larrie around the same time I joined the fandom, not even like a couple of months later!! Around the same time I got into reading fan fiction, I remember being recommended Louis/Harry fics. At the time, I thought “oh, that’s cool!! I can see why people would make fanfiction about them!!” A little later, I would notice videos on YouTube labeled “larry proofs.” As curious as I was at the time, I looked into it. And now I’m here lol. It was just the way they looked/acted around each other in the early days of the band. I just felt something in my gut that screamed there was something going on that we couldn’t see; it’s very much like the quote that reads “Seeing is believing!! But sometimes the most believable things in the world are the things we can’t see.” And that’s kinda how I felt about them.
I would say the most relevant ships I have are Larry (of course), Nick and Charlie from Heartstopper, Wilhelm and Simon from Young Royals, Alec and Magnus from Shadowhunters (back when the show was still running). I’d say those are the ones I actively do keep up with when I get the chance to! I watch other shows that have their ships, but I wouldn’t say I pay too much attention to them! It’s very much just a mutual appreciation for them, if that made sense lol. I’d ask the same to you: do you have any other ships/fandoms that you are a part of? 🎄✨
Hellooo! I'm with you, i love how diverse the people in this fandom are.
I was not thinking of fimq, even though they were amazing as well. It was someone before them, who's name I am completely blanking ok atm. I think it was 2-3 videos, and one had Miley Cyrus' when i look at you as part of the music they'd used. Why i remember that and not their name is a mystery to me as well.
Ooh i love Nick and Charlie, though I'm yet to read the books. Young royals is on my list to watch, but everything i know about malec is from Tumblr gifs lolol. My other ships are all from the hp fandom. I read a lot of the pairings there, so no specifics, but I'm a sucker for happy endings and fix its, so as long as i get that, I'm a happy kid.
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ificouldflymp3 · 3 years
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Hii sorry I know it's random but I can only think of asking you because you're friends with fimq.. You can answer this in tags in case you don't want to bring discussion from others. It's just, I wanna make sure, I believe when fimq got attacked after the otb video, they tweeted something like apology note right? And deleted it? I'm just trying to make sure because I remember I saw it but I can't find the tweets (or screenshot or pic) anywhere.. It's just that fans on Twitter are spreading things like fimq went online and deleted one of their tweets (and somehow makes people think something big is coming), but idgi people believe it when we don't even know which tweet that's deleted. But for some reason it just reminds me that fimq deleted the otb apology (?) tweet, that's why I wanna make sure since I can't find the proof.
Hi!
I asked her because that didn’t ring a bell for me. She answered and to clarify: she never deleted any tweet. She never posted an apology note/tweet to begin with, because there wasn’t anything wrong with the video. So you’re mistaken about that.
Now in my opinion, people speculating about stuff concerning her might be a bit waste of time. She’ll come back if she wants to, but tbh fandom isn’t very much fun right now so I wouldn’t if I were her. But I get that people are missing her and hope for her to return soon 💙
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louwt · 6 years
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. louis rant
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saintqueer · 3 years
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About the rad louies and stuff. I am a larrie, I love H&L but I wasn't expecting this level of stunting from Harry at this point and it makes me sad. This is kind of a cry for help because the last think I want is to think bad about Harry, but sometines I'm genuinely concerned... would he give up all of his creative ambitions just to be with him? I hate the ladies man he is trying to sell AGAIN, and many harries, larries, directioners don't like it either, so Harry WHY? :( Please don't be mad
hey babyyy,
i'm not mad! i don't blame you for being sad and confused. i'm not a discourse blog and i don't plan to become one (despite my last few posts, sorry!) but i want to answer this because this is such a hard time in the fandom and we could all use some comfort.
it's fair to say none of us were expecting this level of stunting after 2019 and 2020. but i think it is important to emphasize that just because he is no longer as tightly controlled as he was as a teenager, does not mean he likes stunting. this stunt was not his idea. he was not sitting in a board room going "hey guys what if i make out with olivia on a yacht, that'd be so fun!" he is a closeted gay man who has to do some ridiculous stuff to maintain his closet and to be successful in the music industry and now hollywood.
now, you say you "hate the ladies man he is trying to sell again." i want to be very clear here, he, himself, is not and never has tried to sell this. this image was pushed upon him incessantly at the tender age of 16 (when he was a LITERAL child) and he was buried deep in that image by 1d's team and the tabloid media for eight years straight. while in 1d he pushed back on this image as much as he possibly could. he hates this image and he had no choice in it. just listen to Don't Let Me Go, listen to Something Great, listen to Two Ghosts, and if you need further reassurance of something recent: listen to Falling!!!!! watch the Falling music video! what do you think he is talking about when he says "what if i'm someone i don't want around?" the image of "the drink in my wandering hands." i see Harry far more in his music than i do in his pap pictures or than i do in HSHQ. i cannot picture someone writing those songs who is not incredibly self-aware, good intentioned, and deeply deeply loving.
yes, we hate this stunt. yes, it is bringing back some of the narrative that haunted us during 1d of the womanizer. yes, we are all slightly confused as to why he agreed to it after what looked like a serious image rebranding in 2019. we do NOT have the answers. i simply don't know, anon. BUT i am not going to start questioning who Harry is and how he wishes to be seen. and, honestly, that takes some faith right now. especially after yachtgate 2.0. but i am happy to say it is not blind faith because Harry is still Harry. i am going to pull out the big guns and attach fimq's video "The Womanizer." perspective is important and it hasn't been a very long time in the grand scheme of things since fimq made this video. re-watch this or watch it for the first time and tell me who the real Harry is:
i think it's easier to vilify harry for rads because 1) his uber success and 2) he distanced himself very purposefully once the band went on hiatus. i highly suspect harry did so for his mental health and likely after working through some serious trauma in therapy. it's easier to think someone's a villain when you rely on tabloid fodder. i don't believe tabloid fodder about louis, so why would i about harry? just because i have less access to him, doesn't mean he's now a different person from the one i've grown to know.
harry's success means all the stunts are in your face but louis still has a whole ass beard and child. and he talked about that child and beard during promo in 2020! i don't think he is any less brave or good because of that. so it'd be cruel to say so of harry. closeting is never the fault of the closeted person. no matter how famous and successful.
and, finally, your question of would he still give up all his creative ambitions just to be with louis referencing what i said in my post which harkened to IICF. well, i think that question is moot. i think they likely determined a long time ago, 2015 or 2016, that both of them did not want the other to give up their ambitions for the other. and gladly so because that would not make for a very healthy or happy relationship. they decided they could stick together and still support each other's dreams; that they could survive the closeting if they had each other. it's a measure of love to say you would give up everything if they asked you too. but assuming louis loved/loves harry just as much, do you think he would even entertain the idea of allowing harry to give up on his dreams of singing, writing music, acting, being a gender-fucking fashion icon? nahhhh!!! would you let your partner do that? so to answer your question... i think harry still loves louis just as much as he did when he wrote IICF, probably even more now. do i think his ambition is a hindrance to his love for louis? no, not at all. i think louis is the biggest harrie there is, just like i think harry is the biggest louie.
okay, i think i've gone on long enough. i hope i've brought you some comfort in some way, anon. and i apologize to anyone who has to scroll past this fucking novel. but i think i needed this chat just as much as anon did. harry is a good and beautiful princess even when he is harder to access!
if you're not already all discoursed out, anon, i will leave you with two posts that i felt were helpful to my thinking recently. this post about bravery and being generous to closeted individuals. and this post about closeting and coming out. also, i hope you did watch that fimq video, it's an important reminder for all of us right now!
this is officially the end of my apparent anti-rad manifesto.
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twopoppies · 2 years
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I'm sorry but I'm new and I don't want to be rude or disrespect. But why is FIMQ so famous? Were they a fan and they were making videos? Why everyone love her so much? ( I'm just trying to learn not throw shade or anything bad )<3
Hi honey. There's nothing wrong with asking. Freddieismyqueen was a larrie who made wonderful videos (they're all downloaded here). They were clever and funny and very clearly showed how Harry and Louis were in love and what was going on behind the scenes. Her account was massive and pretty much any time you Googled either of the guys or Larry, her videos came up as recommended. So that's why she was the gateway for so many people. Harry and Louis also seemed to be just fine with her using their music in her videos (whereas often videos will be removed for copyright issues).
A few years ago a deranged anti decided to stalk and dox her. They spread rumors that she was anti-semitic, that she was "the leader" of the larries. Worst of all, found out where she lived, they knew her full name, they made it clear that they knew who her family members were – basically they scared the shit out of her and forced her to delete her videos and her accounts. Then they bragged about it like the piece of shit they are.
You can look through my FIMQ tag for more stuff, but that's the basic jist.
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bciwasinlove · 3 years
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this thing of wanting to force louis and harry's friendship with the t*ylor came from now right? or always forced this thing of being "besties"?
This is a haitus thing bc any fan mainly larries who were around in 2012 and 2013 KNOWS how much L hated H*ylor making it clear H&T weren't even friends, how much L&H celebrated the ending of H*ylor, how L&H would either laugh or be annoyed when asked if Perfect was for T, how uncomfortable H always got in solo interviews when asked if his songs were for T and know how much both L&H were annoyed that T was milking H*ylor in 2013 making herself look good [poor innocent victim] and making H look like a shitty ex bf and helped start the worst peak of H womanizer image. Maybe these newer stans who never saw FIMQ videos didn't see the one where FIMQ put the video of L at the VMAs looking up at T giving her speech giving a dig at her ex [H] and he gives her a FU look and FIMQ added the FU FU very very muchhhh song in the background.
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fimq did make videos about the babygate, but were videos mocking the situation, the crack videos.
I think this anon asks you that, because the new larries on twitter who have no idea about anything that happened in 2016, have this new theory that Ellie (FIMQ) was the one who started the babygate "theory", and I tell you "theory" because on twitter they believe that Louis is a father and that the babygate is just that, a theory
Hi anon,
Yeah I remember the crack videos, that’s why I didn’t think it counted as her making “babygate videos”. Bc she wasn’t explaining or showing “proof” or masterposts or anything like that. It was just funny snippets in the crack videos - like the bit with Louis throwing the doll off stage and screaming “it’s not real” and stuff.
For all the new larries who think FIMQ “started babygate” - click here and actually watch her videos. Lmao. That is ridiculous. 
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Anon:
fimq hizo videos sobre el babygate, pero eran videos burlándose de la situación, los videos de crack.
Creo que este anon te pregunta eso, porque los nuevos larries en twitter que no tienen idea de nada de lo que pasó en 2016, tienen esta nueva teoría de que Ellie (FIMQ) fue quien inició la "teoría" del babygate, y te digo " teoría "porque en twitter creen que Louis es padre y que el babygate es solo eso, una teoría
Hola anon,
Sí, recuerdo los videos de crack, por eso no pensé que contara como ella haciendo "videos de babygate". Porque ella no estaba explicando ni mostrando "pruebas" o publicaciones maestras ni nada por el estilo. Fueron solo fragmentos divertidos en los videos de crack, como la parte en la que Louis arroja la muñeca fuera del escenario y grita "no es real" y esas cosas.
Para todos los nuevos larries que piensan que FIMQ "inició babygate", haga clic aquí y vea sus videos. Lmao. Eso es ridículo.
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1ddiscourseoftheday · 4 years
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🎟 Wed 11 March 🍆
Only two days and already I got so spoiled, ready for live Louis content every day but guys... it's not happening yet. The next three scheduled shows are off and the ones after that are in serious doubt, this is so sad y'all. With Berlin, Paris, and almost certainly Stockholm cancelled or postponed the next date up is Amsterdam the 19th, which is unlikely to go ahead, then the UK shows. LTHQ has not given an official update, which is drawing criticism, but they are clearly scrambling on setting up for the long haul, adding three (big!) Mexico dates for November. I would guess they're hoping to come back to the European cities on the other end of the scheduled dates as well, and I hope very much they can, both because I want the Louis shows to happen and because it would mean this virus had been contained before the fall season causes a resurgence of infections.
Meanwhile here's Niall though, blithely tweeting that we should buy his tour tickets for next month! Um dude if sales are slow right now I'm thinking it's for a reason? I just don't know if it's the best time for that but you do you I guess. Anyway Late Late Show continues, last night he had a skit and played PALLOM, they seem to have got the HBWW thing back on track with today's lyric ("when did I first know? I always knew" from Black and White) getting posted nice and early, he's doing a giveaway of some of his truly excellent merch, and most exciting of all, the phone number from the NTMY video is active again! There's a song snippet on there!!!
Harry had a slew of pre-recorded interviews air all at once for the down under ticket releases. Apparently his brief flirtation with candor is over and he's back to normal: asked what Cherry is about he hems and haws at great incomprehensible length before finally saying "I try not to kind of explain too much you know." Well that's certainly true but he's happier to talk about (and show off) his Safe Sex shirt. That interviewer, who obviously knew what was up, spotted the tiniest sliver of it and said so that's a Keith Haring shirt huh? Harry's response was only ahh yes it umm says safe sex on it but he did take the opportunity to fully bare the graphic picture of two men jerking each other off for the television viewing audience. Others disagree but to me his face says that he had not planned on that call out or on getting those cartoon dicks out in the interview but he sure did go right ahead and do that!
W magazine posted about the jewellery 'campaign' featuring Zayn (and only Zayn) that was sent to the press yesterday to say "In a way, the real star is Gigi Hadid!" because Zayn, like, has a tattoo that's visible in like one of the pictures that's for her? Lolllllll very subtle my dudes I'm sure wow. As I said before about this 'campaign,' major Hadid shenanigans afoot! I love how Zayn's patented do-nothing-but-still-get-a-headline trick is now being expanded so neither him OR Gigi are doing anything! A true inspiration to anti-work anti-capitalists everywhere!
FIMQ has set her accounts to private after being doxxed. The person responsible for the premeditated attack (please shut the hell up about the made up pretext, it was completely fabricated as was made very clear by the attacker) bragged about getting away with literally attempting to ruin someone's actual real life because they posted things they didn't like about a couple celebrities. There is NO excuse for this! A headcanon disagreement or made up idea of what two rich white men think about what's happening in our online fan communities (hint: they don't really care that much except insofar as they need to for business reasons) is NEVER a justification to bully, harass, or threaten, what the FUCK is wrong with anyone who thinks this is somehow okay? Doxxing is a serious and terrifying abusive violation and threat. We use this as a defense against rapists and Nazis and other aggressors if necessary, we do not doxx people for making fan content you utter fucking monsters. I'm eyeing the grown ass adults out there making excuses for this behavior because they also think that a couple pop stars aren't together or are straight REAL FUCKING HARD TODAY. (To say nothing of the unbelievable homophobia of thinking being wrongly called gay is such a terrible thing but we won't talk about that...)
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larrymasterpost · 4 years
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harry is gay
disclaimer!! i use gay as a general inclusive term, this doesn’t mean i see no possibility of harry being bi or falling somewhere else in the lgbt umbrella. for convenience only i’m going to use the word gay
medicine - the lost HS1 track
when i was not yet in the fandom, news made the rounds that harry came out in a song: and he basically did. the song was not on his album and we only have live versions of it, but the lyrics are “the boys and the girls are in/ i mess around with him/ and i’m okay with it”. pretty obvious if i do say so myself. there are some people who claim they hear “them” instead of “him” but either way it’s definitely not only girls (bonus: the rest of the song is a thinly veiled metaphor for s*cking d*ck and i don’t know how to feel about it)
harry styles live on tour
harry’s solo tour gave us a collection of amazing gay moments, including but not limited to a pride flag being waved on stage every single show. highlights include:
-sign: “i’m gay and i love you!” harry: “i love you as well. i mean we’re all a little bit gay”
-ugh whatever just look at the fimq video and transcribe a few of those
rainbows everywhere
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guitar? check
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mug? check
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instagram post? check (posted after the orlando attack)
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pin? check
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merch that he wears himself? check
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“i study rainbows” was a tweet he made and fans made a bracelet so rainbow bracelet? check
gay jokes and comments
- “what do you look like in a girl” liam: “female” harry: “not that important”
- (planning to spread rumours about niall’s relationships) liam: “let’s go a man!” niall: “don’t go a man” harry: “hey, don’t knock it till you try it”
heart rate rising when he sees ryan gosling 
baby harry fucking up and using either “them” or “him” (i hear “him” but either way it doesn’t matter) when asked to describe his perfect date (this is a trend, he normally uses gender neutral pronouns when describing his ideal partner)
“he doesn’t like labels”, code for “i’m part of the lgbt community but i can’t/ don’t want to come out yet”. i’m not saying what he says is not true but it’s lazy and hypocritical to use “he doesn’t want to label himself” as an excuse to still pretend he is straight when clear evidence points otherwise
but, you say clinging to the last bit of hope, he’s slept with so many women! honestly, if we were to believe his public dating history, i don’t think he’s ever been with a girl for more than 4 months before 2017, which would make no sense considering songs like “if i could fly”, “two ghosts” (written in late 2013) and “sweet creature” which are all about long term relationships
and finally, i don’t even know why i’m doing this masterpost because it’s just so extremely obvious
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meyhew · 4 years
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i’m sorry but i don’t think the reason people are mad at fimq is because they’re a larry, i think it’s because they then used that to compared louis’ struggles to the holocaust? which is quite frankly insensitive as hell. i don’t think they deserve to be doxxed but like, everyone is making this seem like an outrageous attack on larries, when i don’t think it’s that at all?
sorry! just to follow up bc i sent my last ask too soon! i just feel like assuming that louis is invoking the specific history of the triangle as used in the holocaust is kind of a jump, and it does rely pretty much entirely on the assumption that harry and louis are together, which a lot of people don’t believe. sometimes a triangle is just a triangle. but also, actually using footage to represent the holocaust and compare that suffering to larry just leaves me with a bad taste :/
you can’t explain the history of a symbol without, you know, talking about its historical origins. i already talked about this already here and here. i forgot to mention it in either post, but here is louis using inverted pink triangles in his music video. how many times is a triangle just a triangle? 
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it’s an attack on larries because the person doxxing fimq isn’t demanding an apology for using holocaust imagery. they’re demanding that she deny larry is real. harry and louis being together has Nothing to do with louis’ own sexuality and identity, thanks 
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thisiskatsblog · 4 years
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Hi Kat, I often come to seek your wisdom and thoughts on matters such as these because you were the first Larry blog I ever found and the last time I did, you really seemed to understand me and my conflicting emotions and messiness haha. So. My question is what are your thoughts on the Ray and SBB twitter accounts? I found them a few months back when I found a thread explaining a theory of why it's L&H and go back now and again to see what is being posted. I am the darkest Larrie there is, yet
contd: I always prefer to be a cynic because I know just how devastating it is when you put your hope in something only to have it crumbled. And in this fandom, you can't trust anything or anyone unless there is hardcore evidence and proof (aka every millisecond of footage of fetus Larry). There is talk about clues, numbers, iphone/androids and these cryptic riddles and hidden meanings. People do admit in the comments it feels like they're clowning yet I also see thousands resting their hopes contd: on these obscure tweets. I will admit the proof thread I originally read made it seem believable but I then I thought 'who am I kidding, there's no way it could genuinely by H&L'. It doesn't seem like something they would risk, nor something either of them would actually do. It seems like two people baiting Larries and giving us false hope (because in this era where we never get public interaction, many have become far more gullible and willing to believe anything, no matter how far
fetched. Ahh I don't know. It just seems far too good to be true that the two of them are communicating with us through cryptic pictures and riddles and messages. Yes I do believe they both have always found ways to communicate with us, whether it is through songs or body language, because we opened our eyes, we were by their sides and stay strong for them because this is a fight they will win, but I really don't know. It's very cruel if someone is indeed baiting us. Thanks x
 (^^^ March 23rd) 
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March 25th 2020, 7:06:01 am · a month ago
okay so I just read some master posts explaining RBB and SBB in detail (I didn't get why people were hanging onto every word of Ray and Seymour's tweets like that) and my mind is literally going INSANE trying to process it all. As usual their reactions when asked about it directly on that christmas sweater interview told me all I needed to know back when I watched it but had no idea the sheer significance of these bears until now. It's crazy all the ways L&H showed us the truth all along, to
this day it's just mind-blowing to me. Like they were screaming in the midst of drowning (cough cough Director's Cut), desperate for us to listen and thank God so many of us weren't blind. Sometimes I do feel like maybe I am going crazy or I am delusional for believing in this, as FIMQ said, the cognitive dissonance is real. My mind spirals catastrophically and I doubt my own sanity, and then my mind plays all these touches and glances, slipped words and monumental actions on a loop, far too
much evidence to dispute, and I know I can never go back, how can I, when I've never in my whole life witnessed such magnificent, almost otherworldly love, never cared about any celebrity's love life yet this is far more than that, it is fighting for their love, because they should have never had to be that strong, to endure so much pain, so so young, but they weren't that strong for us to be weak. And I can't wait for the day they are free. No one on this earth deserves it more than L&H.
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March 26th 2020, 12:44:47 pm · a month ago
Even I am the darkest Larrie (and yes there is no going back, ever) sometimes I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. Loving and supporting and fighting so fucking hard for a love that is as tragic and excruciating as it is the most beautiful, magnificent thing I have ever witnessed. I wonder, did I get it all wrong and what if they don't find their way back to each other, my waking moments are haunted by memories of them, so young, so clearly smitten, like who the fuck finds their soulmate at
that age? What if even if it is 'always going to be h for Lou', even if they were 'too young to know they had everything' but h doesn't forgive him or remember that yes, their love is worth it? Sometimes I feel I am teetering on the brink of insanity, what if Lou actually has a kid? And Harry's album was about a horrible woman who never deserved him? I think I'll be strong for them, even if I have to wait ten or twenty years but I also feel so much pain thinking about it all. I have never
doubted my own sanity in my life, but lately I wonder so often if I am delusional for having faith in the love of two boys who we're fated to meet and fall in love. I can't even watch them in their baby boyfriends stage or watch edits anymore because I feel physical pain because they never deserved that. I feel pain thinking about their pain, no one should have to face that so young. To be that strong. I want to be strong yet and I try so hard but i also feel I am going mad. I don't even know.
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Three anons that I suspect are the same person (and maybe even the same one I just answered). Big hugs to you dear anonymous person! And thanks for the compliment. And the patience. I’m so sorry it took me so long to answer. Not sure if I have anything helpful to say, still, except: the fact that you’ve started doubting your sanity, that cognitive dissonance you feel, that dizzy head nauseous gut feeling you get when what you see and what you hear and what you read, just doesn’t match up but you haven’t been able to rationally unravel it yet. That feeling is probably your best proof that something is very amiss, and that Louis’ and Harry’s relationship is very real. We all know that feeling, and it tends to get worse the more caught up in fandom you get.
Your sanity is worth preserving though, so - in my view - it’s better to leave the fandom for a while, however short, to take care of yourself, and be strong for yourself when you feel like it’s draining you too much. You can do that by physically leaving social media, or by taking emotional, and mental distance on a regular basis.
I always remind myself that I have no influence over whether Louis and Harry eventually make it together. And next to no influence over their careers, management, label. I can decide what I do, and have a wee tiny bit of influence on the modest amount of followers of this blog, and then a wee little bit more through the other one - but all in all, my actions, the person they matter most to, the person they influence most, is me. So I try to do, in life, and in this fandom, the things that make me happy. Worrying, does not make me happy. Arguing with hets rads antis and all the other new abbreviations i don’t really get, doesnt make me happy either - I only do it when I’m having one of those days or one of them really sets me off like the other day. But in general, what makes me happy is focusing on the positive. What this fandom has brought me. And has brought other LGBTQ+ people. What are we learning here, what stories do we tell eachother, how are we making eachother better here. 
All of that said: Louis, and Harry, have both sung, in this past year, that they “made it”, and referenced eachother’s music videos in important ways. So I honestly don’t think there’s much to worry about. I think that, whatever was causing them difficulties, they already “found their way back”. I think they are allright.
And I want us to be allright to. That’s something we can influence, that we can do for eachother. So I’m sorry it took me so long to get back to you
I enjoyed reading your SBB post, talking about the sweater interview. That part of it was wonderful, and everything we needed to know. I took RBB and SBB with a big grain of salt in the beginning, but I have reason to believe it was them, or someone very close to them, and that interview did confirm that.
With or without permission, that’s difficult to say. Was it queerbaiting? I’ve been asked that question so many times. In a sense noo, because they are LGBTQ+ themselves - but there is the fact that RBB & SSB very deliberately engaged with LGBTQ+ fans and kept them here while they must have known, at least after bullshit 2.0 happened, that they were going to stay closeted. 
I don’t know exactly how I feel about that. It was a crazy ride, and some of it was enjoyable, and I think the support is important to them, so I do want to stay around. But I also  think it’s shit that LGBTQ+ fans in this fandom have done SO much to support them, and are getting so much shit in return, still, not from them, not at all, but in this environment - and no one is stopping it. 
And that’s not just the case in Louis’ fandom, where we’re definitely experiencing enormous amounts of cognitive dissonance with the bearding and babygate. But also in Harry’s. When LGBTQ+ fans bring rainbows night after night, but it’s constantly portrayed as if Harry is the one bringing them, and when it’s LGBTQ+ fans organising to light up arena’s night after night across Europe, but the only time that gets featured is when it’s two straight girls organising it, insisting they are not doing it for queer fans but because we should be one happy family inclusiveness all around.. I can understand the frustration, the impression of queerbaiting, the feeling of being taken for granted, that made some people leave Harry’s fandom. I will stay, I think he’s amazing, and I think he needs and is grateful for the support, but as an LGBTQ+ fan, I still feel like I am in a hostile environment - knowing he is with Louis, and that he cannot speak about it, has never spoken about any concrete relationship with a man. That’s... - that still tells LGBTQ+ people they are not 100% legit. 
And that’s probably not a lot better for the straight fans who see what we see: a beautiful relationship they can’t speak about and that’s denied all the time. That, too, tells you your thoughts are not legit, and therefore you are not legit. The gaslighting... it’s probably the most poisonous, detrimental aspect of this fandom. Coming back after more than a year off, I was shocked, at how clear things seemed to me again, compared to how doubtful I had been about my own opinions when I left. Taking time off is not abandoning them. Remember that. For me, it made me stronger, and it allows me to support them now. 
So I hope this gets better. Soon. I am still convinced they want that too. And when I start doubting, I listen to Only The Brave... 
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I just watched FIMQ new video and now I’m confuse !! Through their lyrics what do you think happened in their relationship ? To me it looks like Louis broke up with Harry but then he asked him to forgive him and now they are together bc Harry sang you’re still the one last year !!
My gut feeling is that they have had ups and downs. The songs about hurting each other and not communicating could have taken place any time between 2013 and 2018. I wasn’t in the fandom in 2013 or early 2014, so I can’t say.
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I’m not going to dissect the songs for clues and timelines. Habit, Defenceless, Too Young, and Don’t Let It Break Your Heart all sound like songs written before KMM, some in 2018, maybe even 2016 or 2017. Habit is a love song— like the flip side of KMM, which Louis has described as a toxic but fun relationship. The metaphor of Habit is addiction: the shiver that I can’t shake. Back to You is also about a toxic but addictive relationship: you stress me out, you kill me, you drag me down (a 1D reference), you fuck me up, we’re on the ground screaming, I don’t know make it stop, I love it, I hate it, and I can’t take it, but I keep on coming back to you. Miss You is about regretting a break up, written in the middle of a supposedly healthy, happy reunion with Eleanor, love of Louis’ life (so was BTY).
To me, for a man who has been publicly and happily committed to the same woman for nearly seven years of his young life, Louis knows more than he should about excruciating heartbreak, difficulty communicating, the inability to make public declarations, the inability to change himself (written in these walls are the colors that I can’t change), a long and deeply felt but also extremely stress-inducing relationship... why so much stress?
And we can see that Harry, a guy who supposedly has had model girlfriend after model girlfriend, also sang songs about wanting domesticity (fridge light washes this room white) and longterm commitment (still the one).
My personal opinion is that the end of Harry’s Rolling Stone interview, where Rob Sheffield talks about Landslide, is revealing. It’s very well known that Rob has written in RS about Harry and Louis as the Stevie and Lindsey of One Direction. Landslide is a song Stevie Nicks wrote when she was almost ready to give up on music and on Lindsey Buckingham. Having been to Fleetwood Mac shows, Harry knew when Landslide was coming up. He’s described as somber, with Anne putting an arm around him as the song is played.
I also think of Don’t Let It Break Your Heart as the song about surviving a heartbreak. It could be about grief, but it doesn’t sound that way to me. The first verse is about two people who have intentionally moved to opposite sides of London, who have homes in the UK and in New York, but one of them has abandoned a box of personal belongings in NY. It’s about managing the leftover pieces of life after heartbreak— moving down the one-way road of time, “time takes time to heal it.” The lyrics, “when you love someone, and they let you go,” doesn’t sound like grief to me. It has intent. Someone has decided to let “you” go. But the song is also about forgiveness and courage. “You can do it by yourself.” You are alone, but you will survive, even thrive. Other people (Louis) have done it, so can you.
Personally I think they have had a few breaks, and are no longer together (have not been for a while, maybe 2018). As we can see from the songs that Louis sang at Madrid, and from FIMQ’s video, Louis still has a lot of strong feelings; they’re all over his songs. They have always shown strong feelings in their love songs, even at the worst of times (Strong was written when their closeting became unbearably rigid, unbearably quickly. Happily and Something Great were songs in response). I wrote in tags that I felt so sad for both of them. I think they both tried their best to keep a relationship going, but the music industry is shitty. The worst part is that they blame themselves— Louis especially— for having hard times. Without details, we will never know for sure, but it is so shitty that he should feel this way. I know sometimes people write songs only marginally based on personal experience, but Louis does tend to write from the heart, and his songs, especially his lyrics, are meant to be organic and real.
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Hi Gina! I hope you're having a nice day
I feel weird just asking this but I'm really curious about it so I'm just gonna ask haha
do you think that the amount of larries in the fandom in general is like, big?
and do you think it's been getting bigger or smaller?
bc I mean like, for me, sometimes I'm like "jeez, we larries are a lot" but then there are times when I really see lots and lots of antis so idk how do things look from your point of view(? sorry if this ask is a mess haha
I actually think it’s bigger than you’d think. When FIMQ was still posting videos, they would get huge numbers. I’ve had a huge increase in followers in the last year alone. I just think many larries aren’t making themselves super visible, but when things happen, they pop up––like when Louis left Syco? So many people came back to their old accounts. It’s obviously not what it was back in 213 - 2015, but we’re not dying the way some people wish we would. 
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Rightt- Its my first time posting anything watsoever on Tumblr so eXCuse ME if this is Shite Level right haha.
ok then, before this I want to say aswell. I do not want to, in any way, shape, or form, make the Lyric Video all about Larry and all. Niall 🇮🇪 is amazing and what he did was beyond amazing and Im so proud of my lil potato..
butt ok, lez goo
B&W Lyric Video Possible Coincidences With Larry. Prt1 (because image limit is apparently a thing here :( ffs )
Before you read this I reccomend you watch The new Lyric video, and see for yourself what im about to write in here! Because cmon, if it was visible to an idiot like me, imagine what all the "Dark(?)Larries" could find if they actually searched for stuff in the video? haha...
well, following some "clues" from "secret accounts" on Instagram and twitter (I don't know if they are actually valid or not) I came up with some dates that appeared to be important in some way. One of them was 21/04 (or some especualte its 22/04) and maybe 26/04 or 27/04.
Now, wbk that rumours that the BU article was going to come up around April because back in March, a lot of the "trusted" accounts have been talking about it. But not just that, April has been a fookin busy month if you ask me. The Clifford interview, the Eleanor narrative, Niam live toguether, the group chat! The FOOkin warning selfie that we got. Not counting the leak of emails (which we don't know if it's true or false) between M*dest! and another recipient, on Haylor and Wellington. Too much, too much.
Even with all of these things happening, the accounts still made sure to always point back to the dates, which infered that whatever they were talking about was still to come. Now, idk if they meant the Black and White lyric Video. But if the date was of today, and if nothing else happens until midnight (Rn is 21/04/20 19:42). Then I will specualte that they were talking about the LV.
1. FreddieIsMyQueen reference?
I don't know if it may be a reference to the latest FIMQ video, (and sadly her last because of all the Bullshit that happened with her )': ) but the same 'filter' or 'fx' or watever that was used, was the same used on FIMQ's video of Louis The Brave which if you're not familiar with, I do reccomend watching it. Its on yt even tho her channel got deleted.
Now these are some screenshots I tool from the video; notice the little square on the middle left of the screen.
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These squares kept appearing throughout the video. And viewers also seemed to remember it from somewhere else.
This is a screenshot from Harry's Live at the Forum BTS; see anything familiar?
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See what I mean? they were the same on both FIMQ's video, which she probably did on pourpouse.
Now, that video had been noticed by a pretty "respected secret account" on twitter. Which fans speculate is the return acc of Rbb:
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(Sorry I couldn't crop idk how this works lol)
But yeah, it was noticed. And the tweeter didn't seem to mind it, didn't say that it was outrageous nor did it say it was completely uncalled for like many specualte. like seriously, plz.
Anyways, this is what appeared in Niall's Lv;
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*Shocked Pikachu Face* Ah.
Yeah- It was the same. When I saw this the first thing that came into my mind was FIMQs video, fore and front.
Now, I don't know why he would do something like that. I probably am just overanalyzing my ass off on this because the past few months have been a load of me. Specially because (to me at least) the most 'trustfull' proofs we can get are from either Liam or Niall himself. Specially Niall's public videos because he is on a different label from the boys.
Also wanted to add in this, believe it if you want ot not. This is one of the supposed 'secret accounts aswell' (or maybe not idk)
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Yeah, this tweet is talking about their ig lives; but what if it also meant that the things both Liam and Niall say/do will have some kind of meaning towards all of this?
Its all up to you to believe really.
2. Rainbow imagery throughout the chorus and else.
The Lv was beautiful in many ways! It was unique, incredible. All the colours, black and white, everything.
It made me question, (don't get it in a homophobic way, by no means do I mean this in any bad way)
Why would Niall specifically add Rainbow narratives to parts of the Chorus like the way he did? I mean, yeah- "All your gorgeous colours" and all of that, ok, Colours. But then it made me think; Ha, Gayyyyy.
And I mean- As far as I know (could be wrong) Niall's straight. So to just add a rainbow pallete which distorted the whole video out of nowhere seemed a little suspicious to me.
AGAIN. I could be wrong, and overanalyzing.
look; (watch the video for more places)
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Now, we could go two ways over here:
1) Niall is just using colours to represent the "In all your gorgeous colours" line. And even supporting equal love, for that matter.
2) He means to tell us that equal love wins. And that in this occasion, this song means something to equal love. A CeRtAin EQUAL LOVE.
If we go by the second route. You probably already know what I mean. But I'm still going to write it in words.
What if this could link to a certain "Larry Vows?"
Because cmon, we dont actually know if Harry and Louis actually got married in the 28/09, and it probably could be more "true" that they got engaged that day, rather than actually married. (Since, I don't really remember, but I can remember either Harry or Lou talking about people being engaged for years because there is no rush and all)
Which then, Im quaking because are Larry getting married? And are they using Niall's song? Umfmmdmf idk.
But what if they ARE married?
Then maybe the scene is about how the vows went, and how they are teue and still steong even after all that happened.
Beautiful both ways.
->Now the rainbow scenes just seemed so random to me, because it came out of nowhere. And yeah ok? But there must be an actuall reasonfor all the rainbows and all? Quickest and most probaably link? Larry. Duh.
Or maybe not. I could be wrong again.
(Now proceed to my next post because the image limit came over here and I dont know how to put more ):< )
Diamond xx
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