no bc it’s literally so insane. every time i remember it it makes my whole day so i need to write / talk abt it more often bc it’s like so much. but i helped bring my hs literary magazine to life and poured my whole heart and soul into it for 4 years (esp the last 2) and then it died but then it got reincarnated into an extremely successful COUNTYWIDE magazine exclusive to lgbtq students and young kids in my very own community are like having their lives changed by this shit and stuff that my friends and i did helped make that possible. so maybe it all did matter and my existence does have impacts. like… wow!
ᥥ⑅ᥥ : Ohh emm gee hi everybody!? I can't believe I, yes, ME, could EVER get here. Like omg wtf I swear to god i was not this big just a few months ago. and its not even about the follows at this point, I've just grown really really REALLY fond of the people on this platform, you all make me so so happy istgg. A lot of people have left tumblr recently, and I wish them only the very best, but I am real grateful for those who havent left me yet 😭 I have gained an overwhelming amount of support since the start of this blog, and I've definitely had my ups and downs, but nonetheless I'm still here! THANK YOU FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE WHERE I AM TODAY AND THANK YOU DO MUCH MY LUVS FOR 1k!!! 😭😭😭💗💗💗💓💓❣️❣️
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- I love you all so soooo much, I just want you to know I believe in you, and you are gorgeous inside and out. I don't care what anybody else says, if they disagree, then screw them, I'll argue to my grave if I have to, because they are 150% wrong (2 points proven here, im so good at math and i like arguing bc im stubborn af). I know I'm supposed to be talking about how grateful I am, and obviously i really am, but it makes me happier when I'm talking about how much I love other people in my life, its super fulfilling. Even if I don't know you...I wish you the best lovely! ꣑୧
My favorite babies on this platform because UGH I LOVE THEM. LIKE REALLY LOVE THEM ☹️☹️
(not in particular order besides first few. Sorry babes they’re the ogs.)
@p-uki @yooorei @p-oisn @wiotas @fairytopea @yeritos @eun-luv @lil-liaa @ha-erins @7hyein @mxlly143 @vsnilla @jaes1lvr @i08wony @y0oni3 @fuckici @y-ves @iluvrei @shiolu @gigittamic @egorls @acdyzx @y-unjins @baesol @s-heon @khaer @raeceah @sugarish @yeribbon @umiena @yumjins @yujin @i-kyujin @y2jiz @bambicito @tookio @wcnbear @jnthri @minslune @munequitta @phuoris @h-aeism @h-anis @crazyfrm @vg-k @ryeins @gyustarzzi2 @florietas @wonysela ++ sooo MUCH MORE I love all of you!!!
I hope I can continue making you all proud for at least a little longer <3
AHHH IM SO HAPPY THAT WE REACHED 50 FOLLWERS. I ONLY STARTED THIS ACC A COUPLE MONTHS AGO AND WE GREW SO FAST♡. I LUV EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U GUYS MWAH. IM GLAD THAT PPL ACTUALLY FOLLOW MY ACC AND LIKE MY MBS.💗💗
SPECIAL THANKS ♡
@y2jiz : MIMI U LITERALLY INSPIRED ME TO MAKE AN ACC. I LUV U SMM AND U ARE A GREAT FRIEND.UR MBS ALWAYS EAT UP AND UR ACC IS TRULY SAUR PRETTY. IM SAUR GLAD TO HAVE U AS A FRIEND; BABE UR TOO NICE~
@yeritos : JUNEE UR MBS ALWAYS COME TO SLAY AND IM HONESTLY SAUR HAPPY TO HAVE U AS MY MOOT. UR MBS MAKE MY DAY BETTER AND UR ACC IS TOO PRETTY.
@p-oisn : CHI U ARE HONESTLY SAUR NICE TO ME, UR MBS ALWAYS BLOW ME AWAY, UR STYLE IS SAUR UNIQUE AND IM SO GLAD TO HAVE U AS A FRIEND AND MOOT.
Hey Tox, hope you’re having the best day ever because you deserve it!
I can’t help but be a devoted slasher wife, scrounging for slasher lore.
I was wondering if there has ever been a moment where Joel has had feelings of sadness or empathy for one of his victims? Not necessarily an extended sadness or remorse over his actions, but maybe a split second where he felt upset, or a moment where he felt the urge to show affection? I notice he does this quite often with his mother. He seems to get upset she’s lonely, or gets sad when he thinks about her momentarily, and then gets angry at himself for feeling that way. Is this only reserved for her? Or is it a part of his personality?
Love daddy slasher and love you more. Thank you for sharing him with us 💗✨🐝
Summer, my friend and lore-whisperer. 🩷
Putting this under a cut in case anyone wants to draw their own conclusions over time.
Slasher Joel masterlist
Joel is not entirely cold-hearted. He has a cold-hearted mode and moments of blind rage, but he also has moments of “weakness” as he might see it (doubt, empathy, whatever it may be). I think his most typical state is somewhere in between -- somewhere around grumpy/angsty. But deep in his core there's a desire to l*ve and be l*ved.
Slasher Joel is how he likes to see himself, but it didn’t come from nowhere. After Joel’s first true act of violence, he was treated as a stone cold killer. If he can be that, it protects him from guilt and hurt, but it also keeps him from what he secretly needs.
Love & appreciate you. I hope you have a wonderful day 💙
@bettyfrommars has a stellar vampire!Eddie fic called Death Becomes Us, BUT it’s not finished. BUT it definitely will be, so…. 😬🤷♀️
If I’m allowed to self-rec (is that the done thing?! I still feel like IDK how to Tumblr 😳) I wrote a Valentine’s Eddie oneshot called Candyman, Candyman, Candyman which is alllll fluff, I would L💗VE to know what you think of it ☺️
Hiii lovey!!! Of course you can self promote that’s what this site is all about!! I read your Valentine’s Day fic and it was so cute and fluffy I adored it!! I think the idea of giving Eddie a candy gram knowing he’s not used to being shown love and affection is just…uhg I love it! Him inspecting the lipgloss kiss and smelling strawberries was so cute idk why it just stuck with me and I loved it!!💖
*I will check out the Vampire!Eddie you recommended as well*
dark: 1/10. most of the time he is smooth sexy bastard man but sometimes he is just in need of cuddles. but even when he wants cuddles hes just like in denial about it
damien: 10/10 the most babey ever . constantly 🥺 at you in search of cuddles and kisses the boy is so touch starved when u kiss him he melts every time
actor: 4/10 usually just whiny little dog of a man not really babey material but when hes sleepy he is just 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕
illinois: 5/10 too suave and cool and sexy to be babey usually but sometimes he just cant stop himself from uwu-ing
yancy: 10/10 OHH BABEYYY !!! <3333 the snuggliest man ever. constant heart eyes constant need to be held constant hand holding just sksdfhjfgdd!!!! owo
engineer mark: 7/10 when around the crew he is Not Babey (well… 99% of the time he isnt…) but get him alone and the boy is just 😄💞🥺☺️💘💗🥰😍 he is so touchy he just gotta grab u and just need to look at ur pretty face
Omg these boys make me so softyttttt
- Dark is ofc a big house cat and so he’d VEHEMENTLY DENY any desire for affection or whatever but then he’s practically laying across u ANY chance he gets jshdjsjskskdj I just want him to rest his head in my lap while I give him head pats😭
- DAMIEN WOULD BE ALL NUZZLY N SHIT HES ALSO A HOUSECAT BUT ONE OF THE SUBER CUDDLY AFFECTIONATE ONES (dark has to get it from somewhere right? Lmao) I feel if ur touching damien, the moment your hand leaves his body he unconsciously shifts closer chasing ur touch. Same w kisses I lub he
- Actor is, in fact, a pathetic wet puppy dog of a man and now I’m imagining him coming home from a day of filming and maybe he had to do a really emotionally draining/intense scene and just had a rough day in general so the second he sees you when he gets home he just kind of does sad puppy dog eyes and grabby hands at u and then u both take a bath and have some wine just tryna get him out of that headspace rUAHH I WANT TO TAKE CARR OF HIM!!!!🥺🥺🥺🥺
-illi 67% of the time is just,,,, the hORNiEsT MAN A L I VE and just always trying to fluster u or act super suave and hawt and shit but then you do something super endearing he just internally screams and can feel his soul leave his body for a sec🙃🫠🫡 (bonus points if he’s silently pining and just miserable bc ur just sO PRECIOUS HE PHYSICALLY CANNOT STAND IT!!!!!
- YANCY WOULD HAVE HIS HAND IN UR BACK POCKET EVERY CHANCE HE GOT!!!!!!!!!!! He’d just be so casually affectionate and touchy bless him you’d be just hangin out at lunch and y’all are listening to the conversation at the table and he just kinda wraps an arm around ur waist with a little kiss to ur jaw and it’s just !!!!!!!!! SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like despite his anxious/insecure tendencies whenever he’s in a comfortable atmosphere he’s just casually very confident and self assured and I just😩😩😩😩
- DONT! GET! ME! STARTED! ON! ENGINEER! MARK! HES SO NEEDY AND BABY AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! Like yes he is a very capable hard worker who’s very passionate about his work but also he sees you doing your work as captain sometimes and his heart just kinda palpitates a bit sugrisudjdj no matter how much he’d deny it he PREENS under ur praise and will do almost anything just to make i smile and I just AAAAAAAAAAAAA the second u get him alone he’s putty in ur hands and just wants love and affection. Give it to him. Now. Do it.
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Hi loves! I'd like to quickly link all of my official accounts if you'd like to see my other works/know it's me VVV (Rules about submissions at the bottom of the post) ***MATERLIST IN PROGRESS***
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Okay, back to my about me! Hiya! Like I said my is Maraschino but I also go by Nic (or Nicki). I am a pansexual demigirl ⋅₊˚. ଓ(she/it) I enjoy writing oneshots or chaptered stories about fandoms I enjoy!
I am biracial (wasian) and I'm obsessed with Pink, sanrio, RE-MENTS, Bratz, Monster High, Bimbos, Gyarus, Dirty Y2k, Playboy, fashion dolls, nu metal, goth, punk, emo, and scene culture!! ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა
Hyperfixations:
Team Fortress 2:
currently my biggest most down bad fixation, I love, love, L💗VE tf2. My favorite characters are..well..all of them! But I count Scout, Medic, Heavy, and Sniper as my Husband's <33 I write mostly TF2 fanfiction and that is my general audience.
Bioshock (1, 2, and Infinite):
One of my favorite games of all time,,, I have an intense love for Bioshock <3 My favorite characters are Sander Cohen and the Lutece Twins! Favorite game has to be Bioshock 1 but Infinite most nostalgic.
RULES FOR SUBMISSIONS/REQUESTS
Things I WILL write:
FLUFF, SMUT/NSFW (18+), ANGST, SHIPS, ONESHOTS, LONG STORIES
Things I WILL NOT write:
AGE PLAY/DDLG, NSFW OF MINORS, INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, ANY HOMOPHOBIC/TRANSPHOBIC PROPAGANDA, RACISM/SEXISM
please be patient, as I'm battling some mental stuff and things get very draining. I appreciate all of the submissions I get, I'll be making a master list soon ^____^ Thank you for the patients my little cupids! Mwah!