#it was super duper fun too

[puppyeared]

doodles of my fav sillies

anton belongs to @poicyss

#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it #im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3 #im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow #homemade comfort blorbos...... #watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks #or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands #i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks #its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days #i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside #cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine #AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached #i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right #on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands #and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits! #i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly #the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking #maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol #myart #my art #my oc #oc #friend oc #augusta #anton #vincent #sillies family #doodles

[always-a-king-or-queen]

Miss Pevensie, they say, can you identify these bodies for us? And you try, gentlest sibling, you try your best. But the tears are thick in your throat and the grief is bitter on your tongue, and when you shut your eyes you see fire and steel, twisting together and crushing the breath from their bodies.

You look at your father, and mother, and cousin, still and silent on their backs, bruised and bloodied and unsmiling, and their faces are anything but familiar. Were their eyes open you would be looking into the face of a stranger. You press your hand over your mouth, and you do not cry, and you tell them what they want to know. These are my parents, you hear yourself say. This is my cousin. They nod, they thank you, they direct you forward. More, more, more corpses to identify. More losses to count.

You look at your eldest brother, golden blond hair spread across his forehead, thick like the mane of a lion. There is gravel in his skin and soot on his cheeks and his face is pale, hands folded over his chest and blood threaded into his yellow sweater. Red against gold. For a moment the combination brushes your brain, touches a distant memory of battle and clashing swords, but you blink and it is gone. This is my brother Peter, you say, in a voice choked with grief. The sky looks black outside the window, and your brother’s arm still feels warm when you touch it a final time.

You look to your younger brother, dark hair tousled, blood leaking between his lips. His skin is frost pale, like snow, so white he appears to be made of stone. Shrapnel cuts into his cheeks and sends crimson trails across his face. His hands are clenched, cap askew on hair smeared with blood. They tell you he died with his sister in his arms, body curled around her in a vain attempt to keep her safe. You stare at him with a lump in your throat, and for a moment you seem to see him, silver crown upon his head, smiling with quiet gentleness. It fades, and you whisper, This is my brother Edmund. The tree outside the window seems to wilt a little as you speak. Your brother’s cheek is like ice beneath your fingertips.

You look last at your sister. She is peaceful, lips lifted in a smile, hair tangled beneath her head and shoulders. She grips something in one hand— a tiny wooden carving. A lion. Your throat clenches to see it, but you do not know why. Her skin is warm, like sunlight, but there is such coldness in her face. Such emptiness. Blood smears her sky blue dress, and you weep to see it. Blood does not belong on your baby sister. For a moment the red makes you remember her, dancing wild by a fire with berry juice smeared on her hands and mouth, but surely not. Surely such a thing never happened. This is my sister Lucy, you murmur, and are able to say no more. For a moment it seems as if a mist touches the window, and your sister’s skin is hot against your palms.

You turn away, raven-dark hair falling over your cheek, and stare out the window with tears burning your throat. There is no sun, and you think that perhaps there will never be sun again. It has been taken away forever.

(For a moment you seem to hear a voice, deep, gentle, loving. To the radiant southern sun. For a moment you feel the weight of a crown in your hair. Perhaps you are losing your sanity, bit by bit. Perhaps it was shattered the moment you heard the news).

They asked you to identify the bodies, and you did, because they are your family. They were your family. You loved each and every one of them. You loved your mother's soft fingers in your hair and your father's deep chuckle. You loved your older brother's fierce kindness and your little brother's quiet demeanor and your baby sister's merriment. You loved them all. And now you stare through the window at a sky that is heavy with rain and think of flames and twisted metal and the blood on your siblings' skin.

You close your eyes. For a brief moment you think you smell lilies, and salt, and Lucy is laughing and Edmund is smiling and Peter's arms are slung around their shoulders, and then they are looking at you and beckoning and there is a lion with golden eyes and the sun is rising into a damp new sky.

Your eyes open slowly, glazed over with tears that spill down your cheeks like rain.

And for a moment, just for a moment, you remember.

#susan pevensie #i am in the midst of writing a fix it fic for her #bc lewis encouraged it #and her story wasn't finished #and and and #also the premise of the story is super duper fun #but it will be sad too #but will end happy #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #ramblings from the void

[esprei]

YOOO sorry this took so long! i might expand on this later and put them in more of an alice in wonderland setting (?), but i really wanted to see what i could do with their actual outfits first (i did ingo first and the chandelure theme came in a bit later, i saw its circular eyes because i had its image pulled up for some reason and thought that it could be cool to put on the bottom of the coat ;w; so i did the same theme with emmet except with eelektross then of course arrows, a bit of a train reference and also give them watches because they’re always following a schedule, keeping track (hehe) of time, etc) i hope this works!

#submas #subway boss emmet #subway boss ingo #emmet #ingo #my art #i was never super duper familiar with alice in wonderland but i do love the designs in it #so it was fun to get inspiration from it :D #also i could have done a lot more but i didn't want to make it too confusing asdkljflksl #i kinda want to imagine if these guys were in the setting then they would have something to so with the chess board #just because it's black and white themed lol #.

[buggbuzz]

lemonade leak just updated so we are celebrating with another bit of art!!! i was gonna wait to post til my account got unshadowbanned but screw it here we go

(fanart of the lemonade leak by @turtleinsoup!!!)

#AAAAUGH SO GOOD #big BIG fan of characters being written in unique ways to suit their personalities mindsets and knowledge #ESPECIALLY in stories with multiple perspectives #it def def adds something to their character #i super DUPER love it when those writing styles involve things like coding and other specific formats not usually found in literary writing #(DONNIE!!) #like for ex im a biology major as many of you may know #and i absolutely use fancy biology concepts as casual metaphors and analogies for normal things #(​compared someone's thought process to leading and lagging strands of dna replication like a week ago 💀💀) #and i also like to think in formats like definitions and code sometimes #SOOOO fun to see in writing #im desperate to see the storyline continue but establishing donnie's general mindset was definitely crucial #cannot WAIT #also side note thank you for linking me in ur fic's notes 😭😭😭 too fuckin sweet #buzzart #the lemonade leak #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie

[fruitsyrups]

i think your hat post is really cool and interesting but susan’s hat is a cat and i will die on this hill

this is true!!! when i was talking about the modern human hats not resembling animals i meant all of these ones

(excluding the minerva-bots and finn of course)

#wait. wait. i just thought something #finn wearing his bear hat -> bc it makes him feel connected to the humans #and martin & the hiders (that old woman with the tiger at least) not wearing hats bc they don't feel that personal connection w/ the island #ok this is so obvious but i just think comparing and contrasting finn and martin is so interesting #but i don't think martin really was a hider. i don't think he felt particularly connected to any ideology or viewpoint in particular #he's a floater #yk #martin is so interesting #i dont like the amnesia theory or whatever (that martin also lost his memory in some capacity) #like to me its just that. he was able to commit enough to start a family but not committed enough to go back to them #after being seperated & having freedom #& he just super duper avoids thinking about it bc it makes him feel guilty. but not guilty enough to do anything about it #like when he said he doesn't like thinking about minerva cause it stresses him out that doesn't come across as 'can't remember' #it very much comes across as 'nah im not gonna expend energy into thinking about something emotionally difficult' #like if he actually tried to be a dad to finn he'd have to face all the time he spent not looking for him. instd of just avoiding it all #like where's the fun in making him less Complicated. you know? #whenever finn is in the vicinity martin's always tryna get out of there as fast as possible 😭 #i guess that could also just be seen as him trying to avoid the consequences of his actions (like when he's worried finns gonna try to rip #his arm off lmao) but i personally interpret it all as a guilt thing too #none of this is related to the ask but yea 🫣

[beeg-bark]

pro tip! you don't actually need to self harm, spending one week away from a butch who has claws and nothing but malice behind their eyes will actually yield the exact same results :)

#dogbone #asexual kink #fear kink #masochism #you ever watch someone's brain shut off while theyre in dom space #new kinda fear #holy shit #that was a fun fun night #but now my arms burn like hell #at one point #during aftercare #they were like #oh what's underneath my fingernails? #it was my skin and blood #yippee #my arms look like i lost a fight to barbed wire #yeowch #no because #i just came out of quarantine #so im super duper touch starved too #and now i will not get to cuddlemaxx #:( #the consequences of my own actions

[starlooove]

If ur blaming bad writers for why you only read WFA and fanfic…boy have I got some news for you!

#girl just say u wanna read fun shit like don’t pretend it’s genuinely that #Like if I said I don’t read fanfic I only read comics bc of bad ooc writing… #c’mon yall #and the bad writing in question is Bruce being mediocre at parenting the JL being competent and not kissing the bats asses and tim actually #having a personality that’s not easily palatable insecurities and ‘flaws’ that the masses can relate to without feeling bad about themselves #cause It’s easy for y’all to say ur overworked or do too much #It’s not easy for y’all to say ur arrogant or petty in a way that’s not ‘girl bossing’ #like can we talk about that too when y’all acknowledge Tim’s flaws it’s always in a ‘haha so real’ kinda way #Like u can never sit down and say this dude is petty and at times narrowmined and it screws him and the ppl around him over at times #It’s always ‘he’s so petty he’s real asf’ but when you talk about how weird it is to hold THAT kind of grudge against a 10 year old #now we’re victim blaming 💀 #I wouldn’t dislike fanon so much it y’all weren’t so weird about tbh #OH and god forbid the JL being competent without Bruce #god forbid they can do their fucking jobs #shocker 😱 the entire JL doesn’t revolve around Batman #most of them are not super duper intrigued by what he and his kids are doing 24/7 #woooooah #started reading GL (FINALLY SORRY) and I’m never gonna forgive what y’all did to hal Jordan 😏 #Im not fixing that emoji 😕 #BUT IM ALSO NEVER GONNA FORGIVE HOW YALL TREAT OLIVER QUEEN

[mariocki]

Black Moon Rising (1986)

"Mr. Quint and I go back a ways. We used to be... what, in competition?"

"I never considered you competition, Marvin."

"Aw, that's not nice, Quint. We had our moments."

"You must've had yours in private."

#black moon rising #1986 #american cinema #harley cokeliss #john carpenter #william gray #desmond nakano #tommy lee jones #linda hamilton #robert vaughn #richard jaeckel #lee ving #bubba smith #dan shor #william sanderson #keenan wynn #nick cassavetes #richard angarola #don keith opper #lalo schifrin #william marquez #decentish techno thriller but never quite hitting the levels it should. TLJ is a good charismatic lead‚ and apparently adlibbed a lot #of his own dialogue (but was also reportedly difficult to work with and particularly clashed with Hamilton; he was struggling with #alcoholism during filming) and there's a lot of heavy hitters in that cast but it perhaps spreads itself too thin: i always enjoy seeing #Keenan Wynn turn up (and this was his final film) but his character is under developed and adds nothing to the plot‚ and should #probably have been cut... and maybe more time given to Robert Vaughn's big villain‚ whose deeper motives (beyond stealing fancy cars) #remain largely unexplored. the super duper future car is pretty cool‚ even if it does test the limits of belief at times. idk i think it's #just taking itself a little too seriously in places‚ forgetting to have fun with what is essentially a pretty silly idea. this was a john #carpenter script‚ but his involvement ended there; can't help but feel that if he'd directed it then it would have been more successful #and matched the campy tone of Christine or They Live. a slightly missed opportunity but not a waste of time by any means

[creepybaesment]

Man don't you just hate it when your woken up at 9 am when your put sick from school because YOUR FUCKING HOUSE FLOODED BECAUSE I SURE DO.

I'm joking I hate it, this is the worse tye house has flooded in the 11 years we've lived here. My puppy is taking it pretty well all things considered he's a little jumpy of the shop vac and the cats are chillin in my bed far away from the water

Ajwbbejdhdjd I am so tried mannnnnnnnnn

#my house flooded #yay #super duper fun #im also sick #so that makes it even better #(im being very sarcastic) #my dad is doing great tho #he has to be tried too #god knows

[crowtechs]

hi!!!!!! i went to barnes & noble ! :]

and GUESS WHATTTTT!!!!!!! i got tmm vol 1 & 2 combined manga :]

it makes me so happy yippee ! ! ALSOOOOOOOO my hitori figurine came in too !!!! todays been a great day :D

#im watching tmm rn im having A BLAST i love ichigo so much... #she means so much to me shes so silly !!! #i havent really been super duper into anime or manga actually :( #an ex friend of mine really ruined it and forced me to like it or watch shows i didnt really like and i still dont like because of them #BUT NOW!!!!! #im having so much fun and im enjoying myself !! AND im watching / reading ones I ENJOY #so YIPPEE #also i saw tbhk there and i got so happy <- its my fav anime ever #i thiiiiiiiink i figured out a tag too !! #ashley talks #<- HOW DO WE LIKE IT #idm txts but i had it for so long and i want to start fresh !!! #ive also been leaning more onto being called ashley lately so it just makes me happy #OK IM RAMBLING SORRY

[astrxealis]

watched fnaf movie today IT WAS REALLY FUN but ok. the experience was absolutely amazing. went w my friends aaand JWGAJF whole cinema had a fun time screaming and laughing tgt bcs yk, most are a bunch of gen z nerds like me and my friends. no spoilers dw but you got someone saying a Freddy Fazballs joke. and my friend made new friends which is So her but anyway one of those new friends was a girl who, yk, is the kind of person who is into fnaf (fun!). JEHSJDJ SHE TOLD ME "GENDER..... i want your gender......." which made me so happy good gods that's the first time anyone has told me that. so happy

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #friends make me happy :3 today was really fun !!!!! #for the coming week now tho AAA going to be super duper busy ... and then busy the next week again ..... then i am free ....... mostly! #but yeah movie was really fun but imo the experience made it even More fun !!! love mt friends todayw as so insane #made toxic doomed yaoi jokes too and ate a Ton of potato corner and walked around lots. so happy aaaaa

[its-haughty]

assigning will wood songs to my characters :)

Ryder: “Chemical Overreaction / Compound Fracture” - Everything Is a Lot

Beatrice: “2econd, 2ight, 2eer (that was fun, goodbye)” - The Normal Album

Randy: “When Somebody Needs You” - Camp Here & There

Alonzo: “Everything Is a Lot” - Everything Is a Lot

Phineas: “Euthanasia” - “In case I make it,”

Jack: “Front Street” - Everything Is a Lot

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Andrew: “Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You To Leave” - The Normal Album

Charlie: “Dr. Sunshine Is Dead” - SELF-iSH

Olivia: “Yes, to Err is Human, So Don’t Be One” - Camp Here & There

Vindal: “Liars and Hyppocrates: a fun fact about apples” - The Normal Album

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“Mr D” Dalton: “The Main Character” - “In case I make it,”

Everlin: “…well, better than the alternative” - The Normal Album

Francis: “Cicada Days” - “In case I make it,”

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Colt: “Becoming The Lastnames” - “In case I make it,”

Zachary: “Um, It’s Kind Of a Lot” - “In case I make it,”

Gordie: “Against the Kitchen Floor” - “In case I make it,”

Dustin: “Willard!” - “In case I make it,”

Grayson: “BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA” - The Normal Album

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Hank: “Red Moon” - Everything Is a Lot

Marty: “2012” - SELF-iSH

Jaiden: “Thermodynamic Lawyer Esq, G.F.D.” - Everything Is a Lot

Omari: “6up 5oh Cop-Out (Pro / Con)” - Everything Is a Lot

Cynthia: “Sex, Drugs, Rock ‘n’ Roll” - “In case I make it,”

Brayden: “I / Me / Myself” - The Normal Album

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Lazarus/777: “Laplace’s Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)” - The Normal Album

Moriah: “Your Body, My Temple” - Camp Here & There

Lily: “Self-“ - SELF-iSH

Esther: “-ish” - SELF-iSH

Fresco: “Suburbia Overture / (Vampire) Culture” - The Normal Album

Crowley: “Hand Me My Shovel, I’m Going In!” - SELF-iSH

#Dalton would’ve been Mr Sunshine is Dead but Main Character is just TOO perfect!!!! #All Together Now! #< is the tag i’ll be using when i do these list thingies for all my guys #i’ll be honest this was super duper fun #i got to listen to a bunch of will wood songs i’ve never really given a proper shot!!

[enhalpy]

life update !!

#hi guys 💗💗 ​idk if anyone will read this but #here’s a little life update since i haven’t been active in a while #ive been rlly busy with school esp since this year is pretty important so i’m definitely feeling the stress 🥲 #omg little rant but grades for the first school quarter were due yesterday and my physics teacher hasn’t put anything in so im rlly stressed #i rlly want to write smtg if i have time so hopefully i can post smtg soon #i’ll definitely try to stop by more often on this acc and cutieseo too #ooh and although i’ve been super duper busy with school i actually got to see enhypen a few days ago #i had a great time at the concert & it was perfect #and also they performed gbogh twice!! #which ofc they did for me 🤭🤭🤭 #it was so so much fun & my throat was sore for a couple days after bc i screamed sm lol #haha anyways if you’re still reading i hope yk that ilysm and make sure to take of urself #have a great day/night too 😚💗💗 #fae’s rambles! ✿

[cowboyhorsegirl]

Steve or Tony growing their hair out long enough for a ponytail? ie: silky golden locks or beachy cascading waves?

anon anon anon how did you know that i am in love- nay, obsessed- no, entranced with hair as a metaphor for growth/a means of sharing intimate touch/a piece of culture/a way to reimagine, to rebel, to be reborn <3

i think steve would be excellent at braiding both his own hair and anyone else's he can get his hands on to practice. he'd be super gentle and attentive and coordinated and at a certain point thor and nat just start seeking him out to braid their hair in the mornings because there's something so precious about feeling big strong powerful hands hold you so delicately, never pulling too hard or making you twist your head around uncomfortably even when he's testing out a more complicated design.

steve tries to braid tony's hair too, but while tony prizes his hair for the way it drapes down his back during galas or how he can punctuate his press conference quips with a high-ponytail and an expertly-timed hair flip, when he's at home he's usually got it up in a bun so that it doesn't catch on anything in the lab.

yeah, tony doesn't much have the patience to be still and let someone do his hair for him. but he absolutely treasures his and steve's nighttime routine, when he sits steve down on their bed and gets to release whatever intricate and beautiful braid steve's done for himself and watch it unravel around his fingertips. and at a certain point the braid is all undone and steve's tipped his head backwards onto tony's shoulder and it's less about brushing his hair out and more about just scratching his nails on steve's scalp, massaging his temple, dropping kisses along the path his fingers take until steve is sighing in his arms and all the tension has bled out of him and there's nothing else except tony's hands on him and their hair intertwining together over the pillows as they fall asleep

#my mom used to braid my hair for me when i had it super duper long :) #and i just got it cut super duper short like a couple months ago!! #so yes i am a big big fan of Hair As An Identity <3 #this was so fun thank you so much and sorry it's so late!!! #trying this fun new radical idea called Answering My Asks #anon #signed sealed delivered #stevetony #hair #btw bruce doesn't care he doesn't particularly love people touching him excessively #but clint is 10000% getting jealous of everyone else's luscious long locks and the fact that nat and thor get their daily dose of steve #when he does their hair for them #he's not /not/ considering growing his hair out too 👀 but the first time anyone calls him katniss when he notches his bow with one of #steve's fishtails swinging over his shoulder he's gonna shave it all off he swears it!! #my headcanons #sleep #rest #napcore

[rosicheeks]

12 and 20 for mutual asks 😊

12. Are there any mutuals you wish lived closer to you?

Are you kidding me???????????????????? I wish every single one of my mutuals lived closer to me 😭

20. Have you ever had a sex dream about a mutual?

Uhm maybe 🫣

#ughhhhhhhh #mad I don’t live by any mutual #(that I know of at least) #I’m just thinking about all the fun we could get into #we could go on picnics #and smoke weed and get super duper high (if that’s your thing) #we could watch movies and marathon some movies with a bunch of snacks and uhhhhm maybe some cuddles too #like platonic friends #or something more #I don’t really care #all I want is to hang out with someone and do something different than my normal routine bullshit #I want to go on cute dates (or friend dates 🥰) #get drunk with some besties and share stories #idkidkidk #it’s late and I’m just blabbing now #but now I’m imagining all the fun things we could do if my mutuals lived fucking closer to me #ALSO just imaging the first meeting #like omgggg how cuuuuute stop #also #of course I’ve had sex dreams about my mutuals 🫣🫣🫣🫣 #not naming names #and I don’t remember much cause I don’t dream that much #but every now and then I scroll tumblr in bed and then fall asleep dreaming about my lovely mutuals 🫣🥰🥰🥰🥰 #thanks for the questions lovely #ask #anon

[reel-fear]

🦴 Nightalon 👀?

OH GOSH,,, welp here we go down the rabbit hole bc Nightalon is actually one of the oldest ocs I have!

How old? Well here was their original design when they were a tfp/YB character who was a Megatron Soundwave baby, purely bc I liked their designs. This design? Is over 3+ years old.

They were actually Just based off their name at first, I liked the name and thought it'd make a cool oc, in this first iteration their character was basically big goof who had an incident where their nodes were fried so hard they never felt pain, but were NOT indestructable. So they would walk into the con base bleeding from the arc and with no idea what was going on.

After that they became a StarSound baby I believe? Though I still barely touched their character. However when it came to figuring giving Radio a girlfriend in TFA I realized that I hadn't touched Nightalon in forever and found an interesting alt mode for them to take and hey I liked Lugwing so why not make them a lugwing baby... thing is this nightalon changed designs but not much in terms of personality.

OOF, yea but hopefully now you can start to see the basis of the modern Nightalon I settled on. I loved the idea of the triangle pattern suggesting stars without being too direct about it. I liked the general concept too but it needed working. So another design came along

So a while after designing that, I had watched a ton of video essays going over crappy romance media, from fifty shades of grey to the kissing booth to other ones, I started really wanting to explore more of the idea of how those kind of stories can warp the minds of young teenagers and lead to more unhealthy ideas of romance and dedication for them.... Then? I grabbed Nightalon and realized I could do something with this... I also really wanted to explore some more themes surrounding being trans n such and that all combined made for a much more interesting version of Night... One that was also HEAVILY based off Rebecca from Crazy Ex Girlfriend.

That leads us to modern Nightalon! With a backstory that faces struggles with her peers and a resentment towards her family. She threw herself into the very media and fiction I just mentioned.

If you've read Just A Girl In Love [If you look up the song lyrics, you'll see why I chose that song to be the title of her debut fic, its just too fitting-] you'll knew where this headed, she sees Radio, falls in love and while I really want to elaborate more on this in the form of another fanfic from her perspective I might as well spell out more of the subtle parts of that fic.

Nightalon is entranced in the idea of finding someone who she percieves as "Broken" and "Fixing" them, but the fiction she consumes has not given her any healthy ideas on how to do that. As her and Radio grow closer, Nightalon feeds into Radio's worst traits, she wants Radio to embrace her emotional instability, because it plays into her fantasies. It's not malicious but it is unhealthy, Nightalon thinks that Radio is perfect, that she doesn't need to change but instead just needs to run away with her forever and embrace who she is. Night does not trust the adults around her to help Radio due to her own truama too, and therefore tells Radio not to as well. She's not intending to, but she's treating Radio, her relationship with her and the world generally as a big novel where she is the main character and has all the answers. Where her delicate female touch will cure Radio of her depression and her issues and the adults around them just need to catch up with that fact. She's stuck up, views most of her family as somewhat beneath her due to their brutish and dumb nature, and sees herself as the protagonist with all the right ideas.

But reality will hit her hard and what will she do when it does? She didn't mean to hurt anyone, so does she double down on her innocence, or come to terms with having hurt the delicate rose no, the Person she loved more than anything in the world?

#ramblez #WHOOO OMG #IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK A BIT I HAD TO GO BACK AND FIND ALL THESE OLD DESIGNS #BUT THIS WAS SOOOO FUN TO WRITE <3 #talking abt my ocs history and such is actually super duper fun! #ty for the ask I hope u enjoy this fucking novel I wrote for you- #oh also modern nightalon was inspired by shows like 13 reasons why too #and the way they kind of made depression seem like #beautiful n shit #yea that also is smth they obviously do- #but tis okay #they'll get better #OR WILL THEY?