#i just came out of quarantine

[beeg-bark]

pro tip! you don't actually need to self harm, spending one week away from a butch who has claws and nothing but malice behind their eyes will actually yield the exact same results :)

#dogbone #asexual kink #fear kink #masochism #you ever watch someone's brain shut off while theyre in dom space #new kinda fear #holy shit #that was a fun fun night #but now my arms burn like hell #at one point #during aftercare #they were like #oh what's underneath my fingernails? #it was my skin and blood #yippee #my arms look like i lost a fight to barbed wire #yeowch #no because #i just came out of quarantine #so im super duper touch starved too #and now i will not get to cuddlemaxx #:( #the consequences of my own actions

[mygirljunhee]

Wonho’s Home Workout

#wonho #wonhonet #mx7net #kpopco #heysae #kiwitracks #do you remember where you were when this dropped? #i sure do #listen - obvi here for thirst reasons let's not play dumb - but this came out and like #I barely left my house - I was quarantining so hard #I know I had tried home workouts - but at this point in the fall I was like I'm over all that #Wonho uploading a workout video not only took me the fuck out - but it actually gave me a good boost to like. take care of myself? #so I super appreciate it beyond the fact that he's just really hot #addy.gifs

[rolanslide]

I think rottmnt has ruined me a little bit because it's beautifully animated and funny and well storyboarded and well written and astoundingly performed and depicts a flawed but unabashedly loving family of all boys and is surprisingly nuanced and it's a fucking ninja turtles show

#it is far from perfect but it means so much to me it's pathetic #*pokes nick/netflix with a stick* cmon. bring rise back #okay my attachment to this show probably has something to do with it being my comfort show during the worst of quarantine #I really needed something that was mostly light and comedic and wholesome #and when the movie came out my older sister had just moved out not even a week prior and it was similarly comforting then #ouh #Im so normal #tmnt #rottmnt

[chloeseyeliner]

i may have a very complicated relationship with my mother, but the thing is, one part of it i would never change is the fact that she introduced me to some great (and often times not so great for my taste, but still fun and interesting) music.

most important of it all: this woman taught me how to scream queen from the top of my lungs.

i think this in particular says a lot.

like, i was a ten-year-old, just a year into learning english, and i already recognised the first note of i want to break free. i went camping every summer from when i was 12 to when i was 16, and i introduced the kids in the same dorm as me to the euphoria of clapping to the rythm of we will rock you. i danced in the darkness of my room to radio ga-ga during quarantine, because i was scared and confused and ate toast for dinner for two weeks straight since there was nothing else there. i hummed bohemian rhapsody while studying during what i then thought of as the most academically challenging year of my life to keep myself sane in front of calculus. i fell in love for the first time the same year, and i thought of her while listening to good old fashioned lover boy and you're my best friend, because i wasn't able to tell her, so i kept her close to me that way. i went to study in another, unknown city, to live on my own for the very first time, and, inter alia, i put on killer queen, innuendo and don't stop me now, and even i'm in love with my car, to feel like home, a place i never had, because...

i may have a very complicated relationship with my mother, but sometimes my heart thinks that the music we both love will bridge the gap between us. that queen will magically make her arms feel like home, and not somewhere hard and suffocating to be inside of.

#i don't even know #i just saw a few queen posts #(and also somewhat unrelated: thought of freddie changing his name and all that... yeah. ugh) #and just boom it came out of me #also i am aware these songs are some of the most popular #but i love them all #so much #so yeah #queen rocks #(pun unintended) #mother daughter relationships are so... confusing #but at least we still have queen #queen band #freddie mercury #brian may #john deacon #roger taylor #the irony of it all #now that i think about it #she doesn't know i am queer but she introduced me to the band whose main singer is a queer icon. #fun fact #(not so fun but oh well) #i had an assignment on aids at 11th grade #and i sneaked in freddie in the epilogue #and my teacher (who liked the assignment and gave me an a yay) was so moved she sent me 'love of my life' via email #because i 'needed to listen to it ASAP' and 'queen was her favourite back when she was younger' #(it was during quarantine) #personal rant

[electracraft]

we need positive representation for people who came to terms with their sexuality or gender identity specifically because of the impact of minecraft youtubers 

#have i ever told you that the youtuber audio was a shift point for me and after that i came out to my brother #<- thats not the only way dream helped this process but it is a fun fact #like it is insane to think about how if there never was a lockdown and i never found this community #there's a good chance i'd still be identifying as straight #and it's also so lame because i cant exactly tell the story of how i knew so when people ask im just like oh you know #quarantine gave me time to think ^__^

[worm-in-a-trenchcoat]

PSA- Always quarantine your new fish, mutuals.

See the tags for a lovely late night rant because I’m stressed the fuck out 💃🏾

#I have a lovely 20 gallon tank in my room #it has kuhli loaches and shrimp and otocinclus #a clown poach I never see named Marvin #and two peacock gudgeons #one of which I got recently #one that I should have quarantined but didn’t because I’m lazy and didn’t think I’d need to #because I’ve never had issues with not quarantining fish before #but I got this fish from work and we’ve been dealing with ich #and I realized the day after I got her that the tank she came from had mollys that were infected 🙃 #a couple days later she has it too #for those that don’t know #ich is a VERY contagious parasite in fish #and it will eventually kill your fish if left untreated #I’ve never dealt with it before so I’m stressed tf out and just spent almost the last of my money for a top recommended medication #to tray and treat it #I could have gotten a cheaper brand but #I don’t want to risk killing any of my more sensitive fish and my shrimp because I will cry if that happens #I could treat it by turning up the temperature in my tank to like 86 degrees f #but that could ALSO potentially kill my fish/shrimp #so expensive medication was the best option #I’ve been thinking about just taking this tank down tbh #I feel like there’s always something going wrong with it from this to filters breaking to a snail infestation #but I’m not giving up yet #unless something dies #then I’ll be giving up on it 🥲 #tag rant #personal #fish keeping #I meant clown loach* not poach

[katmaatui]

jo was in the shitty santa claus comic????

also why is she on earth here when is this set

#it came out just a month ago so earth should be quarantined???? #making earth quarantined was a mistake I'm very literal and I read for gl cameos #Red Reads

[irlnikeiyomiuri]

guys did i ever tell u abt my bestie in 8th grade. we were so fucking close genuinely attached at the hip and then we went into ninth grade and covid, and then i saw him again at senior hoco and it was great and then i saw him at senior prom and it was fucking nasty he ain’t even greet me even though we hung out w the same group of people the whole night.

#it frankly wasn’t that bad. he didn’t like. push me off the boat or anything #however i had such a miserable start to prom. twas salt in the wound. #he just overnight hated me. very sad !!! #there’s other things that happened that i’m omitting solely because i ramble a lot. #like. not to try and make myself look good- i’m not excluding anything i’ve done #the only interactions we had over quarantine were me reaching out like hi i hope ur doing wellll #it was literally between hoco and prom. he decided he haaaated me. #silly tho ! bc when i came out to him (in 8th grade) he just popped off abt how he could never like a trans guy #which was very odd.- hey did i ever mention that people used to always say i was flirting w their older brothers. #when i was like. in elementary school. and didn’t understand what that term even meant. #may b he thought i was flirting thats smthn that’s crossed my mind before. but i don’t think so #bc i had explicitly told him that i had crushed on him wayyy prior + currently wanted the best for him #but thought he was a loser (affectionate) and did not want to date him now we were besties. and told him this like #months before coming out. and besides y would u make someone coming out abt their perceived crush on u ? #if that was his train of thought. very very odd. but again i don’t think that was the case . #an e ways. so sillies !!!!! #just thinking abt that. i wonder if he got into the college he wanted to go to…

[another-one-bites-the-chipaguasu]

I find it fumny that people say that Elon Muskrat has the mentality of a 6 year old.

Which is offensive to 6 year olds. They're often very smart and if you explain to them what's happening they reason it and accept it.

You know what mentality he has? Of a far right aligned male, and I know this because I've met tons of them through the years and they all act the same. Hell! I live with one!

And it's always the same story. They refuse to lose, they know everything and more than everyone else, they won't listen to your arguments because they're already convinced that you're wrong, they will even deny actual data!!!

And that's what makes them so dangerous, they have absolutely no capacity for introspection.

#hong talks #Reminds me of that time during quarantine #when many studies were coming out and they were talking about them on TV #and they started talking about how many children go to school just because they get to eat #and what is the hope for those children with online classes #and he started rambling about how that's a lie and is stupid #I'M A TEACHER. I'M A STUDENT. I know this. I've seen this everyday I've spent at school. #so I told him that + the fact that he's fighting literal factual information #he screamed a me. he told me that all those polls that say our country is poor are wrong. that is impossible. #that if it'strue that 1/4 Paraguayans are hungry it means that the neighbor in front of us is hungry #WHICH IS A LIE!!!! #and like not only is that a very stupid misunderstanding of data but also is deflecting the matter at hand #he screamed and hit the table and when he realized I'm not afraid of him he got up and went to his bedroom #another time there was this classmate's dad who kept interrupting my WW2 presentation #He kept saying out loud that Hitler is still alive in Argentina because he came to Paraguay #and like everyone in the public was annoyed at him #I was 13 #So i corrected him and he went ballistic with his conspiracy theories and kept repeating the same over and over again #so I said Sir there is absolutely no proof for that because we know Hitler did this and this and he just got up screamed something and left #afterwards the teacher's told me I shouldn't talk back to adults. #They're simply so entitled that they believe they're entitled to the truth as well

[potatoesandsunshine]

thought about kent parson for too long incident 15 dead 19479158 injured

#i read omgcp over the course of one sleepless night during quarantine. had multiple breakdowns in that time. came out of it wrung out. #and also turns out kent just. stayed my fav all this time

[piduai]

tokyo love story had 0 plot relevance and yet noda gave it to us anyway when he didn't have to. i just love that arc so much, it's my favorite, and those 5 weeks when it was coming out were just so delightful thank you so much king

#it literally had everything idk it was silly and funny and cute and upbeat and i love sugimoto and kikuta (stupid) #tsurumi was. also there. for some reason #remember exactly when the chapter came out bc early raws were in quarantine #so we had to wait for the official release like some beasts and the convenience store by my job just happened to stock a few hrs early #(yj comes out on thursdays and they stocked it at about 10 pm wednesday) so i bought a physical copy #and was looking thru it while heading to the train station and tsurumi was there... scream #kaeko you should have married me fr #anyway i really live tokyo love story... it's so good and fun

[carpathxanridge]

i’ve said before that ‘bi lesbians’/‘comphet lesbians’ are the modern day political lesbians, and i do still believe that in that both have done similar harm in eroding the lesbian community. but i think now it’s more like the flip side of a coin, and the differences matter in what they say about the current state of feminist consciousness in our generations. all of these groups are/were women who are essentially bisexual yet only want to date women. however, political lesbians had the feminist consciousness to be able to make that choice and advocate it as the best choice for all women. whereas, with ‘bi lesbians’ and ‘comphet lesbians,’ the notion of choice is unfathomable to them. in a culture where the biggest crime a woman can commit is being sexually inaccessible to men, but any degree of radical feminist thought is heretical, women who want to make this choice instead turn to labels, whether consciously or unconsciously, that absolve them of the sin of agency, of directly saying ‘no’ to men. for some ‘bi lesbians’ i’ve seen, it’s like they recognize their bisexuality but reject all coherence to claim they nonetheless have a lesbian ‘essence’ that, as if an external force, drives them to identify in this way and prefer to date women. for the ‘comphet’ crowd, they pick apart and analyze their entire sexual history to construct a neat narrative that explains why suddenly they no longer want to date men—perhaps this was their nature all along. they are driven to claiming the gay experience of being ‘born this way,’ of their sexuality being beyond their control. and for all they talk of heterosexuality being compulsive, they act out many compulsions themselves to banish their osa (see: tiktok videos of this genre lmao). this is all because if they recognize they are attracted to men and are actively CHOOSING not to date them… that’s not a choice they are comfortable in. and there’s no doubt that many of them fear being in too close a proximity to radical feminism.

granted, these are generalizations and patterns i’ve recognized in a certain subgroup of these women, and there are others whose motivations for adopting these labels i would afford less sympathy to. especially those who date trans identified males, and adopt the lesbian label almost as an opportunity to be elevated in their circle as an example of ‘correct’ behavior. but i think, judging from all of these videos in this vein i’ve watched of women who adopt these labels, that it’s important to recognize this crisis of agency in our generation, so great that women would literally rather brainwash themselves into believing they are and have always been lesbians than accept their sexual orientations and feel comfortable in making a choice in being female exclusive. i think many of these women truly believe that attraction is destiny, and that if they accept they are attracted to men then they’re obligated to act on it. and that’s concerning, from a radical feminist pov. i don’t think lesbians should have to prioritize sympathizing with or addressing this, because it’s first essential to reject homophobic postmodern nonsense, but i think bisexuals should be focusing on reaching out to these kinds of women and building a stronger semblance of feminist consciousness/separatist community within the bi community. because without presenting these women with another visible option, i think this phenomenon is legit never going to stop.

#thinking about that youtuber alayna joy #and how after being out as bisexual for years she came out as a lesbian… #durig quarantine when she was isolated from her community and faced with the realities of being male partnered for life #i truly think it was easier for her to say ‘i don’t have a choice’ and believe it’s her innate sexuality #than it wouldve been to break off her engagement otherwise #but i also think she was psychologically incapable of realizing that not being able to be fulfilled in an opposite sex partnership #is not the same thing as lacking osa #whereas wit the slightest bit of feminist consciousness one can realize that marriage is generally unfulfilling for ALL women #and that being isolated with a man is in many ways terrifying and oppressive #FOR ALL WOMEN #like ive watched all of her reflections on her coming out and like #i really cant help but think she’s just absolving herself of the sin of choosing against men

[imblocking-you]

Y'all I read novels sometimes because I've been spoiled about the geral gist of the story and a particular moment in the book worth waiting for. In orv, I was told about the dokja meets od scene with yjh somewhere and it got me excited about the novel kept me going despite constantly crying lmao. In S-class I learned about some qipao(?) scene although idk if it's true. In lcf, I learned about krs but honestly even without something to wait for it was all around enjoyable and kept me on my toes. In mdzs, it was the hairband thing scene YK THE ONE and countless other little pieces of information that drowned me in the fandom, took me for a long swim. For tgcf, it was just the existence of hua cheng, like in general and coffin scene lol. In KOD, everything ab it, I love kod but spoilers here were insane, man. For twsb, I think it was just the female lead getting a different role idkk it got me hooked even without a spoiler so this is like revealed really early on. For IDWTR, I think it's the "fairytale arc" as they called it which convinced me to bear with the mtl bc I am a aucker for world-hopping or any of the same sort.

#reveals secrets and variety are my shtick #useless post #nothing to learn from here #no lessons no takeaways nothing just me going about saying whatever #but yeah #my online reading experience #i started on the university series too cause some tiktok advertised it as better than it actually was #came out disappointed so now it only amounts to the honourary mentions #i haven't read a genuine physical book in a while all pf #of my* past reads had been online and had a different vibe to those i've read in the past #it has significantly altered me and aspects of my personality during quarantine and beyond #idk what im saying it's 1 am #why cant i just read quietly and stop the urge to share my opinion #this is why reading w no wifi is better #webnovel

[augustheart]

the world is awful but there are people who love us.

#our friends brought us donuts because we had to euthanize our dog today. yes for the second time in four weeks. #it devastated my mom and sister (who still has covid) #and my best friend came over yesterday to say goodbye while i was still out of town seeing our family #and i got boba for my sister just now because i love her and she’s quarantining in her room #the world is so painful and i’m losing the fight but at least i’m not stuck thinking we aren’t loved

[delta8vape]

should i try to give myself a mullet tomorrow

#i watched a tutorial and it came out rlly cute so i might get up early tomorrow and do it before my shower #i have to take a pic tomorrow and wanna look cute #but also i take a picture tomorrow and dont want a bad haircut!!! #BUT the tutorial i watched looked rlly easy just time consuming but :-) #i might also do it tomorrow night idk #wish i had been cutting my hair during quarantine 😔

[azmaarts]

I'M FREEEEEEEEE

HI, EVERYONE. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I'M ALIVE! :D

College applications have been kicking my gluteus maximus, and all I can say is, "Dam. I wish I had some of Jason Todd's schoolboy motivation."

My boi is the pure opposite of me. I sucked on the Reading Comprehension portion of the SAT. By my cat's fwuffy cheeks, I could go on DEBATES as to why my choice wasn't wrong, but noooooo... CollegeBoard be like: Heh. Take a look at this one word that shalt trip you harder than deez nuts, "totally."

Me: ...

Me: FU—

So yeah. College applications got me feeling like I'm tripping balls cuz I'm currently depraved of drawing after enclosing myself even harder than quarantine.

Okie. Imma scram. Gotta finish studying for my physics test tmr. Promise to post some art tomorrow tho!

Hope everyone has a great day! :D

#college #college applications #why are we here? #just to suffer #i'm alive #I can't wait to draw again #I swear I feel like I just came out of quarantine #wait. #that already happened