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meltwonu · 3 years

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| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 | [CHAPTER 16]

pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader

this chapter’s notes; camshow, dom!seungcheol, oral(fem receiving), a little overstimulation, some hair pulling, dirty talk, possessive!seungcheol makes an appearance, sex toys, seungcheol riskin’ it all in this one 😏😳 yall!!! only 4 more chapters after this 🥺 it’s so crazy, I don’t even remember when I started this series but omg, my longest one yet! 💕 thank you so much for the support on cherry bomb, as always!! I love yall 💕💕 also my god has it been a week 😭 gonna do an inbox roundup tomorrow!💕 But for now, enjoy ch16 and have a good, safe weekend!! 💕🍒

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“Let me get this straight… She asked you if you considered her your girlfriend and you said what?”

Seungcheol grimaces for the third time, brows furrowed when Jeongguk blinks at him incredulously. “I’m sorry, I just---I need to hear it from your lips again, hyung.”

“Ugh, I said ‘sure’, okay!? I got nervous! That was a big fuckin’ question!” Seungcheol tugs at his own hair, groaning as he slams his head down onto the concession stand. “Don’t even get me started on the look she gave me after. I had to sleep next to her, you don’t know how horrible that was after my fuck up.”

Jeongguk pats Seungcheol’s hair; shaking his head as he gently tries to comfort his hyung.

“What did she say afterwards?”

“She just said ‘oh, okay’ and then she changed topics.” Seungcheol lifts his head from the countertop, hair mussed as he stares back at Jeongguk who shoots him a pitiful look.

“And that was it? The two of you went to bed?” Seungcheol nods, “We ate a little and she started talking about work so I thought everything was okay? But the more I think about it the more I’m thinking ‘oh, okay’ isn’t really okay? Listen, I haven’t been in a relationship in a while and the last thing I ever expected out of meeting her was for her to be my girlfriend!”

Jeongguk laughs in return, “I can tell. You’re fuckin’ rusty as hell, hyung.”

“He said what?”

You groan as you pick up another plate. “He said ‘sure’ and then it got awkward. We ate dinner and then went to bed and this morning when he dropped me off, I felt like---weird? I was all shy all of a sudden, maybe even awkward.” Jun helps you clear off the table, taking a couple plates of his own before turning to face you.

“Like, ‘butterflies in my stomach’ kinda shy? Or, like, ‘that wasn’t really the answer I was looking for’ kinda awkward shy?”

Grimacing, you start to wipe down the table as Jun watches. “I’m not even sure. I mean… He didn’t say no, right? But I guess I was just expecting a little more than just ‘sure’. Nothing like, grandiose but… a little more than ‘sure’? It’s like he was replying to me asking if he wanted a piece of chocolate.”

Jun laughs, fingertips on his chin as he thinks of an appropriate response. “He might just be… awkward. I mean, what was the preface of this question? What conversation were you two having?”

Your lips press into a firm line, cheeks hot as Jun stares you down. “Okay… maybe you’re right. I didn’t really… work up to that question. I kinda just… asked it. I mean, you guys were asking about it in the comments too so I just thought--”

“Ah! There’s the problem though. I don’t think hyung was even in the chat at that point. So, just because all of us were talking about it doesn’t mean he knew, y’know? He might’ve just been caught off guard.”

“Ugh... fuck, you’re probably right.”

You and Seungcheol don’t talk about it.

Even though you can feel the tenseness between the two of you during dinner and even when he drops you off and picks you up from work Friday afternoon. It’s all clipped conversations and shy, awkward smiles like the two of you had met for the first time, all over again.

It eventually comes to a head when you’re only an hour away from needing to start your cam show, Friday night, and you realize that you weren’t sure if Seungcheol was going to be part of it or not. “Hey, ‘Cheol?” You ask, voice small as you stare at the back of his head. The male turns from his place on the sofa, eyes wide as saucers at your shy voice.

“Y-yeah?”

“Are you, um, going to cam with me tonight or…? I mean, I can do it alone, I just--I wasn’t sure if you wanted to, tonight.” Seungcheol bites the inside of his cheek; he really wanted to talk about it and he didn’t understand why this, out of all the things, was so difficult for him to talk about.

“I--I don’t know. I just, I’m sorry, can I just... apologize first?” He groans as he gets up from the sofa and rounds it until he steps in front of where you sit atop the bed sheets. “It’s been so awkward and I know it’s because of me, so you don’t need to say anything. I just--I should’ve said more than ‘sure’, I was just nervous!” His cheeks burn red; wide eyes avoiding your own as you stare up at him. “I really want you to be my girlfriend, if I didn’t already make that clear. I was just thinking about how I never really expected you to like me that much, much less start a relationship with me, so the first thing that came out of my mouth was just… that. It was dumb, I should’ve said something else, but I think my brain was just mush by then.”

Your own cheeks feel hot at his confession; trying to hide the beaming smile that threatens to paint your features. “No--no, I should apologize a little too. I asked you that out of nowhere and made you panic. I should’ve worked it up better than that too.”

“I guess we’re both a little dumb, huh?” He laughs under his breath as he scratches the back of his head in embarrassment. “We can talk about everything else under the sun but that was just… harder to talk about in the moment.”

“Yeah, but we’re okay now, right? We’re an official c-couple?” You bite your lip, looking up at Seungcheol who seems to be staring off into the distance. A grin finds itself painted on his lips as he meets your shy eyes.

“That’s right, babygirl.”

Seungcheol decides to let you do your cam show alone tonight; watching from the sofa as you get settled on the bed before nodding at him and starting your stream.

“Hey, everyone! Happy Friday!”

The comments and donations flood in as soon as you start and you already hit your donation minimum before you even open your mouth to speak again. It catches you off guard momentarily as your eyes go wide and your lips part in a shocked expression.

“Whoa, that was so fast! We already hit the donation minimum!”

sleepy_wonu has donated $75

sleepy_wonu: your channel has grown so much in the past few weeks im not surprised lol

universe_WZ: yea seriously, i remember when it took us like 30 mins before we hit minimum

artist8hao has donated $75

artist8hao: now theres ppl we’ve never even seen before in the comments lol

angelhan has donated $50

tangerine_kwan has donated $50

“Oh I know! Remember that one cam show where it took me, like, almost an hour to reach minimum? If it weren’t for ‘dom.cheol’ then, I don’t think that one would’ve taken off at all!” You giggle at the memory, eyes momentarily flitting to Seungcheol who smiles back at you.

kitty_junjun: speaking of? No loverboy tonight?

therealchan99: oh yeah i didnt even notice he was gone 😌

chwenon: lmfao

“Ah, he said he wanted to take a break tonight so it’s just me! Hope that’s okay with you guys?” You pout at the camera, fingertips roaming your lingerie clad body as you read off a few more comments. “I’m so used to his hands all over my skin though… He gets me to cum so easily, y’know?”

You pick up a dildo sitting next to you on the bed; bringing the silicone toy to your lips as you moan. “This is the biggest toy I have and it’s not anywhere near the size of his cock...” Wrapping your lips around the tip, you start sucking on the toy, imagining it was Seungcheol’s cock instead when it fills your mouth.

Your eyes flutter shut when you start grinding against the bedsheets underneath you and Seungcheol feels his throat going dry at the way you take more and more of the toy into your mouth until you’re gagging on it. Tears spring to your eyes when you feel your throat constricting around the silicone and you repeat this action a few more times before you’re pulling the toy from your mouth and sputtering to catch your breath.

gentleman_josh95: god youre so fucking pretty choking on cock

alphagyu97 has donated $50

alphagyu97: fuck i know

Setting the toy down, you immediately work to get your lingerie off; tossing it to the side before spreading your legs for the camera. “Mmh, I’m already so wet thinking about this toy filling me up…” You tease yourself with the toy, dragging the tip through your folds and collecting the wetness on it as you mewl.

xcaliburDK: but is it gonna be enough for you?

hoshi_tiger_xx: probably not, we all know the toys arent as good as the real thing lolol

You let out a whimper as you circle your clit with the tip of the toy. “I know… But I really want something inside my pussy…”

Seungcheol feels his cock throbbing in his sweats at the way your words only sound sweeter to his ears now that the two of you had cleared the air. He bites his lip, palming himself through the material as he watches you from his place on the sofa.

alphagyu97: is ur tight lil cunt ready to take it?

therealchan99: why dont u use your pretty fingers to get yourself ready hmm?

You nod shakily, setting the toy down again before bringing your middle and index fingers to your lips to wet them properly before snaking them down your body. “Ah, my fingers aren’t as big either…” Mumbling, you pinch and tease your clit, moaning out loudly before dragging them down and sinking them into your soaked entrance.

“Fuh--fuck, mmh!” Regretfully, your fingers aren’t as thick or long as Seungcheol’s but you curl and scissor the digits inside of you to prep yourself for the toy.

The sound of your moans and cries mix in with the pinging on your laptop from donations and comments and for once, Seungcheol realizes how weird it is to be on the other side and not with you. Admittedly, he’d gotten quite used to being on cam with you that it seemed awkward to just be doing nothing on the other side of the room.

“Oh, ngh, I--I want the toy n-now…” Mewling, you pull your soaking fingers from inside of your pussy; bringing them to your lips to clean them off of your wetness before grabbing the toy again. You run the silicone through your folds as you get it covered in your slick before positioning it at your entrance and slowly sinking it in.

It was definitely smaller than Seungcheol and didn’t have the same girth, but you still whine and whimper when it fills you up to the base of the toy. “Ngh, feels g-good…”

universe_WZ: i just kno that toy is noy as satisfying as the real thing huh princess?

xcaliburDK: right? Her pretty lil pussy is probably so used to being stretched by a big cock

You thrust the toy into your pussy, soft cries spilling from your lips as you try to imagine it’s Seungcheol instead. In all honesty, you would’ve wanted him to film with you but you respected his decision to stay on the sidelines for tonight.

“Ah, it--it’s not the s-same… I--I need h-help…” You whine; shaky fingertips still working the dildo in and out of your soaking pussy.

“P-please, ah… the toy’s not, mmh, enough to make m-me feel good...”

In the time between you picking up the toy and you actually sliding into your wet cunt, Seungcheol internally argues with himself on what to do.

And it’s not until you start begging to the air for more that he mentally says ‘screw it’ and gets up from the sofa.

Your eyes are clamped shut as you try to chase the pleasure and soon you feel the bed dip; confused eyes peering back at Seungcheol who’s entire body, including his head, is in the camera’s shot. “W-wait, you---”

“Me, what? You asked for me, right?” He turns his head, eyes staring directly into the camera as he smirks.

“Hi. I’m her boyfriend. But I think the rest of you know that already, right?”

The comments go wild with Seungcheol’s sudden face reveal, even though you and him are already lost in each other as he grips the base of the dildo and starts pumping it inside of you, angling it as best as he can to graze against your g-spot.

xcaliburDK: i think i need to quit my job tomorrow

chwenon: ??? didnt u just start

angelhan: damn i knew this dude was gonna be hot as hell

kitty_junjun: whoa nice to see ur face

kitty_junjun: i take it u lovebirds made up

xcaliburDK: yea i did but i think ive embarrassed myself enough for one lifetime

xcaliburDK has donated $150

xcaliburDK: for my shame

Your entire body is aflame with Seungcheo’s confidence and you feel the pleasure building up even quicker now that he was here with you. “Ah, f-fuck…” Whining, you bite your lip to prevent yourself from calling out his name; something you were used to by now.

“What’s wrong, baby? Call my name. Let them know who makes you feel this fuckin’ good. Let them know who’s cock you always crave and who’s cock fills you up better than this toy ever fuckin’ could.”

“Fuck, S--Seungcheol!”

Your orgasm hits you out of left field; thighs clamping shut around his arm as he continues to fuck you with the dildo as you ride out your pleasure. He turns to face the camera yet again, winking at it cockily before he turns back to you. “That’s right, baby. Now I’m gonna eat your ‘lil cunt out and make you cum on my tongue while you let the entire world know who gets you this fuckin’ wet.”

He doesn’t give you a second to come down from your high before he’s nudging your thighs apart and sliding the dildo from inside of you. A shaky breath falls from your lips as he readjusts you on the bed; this time giving the camera a side view as you turn your head to face the camera.

The comments and donations continue to flood in, except now it seems like they’re going twice as fast.

xcaliburDK: kjdkjghsdkhg fuck

sleepy_wonu: well can i say at least hes not an old weirdo lol

sleepy_wonu: ❤️

chwenon: im like, pretty sure ive seen this dude come to the convenience store i work at

chwenon: bruh i met a celebrity and i didnt even know it

xcaliburDK: dont even get me started

Seungcheol pries your shaky legs apart before he eases himself down between them. “I want you to be as loud as fuckin’ possible. Understood?” He smiles at you warmly, but his words have a certain edge to them that has you nodding profusely.

“O--okay…”

He wastes no time; skilled tongue flicking at your swollen clit as you jolt and immediately tangle your hands into his hair. “Oh, god, Seungcheol I’m--I’m, ah, sensitive…” He smirks against your skin, noting the way you already start to grind against his tongue despite your words.

Resting your thighs against his shoulders, it allows him to eat you out easier as he flattens his tongue and drags it from your soaking entrance to your clit; alternating the pressure as you whine and whimper above him.

When he notices you trying to keep your noises in, he pulls away slightly, flicking your clit with the tip of his tongue before speaking.

“I thought I told you I wanted to hear you, baby? Don’t get shy on me now.” He smirks, watching as the goosebumps rise on your skin. “In fact, why don’t you tell your lovely viewers how good I make you feel, hmm? Or tell them about the time you made me finger you in the restroom at work ‘cause your ‘lil cunt couldn’t wait.”

xcaliburDK: THE RESTROOM? At woRK?

artist8hao: ah one of the originals huh

gentleman_josh95 has donated $75

gentleman_josh95: for backstory

tangerine_kwan has donated $75

tangerine_kwan: seconded!

You bite your lip when you catch the comments, shy eyes flitting from the screen to Seungcheol who resumes eating you out. Your thighs tremble and threaten to snap shut around his head; body already on the edge of another orgasm.

“I--S--Seungcheol was at, ah, w-work… and I--I couldn’t wait so--so I made him finger m-me in his work’s restroom…” You whimper, hangs tugging on Seungcheo’s hair harshly when his tongue dips into your entrance. “Fuck, I--I couldn’t stop thinking about, ngh, his--his fingers afterwards e-either… They fit my p-pussy so well…”

A garbled moan floats through the air when Seungcheol’s lips envelope your clit, sucking it into his mouth as your cry out his name.

Your back bows off of the bed, fingertips locked tight into his hair. “Fuck, Seungcheol, please… please…” You grind against him, toes curling against his back when your sensitive body gives into the pleasure and your orgasm washes over you a second time.

Cries of his name are all you can manage when your body goes rigid; head fuzzy when he starts to dip his tongue into your pussy again. He smiles against you, calmly continuing to eat you out as your orgasm continues to wash over you.

kitty_junjun: is it just me or is it nicer to hear her actually calling someones name

artist8hao: honestly i was just thinking that too

artist8hao: its more organic idk

alphagyu97: ~organic~ ok nerd lol

chwenon has donated $50

therealchan99 has donated $50

When the overstimulation starts to bite, your soft cries of Seungcheol’s name turn into hurried, jumbled noises and only parts of his name as you squirm and tug on his hair.

“Ah, ‘Cheol it’s, ngh, too--too m-much…!” He drags his tongue against your clit a few more times, relishing in the way you still grind against him. “I c-can’t cum again…” You cry, teeth chattering when he gently laps at your folds and collects your wetness on his tongue.

Seungcheol repeats this a few more times; letting you tug and pull at his hair as he licks you clean.

“Ngh, Seungcheol…”

He finally pulls away, using a hand to pry your fingers from his hair as he smiles at your tired body. “Cute.” Mumbling, he eases your shaky legs from his shoulders before he sits up; lips covered in your wetness as he grins at the camera.

Seungcheol picks out a few comments as he chuckles under his breath; already wondering what work was going to be like on Monday when he had to meet Seokmin.

universe_WZ: u look like a dude that could fuck someone up

kitty_junjun: he probably would too

chwenon: come thru the convenience store bro, I'll hook u up

xcaliburDK: should I quit? be honest

Your tired groans bring his attention back to you; eyes trained on the way your tired eyes threaten to snap shut.

“Okay, I think I need to go take care of my girlfriend now. It was nice meeting you all, finally.” Seungcheol grins, taking care of your stream before thanking your viewers and ending the stream.

He turns to you, a genuine and caring smile on his face when your hazy eyes look up at him.

“Ready for a shower?”

“Ugh, carry me, boyfriend~”

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jisungsplatforms · 3 years

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[Chapter II: The Red Beanie Cutie]

Pairing: Producer/Music Major! Han Jisung x Photographer! fem! reader

Genre: NSFW! Smut; non idol au, college au, strangers to lovers

Warnings: Mature Content! strong language, sexting, masterbation (m&f) + kinda guided masterbation (f), nudes/unsolicited pictures of *certain areas*

Chapter word count: 1.5k (relatively short chapter)

Taglist: @hyunjeongins @seungstarss @es-kay-zee @hyunjinsplaything @formidxble @freckledquokka (want to be added? send an ask or a dm! <3)

Min’s ho3: uh- hi? 👋🏻

this is minho’s “fine ass friend with the red beanie” 👁👁

shitshitshitshit SHIT.

Your mind was jumbled and your palms were sweaty. How the hell did I even get his number? You backtrack to an hour ago, back at the party….To when Minho asked for your phone.

...Minho…...

You bit your lip, trying to think logically. No no no. It’s probably not the red beanie cutie, Y/n. It’s probably just Minho being an ass again and pretending to be his friend. That’s it! At least...That’s what you hope.

Min’s ho3: uhh hello? you still there?

im hoping that this is the cutie who was babysitting hyunjin earlier lol

Your blood ran cold. You really didn’t want to believe it. No way was it really the red beanie cutie.

Me: If this REALLY is the cute boy with the red hat...send me a picture.

You sighed. This should prove something. Your phone ‘pinged’ a second later.

Min’s ho3: damn straight to the point, are you? youre a lot more bold than i thought

You shivered, turning red. As much as you wanted to fuck him, you didn’t want to look desperate.

Me: I meant an INNOCENT picture. Of your face, I mean.

Min’s ho3: uh- duh! that’s what i meant???

what did YOU think??

Your face burned at the thought of misinterpreting his “innocent” message.

Me: Just thought I had to clarify for you! Nasty

Min’s ho3: whatever you say, babe 😙🤪

You gave him a minute for him to respond, putting down your phone to give yourself a breather. You sincerely hope that this was Minho cause that option is MUCH better than accidentally texting the person you’re thirsting over. After about 30 seconds, your phone pinged twice. One from Min’s hoe...and one from Minho ho ho. Oh dear lord.

You decided to read Minho’s messages first. Tapping on his notification, the phone directed you to your chat, revealing the conversation you two had during the party.

Minho ho ho 😼: You’re welcome 😉

You were seriously panicking at this point. Your fingers tapped onto the keyboard like a madman. You didn’t know if you wanted to hug Minho or murder that bitch.

Me: shutupshutupshutup You did NOT

Minho ho ho 😼: Oh but I did, my dear best friend haha gross

Better play your cards correctly, sweetie. Just keep in mind...he asked for your number!

His name is Jisung btw! Be nice to him! He’s a shy, sensitive boy. I’ll kill you if you make him sad!

You ignored Minho’s last sentence and nearly squealed at the information, trying to play it cool. You giddily switched to Jisung’s tab. Huge mistake. You should’ve prepared yourself, at least a little. You knew he was hot but the picture he sent you? Oh boy. His hair, which you now know is blond under that beanie, was tousled, falling perfectly on his gorgeous face. In the picture, he was now wearing a grey hoodie and posed like a model, the expression had was absolutely fierce. Oh yeah, he knows he’s hot shit.

Min’s ho3: *image*

it’s a little messy. srry i tried making it a little nicer for you, you know. since you’re a photography major and all that.

Me: No, It’s fine!! I think you look hot! 👍

You wanted to slap yourself. Oh Lord, please end me. Your phone lit up with another text.

Min’s ho3: oh really? 😏

well i think you’re hot too, y/n 😉😚

AHHHHHH

Me: Wait how’d you know my name? And my major?

Minho’s ho3: uhhh you are minho’s friend right??? cause that’s what he told ME and i’m really hoping he didn’t give me the wrong number…

cause honestly. it is something he would legit do alkskdjks

Me: Rest assured. This really is Y/n the photography major

Min’s ho3: well y/n the photography major

i’m jisung and i think youre hot too

and not to be nsfw or anything but i’d like to fuck you too 😉😉

ohmygoshohmygosh. This is really happening. Taking the little bit of confidence you had, you texted him something you thought was bold.

Me: Oh really now? Think you can fuck me good, pretty boy?

Min’s ho3: oh baby i know i’ll have you seeing stars

fuck you so good you won’t be able to think about anything but me and me only

You had to put down your phone to take another breather. Now, not only were your palms wet but so was between your legs. You’ve never texted with anybody like this but there’s a first time for everything, right? Your dominant hand slid down to your pajamas to tease your clit over the cotton material. Shy, my ass…

Min’s ho3: wait wait wait. before we do anything, just let me confirm something

you are single, right? youre not dating hyunjin or anything??

You stopped your movements on your clit. Am I seeing this right? You reread the message a few more times before bursting out in laughter.

Me: HAHAHAHAHA NO WE’RE NOT

Hyunjin’s my best friend. Been friends since we were 5. Dating Hyunjin would be like dating your brother ew

Min’s ho3: LOL OKAY OKAY. just making sure

infidelity is NOT my thing

You were heart warmed. He made sure you weren’t with anyone before getting nasty. Which shouldn’t make you so touched, it should be a basic common courtesy, but nonetheless, it still made you happy knowing he’s a respectable person.

Min’s ho3: okay now that i know i can have you

do you still want to continue?

Me: Yes daddy ;)

Min’s ho3: oh fuck okay

since you left so early, we didn’t get to talk, beautiful

we could’ve been fucking right now instead of texting

Me: Well...we could do both

Your hand went back to your clit, this time reaching inside your bottoms.

Me: You make me so horny baby

I want you

Min’s ho3: already touching yourself babe? how naughty

I barely even said anything but here you are. playing with yourself like some desperate whore

You whimpered, putting more pressure on your clit. You were never that into degrading but with Jisung? You’d gladly take it any day.

Me: Please tell me what to do sir

Min’s ho3: finger yourself. only one finger tho

You removed your pajamas and panties and flung them to the floor. You rubbed your thigh with one hand and slowly moved it to your sopping core. Gathering your wetness, you fondled yourself before inserting your middle finger inside you. “Hmm...fuck,” you moaned. With your other hand, you checked Jisung’s text when you saw your phone light up.

Min’s ho3: are you doing it baby?

Me: Yes sir

Min’s ho3: really? good. keep playing with yourself

i’ll tell you when i want you to stop

You sighed, pumping your finger. You wanted to enjoy it but it wasn’t enough. You definitely needed something more than just one mere finger. You contemplated whether or not you should disobey Jisung and grab your dildo from between your mattress. But you also wanted to see how much he could make you cum with just his words.

Min’s ho3: one finger babe?

You moved your phone and angled it to show your pussy. You wanted to moan seeing your finger deep inside you. Snapping a pic and sending it to Jisung, you threw your phone beside you and started pumping your middle finger faster, circling your clit with your thumb. Immediately, your phone lit up again.

Min’s ho3: fuck baby you’ll be the death of me

you know what? add two more fingers for me, beautiful. you deserve it

You cried, slipping your pointer and ring finger into your core. Now you definitely feel a lot fuller. You pumped your fingers in and out, breathing heavily. You felt so dirty, taking orders like this from a man you barely even knew. There was something so erotic about the whole thing that it drew you closer to your orgasm.

Jisung, on the other hand, was going insane as well; who wouldn’t be when he’s sexting with the most attractive person he’s ever seen? His right hand pumped his cock like a maniac. He was sweating, biting his thin lips so that no noise can come out, potentially waking up his hyungs. He knew he would die of embarrassment if they caught him masterbating to someone he just met today-or just masterbating in general-but it was getting harder to control himself. Especially with that little surprise photo? Shit- he thought he was in heaven, feeling like he would cum in that moment. The sound of a notification from his phone made his grab it from his desk.

Y/n the cute photographer: Closr! I’m so fuckinf ckose

Wsnna cum si bad

Me: yeah? then cum fir me y/n

With Jisung’s permission, you let your release taint your once clean bed. You shook as you orgasmed, moaning so loud you were glad your roommate was out of town. Once you finished, you slowly pulled your fingers out, wincing when the emptiness kicked in. You laid like a dead fish, trying to catch your breath. Your orgasm was so intense that you almost immediately fell asleep. Almost. A notification from Jisung shook you out of your trance.

(3) new message(s) from Min’s ho3

Min’s ho3: *image*

look how much you drive me mad, baby

hm you’re probably tired now after hopefully cumming so much so i’ll leave you...goodnight, y/n! hope you sleep well tonight cutie 😚

You sighed in frustration. How dare he switch from daddy to baby so fast. How are you supposed to sleep when he sent you a clear, mouthwatering image of his dick and abs covered in his cum?

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heartz4mujin · 3 years

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HI HAHA it’s been a while! i thought i would be able to keep up with a blog but i thought wrong 💀but i’m currently fixated on Bakuten!! so here are some random hcs hee hee

AO HIGH

onagawa has definitely made a powerpoint on how ma-chan is the best tan tan girl, and he forced misato and futaba to listen to him

“LOOK AT HOW PRETTY AND PURE HER SMILE IS. LOOK AT IT-“

while they were doing this tsukidate walked into the kitchen and IMMEDIATELY left because he knew if onagawa saw him he would be dragged in too LOL

later he went to shichigahama and was like “don’t go into the kitchen, onagawa made another one of those powerpoints.”

they last like 2 hours too?? misato would literally rather be doing anything else, and futaba is just impressed as to how he has enough information to go on for so long

they all cry when dogs die in movies, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.

misato and watari’s lips are quivering, futaba is actually shedding tears, and the third years are full on crying

tsukidate is the type of person that when he trips and feels himself falling, he just does a handstand, then gets up and walks away like nothing happened.

everybody around him is like 😧

watari really enjoys MHA, his favorite character is kirishima

since futaba likes reading dictionaries, his mom entered him in a spelling bee in like his second year of middle school and he won first place

when misato stubs his toe or something, he doesn’t say ow. he just scrunches up his face in pain and slowly falls to the floor and sits there for a good 2 minutes (this may or may not be based off of me idk)

onagawa has never been to a tan tan girls concert, but the team is secretly saving money to buy him a ticket

tsukidate cried watching your lie in april

shichigahama is always making new sasa kamaboko flavors, and he’ll just randomly go up to any of his teammates and be like “can you try this and see if it’s good?”

tsukidate went on vacation once and trusted the team to take care of his plants (he gave them instructions and everything) while he was away. he was not pleased to see all his shrubs, succulents, and his bonsai tree flopped over dead.

literally did not talk to anyone for a day. he was not happy.

futaba always has blankets with him because he’s always cold

onagawa is not a morning person, you have to give him at least 30 mins until you try and engage in conversation with him

watari does not like spiders. at all (he’s said before: “yeah they’re manly and all, but they’re even manlier if they stay away from me”)

nobody likes game night because all they have is monopoly and uno, and tsukidate is incredibly good at monopoly as he wins EVERY SINGLE TIME. and futaba is also really good at uno

watari drinks milk straight from the jug

watari ALSO likes to leave empty cereal boxes in the pantry (which irritates tsukidate and onagawa)

misato is very easy to startle, so people will always unintentionally scare him and make him jump

SHIRO HIGH

they actually get together with ao high a lot

sometimes tsukiyuki will be nowhere to be found, chances are he invited himself over to ao highs dorms

they’re honestly not even phased

everybody, and i mean EVERYBODY is scared of mutsu.

the GLARES that he has given some of his teammates has literally sent chills down their spines

the team as a whole thinks that ominato should lighten up and not be so uptight so they all try to include him in stuff

he has laughed ONCE, and it was more of a snort

they were cracking jokes about some of the other gymnastic teams and he was like “pffft-“

everybody just turned their head and looked at him bc wow i didn’t know he was able to do that-

it’s not uncommon to just see tsukiyuki doing walking handstands around the dorms instead of walking normally

tsukiyuki can actually dance really well

ominato usually has headphones in, but the volume is always so high up they can hear him blasting Aomori Nebuta Dream with his stone face (nobody ever bothers to tell him tho)

tsukiyuki has snacks on him ALL THE TIME. like chances are if you were to stick your hand into his tracksuit pocket you would find like a bag of cookies

he’ll really eat anything but his favorites are oreos and potato chips

tsukiyuki has most definitely been mistaken for a 12 year old and he uses that to get free food

azuma needed braces. i can’t really elaborate on that, but yeah

despite his go getter attitude, he’s really respectful to adults and upper classmen (you would be shocked how polite he is)

another one that uses his baby face to get free food

ryugamori is really quiet, but once you engage into conversation with him his whole personality changes

he’s the type of person to talk on and on about what he’s passionate in, but once he realizes he’s been talking for too long he’ll get embarrassed and be like “oh sorry, haha” (no pls don’t be sorry continue)

surprisingly very competitive

despite his usually calm demeanor, he is terrified of haunted houses and stuff like that

went into one with the team and shrieked the whole time

all of them are so close where they can just be in the same room, doing different things and not saying a single word but it won’t be awkward

AND that’s all i’ve got lol, hopefully the bakuten fandom enjoys these, they were very fun to make!

#bakuten!!#bakuten #backflip!!#futaba shotaro #hcs #headcanon #bakuten!! hcs #bakuten!! headcanons

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latibulx · 3 years

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booyoung and byul ( not a lot of interactions between the two but i do be curious :O )

ULTIMATE SHIP MEME! ㅡ open ㅡ @pathwae

General:

How long will they last? - I think they might have a few break-ups here and there; probably because of the distance between them that makes it difficult to maintain a romantic relationship. And also, perhaps because they both end up quite busy with their own work/passion. However, if they manage to find their rhythm and work on their own selves, I can see them growing old together.

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - Okay, my headcanon is that they met through friends they have in common and they immediately hit it off and became friends rather quickly. Falling in love came naturally as they got to spend more time together and got to know each other better, most likely realizing how well they were fitting each other. I imagine it happened over the course of several months because neither Byul or Booyoung wanted to rush into a relationship and take the risk to ruin their friendship.

How was their first kiss? - I imagine that Booyoung would have invited Byul to see her perform because he had promised her that he'd come see her at least once. And, after the performance, instead of going back to their own place, they decided to have a late dinner together and take a walk by the Cheonggyechon river. And, Byul probably made her laugh while they were sitting, their feet in the water, and they were flirtingㅡ a little more than usual, both high on how perfect that night feels. And then it just came naturally, his hand on her cheek and her face leaning towards his; their lips meeting in a sweet, and a timid first kiss.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - Byul, because he knows that Booyoung is really romantic and she would definitely want a sweet proposal.

Who is the best man/men? - Byul's best friend or someone from his family he is close to.

Who is the braid’s maid(s)? - Booyoung's best friends and music partners!

Who did the most planning? - I can see them planning together but Byul being a bit lost at some point with everything there is to plan and take care of, haha.

Who stressed the most? - Byul, maybe? Booyoung would be mostly excited and all over the place because!! they're getting married!!

How fancy was the ceremony? - Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 - I don't see them having a very fancy wedding and instead something more intimate, with only they people they care about. But because Booyoung's grandparents are attached to tradition, they still would have to wear hanboks and get married properly.| 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - Acquaintances and friends they only hear about once a year, probably.

Sex:

Who is on top? - Depends of the mood! Mostly Byul, I'd say, but sometimes Booyoung ends up on top.

Who is the one to instigate things? - Once again, it depends of the mood. Once they've gone past their hesitations and embarrassment, they'll probably feel comfortable enough to show the other when they are in the mood.

How healthy is their sex life? - Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 - I think that when they are not countries apart, they want to make the most out of the time together and it does involve regular sex. But then it happens that even when they're in the same city, they're both busy and they have to work on finding a balance on their personal lives and their work. | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they? - Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 - I see them as a rather vanilla couple who enjoy trying out new positions and maybe use some toys to spice things up but they mostly enjoy the connection making love brings between them. | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head

How long do they normally last? - It depends if they're tired or not. Or if they take their time or not. Perhaps between 30 min and one hour?

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - Yes! I feel like it's important to them that they both give as much as they've received.

How rough are they in bed? - Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time - while they might spice things up every so often, I feel like they are rarely rough in bed, because it doesn't really fit their personalities. | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? - No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 - every opportunity is a good opportunity to cuddle! especially when they haven't seen each other in a while. | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory.

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - they initially wanted to stop at two children, but then Booyoung unexpectedly got pregnant with twins, so they've got four children!

How many children will they adopt? - once their children will be all grown up, I definitely can see Booyoung suggesting that they consider adopting. So, maybe they'll have two more children, or maybe three.

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - Byul! He's a very helpful father and doesn't hesitate to be on diapers duty.

Who is the stricter parent? - None of them are really strict.

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - Byul, because Booyoung is the one to encourage them to go on adventures, pft.

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - Booyoung, because Byul is the one dressing the kids for school. (If that was Booyoung, she'd undoubtedly make their kids wear hanboks!)

Who is the more loved parent? - no differences in this house, they all love each other very much

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings? - both, they both want to be here for their children in every moment of their lives, including stressful PTA meetings.

Who cried the most at graduation? - Byul, because he's remembered how far he has come since he has himself graduated and he feels incredibly happy to be able to see his own children graduate.

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - I can see Byul doing that too! But, let's be honest, Booyoung would do anything for their children too.

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - Booyoung. She's good with her hands, and her grandmother has taught her how to cook since a young age.

Who is the most picky in their food choice? - None of them are very picky, they even have similar taste so it's easy to choose what dishes they'll eat.

Who does the grocery shopping? - Together as often as they can, and if one is busy, the other will go alone.

How often do they bake desserts? - Rarely, they prefer to buy them directly at the bakery. At least they're certain to not be disappointed!

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - Meat lovers.

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? - Both! Booyoung is a romantic and definitely remember their anniversaries and would cook something very nice for dinner, but I also can see Byul making an effort and actually cooking dinner for Booyoung to surprise her.

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - Maybe Booyoung, especially on days where they are too tired to cook but don't want to order take-out food. And she'd always say that it always feels like they're going out on a date when they eat out.

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidentaly while cooking? - Byul? I'm not sure, haha. None of them.

Chores:

Who cleans the room? - Both, we like sharing chores in this house!

Who is really against chores? - Both, too. They both have their days where they absolutely don't want to clean so the other finds a way to motivate them. Maybe with little smooches and sweet words.

Who cleans up after the pets? - Byul, probably. Booyoung isn't against it but she always manages to convince him to do it instead.

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - None of them, they like their house clean!

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - They don't really stress out unless Booyoung's grandparents are visiting and in that case both are stressed!

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - I can see Byul in that situation, haha.

Misc:

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - Booyoung, especially because she's always having a little concert while she's showering, haha. And if they're bathing together, it lasts even longer!

Who takes the dog out for a walk? - Both of them because it's relaxing to be walking outside together with the dog.

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - Booyoung loves tradition so... Every time there's a holiday coming around, you can be sure that the house will be decorated!

What are their goals for the relationship? - Communication and respect and love. I think they want a healthy relationship in which they aren't afraid to tell each other how they feel, even when they aren't feeling good.

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? - Before they become parents, both. Then, none of them. They forget what it means to oversleep, haha.

Who plays the most pranks? - Both! Honestly, they can be such kids at times, I can see them running around the apartment having a water fight or a tickle fightㅡ or even a random pillow fight when they're supposed to be watching something on TV.

#( booyoung: answer. )#pathwae #( thank you for sending this! )#( hope it's accurate haha )#( and that you like it! )

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osomatsu-san-quotes · 5 years

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Time to get to know me a little more, don't have to read, just something 4 fun

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My mom-

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Not really anyone-

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Depends. If work then no, if just hanging out then I think so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

‘‘I like’‘ friend: probably. ‘‘I like’‘ crush: no

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

outgoing ppl and that just like memes and gaming. Don't know really

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Nope

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

my older, middle brother

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

little bit

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Mom

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

‘‘Ah, ok.’‘

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Kenshi Yonezu songs. (Nighthawks, Lemon, Eine Kleine, Loser, BNHA Intro 2/Peace sign)

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Yeah but I have hair that is greasy 24/7. So the person would probably be grossed out before they touch it

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

15. What good thing happened this summer?

summer sucks so badly- but I guess…..I- don't know actually

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Never kissed someone before

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Nah

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Nope, I told him and after years of being good/best friends we stopped talking

19. Do you like bubble baths?

absolutely

20. Do you like your neighbors?

don't have them. Or I just never talk to them

21. What are your bad habits?

This is kinda embarrassing but thumb sucking. like a baby. Also, nail biting

22. Where would you like to travel?

Japan or China

23. Do you have trust issues?

yeah.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

sitting behind my computer

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My face

26. What do you do when you wake up?

think about life and lay there for 30 mins

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

darker. I'm a marshmallow now

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My older youngest brother

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Ye, surprisingly

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Probably yes

31. If your hair long enough for a ponytail?

I think it has to say ‘‘Is’‘, so yeah, it is

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Interesting question- I don't keep in touch with the new celebrities so idk.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

oh god- Ill just use my nickname ppl know me as, not my real one:

RfdIkVERf - River

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I have a worse condition than a snail

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without tv. Don't watch it. Also, you have youtube

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Once.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Nothing

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Likes gaming, horror, memes, and is overall a nice guy to talk to

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Outside? You want me dead?

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Probably go into game design

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends on what they have done

42. If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I'm being myself

43. Do you smile at strangers?

If I try to smile I look like I am disappointed in them or angry

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

outer space.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Remembering I have youtube vids to watch and I have books to read

46. What are you paranoid about?

the things I don't know

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nah

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Yeah. So I ain't going to tell it

50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?

Purple. I am wearing it rn

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah, constantly

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My face

53. Favorite makeup brand?

I don't do makeup

54. Favorite store?

Don't go to stores

55. Favorite blog?

Can't think of anything on the top of my head. Too many

56. Favorite color?

Purple or black

57. Favorite food?

Broccoli or something unhealthy like hamburgers

58. Last thing you ate?

McDonald's

59. First thing you ate this morning?

Worstenbroodjes

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Yeah. Won a playback competition in 4th grade of elementary

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Once. I yelled back at my teacher

62. Been arrested? For what?

I'm too much of a pussy to do something to get myself arrested

63. Ever been in love?

Of course

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Mk. It all started when I was a baby and my mom kissed me on the head

65. Are you hungry right now?

Just ate

66. Do you like your Tumblr friends more than your real friends?

Don't have Tumblr friends, (Or real friends)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope

70. Names of your best friends?

Don’t have them

71. Craving something? What?

A drink

72. What color are your towels?

blue, blue, black, white

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

around 5

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Yeah

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

over 100 probably

75. Favorite animal?

Bears or cats

76. What color is your underwear?

Night sky dark blue

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

78. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Chocolate

79. What color shirt are you wearing?

Purple hoodie

80. What color pants?

dark grey sweatpants

81. Favorite tv show?

Tanked

82. Favorite movie?

UhHHhh Osomatsu san the movie probably, not sure yet.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen both but I think I like Mean Girls from what I've seen and heard

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls.

85. Favorite character from Mean Girls?

Never seen it

86. Favorite character from Finding Nemo?

random, but Dory

87. The first person, you talked to today?

My older middle brother

88. The last person, you talked to today?

Mom

89. Name a person you hate?

To many

90. Name a person you love?

my family

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

100% 24/7 yes

92. In a fight with someone?

Have been.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

around 5

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

95. Last movie you watched?

Detective Pikachu

96. Favorite actress?

don't have one

97. Favorite actor?

don't have one

98. Do you tan a lot?

99. Have any pets?

100. How are you feeling?

could be better, could be worse

101. Do you type fast?

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

of course, I do

103. Can you spell well?

Depends if I'm rushing: not

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yep

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Yeah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Mhm

108. What should you be doing?

Getting ready to go to bed

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Nah

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Nada

111. Do you have trust issues?

Isn't this question asked before?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Mom

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Never had one

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah

115. Do you play the Wii?

Used to

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Nope, for once

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Never tried it

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Kinda

119. Favorite book?

Warrior Cats

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Pretty spoopy shit

121. Are you mean?

I dunno

122. Is cheating ever okay?

Nope

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Waste of time when they are going to be dirty again by the next day

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Never thought of it.

125. Do you believe in true love?

Probably not

126. Are you currently bored?

YEah

127. What makes you happy?

Spending time with myself

128. Would you change your name?

Mhm

129. What your zodiac sign?

Libra

130. Do you like subway?

Never tried it

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Think about life and what to do

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

This has been asked before

133. Favorite lyrics right now?

‘‘Write a story of a hero!’‘ - Peace sign

134. Can you count to one million?

Yeah but I ain't gonna try rn

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

A lot, hard to pick one

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Open

137. How tall are you?

around 5′9

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Straight

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Blonde

140. Summer or Winter?

Winter

141. Night or Day?

Night

142. Favorite month?

October & December

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

Neither

146. Was today a good day?

Yeah

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars

148. What’s your favorite quote?

‘‘Eh’‘ -points to sweater- ‘‘ ‘Not my problem‘ ‘‘

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Kinda??

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

don't have a book next to me

Wow if you are here holy shit- ty??

-Mod Nekomatsu

#mhmhmh?#mod #get to know me #get to know the mod #meet the mod

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monbabi · 7 years

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beautiful in la fanacc!!

• waited in line for 9 mcfreakin hours it was so hot we all bonded over kpop and the wait and wanting to die • at 7pm we went thru security and stood in the pit!!!!!!!!!! very tight but it was fine we were jus chillin • there was a technical problem so the start of the concert was delayed for like 30 more min • thEN THE LIGHTS DIMMED AND THE VCR TURNED ON AND WE WERE LIKE SHAHSKDOSHAGSV • AND MONSTA X CAME OUT IN ALL THEIR BEAUTY AND WE WERE ALL SCREECHING • they got into their positions and performed beautiful it was one of thr most beautiful fucking performances i have ever watched i almost cried • then they went straight into incomparable WHICH WAS FUCKING AMAZING KIHYUN KEPT COMING UP TO THE FRONT AND I WAS LIKE BACK WHERE U CAME FROM DEMON!! I LOVE U SO FUCKING MUCH • i realize now i shouldnt talk abt every single performance bc tht would take way too long • THE SOLO STAGES WERE SO GOOD SEEING HYUNGWON PERFORM FROM ZERO WITH WONHO!!!!!!! GOOD SHIT!!!!!! • and 24k was so…….séxie like it was fun and everyone sang along but their hips are SIN!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY MINHYUK!!!!!!! • SHOWNU LIKE DID A SPLIT OR SMTH I DIDNT SEE IT COMPLETELY BUT I SAW HIM DROP AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT?? • mirror was absolutely beautiful and it was such an emotional stage i almost cried kihyun and jooheon did amazing • can i jus say tht minhyuk is absolutely stunningly handsome like im a complete slut for kihyun but my eyes kept wandering to minhyuk bc hes so goddamn beautiful • yall theyre so good live like. ofc theres backtrack but u could hear them so clearly and they were so stable i almost cried • AH all of them did aegyo except changkyun who sang nothing on you by b.o.b and everyone sang along it was fun • omg in the first ment minhyuk was like “im gonna do smth ive been wanting to do in la…….im gonna say hows the weather outside and u say its sunny” and we were like jesus christ okay so he was like HOWS THE WEATHER OUTSIDE and we were like ITS SUNNY!!!!!!! • wonho talking abt how he was in such a good mood bc hyungwon was there w them and he kept making funny faces @ them before the stage • AND IDK I FELT LIKE JOOHEON SMILED A LOT DURING THIS CONCERT LIKE HE WAS ALWAYS SMILING WHILE DANCING AND IT WAS SO CUTE • SO WAS SHOWNU HE KEPT SMILING WHEN HE DANCED IN THE FRONT IT WAS SO NDHSUSDJHSHA • hyungwon seemed kinda tired i jus wanted to scoop him up into my arms and rock him to sleep he didnt talk thaaaaat much but he did whisper amongst the members and laugh like the snarky ass he is • kihyun kept talking to the 2nd floor which was so sweet !!!!!! ahhhhhh!!! im glad they werent left out of anything • oh my god at one point hyungwon like choked on his water it gave me a heart attack • during changkyuns part in 하얀소녀 he started like. swaying his hips and minhyuk kneeled down next to him and started flapping his jacket and wonho joined in it was wild • changkihyuk were hypin up jooheon like “hm ex girl and 하얀소녀 are really good songs……bc U MADE THEM!!!!!!” and jooheon got all shy and squat down in a corner then he stood up and was like “YEA I MADE THOSE SONGS” • wonho kept mouthing along with the translator it was so cute and funny um king of bilingualism? • they kept telling us to “Stop, Calm Down” bc we’re los angeles and we dont shut up ever it was so funny • jooheon said la has a funky way of grooving to the rhythm but out of all the other us concerts we do it the best LOL • wonho: takes off jacket • jooheon: EVERYBODY MAKE SOME NOISE FOR HIS MUSCLES • wonho: turns around and flexes • they were throwing out candy during white sugar but i didnt catch any bc short arms dnhshansbd and they didnt really throw to the front middle pit kihyun kissed one and threw it out i hope tht person who caught it treasures it forever • I WAS MAKING SEVERAL DIFFERENT HEARTS @ KIHYUN USIN MY ARMS AND FINGERS AND SHIT AND HE GAVE FINGER HEARTS AND THREW BIG ARM HEARTS AT ME I ALMOST PASSED THE FUCK OUT • I TURNED AROUND TO SCREAM AT MY FRIEND AND HE WAS LAUGHING AT US AND I CROUCHED DOWN BC I WAS SHY AND DIDNT WANT HIM TO SEE ME SO STUPIDLY EXCITED • i feel like i made a lot of eye contact w shownu and jooheon like idk they couldve been looking at the crowd in general but it felt so personal and directed towards me, the sweaty girl w glasses, a broken lightstick, and a bear phone case so im gonna let my delusional ass believe tht • the hi touch holy fuck the hi touch okay so it was like?? ~20 minutes after the concert ended everyone was chillin in the pit and then monsta mcfreakin x walked out and we all screamed then security lined us up • the order was kihyun, hyungwon, wonho, minhyuk, shownu, jooheon, changkyun * i was praying tht kihyun wouldnt be first so i had time to emotionally prepare but tht didnt work out • so um i. held his hand his grip was pretty firm and i panicked and forgot everything i wanted to say and i was like “marry me” and he laughed and said okay so um BITCH IM ENGAGED TO YOO KIHYUN? his hand was so beautiful okay everyone talks abt kihyuns small ass hands but they were bigger than i imagined and he has some big meaty claws • they were standing on a small platform behind a table so everyone was really tall so high fiving hyungwon was a little hard for my 5'1" body i had to reach for the stars his hand was so bony but it was Large and i said i love u and he smiled i was ready to sink into the ground and lay myself to rest • lets get smth straight wonho is short hes like jus a little taller than kihyun but boy hes Built and he has this cute little smile on his face and his hand was SO SOFT AND SO WARM I WANTED TO CRY i told him i loved him and he said thank u yea haha time to DIE • minhyuk has yaoi hands yall • his hands were so mf gigantic like the hi touch went by fast but holding his hand was so. wow like his hands were really big and warm and i was like i love u!! and he said yea and i laughed jshsgdffjf • SHOWNU IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL IRL PICTURES AND VIDEOS DONT DO HIM JUSTICE??? like he was GLOWING and he has such a large and warm presence and his hands are so warm like i felt like my hand was gonna melt yall i was abt to cry he was smiling so big too and i told him i love him and he jus nodded and said me too snshaudhdfshdhf • jooheons hands were kinda cold but they were so soft and beautiful my legs almost gave out he was so cute and smiley and soft and our fingers tangled weirdly and i was like SORRY and he laughed a bit BUT OHM NYOGD I INTERLOCKED FINGERS WITH LEE JOOHEON AND IT WAS AMAZING • changkyun was last and they were starting to rush the line so i could only high five him and say i loved him :(( he said thank u his voice is really attractive guys and he was such a chill dude i wanna be best friends w him • after the hi touch we were immediately lined up again for the group photo which was a ~15 min wait? • they numbered us off then let us in and immediately ppl are looking for spots in front of them someone took the spot in front of kihyun so i was like okay tell me to die first NDHAHDJFGS but my friend found a spot in front of wonho and minhyuk and i stood next to her in front of minhyuk and shownu • it was so funny my friend stumbled a little in front of minhyuk bc she was walking fast and he was like OH MY GOD OH MY GOD and shownu was laughing • STANDING IN FRONT OF THEM JUS MADE ME REALIZE HOW GORGEOUS THEY ARE LIKE,??,,????? • i turned around to look at minhyuk and shownu and felt a piece of me die and i said hi then turned around covering my face bc i got so fuckin embarrassed theyre so HANDSOME • my friends fave is wonho so she turned around and told him she loved him and held his finger I WAS ABT TO SCREAM • AH as they were putting more ppl in the front and this really tall girl stood in front of me and i was like I Am Five Foot One so as a joke before they took the pic i tippytoed and did peace signs and bunny ears my head just barely peeked over her shoulders and i think shownu and minhyuk and jooheon were laughing behind me i hope they were laughing at me i’ll gladly make a fool of myself for them • luckily the rows after us kneeled down! • after the pic they started shooing everyone off and i yelled KIHYUN I LOVE U GOOD NIGHT i dont think he heard me but oh well • SHOWNU SAID BYE TO ME BEFORE I LEFT AND I SAID BYE BACK I ACTUALLY FELT MY LEGS GIVE A LITTLE and changkyun was waving to everyone hes really cute and calm in person i wish i oculdve talked to him more • we walked out completely dazed like we were jus sitting on a bench outside looking fuckin faded

#monsta x #shownu #wonho #minhyuk #kihyun #hyungwon #jooheon #changkyun #beautiful in la day 1 #this took me several hours bc i had to rewatch videos and then i would rerewatch videos bc i am full of love and sentiment #en speaks

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aliceellablog · 7 years

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I know! Why don’t I go on a blind date on the tele....

Hello you lovely wonderful amazing blog readers… enough to make you wanna read on?! I hear flattery will get you everywhere!!

Soooo these last two weeks have been pretty surreal! - I’ll start where I left off, two weeks ago…

So I started the week resting in bed, yaaaaay! - (please note the sarcasm)… but then managed two days in the studio with Warren and Scott who I LOOOOVEEEEEE :)

We are working on a bunch of J-pop tracks (think pop on acid for the Japanese market) so that was really fun and I really love spending time with them.

We found out this week that two of them are on hold!! Yaaaaassss!! (this means that the artist who we wrote them for has basically put them in a pile of yes’s and then chooses which songs to actually release from that selection!) So definitely a massively exciting step in the right direction but can’t get too excited about it just yet! Eeeek!

However (dun dun duuuuuun) on the second day there I had pretty much lost my voice and was feeling worse than usual - annoying huh!! So I went home that evening and low and behold came down with a bladdy full on fluey coldy thing. Feck.

So I spent the next say 5 days fully in bed (and maybe an hour or two in the garden working on ma tan ;) and lost the will to live! Yay!!! (Sorry, today is a sarcastic day it would seem!)

I wasn’t well enough to see me dad on Fathers day - sorry pap!! And had to cancel all of my plans yet again.

It’s been 11 days now and I am still feeling like I’ve been hit by a truck. I’m still coughing a lot but the rest of the cold symptoms have gone - I think this is one of the most frustrating things with the old M.E. - that you can be getting on the right track and then get a cold or virus and it completely knocks you for six (not even sure what that means but my mum says it a lot so….) It’s almost like once the cold has gone it’s given you a mini M.E. relapse to deal with too. Thanks for that.

I did however have a much better day on Tuesday - I’d spent the day in bed but then felt a little better so got up, put my face on and had one of my best friends Ewa come over - she has been away in Asia for like 8 months or something! It was SO good to see her - even though she is a tanned goddess of a woman!!!! - the jealousy is REAL! Hahaha ;) But catching up with her was like we had never been apart (Ewa you’d better be reading this) hahah, we are so on the same wavelength, you know when you fully just click with someone? Yea… that’s her <3 - this pic is from last year when we went to Freinds fest togeths :) :)

So... that evening was one of the most surreal moments of my life I reckon!…. Watching myself go on a date on TV… as you do… on Channel 4’s First Dates!!

I think the reason I felt a bit better that day was actually because I had so much adrenaline and was so freakin’ nervous!!! The date was filmed months and months ago so it was quite the build up!!

My best friends and I all sat around the tele watching love island before hand… everyone was chilled and on their phones and I was sat there having a nervous breakdown… I could not keep still or quiet and pretty much had the most energy right there and then that I’ve ever had (yes I may be exaggerating as per) - but nerves do strange things to a person eh!

So then the clock struck 10pm and it was time!!! ARGHGHGHGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

At one point we didn’t think I was even going to be on it because they kept our date right until the end but then suddenly there I was… what a strange moment!!

Cringe cringe cringe cringe cringe….

WHY did I talk about cats so much!!??

And WHY did I cry on national TV?! - actually I’ll tell you why!! When they do the interview bit they ask you questions for about 2 hours, so by the end I was exhausted and obviously trying to act positive and ‘well’ the whole time.

When they got onto the subject of my health they really did push it a lot…. ‘That must be awful’ ‘How do you cope?’ ‘How does that make you feel?’ ‘What about all your friends living their normal lives?’ yea… they found my weakness and basically asked me about it until I broke and cried… AWKWARD!! But I really don’t blame them at all, it’s one of the things I put in my application and something that I guess makes me who I am. They want to get the best tele possible and I guess I am glad in a way as it does truly represent how I feel about it!

It’s now up on Channel 4’s 4OD website by the way (my date comes on at around 30 mins in incase you don’t fancy watching the whole thing) and here is the link: (Series 8 Episode 10) : http://www.channel4.com/programmes/first-dates/on-demand/65067-009

Now here’s the thing… I had such a lovely time - luckily I was having quite a good day for the date so genuinely enjoyed it but it was so so tiring!! And you’ll never guess what- I caught a cold that evening and then died for quite a while afterwards!

Anyway, Luke was (as you will have seen) LOVELY and we really got on so well! He was funny and respectful and when I spoke about my health issues he seemed really understanding, I couldn’t have asked for more really!…well…ok I guess I could have, but it’s in no way his fault… I didn’t feel a spark or that ‘thing’ you feel when you meet someone and you really fancy them. I really honestly thought I was going to go on this date and fall in love so was actually really sad when I got home that evening…how embarrassing lol…

So during the date I went into the toilets (which for some reason they kept in) and then I called two of my bestests Katie and Grace on the phone- I spoke to them and said that I really wasn’t sure, and that I was a bit disappointed as there wasn’t that spark - Which they edited out?? But fair enough- they edited out a lot to be fair! We were there for hours and you guys saw maybe ten minutes!

Then at the end when you go into the room together and speak to camera about how the date went they said ‘so do you want to see each other again?’

Luke said yes straight away, and I then kind of pulled an awkward face, Luke said ‘ohhhhh… hesitation!!!’ And we laughed a lot. It was genuinely all good vibes. Then I went on to apologise and say something along the lines of ‘I’m so sorry I’m just not sure, like I don’t feel that spark etc but yea… I think you’re a lovely guy and we got on great so we will def keep in touch!’ ….First dates decided to just keep the latter part in the edit, and then at the end when they show all the ‘what happened next’ stuff, there was nothing about me and Luke!

They had called and asked if we had seen each other again which we hadn’t and they decided not to put that in.

I think that they maybe just wanted it to all come across really nicely and positively, which I do think is lovely but it’s not quite how it happened! That’s ok with me though :)

But… there is one bit that I really do wish was edited differently!!!! The money bit. WAHHHHH

So here’s what you guys saw pon d tele box:

The bill arrives and I say ‘Ah, I forgot my money’ - Luke offers to pay and I thank him.

What really happened:

Before the date you are kept in a greenroom - separate from your date of course as it really is a genuine ‘blind date’.

I was there for maybe two hours and was nervous as hell. You know your date is going to be soon but you’re not told an exact time. All of a sudden it was ‘Alice, we need to go and get you mic’d up’

So I went with them and left all my bags, and purse etc in this greenroom.

From being mic’d up and meeting various producers etc it was straight into the restaurant for the date and I was so nervous that I‘d genuinely forgotten that I hadn’t brought anything with me - not even my lipgloss!!! LOL

I was going on TV and having a blind date and had so much rushing around my head! To be honest I just wanted to get through it!!!

Then after our date when it came to paying I insisted on paying my half and Luke insisted on paying for it which was of course really sweet of him but I said no. I reached for my purse and looked around me and then had a moment of realisation!! I said something like ‘oh my god!! I am so so so sorry!!! You’ll never guess what I’ve gone and done?! I’ve left my purse in the greenroom!! Ah I forgot my money!!’ We laughed a lot about how badly it was going to come across and they just kept all of that out, so now I have to read all of these horrible tweets from people thinking that I just turned up on a date with no money - I would NEVER do that!!!!!

NAT COOL :( :( :(

The next day I did a little interview with Unilad and basically said all of that to them! I was happy to do that and they kept it true to what I had said :) But then the Daily Mirror stole their article and twisted it saying I had said the show was rigged!! Not fair! Not what I said at all! Oh well…..

Anyway I guess the people who know me and love me know that I would never do that, and I’ll just have to let the haterz hate ;)

Speaking of haterz (sorry it feels wrong to spell it with an ’s’) there have also been a few tweets or Facebook comments, from people who so clearly don’t understand M.E. and what its like to live with it :(

‘How come she can do wedding gigs but isn’t well enough to date?’ - I have recently had to take two years out from gigging due to having an M.E. relapse. This of course has broken my heart and been pretty damn hard to feel with, but VERY long story short I am now at the point where I am gigging again but not as often as I would like. I have a stool that I take with me that I kinda lean/sit on and try and style it out. I have to rest for days before and about a week after a gig. It’s really hard but I am trying my best. If anyone dares think I am exaggerating or lying they can absolutely do one!

M.E. is one of the most misunderstood illnesses as we usually look ‘fine’ and it is an ‘invisible illness’ but I am getting used to people not understanding now after 14 years of it!

I do remember once being in a food shop with my mum pushing me around in my wheelchair- she left me to go and get some bits for a few minutes and I wanted a sandwhich which was just out of reach from where I was sat. I got up out of my wheelchair, walked maybe 3 steps and got the sandwich - I noticed a man giving me the most kind of shocked ‘you liar’ look!! So I looked him in the eye, sat back down, brought my finger to my lips and did a ‘shhhhhh’ before my mum returned.

It was just like the Little Britain sketch! It’s so funny how people think that for example if you are in a wheelchair it HAS to mean that you can not walk at all!! At that stage I think I could walk a few paces, get in and out of the car and that’s about it- just because I could get the sandwich didn’t mean I could walk all around the shop or town!!

It’s a weird one to deal with and I know I talk about it a lot but it’s SO hard to explain! But like I say… I’m gon let the haterz hate.

On the other hand, I have received literally hundreds of messages from people thanking me for talking about M.E. on the tele and getting that little bit more awareness out there!

This in itself has made the whole thing completely worth while :)

I even had messaged saying things like - ‘I was watching with my sister and she hugged me for the first time about my M.E.’

I mean - wow…. messages like that just make me cry basically!!! (In a nice way!) And people saying that they feel inspired to see that I’ve made so much progress from the wheelchair days and that it IS possible to get better (even though of course I am nowhere near where I want to be but I can also see how far I’ve come). This makes me so so happy and I am going to do all I can to keep raising understanding and awareness of this illness.

Oh yea and one more thing that didn’t come across exactly how it happened or how I would have wanted it to was when Luke opened up to me about his mother having passed away. I was of course so shocked and felt so so sad for his loss - On screen you saw me say how sorry I was to hear that and then it jumped straight to a comment I made which was ‘I can’t even imagine what you went through, I’m very lucky I haven’t had to deal with grief really before. The only time I have is when my cat died’ ... now this is NOT what I meant - I had said for a fair few more minutes than was shown, that I was so sorry for his loss and I was trying to explain how I couldn’t relate or even imagine it- yes I mentioned my cats death but mean it in the way of - I have never been through anything like it.... and it kinda sounded like I was comparing the two. AGH!!!! not what I meant!! Also we were getting on and having such a laugh that the subject somehow got changed again so quickly after he’d said that, that we were just laughing again within minutes and he was specifically taken away and asked to talk about his mum as the subject hadn’t naturally come up in the first place.

I am now working with a charity called ‘Action for M.E.’ and hope to do lots with them including raise money for them at my next gig :) (https://www.actionforme.org.uk/ )

Also keep an eye out on July 10th as I will be going on the TV Channel ‘London Live’ (available on Sky and Freeview) at 6.15pm to speak about M.E. etc :)

Live tv…. That’s gonna be interesting!! This whole thing was bad enough hahahah

Soooooo… keep in touch peoples :) I am going to go and cook myself a nice gluten free spag Bol now, and then have a few more days of resting planned but am praying that I don’t have to cancel the rest of my week! We shall see!!

Huuuuge thank you again to everyone who has been in touch, it means so so much to me and every message gives me such a lift :) We can do this! :) xxx love and strength to anyone suffering, well, anything really! :) xx mwah

P.s. here’s the link to the pre order for my new single ’24 Obsession’ just incase you are interested ;) …. can’t blame me can ya? ;) http://ambiel.uk/24ObsPreOrder

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bugclub-archive-blog · 7 years

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all the questions! 💕

i love u my beautiful angel

1: What are you wearing?

black shirt black jjoggers my new opal necklace that i keep talking about because im so excited 2: Ever been in love?

just the one time3: Ever had a terrible breakup?

i thought it was terrible at the time but truly it was one of the best things to ever happen to me4: How tall are you?

5 foot 45: How much do you weigh?

it fluctuates between 110-120 i think im probably right in the middle of the two these days6: Any tattoos do you want?

yes somany of course and i have one that i might get in the next few days its very pretty but tbh my ideas have been stolen before so ......ive already said too much7: Any piercings that you want?

every once ina while i get really excited for certain piercings but it always dies out relatively quickly so im gonna have to say no8: OTP?

me and emilio, pete and erin on the office, my old friend brennas mom and stepdad9: Favorite Show?

30 rock or the office or workaholics10: Favorite bands?

twin peaks, the beatles11: Something you miss?

sunshine! fuck! where is my guy The Sun12: Favorite song?

currently it might be baby its you by the shirelles or maybe the cover by thebeatles theyre both on my january playlist. also come and get your love by redbone. also 100% by sonic youth and a live acoustic version of wasted and ready by ben kweller are my all time favorites13: How old are you?

19 and my birthday is in march which is so soon and im excited14: Zodiac sign?

aries 15: Hair Color?

dark brown and as of late the ends are blonde and caramel16: Favorite Quote?

i cant complain but sometimes i still do - joe walsh (its been stuck inmy head for like twelve yearsi dont have a better answer)17: Favorite singer?

hmm.......hard to say....clay frankel 18: Favorite color?

green19: Loud music or soft?

loud20: Where do you go when you're sad?

st joe michigan my second home. i like to go to all my secret spots and reminisce. i like driving north thru buchanan on sunny days and looking at all the cottages in wine country21: How long does it take you to shower?

10-15 mins22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

0 mins all i do is roll out of bed and put clothes on 23: Ever been in a physical fight?

yes and really this is a good time to remind all that i will fuck you up.24: Turn on?

no lie when i see emilio genuinely happy like big smiles and giggles it always gets me25: Turn off?

hmm..not that this is relevant now but seriously the most disgusting thing a boy can do is come into your job or something and hit on you. it use to only happen at like the gas station or something like that but now that i spend so much time alone in the store it happens so much more often. honestly even when i have coworkers around guys still do that shit, fuck that!26: The reason I joined Tumblr?

i had a tumblr in like 2009-2010 but i cant remember why. but i deleted that in 2011 and made a new one a year later and no lie the reason i rejoined was because i saw a gif and i was like damn thats dope, where else can you see gifs except tumblr, now all websites have gifs and im fucking trapped27: Fears?

i dont have any. i use to be scared of puppets and the dark but now i just dont care!28: Last thing that made you cry?

straight up the last time i cried was when i was reading some comments on a youtube video of bob segers “still the same”. this guy was commenting on it about how the song reminds him of his late best friend and he said he missed him everyday and i fucking lost it for this old man and his friend. i cried about that comment a few days after the fact jus thinking about it. im not embarrassed. i love love.29: Last time you cried?

that was probably all about a week ago or something30: Meaning behind your url

i was talking with someone years ago who i was friends w on here and we were talking about our dream homes and i said i wanted a room for eveyr animal and species and one would be filled with beetles called bug club and now ehre i am31: Last book you read?

probably the great gatsby years ago. i wish i had motivation to read32: Last song you listened to?

come and get your love! 33: Last show you watched?

im watching the office as we speak34: Last person you talked to?

emilio irl, hailey via text35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?

i love that bitch she comes to my work with gifts sometimes. for any of you who follow my ig, those little potted plants im growing were gifts from her 36: Favorite food?

beef jerky damnnear37: Place you want to visit?

ireland so bad as of late. the UP as of forever. oregon. i really am hoping we can take a trip to go visit connor in colorado sometime and id really love to go to germany38: Last place you were?

dominos pizza39: Do you have a crush?

yes.....40: Last time you kissed someone?

a lil bit ago41: Last time you were insulted and what was it?

hmm... i think it was probably someone trying to tell ME that MY BOYFRIEND is shitty, but does it count if i didnt actually care? i think the last thing i actually got heated about was my creepy coworker trying to fry me for being addicted to my phone because i used my phone in front of him42: What color underwear are you wearing?

nudish pink43: What color shirt are you wearing?

black44: What color bottoms are you wearing?

black45: Wearing any bracelets?

no46: Last sport you played?

last february or march or something me and some of my st joe friends played catch in the dark for a little bit....thats as close as it gets besides going back to middle school47: Last song you sang?

probably never be like you tbh i cant stop listening to that song, first time i ever heard this song adam was playing it and i remember asking tony what it was and if i remember right he did not like the song and so he fried me 48: Last prank call you remember doing?

the only one i can remember is one time in seventh or eighth grade my friend brooke invited me to her birthday party and like we had hung out before a lot she was one of my best friends but she was always really quiet and shy but we calld this boy that our friend heather liked and she straight up impersonated alvin from alvin and the chipmunks better than anyone besides alvin ever could and it was so shocking and so fucking funny at the time49: Last time you hung out with anyone?

me and mikaila went on a few drives earlier in the week 50: Favorite movie

i dont even know anymore. damn near waynes world or some shit. my life is in shambles.

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kimora2000 · 5 years

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Chapter 6

Kimora's POV

"And I was like, 'Sir, put the breadstick down."

I laughed so hard at the story Jay was telling me. You know for someone who literally runs the Department. He's a really cool guy.

"So Diamond. I have a question. What do you think your modeling career would be like if that day never happened?"

"Well... I think I would still be doing it. I don't know really. It was a lot of fun and I was able to make a lot of new friends. Oh and travel! I traveled across the country and even to other countries. It was so amazing. All new sights and experiencing different cultures. It was... Oh my. I'm just babbling."

I felt heat rise to my cheeks as I covered my mouth.

"I like when you babble."

Jay reached over and pushed a strand behind my ear. I looked him in the eyes and he quickly drew his hand back.

"Uh.. well. I..I want to show you how to make a proper lettuce wrap."

I swear I saw a hint of red on his face. I watched as he assembled meat onto a piece of lettuce and added something but was quick to fold it up before I could see.

"Here. Open wide."

I raised an eyebrow at him. He just opened his mouth to demonstrate what I should do. So I did. He popped the wrap into my mouth. The part I bite into was just the meat. It was so delicious until I felt some heat punch me in the mouth. I opened my mouth in disbelief and coughed. Jay, on the other hand, was laughing so hard, he choked on his spit.

"Oh my gosh, Jay! Hell, I like spicy but that was too much."

I grabbed my glass of water and chugged it down. After my coughing fit, I made a wrap and put, even more, chili paste in it. I folded it and held it in front of his mouth.

"I'll eat it, under one condition."

"What?"

"Call me Oppa as you feed it to me."

He had a smug look on his face.

"No."

"Then have fun paying."

He was about the stand-up.

"No. Fine."

He sat back down and place his chin in his hands as they rested on the table. I took a deep breath and sighed.

"Oppa, please eat the wrap I made for you."

I felt my face go red but he opened his mouth. I pushed the overly stuffed wrap into his mouth. Moments later, nothing.

"I like spicy food."

I shoved his shoulder and pouted. He just laughed. We talked for what seemed like hours.

"So, how old are you to be my Oppa?"

"I'm 32."

I stared at him in shock.

"There's no way. Seriously? Wow, you look good for 30."

Then I realized what I said.

"I mean... There's just a lot of...Of men out there. Who..."

He placed his finger over my mouth.

"Listen I know you wish to confess your undying love for me but I'm too dedicated to work to love anyone."

I pushed his hand away.

"Ok, Shakespeare."

He laughed then stood up.

"Come on. It's late. I'll take you home."

After paying we hopped into the car and he drove me home.

"Bye. See you tomorrow."

I waved goodbye and walked through the doors.

"Back late I see, Miss. Diamond. Make sure you're careful out there."

"Thank you Mr. Min. Have a nice night."

~Pleasure. Pleasure was all I was feeling. Calloused hands running down my thigh. As sparks of pleasure shot up my spine. My hands reach down to grab a head full of hair. As the pleasure intensified between my legs, I couldn't help but throw my head and call out a wail. Trying to catch my breath, I felt trails of kisses travel up my body. Passed my breasts to my neck then my jaw. I opened my eyes as the man's face comes to view. It was~ BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP... BEEP BEEP BEEP... I shot up from my sleep. Not caring about my alarm.

"Did I just have a sex dream with Jay?"

*At the Station.

I walked in as usual. Greeting the three young men, who're names I recently found out.

"Hello Minguk, Jinsoo and Sungmin. How are you today?"

"Fine, now that you showed up."

All of their ears were red as their faces. I walked over to Jinsoo and ruffled his hair and walked away.

"See she likes me the best."

Slapping sounds could be heard but this is how they are every day. I stood by the elevators, waiting for it to come down. I got the strangest feeling in my stomach but pushed it aside. The elevator's doors opened and I stepped in. Just as the doors were closing, a hand shot in, opening up to Jay's face. I felt my face heat up and quickly looked down.

"Man good thing I caught this elevator. Good morning, Diamond. How did you sleep last night?"

The images from my dream popped back into mind. How his rough hands traced my body. How his mouth did... I slapped myself in the face. Forgetting where I was I quickly made eye contact with a very confused Jaehwa. Then the elevator dinged, signaling we've arrived.

"Good Morning."

I quickly ran off the elevator and straight to my office. Shutting the door I pressed my back against the oak door and slide down it.

"Stupid. You could've acted like normal but no you have to embarrass your sorry butt."

I lifted my head to see a medium-size box on my desk. Standing up, I walked over to it. There was no return address but my name was printed very nicely on it. I grabbed it and walked out of my office.

"Umm, Kwon did you see who delivered this?"

"The mail did. Why?"

"Oh, nothing."

I sat it on the closest desk to me. It was heavy. Grabbed my pocket knife, I was about to cut it open.

"So why you acting weird?"

I turned the knife to the close voice, only to see Jay with his hands up.

"Oh Jaehwa, don't scare me when I have a weapon in hand."

"Sorry. I'll keep that in mind."

He smiled and I turned back to the box. I cut the top piece when...

BOOOOOOM!!!!!!!

I was thrown back against the desk behind me and splattered with something.

"What was that?"

I opened my eyes to see thousands and thousands of photos floating around. On them were dozens of photos of me. I began to shake as I looked at all the photos, some of me walking into the building, some of me in my bathroom, me sleeping, photos of last night with Jay. Not only were the pictures freaking me out, but I was covered in what seems to be blood. I wrapped my arms around myself and fell to my knees. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. Why? Why me? This was all in the past. What does he want with me?

"Kimora!"

I felt arms scoop me up and I put my face into their neck. I could smell Jay's cologne and it made me feel safe. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried.

"Why me?"

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Escorts Reveal What The First Day of theirs At Work Was Like

1. Emotional attachment

I am a definitely working female. The very first time of mine was just approximately a month back. It was through a site in which you produce offers to spend a female to begin a date with you. They'd to get great it was't a prostitution site (you compensate for time it said, several a lot of times) but sex was pretty well implied.

The very first time of mine was with a forty three year old married male in town on business. He'd contacted me about 7 days prior, through the site, offering eighty dolars for a date. he said he will get me $2000/month for regular sex in case we appreciated one another. I said indeed, and he explained which resort to meet up with him at and when. Also, he informed me what you should use.

I arrived and he was not very bad way and looking?slender more tan than you usually see as far north as I'm. He purchased me a drink first in the hotel bar and we talked for somewhat. I was unbelievably nervous, though he was pretty reassuring. I was every person that is certain knew what I was there for, and also I was terrified of any person calling me out there.

Eventually he recommended we head up to the bedroom of his, and I gave probably the meekest alright with previously passed the lips of mine. We went up and also sat on the bed and chatted a little much more before he kissed me. after a few seconds he pulled back and also said I like the way in which you accomplish that. Let us take off of the garments of yours, and also find out what else you do well. I got naked and presented him a blow job. I was't really expecting him to end in that way, though he did.

After he laid back on the bed and indicated I must join him so we snuggled and talked for a little much more.

Eventually he informed me he believed I was sweet and funny and too proficient at which he did not wish to find me then providing he formed a psychological connection. He said he simply wanted sex, he did not need to mess things in place with the wife of his. I declared was okay and we talked even more.

Eventually I began putting the clean clothes of mine on. I was awaiting him to offer me plenty of cash, though he was't generating some methods in that direction, therefore I sat and talked with him a bit longer. Eventually I reminded him we'd agreed on eighty dolars of the day, plus he acted all surprised. and then he launched a show of searching for the wallet of his and also after that counted out every bill and dropped it over the bed as he did. I needed it as well as that remains, not accepting the offer of his to call me a cab.

I felt really gross. The later experiences of mine were much better.

2. Cried after

The very first task of mine was a private customer, and I was entirely relaxed on the way of mine there and during, it was not until I got right into a cab going home which I began crying. I was not actually trouble, It was simply involuntary.

A month later on I joined an agency my 1st night they provided me this fellow that became my primary regular, usually booked 30 minutes and I never stayed more than ten. The many other task of the evening was in an office within a well used industrial estate, 2 really married male as well as a different escort. She was reassuring and nice really and also helped me overcome the original embarrassment. The majority of the evening was simply relaxing in the automobile with my driver speaking about listening and also WW2 to Frank Sinatra.

The majority of the moment I actually had fun! Though I nevertheless constantly have butterflies on the drive there. I believe it was the fear of not understanding who the fellow was, they can he truly great or maybe they might be a total jerk.

3. Lucked out!

I was an unbiased escort for four years. The 1st night of mine, I was ridiculously nervous.

I went to an upscale resort, nervously walked thru the lobby, wishing I were as I belonged there, as well as not like what I was truly there for. I was anxious the entire elevator ride up to the bedroom of his. I walk to the bedroom of his, lightly knock on the doorstep. The door is opened by him, claims (for the story's sake, we are going to use the name Sarah) Hi, Sarah? plus like an idiot I reply with the actual name of mine. We laughed it off of. It was fast, ten minutes. He was clean and polite. In the spot for small business. I wound up seeing him some times through the years, always really good. Tipped in addition to the hourly price, that had been always valued as well as made me decide to see him over various other clientele in the long term. I've many other accounts if anybody is interested in hearing!

4. Male esscort

I am a straight male escort and the very first day of mine of labor was not at all what I anticipated. I'd (female) buddies within the market so I knew what a typical task will be like. It is the same no matter gender.

In an ordinary booking, you meet, talk for a little, choose business, consult the customer to shower and then get right down to small business. For me, which typically features a massage, foreplay, sex and a good share of discussion.

For my initial reservation, I got an e-mail from a female which essentially went as follows:

Hi, I would prefer booking you as a birthday present for my good friends 24th surprise party.

No problems, I are able to do that

I left turned up first to assist these females create the shock as well as they are all insanely attractive. Out-of-my-league attractive. The female that booked me then drops this specific bombshell on me:

Oh, by the way, many of us females are both strippers or perhaps escorts.

Uh oh, I am in way over the head of mine

I do my very best to stay peaceful and collected and also we all really enjoy ourselves before the birthday female shows up. They grow to be beautiful females and everyone had an enjoyable night. With no actual sex but there was several shenanigans that went on.

At the conclusion of the morning it was an obvious tossed in the significant end experience but one I will always remember.

5. He did not realize

The very first time of mine and just occasion as a male escort, I did not understand I was.

I would once hair type occasionally for photographers and hair salons, therefore I've a couple of headshots that exist on various modeling sites as well as stock images. 1 day, I have an e mail from a photographer that said he was practicing drawing and required a nude male design to learn form. He stated a studio was had by him he might book and would pay hundred dolars for 2 hours.

I was saving in place for any plane ticket to come home to shock the parents of mine for spring break, so figured this is a simple method to create a relationship within the art market in addition to pick up some cash. We agreed for a some time, he provided me the number of his so we talked on the telephone to voice verify, and the studio that we will be operating at.

When I arrived at the place, he was waiting there and also declared the studio was booked over to the night, therefore he asked if I needed to get a little food and after that head to a resort so we might simply present and draw there. I agreed. Dinner was had by us, made little discussion about church and what I was learning at the Faculty of mine, and later on received an inexpensive hotel room in downtown Nashville.

Ultimately I got naked, and he asked if I believed I might get an erection so he can get it. I said perhaps, and he asked in case he can benefit. I declined in the beginning as well as attempted to get hold of an erection, but eventually he stated he needed to assist as well as came to me as well as began jerking me off. I did not understand how to proceed, as he was drastically larger than me. I began to attempt to stand up but he laid on me as well as would not allow me to go. He kept saying shh and also informed me that all was going to be fine and he will have me to the dorm of mine in an hour.

I gave up struggling and he gave me a blowjob while he laid on me as well as stored me down. I was very afraid I arrived in aproximatelly two minutes. I did not say something as he got up, tossed me the garments of mine, and said we need to get you family home.

He drove me family home in silence and as I began to escape the automobile he got the arm of mine and said I am hoping that was enjoyable for you also, I will allow you to know if I need much more enjoyable in the world, and also dropped 2 50s on the seat.

I went to the dorm of mine and cried, not understanding if I simply turned into a prostitute or even got sexually assaulted.

Typically I get contacted by him, and also obtained a few messages from him while he was drunk, though I simply dismiss them and attempt to overlook it.

6. Horrible first time

This seems terrible, though I was extremely determined for cash which I published on Craigslist. Naturally that was dangerous and stupid, though I was seventeen and I did not think of it. I simply asked individuals to bid to determine who I will opt for. Remember this would have been a suburb in the midwestern US, therefore the cash was not crazy. I wound up traveling forty five minutes to meet up with a fellow that then drove me to the home of his. Once again, so dumb. I cannot believe I did not die that night. This dude was as fifty, heavy cigarette smoker, smelled like booze. I told him I was 19. (So stupid.)

The fellow paid me $60/hr for 3 hours. He smoked several bowls, talked about jazz, then extremely creepily proceeded and on about the boobs of mine. I jerked him for like thirty mins with this terrible rose scented lotion, blew him, and ultimately we'd sex. I was amazed he might get it up with just how high he was and reckon he should be on anything different. That is mainly what I was contemplating the entire time.

I did not feel it as he came since I was way too concerned attempting to give a great performance. And so uncomfortable, but he did not appear to observe. When I got off of him there was absolutely no condom on the dick of his and I freaked until I discovered it was still inside me.

We hung out for some time (read: he slept and I tried to not puke) after which he has taken me to the automobile of mine, filled up the tank of mine and also gave me $300. Overall, not a terrible very first encounter, but also not wonderful. He has called me a couple of occasions, though I never went too.

7. Short on money

I began working together since I would gotten a number of propositions through a dating site. I was studying mediterranean at time and I was short on cash. And so one time, this fellow made me what looked like a lucrative proposal and I agreed.

I did not understand how just about any of it worked, so a buddy was told by me I was heading away and also to call or maybe text me in an hour's time. We primarily met in a park at night, sat in his very, excellent automobile, had somewhat of a flirty talk, and then made an appointment. He stated he was fifty eight years old, though I believe he was aproximatelly 15 20 years more mature than that.

A week or even 2 later, I drove over to the apartment of his. I was petrified, though I needed the cash so I rang the doorbell. It was a beautiful apartment, plus he paid upfront. He was great enough. He asked me to do a few little things which I did not wish to do, therefore I said, Maybe not this time. Kept a watch on the moment (via the useful clock radio next on the bed) and fortunately he finished on time. Had a bath, little bit of a chat afterwards, after which he kissed me goodbye on the cheek.

I believe the point that I said no to rimming annoyed him a small, but he texted later and asked if I'd want doing a threesome with another working female. Things proceeded from there.

8. The business was growing in 2011-12

I drank a pile of wine before I went to the company. This was approximately 2.5 years back when the market was growing. I did booking after booking and also went home with an enormous wad of money. I did not think of it a lot of. I simply adored the rush of being booked and generating a lot of cash. The business is dead over there today and I've no clue why.

9. 2 clients on her very first day

Indeed I was anxious, though it was not actually awkward. I'd 2 customers that day.

I cannot actually describe the sensation of the heart of mine in the throat of mine on the right way to the very first job of mine. I believed my heart was likely to burst from the chest of mine. But it ended up very nicely.

The very first guy was truly nice. Mid 30's, extremely average looking. It was relatively dull. We began with little talk, he provided me a bowl, that I refused. He smoked a bit then ultimately kissed me. He'd somewhat of an ass fetish, I allow him eat the asshole of mine and also gently spank me, after which I let him set it in my own ass I reckon it had been the initial customer of mine, I must do a great job. I nonetheless see him from time to time, and he nearly always tips really well. Together with the unexpected gift of books or art.

And also the 2nd guy did not actually attempt to have sex with me, he needed me to smoke a cigarette while you watch him masturbate. That is about it. He paid me for one hour with no issue and I never discovered him once again.

I nevertheless escort every so often. it is lots along with great cash of the moment, It is only lonely more mature males. My company is quite safe and sound, my customers do not have my private number (unless I get it to them) and they also can make me check in with them before I go in and then when I am done.) Do not get me wrong, I find a few unusual requests, but for probably the most part it is just sex. Sex is loved by me, it has not discouraged me in virtually any way shape or perhaps form.

10. He'd a curved penis

My very first time expertly was with an awkward Indian engineering pupil who paid me $500 to get away to the apartment of his as well as do a 2 hour period with him.

Oh my gosh, I was extremely amazingly nervous the entire way, did not truly understand what I was doing, but the moment I got there, I just about went together with the flow, chatted him set up, began playing with him, and we'd truly epic chat and he is nonetheless accountable for only one of my top 10 orgasms (perfect small four curved penis, hit my g spot with each and every thrust). Fucked twice, I provided him a blowjob while he was on the telephone chatting with individuals he was dealing with. I am pretty certain he thoroughly enjoyed himself.

Quickly later on, on the drive back, I was only just so utterly dumbfounded that I have paid very much to fuck a fellow that was in theory dating material in case the moment was had by him to date. It was extremely convincing, and also I've those types of encounters with fantastic males (usually around 30 years my senior) sufficiently frequently I am not gon na stop escorting until I age out.

11. She experienced sick

When I was eighteen I was scarce on money and then made the decision, fuck it. I want a sugar daddy. I proceeded craigslist and found a guy. He needed to satisfy me 1st & required a brand new female to exchange his previous one, he was ready to spend four figures per date. I drove to meet up with him and was stuck in traffic on the right way for one hour or perhaps 2. I sat at a Starbucks for some time waiting, he got lost since he was just there for a business trip. I was shaking by time he arrived. We have beverages and burgers and sat at a table waiting for anything, talking. He was sweet however, not the kind of mine, I was very anxious and also shaking. We have to the hotel of his and sat and talked as well as ate, then began getting frisky. He wouldn't stop discussing just how amazing I looked and was and I am aware he was attempting to flatter me but after some time it got truly old. I stayed the night and also remaining in the early morning. He gave me cash for gas. I later told him I am sorry though the age difference felt very strange plus he will need to get one more female, but fairly I simply could not position him.

Afterward I discovered this particular married guy. We talked, I sent him photographs of myself and he was hooked. He has ordered items off of Amazon for me to get (we're speaking bondage/anal stuff) Anal was on the list of essentials to him. I was an anal virgin and reaaallly uncertain about it. I told him I needed being blindfolded because of the thrill of it, but truly, I just did not wish to check out the face of his. Drove an hour to a motel in his city to find him. The way everybody looked at me, I just knew they knew what I was there for. I knocked on the doorstep, it started. I stepped inside where lighting fixtures were off, kept the eyes of mine on the soil. He came up to me as well as began stroking the arms of mine, the experience of mine. He instructed me to place the blindfold on and I did.

I hated it. I hated every single second of it. I lost my anal virginity to him which was very painful and I cried. I might think his fat slapping against the belly of mine, he kissed me with his bushy beard tickling the face of mine and I fucking hated it, I needed to vomit. He gave me the $400 and I left. I cried all of the way home.

He was nuts about me, needed to have me on outings and purchase me an apartment in the city of his along with most of that. I agreed to meet up with him once again, but absolutely no anal and no kissing. I told him it felt strange to kiss him when he'd a wife (I all know, what a fucking lame excuse but what was I meant to point out, you disgust me?).

The next time he was coked out and also had a tough time to keep it up. I'd to awkwardly console him while he beat himself up over it, and suck his flaccid dick repeatedly. We laid together for some time and we'd some sex (without a complete boner it is essentially a fail). After he gave up over the entire thing and then admitted defeat, everything was packed by me up and also sat at the advantage of the foundation. He brought the cash of mine and placed it in the hands of mine, and also informed me to take a look at him. I was still using the blindfold and I shook the head of mine. He has taken it off of me as well as informed me to take a look at him. He was using a bandana which covered the majority of the face of his except the eyes of his. Lovely eyes were had by him, which made me should cry when I considered the wife of his.

This dude was convinced I was not in it for any investment. I'd a sick brain, I'd a dirty side, as well as just he can satisfy it. I did not make an effort correcting him since I did not wish to destroy the self confidence he was creating for himself. I told him I could not do it any longer. He messaged me a couple of occasions over the following 12 months though I kept telling him absolutely no, whatever cost he provided me.

I regret both of the encounters for this day and no one is aware of it.

12. He threw money at her

When I was eighteen I was searching for a sugar daddy once the CMO of an extremely popular business (he did not show me this, I screened him and also the reverse image search brought lots of Forbes articles on him) gave me $thousand for the hour in case I concerned the hotel room of his. I had not considered transactional sex for cash before though I was curious with the cost so I showed up, got the money of mine in aproximatelly 3 minutes and went home with an uncontrollably big grin on the experience of mine.

I was not anxious & I did not really feel responsible but on the other hand I have never ever been sexually repressed and also did lots of exploration in advance. The one uncomfortable portion of the evening was as he completed very fast after which, I am assuming from discomfort, tossed the money at the doorstep and also asked me to make.

I have been performing it ever since (fifteen weeks now) and also it has been such a good experience I have started seriously contemplating taking a sabbatical from faculty as well as pursuing sex work full time.

13. Not what she'd envisioned

Only just after high school, my girlfriend got a project as an escort. It was returned when pagers happened to be cooler, for reference. I dropped her off at the office on the very first night of her. The location was at a strip mall, only a bit of area that seemed like a half empty travel agency or maybe insurance shop. It was out calls only, therefore you generally would not realize it was an escort service. I hung out in town, since she said she would page me in case she required me to come get her.

She paged me quite quick. I picked her up so we drove to some McDonalds and obtained coffee. She was a wreck. She stated she told them she was going on a rest, but she needed me to have the house of her. She was not actually going to become paid.

She went on an out call, to a guy's home. Bouncer-like men were had by them to push the females places, therefore a fellow drove her to some guy's home and also waited outside in the automobile. The buyer clearly needed to have sex, and she was completely blindsided by this particular. I seriously do not believe she understood she was a sex worker. She believed she was really going to become a head out on the city for just a day type of escort. She actually used one of her best dresses.

Very long story short, she ended up simply seeing the guy masturbate before fleeing the location and becoming pushed to the workplace. And then I picked her up so she never went too. The idea I can remember many clearly was when she was describing it to me. She was disillusioned, incredulous. There have been photos of the wife of his on the walls! Photographs of the family of his!

14. Unfortunate encounters

Man that is gay here.

I can remember the very first time I accepted cash for sex. A guy messaged me on a gay dating website. I was seventeen at the moment, eighteen on the profile of mine. This particular male (60 something years old) gave me hundred dolars to suck the dick of mine. I just knew I was printed immediately.

I countered back that I would get it done for $150, and also he'd to allow me to watch porn while he did it. Can I swallow it? Uh yeah, duh.

So I went to the location of his. As a (twenty eight year old) adult right now, I believe? what the fuck that guy might have murdered me. He can have raped me. He can have cut the skin of mine off to put it on like a skirt.

Though he did not do any of the items. He don a little porn for me (very beneficial, as I was not drawn to him at all). I pulled out the dick of mine, started out jacking off of, and when I was really hard he sucked me to conclusion.

$150. Thank you very much. Might you be ready to come once again some time? Uh yeah, duh.

So I will head over to the site of his about when a month. Cum. Become paid. Do this.

When I relocated out for college I discovered very similar guys. Used males. Body fat males. Especially unattractive males.

I never needed to cause them to become cum. They simply needed to help make me cum. So that is what I sold them? an opportunity to create a great little guy with a huge dick cum. (forgive the vulgarity). It was nearly all about letting these guys fantasize they'd gotten me without paying for me. I realized quickly they had been more content in case I can make them really feel as it was not an exchange.

My favorite/fondest memory though was a single guy that did not actually need that. Someone was needed by him to cuddle with, rub against. We stayed in the underwear of ours. I really sort of felt great about visiting him since it did not feel as gross.

He simply wanted person contact. And also I gave that to him. For a cost, though I provided it to him.

15. Happy ending?

2003, I'm an exceptionally naive twenty two year old with 6 figure debt from a failed marital life as well as an infant to help on my personal. A season before I'd been approached by a good friend of the daughter of mine that provided me a project as an escort. A had no clue what an escort did though the proposal of $150 an hour remained in the head of mine and I named the fellow when I hit as small as I was prepared to go. I thought escorts danced and masturbated, I was not actually a great dancer. I've absolutely no concept what I was wondering.

Looking again, the initial appointment of mine was a catastrophe. John was exceptionally patient though I was very nervous. A drink was had by us, smoked a bowl, and he provided me some coke. Never do coke before, I wished it will help the nerves of mine and also obliged myself to the offer of his. Which obviously did not work. One more hour of chatter and he asked me what I might do, feeling I was not precisely on firm footing with the present effort. I'd brought a bag of lingerie and then provided to model it for him. Somehow this was adequate for him and also the drive home later was to this particular day only one of the most fun drives I've previously had.

Of all things in life I'm thankful for, number of speed much higher compared to the dislike of mine of coke. Rather than getting sucked into all that, I got myself from debt, purchased a home and also went to college. Graduated 2 days ago debt totally free with only one of most sought after amounts from a prestigious college. I've been operating independently after 2005 and currently perform one $1500 session each week (all the clients of mine I've had far more compared to 5 years). It's been a lifestyle which has served me very well, I've met individuals that are incredible and also had memorable experiences which would normally been impossible. Retiring is among the tougher stuff I've to accomplish but in 3 weeks I hang the heels of mine and am walking out.

I nonetheless see John, obviously I fuck him right now. It just took aproximatelly 4 meetings along with a massive blow up with a customer with far more reasonable expectations for his $250 an hour to determine what I was meant to be engaging in, I then discovered just how to undertake it very well. I've invested about 33 % of the life of mine as being a prostitute though I've a lovely house with large diploma on the wall, happy child, numerous vehicles in the garage of mine, so the planet an open possibility. I'm an extremely lucky woman.

16. Weirded out

But no longer an escort (only discovered several customers and decided I would prefer to generate an income the typical way) but here is the very first experience of mine. Signed as much as an escort & cam female website, the partner of mine could not accompany me with the connect so I have the gay best friend of mine to get me. It was in a Travelodge (classy!) And I was really nervous. I would asked him if there is something in particular he needed me to use, and also he'd stated he wanted me in everyday clothing and no constitute. Naturally, guys do not genuinely have a clue what females are like without a stitch of beauty products on so I apply foundation, blush and mascara plus an adorable sundress.

The guy was around fifty (I was 20 at the time) and also he primarily needed making out and cuddle. For whatever reason he'd covered himself in talcum powder that was unusual, plus he was not beautiful that made it difficult for me to have aroused though he appeared to be extremely satisfied. The factor that weirded me out a bit was he kept discussing just how younger I was as well as asked me for my true name a few times (I had a fake name for obvious reasons). I was unwilling to provide him the true name of mine and rather simply granted him another fake name? I told him the actual name of mine was Elizabeth though my good friends called me Lizzie and he called me Lizzie for the rest of the appointment? then had the cheek in an attempt to haggle me down for an additional hour that I declined.

Later on, when I was 300 quid richer for one hour of hard work, I experienced strangely empowered.

17. Degree without any cash, left owning device

I was twenty two, just graduated with a BA in a significant that is going to help make me absolutely no money. Relocated in with the parents of mine and also was on a downward spiral.

I published on Craigslist ($400 an hour, I'd absolutely no hint about fees but still do not but from this particular thread it appears to be) that is high and also met a male the other evening at the home of his for an agreed upon thirty minutes. We sat on the couch and talked a bit of bit. He ran a small business, divorced, overweight, 40s. Truly ordinary and pretty nice, really.

He has taken me into the bedroom and also there was lit candles and a container of lube on the nightstand. I would not kiss him for some time, though he appeared to be lonely I guess? I ultimately did. (Stupid, probably.) He set a condom on and I blew him for some time, though he did not stay hard consistently. I climbed on and rode him and he did not occur by time the thirty minutes had been up. I appreciated him, therefore I kept going until he completed - perhaps another twenty minutes? I did not charge him for any additional. I did not enjoy it almost as I'd with a typical partner, though it was not terrible. After we finished he thanked me so we hugged. He recommended that subsequent time he create a spaghetti supper and also we might consume as well as be familiar with one another.

It was not as terrible as I'd expected, and also I was not traumatized, though I never made it happen once again. I am uncertain why. He texted me many times after and ultimately I told him I would moved.

18. Extremely anxious, a lot that she pretty much swung around on the drive over

All of it took place over Thanksgiving break my freshman year (college). I'd read a site for sugar baby a/daddy's and then chose to test it. After weeding through the communications I have, I discovered a fellow that was really appealing and also had chemistry with. So we opt to meet up at the location of his.

The drive over I pretty much turned around five times, I was very anxious. I learn on the doorstep of his and also he seems mostly love the pics of his, merely somewhat old and smaller than I was made to believe haha. Its each of our 1st times so we've absolutely no idea how to proceed. We remain on the couch, conversation and place on a movie.

Afterwards we visit the bedroom and fool around and do anything but sex (I was way too nervous). It was excellent and the night was spent by me. He wound up paying for the rent of mine ($670) along with a brand new telephone ($500). All-in-all, he was obviously a very great guy but wound up getting overly attached :/ I have went on to become a sugar baby as well as can make amazing income from it with the additional bonus of just sleeping with men that I am attracted to :)

19. Darkest and deepest fantasies

I was thirty five. I am fit, tall, lengthy brown eyes and hair that shift from pink to eco friendly, in condition that is very good from bicycling. I've a Ph.D. in linguistics along with a master's in literature, and I am male.

I was in between employment and speaking in a philosophy oriented discussion forum on the web with a few friends I'd created there. I'd mentioned, at length, the benefits of Jung's notion of the Shadow in proto-Indo-European myth cycles, and also was privately messaged by a female that had not taken an element in the dialogue, but had followed it with interest.

She's a practicing Freudian psychoanalyst, in a big American city, and we discussed the tensions between Freud's and also Jung's solutions, & the dynamics of the Shadow and integration. We started looking at sexual proclivities, and then needless to say it considered our very own, a few compatibilities were shared by us, and she confessed she wished to enjoy a few kinky fantasies she'd, and wondered if I will create her some erotic fiction on a selection of themes. I agreed, and also she enjoyed them hugely.

We talked a lot more in depth throughout a month, swapped pictures, had chatsex, so forth. A month after we initially talked, she provided to fly me to her, write me up in a resort for 2 weeks, as well as pay me a sum of cash to act out the fantasies of her with her.

I considered it. She insisted on it being a small business agreement, so she would not get feelings (in not such precise terms) and also due to the quite extreme dynamics of her fantasies? getting a sex slave was a part of them. I eventually agreed.

2 days of the utter legal limits of debauchery (aside from the simple fact of the exchange of cash for companionship and services) ensued. Sex while reciting poetry, sex while drunk, sex in public, sex with a private party with a market, role-play, submission, domination, on the top of a high rise in a thunderstorm half expecting to die of a lightning strike. Waking up exhausted, bruised, sore, and mildly dehydrated was the majority. I tied her up, suspended her inside a net of ropes, and also thrummed them with a cello bow until she orgasmed from the feeling and also the spoken accompaniment. She placed a very vicious dog's choke collar on me, chained me, and proceeded to encourage and humiliate and tease me for hours? until I was slavering and manic to ravish her, and just then she tugged open the knot securing me from acting on the impulses of mine. Far darker stuff we did.

With time, we met for sex some instances? but we unavoidably had developed feelings for one another, therefore discontinued the online business end of the agreement. I'd being used the cash to begin a company, and also provided her too each and every penny she'd provided me, and we agreed that we would at last think it over an interest-free loan. Several of what I wrote for her as well as we wrote together has since been printed under a pen name, with a bit of commercial success.

She thinks me her very last hurrah? she underwent menopause shortly after our final sexual visit together, and today does not get the exact same sexual drive.

I've never ever required cash in a sexual relationship before or maybe since, and truthfully, not one of another associations I have had check in severeness or even raw honesty with the knowledge we spent together. We stripped each other's souls bare along with hemorrhage, and also understand each other far more thoroughly compared to anybody else understands us.

20. Was offered $900 for a night

This was just a few months back. I have not produced the very best choices in life. I was currently eighteen at time and I moved away on my personal. I began getting a tough time making rent so I began publishing ads and happening dating websites.

I have a great deal of interest and then began to speak to many males but never really went through virtually any of it. That has been until a month later or perhaps so and I got desperate and lastly accepted an offer from a single man I'd been conversing with for some time. He was in his 40s, from an additional city, and also provided me $900 for the evening.

When the night came along, a resort was booked by him, & I went over there a while that evening. I was extremely nervous, I can rarely speak a term when I got there. He was an average looking guy. I was not drawn to him though it did not cross the head of mine it mattered. I was still around to have sex with somebody I commercially just met, and also for cash. He wound up providing drinks (yes, I understand how dumb this was today I consider it) and I got drunk enough ultimately to rest a great deal quite a bit more. After I was calm, he began kissing me, we ultimately became naked, performed oral. We'd sex two times plus he got off in under 2 minutes every time. That was a very positive thing since he was greater than I expected also. And then, we only went to bed and I left in the morning. yes, I stayed over night that had been most likely one more dumb action to take but oh well.

I suppose it ended up being much better compared to I anticipated but perhaps I was only luckier than a few females right here he was not very creepy or even gross. Since then I have just performed this two times more however, not with him.

21. Absolutely no sex, simply talk

When I was twenty I would once troll around on Grindr for men, and 1 day this person messages me to connect up. He appeared to be the more mature style and I was curious so we met at a Starbucks to find out if we appreciated one another. He ended up to be a relatively healthy male in his late 40's which was still rather handsome.

We chatted one another up and he was truly anxious, and admitted it had been the very first time of his. We ultimately went out to dinner plus went to the location of mine just where we'd sex. I was letting him rest over but he instantly had immediate business at 3am in the morning so he left. When I woke up I discovered he'd left 300 money on the table of mine.

Honestly initially I was not satisfied since I am not really a whore and I did not have the cash though I reckon what the hell and acquired over it. He texts me a week later on and would like to be back with me and I was not dating anyone at the moment so I agreed.

We did exactly the same point in which we went to visit a film instead and went to the location of mine where rather than having sex he simply needed to cuddle me and discuss the work of his. So I sat through three hours of him bitching about the life of his before he'd going and once again I discovered 300 money in the table of mine.

This continued for an honest 4 5 days of exactly the same thing in which we did not have sex and he simply needed to cuddle me as well as discuss, and also just where afterwards he left me some money. I discovered out he was the directing office manager or perhaps whatever of an enterprise and a wife was had by him and high schoolers and also did not need them to find so he would point out he was out drinking with the close friends of his.

Only one week he stopped texting me and I did not make an effort texting him so that was that in this article. I believe he was a closeted guy which just wanted male communication and this was rather unfortunate but only among the things

22. Very strange first time

I was extremely nervous the very first time of mine. Though, at that time, I'd had a few play and hookups periods with males I'd met off Fetlife or craigslist, it was nonetheless unusual transitioning to paid work and actually being scared I was jogging right into a police sting.

It was uncomfortable in the beginning, simply because the fellow appeared to be nervous as well, though it went really smooth once we each relaxed a tad. Probably the most uncomfortable thing was handling the cash, since I was not certain precisely how to achieve that. He provided it to me in the beginning and I was not certain how to proceed, therefore I excused myself to the restroom, freshened up, as well as counted it, and that remains the MO of mine.

My customer was extremely satisfied, and ended up offering me an extra recommendation as well as making me a good comment on the website he'd found me through, that helped to begin the job of mine out for me much more dates.

I was a bit of surprised at that since I believed it went OK but was uncomfortable. He was a little more mature, as well as somebody who was quite familiar in the neighborhood, that may have describe the nervousness of his. He was simply searching for a blowjob, therefore I noticed it as an extremely simple task, however he wished to chat for some time first. He was speaking about Opera and I pointed out having sang a specific portion in choir, therefore he wound up asking me to sing, that had been truly odd, explained to have on the knees of mine for down to small business.

The very first blowjob was really normal. He'd asked in case he would cum on my face or tits and also I would said OK, therefore I was wanting that. It simply was as it has taken him permanently to cum and he'd the entire package about grabbing the hair of mine while performing it as well as happening and on about my hair (it is red and long, though nothing truly special). After he arrived, he place the dick of his back in the experience of mine, therefore I assumed he needed me to lick it too clean, therefore I did, and he explained to draw him difficult once again. And then he explained we'd twenty minutes remaining and informed me to lay on the back of mine on the foundation, with the top of mine off the edge. I reckon he was going for sex and reached for a condom, and instead he informed me know and he needed to experience fuck me. He came lots more quickly that point in time, pulled away and also were introduced in the experience of mine and I might think it running on the edge of my nose toward me eye. He yelled at me not in order to clean it all and also to make it there until he left, then asked me to stand up and sing for him once again while he was getting dressed. It was sort of surreal.

Today, part of me wonders exactly why I kept it up, since it truly was unusual today I look back on it. I believe if I had not had better experiences when I was connecting free of charge that I'd most likely have halted right after that due to the wierdness. OTOH, it was cash that is simple for doing one thing I was doing anyway. The next several experiences were much better and much more persuading, and usually it is pretty fun compared to several of the other tasks I have held.

23. Adult Friend Finder

At twenty, I was on AFF when I was offered 2,000 dollars for 2 hours of the time of mine as well as a number of breaks with his cock within me. He was a sixty five year old male. The sex was really great for simply being 20, and also I got off on the idea that he was paying to fuck me. Honestly, having the cash in the hand of mine afterwards turned me on lots of I masturbated the next I got home together with the envelope in my hands.

I did escorting for 3 years before an ex ruined the reputation of mine. I enjoyed it. Obviously, some men were dicks, though I was producing anywhere from 250 400 for like 20 minutes of hard work. Today, I can speak with virtually anybody with no reservation.

24. Began as being a dancer

I am a former escort. The very first day of mine was simple since I began as a dancer. I would once work bachelor style parties. The men would request even more. Ultimately I simply agreed to much more. The cousin of mine and her good friend did people love reverse bachelor parties. Basically a fellow getting divorced and so like 2 4 of the buddies of his would hire us to head out and dance. Nearly always in a private residence. I will suggest like ninety % of the parties the males had been more than forty five. So we will go and dance and spend time. Then simply at the conclusion either the cousin of mine or maybe the good friend of her will opt for the bachelor right into a bedroom.

When I initially went along it was since my cousin got ill and she requested me to complement the close friend of her. She revealed I'd need to merely go, flirt, remain on a couple of laps. I might dress as hot as I needed. So I did that. I wore shorts along with a tank top. I looked nice but did not actually fit the appearance. I ended up to have fun.

I wound up topless and essentially got paid to sit down flirt, joke, and around with a group of males. I simply like interest so pushed very well. We had been there love two hours and I have $150. After they used me to be an alternative more frequently or even when the number was bigger. I got a little much more crazy with the outfits of mine.

When you are in that setting it is fun. Many people have been laughing, drinking. Passed around joints (etc.) it had been simply enjoyable. My outfits got much more daring and I began to actually like the sense I have. I sat on a load of laps and basically would be boners. I'd ruse and laugh. Men cure you differently. Precisely the same male who'd be ashamed in case you caught him considering your tits at the great market had absolutely no difficulties looking when you're there to party. After several days (7 8)of accomplishing this I felt just like the next move was no biggie. I will have like 120 160 for only hanging out though the female that went with the bachelor for much more.

When I will go to people another female will simply see the guys instantly that she'd be the female with the bachelor. After I felt prepared, we provided the possibility. I am smaller/petite. My cousin was curvier with boobs and also booty. Her good friend is curvy also but Asian. The very first time I have selected I virtually just granted him a naked lap dance and goods progressed. Later I felt very hot and empowered. I will do like one or perhaps two people a month. Anyone actually got picked would go in the room. The other female would simply spend time and flirt. We'd also provide information for one on one meetings.

I never must use sites or even walk the block. Which lead to the usual meetings. I never had some creeps. Every single fellow I met would have been a guy I'd laughed and joked with before so made it much easier. We practically all typically played secure though I allow a couple of regulars do different things. Unprotected or anal. I'm a sexual person so I tended to have fun. I did not orgasm Each time though I did a lot.

A lot of the males I met with 1-on-1 had been married more than forty five. The one down side for me personally was making a scheduled appointment a couple of days in advance as well as simply not being into it the evening on the conference. Since many happened to be married they will design a night when their wife was busy or perhaps whatever. Certain nights I was not into it and also must fake it. Boo hoo right? I did like one or maybe two people a month and also met 1 3 guys for one on one meetings per month. It was not regular, I simply did it to augment the income of mine.

I developed around an additional 1200 a month. It was entertaining. I stopped around a season ago since I met a guy in the regular life of mine. We dated some time and I got really serious. By I then additionally received a greater regular function and also was building much much better compared to minimum wage. After I stop I nonetheless met a several of the regulars of mine for somewhat. I adore my bf and also the present life of mine but sometimes I still miss the good old life. The joy. My bf treats me really well. Tells me I am amazing. But not exactly the same as the additional males looked at me.

25. She experienced gross

I do not recall my very first day almost as my initial customer. I was really anxious though I'd a seasoned female exhibiting me the ropes.

We'd published individual ads and also duo ads and also the initial call of mine was requesting a duo, that made me are feeling a great deal much more at ease with he entire situation. So I get almost all dressed and am intending to pee myself awaiting this particular fellow to knock on the doorstep.

He was quite a good looking 40 ish year old businessman. Next he described the fetish of his He wanted us to feed him the cum of his. So we each fool around with him and he winds up banging me while my friend watches. Well then he is prepared to go

He completed on the tummy of his and also I scooped it up with a scoop. Had to make him because that is what he was into. I felt really gross, he got dressed and also left and I produced a fast 120 bucks. The call really broke me in for the majority of the phone calls that morning as they have been almost all regular. I've found the fellow a couple of times since then.

We call him the cum guzzler.

26. From the opposite aspect of the interested glass

This's from the opposite end of things. I am in my early' 50's, pretty wealthy, and also I work with a certain escort 1 2 times monthly to enjoy the girlfriend of mine at social/business events. I get it done for a single really specific reason: to find out the blend of jealousy/hatred in the eyes of the associates of mine when I use with her on the arm of mine. Because I am not thinking about cultivating a real connection with an individual much less than 50 % the age of mine, I see this to become a great means to actually piss off the individuals (both females & males) I socialize/do small business with, without looking as I am definitely attempting to piss them off of. Petty, I understand, but sweetly satisfying nonetheless. All of the males should bang her, along with every one of the females need to harm her in a gruesome manner, particularly the earlier people.

We have never had sex. Although I was virtually insatiable when I was young, nowadays the only dependable of means to do the deed demands the aid of small blue pills, and also I find I am simply not awfully interested any longer. It still surprises me at times, though I've to say I am well more clear headed right now than I was actually 10 years back. A good trade off, nearly all in all of.

For individuals who are curious about, the female looks somewhat like a taller, more in shape Inara from Firefly. She is a mediterranean pupil (many escorts are college females who are looking for money, based on the) of her, works for an agency, and I pay $500 for the time of her, plus additional if there is sex (negotiated exterior of the company). We do not have sex but I spend her an extra $500 anyway to succeed worth the while of her, much more in case we go of town. She plays the part of devoted girlfriend perfectly plus appears to appreciate the result she's at the gatherings I just take her to nearly almost as I do.

The point that she is not merely gorgeous but very intelligent simply makes the people at these events hate me all of the more.

If things end soon we will often return to the location of mine and also watch terrible horror films, that we both like. We do our individual Mystery Science Theater routine, shouting at the display (e.g., do not go down into the basement!) as well as tossing popcorn at the idiots getting hacked set up with the killer clown or perhaps whatever. It is a kick.

She does not discuss the many other customers of her, but from what I gather I am the only person she does not take a step sexual with. I gather I am kind of a given night off deal, exactly where she has to be involved while spreading with the wealthy and sometimes famous without needing to have too sweaty at the conclusion of it.

I've to point out, I have had much more fun with this particular female, an escort, than the majority of my ex's. It will be a depressing day for me when she turns into an MD and moves from escort work. I will be glad for her, of course, though I will miss the mix we cause when we go out together. Read more about Escort Service in salt lake city Utah

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