just realized that people on tumblr.com know my username. and think of me as my username. like you see that set of letters and think of me. thats crazy.
"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw
I'm getting so sick of major female characters in historical media being incredibly feisty, outspoken and public defenders of women's rights with little to no realistic repercussions. Yes it feels like pandering, yes it's unrealistic and takes me out of the story, yes the dialogue almost always rings false - but beyond all that I think it does such a disservice to the women who lived during those periods. I'm not embarrassed of the women in history who didn't use every chance they had to Stick It To The Man. I'm not ashamed of women who were resigned to or enjoyed their lot in life. They weren't letting the side down by not having and representing modern gender ideals. It says a lot about how you view average ordinary women if the idea of one of your main characters behaving like one makes them seem lame and uninteresting to you.
Gah, you can't put me on the spot like that! Okay, um, probably that it is always an idea that I want to read. And that often leads me to going back and re-reading my own fics because it is something I legitly want to read in the fandom. If I wouldn't want to read it, I'm not gonna write it.
👻 What is one WIP you think you may never pick back up?
*slowly goes and opens my hiatus folder* I have a WIP in here that is called "Troy Story Outline". It is five pages long (only the outline, it looks like I never started the actual fic) and appears to have been me writing a theatre competition based on the Illiad. It was supposed to be for a Big Bang, but I ended up falling out of that fandom and I doubt I'll ever write it now. It is funny, it makes me laugh, it will never see the light of day.
Since Percy can talk to sea creatures, I'd like to think that one day he passed a pet shop with all these fish screaming at him in agony. Since then there has been a giant aquarium in cabin 3 with fish. He converses with them daily when he's at camp. He gave them all names (they were delighted to hear his suggestions).
There is one grumpy grouch that always tries to eat as much food before all the other fish. He has to keep him forcibly apart in a tiny water ball during dinner. He named him Zeus. Percy doesn't give a shit. Poseidon knows and thinks it is hilarious.
Chiron, who takes care of them when Percy's gone, cannot understand them but he doesn't like the way they look so judgemental. They are very much gossiping about him to his face.