#it makes me want to curl up and cry

[c-e-d-dreamer]

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#truly the worst combination #is being mentally ill and also on your period #like I'm not even joking #I hate it #I would like to get off this ride #I don't need my brain telling me everyone hates me #telling me all my friends are pretending and don't really like me #telling me that every message is actually a backhanded comment #a dig or a vague or whatever #it's all about you Caty #everyone wants to ask you to leave but is too polite to actually say it #it makes me want to curl up and cry #it makes me want to delete all my apps #and go like full silent for however long #even if I know somewhere in the back of my mind that's illogical #anyways #enjoy these late night ramblings #I'm sure I'll delete this in the morning

[skawdia]

The Babe of Frontiers 💕

#wyll ravengard #wyll #bg3 wyll #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #drawing complicated clothes makes me want to curl up and cry #bg3 art #bg3 fanart #skawdia

[andy-clutterbuck]

The Ones Who Live | 1x03 - Bye

#THAT FACE IS THE ACTUAL IRON THRONE #Rick Grimes #* #rg #The Ones Who Live #EXCUSE ME BUT THE NOSE™ #rogue neck fuzzies 💙 #HIS N E C K #bram stoker is rattling my 90s ouija board i've got in the closet #he wants to talk #biting....things #after a particularly hard thrus- #who is talking? #shut up omg #you need jesus #lucky for you he's supposed to be back soon i think or something #it's not even Sinday #that T E N D O N #bless every line on your face #they're all beautiful and sacred #the waves #the flippy little curls at the ends #the grays!! #his ability to grow a gorgeous beard probably makes other men cry #his little scars #wearing entirely too many layer lbr

[cherries-and-knives]

Thinking about the beach scenes again. (Catching fire brainrot) More specifically, thinking about Peeta being desperate to convince Katniss she’s the one who needs to live, not him. Thinking about how he said he has nothing to return to and how ‘no one needs him’ only to be responded to with ‘I need you.’

And that. Ugh. That. Gets me every. time.

He really thought no one would care if he died. And even if people did care a little bit he truly believed his death would be in inevitably insignificant. Only to be met with ‘I need you.’ To be met with the fact that Katniss was working against him the entire time trying to make sure he left the arena, not her. That his death would be significant, to her.

Everlark, and always trying to protect each other always gets to me.

#Peeta really said ‘no one cares about my existence.’ #only to have her say ‘I care about your existence over my own life.’ #makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry ughhhhh #catching fire brainrot fr fr #the hunger games #hunger games #thg #thg peeta mellark #thg peeta #thg series #thg katniss #thg catching fire #hunger games catching fire #catching fire #the hunger games katniss #katniss peeta #peeta x katniss #katniss x peeta #katniss and peeta #katniss everdeen #peeta my beloved #peeta mellark #peeta supremacy #the hunger games peeta #team peeta #i love peeta #everlark #tbosbas #tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes

[adamlovesspecs]

omori spoilers :,)

thinking about how aubrey dyed her hair after mari's death to fulfill the promise they made

aubrey and mari's relationship means so much to me

#memory lane had me crying #they deserve happiness #their relationship makes me want to curl up into a ball and sob #this game destroyed me #i love them so fucking much #also the church aubrey battle theme is amazing and has a ton of symbolism so i might talk about that #okay im done now #aubrey omori #mari omori #omori #basil omori #kel omori #hero omori #sunny omori #omori spoilers #omori game

[k0uk0]

Never fucking mind guys.

I'm seeing qCellbit giving up more and more, letting himself go in his depression and it's tearing me apart.

He tries his best, he repeats to himself "I'll continue to search, to try and find new informations, I won't give up" But we're in the second day and he's is, rightfully so, extremely sad. He doesn't want to do things anymore, he barely got the energy to build stuff and he's moved only by the fact that he has to find Richarlyson and it hurts like a motherfucker.

He goes to Richas' bed and talks to himself as to soothe his pain but god when he said he didn't want to feel alone again, he didn't want to lose anyone anymore oh, it broke my heart.

He searched everywhere, he panicked and then he gradually lost the energy that the panic gave him, leaving him completely boneless and IT HURTS. He's always the one to be animated, to help people, to talk and laugh with but today he logged on and just... Couldn't do it.

New discoveries didn't make him excited, he struggled to search for more information during the investigation and the only thing that made him smile was finding the new cat Zeno.

He almost cried again, he relentlessly asked Cucurucho where Richas was and everytime he received a "classified" You could see how it broke his heart and tore him down even more.

He is trying his best to not go mad again, he said he knew the feelings he felt and that he wouldn't give up to them. But what's left?

Okay he got qRoier with him, he got his friends and his family but he is shutting out everyone, gradually leaving him alone. It happened today.

He returns to the Order exhausted.

He doesn't move from the base.

He checks the castle.

All of this to have, at the end of the day, nothing to work with. The Federation knows something but they won't tell him. So he's moving by inertia, hopeful to receive news about his son.

Him singing to Fourth Of July, repeating to himself the verse "we're all gonna die" And I'm almost certain he meant the eggs with that verse.

All of this is extremely terrifying.

#qsmp #qsmp cellbit #qcellbit #cellbit #i am not doing so great #i too am breaking down piece by piece seeing him so empty it hurts me #i can't stand it #he's my favorite character and seeing him in this state just makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry

[murderballadeer]

i'm sorry i will just never understand winter enjoyers. so you're telling me you either actively enjoy the sun setting at 4pm and having most of your free time (if you're working and/or in school) be in darkness, or you consider it a minor enough issue that you're willing to overlook it bc you don't like sweating and mosquitoes? and that's not even mentioning the freezing cold and the having to wake up in the dark if you start work or school early... sounds fake but ok

#i KNOW not everyone has seasonal depression but i simply cannot believe someone not being horribly unhappy with 4pm sunsets #it just makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry like i would rather endure sweat and mosquitoes forever #than have to deal with the sun setting any early than 6:30 i'm serious #<- can you tell i'm not coping well with the realization that it will be winter in like six weeks #and with the fact that my class schedule for next semester means i start at 8:30 and end at 5:30 4 days out of 5 #so i would be waking up at 6:30 in the dark #and leaving school at 5:30 in the dark as well #:))))) #soapbox

[ohfinlee]

a drawing of my favourite moment from i would marry you in an instant (be your wife, be your mistress) by @greta--gill. Merry Christmas!

#aloto #greta--gill #gretson #greta gill #carson shaw #a league of their own #ellis fics make me want to curl up and cry but in a nice way in a loving way

[isa-belle1367]

I AM ONE MILD INCONVENIENCE AWAY FROM PURE INSANITY I STG

#everything is just so #RAHHHHHHHHH #i want to pull my hair out #and violently gouge my eyes out with rusty nails #all i want to do is curl into a ball and cry #why cant the world just pause and wait for me to catch up #i feel like im being dragged along #and the only way to make it stop is to scream at the top of my lungs #but how can i scream if my lungs are filled with dust

[bakafox]

Heads up to people who have auditory sensitivities to higher pitched sounds?

I just watched the teaser trailer or whatever for Super Mario Bros. Wonder and while the game looks cute af my ears feel like they are going to BLEED.

The music seems super higher pitched than I'm used to in any videogames, the voice sound effects are also super high pitched in vibe. Maybe I'm just over sensitive today but I did not have the volume up loud at all and I could barely watch the whole thing. I have regrets that I toughed it out via a ringing in an ear and a headache.

#Like I know mario games always have been in a higher register #but I have never had one make me go from “Everything's fine” to wanting to curl up in a fetal position and cry like this trailer did

[starkskypines]

thinking about how some of the best mcu characters are alone when that’s the opposite of what they wanted. how to be a hero they had to be without what they wanted, how they had to give something up. how giving that thing up would’ve destroyed anyone else. peter parker had to give up all his friends, lost his family, in order to be the hero that saves the world from multiversal collapse. wanda maximoff had to give up her family in order to save westview. then she choose a path of darkness to get them back that ended in her defeated. what she wanted was her family and she doesn’t get it. all that power and for what? as uncle ben said, “with great power comes great responsibility.” and now Loki. unlike Peter and Wanda his circumstances weren’t a product of his decisions. he spent centuries getting do-overs, trying to figure it all out. and what he figures out is that heroes and gods don’t get what they want. he wanted his friends, his new family. he didn’t want to be alone. none of these three did, but the right choice, the choice that makes them our hero is that sacrifice. they give up what they want. the ultimate selfless act.

#and it makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry for days #loki s2 spoilers #loki spoilers #wanda maximoff #peter parker #loki laufeyson #wandavision #doctor strange and the multiverse of madness #spider man no way home #mcu

[lucyvaleheart]

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#ugh. another little vent i had to get it out somewhere sorry #fucjing #....i have no idea if I'm gonna make it #what if i just don't #whether i kill myself or not i can feel my body breaking down worse every time my arthritis meds are delayed for one reason or another #and my adhd memory bullshit is so fucking scary and depressing and impossible to deal with #And the meds for that are ALSO constantly delayed #complications every goddamn month on both #i genuinely don't know what'll get me first is it gonna be the depression destroying my mental health and i just don't wake up one day #or will it be this constant cycle of fucked up that my body is and getting worse every single day #what do i do? nobody is around who can help as much as i need #my husband is the only one #and he's got pain and mental health issues too #he can't help as much as i need #what the fuck happens if i just keel over whether i want to or not #......fffuck #I #..........gods i wanna curl up under the bed and just cry

[nordic-language-love]

honestly i think this job might be the closest thing there is to my ‘ideal’ job

living abroad

actually get to use my tl

utilising my love of language and linguistics

utilising my performing skills

kids think i’m hilarious (they’re right)

teaching the same lessons for a whole month so i only really have to do lesson prep for each one once

different places every week = different classes every week = lots of variety even though i’m literally teaching the same lesson 3-4 times a week

variety of ages and abilities

great work-life balance

rarely see my colleagues (not that i dislike them bc honestly they’re great i’m just introverted)

basically no need for anyone to contact me outside of working hours

i see mountains on my commute (and just. anytime bc i live in a city surrounded by mountains aaaah <3)

health insurance and pension and dental and all that jazz included

#ofc there are downsides #my wage is liveable but not amazing #i don't get sick days #and i only actually have 10 days of paid vacation #5 of which are fixed and have to be taken in december sooo i can't just go on a 10-day holiday in july #and my cats aren't here with me #that's the most painful thing honestly #every time i think about them too much i want to cry bc omg i miss them soooo much #my babies :( #just want my princess to make bread on my lap and my baby boy to curl up in my arms and fall asleep tucked under my chin #anyway... #there's a lot that i love and i already feel like i've improved as a teacher #hopefully i can keep doing that!

[guujikaroko]

In the Japanese dub, Itou Kent gave Dan Heng a lower voice while in Imbibitor Lunae form and it's so damn funny. All he said is "Good night, I hope you have good dreams" to the Trailblazer but he sounds like it's a demand, lmao.

#he's also super vocal about protecting the Express crew isn't he #always telling everyone else to be careful step aside or to plan before they act #also him dumping the treasures he finds in the chests on the Trailblazer #his dialogues in Imbibitor Lunae form are like... He's still calm-and-cool Dan Heng but he DOES NOT play about caring for his loved ones #his transformation is just him locking in on that Express guard business #awakening his inner Zoro even #speaking about Zoro: Dan Heng calls the Express crew his “nakama” in the JP dub and it makes me want to curl up and cry #honkai star rail #dan heng #dan heng imbibitor lunae #astral express

[transfloppa]

yeah

#dekoposting #i promised myself i wohldnt vent on a public social media again but its like midnight and i just want to cry #its thst time of night again where i feel so fucking bad about him #and i kniw. i know he was awful to me but i miss how affectionate he was whenever it was just us #i stayed up all night just so i could talk to him and i self isolated because i wanted nothing more than him #and i dont. i dont know #i miss it #i miss that awful anxious curl he'd make me feel whenever we'd speak because at least he made me feel something #when i told him i didnt want a romantic relationship he was upset and st this point i almost get it #id be upset if i were him #and he said some things in anger but so did i #i hope he still misses me

[ghoulibrat]

Mmmm i ♡ fetal position time!

#2day has been a lot.... #not it a bad way but! still! #work was busy busy and therapy made me cry...vulnerability has me feel smol and lonely and and....alone but its ok its ok im ok #am i curled in bed with a bad of chips watching deadpool? yes. #do i need to get up and make dindin? yes. #do i want to? no. no i dont. #i want a footrub and this Charlie horse outta mi calf