#isnt that fucking nuts

[bluegiragi]

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#took a tiny break from this comic to finish some jobs but im back into it #someone on patreon said that theyre like charlie's angels but more murderous #someone ELSE on tiktok said they looked like mean girls #which would make ghost regina george for what its worth #both interpretations hold water #also i sorta see this as starting a new arc in the saga #post-locker-room-tryst #interesting dynamics to explore #im very excited #ALSO #this is the first time ive drawn price #isnt that fucking nuts #im sorry it took me so long to get to the resident dilf #i love barry sloane so much #anyway #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #konig #captain john price #ghostsoap #ghostsoapkonig #soapbox saga

[worfsrozhenko]

i’ve been doing a project on dracula 1931 for a class the past couple of days so i wanted to draw him from reference!!

#eddie.jpg #my art #also found out that bela turned 45 only s few days before my grandfather was born and died exactly 45 years before i was born #isnt that fucking nuts #anyway i saw this still last night and knew i needed to draw it #dracula

[the-holy-ghosted]

congrats 2 henry peglar for being the only bitch confirmed as to be Fucking That Old Man

#the heron giveth #the terror #alright here come the funny tags #bridglar #briglar #people spell it both ways i think. ill do both hujst to be safe #henry peglar #john bridgens #uh um um. uh #peglar x bridgens #THIS FEELS WEIRD. TO TYPE #bridgens x peglar #alright im done good GRIEF #this isnt even that extreme compared to the shit people are putting on ao3 about these two. god. #anyways hi ive watched this show maybe 7 or 8 times? only just recently have i gotten hooked on them #the scripts make me go nuts too. ''they were lovers in their pasts'' shut the fuck up dont say that to me ill start crying #this is the most risque thing i have ever posted on here #getting out of the fandom game for a while rewired my brain i have to get weird again. and boy do they make me feel weird ! #i have a number of terror mutuals who r gonna go nuts over this. fuck yes a little bowl of seeds for me style #this looks blurry posting it hopefully tumblr doesnt crunch the shit out of the quality anyways im done typing goodbye

[blee-bleep]

her casual fit...... it does things to me....

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#holodev_is #reGloss #hiodoshi ao #soooo butch its driving me nuts #THE CHAIN THE BLAZER THE WOLF CUT THE BLACK NAILS GIRLIE ISNT A FRUIT SHES THE WHOLE FRUIT STALL #at first i didnt rlly vibe w the fact that they released a new branch so soon after advent debut #AND THEN HER CASUAL FIT DROPPED IM LIKE GIRL?????? ARE YOU TRYING TO DESTROY MY HEART #the unholy things i want her to do to me...... #its like wolf diana suddenly manifested itself outside my head and reappeared as this avatar jesus fucking christ

[reel-fear]

Just a little follow up on that last post but just in general I think one of the reasons I've really stopped caring for railing on the Playtime devs... Is just because it feels like so much of it is just speculative nonsense trying to make every single thing they do secretly evil or lazy or bad. Why isn't it enough to discuss the Actual bad things they did [the fact they used to run a shady content farm before doing game work, the fact they tried to sell lore to their fans via NFTs, etc] it's hard for me to engage with content that rightfully critiques that bc oftentimes they then spiral into speculative 'so now we have to tell you why this moment where an employee blinks in the game is code for the devs secretly stole all their code from Bendy and kill babies as a hobby'.

Which makes me turn off my brain and not want to take any other points they make seriously, bc like I said if you lie to me to try and convince me of your point, I'm not gonna take anything else you say seriously bc I won't know if it's true or just something you made up anymore.

It honestly feels like everyone just keeps making shit up bc Poppy Playtime used to be the internet punching bag but now that the NFTs thing isn't the hottest topic to discuss about it anymore we all just need a reason to make fun of it and the people who like it. Which just kinda feels like unfair cringe culture, because if our real problem is the devs being greedy and shady why isn't the same effort put into roasting similar devs like the Bendy team? We can't suddenly say 'well actually being a bit greedy isn't That bad' when it's a team we like instead of one we all decided is 'cringe n bad'.

#ramblez #I hope all this makes sense Im not saying u cant dislike the devs of any of these games #just that the double standards on display really drive me nuts #sure playtime co tried to sell nfts but kindly beast laid off almost all of its employees and tried to sell its fans at full price a game #made by two people in three weeks last minute #if being greedy and lazy is really as bad as the internet says it is why arent the bendy devs the internets punching bag too #you cant have that sort of obvious double standard and then still expect me to think you take that topic seriously #bc when you only bring it up in relation to devs you clearly have a bias against and dont bring it up against devs ur bias towards #its clear that the greediness isnt actually the problem you care abt at least thats how it reads to me #anyways both of these devs suck but I dont think that means everyone at playtime co is secretly evil and in on it #a lot of effort is clearly on display in the writing animation coding etc and we shouldnt pretend its all awful just bc the ceos suck #same way I only level a lot of my problems with bendy towards mike n mood and not every single person who works on the games #bc clearly someone at JDS and playtime co cares a lot about what theyre making and thats really nice to see #its just that the ceos keep fucking up the product esp when it comes to Bendy-

[spotsupstuff]

Biting Notos mentions "Ghastly Things" he did to other iterators in his and Spores' ascension comic. What did he do, how did he do it, to whom, and to what end?

-face in hands- Notos is a primary it/its user!!!! with a she/her as the original pronouns that it doesn't mind bein refered to as even after its change, por favor no he/heem

but the ghastly things include: • waving its status as an Anemoi in front of an Iterator to scare them into compliance/threats (everybody knows that any threat made by Biting Notos will Not be an empty one) • actual physical assault by sending in some kind of virus that an Eo Iterator can't exactly defend themselves from cuz of Notos' position as a superior Iterator (again, place with the Anemoi. this is its least favorite thing to do and usually tries to delay it as much as possible) • what it considers the worst: manipulation. its manipulation might be straightforward between it and the target, but it can Also be done specifically to influence or break friend groups by getting under the skin of one of them. the influence one happened with Spore and her friend group. Notos clawed itself a way under Spore's plating and then with Spore as its metaphorical puppet it quietly forced Gem in an Eye and Sordid Expiation into compliance with Mission Self-preservation

important note here is that Notos is acutely aware that these things are horrible to do, especially to people that are meant to be family. it takes no joy from this and when given the chance, it will try and steer the whole ordeal into a civil conversation. just like it says in the Anemoi as Ancients drawing

it does not wish to inflict suffering. its job as an Enforcer is a necessary burden it took on itself to ensure the survival of Mission Self-preservation. for the greater good of survival of Everyone in the group, it needs to shepherd the less thoughtful and kind Iterators into this. it wouldn't be fair if most of them tried so so hard to stay alive and find cures for their illnesses/problems, but it all failed just because a handful of assholes didn't care enough

its actions are righteous. it regrets having to harm kind souls in order to get through to the ruckus makers (like with Spore who was genuinely sweet and Gem n Expiation who were too haughty to give a shit about everyone else's fates, including Spore's). it was still horrible to mess with the three's relationships, including the two ruckus makers

Biting Notos isn't an Iterator that can say they are proud of most of what they've done in their existence

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #oc: biting notos #that part of the second page where Notos is explainin Spore to saint- it Might sound like its being mean but its only stating facts #there isnt any kind of blaming or disgust or anything like that in Notos' voice unless its actually stated. otherwise its only cold hard- #-facts with it. monotone n logical. to the point. it doesnt flower things up to make them easier. its either silence or the truth #ITS ALSO WHY PAIRING IT WITH SAINT IS SO FUN cuz Notos is a fucking Sinner. straight up. but because it was necessary. its a good person #so it poses as a harder nut to crack for saint. it offers a moral question faced against the purity and expectations of religions and a God #fuckin love Notos

[bangcakes]

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#i think im so wacko nuts about him bc he literally came out of nowhere #like what are the chances we met in the first place.... #like ..... its one thing to meet in university right after high school ok but.... its extra weird when its both your 2nd career #and you're at community college #then find out you went to the same university at the same time but 2 years apart #then worked for a bit.. only to realize AT THE SAME TIME that maybe this career isnt for you and that maybe comp sci is It instead #then we end up taking the same electives. and we tend to sit in the same areas of the classroom #and we're both always early and end up alone before class and end up talking #or we both park in a similar place in the parking lot and end up walking together after class #and o ya getting the same grades. having the same gpa. LIKE WHERE DID HE COME FROM?????? #and then its like .... he reciprocates. like we're friends. im just. what the FUCK JDJDJJDJDJD #ya im just....... idk. idk. who is this guy JDJDJDJDJDJDM #i wonder too if he has the same like. 'what the fuck' feelings about me. bc idk its all so weird #if hes The Guy .... hes both different than i thought and yet exactly what i wanted. ya make sense of that HDNDJDNFJFNFNJFJF #god help me #personal

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

trying to get over some of my irritation/disappointment w certain aspects of summer 5 by reimagining my mc as one of those overly energetic camp counselors who takes everything way too earnestly

#'hey isnt one of these a rapid tonal shift-' idk what ur talking about #look i hate horror my self but its fight or flight isnt it #and why are the camp counselors always screwed in those movies. or evil. let one of them go nuts protecting their charges (i dont watch) #look gudako hasnt had a vaction in 5 years if i spent 5 years straight no breaks working #and then some chuckle fuck tried to scream me id just brain them idk #ritsuka fujimaru #abby #emiya #gudako #mash kyrilight #fgo #kiara sessyoin #side note: im so mad about the commercialization of baby shark. no one will believe me now #if i said we used to sing it at camp all the time in like 2012 #b4 those FUCKING yt channels

[thenarrativefoil]

from the bottom of my heart i fucking hate what oxidization does to nuts

#text #this isnt as bad as ths great almond betrayal a month ago #but its still pretty fucking miserable #it isnunderstood now i cannot prep nuts and eat them the next day. only fresh ground nuts. or whole nuts. fuckin wug #chronic illness #food #medical diet

[liquidstar]

people who irrationally hate mabel from gravity falls are insane because they think “let your pet be mistreated or potentially die so i can make sure my crush doesnt go out with someone that i dont personally want her to date” is a reasonable exchange and mabel is being the selfish bitch in that situation for... being upset about it. even though she relented and let it happen for dippers sake and fell into a depression (a cartoonish one tho bc its a cartoon). what a bitch i guess???? also shes 12

#luckily dipper isnt a terrible person so he undid it but like. he was not making the bigger sacrifice there #he was just setting things right after his fuckup. which is good. but hes not a saint for that lol hes just fixing things #and mabel was really thankful about it and still helped him get back at robbie after so despite any hurt feelings #i just dont get it like. im not saying mabel NEVER acted selfishly. shes 12 ofc she did. but that was not one of those times lmao #dipper acted selfishly plenty of times thoughout the series too but he doesnt get anywhere near the hate. its fucking nuts #what about her gets ppl so irrationally angry shes literally a cute cartoon child you simply must get over it

[mercyluvsyouuu]

Sometimes it is so hard 2 be polite. Sometimes I hear something someone says and it takes everything in me not to just laugh in their face. Fuck being the bigger person start being like "what r u going on abt !!!😭😭" coz sometimes they need 2 hear it

#mercy talks #i try to be the bigger person so bad. like it takes everything in me not to just laugh at ppl #it is NUTS that some ppl think its okay to say the things they do on the internet... #and i feel like a fucking customer service worker. im like “uh huh !! 😁” like. omfg #i try 2 be nice tho coz who knows what theyre going thru.. but its so hard #i feel like that one gumball episode where he was like holding back all that venom or wtv #and just went nuts #ranting ig #oh this isnt directed btw im onky saying this coz i remember an interaction i had a few months ago. dw mooties I love yall

[enevera]

second day of work and i am having an allergic reaction to a very nice smoothie my boss made this is actually rlly sad sjjsjsb

#took claritin but i think i may end up going home #which sucksss #bc i do actually need to do training :/ #this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn #fucking cashews #i think anyway #unless cranberry nuts is like it’s own nut

[alsoyooraiyah]

currently haunted by the idea of mc actually getting captured by ever group and then those past experiments on her resuming in an effort to study and perhaps restore the power in the aether core in her heart

so when she's rescued and brought back to safety, when any of the LIs go to see her, she wont even know their names

#along a similar vein that in my head plays out like a mission in some horror game #what if mc suddenly realizes what the hell theyre doing to her and fights every single person she sees in there to try and save herself #coincidentally its the same day that a rescue operation is being led by xav and jem and they fight their way into #the already decimated research facility. and since mc has no idea that theyre there to help her she tries to fight them too #would she even understand them if they tried to explain that theyre there to help her? would she even understand what theyre saying at all? #hdjksdf im saying mc but everyone here knows im really just thinking about dola... but anyway isnt it fucking nuts that mc #has fucking gone through it like crazy??? and also that the memory reset each time she resurrects is like... complete #since josephine mentions that she explores her surrounds in primitive manners after she loses her memories #like she forgets how to speak and do things??? thats fucking nuts dude #these are such self indulgent ideas ahsdjksdfj #sequence that feels from an indie horror game my beloved…

[asexualbookbird]

im so glad i chose a post surgery treat because haha turns out its not as simple and anxiety free as i thought!!!!!!!! because my body cant be normal for five minutes everything is more complicated than it needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!

#bookbird babbles #aaaaaaaahhhhhhh #might need Two Treats #i did get a boba about it #and i forgot my umbrella in the office #surgeon seemed Nice but hahaaaaa im Scared now lolsob #im so angry at the people who made me get this 10 fucken years ago #'its easy and pain free and lasts forever' NO THE FUCK IT ISNT AND NO THE FUCK IT DOES NOT #crying screaming throwing furniture #my moms nuts dot com order came though so im gonna eat chocolate espresso beans about it

[panicsimss]

figuring out how to emulate ps2 games because i'm EVILLLLL heehehe

#usually i hate going on sketchy sites to do stuff but it seems to be going okay #ALSO i have a ps2 but some games are fucking hard to find and are expensive to get physical copies of #castlevania curse of darkness isnt even good its just expensive #i aint selling my left nut for it tbh #anyway #thats my day #panictalks #nonsims

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Just out of curiosity, anyone else get like elevated mood, insane evergy, or like unhinged focus while on their period?

#i dont know what to call it to try to search what that would even be #it doesnt happen all the time and i dont think its like mania bc most of the time it doesnt really feel good #it feels like i want to run around in circles screaming and kicking things #most of the time i get fucked up and anxious but every so often my body is like. here as a treat u get enhanced focus #and then i feel my my brain is gonna vibrate outta my skull. but this time its actually nice bc i just feel kinda happy? #but like with an edge of. something feels wrong and i have too much energy but also i wanna lay down #ay. today was supposed to be my day off. then i got roped into helping with sampling #maybe if my mood stays stable i can try to get an appointment with a psychiatrist Tomorrow morning #but i am currently impaired by lack of sleep lmao #i should say. the upward moodswing thing isnt usually worrying. i mean it makes ne feel nuts but it doesn't make me do anything terribly #irratic or dangerous. its just weird and im sure if it happens to me it happens to other ppl so im curious #unrelated #tw periods