#imnot. doing good :)

[superbellsubways]

bear studies i did Months ago

#ineed to do more i have alot of ref images saved #all are browns except the one at the table i think #bear #doodle #traditional art #imnot good at animals but im trying

[shevr]

hey actually. if you were around for the little pony fandom online earlier than 2013, maybe 2014 if u really insist, i want you to give me your fave vintage brony content please bonus point if it's not the most popular stuff

#as often i don't have a really good answer to my own question #but when i rewatched some old stuff recently i was particularly hit by danfango's Applebloom vid. vibes #also imnot doing anything with this this is for fun & to drag people down the old horse pit along with me #shevr

[ghosteii]

Couldn't reblog what you tagged me in so I am here

My gender is not a good thing for the show but it looks cool.

I find this humorous

ADKDAKDDJ

IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD OR BAD I CAN'T TELL

#hands you a cookie #on one hand #you've got a cool gender !! #but then it's bad for the show #YKNOW WHAT #forget the show !!! do what you want sksjakdjldas #ask box #IMS ORRY #you can probably tell imnot good at responding to asks </3

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway. #our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!' #we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

[doggirlviscera]

im gettingn off tumblr for a while see you guys later

#not a while a while just like. i dont kneo #imnot doing good #i probably wont be gone for more than like a few hours or whatever i dont stick to what i say

[gh0stgr1nder]

what do you think the crying child’s name is

do you think elizabeth afton has curly or straight hair

do you think they should kill off springtrap

what’s your favourite fnaf game

what do you like most about the franchise

tell me literally anything

i think itd be more interesting narratively if we never got a canon crying child name . im a fucking sucker for when characters are just a stray you found on the streets youre not supposed to name so you dont get attatched to them before you have to give them away

i think straight . From her sprite her hair looks pretty straight but i am a strong supporter of bending canon designs how the fuck ever you want

i think theres . Not really a good direction to take that . Cause the parallels between william taking so many lives and not being able to die himself is AUHHHGHHHJ [william afton theif of life ...] but theres not really much i can think of that thwy can do with him anymore . im gonna let scott call the shots with this one

HARD tie between 3 4 and sister location .... obsessed with the atmospheres of all of them , i like how 4 and sl focus on the aftons dynamics IM NORMAL ... could write a whole essay on why i like each of them like and subscribe for part 2

god theres alot of things i like about it . HUGE fan of the family themes and the aftons each turning into parallels of eachother IM . sane moment

#imnot good at doing thibgs without specific instructions skipping last one 👍autusm

[angeltrapz]

ohhh my god (uh. trauma talk in tags)

#oh so now ex best friends dad might be on the list??????? REALLY??? #ive wondered that for years #imnot. doing good :) #he was already really creepy w me (put his hands on my shoulders and wld like... massage? we were NOT close. it made me uncomfy) #but now i might remember an incident w him too?????? #that ex friend doesnt even talk to their dad as hes also incredibly trans/homophobic & theyre nonbinary so. theres that #& after their parents divorced their dad was scarily violent (threw a chair once...) so hes already not a good guy #but as far as we knew he didnt do anything... yk. like that. but i always had a sneaking suspicion #just like how im not sure he had a 'crush' on my mom (he was very persistent w her) anymore. what if it was just to get to me? #i know that sounds so paranoid but its why other men have been able to abuse me. they recognized that i had been thru it b4. #im so so tired #connor.vtxt #<- quick reminder that i may talk more abt my c//sa trauma under that tag so please block it if you would rather not see that (if you can) #implied csa tw #im sooo fuckibg tired dude

[halfhappyhooligan]

they should invent a me that enjoyes food for consumption

#food is on the table and im like wow this smells so good #imnot gonna eat it tho. #so much of my meals are just me going waait🤔 can i starve thru this one ❔ #like broo plz just start enjoying the feel of food in ur stomach its not gonna kill u in fact its gonna do a secret special second option😋 #hooliganry🙂

[suchasub]

The hottest thing ever said to me was when my owner said he wants to break my spirit like when a horse is being trained so I'm a mindless cock puppet. I love the term cock puppet because like it means he'll stuff me with his cock and that will make me do whatever he wants and when imnot filled I'm not good for anything

#mind conditioning #brainwashing #mind control #hypnokink #dumbification #cnc kink #cnc degradation #dollification #mind break

[jellyaibo]

my dad got a new tv so we switched out our old one for some google TV and this thing sucks ass i can't believe this is how we r making TVs now with shitty apps and bloat

NO google imnot giving you our location im helping my senior citizen dad set this up and its been hours we haven't seen a single channel . blud is CONNECTED to the cable box and refuses to show any channels

this shit has to do a software update that lasted hours ACTUAL SNAILS PACE FROM THIS BRAND NEW TV and to make things better we talk to an automated voice onthe phone

i dont have a good image chicken sandwich im mad

#SORRY IHAVE TV AUTISM THIS HURTS ME SO MUCH #IT. WASNT THIS BAD BEFORE!!! DUDE. #i got conditioner in my hair too brah im supposed to be WASHING

[ohmycale]

AU - Interlude: The Secret Society of Neglected Noble Children

COUNT HENITUSE REJECTED BY THE SOCIETY

The venerable Count Deruth Henituse, leader of the North Territory and head of the Henituse Family, was given a formal letter of rejection by the Society of the Roan's Future. The Society of Roan’s Future is a new and emerging faction in the kingdom advocating many reforms that help children of all classes in the kingdom. The Society of Roan’s Future has publicly rejected the Count’s application and proposal to the Society based on news from Society's newsletter - Roan for a Better Future. Currently, members of the Society only said that the decision is final. This news comes as a surprise since the Count has been seen advocating for the Society even though he has not been a formal member. His son, Cale Henituse….”

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"Did you read the news? Quick, turn to the Society page...."

"What? That rich Count got rejected by the Society?"

“See, the rich aint cracked up to be. Even that supposed kind and rich Count is shady. Nobels are all shady…”

“Say that to the older ones. The young ones are very active in the Society. Some noble kids even wear commoner clothing and interact with all children. You would never see that in my day….”

"I thought he could like bankroll the whole Society...he's rich enough to do it..."

"Why? He seems kind when I saw him last year when the king called for that nobles meeting… "

"Damn he’s rich all right. Probably owe the dammed Crossmans for a loan or two. But that one rarely goes here in the Capitol. Seems to be always stuck in his territory of his….”

“Is he related to the red-haired noble guy? The one the other noble kids try to always say as their leader….”

“Really, they have a leader now?”

“Imnot sure. But they always mention him when there’s a kitchen running around here. Like they always invite him and then get really happy when he comes. They tell him whatever they are doing or something…”

“He doesn’t even look like that red haired noble kid! How could you tell if he was related to him or not?”

“Do I look like a noble’s servant who knows other nobles for their master? All I know that the noble is filthy rich and probably has a family. It’s said he has a kid…”

“If he was rejected by the Society, then poor kid. His father is not probably the best one around.”

“Think the Society have to save the kid? Like turn that kid into this new crop of noble kids. Never thought I would say those words in my lifetime.”  

“But if they reject him, then Society won’t run kitchens and those food stalls anymore?” I mean, that rich Count could have been a good thing for the money…”

“Nah. We don’t know the guy so maybe the Society is better off. Sides, they say the Prince has been asking forever to be a member. He can provide the money and probably more too….”

"Really? Is that...."

I finally finished this! First time writing the active gossip-mongering society of the Roan Kingdom - Capitol. Hope you like it!

#tcf #lcf #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #tcf fanfic #tcf fic idea #tcf fic #tcf cale #og!cale #og!cale henituse #original cale henituse #deruth henituse #secret society AU #henituse family #tcf alberu #og!alberu crossman #original cale

[downtowndrain]

its october so VAMPIRE LANCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLOOO most eternally based au ever

this is his design from last yr if youre curious 😀 imnot very good at this kinda thing i do too much fanart 😭 anywayyy

#for future vamp lance posts ithink im just gonna use his normal design #just with toof #mwahahah HALLOWEEN !!!!!! #pokemon #fanart #pokemon hgss #lance pokemon

[inmaki]

Everyone's calling u zuma and idk if i should too—it feels weirdly disrespectful for me to do it?? Nzjnsjsnsjzj

Buuut n e ways how's life been treating you?? Anything interesting happened lately?? I made mac n cheese from scratch the first time and some of the pasta might be slightly undercooked (i started out with a smaller pan to boil them and shit did NOT fit so I had to transfer to a bigger one and I think that might be why???) BUT the sauce is delicious (i added bacon fat hehe) so I'd say that's pretty good for a first attempt. I know how to cook I swear, it's just my first time and I didn't follow a recipe...

Love you lots, and I hope ur doing well!

- 🍉

hi melon nonnie <3 IT IS NOT AT ALL WHAT CALL ME WTV U WANT!! and lifes been GOOD just very busy but yknow! I SAW THE NEW HUNGER GAMES MOVIE it was very veey good even tho the main girls accent was a little bit annoying!!. sorry. imnot

AND HELP HOW DID U STRUGGLE WITH MAC N CHEESE THIS BAD AHAHGSJS 😭😭😭 at least it turned ok.. i think

#inmaki #zuma’s 🍉 anon #LOVE U TOO BAE <3

[haver-of-wives]

Tell me, Toms, do you love your Dream? I'm sure you do, even if you may pretend otherwise... After all, you're rightfully His no matter what, so it's not like you have a choice anyway :) :) :) You're so lucky to have such a caring big brother, y'know? :) You're going to accept your position as his loyal Angel one day, whether you like it or not... I'm certain of it. Be good for your God, won't you? :)

In the meantime, why don't we play a little game together? You remind me so much of my Tommy, I simply can't help it :)

- @your-only-saviour

NONONONO FUCK OFF FUKCOFF I AM NOT DOIGN THIS WITHYUO GO FUCK YOURSELF. adn iam not fuckign his imnot IM NOT IMNOT FUCKYUO FUKC YOU

#ask #your-only-saviour :) #/rp #tw obsessive behavior #tw possessive behavior #tw religious themes

[trainingdummyrabbit]

how do you feel about plants as metaphors for various emotional ailments? Yknow like growing from or into the body of the character.

Usually i see them used as something repressed that eventually blooms, and it carries that connotation of beauty, but i think it can be used for literally anything

(think like how there's many long-lived trees, and how that could be used as something that slowly progresses taking over the character, weighing them down- that old something they're letting fester has deep roots and long branches)

(or maybe flowers with specific blooming conditions correlating to that emotional ill they have, so like, Mirabilis Jalapa that blooms around dusk on someone that relates dusk to a strong experience, and when they reminisce, they bloom)

idk bestie. Something something imagery

LOVE THIS SHIT SO SO SO MUCH

i dont get the chance to play with it as much as i wanna (though . i Do have a chance ..) but i LOVE messing w symbolism and imagery in that way. imnot as well versed in flowers n such as other folks are, but ough. OUHGHG...

flowers+plants are just such a good method of playing with Meaning that i adore Adore seeing done right. only downside is hhhhhhhhard to. draw ''> >

its kind of a reason why forget-me-nots are my favorite flowers. i actually have an oc (..??????) that holds them as a dear symbol, and has a withered sprig of them she wears just about always. which is sweet, but shes a character thats a manifestation of something that lives off of deleting the memories of others, and shes actually wearing them bc. she thinks shes fucking hilarious. dkfjgkfd

though, for a character that nearly blipped out of existence herself, it Is kind of a spiteful reminder that shes not going to die that fucking easily. its an odd sort of semi-ironic love of the things. a rejection and a reclamation. idk im on abt fucking Anything; agree reblog

#its smthn ive really Really wanted t chew on but oughghgg. big large variety. just points and nods rapidly. yessss YESSSSS #piktalk #theres a line i read once a long time ago thats really stuck with me too; 'the will of a weed.' i cant use it as it isnt mine; but. #resonance. yknow. like yeah. they sure do. (<- continues talking inexplicably) #plants have so fucking much shit going on thats really underutilized.. its not really my role to write itseems; though.

[2d-dreams]

writing an encyclopaedia is hard

like damn dude where do i start?????? help!!! how do i do this. im also afraid maybe i shouldnt put my flatbio stuff into sych a formal-ish doc because imnot a scientist or a good culture writer and its goi ng to suck oh god

#lonely flatlander hours #flatbio project