#that ex friend doesnt even talk to their dad as hes also incredibly trans/homophobic & theyre nonbinary so. theres that

[angeltrapz]

ohhh my god (uh. trauma talk in tags)

#oh so now ex best friends dad might be on the list??????? REALLY??? #ive wondered that for years #imnot. doing good :) #he was already really creepy w me (put his hands on my shoulders and wld like... massage? we were NOT close. it made me uncomfy) #but now i might remember an incident w him too?????? #that ex friend doesnt even talk to their dad as hes also incredibly trans/homophobic & theyre nonbinary so. theres that #& after their parents divorced their dad was scarily violent (threw a chair once...) so hes already not a good guy #but as far as we knew he didnt do anything... yk. like that. but i always had a sneaking suspicion #just like how im not sure he had a 'crush' on my mom (he was very persistent w her) anymore. what if it was just to get to me? #i know that sounds so paranoid but its why other men have been able to abuse me. they recognized that i had been thru it b4. #im so so tired #connor.vtxt #<- quick reminder that i may talk more abt my c//sa trauma under that tag so please block it if you would rather not see that (if you can) #implied csa tw #im sooo fuckibg tired dude