i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign
my 25th birthday is coming up and im oddly nervous about it
every year im like oh this year it feels like its a real adulthood year
like 20 isnt an adult, you just left teens!
21 isnt an adult, you just got to drink in the US!
22 isnt an adult, its like being 11, there are two twos!
23 isnt an adult, you just finished being 22!
24 might be an adult, but youre still so young!
and now 25 is like. Im not worried so much about being old, 25 is in no way shape or form old
im mostly worried about the fact that 26 comes after it. then 27. then 28. and one day ill be 30. and then i will be 30, and i can never go back to being 25 ever again
sorry no art in a hot second... ive been really burnt out for a long time now and its been miserable, ive been looking for a normie job for ages so that i can make art something i do for myself again and i havent had much luck but.
i do believe that pursuing romantic connection at all times and making it top priority is a huge distraction and gets in the way of so much. I've seen it happen with myself, and I've seen it happen with friends, where it takes away from everything you could and should be doing. Going on a trip that should be fun, but you're crying and feeling down the whole time because you're concerned with how that person is texting you. Not focusing on work or projects because you're so preoccupied with trying to see this person or stressing about how things are going with them. And you don't see how much it takes away from your life until you really eliminate it as a factor altogether. I've had chunks of my life put off because romantic pursuits came first. I've seen people wanting more for themselves, but not working on that because they're putting all their effort and energy into another person instead. Months later, still single and still not working on their career or going learning the skill they talked so much about.
The best people to date imo are people who are their own complete selves. Who have worked on themselves and their lives so they have something going on, something they're passionate about or proud of. Ambitions, goals, or a love for something that fulfills them. If you seek fulfillment in someone else, you will get burned. Be okay with being by yourself. Become the kind of person who simply wants someone else, not needs someone else.
In a perfect world I'd sit down and make art all day long but unfortunately I am afflicted with executive functioning issues and many mental illnesses which prevent me from using my leisure time productively
Have any of yall done this? Where you spend like your entire day scrolling thru ur fav ppl's blog and just liked everything?
bc i have been wasting my entire evening going thru my favs' blogs and liking them all lol. rn on @ninja-knox-ur-sox-off's :P sorry dude for the spam activities lolll
anyways is that just me? or do yall also spend ur entire time scrolling thru blogs? loll
interrupting your regular programming to bring you a special message: stop. whatever you're doing right now. stop and go watch everything everywhere all at once. i dont care if you "dont have multiple hours to spare" do it. i dont care if you've "already seen it" watch it again???? "ive seen it 5 times" watch it a 6th time ???????? even better watch it a 7th ?????? literally what could you be doing that's more important than seeing this masterpiece before you and sobbing your fucking soul out??????