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b3achysurfur · 5 months

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I know I originally said in a comment at some point about how annoying the Logan war got (think it was in that post asking why we all suddenly backed off) but now I just find your posts humoring it's like "THIS LITTLE GODDAMN PIECE OF SHIT-" and it's the most innocent picture of Logan.

Love seeing it nowadays (cuz it's funny), but you have a good point that he hasn't furthered the story yet but I feel like Red might change that soon. Hopefully. Also how we haven't had his backstory but that also might change too (we've got a hint in one episode where they fought his bullies, something about how his parents didn't want him and he fact that we've only seen his grandparents but not his actual parents says something....)

Anyways something I need to ask you! What are your opinions on the others, what you like about them or dislike, favorite moments and what not. I'm curious!

Sorry this may have been long!

SEE NOW YOU GUYS ARE GETTING MY HUMOR , THIS ACTUALLY MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!! THANK UUUUU A LOT

also UR SO GREAT FOR THE QUESTION YOU ASKED!! I love talking about everyone else

I’ll assess them in order of: ashlyn, aiden, taylor, tyler, ben (not by order of how much I like them or anything btw). Some sections are longer than others because I’m bias BUT ALSO BECAUSE I got tired of typing and realized there was wayyy tm to read. Sorry!!!! if you don’t wanna read all this I put a short summary all the way on the bottom + feel free to me ask me specific questions ! now let me talk your ear off

ASHLYN:

I really like ashlyn because she has the most potential out of everyone (and that’s not to say the other characters aren’t deep, because that’s the opposite of true but bae is the whole reason we’re here). I think she’s also really relatable in the sense that she doesn’t like interacting with people but she can easily take the leadership role when needed. like okay queen I see you. also I really enjoy the fact Red made her dislike aiden at first even though they have a side romance plot going rn. bc that’s how it would’ve been if they were real. ash would not just become chatty out of no where and fall head over heels for him. and I really appreciate the slowburn. Ashlyn’s also higher on my favorites list because I’m bias and we have the same hair length 😣 usually when characters have long hair, authors tend to let their hair flow a lot, but red put ts in braids 🙏 and ask anyone with long hair like that, their hair is up 99% of the time bc it’s annoying, hot, and (personally) GRABS ONTO EVERYTHING LIKE ITS A THIRD HAND. I have a lot of headcannons for ash just based on small character designs / aspects that not a lot of people really think about. She’s so interesting and I really just love her. And since I have positives, I’ll give one negative about her. In the beginning, Ashlyn was really hesitant to tell the group anything. I understand where she was coming from, and given Tyler’s reaction, I don’t blame her for keeping things to herself. But mannnn ts was so frustrating sometimes. it’s ok tho bc all good stories stress you out.

AIDEN:

omg guys it’s my favorite ever. I know aidens really popular already so I’ll try not to rant on about him forever but hes just the best 😣 but mans really does not gaf EVERR.

now I could rant on and on about how silly Aiden is and why he’s so misunderstood as a character, because he’s not crazy like at all and if anything he’s one of the smartest characters in sbg, but I’ll save if for a better time. Instead I wanna talk about how observant he is of Ben and ashlyn.

it’s cropping weridly, sorry. but aiden’s eyes are always watching the ones he cares about most. I feel like this has to do with the fact Ben cannot voice his concerns/opinions so aiden always has to glance at him to make sure he’s not missing any important signal. But I also think it has to do with his childhood (I don’t have fast pass or anything this is just based off of theories/analysis based on his character bc I do that a lot 🤒). Anyways, he has a specific way of comforting people that I think it’s rlly niche. He uses his hands and gets the person what he thinks they need. Like in the attached images he gets ashlyn fabric to squeeze and distracts her with light conversation, and he immediately offers to take a walk with Ben and get some fresh air. If a person refuses or asks him for space, he immediately obeys and doesn’t question their decision. He’s very trusting and understanding. He gives people room to make mistakes and gives them room to ask for help. I’m mainly bringing this up because it ties back to something I’m gonna talk about in Taylor’s section. I just think that this detail is so important to his character and we always brush over it. I don’t wanna say he doesn’t like physical touch, bc he’s always touching everything around him, but I like to think his main love language is acts of service. When you really look at it, his actions speak a lot louder than his bickering and it really helps display how much each character means to him individually. what elseee. He’s able to quickly adjust and assess situations (like when he attacked the phantom or pulled up ashlyn in the bus). He’s very quick to his feet and always needs to be interacting with something to keep his hands busy. Aiden just really don’t gaf 99% of the time (unless it’s Ben / ashlyn) and honestly that’s why I like him. He doesn’t take anything seriously or personally. clap it up for my hb. Also I notice the sbg fandom has a habit of doing it with everyone, but I feel like Aiden is always reduced to his impulsive behaviors and ‘crazy kid’ persona. please guys. look deeper into Aiden Clark. Instead of wasting your energy trying to defend a NERDY FREAK like Logan fields, you should study more on Aiden Clark and his complex character.

yes. do that. rn. You want to so badly. I know you do. Do it. Go reread sbg and focus on Aiden. wowwww. I know you want to. (I’m hypnotizing you btw) Or just ask me I can talk about Aiden (or really any character) alll day long. Ask me anything about anyone and I’ll tell you what I think with proof and evidence. yes. I just need to cut it short because I have to talk about everyone else to. But study Aiden Clark. do it. really. really. Right now. Go. Go. Now. PLUS Aiden’s probably the least likely to die because he’s to cool for that + he’s better than death and injury. YAAA!!! MAKE AIDEN CLARK UR FAV BC YOULL BE SAFE FROM ANGST 🎉

only thing I don’t like about Aiden gotta be his fashion sense sometimes (usually beginning S1). like WHAT R U WEARING MAN???? 🙁

TAYLOR:

okay now let me talk about my shnukums Taylor. I love her a lot but her and Tyler had very different childhoods regardless of the fact they were in the same situation.

We don’t know a lot about Taylor’s version of growing up, so a lot of the details are vague but everything I say is based off of observations and analyses I have personally made, so please take everything I say about Taylor’s backstory with a grain of salt and understand that no matter what, both twins were majorly affected by the passing of their father and illness of their mother.

At first i thought of Taylor was the more lucky one out of Tyler and Taylor when it came to their childhood. Yes she struggled, I knew that, but Tyler was under a lot of stress. But that’s when I realized that she suffered just as much. Although she didn’t need to sacrifice herself to help her family survive, like Tyler did, she went though the most loss. She lost her mother, father, and brother all overnight. One second they were all happy together and the next she was all alone. Physically, her mother and brother were still there, but they were both shells. Her mother isolated by grief and her brother isolated by responsibility. She was all alone. Yes Tyler did his best to support her, but at the end of the day, there wasn’t much he could do to change the situation. Taylor suffered a lot, and since people mostly focus on Tyler, we never really see Taylor’s POV of it all.

Now her backstory leads me into the fact Taylor is the most socially smart character in sbg. She is also the most observant and supportive. This is not to say others aren’t observant/supportive, like Aiden for an example, but she does it much differently. I would attach a picture here but I’m close to maxing out the photo limit and I want to save it for later.

Taylor is very good at reading the emotions of other characters. She is also very observant. Taylor is often the first to notice when a charater is uncomfortable, panicked, or harmed. For an example, she’s the first to notice Ashlyn’s fear back at the house. Unlike Aiden, Taylor is able to verbally let people know she is there for them. She comforts them through words and physical affection. Taylor is usually aware of how much support someone is in need of and the best way to display it for them specifically. For an example when Logan was getting bullied, she defended him against Tyler’s mean words and held his shoulder for reassurance. This same tactic would not work for ashlyn, and Taylor is aware of that. So, when ashlyn broke down about the struggles of being leader, Taylor comforted her through words and reassured her fears. Taylor opened up a space for ashlyn to be scared and share her burden. She was able to do all of this in only a couple of moments. This skills also becomes a werid quirk when she is able to sense Tyler’s condition in the hospital, but maybe that was just twin senses? 🤷‍♀️ idk

Taylor is also very aware of everyone around her. We know that she is very social and has a lot of friends and connections, but she also educates herself on the people she doesn’t interact with. Even if she doesn’t know a lot, she makes sure to acknowledge their presence at the very least.

What does her ability to read emotion have to do with her childhood? Well, Taylor basically lived with a shell of a family. Tyler was under constant stress, which made him prone to outbursts. Her mother was disabled by grief. Taylor was in a situation that made her feel like she had to take care of her family mentally. It was, to her, the least she could do. So, she was mentally mature from a very young age. Although having to hold the burdens of others constantly is very unhealthy, I’m not sure if she’ll crack because of it.

Taylor being very social and having a lot of friends is also another example of how she’s different from Tyler and how their shared childhood affected them differently. Tyler saw people as distractions while Taylor sees them as her means to keep living. Taylor lives off of other peoples energy, and she maintains the energy of other people by being a supportive beam for them. This is also why I’m okay with Taylor being shipped with others. She’s use to being around people and can form close bonds with others while still only viewing them as friends. Tyler cannot do the same. Taylor is in a position where she can expand her horizons into romantic relations if she was interested in doing so. That’s why I feel as though it’s okay (if that doesn’t make sense I’ll explain it again, but I tried to condense it down)

Something I don’t like about Taylor is that we haven’t gotten to see her brain in action yet. We know she’s the president of the robotics club , but we haven’t had the chance to see her charater support the story in any other way but socially and mentally. The story is only at 60 episodes though, and I’m sure we will see it eventually. Im just impatient and want to see women in STEM shine 😣😣 I wish I could talk about her more, but we barely know anything about Taylor as of right now. I will say it’s interesting how she told her and Tyler’s backstory, but only talked about how Tyler was affected and not herself. Interesting… I hope we learn more about her experiences and I hope I’m right 🙏 also CAN WE TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE HOW PRETTY SHE IS??? UGHH I LOVE HER SMM

TYLER:

I feel like Tyler has been the topic of discussion for the past couple of months because his backstory was revealed and the end of S1 / beginning of S2 was all about him and his past, so I don’t have a lot to say that I haven’t already said. but I do really like Tyler. At first when he was in his jock era I was very , oh! about him. but he’s actually warmed up to me sooooo much since then. he’s so goofy I just want more interactions between him and Aiden. I think I good place to start is how much I HATE people shipping him with other members of the main cast. I talked about it a little in Taylor’s section, but him and Taylor had very different childhoods. Again, I’m not saying their father’s death and mother’s illness was not hard on the both of them, but Tyler was under a lot of pressure too. We know he isolated himself harshly, and stopped having fun all together. The way I look at it, everything, including living day-to-day, became a chore for Tyler. Ever since he was a little kid. His dad’s death changed his entire world overnight. He had to learn how to physically and mentally support everyone important to him, because if he couldn’t no one else would. Tyler had to learn everything about living life by himself as a baby just so everyone else could survive. He stopped having fun. Little kids find fun in everything. Tyler stopped himself from finding it. He didn’t do anything for himself anymore. He was almost like a empty shell doing automatic tasks so that his sister and mother could have space to grow, heal, and live. In a sense, it was self sacrifice (which he attempts again when he tells the group to leave him behind)

So when Taylor tells us that the main cast started to become an extension of the family he sacrificed himself for, it’s so heavy on his character. Especially because for once in a long time he started relating his ‘family’ back to joy and fun, not just safety and survival. That’s why it bothers me when people ship him with others. It’s so werid to imply he’d date any of the main cast when he sees them as his family. consider them blood-siblings if you gotta, but just stop shipping them. PLEAASSSSEEEEEEEEEEE. otherwise I’ll eat your dog. thanks! also him being friends with the main cast at all is such a huge step for him. I don’t think Tyler has time to get involved with romantic relationships when he believes friends are a distraction. I know a lot of people go to romance when they want to express how strong a connection is between two characters, but you guys are forgetting that Tyler considering everyone as his friends is sooooo much more complex and deep compared to (for an example) Logan saying he considers everyone his friend. ANYWAYS ENOUGHHH!!! let’s move on.

I also wanna talk about this scene (I was to lazy to go find the original scene so the flashback is all you get). I never really realized how much ashlyn ordering Tyler around must’ve affected him. He literally spent his whole life making decisions and taking leadership and all of a sudden some random lil girl is over here telling him to stfu and sit his ass down. I would imagine as mad as he was, he probably felt a least a bit of relief. For once the responsibility wasn’t on him, at least not only on him. He could share his burden with others, and he wasn’t suffocated by being responsible for the lives of everyone else. We see this same struggle affect ashlyn, as she feels like being leader strangles her with the weight of guilt, paranoia, and responsibility. Imagine if Tyler had been the one to bare that weight after everything he’s already been through? he would’ve cracked, whether we like it or not. so let’s clap it up for ashlyn rq!!! yasss girl 😋 I know I’m rambling a lot about tyler but I know a lot about him and want to talkkk 😣 but here is my last point: Tyler’s coping mechanism to the unknown and things that confuse him is denial. Just like his mother 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

woww! do you guys remember when Tyler thought this whole thing was a joke? me too! he would’ve never thought this silly prank would almost kill him. Tyler’s mom probably thought her husband’s illness wouldn’t kill him either. oops! 😂 (I’m going kms). sorry. my point is they both refused to believe it happened (although his mom’s denial may have been more of a trauma response while his was just to help him cope). Even with evidence, they both couldn’t understand what had happened to them and pretending nothing was wrong. Tyler saw the picture of the phantom’s shadow and brushed it off to technology he couldn’t understand yet. he felt more comfortable with not knowing how technology worked rather than not knowing if he was in danger. his mother is similar. She couldn’t understand and cope with the death of her husband, even though he died in front of her. She felt more comfortable not understanding why he was late from work than understanding he was dead and gone. Guess it runs in the family? 🤷‍♀️ and since these are all things I like about his character, I will tell you what I don’t like. THAT STUPID ASS JOCK ATTUIDE FROM S1. okay I didn’t hate it, and it fit him sometimes, and I kinda miss it sometimes, but he’s like 5’5 and a stick, he is not beating no one’s ass 😭 respectfully. now he could probably rock me but he’s matured a bit since S1 so it’s different. Tyler’s not even my favorite idk why I talked about him sm , especially when I held off on talking about Aiden because I didn’t want to say to much 🤦‍♀️ whatever

BEN:

I have a lot to say about Benny boy, especially because he is SOOOOOO mischaraterized. Now I won’t go crazy like I did for the twins because I’m thinking about making a separate post just about Ben (maybe.. maybe not idk). plus I just reminded myself anon asked me to just say a few things I like and disliked about each charater not give crazy long paragraph about them. so, sorry Ben but you will probably have the most boring paragraph of them all. I still love you a lot pookie 🙏 I’m just tired AND MAXED OUT THE AMOUNT OF PICS I CAN USE EVEN THO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT U WHILE USING PICS 🤒 anyways enough rambling.

bens charater is often reduced to his backstory which genuinely makes me want to start tweaking out. if you expand on why his trauma affects him, then I will happily listen to you talk. But when most the fandom sees Ben as “music boy who hate bully, will fight you if you be mean” it makes me so SAAAADDDDD. no, Ben will NOT beat my ass for making fun of Logan. That’s like… the whole point of his backstory? He doesn’t like violence, at all. He’s ashamed of his anger issues. He blames himself for having to move and putting his family in danger. The only reason he got involved with Logan’s fight was because the phantom interference + no one was there to help calm him down.

also he doesn’t only do music. he draws too! he’s a very artistic dude. He also gardens. Ben be planting food and shit. which (as much as I HATE the ship) Logan n Ben shippers could probably use to their advantage. Yk bc Ben gardens and Logan helps his grandparents in their greenhouse? wtv. Bens prob growing flowers for Taylor anyways. Fuck Logan. sorry.

Ben is also very compassionate and gentle. He’s always thinking about what’s best for the group, even if it puts him in an uncomfortable position, like sharing his trauma. Ben is also very soft hearted. He gets flustered very easily, we see this when ashlyn and Taylor complimented him. He is very protective over those he cares about and he does not come to play, ever. Also his character development from S1 makes me so happy. He use to be attached to Aiden’s hip 24/7 and we could often only understand his emotions when Aiden would translate him to us. But we’ve seen lately that he’s much closer to Taylor, even putting her safety before his own.

wow, gentleman alert❗️if I didn’t run out of photo space than I would’ve shown more examples where he holds onto others as a way to comfort or protect them. he’s so respectful I might cry. maybe I will make a Ben-centered post. I need to show you guys pictures so you can understand what I’m saying. But Ben is growing and he needs more attention. thank you.

SUMMARY:

Ashlyn

pros:

- has crazy potential + most hinted at lore

- very relateable

-introverted but stands on business

-W relationship development between her and the cast, very natural and not forced

- her hair

cons:

- she is very hesitant to spill info (only in earlier chaps tho!)

Aiden

pros:

- silly

- observant of those he cares about

- acts of service love language

- trusting/understanding

- quick on his feet

- good at assessing situations/making plans

- he doesn’t GAF 🦅🦅 EVAAA

cons:

- often misunderstood / mischaraterized by the fandom

- has ugly ass outfits sometimes

Taylor

pros:

- most socially smart character in sbg

- good at reading emotions

- good at comforting others

- aware of her surroundings/the people around her

- supportive

- social

- super pretty

- wrote a paragraph on why it’s ok to ship her with the rest of the cast js cuz

cons:

- we don’t see enough of her robotics president side, show me women in STEM 🤬

- we never saw how she experienced childhood (yet..)

Tyler

pros:

- deep childhood trauma/responsibility

- sacrificed himself for his family twice

- not meant to be shipped with anyone in main cast

- sees main cast as family

- he finally made friends

- talked about the scene where ash tells him to shut his bitchass up

- copes by using denial (js like his mom)

cons:

- his jock attitude during S1

Ben

pros:

- hates violence

- angery at his anger issues

- ashamed of his past

- draws and gardens as hobbies

- compassionate and gentle

- soft hearted

- easily flustered

- very protective

- slow but steady quiet charater development

- a gentleman

cons:

- you guys mischaraterize him a lot (like someone told me he doesn’t change as a character bc he never speaks, ts made me mad asf)

THATS ALL! THANK YOU FOR ASKING!! again feel free to as me questions about anything at all even if you didn’t read allat. And if you did, thank you ur so sweet and amazing. Sorry for writing sm 😢

also everyone is open to their own opinions, this is just what I think. As always, I’m always down to debate.

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minjhu · 2 years

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A blessing and a curse

Eren x dom!reader

cw: dom!reader, gn!reader, he’s somewhat of a brat(?),hairpulling, anal fingering, a tiny bit of angst at the end, spitting (once), overstimulation

y’all know the gist, if I missed something tell me

wc: roughly 2.3k

Alright, I know this was supposed to come out yesterday. I know. But it's here so whatever. I wanted to stretch this from 1,5k to 2k which led to 2,3k because I was feeling a little angsty, so it's extremely horny and then just angsty...no in-between.

Lasst es euch schmecken!

'Come here!' you said over the phone.

'What? Why?’

'I have been so damn horny this whole day. Is that reason enough?'

'Y/n, please, I have to finish this assignment. It's due tomorrow’

'Just come here and I'll give you something else to beg for~'

'I still need to finish this…'

'But it's due tomorrow, not today, so you have plenty of time. You know, the Germans say "Was du heute kannst besorgen das verschiebe nicht auf morgen" it means you have to take breaks and breath a little'

'You do know that I'm German, right? And that does not mean…whatever your translation to it was. It's like literally the opposite'

'Alright, imma leave you to it-'

'Wait. I do need a break and I… kinda missed you. I'll be there in probably half an hour. No, make it an hour'

'Sweet!' you exclaimed and hung up.

While you wait for him to arrive, you lightly clean your semi-messy room and arrange misplaced clothes. Though he doesn't really mind if it is a little messy, it's not like you both were dating.

The relationship between Eren and you has been friends with benefit, just without the friends part. You guys weren't friends. You hated each other's guts like crazy but only in front of your mutual friends, behind the scenes you would make him your slut, turn, twist him to your heart's liking, and make sure the guy would forget his name at the end of a night together.

In short: it's complicated.

More than an hour later, he knocked at your dorm room. You opened the door to a rather disheveled Eren standing in front of you. His hair was open and cascading behind his ears, framing his face perfectly. A few droplets of sweat were apparent on his forehead; it was as though he ran to get here. His clothes looked roughed up. He, just like you, did not look like he tried to make much of an effort into his appearance.

"A little late, I must say. Not really how you normally are, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just had things to do, I'm sorry"

"Don't be. Come inside"

You turn your back to him to go to the comfy little sofa you have, when Eren snuck up on you from behind, trying to catch you off guard.

"What are you doing?" you addressed in a half-serious stern manner.

"Taking a break, what else?" He said not meeting your eyes at all and only focusing on giving you neck kisses.

You turn around and grab a fistful of his hair to guide him to your mouth. Thus follow a series of kisses going from soft and slow to rough and desperate. You grabbed his waist in such a domestic way, pressing his lower half forcefully into you, that Eren couldn't help but moan in your mouth before the heat rose up his cheeks and ears, causing him to hide his face in embarrassment due to the friction that you created with his slowly hardening cock confined in his pants.

"You're hard," you stated.

"How could I not be…after…after…fuck"

You don't allow him to finish his sentence as you start to fondle his hard-on through his shorts. Grabbing, squeezing, and stroking it; making him erupt all kinds of noises with his face still hidden in the crook of your neck.

With ease, you take a hold of his hair to try to remove his head from your body, in order for you to see his beautiful eyes.

"Can you-" he starts.

You giggle in anticipation while your hand rested around his neck, slowly stroking your thumb up and down knowing it affected him physically as your thumb laid exactly on the most sensitive part of his neck.

"For some reason, I already know what you're going to ask me." You chuckled while Eren looked at you longingly, his eyes were so lost in yours, that he couldn't wait for you to ravish and fuck him into oblivion.

"Sit down on the bed," he does exactly as he's told, lowering his body on your mattress. Your body stood in-between his slightly spread legs, looking down at him.

"C'mon, ask the question you wanted to ask," you instructed. His forehead bore into your lower abdomen, trying to hide his visage. "Can you keep pulling my hair again? I like the feeling," he said, muffled.

You grab a handful of his hair and pull it until his face is completely exposed to you as well as his neck. No more hiding this stupidly pretty face of yours, you thought. The sensation on his scalp being roughly treated felt so good, that he couldn't stop the moans and curses that escaped his mouth. You look at him as his eyes flutter shut from the pleasurable feeling.

"Next time say 'please' if you want something from me. You're not a brat, are you?"

He violently shook his head, debunking your claims.

"Open your mouth," you ordered him. He obeyed. You spat into his mouth and made him swallow it before you crashed your lips on his in a heated and messy make-out session. As both of your tongues were dancing in his mouth you slowly pushed him onto his back, hovering over him.

As you drew back from the kiss for a lick of oxygen you felt Erens strong grip on your shirt trying to keep you close to him. He was as desperate as always. You freed yourself from his hold and straddled his hips. Just as you were about to kiss him again he winced painfully.

"I didn't come here just to kiss, y/n," he uttered but you ignored him completely and lowered your mouth to his neck to shower him with little pecks. "Fuck me, won't you? You…you want this too, I know that, so stop teasing me with those stupid kisses"

You traveled from the left side of his neck over his Adam's apple to the right side, still pressing feathery kisses, and occasionally licking his neck, to draw out any moans inside his lungs.

"You want me to beg don't you…fuck…I- please y/n…fuck I'm so hard I can't do this, please," he turned his head to the opposite direction of you, too ashamed to look you in the eyes.

"Ahh Eren, I know you can do better than that but," you exhaled dramatically. "I guess that will do,"

You excused yourself to grab all the things you felt would be necessary for the night and took your sweet time doing so, just to further tease the man on your bed. When you got back Eren was already in the process of taking off his clothes, because he was an inpatient little bitch. You decided to stand at the door unnoticed for just a little bit. Eren couldn't sense your presence at all and felt as though he was alone in the room. He pulled his boxers down and started stroking himself lazily just to pass time but soon longed for the feeling of releasing. His hand started stroking his length with a much faster pace, leaving him a moaning mess although he knew too well to keep his voice down. Now and then he would graze the fingers of his other hand over his puckering hole, pulsing in anticipation of wanting to get absolutely railed by you. He leaned back into the cushions of your bed and spread his legs for his hand to have better access. After wetting his finger in his mouth he didn't hesitate to stuff his ass with them.

In and out the fingers went, making Eren erupt quiet moans as his other hand played with the head of his cock. His arching back and the little thigh spasms you observed made it hard to not look at his body.

From the moans and his labored breathing you knew he was about to orgasm. Not on your watch though. You saw that as your queue to disturb his precious time with himself.

"Oh, I think someone is in trouble," you interrupted with a fake pouty face showing fake sympathy. With shock, he raised his head up to your level as he immediately stopped what he was doing. His eyes met your mischievous smile as you came closer to him on the cushions of your bed.

"Y/n I-"

"Shhh, it's ok," you assured him as you placed your hand on his mouth to stop him from uttering any other words. "You need help with that, don't you?" You stared at him, removing your hand from his mouth to let him speak.

"Eren, I asked you a question." You pushed.

"... I-yes?" This wasn't like you, this wasn't like all the other nights where he would disobey you. Normally, he would have been pulled to your lap and spanked until tears of regret would stream down his eyes. Harsh? Yes. But he liked it like that, he can't say that he didn't like this punishment and that he wasn't having it in the back of his head as he pleasured himself without your permission.

Nonetheless, you pulled out Erens fingers that were jammed in his hole and replaced them with yours. He threw his head back as he didn't think you would actually help him, eliciting a stinging whine. You started fucking him with your fingers not showing any mercy and repeatedly hitting his sweet spot dead on, leaving him squirming like a sprayed cockroach [I'm sorry-]. He stopped touching his tip and started gripping the sheets around him feeling completely content with only your fingers in him. You on the other hand started licking his nipples granting him overwhelming pleasure.

"Fuck, this feels so good~" he squealed in between his series of moans and whimpers. "Can I come, please? Please let me cum!" he relaxed his back against the mattress after arching his back as soon as you took over the control. Tear-filled eyes awaited your answer.

"Yes, yes of course. Go ahead." You assured him.

After a few in-and-outs with your finger, never once missing his prostate, you pushed him over the edge and made him come a rather impressive load all over himself. With a weeping-like sound, he let the feeling of the long-awaited orgasm wash over him.

You didn't stop your fingers as they were fucking him through the orgasm and after he was done coming all over himself. The overstimulation made Eren into a squirming mess.

"Y/N, I'm sensitive-" he whined behind a hand that flew in front of his mouth. Tears were threatening to fall but that just encouraged you more.

"Well, you should have thought about it before you disobeyed me like that. You wanted to come, didn't you? Now I'm making you come even more than you thought. I am basically showering you with orgasms. Isn't that what you wanted? You should be more thankful," you punctuated your words with the pace of your fingers. The way you were with your words did something to Eren and he couldn't deny it. It sent a ticklish feeling through his whole body and specifically his throbbing cock.

"Fuck! I- I'm about to-" and with that, he came for the second time this night. Just how many times was he going to orgasm tonight?

"Don't look at me like that, you knew this was going to happen. This is a punishment, Eren. You really thought I was going to let you go just like that? I'm going to completely drain you until you can't think for yourself," you chuckled behind a serious face that was cracking by the minute as you couldn't fathom that Eren actually thought he would get away with his bratty behavior. His twitching body felt restless in your hold, and after his 6th orgasm, you thought you'd let him rest when he told you he couldn't come anymore. As he relaxed on your bed you went and got things to clean his cum covered body. You return to a, now awake, Eren trying to find the clothes he scattered all around your room.

"What the fuck are you doing?" you asked, genuinely confused.

"This was just supposed to be a break I have to go back and finish this stupid assignment," Eren said, retrieving his boxers from under the bed, however, they got there...

"Hey, but aren't you like tired or something? You should stay and sleep here you know 'cause..." you were running out of words, you just wanted him to stay and be next to you. You looked at him as he fetched his pants and his shirt, struggling to put them on.

"I should probably just get this over with. Text me when...you know when," now fully clothed, Eren left your room, leaving you standing there absolutely perplexed and somewhat alone. Funny how the table has turned. He used to feel just like you after every night together; lonely, abandoned, and empty. Always crying himself to sleep, wanting to feel your body press against him in a comforting manner, but his fear of commitment would keep his other bedside cold. And because he didn't want to fall deeper into this bottomless void he created a strict barrier between you two, which only lead to sharing the pain.

You hesitated if you should call him or not, to ask if everything is ok between the two of you. But you quickly decided to drop it and let him focus on getting his assignment done.

This sucked but you can't get enough of him and vice versa.

He is a blessing as well as he is a curse.

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