#im so disappointed. truly

[goditsmeagain]

why did we see Max's letters and not have anyone read them. why did they big up Jason creating a mob when nothing happened. why did they have Eddie say he wasn't a hero then die saving no one. why have will be in love with Mike and not say it to anyone. why introduce new characters just to kill them and neglect others. why have so many storylines that are essentially meaningless. why-

#legit what a mess #why have SO many characters #if youre gonna neglect half #st spoilers #stranger things #im so disappointed. truly #eddie munson #will byers #byler #max mayfield #stranger things spoilers

[moeblob]

Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos

Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)

#fe three houses #sylvain jose gautier #also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain #regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy #i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be #esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed #and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins #just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering #truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved #they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start #instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing

[weregonnabecoolbeans]

Obi-Wan's look of exasperation when Anakin starts flirting with Padme the second he sees her will never not be funny

#actually his look of exasperation whenever anakin does anything in this movie will never not be funny #anakin: *opens his mouth to speak* Obi wan: Oh my god will you please stfu my VERY young apprentice #hes also probably so disappointed that anakin is so bad at it too #probably thinking anakin have I not taught you better??? #how do you have zero game whatsoever #obi wan does not get payed enough for this #anakin truly is a human disaster and this movie is gold #this is the second time im watching this movie in 24 hours idk what that says about me #star wars #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #sw attack of the clones #attack of the clones #sw aotc #aotc #padawan anakin #padme amidala #anidala #star wars prequels #kate's post

[dayurno]

one thing though that i thought was very interesting in tsc was how jeremy and kevin swapped some key personality traits the fanon associated with them. kevin being a grounded, stable pilar vs jeremy being (though well-intentioned & kindly) pushy and falling into codependency with jean like many of us assumed would be the inevitable outcome of kevin and jean reconciling. quite surprising!

#ill be honest with you babygirls im still grappling with jeremy in my mind #hes not much of anything to me #jean sucked all the personality out of him and thats not even a sex joke #i think jeremys highest points are when he is away from jean #and there are not nearly enough of those despite him being the other main character #but when he was with jean so much of it was him worrying about and cleaning up after jean #theres truly so little about him as a person #which i was a little disappointed by because tfc is remarkably good at characterization even of side characters #i know jean is a big personality and anyone put up against him will feel like stale bread but kevin and renee and neil held their own #just fine #i know his story is far simpler than jean’s will ever be but there are ways to go about it #unfortunately for me jeremy felt like neurotypical gansey #and that’s a dreary description #i was rooting for himmmmmmm i was rooting for him! #txt #jeremy #kevin #tsc

[allfortzu]

what if i EXPLODE

#the most basic and classic kpop queerbait pose but i still love it youre right #the lyrics during these scenes too this is a song for women and sapphics #they did this for the gay closeted church girls #i literally had a hand over my mouth gasping shocked shaken the entire mv GAOWD im giving the japan division a big kiss rn #momos wolfcut too IM GONNA GJRKDUWP38RBJ #the bridge was so good mina always serves she has given and she has never disappointed! #i LOVE the way sana sang the mmm humming part in the beginning it reminds me of her lines in wallflower and YEAH SHES STILL THE BEST AT IT! #and momos rapping OHHHHHH she has truly never not killed a rap her deep raspy voice is so perfect omg #them turning into paintings in the end YEAH POETIC CINEMA #so glad they made this a littke gay bc all art is inherently gay no im not elaborating #yes obv i saw minas back they had no business putting it there not even 30 secs into the song what if i actually combusted #having this AND oec air force one in one week if god hates the gays why do we always win 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

[mxdotpng]

i genuinely dont know how tales of the abyss did what it did because ive never had a game hurt me so much with like sixteen separate character relationships. all at once.

#.text #tales of the abyss #besides the fact ive (obviously) been thinking abt jade and luke #ive also been thinking about tear and asch. and how im disappointed they only speak like once to each other #because they. are like. so insanely similar it is. surprising to me they dont meet. #but tear in general is so underused. like. #tear. she doesnt want to kill her brother but she must. he is everything to her. but she knows her duty. #she is calm and collected on the outside even as she breaks on the inside. she is a soldier. she doesnt let her emotions #dictate her actions or her words. and she is kind. #and then. like. asch. he wants to kill his replica but he knows that he cant. his emotions get the better of him to the point that #he disregards everything about luke and paints him as the enemy. for as responsible and mature he is all of that #disappears the second luke is involved-- because his emotions control him. he wants to be kind but i dont think he knows how anymore. #i dont think they would get along but there would be an understanding between them. #with tear. understanding means kindness. if she sees herself in others or understands them completely. she becomes. so kind. #its almost shocking to see that side of her one moment and the stone cold soldier the next. #its a matter of what she allows herself to be #but i think with asch she'd become the opposite. because she sees too much of herself in him - unlike luke it is not #the good things. nor is it the things they could bond about. it is the fact that asch wants to kill the only person in the world #who is not responsible for what happened to them. and probably the only person in the world who could truly understand asch. #like i know tear says she believes some things must be done. including killing family. but i dont think she truly. truly believes that. #she is in anguish over having to kill her brother. so i think her seeing asch completely disregard and even attack luke at times #when it ISNT necessary. like it is with van. she would not be kind to him. #which is like. asch is really only Neutral at times - even with luke he sometimes cant keep telling himself everything is lukes fault. #besides being defensive. i think thats really the only thing he could be around that type of tear. #like a. 'you dont know anything.' type of deal. a quiet anger. not the loud stuff he shoves at luke or van #they are fascinating to me. #how would they act in my twinswap au................. #i wonder...

[wonder-worker]

A.J Pollard’s biography on Edward IV was so cringe lol (generic; minor but frustrating inaccuracies; intensely judgmental at times and oddly dismissive at others while never considering the broader context; entirely diminished and trivialized Elizabeth Woodville as both queen and wife of his main subject in the name of "defending" her; created a false dichotomy between Edward and Henry VII’s styles of ruling and lauded the latter at the former’s expense even though Henry literally followed Edward’s example for the very things Pollard was criticizing Edward for; had a downright nonsensical and thoroughly misleading conclusion about Edward’s legacy & Richard’s usurpation that was based entirely on hindsight, Pollard's own assumptions, and the complete downplaying Richard’s agency and actions to emphasize what Pollard wrongly and misleadingly claimed were Edward's so-called 'failings', etc, etc)

I wanted to buy his book on Henry V but after reading this shitshow and the synopsis of that book, im guessing it's going to be 10x worse, so...no thanks

#history media #this was written months ago im posting it to get it out of my drafts #it wasn't necessarily BAD. it was generic and readable. but it was very disappointing and misleading and its conclusion was just nonsense #listen I have no patience for the dumbfuck idea that edward somehow had the ultimate responsibility for his own son's deposition because #of his 'policies' during his reign. like I said it's based fully on hindsight and entirely devoid of actual context. it's bafflingly stupid #literally everyone expected Edward V to succeed his father and 'both hoped for and expected' (Croyland's own words) a successful reign #Edward V's deposition was richard and solely Richard's fault lol this should not be difficult to understand #the reason Richard's usurpation was possible in the first place was bcause everyone expected E5 to succeed and didn't expect Richard #do to what he did. nothing would have happened without his initiative and decisions. it had nothing to do with Edward's 'policies' #Edward's policies were fine. henry vii - who pollard vaunts to no end - literally *followed* them #and claiming that he failed to unite England under the Yorkist dynasty is just plain stupid #buddy if he truly failed at that then neither Richard III nor Henry VII would have thrones lol. both emphasized continuity with #him when aiming for the throne. like the whole point of 1483-85 was that it was a conflict WITHIN the 'Yorkist' dynasty #it was not an external threat against it. #'his legacy failed' his legacy didn't fail his brother destroyed it (while also presenting himself as his heir because logic what's logic?) #henry's victory was very much the triumph of his legacy (a claimant chosen by his supporters as the husband of his daughter) #like this is really not my interpretation it is literally what happened #i'm not trying to glorify e4 but his son did inherit the throne in a more advantageous circumstances than any other minor king of england #and frankly than most other adult kings. dumping blame on Edward's literal corpse rather than acknowledge Richard's agency is so tasteless #the problem isn't that edward made a mistake in trusting his brother. many other kings including Henry V also trusted theirs. #the problem is that his brother was willing to break that trust in a way that was unprecedented and broke all political norms of that age #ie: Richard's usurpation occurred because of Richard who re-ignited conflict to make himself king. please drill this into your head #also btw this illogical 'interpretation' is based entirely on Charles Ross' hatred and derision towards Elizabeth Woodville and her family #if you agree with this inteterpretation you agree with his vilification of them 🤷🏻‍♀️ #anyway if you want a better interpretation that's actually analytical and looks a relevant rather than a flawed retrospective perspective #i would recommend rosemary horrox's 'richard iii: a study of service' and david horspool's 'richard iii: a ruler and his reputation' #anyway one last time: STOP downplaying Richard's agency and actions. historians who do this are stupid and embarrassing. bye. #(i should really post horspool's glorious takedown of ross and Pollard huh? it was very entertaining to read)

[volivolition]

WAIT SINCE WHEN DID FURY OF A SHATTERED MIRROR UPDATE HELLO HELLOOOOOOO??!!!!?!?!?????? (POSITIVE)

#OH SHIT!!!!!!! SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!! #chemi chats #HAND/EYE MY DARLING HOPE YOU FIND THAT GUN SOON XOXO #man. fuck. im in too deep truly. i see ''VOLITION -'' in purple and my singular braincell goes feral. #how am i meant to read in these conditions!!! its just his name!! dial it fucking back blorbo brainrot!! #[loud yelling] /ECHEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ [EVEN LOUDER YELLING] /EMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ #inland my friend inland. waugh. okay going to that one post in my drafts where i type voli's name over and over so i can be normal. #everyone be FUCKING NICE TO PERCEPTION!!!!!! EVERYONE BE NICE TO INLAND'S POETRY!!!!!!!!!! oh perception honey. something's wrong. #''YOU - Walk into the void'' ''VOLITION [SUCCESS] - NO THE FUCK YOU DON'T!! SIT YOUR ASS DOWN'' #fury is always like. it does NOT disappoint with the humor aspect and i cherish it for that #HOLKY FUGKJGH9NG SHIT HOW DID THEY CODE THAT #FUCKING HELL THIS FIC IS SO GOOD #LMAO REITERATING ON THE HUMOR ASPECT. GOD. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CHECK. #THESE ARE SUCH GOOD CHOICES FOR THE TWO PARTS OF THE CHANT

[craycraybluejay]

Bruh I be having literally the worst urges and I feel bad that I don't feel bad at all. Like damn. Guess I'm really like that. Well, anyway.

#i am apathetic to whatever monstrosities lie within my mindscape #or rather i enjoy them and am apathetic to the idea that they are evil #unfortunately the fact that I'm excited ab them makes me rly rly rly want to talk ab them #which would be bad #but if it gets bad enough i think its time i let my therapist in on the next circle of anouther hell #i know she will be kind no matter what i spring on her #but this. i dont know how to feel or what to think about all this #its pathological. i can fix it about as well as i can fix the fact that i adore music or get turned on by fear or am consistently- #-platonically or otherwise pulled to murderers and the like #i know its some psychosexual nonsense-- some fixation rooted in some perverse symbolism that i cant fully grasp #its so difficult to be a BadWrong thoughts and desires person #bc even tho i have like. some level of control and ethicsband whatnot. even tho im not doing the guilt ocd thing. #even though i know im ok the way i am #i also know i cant talk ab it. cant be excited about it. cant vent or happy rant about it. stay quiet. let it eat ya #cause ppl cant accept some things cant like. come to terms with things. again and again #i find myself relating more to 'good people' but being able to talk more openly and honestly with 'bad people' #like im too far from either side to ever be fully myself but i must let it out #and so i find i cant trust the people i love most with some of the most personal things more than i can trust a complete stranger #because at least that stranger has no spare room to judge. and i cant give af about losing a strangers high esteem of me #i share something truly heinous and sure i may be threatened but. disappointment from ppl u love is worse than murderous rage from strangers #which came first- the fixation or the corruption? i think it was the fixation #i was like that before. whatever false indulgences i have given myself will always sate the beast and not create it #i am not a bad person. but i will always have a monster inside me. a balancing act between #being a somewhat polite functioning member of society and completely losing myself to the dark #i dont hate myself. i wish i did sometimes so i wouldnt have the urge to vomit it all out #i wish i hated myself and felt such guilt over all that so i could be happy with being quiet. i wish it was only good that excited me proper #or rather i wish i knew someone like me in the right ways. irl. no phones no danger. who i could share with excitedly and not feel like ill #be told that im a freak who deserves to die. someone who will share equally horrific things with me and will keep me in check #i want talk therapy but with someone that has something SO wrong with them. a friendship that is nasty and fun and grossly honest #someone to say 'i know what ur talking ab/how u feel' when i say something pitch dark

[love-is-a-pearl]

I love Your drawings! Especially Pearlshipping ones! I also missed the 2016 time When pearlshipping had many fanarts, analysis, but nowadays there is none! But you inspire me to satisfy my own pearlshipper inside me! No matter the trails to learn to draw I will do it for pearl! Satohika the best! Hyper Fixation is surely a thing!!

Btw an out of content question what do you use to draw? I have seen many use csp, or krita, or firealpaca or etc.

we got another one boys

No but seriously this ask made me so happy??!! To think my silly shippy drawings could get someone into art is making me so emotional QwQ This is the best, I could never predict this 💕💕💗💖💕

Onto the program thing, I personally use Paint Tool Sai for most of my work (I just adore it's pen sensibility. no other program gets it so close to real pencils like sai for me), but I do recommend Krita as well! It's free and I often use it for animations or paintings and I find that the pen sensibility there is pretty much similar to Sai's!

#answered asks #and please if you ever need any help in your art journey feel free to ask!! #*sobs* im so emotional lmao #this blog was the culmination of disappointment with ai stuff and a desperate need to create something that made me truly happy #have it inspire other people to create art is just making me so #*explodes in happiness*

[deaddcas]

ok I really hate the fact that bells hells have a time limit to save the world because how the fuck has it only been 10 in game days since they reunited? they barely said hello before rushing off and look where that has got them. they have no communication at all and I dont want to sound like a hater but I really dont see how after this final game they're all gonna be fine and trust each other. I just dont see it. they all have way too much emotional backage and none of them see that willing to work through it. I fucking hope I'm wrong and that they open up but even when they were telling secrets they were so guarded. they want to be a family so bad but they're just colleagues and at this point I'm not sure how they can change that

#critical role #i love imogen and laudna but what they said to fearne was weird and i don't trust them at all #they were disappointed that she didn't take the shard and get more powerful even though she was obviously scared of it #i truly feel like theyre gonna fully go to the dark side #i never wanted to believe it but with each episode it feels like thats the route theyre taking #but maybe im wrong #maybe they are both scared and wanted the extra power so they would have more of a chance at winning #at this point who knows #once again this is just my opinion

[widevibratobitch]

loooove my new psychiatrist. i finished talking and she was like '...well that's a lot' like haha teehee omg you thiiiiink??? giggling and twirling my hair omg oh nooo im so embarrasseddddd haha uwu

#it was great tho i love her #i bet im her most fucked up client and her silly rabbit AND her little kitten #now i gotta go to therapy tho cause i dont want to disappoint her :( #she did ask if im in a relationship dhxjdsh and that sure was awkward #anyway ive got my meds now and they WILL fix me so who knows. maybe ill quit tumblr soon... i wont need you guys anymore lol #naaaah haha just being silly ofc nothing will ever truly fix me #and if i do ever quit tumblr its probably because im dead in the arctic wasteland somewhere and some little weasel has my boots

[colorful-horses]

Not to make you miraculous post on your pony blog but I feel like Chloe deserved to at least be redeemed somewhat. Why give Zoe all the development?

Chloe should have been redeemed and she & Zoe should have shared the bee miraculous. Imagine the plotlines

#ive posted a lot about how chloe was so so so disappointing but i truly just cannot understate it enough #literally NEVER seen a show fumble that bad #like how do you set up a legitimately good and well paced story arc just to throw it away #some people told me that it was because the creator hated chloe and didnt want her to be redeemed. which like. ok fine #but then why did they go so far out of their way to give her a redemption arc. why did they do that. they just didnt have to do that #but they did it and its so weird!!! #chloe deserved better #ironically them screwing up her storyline so bad made me care about her ten times more than i did before #i havent seen season 5 so again. no spoilers or whatever for that #but just what ive seen of zoe so far im like. man she is boring as hell. they really really really needed Chloe to be the edge of the group #she is truly the missing component #miraculous ladybug #not art #i love putting the meat of the post into the tags. good format #i still have so many miraculous thoughts lol

[tovarischgrazhdanin]

went ahead and watched the whole of jenjortsu kaisen

then, not believing my eyes, went ahead and read bits of the manga

but it was true... the writing really was hokey...

i mean, JJK has its good & great moments... but i did get tired from being spoonfed all the lore and magic system shenanigans (and backstories!!!!) during the fight scenes

i do get the point of it. on the one hand, without explanation, some scenes would feel confusing. on the other hand, if every other scene depends on a nebulous storyteller explaining to us every single move, then why not write a book... why choose a visual media, if you're not willing to come up with anything, which could be explained visually

a lot of shounen media can get to similar levels of over-explanation, but JJK is nothing BUT explanation of current events. it's hard to tell, where the line between action and explanation truly stands. the whole story feels like a recap of another story as a consequence

too bad, bc some of the scenes and fights have the potential to be emotionally charged and exciting, but they are greatly diluted with characters becoming sentient wiki-pages the moment anything out of the ordinary happens

#i liked the fight between yuji and choso #but the moment where a storyteller began explaining the mechanisms of blood diluting ... i completely shut down #it wouldnt have been so bad in a vacuum #but in a show where every single fight is also filled with similar minutes-long explanations of how them powers work #naw man. boring as hell #the only really truly good fight was between sukuna and the mahoraga was good. cus they both were mostly fucking silent during the scene #and the animation was stellar #im mostly disappointed with this show because it is the kind of a show i would usually enjoy #but its also mixed with the aspects of the fighting genre which i simply cannot stand at all. eh well

[makinations]

HILARIOUS to see gojo, who up until his evil box imprisonment, is this heartbreaking character who got locked up in the first place BECAUSE he was still human even with all his godlike strength. And all that happened to him post-evil box all the way to his death is him acting like an emotionless war seeking freak.

Like think about it. His reaction to nanami dying was “ohhh that sucks :// oh well” and megumi getting taken over was “i can punch you real hard cause you look like Him :D” and his death chapter stated that his only regret was that he didn’t get to make sukuna give his all. Really??? So much of gojo’s character is below the surface yes but you have to admit there’s a bizarre mishandling of his character here.

It’s like he wasnt given enough time to actually feel human and all the focus was put into making him as cool as possible in a dick measuring contest with sukuna. No substance at all. Good job man. With his death, gojo ends as a guy who WAS defined by his strength til the very end. No human person underneath all that.

#and yeah you can argue that hes purposely not killing sukuna because he wants to save megumi #you can say that sukuna is fighting to kill and gojo is fighting to incapacitate because he cares about megumi #you can say that hes hurting underneath it all and hes a person who actively represses his emotions to avoid dealing with it #you can say all these things and truly i believe this too!! #but you cant tell me that the way his character ended isn’t disappointing at the very least #heres a guy whos been defined by his strength all his life and he died believing thats all he can ever be to the world #he will always die in a battlefield because gojo satoru without his strength is not gojo satoru at all #isnt that sad??? doesnt that make you crazy??? #its tragic!! if you strip away all the shine gojo is a sad sad man #and i dont wanna be like oooh im smarter than the author and i can write gojo better blah blah #but it makes you think was this gege’s intention (i def dont think it is LOL) #i think he just wanted to get rid of gojo fast cause he needed to die for his students to rise #and isnt that just sad #and now hes dead and his last ever cover art is him looking dogshit ugly #🚬🗿 i truly fucking hate it here #gojo satoru #jjk 236 #jjk manga spoilers #💭.txt #this was so long my b #jujutsu kaisen spoilers

[intimidatingsqueak]

4/5ths (it’s 4/5ths, right?…yeah that’s 80%…’kay cool…) of SMAP performing Blues’ Master Kill live

This is from SMAP’s Birdman concert (1999)

#okay NOW im truly hyped #YALL..WATCH..PLEASE #(if you haven’t seen this..but if you have..enjoy it again lmao) #PEAK SMAP RIGHT HERE #shingo falling down the fucking stairs #and then smashing up the megaphone #kimura saying ‘do it’ and then shingo promptly going more ape shit #peakest..performance..ever #kimura didn’t say ‘oh shit!’ here which is SUCH a disappointment lmao #but that’s been clipped and posted so if intrigued.. #1999 #birdman 1999 #tsukutta