#im putting this tag here just in case

[heyzeil]

Hey I have something important to share:

I have made the decision to filter out any vent tags for the sake of my own mental health.

I’d like to make it extremely clear that IT IS PERFECTLY OKAY TO VENT ON YOUR OWN BLOG!!! Venting can be a good way to let things off your chest and can actually help people!! It isn’t wrong to vent about your thoughts if you feel need. Your feelings are valid and you have every right to express them. You shouldn’t feel bad about venting. Please don’t stop yourself from venting if it really helps you. <3

And please if you have vented to me in the past DONT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT!! You didn’t know and you had no way of knowing. I’ve gotten over those times and now that I look back I am genuinely so glad you had someone to talk to. I don’t regret listening, and I was never upset with anyone and I’m certainly not upset now. Your feelings are valid, and you shouldn’t feel bad about it. Please don’t feel guilty, it was never your fault. Again, I’m genuinely very happy you had someone to talk to.

It’s just that I get very anxious about certain touchy subjects and what ends up happening is that it occupies my mind for a long while. I often end up worrying about them so much that I can start spiraling and it negativity impacts my mental, and even sometimes physical, health.

I wish I was stronger. I wish I could help more. But everything becomes too much for me. And after a genuine talk with my mother about it, we both agree that it would be for the best if I avoid those things.

I feel bad about doing this. I care about my mutuals and really anyone going through hard times. I want to listen and I wish I could be stronger for them. I thought that I could just “suck it up” and put on a brave face. And I did for a while. I thought that if I couldn’t handle being there for my friends it would just make me a selfish jerk. But now I realize I’m not the right person to do this.

Please please please don’t take this the wrong way and think that I don’t care. I do care. I care more than anything, and I genuinely hope that things get better. I want to be there for you. I’ve tried but know there’s only so much I can do. I’m with you, and I support you. I do love you and you’re all my friends. Im so sorry about everything. I wish I could be stronger. But I need to take care of myself.

I’ll always be here to try and make you smile. If you need to forget about something or you’re just really stressed and need to calm down, you’re always free to talk to me. We can find something fun to do together or we can just have a normal chat to get your mind off things. If you think that would help you, please don’t be afraid to reach out to me about that. But if you’re looking to dive into deeper waters, then I suggest talking to another trusted individual.

I guess I could’ve just blocked the tags and not have to have made a huge post about it, but I felt like you deserved some kind of explanation. It felt wrong to just leave you unaware about this. I don’t want anyone thinking I don’t care. That couldn’t be further from the truth. I care so much more than you think.

I hope and pray that you all have the right support systems that can help you through hard times. Remember that there are hotlines you can call if your mind ever goes to a darker place. I love you all and I’m here with you. Please know that I care about you and your feelings are valid to me. /gen

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Now im unsure of myself. Does this make me a bad friend? Is what I’m doing selfish? Should I rethink about this decision? I wish I was stronger. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry about everything. /gen

#Krinkle Kingdom #AND THIS ISNT DIRECTED AT ANYONE EITHER IVE HAD THIS PROBLEM FOR A WHILE NOW #all of this is /gen #tw: vent #im putting this tag here just in case #but it’s ironic isnt it?

[neo-xolotl]

Zedaph is like the grinch but with less hatred towards the world in general

#so i was watching the grinch. and idk its the vibes #zedaph #from the broiler #flashing #<- i dont think the tag filters work for reblogs ? so im putting this here just in case

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[chalkeater]

zombie armmmsss (For @krislet)

#deltarune #susie deltarune #deltarune susie #kris dreemurr #kris #p kris #myself #susart #i dont wanna lose this so im gonna put it here in case you lose it too lol #WOOHOO which means when you wake up youll see this notif where i tag you and you get to see it again BAHAHA WINNING!! #man … i miss fronting and just drawing for my friends #crushing you turning you into powder etc etc

[luminnea]

started playing pokemon sv and wow

#pokemon sv #pokemon sv spoilers #putting a long tag here just in case bc i need to tag this characters name and if i didn't use the right spoiler tag i don't want this to #accidentally pop up on anyone's dash and spoil who this is! that would be very unfortunate and im not about to go spoilin anything haha #rika pokemon

[wompty-domptydom]

made another picmix of babygirl today ^.^

#jean vicquemare #disco elysium #babygirlposting #yeah ill take the onslaught of putting this in the main tag i dont fucking care anymore #seizure warning #just in case idk if anything here is fast or flashy enough to warrant it but im doing it to be safe

[darubyprincx]

Empires SMP Seasons One and Two World Downloads

Hey! So since I had these on hand and since the link for the original S1 world download is now broken, I went ahead and uploaded these to archive.org. They're available in .zip format and a tutorial for adding a world file to your saves folder in Java Edition can be found here. (This does not work for Bedrock, unfortunately.)

Season One

Season Two

#ray's tag #empires smp #esmp #empires smp world download #empires smp s1 #empires smp s2 #got woken up at 3am by some thunder so im putting this here just in case the power decides to go out later

[callmehere-iwillappear]

sooooo tomorrow (september 15) marks one year exactly since i started writing cmh SO i decided to do a dtiys to celebrate (that + 200 followers on here)! i have never done one of these before and i have no idea what i'm doing <3

no deadline no rules just go ham (jk there are a FEW rules)

you can draw OR write something for this whichever you prefer

you can totally change up the pose etc

just in case this reaches outside the circle of people who have actually read cmh i should also give context that Leo Is A Ghost

@ me in the post and use the tag #cmhdtiys i wanna see

uhhhhhh yeah that's it. have fun and thanks for sticking with me for a full year. goddamn that's wild

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise donnie #my art #dtiys #cmhdtiys #nobody @ me for the boring background i ran out of spoons LMAO #also straight up Could Not think of a premise for this motherfucker for the longest time #ppl in the discord will attest :pensive: #ty dandy for this suggestion LMOAJFLKD;ALKFJDSLA #god what else. again i cannot stress enough ive never done one of these before #hopefully thats it ?????? idk man i just work here #debated on whether or not to put the Leo Is A Ghost thing but like #if im putting this in the main tags. i probably should right ?? #idk if ppl Will do it that havent read or even heard of cmh but like. just in case etc

[coridallasmultipass]

Bros only. You're not invited.

#idk lol i was in my dirk shirt all day and like #it takes 2 seconds to put on the shades and gloves #why not do a casual lol #i just restuffed my pillows after washing the cases so i was like... man lets get some brodirk up in this home #(dont forget cal in the equation tho brocal is 4lyfe) #(i just havent gotten around to remaking cal yet so pillow will have 2 do) #fuck what if i threw on bro and took another brobro pic #homestuck #homestuck cosplay #dirk #dirk strider #casual cosplay #me #selfie #striders #413 #its awk lighting bc my lightbulb right here is orange (i have pink and red also in other parts of my room lol) #i dont feel like burning my eyes w the ceiling light #ramble ramble lol idk what to tag this bro #brodirk #stridercest #(implied ig just tagging bc ppl are weird about it now) #brocal #mmmm what tag uhhhh #cosplay #even tho this hardly qualifies lol #bro #lil cal #i still wanna do a full dirk cosplay again its just.. the hair.. i dont wanna gel it.. it takes a blowdryer to get the zero grav lift #...and thats too much effort when im the only one who cares lol

[boyfriaends]

what if you could date a ghost?

#𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 ⊹ ˚˖⋆｡ blossom is speaking. › ooc tag. #// OKAY SO HE WAS KILLED IN A SITUATION OF /if i cant have you all to myself then nobody else can/ #// like he went on ONE date with someone. got not good vibes. put that person on his block list and that person did NOT take that well. #// he wasn't on a date the night he was killed. he was just on the way home from running errands. #// he fell off the face of the earth. labeled missing then found out to be dead. taken off the roster except #// his name pops back into the boyfriend for hire booking app for certain people but the app never keeps record of it #// he's haunting the app. he's appearing before certain people. HE'S DEAD yet you can touch him. he's FREEZING to the touch #// only certain people can he appear before. #// there's no leads in his case by the way. IT'S ALMOST LIKE NOBODY CARES #// which is fucking sad if you think about it. #// his eyes were brown but after his death they've lost all the life. there's NO LIGHT in them #// i had to have one supernatural kind of oc here you need to understand #// i also blame rue for this idea because rue said ghost and I RAN WITH THE IDEA SO FAST #// anyways im rambling holy shit

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[infini-tree]

so me and @clownnoise have been spitballing some concepts re: tetocu, but mostly the kids introduced. a lot of it involved having them show a more varied/deeper look at them to emphasize the original book’s themes of kids vs. the school system and it lowkey snowballed into what’s basically an indulgent dt17-esque reboot (in terms of how much it keeps faithful/what it changes with the source material), but tetocu.

anyway, here’s a lineup and a few out-of-context doodles of potential interactions/conflicts/’episodes’. there’s more info on the characters under the read more

general points

one of the main points of contention was the kids. the ensemble cast was honestly a good call for a tv series, but the kids are just surface-level tropes, if they even have a particular angle to them in the first place. as cute as the MISFARTS concept was, it was difficult to buy into it considering how little development there were for the introduced kids

the kids

gooch (aka steve aka suketsugu) is practically a bit of a rewrite situation from his canon counterpart. he’s moved from japan to the US, and frequently around the country as a result of his family needing to move with the museum pieces they’re taking care of. during this time, he’s had to pick up english, and as a result he’s learned to be a bit of a fast-talker to make sure conversations don’t derail from him. him, stanley, and bo are a trio in this one

stanley’s a pretty chill guy for the most part and ridiculously strong as a result of hauling produce on the family farm. a few years ago, he transferred from a different, much rougher school thanks to his new stepdad

bo is mostly the same, save from elaboration re: his background. bullshark had this idea where he lived in a woodsy area all his life and was immediately made the subject of school rumor after bringing a whittling knife. the heart of the trio

dressy is another rewrite situation where her hippie gimmick was angled more towards Animal Enjoyer, which was then further angled towards That One [Insert Animal Here] Kid. as a result of her independent nature, she doesn’t get along with the rest of the kids initially since she has a similar near-sightedness to the boys re: their pranks, but with her LARP shennanigans, sometimes picking fights

erica is a little nerfed in the sense that she isn’t this ultra perfect girl anymore. she leans more into the type of child forced to grow up too fast to help with their parents-- in the dm’s she helped around the house by taking care of her siblings. in reality, she’d love to do kids’ stuff like LARP as her self-insert

jessica (and by extension the sophies’) gimmick was angled more towards being a pageant queen. she’s still plenty vain as her canon self, but she can pinpoint anyone’s emotional vulnerabilities after being in the pageant circuit for so long. she also hides her own vulnerabilities regarding her dad who had left in a divorce a few years ago

sophie one is still her right hand/a bit more favored with jessica, but with the justification that she and jessica had prior history together as a result of her mom being part of jessica’s pageant crew-- so she actually knows quite a lot about the world of fashion, sewing, hairdressing, etc. there’s also the concept of her having an older sibling who was once in the pageant circuit, leaving her alone while her mom and sister were off backstage

other sophie mostly just tags along with jessica and sophie 1 of her own volition, but the other kids don’t get it (she has a baby crush on jessica).  mostly just a daydreamer and bookish

#mells draws a thing #captain underpants #tetocu23 #(like dt/17. listen i just needed a snappy tag for organization #in any case im pretty sure there were some talking points i forgot to put in here rip)

[galactikburzt]

This artwork is genuinely very heartwarming

Even if it's just a silly joke, it's very sweet to see regardless

Like . The only time we've seen Chell talking ever is to speak with Wheatley in this artwork, and that kinda stings knowing how portal 2 ended up with Wheatley in space, the betrayal and all that stuff

Do you get what i mean . Im going insane oh god

#portal #wheatley #IM GOING INSANE AAAAAAA #im portaling out guys #do you get what i mean do yoU GET WHAT I MEAN #THEY ACTUALLY TRUSTED EACH OTHER AND CONSIDERED EACH OTHER FRIENDS #IM PRETTY SURE WHEN WHEATLEY WAS THE CENTRAL CORE WHEATLEY STILL CONSIDERED CHELL A FRIEND TO SOME EXTENT #AND THEN HIS FINAL BOSS DIALOGUES . HE GENUINELY FELT BETRAYED AND THEN HE ENDED UP IN SPACE AND #do you think he realized chell actually cared after she tried to grab and catch him before he got lost in space #oughhh my heart #cw caps #not sure if anyone here needs caps tagged but just in case #sorry for the rambling by the way #putting the new artwork as my pfp at this very right instant

[farcillesbian]

Grey's anatomy season 3 is so wild like there's so much stuff happening. coming off the back of the season 2 finale. everything that happens with the ferry. good lord.

#petchyposting #i have one mutual who i know is at around the same place as me so im putting spoilers here in the tags just in case → #do not keep reading if you have not seen season 3 episode 17 #but ok the way they make meredith drown and almost die #and how she was being resuscitated for like two hours after being unconscious in the water for 40 minutes????? #and then. shes just fine when she wakes up and next episode shes back to working normally..... #come on 😭

[crownedinmarigolds]

Sorry I read this post and my brain pulled them up.

(For all intents and purposes this is joking and of course he isn't serious.)

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland meme #twisted wonderland fanart #suicide mention #just in case just putting that tag here #twst fanart #twst meme #twisted wonderland sam #twisted wonderland cater #cater diamond #art #my art #my love for sam is always INNNNN STOCK!! #i do like his og design with the bones but im sure there's a reason they were changed i haven't deeply researched

[themyscirah]

Saw a meme post and started doodling and somehow spawned this???????

#this definitely isnt thematically consistent with ANYTHING #i really just started drawing ig #if the dress seems weird its bc that was the post i saw. dont think it fits the vibe or the character really but its rlly there as a remnant #of the original idea. which was just drawing that dress. which turned into hal bc the black said spectre to me apparently? although the cut #isnt consistent w anything theyd wear in my mind #idk who knows. its late im bored and i just started adding things too it until i was like damn. should probably post this bc ppl may get a #kick out of it. even if there are a few things im :/ abt. namely the dress bc again that was a remnant from a diff idea #and i dont think the text fits the vibe of stuff at all (although i wouldnt fully know) i was just messing around there #bc it was parallax and then in turned more spectre and just yeah. kind of eh but ill put it here in case ppl vibe w it #blah #swishy art tag #not gonna put this in any main tags bc again the style + thematic messiness