#im not putting this on ao3 though i may do if I ever expand on it

[nervouslywaitingforlife]

Oh, ho the Mistletoe

Pairing: LeoSil

Genre: Fluff

Words: 1.6k

Notes: Established LeoSil Relationship

Summery:

Snow has covered the field at NRC, leading the students to have fun on the now white pitch. Including Silver who spots his boyfriend in the forest on the school field.

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Don't really post fics here but this is a short, seasonal one so here. A small wintery LeoSil fic for y'all. Happy Holidays!

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"Ha! Deuce you mis- ack!" Ace stops his mocking after getting pelted by a well-aimed snowball from Deuce.

"What you gonna gloat some more?" Deuce says with a smirk on his face and throwing a new snowball up and down. Unaware of Jack right behind him who dumps an armful of snow on him.

"Are you going to gloat some more Deuce?" Jack says with a smile looking down at deuce buried under all of the snow.

"No fair you said you weren't going to join in!" Ace retorts seeing Jack pick up another pile of now for him.

"Well it looked fun so I- " Jack stops his explanation via a snowball on his face, but the snowballs don't stop there. As one hits the back of Deuce's head and another hits Ace's face.

"There we go that's how youse 'ave a snowball fight" Epel says with an armful of snowballs.

"Oh now you're asking for it" Deuce says already making another snowball.

Snow has made NRC pure white with the field in particular having a solid foot of snow. The students of NRC have decided to use up most of their Saturday relaxing as the snow still falls down, though slower than it had been the previous day and night.

The first years are having fun with a massive snowball fight, with snow forts being made everywhere and all types of odd shapes are being thrown and being called snowballs. The other years are doing their own things, some second years are joining in with the first years fun, and others are making snowmen. Some Octavinelle members have set up a hot chocolate bar that most of the third years are standing and talking by.

Some more individual activities are happening, Floyd is making "Snow Eels", aka running and sliding on his stomach to make long lines and calling them Snow Eels. Trey has made a ton of cakes, tarts and pies and is giving them out free of charge, he made them with most Heartslabyul members the previous few days in preparation for the cold days ahead.

One type of activity is with Kalim and Silver, who are standing in a semi-untouched part of the field and drawing into the snow with sticks.

"That looks good Kalim." Silver says looking at his friend's picture of a cute squirrel.

"Thank you Silver! Though yours looks really good as well!" Kalim says, making Silver look up as he was kneeling down to draw a robin that landed in front of him. It's a more detailed and realistic drawing than Kalim's but they both looked good.

"Thank you Kalim" Silver says standing up and looking around as he puts his cotton gloves back on as they kept catching on the stick when he was drawing.

Many different pictures dot the previously empty field, from Kalim drawing friends like Silver, Jamil, Lilia, and Cater, to Silver drawing animals from squirrels to crocodiles to lions. Silver moves his scarf up to warm his cheeks up,

Silver looks at Kalim and he's fully dressed, with boots, scarf, hat, and mittens. The whole nine yards, Jamil must be really worried about Kalim getting cold, though Kalim ditched a coat he was wearing as he was too warm. Thankfully Jamil hasn't seen any of it, busy being trapped by Jade and Azul at the hot chocolate bar.

Silver looks around as his eyes go to the forest by the field and sees someone there, Silver squints and sees a figure with his back on a tree, this figure has an orange jacket, dark hair, and a long tail. A smile arrives on Silvers' face.

"Kalim, I'll be back in a bit." Silver says, Kalim looks at Silver and the look on his face.

"Oh okay have fun, I'll be with Lilia! I can see him trying to make a huge snowman!" Kalim says with a big smile, he runs off waving to Silver. Silver gives him a wave back as he looks to the woods and starts walking there. Making sure not to step on any pictures on the ground.

The snow crumples under Silver's shoes as he walks towards the tree he saw Leona by, though as he looks for Leona he realises he can't see him.

'He must have walked deeper.' Silver thinks as he takes a step into the forest.

Birds chirp from above as Silver sees a rabbit poke its head from its burrow and smiles at it. Silver looks around trying to find head or tail of his boyfriend. He can hear some crunching of snow and stops and the crunching stops a few seconds after him. Silver looks behind only for a tree to be the closest thing to him, he looks at the tree before noticing a tail coming from one side. Easily recognisable as Leona's tail. A smile comes to Silver's lips as he advances to a tree.

The tail disappears but nothing comes to the other side, snow can be heard crunching as Silver goes to the side he saw the tail on, he stands where the tail was but can't see Leona. But he hears snow crunching from behind him. A pair of gloved hands come from behind and land on his stomach, putting him in a hug, something big can be felt on Silver's back and looking the the side slightly he can see brown hair. Silver looks above him and sees Leona above him, smiling down.

"You're warm." Leona says holding onto Silver, putting more of his arms on his boyfriend, holding on like he's a pillow. A smile comes to Silver's face as he turns around in Leona's loose hold and puts his hand together on Leona's back, hugging him.

Leona holds Silver tighter and Silver puts his head on Leona's scarf.

"You're comfortable." Silver says looking up at Leona and the tree behind him.

It's then that he can see something on the tree he was running around, a cluster of leaves with little white berries. One that is very in season right now and is sold out at Sam's.

"Mistletoe?" Silver asks looking at it with a blush before moving his head to look at Leona who smiles with a little laugh.

A blush comes to Leona's face as he sways Silver slightly.

"Am I not allowed to be festive?" Leona says with another little laugh, which Silver realises is a joke and smiles.

"You don't need Mistletoe to make me kiss you." Silver says as he gets on his tip toes to get to Leona's level.

Silver places a kiss to Leona's lips and Leona gives one back, their soft lips interlock as Leona brings his hands up and puts them on the side of Silver's torso. Both of their eyes close as they keep it to their lips. They break the sweet kiss and Silver returns to his own level, placing his head back to Leona's chest, and moves with Leona's little sways. They barely make a move as they stay in each other's arms, enjoying this little break of peace they have in their hectic lives.

"Just a few more minutes." Leona half mumbles as he talks into Silver's hair, knowing it will eventually end. He keeps one hand on Silver's torso and uses the other to touch Silver's hair, the soft snowflakes land on both of their heads, making Silver's pretty hair look more magical than it already is.

"There's plenty of time." Silver says not moving his head as he holds onto Leona tighter. It's still morning with an hour to two to go till it's midday.

Leona moves his hand from Silver's hair to his back, Silver looks up at Leona who has a soft smile on his face.

"If that's the case..." Leona says before holding onto Silver tight and starts falling back, taking Silver down with him.

Surprise comes from Silver who tightens his grip. His wide eyes lock with Leona's calm ones and his shock leaves at Leona's assurance of his action. Leona lands on the snow below him which breaks his and Silver's fall, the light snow gets pushed upwards and lightly covers them with snow. Leona loosens his grip and moves one hand back to Silver's hair brushing it gently and the other holding his back.

Silver undoes his grip as well but keeps his hand there as he just keeps holding onto Leona, enjoying Leona playing with his hair, almost sending him to sleep.

"Do you want to go to Savanaclaw and heat up nicely there? We can play a game of chess or two." Leona offers looking at Silver. After getting together, they've played more chess than they usually would with Leona actually having someone to play against him.

"Can we stay out here a bit longer?" Silver asks sleepily, slowly being lulled into sleep from the massage he's getting on his head and the comfy position he's in. He continues.

"It's nice out today, it's been a while since I've seen everyone enjoying themselves. There's a lot of exciting things happening and they all look so fun." Silver says trying to resist sleep, as he mumbles to Leona's scarf.

"There's plenty of time." Leona says, using the same exact words Silver said before.

That phrase wakes Silver up, he moves his head and the top half of his body up. He looks at Leona with a soft smile and Leona gives one back, Leona moves his hands so they're loosely on Silver's upper back. Without a word, Silver moves down with Leona's hands encouraging him as they kiss again. Their cold lips warm up at the feeling and their faces warm up. Leona's hand returns to holding Silver's hair as Silver puts one of his hands on Leona's cheek.

They split and Silver puts his head right next to Leona's, using his thumb on Leona's cheek. A hum comes from Leona as he looks at Silver as Silver does the same.

The forest is just as quiet as Silver entered it, though it's much warmer than when Leona walked in.

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I was initially going to try and get chapter 3 of FU/D/IL up for Christmas but multiple factors like Uni, the Christmas season, lack of motivation, and rewriting a huge section of the aforementioned fic made me have to push it back.

But hopefully this makes up for it a bit. Hopefully you enjoyed it!

#im not putting this on ao3 though i may do if I ever expand on it #its v short #but thats intentional #leosil #i wish my fellow leosil shippers a very merry christmas #twst #twisted Wonderland #leona x silver #leona kingscholar #twst leona #silver Vanrouge #twst silver #nerv writes fics

[koolkat9]

Uh- hello- i have an ask based of that writing question game but like my own i guess. So I’ve been wanting to get into writing for Hetalia for a while now, but I dont really know what to write or even when i do I dont have any motivation. So Im mostly asking how did you start writing for this fandom? And any other tips-

Oh no problem. Happy to help!

So I started writing probably like 2 and half years ago after reading a book called Fangirl in which the main character is a fanfiction author. After reading that book I was like "now I want to write fanfiction." I narrowed down what character and then what pairing I felt the most comfortable writing for. I knew from the beginning I wanted to write for England because he was my favorite character and often times in fics (at least the ones I read at the time) they would characterize him in a way that I didn't care for or outright disliked. Around this time I had just finished watching Erroneous Epilogue and was really big into GerEng (I say that as if I'm still not really big into GerEng lol) so while thinking of a pair I ended up deciding on GerEng because I didn't feel like I could write well enough for Feli or Francis (my OTPs at the time for Ludwig and Arthur respectively) and it didn’t have a lot of fics especially on Wattpad which is where I started writing fics. And then I just...started writing.

GerEng was very easy to start up with because I had some good material with the Christmas Truce and even before shipping GerEng I liked the idea of Arthur and Ludwig getting together around Christmas time and having a soccer/football match each year. So adding a bit of romance to that I was able to write my first fic and started up the GerEng One-Shot Collection (now that I’m looking, it doesn’t look like a posted that fic to ao3. Imma have to fix that). And I’ve been writing ever since. Eventually, once I came to Tumblr, I began to expand the characters and ships I covered with the help of accepting people’s prompts, but that was after I became comfortable enough with just GerEng. 

So if you end up posting your fics, Wattpad is a pretty good place to start. It’s very user friendly though I rarely read fanfic on there anymore because a lot of it isn’t really my taste (plus there is not a lot of content for most rarepairs compared to ao3). Another downside is that I feel is that the way things are presented, there is more pressure to get a lot of votes/readers/commenters because they’re so clearly displayed and they literally show where you rank in a certain tag. That may be just me though. I found after moving to ao3 I didn’t care as much anymore, though that could have been because I had matured some. Ao3 is my favorite fanfic platform to post to. It has a surprising amount of content for rarepairs like GerEng. Not huge, but large enough to keep me occupied for a little while. I find writers on ao3 to be a bit more mature and more experienced with fic writing most of the time, but frankly the user base seems older compared to Wattpad (which seems to be primarily used by young teens) so it makes sense. It can be a bit overwhelming though. You have to request an invite, it took longer to get used to compared to Wattpad and so on. But it’s great once you get the hang of it. 

So tips...I am in no ways an expert, but this is some things I’ve learned through writing and things that worked for me. This got kind of long so I’ll put it under the cut:

Don’t push yourself. Take breaks, take all the time you need to finish a fic. This isn’t your life and you shouldn’t feel rushed to finish. You make the deadline for it and you can push it back as many times as you need. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. (Unless your in an event. That’s a different story. But even then, don’t push yourself and plan ahead as much as you can)

Write for YOURSELF first and foremost. I started fanfiction for a rarepair I really loved and wanted to see more fanfics for. Likes, reblogs, comments, etc. are great and one of the best motivators, but I find I’m happiest with a fic if I can go back and reread it over and over again because I love it so much. Those are the fics I’m proudest of. I always write for myself first thus fic writing never feels like a chore. 

Don’t take it too seriously. By this I mean don’t worry about if it sounds clunky or you aren’t describing things properly, or your grammar isn’t perfect. As a perfectionist I know this is sometimes hard for people, but I’m learning to be gentle with myself, reminding myself that I’ll be happy as long as the character interaction is cute and that it’s not like I’m being graded for this. Most people won’t care as long as they can understand what you’re saying, you break it up into paragraphs and in Hetalia fics specifically, you don’t write in the accents (ex. writing Zhe instead of The to reflect a French or German accent). After all, you shouldn’t feel stressed and you should be writing for the fun of it.

Speaking of having fun, if you find yourself stressed take a step back and try to figure out what about fic writing is stressing you out. Are you pushing yourself too hard? Then take a break and remember there is no deadline for fics regardless of what others say. If you feel short on ideas, read others fics, listen to music, come up with headcanons. There are so many ways to get ideas flowing and that list is what I find works for me. Are you trying too hard to please others? Focus back on you and what you want out of this fic. Sure consideration for your audience is good to have, but again, focusing on your own wants first usually reduces stress. Are you focusing too much on things like sentence structure, grammar, etc.? This is where most of my stress comes from most of the time especially since I’m now an English major so I need to care about this stuff for school. When that happens and I don’t know exactly how to fix it, I tell myself that this clunky or incorrect part is just one part, and most of the time I can get myself motivated again by focusing on the fluffy interactions that are usually to follow (which is what matter most to me when it comes fanfiction). 

If you are worried about your grammar, technical aspects, etc. have a beta reader or someone give you feedback. Personally I never did this, but others have. I would be happy to beta read for you if you choose to do so. If you’re too nervous to reach out to others (like I am), you could also use Grammarly. They help with basic issues like comma usage, spelling, etc. and may catch mistakes you as the author don’t always pick up on or your doc program doesn’t pick up on (Google Docs’s autocorrect is not the greatest speaking from personal experience). Also, reread your fic before posting to make sure you’re saying what you want it to. So many times I go back and realize I used the wrong word in a section. Like most could probably understand what I was trying to say, but it makes me cringe every time. A lot of times Grammarly and spell/grammar check in the doc program your using won’t catch these things because they are spelled right and sort of make sense in the sentence. But don’t be too hard on yourself if this happens, this is just something I wish I knew when I was first writing fics. Plus, going back and rereading may give you new appreciation for your fic.

Your fic is not as bad as you think it is. So many times I’ll be writing a fic and think “This is horrible” “the characters are occ” “it’s clunky” etc. But then I’ll go back and reread it either in editing or after it’s been posted and I’ll be like “Holy shit this is actually one of my best fics.” That’s how I felt about “For You I’ll Try.” I literally almost didn’t finish it because I thought Arthur was ooc. Then I returned to it a few months later and realized it actually was pretty good. 

Don't feel pressured by things like is this character ooc. Especially in fandoms like Hetalia where a lot of traits are left to be filled in or molded by fan headcanons, it's hard to make a character ooc. Even though I hate on 2012 fanon Arthur, I still strongly believe that those fic writers can write Arthur that way if they want. I just personally don't like it and rant about it to people who have similar opinions as me. At the end of the day these are fictional characters that you get to play with and mold as you see fit.

Handle serious topics carefully. Mental health, historical events, etc. should be researched and written with care. Even with the best intentions, things can go wrong, so sometimes it’s best just to steer clear of those topics entirely (like I do with WW2). If you really wanted to, there is always the option of writing it, but never sharing it publicly. 

Write down whatever ideas pop into your head or that you’ve found around you. This is advice I got at university when it came to composition. Write down quotes, phrases, plot points, whatever comes your way that may act as inspiration for a fic. You may use it right away, later or never. But it’s best to get it down so it’s there. It really helps if you don’t have the motivation to write and it’s a laidback way to keep your creativity flowing without consuming a lot of time. Also outlines. Outlines help when I don’t have the motivation to write out a full blow fic, but I have a lot of ideas I want to write.

Talk to people. Not always the easiest or necessary, but a lot of my fics were inspired by aus or headcanons I’ve discussed with others. For example, my Vampire, Werewolf and Merman au which is basically my baby at this point was inspired a lot by my discussion with Lycuriz. I don’t know if it would have become as expansive as it is if it wasn’t for those discussions between Lycuriz and myself. I would be happy to do this with you if you would want or the GerEng server would also be a good place if you want to talk to others.  

And that’s all I think. These won’t work for everyone of course, but they have helped myself and others and hopefully they can help you too as well as others who see this.

#hetalia #hws #fanfiction writer #hetalia fanfiction #fanfiction #tips #fanfiction tips

[infinites-chaser]

val’s mementos

(or: a working masterlist of my mlqc fics created mostly for my own sanity)

everything on this list has also been posted to my ao3!

currently accepting prompts from this prompt meme~

(while i will do my very best to fill every prompt with writing that i’m proud of pls keep in mind that some may take longer than others for any amount of reasons!)

Lucien

dark night fireworks- my first (published) mlqc fic <333 2nd person and entirely too pretentious (rumor has it even the author doesn’t really know what she was trying to convey except. n e u r o s c i e n c e and MEMORY is cool). slight spoilers for ch.16

watch the universe expand- a long, rambly attempt to explore lucien’s character and also evolutionary biology and evols told through excessive metaphor and bedtime stories. spoilers for lucien’s childhood and ch.13. im proud of this one ^^ though there is a lot of projection involved. also lucien is an enneagram five.

to dwell on- c: lucien and homes and him and mc being soft together that’s it <3 or in more coherent language some bittersweet fluff for lucien’s bday based on moments from his mini-house and his most recent bday karma + date. in hindsight i’ve realized i didn’t use his or MC’s name at all outside of dialogue LOL

king lear and other tragedies- a prompt for the librarian ask meme linked above! im p sure anon prompted me a month before i got around to actually writing an answer hndkslgj but. here we are. shakespeare and tragedies and parallels between characters and a lot of pretentious dialogue, meant to be an extension of/missing scene after lucien’s theater date. this only rly exists bc of a single line in the date mentioning the production being put on was king lear and i took that and ran for all it was worth

Gavin

just a summer thing- a short little scenario that manifested in my head one warm summer night when i should’ve been sleeping and my first foray into domestic!gavin territory <333 i’d say it’s probably one of my lightest fics, if not the lightest ahfksldg (also heavily inspired by the way @belovedstill writes gavin/mc pst basia’s fics are to die for)

under a golden sun- high school era gavin, MC and minor! originally intended for gavin’s bday except (1) i didn’t finish on time LOL and (2) the fic never mentions his bday oops. also in 2nd person though if you asked why i couldn’t tell you it just felt more right. ft. basketball and memories and a bit of bittersweet nostalgia. simultaneously has some of what i think is my weakest writing (in terms of pacing/consistent tone imo) and some of my favorite lines i’ve ever written for a gavin fic and i’ve come to appreciate it more over time bc of that c:

today, this is the whole universe (and that’s okay)- gavin, MC, and domestic, sleepy sundays. and a long ao3 title that’s it that’s the fic (narrator: and then, she never wrote anything purely fluffy ever again). heavily inspired by gavin’s sleepy morning asmr and that one clip of his cn voice actor playing/humming his theme (aka soft soft SOFTEST) also just. i said it already but all of my domestic!gavin is inspired by and exists thanks to the breathtaking writing of @belovedstill <333

in the wind- a semi(?)exploration of gavin’s wind but also just him loving mc bc that’s what he and his evol are all about. short and bittersweet <3 (if anyone’s keeping track i think this is where my writing starts to lean more on the uhhh descriptive side and becomes less dialogue-based? or i feel there’s a diff from this writing style compared to the earlier gavin fics (besides parts of under a golden sun) which is just interesting for me to think about but not relevant to the fic itself ahfklsdf) 

winter’s end- winter world!gavin and mc and a softer, more bittersweet reunion. m a j o r spoilers for ch.22 and what comes before. also gavin’s past. it hurt to write and apparently hurts to read b u t there’s a happy ending. i promise c:

sunrise to noon- a secret santa fic that ended up being less holiday related than I originally intended but like all things domestic and Gavin I think it works well as it is <3 just tender winter mornings and domesticity and the return of my fluff writing

Kiro

falling down the stairs of your smile- this was a prompt for the librarian prompt meme and doesn’t have an official title on the ask but here’s the title in all its long all-lowercase ao3 glory. basically the first few chapters from kiro’s perspective with slight spoilers from his past! kiro is such a joy to write and i love this a lot and im super glad i got the opportunity to write this (the waY i banged this out in one night when i got the ask askfsdkfksl)

[deleted by Key]- i have an idea and i’m s u p e r excited about it but no spoilers except this quote: ‘But that is how a tragedy like ours or King Lear breaks your heart— by making you believe that the ending might still be happy, until the very last minute.’- If We Were Villains, M.L. Rio.

Victor

Of Corgis and Christmas- a secret santa present for a victor stan that conjured some fluffy victor writing from my victor-less heart,,, a christmas miracle aND im lowkey proud of how it turned out but the highlights of the fic are Goldman and Cindy T-T they deserve more screentime and someday. i will write the subplot that got cut where Goldman sends Cindy embarrassing Victor stories to try to impress her and MC helps :>

spend my whole life searching- i combined 2 victor librarian asks from the librarian prompt meme above would u believe he's the only suitor I got twice 😔 this man is so popular and for what (only kidding ahdjdjs we just have a relationship of mutual disapproval dont mind me dragging him just a little i need to compensate for the appreciation I developed for him while writing this :>) this is similar to the kiro librarian fic in that it kinda gives vic's perspective on victor/MC's first in-game meeting with a healthy dose of and they were soulmates and angsty longing™ and also. victor is an enneagram one

Shaw

i started a few things a long time ago for him maybe someday i’ll finish them :’)

#val writes #mlqc #masterpost #i am allergic to capital letters and also giving proper summaries of any of my fics #i made the header instead of doing hw and it took an ungodly amount of time to look semi decent and. it still looks too yellow rn ahdjdjssk

[cloudyfm]

ok yes i’m here with lilia’s info ur resident demon have fun pals<3

family background - yes this is copy pasted myob<3

ya’ll ever read one of those drug ring ao3 fanfics where y/n is dating the sexy drug cartel leader? well that’s their family!

generational family blood money because that’s how cartels work i think. started running + dealing three generations back with their great-grandparents in order for them to make a living. it wasn’t until the so-called business was handed down to their grandparents that they wanted to expand and generate more money. the big pharma cover was created in order for them to manufacture, distribute, and supply at a larger scale. present day, their family name has notoriety with other cartel and mafia families.

basically avery was supposed to take over because he was the oldest right, but lilia did not want that at all. their parents started favoring avery and schmoozing up to him a little bit to get him to say yes (even though avery was fully prepared to give lilia the position) and lilia was like! what the fuck! so she told their parents about this one time that avery accidentally blabbed the family secret to a stranger at a party which broke their one rule of keeping it a secret. their parents wanted nothing to do with him anymore and completely cut avery off and kicked him out of the family.

everyone knows that avery and lilia are siblings, even though they don’t really know the actual details about their past together because avery doesn’t say anything about his family and the cartel is a secret. now that they are both at yale and in the elites together they are just kinda like haha awkward <3 they basically would just tell everyone that they grew apart if other characters tried to pry but also lilia is now telling people that avery fucked up a business decision which is why he left the family and avery is like alright but good luck trying to get other info out of them! xo, the jeongs

personal background

a legacy and a member of the yale's elite, they're twenty-one and a junior undergrad student majoring in pharmacology. they are as zealous as they are vain.

blackmails: and yes ik we only needed 2 i got pressed and stubborn (drugs tw):

blackmailing vanity fair to keep them from speaking negatively about her and her family by dealing to their reporters. she’s more so doing this to protect herself and her brother than her parents.

is aware of annie and violet’s work arrangements with her family’s drug business. she refuses to involve herself by mentioning that the family they work for is hers and is currently turning a blind eye to the questionable tasks that are asked of them.

purposely sent an ex boyfriend to prison when she was 18 due to her being tired of being in a consistently toxic relationship. she set him up to be found with various bags of illicit drugs (of which were owned by her family) and framed him with possession with intent to distribute and supply to garner a felony charge as an adult.

ok moving to present day stuff<3

ever since avery left the family, her parents have basically put immense pressure on her to fill his spot - the spot she wanted, and since her loyalty is with them and herself, she accepted it and did whatever had to be done. she was 16 when it became her job to take over, so whatever parts of her childhood she had left kind of just left when they began to prime her.

at 18, her mom finally revealed to her that avery had the intentions to give her control of the family when she came of age - something that she didn’t know until 2 years after she fucked up ! her guilt eats her alive to this day, but rather than mending her relationship with him personally, she sends him money anonymously through shorting her parents. 

she actually loves being in the elites ... it gives her such a sense of importance whether or not she is considered a legacy. was kind of excited to join actually and frankly that bit her in the ass with the blackmailer out here but its fine.

her college years have frankly been quiet like .. she’s studious to the point she needs to be but she really is not a partier, doesn’t do drugs because she’s seen first hand the shit that her parents are involved in, and barely drinks. when she does she literally doesn’t know how to handle it and fears losing control. literally if you wanna manipulate her this is how u do it lmao.

this is mentioned in the personality section but yes she is in the classics book club at yale ... she loves her classics</3

she’s actually easy to get along with ok just don’t cross her i promise my god im going to lose it

i don’t know im blanking so bad and this is alrdy almost 1500 words i cant do this anymore. UGHGHH more of her personal stuff is in the personality section im heaving

personality

ridiculously cut throat and has no issues stepping on people to get to where she needs to be. like if it came down to saving herself or saving someone else who she doesn’t have a close connection to? she will always pick herself. 

makes a game out of other people one - upping her<3 if she knows she can win, and sometimes even when she can’t, she will purposely cause a problem just to see them fall and grow her own ego.

also will start problems casually and then just sit back and watch them unfold while drinking wine out a mug.

literally ... and i mean literally obsessed with being perceived as beautiful and pretty. she’s so mf vain that it’s actually a problem, and i can promise you if you call her ugly miss girl will cry. this mostly has to do with her self esteem issues and the pressure put onto her by her parents after avery left. yes she did this to herself dni.

loyal only to those who she cares about otherwise they can frankly rot<3 and there are times where she will break that loyalty if it benefits her.

ik this may not be believable but she actually is extremely insecure and anxious deep down lmao like she has such an obsession with proving that she’s the best to her peers and her family that it flat out consumes her consistently. this is what causes her to act out most of the time and if someone was to become close to her it would be plainly evident. yes - she can be soft.

has an overt persona of positivity and carries herself as someone who doesn’t have negative intentions and sometimes makes it hard to believe that she’s actually capable of doing the things that people accuse her of.

yes she is calculating and manipulative and miss girly will look for faults only to make them worse.

she literally wasn’t always like this but when her and avery’s relationship started to fracture, she kind of let her own selfishness consume her.

she plays stupid a lot KLNDFKNDLKFSD  will pretend to be interested in random men in her classes so they will baby her and do shit for her that she could have easily done herself. it’s not that she’s lazy but she’s only studying pharma because of her family. she has an obsession with classical lit and would have rather majored in that if given the chance. 

has a fear of emotional intimacy </3 went through a really toxic relationship from the ages of 16-18 that was basically more done to bring her family and another together for a business deal and it just ... did not end well for her and basically she was treated like shit. literally the only way she could get out of it was to frame him and then bribe people to make sure the felony charge wasn’t dropped. her family doesn’t know she did this so<33333 

statistics

full name: lilia iris jung.

nicknames: lili or lia.

age: 21.

date of birth: august 02, 1999.

siblings: avery ( older brother ).

birthplace: new york city, new york, united states.

current location: new haven, connecticut, united states.

astrological sign: leo sun / capricorn moon / virgo rising.

gender: cis female.

pronouns: she / her / hers.

height: 5′1″.

sexuality: bisexual.

religion: atheist.

piercings: double lobe on her right ear, triple lobe on her left ear, tragus on her right ear, and a helix on both her left and right and ears.

tattoos: this on her inner, right bicep, and this behind her left ear.

haircolor: brunette.

literally for wanted connections i want 2 things: (1) someone to rock her shit bc that is deserved, and (2) idk she’s wearing a mask like 80% of the time so someone who she is close enough to actual b real with :\ if this doesn’t make sense myob im taking a nap

#intro: lilia #im literally losing braincells rn #this is unedited and missing things but its 1500 words im tired goodbye

[zombiequincy]

THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.

First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all had witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.

MUN NAME: Hela     AGE: 21       CONTACT: IM

CHARACTER(S): Giselle Gewelle, Yumichika Ayasegawa (inactive)

CURRENT FANDOM(S): Bleach

BLEACH FANDOM(S) YOU HAVE AN AU FOR:  I have gory Bloodborne au but that one just exists in my head on my lonesome.

MY LANGUAGE(S): English and one very specific Middle Eastern dialect.

THEMES I’M INTERESTED IN FOR RP: FANTASY / Science fiction / Horror / WESTERN / ROMANCE / Thriller / MYSTERY / DYSTOPIA / ADVENTURE / MODERN / Erotic / Crime / MYTHOLOGY / Classic / HISTORY / RENAISSANCE / MEDIEVAL / Ancient / WAR / FAMILY / POLITICS / RELIGION / SCHOOL / ADULTHOOD / CHILDHOOD / APOCALYPTIC / GODS / Sport / MUSIC / Science / FIGHTS / ANGST / Smut / DRAMA / etc. 

PREFERRED THREAD LENGTH: one-liner / 1 para / 2 PARA / 3+ / NOVELLA.

ASKS CAN BE SEND BY: MUTUALS / NON-MUTUALS / PERSONALS / ANONS.

CAN ASKS BE CONTINUED?:   YES / NO    only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO.

PREFERRED THREAD TYPE: CRACK / casual nothing too deep / SERIOUS / DEEP AS HECK. (i love it all sorry I am quite the mixed bag lmao)

IS REALISM / RESEARCH IMPORTANT FOR YOU IN CERTAIN THEMES?:   YES / NO. i gotta know what certain human body parts taste like u know

ARE YOU ATM OPEN FOR NEW PLOTS?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.

DO YOU HANDLE YOUR DRAFT / ASK - COUNT WELL?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. it’s SO BAD FOR ME RN ASGLDKJDJKA i’m very inconsistent i’m so sorry.

HOW LONG DO YOU USUALLY TAKE TO REPLY?: 24H / 1 WEEK / 2 WEEKS / 3+ / months / years. / a lot of it has more to do w my general writing mood and if the thread im writing catches my interest, and rn im writing a TON of really wonderful and fascinating threads so they’re all super captivating for me and i try to reply asap

I’M OKAY WITH INTERACTING: ORIGINAL CHARACTERS / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates / MY FANDOM / CROSSOVERS / MULTI-MUSES / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / CANON-DIVERGENT PORTRAYALS / AU-VERSIONS.

DO YOU POST MORE IC OR OOC?: IC / OOC. (i have a lot of stupid shit sorry) 

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WITH FOLLOWING OTHERS?: YES / NO / DEPENDS.  

BEST WAYS TO APPROACH YOU FOR RP/PLOTTING: just send me a tumblr instant message, i know it sucks shit but im not comfy releasing my discord w everyone just yet cause i use it for personal use as well. i check tumblr on the daily so if you send me a message chances are i’ll see it and respond!

WHAT EXPECTATIONS DO YOU HOLD TOWARDS YOUR PLOTTING PARTNER:  i guess just be able to put up with my rambling and stopping and starting, a lot of characterisation choices i do go through various stages and its pretty messy so when i communicate that with others it usually ends up equally messy. just be patient with me please.

WHEN YOU NOTICE THE PLOTTING IS RATHER ONE-SIDED, WHAT DO YOU DO?:  i don’t mind! sometimes ppl have more ideas that they want to share first and i’m always super happy to listen to those ideas !! sometimes its nice to have someone with a clear guide or structure and be able to work around that rather than trying to fumble through a plot together.

HOW DO YOU USUALLY PLOT WITH OTHERS, DO YOU GIVE INPUT OR LEAVE MOST WORK TOWARDS YOUR PARTNER?:  i try to map out some basic info abt their characters that i otherwise don’t know from their bio or verses and try to pick out points of confrontation or similarities to expand on with giselle that can be used as points for like a starter to happen. its either that or sometimes i have really stupid ideas i just toss out there like ‘LMAO THEYRE BREAKING SHIT AT DISNEYLAND’ and go buck wild from there if the other person is down. i also always try to warn people or get a gauge for what subjects to avoid and steer clear of considering that giselle is a bit of a Freak(tm) and will say and do bad things.

WHEN A PARTNER DROPS THE THREAD, DO YOU WISH TO KNOW?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: if there’s something giselle did or said that upset you, i would love to know not to repeat it again (since i do still feel pretty new to the rp game, theres still plenty of time for me to make stupid mistakes). if its just a general lack of interest or uncertainty of where the plot should go, then you dont have to tell me i wont take it personally i promise ! 

WHAT COULD POSSIBLY LEAD YOU TO DROP A THREAD?: sometimes i can be made uncomfortable by certain things mentioned... it happens but its rare 

- WILL YOU TELL YOUR PARTNER?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. i don’t want to upset anyone personally and sometimes explaining the ins and outs of my discomfort make things ten times worse so i just. would rather not.

IS COMMUNICATION IN THE RPC IMPORTANT TO YOU? YES / NO.

- AND WHY?: i am the most nervous person you can meet and my brain is always giving me misinfo abt paranoia and random shit so i having clear concrete communication between two parties abt if something is going wrong or is being received poorly means the world to me.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH ABSOLUTE HONESTY, EVEN IF IT MAY MEANS HEARING SOMETHING NEGA1TIVE ABOUT YOU AND/OR PORTRAYAL?: i need it !! i still feel relatively new to all this and i need to know whats going wrong to improve !! 

DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE SUCH SITUATION IN A MATURE WAY? YES / NO.

WHY DO YOU RP AGAIN, IS THERE A GOAL?: to help with my confidence in writing! i have v bad anxiety when it comes to sharing my works and i write a lot of other pieces alongside this blog on ao3 and i want to develop my writing skills just in general. when it comes to like the nuts and bolts of why i rp giselle specifically, its mainly to just have fun and have a laugh w my friends who are really awesome quincy writers

WISHLIST, BE IT PLOTS OR SCENARIOS:  OH SO MANY! ive managed to fulfil a lot of my wishlist threads with like, giselle talking to characters she’s already zombified and i love all that angst but i want to do more stupid shit. i want to make it my personal goal to bully every quincy man and woman on sight. although a REAL dream would be if i got to write a thread zombifying a character who managed to escape giselle’s clutches. and more fighting! i want to get better at describing action and fights and i love to write giselle getting beat up and beating people up! more more more!! 

THEMES I WON’T EVER RP / EXPLORE:   hohoho theres a LOT... uh r*pe/dubcon threads for one, even if yeah i know writing it doesnt condone it, it makes me intensely uncomfortable to put my muse in that scenario, i feel like i have an obligation to like, protect her from that shit you know? racism is one i don’t want to transgress, even though i’m a poc, its not really cathartic or groundbreaking to write abt racism in threads its just... really fucking upsetting. also i know the quincy’s have this very close parallel to the whole n*zi imagery and ideology thing going on and i am not about to start even daring to thread that into my writing or bring those allusions and references of real life tragedies into giselle’s threads. i’ve already talked at length abt exploring giselles trans identity in rp and why im not comfortable doing so, so.... yeah! all those i guess.

WHAT TYPE OF STARTERS DO YOU PREFER / DISLIKE, CAN’T WORK WITH?: i like starters where giselle can just immediately get right into being a piece of shit. mise en scene and all that! cut out the build up and just get to the intense horror !! i don’t like starters where its not immediately clear where the characters are standing and what they’re doing and what’s happening around them. those really disorientate me and leave me kinda floundering because i always need some allusion or mention of a setting to ground giselle in a time and place other wise i cant tell what her response should be

WHAT TYPE OF CHARACTERS CATCH YOUR INTEREST THE MOST?:  EVIL WOMEN EVIL WOMEN EVIL WOMEN. also just characters i can wholeheartedly clown on, or also characters who have hidden depths to them and have a single panel of screentime. honestly it’s just all over the place!

WHAT TYPE OF CHARACTERS CATCH YOUR INTEREST THE LEAST?:  angry old men GSADJDKSJA i could never rp yhwach for example or yamamoto because idk. theyre just so crummy and boring to me. i also couldnt rp characters who always have an upper hand in battle like aizen. i like my dumbasses and i like them stupid and adaptive not just, ‘yes i know this because i Know this.’

WHAT ARE YOUR STRONG ASPECTS AS RP PARTNER?: i think im nice...? FKSJDKDJSA idk i hate trying to toot my own horn. sometimes i also think i make funny jokes and im pretty chill and laid back

WHAT ARE YOUR WEAK ASPECTS AS RP PARTNER?: my writing style is inconsistent and adapts to whatever i’m reading so sometimes it’ll be really good and i love it and other times it reads like really bad fanfic and i get carried away far too easily and write novella lengths for threads which should be much shorter. i also get shy a lot and dont think i communicate very effectively but HEYO we’re working on it!

DO YOU RP SMUT?:  YES / NO/ DEPENDS. haven’t had anybody brave enough to try yet lol

DO YOU PREFER TO GO INTO DETAIL?: YES / NO / DEPENDS.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH BLACK CURTAIN?: YES / NO.

- WHEN DO YOU RP SMUT? MORE OUT OF FUN OR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT?: more for fun i’d imagine because that’s just giselles own attitude to sex and relationships where she doesnt want anything deep. it might show character development in one way of just showing how she regards others in a romantic sense to be used rather than actually appreciated as their own person and show how selfish she is but yeah, more out of fun

- ANYTHING YOU WOULD NOT WANT TO RP THERE?:  theres a few kinks and such but i dont think they’d ever really come up. again, just mainly no r*pe/dubcon.

ARE SHIPS IMPORTANT TO YOU?:   YES / NO lets hope this doesn’t make me sound like an asshole, but its more like a fun little side thing than anything important to giselle’s actual development and characterisation. 

WOULD YOU SAY YOUR BLOG IS SHIP-FOCUSED?: YES / NO. again, hardly anyone is brave enough to try to romance this evil cannibal.

DO YOU USE READ MORE?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES WHEN I WRITE LONG STUFF.

ARE YOU:  MULTI-SHIP / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  MULTIVERSE / Singleverse.

- WHAT DO YOU LOVE TO EXPLORE THE MOST IN YOUR SHIPS?: more how giselle likes to give over her power or dominate in different circumstances depending on who she’s with and what’s being done. BUT AGAIN, not a whole lot to explore yet.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS?: YES / NO. - i mean im down for p much anything if it vibes w giselle.

► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

- WHAT COULD POSSIBLY MAKE YOUR MUSE INTERESTING TOWARDS OTHERS, WHY SHOULD THEY RP WITH THIS PARTICULAR CHARACTER OF YOURS NOW, WHAT POSSIBLE PLOTS DO THEY OFFER?: if you want an evil woman to taunt and mock and hurt your muse, she’s your gal. you want her to zombify and ruin your muse, shes also your gal. you want her to insult and maim and injure, she’s also YOUR GAL. basically, if you want to do anything fucked up or sad or scary, she can help with that.

- WITH WHAT TYPE OF MUSES DO YOU USUALLY STRUGGLE TO RP WITH?:  uh muses who get really angry quickly or don’t rise or respond to her jabs and are just kinda like a flatline. theres only so much pestering and annoying she can do until realises its not working and just wanders off

- WHAT DO THEY DESIRE, IS THEIR GOAL?:  to find a goal worth living for.

- WHAT CATCHES THEIR INTEREST FIRST WHEN MEETING SOMEONE NEW?:  appearance she always takes an interest in girls almost right away. age as well because she judges old people. 

- WHAT DO THEY VALUE IN A PERSON?:  a good set of guts to ruin and strong muscles.

- WHAT THEMES DO THEY LIKE TALKING ABOUT?:  women, gore, murder, herself, music, stupid memes, gossip.

- WHICH THEMES BORE THEM?:  politics, history, quincy ideology, soul reaper ideology, hollow physiology.

- DID THEY EVER WENT THROUGH SOMETHING TRAUMATIC?:  her family tried to force the burden of upholding the quincy lineage onto her shoulders, she was thrown into the wrong prison and held in isolation, then pressured to become an undying monster in service of a god and then was nearly killed by that same man and left wandering without guidance or purpose. so, yeah?

- WHAT COULD LEAD TO AN INSTANT KILL?:  transphobia. even a whiff of it in her direction and she’ll gut you like a fish.

- IS THERE SOMEONE /-THING THEY HATE?:  the twink soul reaper who outted her.

IS YOUR MUSE EASY TO APPROACH?: YES / NO. - Best ways to approach them?:  if you’re smart, you’ll bring a big bone for her to chew on and distract her while you ask whatever you want.

SOMETHING YOU MAY STILL WANT TO POINT OUT ABOUT YOUR MUSE?: i love my evil queen!

CONGRATS!!! You managed it, now tag your mutuals! ♥

Tagged by:  @bazzardburner​ cheers chicken boy !!

Tagging: @hyouketsu​ @blooming5th​ @viciousvizard​ @glacies-tempestatem​ and whoever else wishes to do this!!

#dash games #// this took ages....

[overwatchworks]

More Supernatural au/Halloween story! 

I also want to say that this whole fic was heavily inspired by a wonderful work by The Foxy Queen/Deerna on ao3 called Hunger.

Thank you for reading! :)

Jesse brought the Oni back to his place at Ana’s, The Nightwalker Inn, without anyone seeing him. Many hunters had temporary rooms there for a few nights since the Inn had multiple places around the world that acted as an entrance, always something inconspicuous, though Jesse was more of a permanent guest in Ana’s good graces. 

Jesse’s entrance was an old, rotting cottage deep in the forest on the mountains, and he stepped through its door with a quiet sigh. The Oni was still out cold in his arms, blood soaking into his jacket, but he had plenty more back at his place. The broken wood boards immediately shifted and swirled above him when the magic sensed where he wanted to go, and suddenly an expansive roof with candlelit chandeliers took its place. Walls sprung up from the ground and made a familiar, long hallway with rooms lined on each side, the front desk appearing after Jesse blinked and looked in its direction. He smiled at the young woman sitting there, flicking some sort of whip boredly and humming an old Egyptian song.

“Fareeha.” He called, and the woman looked over, her smile growing wide before dropping when she saw the Oni in his arms.

“Oh Jesse, what the hell?! You aren’t supposed to bring your kills back to the Inn! You know how Mom feels about that! Makes the other guests uncomfortable.” She chided, the eye that had the tattoo under it shifting its colour from amber to an icy blue.

“This ain’t a kill Fari. I bounded my life force to him so he wouldn’t die.” Jesse sighed, and Fareeha made a face.

“With an Oni? Jess, you’re kidding me.”

“Naw, I ain’t. Found ‘im in the woods dyin’, an’ it didn’t sit right with me to just leave ‘im or kill ‘im.”

“So, obviously bonding yourself to him was the correct choice.” Fareeha nodded sarcastically, and Jesse glared at her.

“I was followin’ my gut!”

“Uh-huh, ‘cause your gut is always right.”

“Just gimme my key.” Jesse huffed, and Fareeha grinned before waving her hand.

“In your back pocket.” She told him with a nod, and Jesse tipped his head to her since his hands were full and he couldn’t tip his hat.

“Tell me when your Oni’s awake, I wanna talk to him.” Fareeha called, and Jesse rolled his eyes. She had such a fascination with demons, he was pretty sure she was one.

“Yeah yeah. Just, hey. Don’t tell anyone but Ana, okay? Folks ‘round here already don’t like me all too well, an’ I don’t think they’d be happy I’m keepin’ an Oni.”

“Jesse, you know me better than that. My lips are sealed.”

“Thanks, sweetheart.”

Fareeha made a half hum in acknowledgement as Jesse walked into the hall, the doors shifting to show him his room so he wouldn’t have to walk very far. He moved the Oni to his shoulder, and the creature whimpered softly, though he didn’t wake up. Jesse grabbed his key from his back pocket and put it in the lock. It disappeared, then the door clicked open for him and he went inside.

Jesse sighed happily at the familiar room, open but just the right size for him, except now it had expanded to accommodate his Oni. There was an extra bed in the corner that looked more like a nest of soft fur blankets, but Jesse needed to clean and bind his wounds before he could let Genji rest. He took the Oni into the bathroom and set him down in the tub gently. Jesse then went to change out of his hunting gear so he could fix up Genji easier, and he came back in a simple black shirt and brown pants. 

He rolled up his sleeves, then began to take the Oni’s clothes off. They were tattered and ripped from where the hunters had wounded him, and Jesse sighed in mild annoyance. Now he had to add clothes to his shopping list. The Oni’s skin was a deep grey-blue all over, red markings swirling over his chest, back, legs and arms, like blood in water. 

Jesse removed the Oni’s mask last, and he stopped his movements, tilting his head. Genji’s face was smooth and honestly gorgeous, and Jesse had a feeling that it wasn’t beautiful just because he was an Oni. He had short, spiky raven black hair, and Jesse brushed a few strands of it that were sticking to his face away.

“Huh...Didn’t think you’d be this pretty under the mask.” He murmured, then he shook his head and turned on the bath. The water was immediately warm, and Jesse splashed it carefully over the Oni’s wounds. 

There were deep gashes all along his side and chest, a stab mark in his abdomen, and bruising at his ribs. Jesse’s lip curled at the thought of hunters just torturing the Oni and leaving him when he was too weak to fight back, something that had been happening more often lately in the hunter world. He didn’t know when hunting had become some sort of twisted sport, but it wasn’t like this when he had started. 

Jesse grabbed a washcloth and dipped it under the faucet, then gently washed over the Oni’s wounds. Genji twitched and jerked slightly, his gold eyes steeped in black snapping open with a gasp. Jesse put his hand on the Oni’s shoulder, pushing him back so he wouldn’t hurt himself more.

“Hey, it’s okay. ‘M sorry if it hurts, but I gotta get’cha clean.” Jesse soothed, Genji’s pretty eyes unfocused and distant as he started muttering things Jesse couldn’t understand. The hunter frowned, then continued washing Genji off, the Oni’s skin cold. He must have been hallucinating or something, because Genji didn’t seem to see or realize what Jesse was doing. 

Jesse finished cleaning him, then dried him off and tended to his wounds with the generous amount of salves and balms he had stocked up for himself. Hunting demons normally came at the price of a great many wounds, most of them poisonous, but that was why he had Ana around. The alchemist made many cures and ointments to help hunters and other supernatural creatures, and Jesse just so happened to be her favourite. He’d been saved by her more times than he could count, and he was forever grateful to her and the help she always kindly offered. 

Jesse put the balm over Genji’s cuts and wrapped them up tightly, the Oni’s skin warming up wherever Jesse had touched it. He had passed out again when Jesse was binding his ribs, and when he was through, Jesse carried him to the nest of furs. He placed Genji in them carefully, pulling them up and snug around him and running a hand through the Oni’s still damp hair. He’d have to go to the market to find some new clothes for Genji when he went for supplies. Jesse sighed, then pulled his hair up into a high ponytail, going to clean his gun. There was a knock on his door then, and Jesse raised a brow, not taking his focus away from pulling apart his revolver.

“Come on in.” He called, soft footfalls meeting his ears before a chiding sigh. Jesse grinned, and he glanced up at Ana, the older woman looking at Genji curiously.

“So. An Oni?”

“Fareeha told ya?”

“Of course she did, Jesse. How long have you known us? Over a century?” 

“Hey now, I ain’t that old.”

“I am. Has he woken up yet?” Ana asked, crossing her arms over her chest and inspecting Genji closer.

“Not really. He started mutterin’ some things while I washed ‘im, but I couldn’t make heads nor tails of it.”

“Did you try using the bond to understand him?”

“Nope. Didn’t know I could.”

“You bonded with an Oni, and didn’t even think about using said bond to help you out?”

“Hey, the only deals I normally make with demons definitely ain’t to save their lives, so cut me some slack will you? I don’t know how this works.” Jesse grumbled, Ana fixing him with an imploring look. He stopped messing with his gun, and Ana sighed.

“This is a bond created of emotion, Jesse, not duty or power. Bonds are not the same as normal deals or arrangements. I hope you understand what that means for you both.”

“I know! I know I just—I couldn’t leave him out there to die in misery an’ pain, an’ shootin’ him didn’t feel right either. I’m sorry, okay?”

“Jesse. Never apologize for sparing a life. It is no bad thing to have compassion in a world so devoid of such things, in our world.” Ana told him, placing a hand on his shoulder. Jesse sighed, setting his chin on his laced hands and gazing at Genji’s sleeping form.

“So...How do I help him? Because I wanna, I really do. Somethin’ ‘bout him really sticks out to me, yanno? He doesn’t seem like he’d hurt anyone if he was given a chance...”

“That’s exactly what I thought when I brought you here, and it’s paid off really well, if you ask me. So I suggest you show him proper care and affection, and that will also cure his wounds. Perhaps you may earn yourself a new hunting partner. But, you have to be willing to care for him and give him what he needs.”

“An’ what does he need?”

“I don’t know. Why don’t you ask him when he wakes up?” Ana told him with a mischievous smile, and she pinched his cheek lightly as she walked past him to leave.

“Thanks, Ana.”

“Of course dear. Oh, but one more thing. Oni’s? They feed best off of pleasure.”

Jesse balked, head whipping around to where Ana was slipping out of his room with a chuckle.

“An’ why didn’t you tell me that sooner?!”

“You’re the one who made the bond, Jesse! Best be prepared for everything that comes with it.”

Jesse groaned as the door clicked shut softly, and he turned his eyes back to Genji. At least he was pretty, but Jesse hadn’t ever even entertained the idea of sex with a demon. He sighed, then got up to take a bath of his own and clean the blood from his coat. ~~

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