#im like okay let me try them on

[skinreflectsthesun]

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#let me tell you #yesterday I went to the store and found some shorts that were on sale #I was like okay these look like they’d fit #because women’s sizes vary literally store to store #it’s the most fucked up mindgame society likes to play with us and it serves to cripple my soul every single time #anyways #im like okay let me try them on #and listen they did not fit #and I just took a moment to stand there like wow #why did I think those would fit me #I suppose in my mind im smaller than I actually am? #and I just was slapped right into reality for a moment #and stood there like huh 🫤🫤🫤 in the harsh lighting of the fitting room feeling absolutelyyyy discouraged #I actually hate the way my mind is doing this to me #I want so badly to be completely neutral about my body #and some days are easier than others #but my god #going on this vacation is just stressing me out because I have nothing to wear #so yeah #that’s my schpeel #I’m v sad about it #and lowkey don’t wanna go anymore 😅 #I will #but my god fuck this whole thing

[witchinatree]

i know the whole "do you think jon ever used his powers to Know what his parents looked like" thing is far more devastating than this but what if he tried using his powers to remember original sasha? jon and sasha always seemed closer than the rest, he picked her (and tim) to work with him and tolerated a lot more nonsense from her than anyone else (using his password to access his computer [161], debating his pronunciation of calliope [25], etc)

and ofc jon and martin became significantly closer as the podcast went on, but in the beginning he was cruel to martin when he gave a statement but accepting of sasha? idk i think their friendship was a lot deeper than we realized (ESPECIALLY since his first murder in season 5 was because NotThem provoked him about sasha) and i think jon wouldve used his powers to Know the original sasha, not sure if it wouldve worked though

so so sorry to distract from the post but can yall read the tags for me because i suffered immensely for this post

#they make me ill #sasha was so cool i miss her every day #i think we need more sasha content #idk i wish we got more of them specifically #THIS POST. HAS CRASHED. 4. TIMES. #i am trying to write about the magnus archives and its like “hee hee tumbeast ate your post” give it the fuck back? #it saved to my drafts after the 4th tag but this is pissing me off #every time i try to tag it as “tma” it crashes so im not doing that #just pretend i did ok #16 more times total of 20 every time i try to write tags it crashes #it wont let me write the archivists name im genuinely so serious #please help me please help me #im gonna sit here for a second and let it save as draft #6 more times #ur joking #total of 26 crashes over this one post #hate to distract from my incredibly brilliant insight but this is unusable #i think its okay again actually? #gonna try tagging with real tags wish me luck #jonathan sims #jon sims #sasha james #tma #the magnus archives #the archivist #notthem #notsasha #tma theory #tma spoilers #holy shit it worked

[bonetrousledbones]

so when are we gonna start appreciating undertale AUs for fueling a metric fuck ton of the creativity and longevity of the fandom because if i see one more person calling them the cringiest part of the last 8 years i might lose it

#trousled rants #been feeling a bit salty about this for a while but im letting it out now because i Can #but its insane seein ppl say “oh the fandom's mellowed out a lot its way more peaceful now” and agreeing bc it IS #and then “yeah now that AUs aren't so popular anymore its way more bearable” and its like :) okay #and if i told you that fan game you've been talking about for the past month is an au. what then #sighsghs its just like man i GET that a lot of aus are just edgy for the sake of it but shit dude!!! people were just having fun!!!!! #a lot of them were an avenue for ppl learning how to make their own stories!! even if they're not perfect or in character #making a shit ton of papyrus aus is one of the main things that helped me realize how much i love character design #and i KNOWWWW i'm not the only one and youre trying to tell me that's not awesome as hell!!!!! #yeah i probably i have nostalgia glasses but maybe i do kinda miss when everybody was a bit more insane actually . maybe i do #undertale

[ley-med]

I had a week long vacation not long ago, so I finally have enough energy to talk to non-medical friends once again. And I just realized once again, I'm not sure how to talk to them.

They tell me all the things they participated in, and I'm truly happy for them, all the while thinking I would never have half that much energy. They ask me how I am, I tell them I'm good, finally had a vacation. What did I do? Oh, literally nothing, tried to sleep off the worst of the exhaustion and tried to avoid interaction with other humans. How's work? You know, just the usual, it's good. It is good, and I love it, but how could I tell them all the horrors witnessed? That's right I don't, but what else do I have left to talk about? Most of my fun work stories are tainted with the shadows of tragedies... And unfortunately, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

So I just read their cheerful message and leave it on read, contemplating what to answer. And just hope they won't take offence to my agonizingly slow replies...

#medblr #medical life #sometimes it's so isolating #but it also brings along the tightest of communities #one of my work besties just messaged me #to talk about a very gruesome case that left them not okay and they needed to vent #listening and comforting each other is easy #holding up a normal conversation? #seems impossible #this post was written a while ago then sat in my drafts for several months #i just found it #and realised how actual it is at the moment #thank god for my work friends #they are indeed more like family #i love my other friends too and hey im trying here #but sometimes it takes enormous efforts to not just let it all drift apart

[tombstoneswerewaiting]

uh peter, u doing okay buddy ??

#sometimes i listen to pete’s lyrics and im like u doing okay? #and other times i listen to them and i relate so hard that im like am i doing okay ? #the answer is probably no to both let’s be honest #fall out boy #fob #pete wentz #patrick stump #andy hurley #joe trohman #from under the cork tree #infinity on high #folie a deux #so much for stardust #mania #lake effect kid #save rock and roll #i’ve got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth (summer song) #7 minutes in heaven (atavan halen) #i’m like a lawyer with the way i’m always trying to get you off (me and you) #bang the doldrums #disloyal order of water buffaloes #alone together #young and menace #super fade #what a time to be alive #the kintsugi kid (ten years)

[moeblob]

I vote for Argenti! I hope you feel better soon!

Thank you ! I do feel much better (though I admit I hurt a little for very much my fault reasons but it's mostly manageable through light pain meds).

Take an Argenti o7 I got lazy and didn't draw the roses I was gonna draw to the left so there is now a wide open blank spot.

#honkai star rail #argenti #i managed one of the things i owe and this isnt it but here take a doodle #im a ding dong who told someone oh no its starting to pour i should draw someone quick #and then proceeded to draw him way past the rain .... so that.... was a thing #i mean luckily we didnt lose power but still #ALSO OMG THE REASONS I AM AT FAULT FOR ISSSSSSSSS #we have obtained as of yesterday a mama cat and a lil baby boy #and so i heard him mewing under the bed and like a FOOL rolled over on my side with the recovering incisions #to check on him and hoo boy that was indeed a mistake #but lil guy was okay just wanted attention #im so pleased to announce he loves me most teehee #my dad has repeatedly told me idk where he is i hope he isnt stuck #and then i simply exist upstairs and then he bounds out from his hiding spot and lets me pet him and pick him up #truly a good lil bean he is so baby i - with v tiny hands - can hold him in one hand without any problems #none of this has to do with the art i apologize #but ty for the request uhhhh over a week ago ! i do still have them in my inbox and when i can manage i try to look over em #and try to consider one but then i sometimes just do not have energy and wanna do something easy and fast

[hollowfairybabybat]

lemme tattoo u with some dumb lil cute design then u n then tell everyone its ur kids drawing

#u could say let my kid practice but that may raise more concern idk tbh i dont know if ur supposed 2 let a kid tattoo or not? #told them they should do this with one i rly fucked up pretty bad once ngl lmaoo n they didnt respond which 😡 im serious #look me tattooing u is a 50/50 #ive done some rly good ones on me n others n ive done some questionable ones but look if u let me tattoo u i think u know ur taking that #risk ngl lol bc every time im not confident im like uhhh i can try lol n if someone says that whos about 2 tattoo u thats on u okay #bc god did i fuck up one on angel lol but another friend i gave a gr8 one n my brother got a gr8 one too n one person was my test canvas 4 #a bit so uh half n half tbh n one person fucked up their own bc i said dont get in the ocean till its healed thats not on me then ngl n i #think thats everyone ive tattooed but lol the alarming part is i actually have no idea which uhhhhh i have lots of gaps in my memory due 2 #drug abuse n just not bein real 4 months at a time lol #batbaby rambles

[freakbullet]

when deltarune first came out I bought the OST. I didn't absorb the titles that much because I was basically just listening to the whole thing on repeat. so I'd completely forgotten the name of a certain track, and when I was reminded of it the other day, it hit me like a ton of bricks.

I've never really had a home that truly felt like home, for all sorts of bad reasons. but I find comfort in fantasy, especially undertale and deltarune.

2015 was one of the worst years of my life. when it started, despite struggles with PTSD and depression and more of that ilk, I was physically healthy. when the year ended, I'd nearly died - I'd been in and out of hospitals for months while doctors tried to figure out exactly what the hell was wrong with me.

the hopelessness of learning I had an illness I'd have to live with for the rest of my life, on top of the despair I already wrestled with - it was too much. I decided the only way out was to end it all.

but then I played undertale. there's nothing I can say that would ever do that experience justice, but if you know, you know. the point is, I'm still here. despite everything, it's still me. and that's not a coincidence.

so when I saw that this one beautiful, nostalgic track that wraps me up like a warm blanket every time I hear it, that reminds me of the friends, the family, I first made in these games all those years ago, is called, "You Can Always Come Home"… man, I lost it.

Toby once said about Toriel: "Your mom loves you." maybe it's silly, but I never had a mom who loved me, until her. so thanks, Toby. it means so much more to me than you could ever know, that I can always come home to my friends and family, and my mom. who loves me.

#just getting out some feelings #i dont mean for this to sound like a sob story either. im okay dont worry #i just never talk about this and wanted to get it off my chest #ive said in the past that undertale saved my life and i wasnt being hyperbolic lol #also dw this doesnt mean i replay undertale often. i try to leave them with their happy ending #there are other ways i can go home and see them. through music or fanart or videos. or deltarune :p yknow #suicide mention #illness mention #freak speak #if i forgot to tag something triggering please let me know #also /waves at people whose asks i havent answered yet. i havent forgotten you im just low on spoons <3 #wow i had to edit this big time. #why god do i get so CRINGEY any time i try to write something serious. man i am not quitting my day job any time soon

[secondchoice-ragdoll]

#T's “what did u call me? do u think whatever that is is hot? okay then good” #i love the tour pic above K! #and i love how they r still plucked abt not being in Dune2 #K the avid winker... #its so cute how T is featured on this album of K's too😭😭😭 #T wants to be left alone (on the phone) on her bday and K wants attention... well... ((once again relating to K)) #T looked at Ks belly in a suprisingly like? soft way? idk i might have hallucinated that but who knows. #fuck whoever didnt visit K when she would have wanted them to. #its sweet how T visited her! (srsly cant u just communicate who wants what in this situation so its no suprise? ik its hard for them but😭) #T describing Ks party attending habits!!! they know each other soooo well🤭 #aaagh how they have to act like they cant easily spend 2 hrs together having fun when they literally cant wipe the smiles off of their faces #(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......) #oh they r always facetiming! so adorable :( #T was so excited that they r linked! like girl u do not need more confirmation for that research do u?😭 #K watching the pod...... my heart...... #why dont they just sit closer if they will reach across a whole fucking room to touch eachother?? like it sounds easier for me but u do u! #i really get a kick out of K mentioning TRHPS anytime she does it bc ik it was such a big thing in Ts life and ugh😭 #constantly praising each other😭😭😭😭😭 what if i start sobbing huh #well maybe T is trying to get K to learn how to flirt so that she can practice on her? just an idea?😁 #K putting her leg up on T?????? hi what? jist sit in the other's lap u creatures... its okay we can all look away for a sec if u need it... #their art! i fucking love it! both of it! its art at its finest🛐 and id kill to see a collection of their drawings bc cmon they r amazing! #its cute how they r talking abt smth and then they go “oh wait we were there together!” #its almost as if they actually spend time hanging out😱 (dont let the police know!!4!4) #“if we were on DR now-” okay but why r u still dreaming of that miss T?🤭🤭🤭 (who could blame her) #them watching the movies the other one recommends is the closest we can get to them watching an actual thing together (outside of NF) #also im so happy T spent time w K on her bday :((( #trixie mattel #katya zamo #tbatb #the brians

[skitskatdacat63]

Orb...

+ process kinda

#istg lineart is just a horrible terrible thing LOL #i sketch and it goes very well and i am very happy and i feel very creative!!! #i have to do lineart and it makes me want to give up the piece ..... #i get to paint and im like omg i could do this for hours !!! this is so fun !!!!!! #thus: orb #im very happy w it so thats why im posting #idk how long the actual piece is gonna take so might as well post a little sneak peak ig #lmfao i gave up on the crown bcs it was too complicated and then drew this. maybe the crown will come back. prob not #im surprised w the process of this. i usually struggle a lot w accurately referencing real life things #and i usually end up tracing them just to understand how the form works #and god ive drawn so many complicated things for this piece and havent had to trace at all???? okay????? #i mean ofc its not entirely accurate bcs the craftsmanship on the original orb is actually insane #but i think ive got it down p well :) #ill have to try to make the gold look a bit better at some point later on but for now its !!! #i like how half my art i post here is either chibis #or just the most brainrot intense historically detailed shit ever #yes no one i talk to probably knows what a globus cruciger is but GOD DAMN IT IM GONNA DRAW IT ACCURATELY #had this thought ^ when i looked at my top posts and my last post was those nando chibis #and then after a week of not drawing after that im like yeah let me draw several imperial relics #catie.art.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

oh! while we're on the Appreciation Train and before i go to sleep! i would like to say that although i rarely respond to replies, i do see them! and i Do cherish them! thank you!

#the only reason i dont really respond #is there tends to be uhhhh a lot sometimes? #which is great! don't let me stop you! #but if i start regularly responding than that is a Lot of responding #& then if i only respond to One and leave the others then i feel really bad bc thats unfair! #and really i have my work cut out for me with asks ahaha #they take a Lot of energy to respond to (affectionately said) #i have to ration it out yk yk #i do try to respond to replies that have questions and such that i can Directly and Quickly answer! #that being said i miss some. i think. im betting that i do bc there's always something im not seeing #but i try to read them all! #and i deeply appreciate them!! #absolutely unprompted #just wanted to say this real quick #i felt like it needed to be said. did it? remains to be seen! we won't see the seen tho #okay i really need to sleep lmfao im seeing spiders and i have a feeling im quickly losing coherency #good night or good morning depending on where you are #good afternoon? i dont know! #whatever position the sun/moon is in: Good [x]! #me? going to sleep BEFORE the sun is up? its more likely than you think #wait... shit the sky is starting to lighten if i hop in bed and play corpse Right Now i can pass out before it reaches the horizon #OH ALSO I SEE COMMENTS IN TAGS AS WELL!!! #I LOVE TAGGED COMMENTS THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME!! THANK YOU! GOOD NIGHT!

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

im going to move them so they arent overlappyng. but i need you to see them forever. featuring the return of tablet pressure

#as king of the pillheaded boys im... still at a loss as to how to make him look good. #theyre trying to take nice school photos. larry and blaines parents will kill them if they dont send home a nice pic of them in uniform #but spader can do whatever he wants of course. also hes gonna die so i let him do anything he wants :) #(like tell jokes and ruin larry and blaines cute school picture)(its okay HIS mom will LOVE it. look how cute HE is.) #wip #you wouldnt know it but this is not just going to be a photo of these kids. but theyre obv the spotlight as usual to me #digital

[dinerfries]

signgirl

#way sign #strange whatchamacallit media #object oc #<- ig her actual object form IS here so........ #errmm ya #sharktail is... coming hes just being difficult <- i dont have any ideas for patches and pins and stuff #or at least #what ti fill his design with i COULD start over with his outfit but ill try a few more things first #anyway WAY SIGN i knew immediately i wanted a puffy vest for her i dont know WHY but i had to make it work #and i also needed her to have raccoon tail hair #it was a lil difficult making the vest work but i got it done in the end #i felt the scarf was a little cliche so i wanted to avoid it originally but i ended up coming back to it anyway #nothing else i was trying worked as well as the scarf did so ahh whatver #a lot of down arrows in the design oops i just relized that lol #their arms were a bit of an issue for me.... i originally brought in some white there but it didnt feel right so baaahhh #if you have any ideas for any of the swm cast human designs let me know!!!!! a lot of them i havent even begun to think about #i hope you like her and im excited to see this design develop more overtime! i hope anyway lol #okay im done ramblin now #oops hold it #ribsy art!!!!!! #hmm #whats the point of an art tag on an art only blog? #ah whatever #its been around for long enough it can stay

[coldvampire]

anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.

#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj #yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff. #hellish #& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh #instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living #(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it. #organization go brrrrrrr #i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter. #finding Spots for Things #okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically. #estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk #that nail gun is MINE #she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that #excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw. #i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things #give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time #maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it #as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny #shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too #scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually #anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs #have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty

[diapause]

I need to just stop looking at the comments of any ig post on physical disability whether it's positive or otherwise because it is 99% "As someone with Aspergers-" this isn't ABOUT YOU!

#I'm autistic don't come for me #like some things are specific to physical disabilities. why are you giving your pov on someone talking about strangers pushing their chair+ #without permission #'ohhh im neurodivergent so I dont understand why you wouldnt be okay w this and im making that Your problemmm' #fucking learn and fucking shut up #like being autistic or having adhd isnt a free ableism pass that you can use against everyone else #'theyre just trying to help even though they kept going when you told them to stop you should just let people help!' #so you believe disabled people aren't allowed autonomy? oh wait unless they're your Particular brand of disabled #although tbh I think most people who specifically id as haveing aspergers Not autism probably see literally every single #other disabled person in existence as lesser to them lmao

[leslie057]

there is pda thats okay and fine and even sweet and then theres pda that drags filth over the names of all non-single people everywhere

#sometimes its not the touching thats bad its the WORDS #my customers were doing baby talk when i was trying to serve them and it ruined the next ten minutes of my day #i mean also hugging but that didnt bother me #and its VERY hard to gross me out with pda #so like props to them i guess #im not trying to be judgey i just am flabbergasted by the lack of dignity #then again im very guilty of the whole ‘not okay when other people do it but okay when i do it’ mindset #but im not asking my s/o ‘pwetty please’ to let me pay for his $2.25 cortado #being​ hater leslie today 😢 #forgive me #text #random #personal