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glamfellens · 4 months
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just to expand on the benny/harriet vibes bc theyre in my brain and well whats the point of being here if not to inflict my blorbo thoughts on my followers the core of their dynamic is that benny is the ideas guy while harriet is the woman that gets shit done. while he wasnt lucky enough to pull the plan off, benny was still the brains behind the idea of hijacking a securitron to infiltrate mr house's system and lead new vegas to true independence. and i think its important to note that he cares enough about new vegas's independence from the ncr, legion and mr house to pass this plan onto the courier. its clearly bigger than benny placing himself at the top and replacing house
we even hear from tommy torini that while benny doesnt have an ear for music he is good at business. so while benny doesnt always make the best decisions (i.e sleeping with the courier he shot) and there seems to be a lot of fluctuation when it comes to his characterisation (i feel like all roads benny and game benny are two different people??) i dont think he's stupid and his plan could have worked not to paint benny in an entirely ideal light mind you, since this is fallout and benny being benny i imagine he had at least a few less than altruistic motivations behind his plans lol meanwhile for harriet she didn't spend the first part of the game giving too much of a shit about what happens to the mojave. she's ncr herself but her opinion only really went so far as "i wouldn't stick around if the legion took control". harriet starts by helping the ncr out around the mojave because thats her home state and even though she left, she still feels some loyalty. not a lot, but some. but as she gets pulled into the middle of all these escalating tensions by mr house and learns of benny's plan through yes-man she spies an opportunity to play these big players (colonel moore, mr house, caesar) at their own game. they all seem perfectly comfortable using her to their own ends, so harriet decides to do the same in kind. secretly. she helps the people of the mojave out, especially in freeside. harriet comes to care about the independence of the mojave and its people in her own way but ultimately she is moved by the idea of putting herself where mr house is. she wants to be at the top. she figures after spending the last few years roughing it shes owed some luxury and some glamour. after all, she is currently doing all the hard work. (is harriet dazzled by the bright lights and fast living of new vegas? yeah) i dont know what im saying here. i think ultimately harriet's pragmatism compliments benny's idealism and in return his idealism benefits from her more pragmatic approach. new vegas will benefit so long as harriet & benny themselves benefit but i think their individual desires for power, success, safety and comfort often clash i like the idea of them coming together to take charge of new vegas as an imperfect ending because while they are looking forward and not succumbing to old world blues like the ncr or legion, benny and harriet are two big personalities with egos to match and i think some decisions they make are more to their individual benefit rather than that of vegas and the mojave. not that i think vegas becomes a hedonistic pit of manhattans and gambling and dean domino friday night performances. thats definitely there but i think areas like freeside see an improvement that they wouldnt have seen under mr house. the management of the strip becomes a collaborative effort between the chairmen, omertas and white gloves instead of the autocracy mr house had in place.
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cheeky wee playlist for my fic inhaler... cause I said so. send post.
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sp1resong · 7 days
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chonny jash
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emzular · 2 years
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jason vs billy, some thoughts.
tldr: jason wanted to kill eddie in cold blood, vs billy who was only violent because violence and abuse are all he's ever known.
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i'll start by saying that when it comes to 80s tropey high school bullies, jason fits the bill perfectly. he's the jock, the cool rich guy. he's what steve was meant to be in season one. jason is your basic, white, rich school jock bully.
billy's different. he's a metal head and he doesn't conform to the sleepy town aesthetic of hawkins at all. he struts in, double denim, thick boots, curly long hair, rock music blaring loud as fuck. billy hargrove instantly doesn't look like the jock bully stereotype. he's the metalhead outsider, the new kid. but he tries to fit into the jock mould all the same. he plays basketball, he goes to the parties, he flirts with all the women, he fights king steve to be the top dog. because that's how he survives. his dad abuses him, we know that, but if billy has 'friends' and sports and parties and a reputation as the popular guy to uphold, maybe his dad won't end him. so billy plays the bully. and it's easy because he was raised by one. it's easy to play that role.
then again, it's likely easy for jason to play his role too. his dad was probably the popular guy at school, and he grew up rich. well off. of course jason's going to be popular, of course he's going to be a jock. but where billy's trying to fit the mould, jason is the mould. you can see that billy's trying to fit in by the way he practises his smiles, and his lines in the mirror. he's trying to be this perfect image. whereas jason already is.
anyway, jason goes on a rampage across hawkins, starts accusing literal children of satanism and accuses eddie of being a cult leader, all because his girlfriend died. and while that's heartbreaking as fuck for jason, his girlfriend died and he went crazy. jason wanted to kill eddie and the hellfire club. the worst thing in jason's life is that his girlfriend was hanging around with a potential satanist, and he decided he wanted to commit murder.
the worst thing in billy's life? pick one. he's abused by his dad, controlled by his dad, forced to live under his dad's strict rules; and then he's captured by the mind flayer, abused and used and controlled by the mind flayer until billy literally kills himself because it's the only way out. billy never wanted to kill anyone - yes in season 2 he makes comments, says he'll kill them, but he wouldn't. he's a seventeen year old angry hurt boy, and he's lashing out. he wanted to hurt, but that's because he was being hurt. he wanted the easy life he thought king steve had, he wanted the friends that max had, he wanted what everyone else had. but he never wanted to kill anyone, even if he said it. you can see his threats were just an excuse to throw fists (because fists is all he knows, from his father). he never started a witch hunt:
that was jason.
so tell me how the rich, easy life jock boy jason is better than the poor abused and tortured new kid? tell me why billy deserves to be vilified and called the worst villain in the show, when all of his actions stem to the fact that his father beats him up? jason became unhinged so fucking fast, because his perfect life and his perfect girlfriend was taken from him.
jason fought lucas in the end, literally encouraged the witch hunt of a group of kids. he was not going to stop. he did to lucas exactly what billy did in season two. but where jason is somehow "understandable" in his actions because his girlfriend died, billy isn't? billy found his thirteen year old sister in a strangers house with a bunch of boys, one of them being his own age; tell me he's not got a reason to be angry.
and hey: jason wanted eddie to die. he wanted to fight him and to kill him. jason wound up the entire town, and got a bunch of his friends together, convinced them to tag along in his murderous quest. jason was willing to commit murder.
billy never would've taken it that far. he got close, in season 2 with the fight at the end, but he's not a murderer. he didn't go there intending to kill steve, or lucas. he went there (weaponless) to get his kid sister back home. unlike jason, who went to the house in season 4 with the intention to kill.
billy was just looking for his sister, and found steve, an eighteen year old guy, with his thirteen year old sister. of course he fought. but jason? jason went after eddie with the intention to harm.
look at jason and his gang in season 4, vs billy and his in season 3.
jason rounded up a gang, got weapons, and was ready to kill eddie. billy was being mind controlled and abused the entire time. he didn't have any part to play in the villainy of season 3. but jason? in season 4? that was all him.
it reeks of classism, you know? going crazy/bloodthirsty for love vs finding your kid sister in the middle of the night with an adult male is not the same motive: one has privilege, the other does not. and also, jason does what he does by choice. billy never had a choice, he’s abused and mind controlled. jason chose and had the freedom to turn on eddie and to spread hate against him. billy was being told what to do by his father and then the mind flayer. billy was not acting of his own wishes. but jason was.
at the root of jason, is someone willing to kill.
at the root of billy, is someone willing to be killed.
and saying billy is worse than jason, saying billy is worse than someone who wanted to kill someone is saying that anyone who's trauma comes out in a way that isn't deemed "perfect" or "normal" is a villain. anyone who doesn't "fit the mould" of society like jason does, is a monster, and deserves to die.
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baerryjj · 10 months
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Recently came to the realization that Malenia (blade of miquella) is my comfort character and the main reason I genuinely don't stop thinking about her is because I'm always in need of some sort of comfort LMAOOOO
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nezzling · 3 months
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*posts ass*
Anyway I've been experiencing really intense thunderclap migraines every time I smoke green after I went cold turkey on soda, bc really I went cold turkey on caffeine since I was downing like 4 or more cans of Pepsi every day for months, and suddenly nothing but a morning coffee has my body in an uproar. There are too many fucking rules to being alive and staying alive, hate this
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Apparently the two credited script writers aren’t the bigoted type from what I saw of their twitters and one was pretty blatant on queer support. Idk if they’ll still be the same writers on the finished project tho…
Zhao is lucky as hell he looks queer so he doesn’t have the same flavor of ignorance surrounding him. Stereotypes and all that. Despite being heavily femcoded, Baba I’m so sorry… Mine and Majima are too straight looking I guess. And Daigo? Straight too.
cackling at the tail end of this ask not only at zhao being Gay Passing but also the assertion that majima looks straight
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I love every time I get to update my map of how I react to altered states, someday I've gotta make an infographic of it or something
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moomoorare · 2 years
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As of now I'm distancing myself from a lot of people on the dsmp. Haven't even been watching my favs, i just feel. Not good about it
And i don't even care anymore. It's been happening for months now, haven't been watching streams, moving on i think.
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toastsnaffler · 5 months
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my supervisor AND my manager both aren't in today so I'm just practicing shit... im boored
#ive done 2 rounds of free fatty acid titration + gonna do a round of dh spectophotometry this afternoon to mix it up...#i was meant to be working more on emc w my supervisor but cant do it without her here so. we wait#i mean its not that boring i like doing the actual work. but theres just so much waiting inbetween stages#and its not a long enough length of time to go do anything else so i just have to stand around and look busy..#yawwwn. wish i had more to do to distract me from thinking im fighting for my life defending the mental fort against le depression#tis the season innit. its weird bc on some levels im doing far better this year than i have the past few years like im managing it rly well#mainly through heavy control of how im allowing myself to talk + think abt things im trying to nip anything -ve in the bud#prevention is better than having to drag my limp cold body back out of that hole#but also at the same time. there are things im deeply dissatisfied with + cause me a lot of pain to think abt#which im having to shelve bc most of them are beyond my ability to solve. or just take time/alternative environments#and also bc ik that this time of year i dont have the mental tools or energy to dedicate towards solving anything complex#so im just. very detached from how i feel. locking that shit in the back of the freezer until spring. what can u do yknow#at least i have a job to keep me busy and make me too tired to think in the evenings. im surfing this shit fine for now#OKAY five more mins and i can take this stuff out of the incubator and go to lunch woohoo#this rambling is what HAPPENS when i dont have enough to do at work. smfh#.diaries
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maladaptivedaydreamsx · 7 months
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not me sitting here and realizing silvio/rio is basically jonah/luka all over again ....... except i didn't remain on the same team this time 💀
...damn them tags went crazy
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hexados-on-a-string · 8 months
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please PLEASE dont spam my dms. esp if its abt polls that could cause like fandom drama or something of the sort. there were no rules before when it came to dms and asks but this is the one (1) boundary i am now putting in place. its better for me and its also better for u bc i will start lying to get out of an uncomfortable situation like that and i dont think ppl like it when they get lied to. probably. taking a wild guess here.
dont get me wrong i love dms, i love asks even more, i love talking to people, but god bless i have autism i can only handle masking so much and this is supposed to be a safe space for me, i am terrified of fandom drama, do NOT put me in a situation. thank you.
#the person who i kinda want to see this wont actually bc they dont even follow me#we're not mutuals#im still confused about that whole situation#why they came into my dms asking for me to vote on a poll i will never know. i didn't wanna be rude.#id love to be sent more asks and dms and stuff just dont use me for controversial things thank uuuuuu ♥️#love everyone who interacts w me tho. genuinely makes my days every time#even if i dont respond#sometimes i cant come up w something to say but i still appreciate it anyways#just like. yeah. this is where im supposed to go to post my silly bakugan things not to be peer pressured 😭#im also like. terrified of fandoms. i have been in so many fandoms and they have negatively impacted my mental health to insane degrees#ive actually had a few tumblr accounts on here too specifically for bakugan but ive ended up deleting them bc. mental illness innit#not bc anyone's done anything when i had those accounts im just like. scared of ppl. too many ppl and i bolt.#gonna try and stick around this time tho#it is kinda funny how small this fandom is bc i recognise ppl but also i dont. actually. remember my old account names???? whoops#and if i dont remember them then no one else will#i think my old account was like. galaxygambling or something like that. i was like 17 at the time. wild.#now im 21. i can feel my bones withering away as i type. my hair is slowly greying. actually that might just be stress.#when will i stop rambling in the tags? only the goddesses know
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lovphobic · 1 year
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ngl the only lore i consider worth checking is d.va's LMAO its just. so so good and interesting plus i adore mechs so it was like made for me. tho i'm going to explore more of symmetra and lifeweaver's lore so i'll let you know about it! as for the skins i have equipped for ashe... i only use her default one ansdnfng but i have so many d.va skins i use i feel it makes up for it. what are your favorite skins? also i WISH i could play mercy but my support skills are terrible terrible
LMAOOOO fair fair fair... the shooting star cinematic was so good.. id LOVE to know more ab her team (i forgor the name for it.. with overlord and d.mon) honestly
my favorite skins ?!?!? oh my... ok to make it easy ill keep it to just dva and mercy..
for dva i LUV the nano cola skin, cruiser + the cat skins (black and white cat), edm (legendary battle pass) and sleighing. i haveee cruiser + black cat :) the rest i missed bc i only recently got good internet (i suffered the first 7 years we dont talk ab it)
and for mercy i like the pink bcrf skin ofc as well as atlantic all stars, royal gladiator, combat medic ziegler, and dr ziegler, her witch/mage skins, camouflage (archives) and the sugar plum fairy skin! very tragic that out of all of these i only have the witch skin. but to make up for it i have the eidgenossin skin from the summer games! from the lootbox days haha
also!! i like to think im pretty good w mercy! like im definitely not yknow masters level (speaking of i kinda avoid comp) but i feel like i at least Understand a lot of the techs used in masters. actually putting them to use and having an equally competent team is the tricky part (cant heal when im dead ykyk)
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pathetic-dumpling · 2 years
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why does tumblr only accept harassment reports if you're the one being harassed
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lilacadaisy · 2 years
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y’all are stressing about dsmp lore meanwhile im stressing about my online university placement exams we are not the same
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betasquads · 3 months
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MY DEAREST FRIEND, Niko Omilana
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summary: you and Niko became friends quickly when your group got big, and therefore, you collabed with the beta squad. they liked your energy and your friends' energy, and let's say, it wasn't hard for the friendship to form. You and Niko were practically hanging out everyday, and you've always seen him as your friend. That was until fans began shipping you with him, and those thoughts were enough to make you open your eyes and realize he was more than that.
A/N: my first smut ever with one of the beta squad 🤭 IM REALLY WORRIED AS THIS IS REALLY DETAILED. so read at your own risk ! (i have never cringed so much while writing smut)
warnings: really detailed smut
You laugh as you make your way out of the house, "Alright, I think we should definitely go go Nando's for today." You nudge Niko's arms as you walk to his car.
He runs around to open the door for you and you chuckle, it always made you feel that you had a really good friend.
"I can open the door for myself." You narrow your eyes at him.
"I simply know and i simply don't care. If I want to open the door for you, then I'll do it." He shrugs, pointing towards your seat.
You comply and slide in smoothly, and he closes the door, running around to sit in the driver's seat.
"I was thinking of going somewhere else. I'm getting tired of nandos. And you're very well dressed for Nandos, you deserve a higher place than going there." Niko sighs, putting his seat belt on.
You smile at his comment, he was right. You were wearing a tight dress for the occasion, but you did it incase there were paparazzi laying around the area. You always made sure you looked presentable.
"When am I never well dressed? I'm craving for nandos. Those are your favorite. Well besides wagamama, those are your top one. So you can't be actually tired of nandos–" You ramble.
"Fine, fine. Nandos it is." He cuts you off and you grin.
You hum as you scroll through your feed, smiling when you come across the your own post that you had posted yesterday.
Your curious to look at the comments and you view all of them, reading each one by one.
Y/N Y/L/N
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Y/N Y/L/N : always an opportunity to work with these people ❤️ make sure to check the NDL's most recent as Niko did a banger by bringing all the four of us into one video 😮‍💨
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niko: I made it a banger by inviting you
^ Y/N Y/LN: 🥹❤️
^ nikoandy/nsbiggestshipper: SCREAMING
kingkennytv: y/n and niko have a got a friendship like no other , his comment proves it ❤️
^y/n/y/l/nsbae: KENNY SHIPS SECRETLYYYYYY
y/nandnikoshipper: just finished it. THE WAY NIKO IS LOOKING AT HER IN THE ENTIRE VIDEO.
^ yungfilly: agreed innit
^y/nandnikoshipper: FILLY AGREES. ITS CONFIRMED. #Y/NANDNIKOCONFIRMED
^ user3939210: they have to be blind because they SOOO like each other.
ajshabeel: this video is just 30 minutes of niko and y/n flirting 🙏🏾
^ niko: this is just not true
^ niko: your breath stinks man you can't be spitting both bad breath AND lies
^ harrypinero: I was there and I could confirm that it's them flirting 100%
^ chunkz: couldn't even invite me so I could be the judge of that 🤦
Another feed appears and you look at the caption that says, "1 minute of Niko and y/n flirting (from the most recent NDL vid.) *LITERAL.*"
You lower the volume as you watch the subtitles, shifting uncomfortably in your seat.
You bite your lip in focus as you decorate the cake and Niko observes the way you were so focused on winning this. You were stood on your shared workstation, Niko and you both had to share one and both Harry Pinero and Aj were working on one. Kenny was going to be the judge.
Everyone was working individually though.
"Oh that looks horror." He says to piss you off and you push him playfully, a flirty smile on display.
"Oh, you so like it. You just won't admit it. I bet you're jealous aswell." You bat your eyes at him and for a second you catch Niko biting his lip while looking at yours.
"Whatever that makes you feel better, schmuck." He says as his lips ghost over your ears.
You push him at his closeness, "You're a creep."
"Did you eat some of the butter cream from mine?" Niko questions and you shake your head.
"No I didn't." You send a side glance at Niko.
"The white cream on the corner of your mouth says otherwise." He says in a low hushed tone.
you're about to wipe it off with your thumb and that's when he takes your hand and places it down, slowly and gently taking it off himself. His thumb lingers on your bottom lip for too long, in which you didn't notice.
He licks the leftover cream from his thumb, making sure you were looking the entire time. The eye contact was far from innocent, Niko's eyes are hooded and yours are just looking up at him 'innocently'.
"What a gentleman." You mock in his face.
"Always at your service." He says in a low, hushed tone.
"Stop flirting, there's like 10 minutes left." Aj interrupts, sighing deeply in annoyance at how the both of them seemed to have some tension going on, but you being clueless, you didn't mean it as flirting at all.
"Me? Flirting with that thing? Yeah, no. Nice try Aje, but you are trying to set me up." You jokingly say but Niko forces a grin, although it did hurt him.
"Crazy, crazy." Niko mutters under his breath as he shakes his head, the forced grin still on display.
"Gal already broke his heart for they started a ting." Harry remarks and Aj laughs, slapping Harry's arm.
You pout sarcastically and go behind Niko, even though you couldn't see as he's way taller than you, but you poke your head to the side. "I'll make it up to you. Let me help you with this horror. You aren't seriously serving this to Kenny looking like this, are you?" You scold him half–heartedly and he stays silent.
He looked nervous as your body was pushed against his back, but you in your mind, it was nothing more than he thought.
"I don't think this is allowed. George– is this allowed?" Aj argues.
"Yes it is allowed." George says calmly behind the camera.
You send a teasing smile to Aj, turning around and adding your own buttercream to his to cover the mess that he had made.
"You're ruining it–" Niko argues just to piss you off, but you cut him off sharply.
"Shut up. It has never looked better." You bite your lip in concentration, Niko's eyes only fixed on you.
You started scraping the edges to make it look smoother, and tried to make it neat aswell.
"Done." You smile. Before Niko could thank you, the time was already up.
Kenny had tasted all of the cakes except yours, it was time for his judgment.
You were nervous, the fans always rooted for you to win each time you appeared on the NDL channel. It felt like your responsibility, even if it was just a video.
Niko must've noticed it, so he leans towards your ears to whisper, "Don't worry, you're definitely winning. Like always." Niko nudges your shoulder softly, a wide, genuine smile on display.
"You think so?" You questioned, your eyes still fixed on Kenny who was currently judging your cake, pointing out that the cake might've been a little overcooked.
"I know so." He reassures you.
After Kenny had judged every cake, he was now taking the decision, "Alright. I was hesitant on two cakes, but I finally made my decision."
You lean a little closer, and Niko leans towards Kenny aswell. You thought it was because he wanted to hear his name, but secretly he jad wanted for you to win.
"The winner is.... y/n!" You smiled so wide when you heard your name, Niko's smile might've been even wider.
"What the hell is he smiling about? He just lost." Aj remarks loudly.
"They're in love. He wanted her to win. It's so clear, man." Harry says defeatedly, disappointed that he didn't win although his cake looked like it was made out of a horror movie.
"Now that is just not true." You squint your eyes at Harry.
"Told you." His lips ghosts over your ears and you move away, giggling as this spot was ticklish.
And the video was now finished. It began replaying from the beginning.
When you went to the comments, they were just fixated on the both of you. They shipped you, and even pointed out the obvious. The obvious that you thought wasn't even there.
You could feel your mouth go dry. Everyone thought that both you and Niko had common feelings for one another. You always viewed Niko as you friend, nothing more.
You look over at Niko who was focused on his driving, your eyes slowly trailing down to his hands that were tightly holding the wheel and the other holding the stick.
You wondered what his large hands could do– what the fuck. You shouldn't be thinking of him like that. He was your friend. But those hands...
You let out a shaky sigh and shift uncomfortably at the feelings starting to appear out of nowhere. This made you really uncomfortable.
"Something wrong?" His voice was hushed as he asks you, and it almost drove you crazy. How have you never noticed how raspy his voice was?
What the hell was going on?
"No, everything's fine."
He puts a hand over your thighs, and you knew to him, that didn't mean anything, "You sure?" He looks over at you for a second and his eyebrows are furrowed deeply in worry.
Your eyes shift from his face to the hand that was on your thigh, your filthy brain began to make up scenarios. His hands were veiny, large, and overall could get the job.
Your body was already getting hot and weak at one touch on your thigh, you knew you were damned as soon as this man gets on top of you.
You hum in response, not wanting to talk. Otherwise you knew a voice crack would occur.
You could feel your eyelids getting heavier and you shake your head to get out of the trance that you were in.
"Alright we're here." You let out a sigh that you didn't know you were holding. You knew you were thankful as now you were going to be in an open place surrounded by people.
You get out the car, not waiting for another second for him to open it for you.
"What'd I say about you opening your own–"
"Yeah shut up. I'm really hungry and I can't waste a second." You come up with an excuse.
"Crazy. You're always eating real good–" Niko teases and began laughing at your failed attempt of hitting him.
"Oh look– a seat by the window!" He points and you both start running for it.
you make your way first which makes him roll his eyes, "I definitely made you win."
"You always say that. You're a liar." You send a smile towards him.
"Good evening, my name is Arthur, I'll be your waiter for the evening. Any starters? Or we'll get right through with–" He says welcomingly, his eyes only on you.
"Yeah, no starters." Niko says a little too aggressive, like he wanted for the waiter to be aware that he was there.
He nods, but Arthur was too lost in looking at your eyes, "Alright. Do you need time to think about–"
"No." Niko cuts him off sharply.
You send a glare at Niko which only makes him rolls his eyes, "Sorry, he's just in a terrible mood. You know, his girlfriend just broke up with him." You say a bit tad dramatically, sending another glare to give an indication to Niko that he should stop doing whatever he was doing.
You place your head over your hand, "Anyway, we'll get our usual, the Full Platter. Right Niko? Or do you want anything else?" You say, a little worried on why he was acting out.
He nods, not daring to say another word.
"Been there. But there will always be a better replacement." The waiter says as he doesn't look away from you. You could feel your cheeks turning red, a small flirty smile displayed on your face.
Niko swallows and looks down at his hands, not liking where this was going.
"So, any drinks? Or sides?"
"Coke zero. And you?" You raise your eyebrows at Niko who sat opposed you.
"I'll have the same thing." He mumbles.
"Alright. Full Platter and two coke zeros. Coming up in 15 minutes." He smiles politely before going back inside.
Niko sunk in his seat and began fidgeting with his hands, "You didn't have to lie. I never had a girlfriend to begin with." Niko mumbles right after the waiter left.
"Well, I'm not letting anyone take a bad image on you. You're a great person. So stop whatever that is that you're doing." You eye him suspiciously.
The two of you had finally finished eating the main in dead silence, which wasn't really common as the both of you always spoke. "Alright. I'll go to the toilet and I'll be back in just a second so we could leave." You felt the need to say so you could break of the awkward silence.
You go up to the sink, placing your bag on a place specialized for bags. You grabbed a tissue, wiping your lips as it had some grease left from the food, and your lipstick was slightly messed up. You smile as you realize you had the entire toilet for yourself as no one was there.
You hum as you wash your hands, and that's when the deep thoughts began to form. Why the hell was Niko acting like that? Why wasn't he speaking to you the entire time you ate? It was confusing, but you just stayed silent for him as he didn't seem to want that option.
You hear someone enter and lock the door lock which interrupts your deep thoughts. You were about to turn around, a little scared on why someone would lock it, but that's when you hear a familiar voice.
"I didn't like how that waiter was flirting with you." Niko states as he makes his way to the sink, washing his hands. You flinch since it was unexpected that Niko would come aswell.
"You scared me."
You furrow your eyebrows once you repeat the words he had said, "It's time I quit being a loner and have someone for my own. Isn't that great?" You smile widely, as you reapply your lipstick.
"You're not hearing me. I don't like him." He emphasizes, taking tissues and drying his hands.
"And I. don't. care. I didn't ask for your opinion Niko. That's what you've been doing my entire life. Is that you drive every man I meet away from me. You have no control over me."
"Why not?" His question was followed by an angry tone. What was going on? Niko never acted out. He seemed pissed.
"Well I don't know mister, maybe because we're just friends!" You say, and you knew it was far from the truth. It was as if you were trying to convince yourself.
What the hell were you and Niko?
He stayed silent for a few, just looking you up and down, which made you shift uncomfortably.
He finally spoke, "We are far from friends. And we both know that." His voice dropped down a few octaves and you could feel your breath being caught by it.
You chuckle nervously, "What are you talking about?" You furrow your eyebrows as you look at him from the mirror of the bathroom.
His eyes scan your entire body and he goes up to you, both arms extending to the bathroom sink. Your eyes are wide and his are hooded, "I see the way you look at me. And i know that you're aware of how i look at you."
He had you trapped and his body was too close.
"Um– what? I– no that– Niko–" Words spilled from your mouth when you weren't aware of what you even wanted to say.
Your chest was moving rapidly from your deep breaths, "Niko?" You turn around, Niko still having both of his arms locking you on both sides.
Ah, now you had gotten the message.
"Are you jealous?" You squinted your eyes at him, the bottom of your stomach twisted with something similar to excitement and mostly, you felt nervous now that you had said it out loud.
"What if I am?" He replied almost too boldly, his eyes hooded. You swallowed, your eyes widening.
He was waiting for you to make the next move. Your eyes shifted from his own eyes to his lips. He did the same, and he dampened his lips and pursues them against each other.
You just wanted one taste. That's all. It won't ruin the friendship, would it?
Both your hands reach to cup his face, bringing his lips to yours. It was one long peck and you disconnected right away. But it didn't seem enough. One taste wasn't enough.
You enjoyed it, you craved it even though it had lasted for 5 seconds. And so did he. His eyes are wide and so was yours and the both of you just knew it.
Youn both needed each other, so fucking bad.
He pushed you up against the wall with some force, letting his hand slip up the bottom of your dress and grab onto your ass with a hard squeeze.
The chill from his cold hands prickled through your entire body, eliciting a breathy moan from your lips. Then his hands slipped upwards, roaming over your hips and waist before climbing up the stretch of bare skin at your back.
You never thought Nikolas Omilana would be craving you. The way his eyes were trying to memorize each part of your curve, it made him look like a hungry man, waiting to feed on its prey. And that made your spine shiver.
You felt the delicate work of his fingers undoing the knot at the back of your neck which fastened your dress. Once it was undone, he helped guide the dress to the floor, letting the smooth satin fabric skim over your skin on the way down.
Then all you were left standing in was a pair of red lacy underwear, and your stilettos, in exactly the same shade of red.
His hands slipped over your body once more, but this time there was no barrier between his skin and yours. His velvety touch travelled over over hips and stomach, before reaching your breasts and stopping momentarily to give them a hungry squeeze.
"y/n," He breathed, surprised, eyes still fixed on your body. "This feels so wrong." He remarks, although he knew damn well he was waiting for this moment, for too long.
Your answer was only a giggle, as you pulled him back into your body, and connected both of your lips in a passionate kiss. Your breasts pushed firmly against his bare chest, and his hands had now slipped into your hair, using his fingers as a vice to keep your head close and your lips intertwined with his.
"It does feel wrong," You pause for a second.
";but thats what makes it feel so right." You say against his lips. He whines at your sentence.
With a quick burst of strength, you flipped your positions so Niko was the one pushed up against the wall. A short grunt fell through his lips as his back slammed into the drywall.
You pulled back from the kiss grinning, finally getting a proper look at his face for the first time. You couldn't help but chuckle as you noticed the smears of red lipstick all over his mouth. His chest is moving rapidly and his mouth is slightly opened in awe, studying every part of your features.
"You've got red lipstick all over your face." You giggled, using your fingers to wipe some of it away.
"Mmm." He mumbled, seizing hold of your waist, and looking deep into your eyes. "You wanna get it all over somewhere else?" He says as he lazily kisses your earlobe, biting it playfully. You instinctively lean backwards, he must've know that you were sensitive in that particular place.
Biting into your lip while his words repeated in your head, You let your hand trail up the inseam of his pants, until you finally reached his crotch. His erection was pushed up against the fabric, hardening even more as your hand skimmed over it. "Mmm hmm." You hummed. "I do."
He hums, pleased at your hand placements. "Perfect." He whispered.
"You locked the door, right?"
He nods eagerly in response.
Then with no warning he scooped you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and carrying you towards the sink.
As soon as you were on the sink, you kicked your heels over the edge and Niko stripped off his pants, leaving him only in boxers, which were now stretched considerably by his stiffened length. He kept his eyes trained on you, and you kept your eyes fixed below his waist. It was hard not to look at it.
As he drew closer to your body, his height made him have an advantage, and you felt weak just by looking up at him the more you knelt down for him. Your eyes met in one of the most intense gazes you'd ever experienced, and you could've sworn you saw his pupils expand, growing into huge black holes.
You swirled your tongue around his tip, keeping your eyes fixed on his. As your tongue circled him, he sputtered out a desperate moan, tilting his head back in pleasure. Mid-moan you pulled away again, letting your dampened lips twitch into a small grin.
"Say please." You demand.
He ground his teeth together, locking his eyes onto you. You flicked your tongue over your lips. He groaned inwardly.
"P-Please." He stuttered politely, his eyes almost closed and desperate.
A satisfied smirk took residence on your lips, but it only lasted a second. Then your head dipped forward, and you took him into your mouth. You felt his grip on your hair pull tighter as you pushed him deep inside of you, allowing him to brush the back of your throat. Then with each inward motion, you took him in a little further, letting him moan a little louder.
Your motions got quicker and wetter, and you found yourself enjoying the growing tension on youe scalp from where Niko was tugging your hair.
He must've noticed, because his eyes were filled with worry for a second, "I'm sorry if im hurting you–"
You shake your head and send him a lustful look to indicate that you were enjoying every moment of this.
But what you enjoyed most of all was the sounds that fell through his lips. God, they made you tingle. Each one loud and desperate. A gorgeous little product of his pleasure.
"y/n, oh God. Oh my– oh." He blurted through a moan, as you finally managed to take a good amount of his length. "You're so good. So, so good. Oh, God."
You look up at him to find him trying to hold the noises, which made you tut in disapproval. Your tut made a vibration against his tip, which makes him let out the moan he desperately tried to hold.
You rub his sensitive inner thigh, "Make more noises for me, baby. Don't hold back, let them out for me." You reassure him.
Your tone with your delicate touch made him whimper, and slowly he releases his bottom lip and began comfortably moaning as loud as possible, just for you.
"Mmmmm, y/n," He says as he grunts, feeling his entire body heating up at the pleasure building inside his lower belly.
Now he was just sputtering words that made no sense, which brought great pleasure to you. He was so lost for words at your work.
"Oh, oh. God, oh God. y/n, I'm so close."
You only managed to go all the way down once more before he released a deep grunt and pulled your head back.
"I wanna finish with you." He says through a breath of moans, tilting your chin upwards so your eyes connected.
Then before you had time to move, he somehow managed to grab you and flip you over, so you were bent over the sink, you could watch every movement Niko made from the mirror.
Then you felt his fingers curl into the waistband of your underwear and slowly tug them downwards. A second later you felt the tip of his dick sliding through the dampness in between your legs, teasing you gently. You dug your teeth into your lower lip to stifle a moan.
He looks at you to get his approval, and once you nodded, in one swift movement he pushed inside of you, causing a sharp burst of pleasure to ripple below your stomach. You couldn't stifle the moan, it came out loud and needy. And there was many more to follow, as each slam of his hips sent a jolt of overwhelming pleasure to course through your body.
His fingers pressed deep into the skin on your hips, helping pull you into him as he thrust hard inside of you, making each movement into a pleasure filled collision. And with each one, you felt yourself edging a little closer to your finish. You didn't know how he did it, but somehow, he hit the perfect spot every single time. It was like his body was made for you.
The mixed sounds of the both of you made echoed in the bathroom sent an unknown amount of pleasure to your stomach.
What made your body feel like it was hot, was the loud noises Niko sputters out. It made you feel like you wanted to listen to this everyday.
With a few more twists of his hips, you felt your nerve endings begin to electrify, the pleasure inside of you now growing so intense that it was unbearable. Then with one more drive of his hips, the tension inside of you released in a perfect burst, eliciting a moan which was broken through desperate breaths.
"You did so good." You hear Niko purr from behind you.
"Your turn." You whispered against his earlobe, which made his breath catch.
Catching your breath again, he groaned with pleasure, gripping onto your waist as pleasure began bubbling inside his lower stomach.
You dragged your thumb slowly down his lower lip, staring right into his brown lustrous eyes.
You make sure to put in effort to help him finish as you moved all the way from his tip to his base. His grip on your waist grew firmer, and his moans grew more frequent. You couldn't help but admire the way his face twitched with pleasure whenever you pushed your hips up. It was like his body couldn't find a way to cope with the feeling that was coursing through him. And you took great satisfaction in that.
With every motion your thighs began to burn more intensely, but you relished in the pain, knowing he was drawing closer to finishing. You could see it in his face. In the way he bit into his lip so hard you thought he might draw blood. Then finally, you heard a deep grunt push through his lips.
Your hips slowed into nothing, and his grip on you loosened. His chest heaved with deep and frantic breaths, and his brow prickled with beads of sweat. For quite a while, the only sound in the room was the rasps of his breaths.
He couldn't even talk.
Both you and Niko sung out one of his favorite song like there was no tomorrow, laughter, flirting, and touching was involved the entire night.
He had stopped infront of your house, getting outside the car with you to make sure you went inside safely.
"Before you go, I have one question." He was nervous, shifting from side to side.
You smile so widely. You had waited for him to ask this question the entire ride home. "What is it, Omilana?"
"Can i be your boyfriend?" His voice cracks slightly as he spoke.
You squint your eyes, like you were in deep thought. "No, bye." You shrug and turn around, which makes his heart sink for a second.
You began laughing, "Of course, dumbass. C'mere." You whisper the last words and pull him to an unexpected kiss.
His eyes widen and closes immediately, enjoying the way his soft lips were pressed against yours. This kiss wasn't filled with any lust, but filled with innocence.
You felt him smile in the kiss, which caused your lips to twitch into a wide smile aswell.
"You're an idiot, do you know that?" He says against your lips.
You give him a few pecks before you responded, "And you're even more idiotic."
"I think that shows how we're fit for each other." He says in-between kissing. You giggle against his lips, about to say something that was on your mind.
He must've known it, because he was the first one to speak, "Shut up and let me kiss you."
You couldn't stop smiling, he was everything you've been looking for.
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