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unstable-and-gay · 15 days

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we need to talk about the pale heart weapons right fucking now. why is elsie there

#im going insane ok #everyone else has a connection to cayde except her #zavala ikora clovis(?) and maya sundaresh/lakshmi #and then the had cannon has elsie and like why???? cayde never knew her personally no?????#dont have time to make a big post rn but will do it soon #destiny 2 #cayde 6 #bungie #the final shape

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skoulsons · 8 months

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Baylan and Shin’s parting

The scene that has upset (me) or confused (also me) most people. A chunk of people, who I respectfully disagree with, have said that Baylan is “abandoning” Shin. While I agree she definitely feels abandoned, I do not believe that is or ever would be Baylan’s intention. I just don’t think it works.

There’s an obvious amount of care (love, you could say) in their relationship. They’re not your typical competitive Sith master / apprentice relationship or Jedi master / padawan where feelings like that were repressed. They’re not mercenaries who were put together for a job or purely for the selfish gain of power. Shin has been under his wing as his padawan, borderline his child, for a long time.

He’s very protective of her as we see most notably in episode 4 when he ‘kills’ Ahsoka because she threw Shin into a rock. That sort of protection that drives you to kill someone (I don’t believe his original intention was to kill her—it was that that set him off) doesn’t come from a lack of love or lack of a relationship.

Their first scene on Peridea is another to consider. They’re comfortable, open, and vulnerable. Shin’s tone when she says “I know no such stories (shoutout to the person who made that post about Baylan telling Shin stories about the Jedi when she was younger. i still think about you)” is a sarcastic tone, almost teasing. They both comfortably smile and are way more relaxed being around just each other. Shin asks him questions without fear and Baylan answers without hesitation.

So, no, I don’t believe he’s abandoning her.

Now, nothing is known for sure. What exactly does he hear? What exactly does he see? What vision does he have?

Hopefully we get that answer, but my (and maybe most of you) bigger concern is why part from Shin for a wasteland and some power (yes yes we know he wants the ‘beginning’ but that’s still kinda VAGUE)?

Again, don’t know the truth, just throwing out ideas. i cant wait to be wrong on every front and be completely humbled tuesday night lolol

For one, he’s sensed and understood her questions and doubts and is actually considering them. He’s recognizing “OK, she doesn’t see all that I do”. He isn’t saying “Nope, I’m forcing you to join me in this”. He’d be a jackass if he did that. Since he seems pretty sold on staying on Peridea for… whatever it is he believes is there, he’s letting her go so she can, in turn, find her footing and take her place in the coming empire. Yes, he doesn’t know if that’s even what she wants, but Shin hasn’t exactly told him what she would want. All she’s mentioned (I think) was about leaving Peridea since Thrawn is desperate to leave as well.

Either way, he’s considering her and letting her go her own way instead of forcing her into a future with him that she obviously isn’t interested in.

Two, Baylan actually knows a lot more than he’s letting on and sees something that is… dangerous. Something he doesn’t want Shin exposed to. Something he knows is dangerous and he’s trying to keep her from (so she doesn’t suffer the same fate as his last padawan—if it’s true, of course). This one seems more selfish than some other thoughts. It can even fit other fandoms—he’ll go into it guns blazing for himself despite its dangers, but not her.

Three, which is just a bit of a vaguer, rephrased Two, he can’t / doesn’t want to lose another padawan if he can help it.

“Oh, then why’d she even follow him to Peridea? Why’d Baylan even let her come if he was going to abandon her anyway?”

He’s her master. Of course she’s going to follow him. It’s the guy she’s known longer than anyone else in her life. Her master, her father figure. Why wouldn’t she follow him? Why wouldn’t she stick it out for him? And, again, don’t believe at all that it’s abandonment or even something that was planned. It seemed very spur of the moment—like an off screen decision being made in Baylan’s head. Parting from her wasn’t something on his bucket list he was waiting to check off.

Fourth, the “ambition” that Baylan said was driving Shin is her willingness (not the word im looking for please read my mind) to embrace the dark side compared to himself. If he truly wants to bring an end to the Jedi v Empire back-and-forth, he’ll stay more Gray. So, he parts from her to give her that freedom. It’s the thing that drives them apart.

There’s even more ways to try and understand why, im sure. These are just word vomits and nothing to be taken as truth.

While I don’t at all believe Baylan’s intention was to abandon her, leave her for dead, etc, I definitely agree that Shin does feel abandoned.

Was the decision easy for Baylan? Highly doubt it. I don’t think he would watch her go, take a deep breath in, and roll his shoulders if it was easy. I don’t think he’d look around after Ahsoka stole his howler and debate going back for her if it was an easy decision. I don’t think he’d wait on the hill to keep watch and protect from a distance if he didn’t care.

I think one thing is for sure. Baylan thinks he’s doing what’s best when it’s really not. Shin looked like a kicked dog when Ahsoka offered to help—and whether that’s because she was reminded of 30 minutes prior on the hill beside him, or 15 years prior when Baylan stood above her and offered his help that started them on their journey (yari put this thought in my noggin), it hurts all the same.

I just hope the finale clears something up

#coherency? don’t know her #I am expecting his death #and it’s killing me #also #meant to mention #I do agree that the parting is abrupt #shin is very caught off guard by it #hence her reaction of course of ‘you won’t help?’#and then baylans explanation #but also #if he were to preface and be like ‘hey listen’ and then go on a spiel #they’d never make it to Sabine and Ezra and they were their goal so #I don’t know #I WANT CLEAR ANSWERS #NOT RANDOM THEORIES THAT CIRCLE AROUND EVERY FIVE MINUTES IN MY BRAIN THAT I CANT LAND ON #im going insane ok #ahsoka tv #baylan skoll #shin hati

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crowbarrd · 1 year

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JUST SOME THINGS I NOTICED WHILE WATCHING THE OUTRO

The fishes... one of them is black and the other is orange... just like ??? 🤨🤨🤨

MIRI HAS MATCHING HOODIES WITH KAZUKI (ALSO THAT HUGE CAT PLUSH AAAAAA)

+ bonus

KAZUKI WITH HIS HAIR BACK ?? SMUG KAZUKI ??? WITH BIG SHARK (rei is so baby here....)

#buddy daddies #screams #im going insane ok #ep 11 goT ME MESSED UP #IN A GOOD WAY ??? BAD WAY ????? CONFLICTED WAY ???????#slams my head into the table #sorry for the slightly ass screenshots AAHBSHAHA

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empty-dream · 8 months

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One of things I like about Link Click is that it is quick to establish the rule of the game and show the consequences of violating it. It's basically "Don't change the past or the future will go crazy." The protagonist breaks it as fast as in S1E1 and that is also when the consequence is shown.

So the last three lines of Season 2 may also imply that all the bad things happening in the show may not simply be fate or random coincidence, but the result of Lu Guang saving Cheng Xiaoshi from death. For all we know at this moment, the "beginning" that Lu Guang talks about might be any point in time. It might even be before the story started. Just like Cheng Xiaoshi saving Emma results in her getting murdered, Lu Guang saving him will fuck up something if not everything in the future.

#link click #link click season 2 #link click spoilers #random saying #im going INSANE ok

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emperornero · 2 years

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I HATE THE FROG VIDEO AD IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK IN A FUCKING TIME LOOP AND THE GONCHAROV POSTS ARENT HELPING

#IM GOING INSANE OK #TAG THESE WITH U/NREALITY OR SOMWTHING GODDD

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aeon-uriel · 1 month

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2.2 im begging on my knees

#they make me go insane frfr #happy endings are great but whatever they have is funnier ass cope #yes im not ok #ratiorine #aventio #hsr aventurine #hsr dr ratio #dr ratio #aventurine honkai star rail #aventurine #dr ratio x aventurine

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zanukavat · 8 months

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secret keeper

#bro I have been hit with the INSPIRATION BEAM im gonna die its 2am #life series #secret life #secret life smp #grian #mcyt #traffic series #life series fanart #secret life fanart #traffic life #traffic smp #secret life spoilers #life series spoilers #life series smp #my art #also hi sorry to all the half life folks following me now I just have to go insane for a lil bit here ok? ok love youu

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dapper-lil-arts · 5 months

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uh oh!!!!

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rapidhighway · 7 months

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trying to show you the absolute cinema i had the pleasure of watching in tonights dream. We could’ve had it all

#scenes with sonic tails and the girl were like older animation and knuckles reminded me more of princess and the frog kinda?#it was much cleaner #im going to try to replicate some of the frames i remember #because im insane #this girl is my oc now i think shes mine i love her #but there were so many cool little characters there just you wait ill draw them #no idea what the actual plot was about except that the master emerald shattered lmao #ok byeee #sonic au #i guess #it was just a dream xd #art #sonic fanart #digital art #sonic the hedgehog

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konigsblog · 7 months

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we all know könig has a big dick... but HOW big are we talking?

how girthy? how veiny? how long? how heavy? what colour is the tip? heavy balls? is he hairy? is he musky? uncut or cut? how easily does he cum? how often does he wake up with an erection/morning wood?

honestly, 10.4in and very girthy. a few veins on his shaft, not touch. very, VERY heavy when you're holding him. the tip is #bf9999, and the base is #d1b6a5. somewhat heavy balls, and they're pretty hairy and untamed. SO MUSKY, it's unbelievable. uncut. pretty easily, it doesn't take a lot when it comes to you. he wakes up with an erection pretty often.

answer these questions in the comments or reposts if you wish 😵‍💫

#ok im going insane #konig #könig #konig cod #könig cod #könig mw #könig mw2 #konig mw #könig dick #konig dick #könig call of duty #konig call of duty #orla speaks #call of duty modern warfare #modern warefare ii

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italiantea · 2 months

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soft and neat

#dan and phil crafts #dan and phil #decided to go to bed before watching the video. absolutely insane way to start the day #took a nap and it gave me strange and vivid nightmares about demons. still think its funny tho 10/10 #my art #this is so gonna come out of left field for my followers lmao #posts this with no context. doesnt elaborate. leaves #edit: ok i lied im elaborating. im not a phan account guys if you follow you will b sorely disappointed #im probably never going to post about it again ive just been lurking for 10 years. you know how it is

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mechanicalinfection · 9 months

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He gets a little quirky at night.

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starmaker-astral · 2 days

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Can we stop for 2 minutes and love how (one of) the first Good Omens fanfiction EVER on Ao3 is about Crowley and Aziraphale getting DRUNK and trash-talking about GOD 💀

I heard that a fanfiction from 1993 (1993!!!) exists somewhere in the dark areas of the internet.

(wdym the first person ever who wrote a aziracrow fanfiction is probably 60 now ??)

#I cant with this fandom #our lot never ceases to impress me.#even before the tv show can we talk about how CRAZY this is ??#I mean ok sure good omens was famous back then but... WOW ??????#just wow #i love you guys #aziraphale #good omens #crowley #aziracrow #gomens #ineffable husbands #ineffable idiots #im going insane #good omens fanfic

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dizzybizz · 4 months

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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and #oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck #theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O #my art #i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth #oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really #i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in #2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help

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mourninglamby · 6 months

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dsmp lore is not unlike the opera. long as fuck and makes you angry 80% of the time only for that remaining 20% to drop a 2 minute dialogue exchange that can simulate nicotine shakes. one moment youre wondering if you should take barbiturates the next its a 7.0 motherquake on the cunter scale. many such cases !

#ok im gonna try to escape the internet for a bit #im going insane kind of !#dsmp #cw dsmp

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gayspock · 1 year

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i love it when a tv show has lows that are so low you're so ashamed to ever show it to anyone ever but then highs that melt your brain a bit, like, "good fucking god, this is genuinely such an astounding piece of craftmanship... my perception of the medium, and perhaps of myself, has been challenged/changed in 40 minutes" but you cant even express that to ppl without feeling like youre fucking deranged bc my god the lows .....

#Egg.txt #sorry i saw gar watched Hush recently and like #my god thats such a good episode of television . like sincerely fucking solid. like damn man.#and theres other eps of buffy i'd rank among that i.e a certain s5 episode that just still gives me chills to think about #but this also goes for trek + doctor who + farscape + and any and every lame little campy show out there #that just needs to fuck your head wide open sometimes #maybe that why i have enjoyed bsg but i havent like fucking Melded with it yet because its highs and its lows are both there but it doesnt #ever touch the extremes of either #i need something so so bad and so so good at once that makes mefeel like im insane #god i might go rewatch some tos soon #but yeah ok abt bsg maybe its alsojust #laccking a sincerity to it sometimes #and not just in how its a darker/grittier #but just in general i feel like .........hm. idk..#let me ponder

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