#im going fucking mental

[milktian]

MIQUELLA DLC JUST DROPPED IM GOING INSANR RN

#elden ring #elden ring shadow of the erdtree #elden ring dlc #milk plays elden ring #im going fucking mental #like im screaming in my irl friends dms rn #WHSHKDJDOLWPS

[gaytoru]

new ronance COLLECTION recommendation

read here.

the bio?

friends to lovers

lovers to exes

exes to.. (?) (CONTINUED)

#stranger things #robin buckley #nancy wheeler #ronance #friends to lovers #lovers to strangers #strangers to.. #(?) #Y’all this fic got me fucked up #it’s so good #ITS SO GOOD #IM GOING FUCKING MENTAL #I MIGHT BE ADMITTED??? 😭 #10/10 #PLEASE READ

[miss-americanpie]

I finally got mk1 yay! But also:

IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF FIGHTING SHAO LIKE OMFG, DOES UR BITCH ASS NOT UNDERSTAND YOUR GANNA LOSE??? YOU LOST TO LIKE 3 EARTHREALMERS & A FUCKING LIZARD LIKE STAND DOWN BIG BITCH, NOBODY IN THIS SITUATION IS GANNA CALL YOU WEAK FOR MAKING SHANG TSUNG FIGHT IN UR PLACE OR SMTH JUST STOP GETTING IN THE FUCKING RING, DEAR GOD-

#babydolls<3 #mortal kombat #general shao #im not having a good time #fuck him #mk1 #im going fucking mental #please end my suffering #mwah <3

[ahsgirlblogger]

#coquette #girlblogging #girlblogger #just girly things #natalie portman #im just a girl #lana del rey #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl #girlrotting #im literally going insane #literally me #lizzy grant #the feminine urge #mentally tired #mentally fucked #pink coquette #coquettecore #coquette aesthetic #girlcore #girl interrupted syndrome #this is what makes us girls #hyper feminine #femcel #femcore #female hysteria #female manipulator #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #me when

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!" #to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid'' #like..... gets me #yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai #and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that. #you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time. #dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem. #these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly. #they arent meant to be fun and exciting. #OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off. #but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X #dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was. #i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill. #the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT. #like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU #for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...

[ccorinthian]

fuck you ageism fuck you life ending at 30 fuck you makeup industry forcing us to feel bad about a natural process fuck you hustle culture fuck you instagram fuck you youtube fuck you glorification and deification of youth fuck you who make people feel bad for not having "achieved anything" in their 20s fuck you people who peaked in high school and try to drag everybody down by insisting it's all downhill after 19

#im not dedicating hours and days and weeks of my 20s of hard work on my mental health to cope w shit i went through #for some bitches on websites to tell me ill shrivel up and die when i hit 30 unless my life is perfect by then #youre not dragging me down to that mindset and i wont let your doom and gloom about turning older make me feel like shit !! #some of us have to rebuild ourselves from ground up and that shit takes time and thats FINE and if you think otherwise fuck off honestly #ageism is such a disgustingly overlooked aspect thats so ingrained in our culture and you need to recognise it #or you'll just feel worse and worse about yourself with every passing day bc guess what baby you cant go back!! #SICK of the negativity surrounding age on this website get yourself the fuck together honestly

[thedeerestdoll]

literally everyday

#girlblogger #girlblog #girlblogging #im just a girl #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood is a spectrum #girlhood #tumblr girls #femcel #female hysteria #female rage #coquette #bambi beauty #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #model chic #waif core #waif chic #waifspo #waif #im mentally ill #im going insane #mentally fucked #taylor hill #this is what makes us girls

[blueskittlesart]

everyone look at this fish i had to draw for my illustration class. for a grade. i am going to get a good grade in therapy salmon, something which is both normal to w

#just did the calculation and this class costs me 8k a semester. btw. money well spent #new york times hire me to do your spot illustrations since i am clearly so fucking good at it. god i hate editorial assigments #skribbles #the worst part is i KNOW im going to go into crit and people r going to be like umm therapy salmon doesnt really fit the vibe of the articl #OK SHUT THE FUCK UP. MAYBE I LIKE DRAWING FISH HAVING MENTAL BREAKDOWNS. HUH. DID YOU EVER THINK OF THAT

[slugcatt]

You know what.

Fuck it. Im saying it. It's probably been said before but i dont care

A concerning amount of rain world fans hate mentally ill people and characters.

The way Five Pebbles gets written off as a "bad guy" so much just shows.

What he did isnt murder. Murder would imply it was premeditated. Murder would imply it was malicious. It was not malicious, it was not premeditated, it was not murder. Moon was not murdered.

It did get better with Downpour but still. FP should not be on the villians wiki. Especially when the categories the page is in are these

#there. I said it. I see this too much #Even pre-downpour he was written to be mentally ill #DP just expanded it #im not trying to justify what FP did. Obviously killing your own sibling is fucked up #but it just angers me when i see this #and im not even gonna touch on the whole 'FP is a child.' #all i have to say about THAT is being immature ≠ child. #rain world #rain world downpour #rw dp #rain world dp #rw downpour #five pebbles rain world #five pebbles rw #rw five pebbles #rain world five pebbles #five pebbles #(god that is too many tags im not doing that again.) #sorry i just needed to go on a rant because this is WAY too common #[public broadcast]

[astrowarr]

can we SLOW DOWN. POPPIES AND LILACS? LAST LIFE COLOR PALETTE? GRAY STREAK IN HAIR? just hold on. just wait WAIT HOLD

#namemc spoilers #oh im going to be FUCKED. UP. ON FRIDAY HUH. #i don't even have the mental capacity to write something poetic rn #gonna VOMIT I HATE HIM FOR THIS #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #secret life spoilers #trafficblr #secret life #ian yammers

[la1npilledg1rl]

I’m so tired…

#girl interrupted #bpd #femcel #borderline personality disorder #bpd girl #coquette #female manipulator #manic pixie dream girl #lana del rey #female rage #crazy girl #im slowly going insane #im insane #im not mentally stable #mental health relapse #mentally unhinged #mental ill health #mentally fucked #going crazy #girlhood #tumblr girls #female insanity #girl hysteria #female hysteria #divine female #feminine urge #female experience

[molekularinspektor]

#hello #this is sick sorry for my absence i did see it i was there when it dropped im going yo post a bunch of shit about it and then log back off #succession #tomgreg #im not gonna get started on dissecting this btw i cant i cant do it mentally right now #he fucked his brains out he is brainless

[ritasanderson]

grandpa i read your notes and my only conclusion is

#warframe #warframe drifter #albrecht entrati #loid entrati #my art #albrecht imma be real with you youre not okay mentally but its ok im going to fucking fix you #you will be happy with your husband and daughter . thats a threat

[inkskinned]

something bad happened to you, and you died, and you came back wrong.

not wrong all the way. the little ways. you forget important dates, stopped going out with friends. it's harder to make you smile. you're apathetic towards things you used to love, afraid of places you used to go to cheer up. quieter. flinching. different.

you came back for love. you're still here for love. what pulled you back was a brightness so loud that even death couldn't outshout it. death heard the call and smiled at you and said okay. go home. somebody is waiting for you.

but you came back different. like lot's wife; you've turned into salt. you used to chirp through life in hops and skips; but now you lose skin just standing up. you have to move slower, skimming across this world without-touching-it. most things feel dull - until they're suddenly all-too-much. life, and being alive just rushes up and over you and you get hopelessly crushed.

you try to explain it to them: it is ugly, but this is what you are, now. the huge golden hoop of your halo now a little bronze ring. you are still watering your plants and wearing the same clothes. after all, you worked hard to come home. this life; so odd and off-color, now that you are wrong.

but they waited for you - it's just that they wanted the "you" that happened before this. the "you" that could sing in the show and hug people tight and look at a blade without breaking down to cry. the you with a smile in pictures. god, holyshit, it's like looking at a completely different person, isn't it. that other-you; the one they actually wanted.

you are the consolation prize. you are the body that forgot the ghost. you are the memory of the bad thing, and the death after; like you are wearing that memory as a banner. you are a fragment, an assembly. simulacrum. you don't make eye contact in mirrors, afraid the light will glance off and your true nature will flash back at you.

you hear them talk about it in their hushed, desperate whispers. sometimes they even admit it to your face; harsh and violent, acid thrown at christmas dinner. god, can you just fucking be normal again. you do not remember what normal is. you had to climb so far to get back here; you are far too exhausted. you want to open the glass door of your heart and show all the gears. can you help resolve whatever got messed up?

you try so, so hard. you came back for them. because you believed they would love you, even when you were so horribly broken. because you believed they would be patient. because you believed unconditional meant "without exception." you cannot do things the same way. you just get tired too quickly these days.

you want to put them on a couch and pour them the tea with hands that shake more than they remember. you want to line them up and draw them a map of where you have had to wander. you want to show every bruise in a backsplash; the little helpless ant of your soul carrying all that weight, over and over. you want to say: yes! it is different! but i did it for love!

you want to say: "i'm not the same, but i'm yours and i'm here. can that be enough?"

#this is very obviously about my battle with #ptsd #but i think it's also like a pretty apt metaphor for a lot of things like setting boundaries or going to therapy or choosing recovery #i was thinking about the 'comes back wrong' trope and i was like. oh no i have feelings about this bc i have mental illness #and once i stopped masking - i was WRONG. i was different #here's the good news: i am now INNUNDATED with love. fucking swimming in it. excelling at it. the people who stayed #learned my new self. my new different body and how i am different but i am trying. they have held me so tightly #and my life no longer feels quiet. it is not based in my suffering. it feels like i have been growing a tree in my chest #and now it is flowering. #it is so lovely to be surrounded by people who have said - oh! you cut off so many branches i was worried you weren't the same. but now... #... this is just a new you. and i love you. and i love that you're different and happy. #(but yeah also im nb so i was absolutely influenced by Trans things)

[cosmileech]

Mental health matters if you hate your mom or if you cry sometimes or if you can't get out of bed but it doesn't if you have actual mental illness.

Mental health matters until your a paraphile or hyper sexual person who cries every night out of self hatred and fear of your intrusive thoughts of doing horrible things for pleasure, mental health matters until you relapse because your scars are fading and the idea that surface cuts isn't enough is engrained into your mind, mental health matters until you call your best friend sobbing and asking if they hate you for no reason other then that they texted different then normal or the weathers just fucking cold.

Mental health matters until your problematic, until your an alcoholic who can't stop, until you want to be groomed to feel wanted, until you sleep for days and cut off everyone. Then your a narcissist, then your an abuser, then your not allowed into the public eye because how dare you fucking exist. How dare you have the audacity to be a degenerate infront of a council of strangers.

#totally not a vent #paraphilia #anti contact #mental health #mental health fucking matters #im ok btw judt going through stuff lol

[thedeerestdoll]

#girlblogger #girlblog #girlhood #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #tumblr girls #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #just girly thoughts #this is a girlblog #femcel #female hysteria #female rage #waif core #waif chic #waifspo #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #im going insane #i am slowly going insane #girlhood is a spectrum #girlhood is godhood