#im emo tonight about it

[wander-wren]

so, this is nice to see. like. sometimes it just feels like i’m not accomplishing anything, right

my ao3 wordcount for 2022, as of today:

that doesn’t include at least 120k of original stuff, if somewhat sleep-deprived memory serves. that doesn’t count the 20k oneshot rotting while i put off finishing the last scene, or the 60k fic that’s just getting started. it doesn’t include ideas i started and pushed aside halfway through.

i hate to risk sounding like i’m bragging but damn. it’s not a lot. it’s not anything, to most people, especially being that it’s free labor.

but that’s half a million words there, easy, and i know all of them are good. i have faith in my competence.

whatever else comes out of this year, i did that much. and i know wren from last november wouldn’t have dreamed of a 500k year, let alone a 500k year i wasn’t even trying to pull. the only person i ever have to impress is my former self, right?

#bird noises #im emo tonight about it #fanfiction #objectively my writing journey is kind of bonkers insane from 2019-now #tried nano for the first time in 2019. super intimidated and stressed. hit 48k #skipped april camp #did 30k for july camp (swiftpaw’s chance baby!) #fuckin. stumbled into the overachievers forum in october #told myself i would set three tiered goals of 50k/75k/100k #but i knew day 1 i was lying to myself #hit 100k nano 2020 #accidentally prepped so hard for april camp i wrote 60k in march and collapsed #i donttttt remember july i think i skipped it #came back nano 2021. 125k. started a week early too #130k novel in five weeks and some other work i did in the last couple days of nov #i felt fucking feral for that one #i never properly counted last april but it was somewhere high. 80k? #again #dont remember july’s final number but i do think it came out similar to april #i stopped tracking my words this year sooo #and i donttttt think i got to 100k this month but i just started college i gotta cut myself slack #DEFINITELY over 50k but ill do a final count in the morning #we’ll see

[basketobread]

this is lunara to me if yuo even care……

#what a joyous little creature so full of whimsy!!! #im emo about my girl tonight i love her so much #lunara you will always be my number one #*pushes lotus and warlock into a fire* #my pookie my cutie #lunara posting #bob talks

[orangechickenpillow]

The old witch sleep and the good man grace might actually be my final remaining will to live

#i listen to that song and i hear 'i cant do this' 'you *can*' and im like you know what maybe i can #maybe i can do this joey batey #anyway im emo about tad again light a candle for me fellas im not coming home from the forest tonight #🫡 #tad #the amazing devil ruin #the amazing devil #joey batey #madeleine hyland #the old witch sleep and the good man grace

[shreepytime]

okay but like yall dont understand how much jimmy and joels friendship means to me. they are just so *explodes*

#i just love them so much #they are always picking on each other but they also stop everything to help each other and they are bastards #it just makes me emo #not to overshare in the tags but as someone who doesnt have close friendships it is really comforting to watch people just genuinely care #about each other #im emo tonight sorry #smallishbeans #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #empires smp #new life smp #life series

[quarterprioritymidnight]

#personal #twenty one pilots #overcompensate #thinking about all us emo teenager clikkies now having to go to our proper adult jobs without regressing #so brave of us collectively 🫡 #im meant to be going out tonight with my friend and a load of her friends who i dont know #wish me luck on trying to be normal

[woosansang]

“he wanted to fail with me if he had to fail. he wanted to succeed with me if he had to succeed”

congratulations on ateez’s seventh music show win!! — THE SHOW 220802 ‘GUERRILLA’

#ateez #ateezedit #woosang #jung wooyoung #kang yeosang #kpopco #atzsource #~ #guerrilla~ #im emo about them tonight #not even tagging anyone this was just for me <3 #beloveds beloveds these besties ... so important 2 me u have no idea <3 #thinkin abt wave first win................... im sooooo emo about them actually i might just start crying lmfaoo #i lied actually i am going to tag people bc they.... need to be percieved. im soft. goodnight. #meganbyte #cheytermelon #lunanuggets #jonghomies #blueberryshay #tusersofie

[whatthebodygraspsnot]

lol damn. anyways siri play tokio hotel's 2014 dance-pop album kings of suburbia

#youuuuu and iiiiii #us and weeee tonight #bill kaulitz the man that you are #my gay ass got shitfaced so much to this album it's absurd #after growing up being incredibly emo with their german album and beyond #and then forgot about them entirely after dream machine #saw them once on a thursday night and bill had four costume changes. effervescent. #this became a dump idk what this is #does anyone even know what im talking about #here what about this #rrrrUNNIN THROUGH THE MONSOOON. BEYOND THE WORLD. TILL THE END OF TIME WHERE THE RAIN WON'T HUUURT- #did that do anything?

[alessandramortt]

Where's the fic where Riley and Tess and Sarah are alive and it's all of them going to gay brunch with Bill and Frank (Tess and Joel are honorary gays bc their daughters a lesbian and Tess and Frank are besties 😌)

#sarahs bi bc i said so and also her sisters gay #the last of us #tlou tv #im emo about riley in this chilis tonight #when we get to go back to that bit....im gonna die #tess servopoulos #joel miller #sarah miller #ellie williams #riley abel

[bones-n-bookles]

5.5 miles with Torch and Kit 💚🌕

#wish id brought his harness bc i finally had energy to RUN tonight #been hardcore processing and working through some shit lately and its left me very mentally tired #after a streak of pretty bad mental health so wasnt starting with great energy reserves lol #its good though #im figuring things out and realizing shit about myself and my patterns and contextualizing a lot of stuff #the past few days have actually been all good days #just tiring lol #anyways #yes i consider this a walk with Kit #idk sometimes i just. feel her there. tonight was one of those nights #its different to *wishing* she was there #i spent the entire walk smiling though and torch did amazing and i came home happy and fullfilled #and tomorrow im gonna dress up all edgy for work bc theyre doing some costume contest #that im not partaking in but i am using as an excuse to be emo lol #aNYWHO #idle rambling #Torch #west siberian laika

[august-undergrounds]

i don’t have the words to express this thought properly but if i could completely remove my existence from the world i would. like im not going to kill myself now because i have gotten myself involved in too many people’s lives but if i could take it all back i would. i can’t shake the feeling that the world would be better off without me in it. yes my mom might be sad yes my friends might miss me but like … how can you miss someone who never existed in the first place? maybe i should have died in the womb.

#if any1 says anything about this i’ll cry #girl i’m fine im just emo tonight

[clairenatural]

losing online friends is usually so much less dramatic than losing irl friends but it still like. hurts

#like im not talking about the dramatic blow ups im talking abt when you just kinda stop talking #one person or both get busy with real life and aren't online anymore #it's weird bc it's like? you feel like you're not allowed to be as upset bc you were Online Friends but at the root of it #if you used to talk to someone every day and now you don't. that is a Feeling to process #obviously do what's right for you and i hope everyone is thriving irl but it does sting???? #idk like. used to know details of your life even your irls didn't and now we dont' talk anymore :/ bummer man #also we gotta stop undervaluing friendships that are mostly/all digital they can still be important relationships #idk im feeling emo tonight #love love love my friends we are besties for real <3

[todayisafridaynight]

So we talked about this in the dragon ball channel but is there a sexy character in the Yakuza world?… and is it either Ichiban or Daigo. I know Goro was voted sexiest, but I can’t imagine anyone in the games going Gaga for him.

there's a lot to unpack here so let's go through it bullet by bullet <3

1.) thank you and others for referring to my blogs as 'channels' i genuinely love it

2.) ichiban and daigo could never be sexy in my terrible eyes. ichiban makes me too happy and giddy esp with his gamer disease to ever have sex appeal and daigo is like a son to me. my cringe fail son. cannot ever see him getting laid he's just like his father (kazuma kiryu). ichi's english voice gets points tho cause SOMETIMES it hits different I Cannot Tell A Lie but not enough for me to call ichi as a whole sexy

3.) majima had a wife once so canonically he is fuckable but we're not going to get into it and it's not cause i dont want to talk about majima fucking (i mean thats a true statement also but not the main reason iykyk). is he sexy though Like. Objectively I Guess. i'm squinting at my wall and putting my biases aside and saying I Guess x2

4.) i made a Baddie Baddies tier list and i got booed for it so my opinion is not to be trusted when it comes to these matters 😔. you can look at it tho

5.) nishitani

#snap chats #i couldve just put 'nishitani' but im feeling chatty tonight <3 aka i dont wanna write a history paper rn <3 #'but snap saying nishitani is sexy contradicts your tier list' ok and shut up 😭 #IM TALKING OBJECTIVELY HERE AS A PERSON AND NISHITANI IS THE CEO OF SEX #TO ME sawashiro's sexy but OBJECTIVELY his character is not #when i think about him too long i just get emo that's not sexy dude i can't bang when im crying #where am i going with this post i have no idea #i have to finish a commission please send me more stuff to look at later if you want #or dont idk i cant tell you what to do

[soldier-poet-king]

TRISTAMP EPS 5 AND 6. HUH. SO ABOUT THAT

#im in Pain #fran watches tristamp #literally i refuse to watch more tonight i am. too emo for this rn #gonna go read. which. depending on what of the fifty billion half started books i have laying about #may ALSO be extremely emo #i finished l&c 2 this morning which was fun and not intensely sad #so now im like. maybe. I'll read smthn agonizing. as a treat:)

[altarcup]

a brief summary

#snagged this screencap from somebody else's post pls forgive <3 i only have it in physical form #but YEAH. these r just the sparknotes thats all u gotta know #tbd. #im gonna hopefully finish doing his icons tonight mwah #nano ends tomorrow.......... im so emo about it for some reason ;(

[daisychainsandbowties]

#look… this is a mary song & im emo about her tonight #fic: bleeding hands #Spotify

[imogenkol]

doordash didn't deliver my baja blast 32 dead 60 injured

#that was the WHOLE POINT OF ME ORDERING TACO BELL TONIGHT #im still emo about tlou and i cried over this lmao #they gave me THIRTY hot sauce packets when I ordered 8 too like??? #at least I still have my quesarito......... #pray for me