#im figuring things out and realizing shit about myself and my patterns and contextualizing a lot of stuff

[bones-n-bookles]

5.5 miles with Torch and Kit 💚🌕

#wish id brought his harness bc i finally had energy to RUN tonight #been hardcore processing and working through some shit lately and its left me very mentally tired #after a streak of pretty bad mental health so wasnt starting with great energy reserves lol #its good though #im figuring things out and realizing shit about myself and my patterns and contextualizing a lot of stuff #the past few days have actually been all good days #just tiring lol #anyways #yes i consider this a walk with Kit #idk sometimes i just. feel her there. tonight was one of those nights #its different to *wishing* she was there #i spent the entire walk smiling though and torch did amazing and i came home happy and fullfilled #and tomorrow im gonna dress up all edgy for work bc theyre doing some costume contest #that im not partaking in but i am using as an excuse to be emo lol #aNYWHO #idle rambling #Torch #west siberian laika