#im autistic too btw

[adore-nyx]

I decided rimlaine are autistic x autistic (totally not self projecting) and you are going to hear me out

-Verlaine has frequents verbal shutdown, especially post-stormbringer, and could pass a whole day before he starts talking again

-they both have some kind of artistic hyperfixiation they only talk about with eachother because they think oversharing about it with other people is kind of childish

-Rimbaud wears noise cancelling hearphones CANON

-Verlaine is highly sensitive to textures, while rimbaud is to temperature (they both hate syntetic clothes btw)

-Rimbaud forces himself not to stim because they thinks is just an annoying tic they has (they never got diagnosed)

-verlaine has a star hypefixiation and can name all costellations by heart

-When they still attended school Rimbaud had trouble bonding with other kids because they were either quiet or over sharing about a certain topic and this drew people away from them

-as a response they try to keep themselves as quiet and condiscent as they can but sometimes still make inappropriate comments during a conversation

-Verlaine fidgets with random small objects like pens, buttons, cards...

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd headcanon #im autistic too btw #bsd manga #rimlaine #bsd verlaine #arthur rimbaud #paul verlaine #bsd rimbaud #they are so autistic coded

[ubyr-babaj]

All the autistics relating to Jack Seward kinda remind me that an average non-psychotic non-multiple autistic is not my friend and absolutely doesn't understand the fuck incarceration even is and why anyone involved in the system is past any redemption.

#Im autistic too btw #jack seward

[mintjubilees]

one thing about having an autistic gf is she'll never fake laugh at an unfunny joke just to be polite

#im autistic too btw #she's extremely blunt so i never have to waste time wondering what she's thinking! #love her.

[cryptcatz]

question: do ppl ACTUALLY say things they don’t mean when they’re angry? or is that just an excuse after letting something true slip? i wouldn’t ever say something i don’t mean in anger, so the concept confuses me.

but something was said to me that is bothering me, though apparently was said in an argument and wasn’t meant. but i don’t rlly believe it wasn’t like, deep down true thoughts/feelings??? anyone have any insight? anyone say things they don’t mean in anger?

EDIT: this was a hastily worded post that i didn’t expect to get notes. this is a genuine question asked in good faith that i got a lot of amazing answers to!

also re: the many ppl saying “OP is lying about not saying things they don’t mean in anger because everyone does it”— i genuinely have never done that. if i say something mean while angry, i meant it. that’s literally why i asked this question and why the concept confuses me, because i wouldn’t do something like that so i wanted perspective from people who do it. idk why y’all can’t believe that lmao not everyone is as prone to anger and outbursts

#i know im asking The Autism Website but lol will tag autism stuff cuz i think my confusion is related. idk #autism #autistic #actuallyautistic #autistic community #autistic problems #autistic life #autism problems #neurodivergence #neurodiversesquad #personal #btw i do wanna note that this post is abt an abusive person tho #not everyone who does this is abusive! but in my specific case yes #just a warning cuz some stuff being said to me can be a lil uncomfy when saying i should forgive them #i HAVE. MANY times. too many #the anger post #< if you wanna hear more of my thoughts on this #and others thoughts

[skytinee]

this is ooc solely because hes not allowed to say fuck in-game

#handsome jack #borderlands #shitpost #my art #my wife #i spent way too long on this shitpost and it ended up being me trying out a new art style #i cant stop giving him stud earrings and making him look gay #his concept art sheet says “fruity” on it multiple times its only right #hes autistic to me because im autistic and I like him and so by proxy he also is (lol) #the filename is “yassified handsome jack” btw

[carnis-insanis]

ykw FUCK YOU (puts clone high into warrior cats)

I put wayyy too much effort into this LOOL its so embarrassing too

#REBLOGS > LIKES #my excuse is that im autistic as fuckkk #i had no idea what i was doing with confucius tho #i might make more if people like this otherwise i will be too embarrased to #cloneclan au #thats what its called btw LMFAOO #cloneclan #warrior cats au #clone high #clone high au #catified #ch abe lincoln #ch gandhi #ch joan of arc #ch cleo #ch JFK #ch confucius #ch frida #ch harriet #ch topher bus #topher bus #ch ponce #ch vincent #ch scudworth #principal scudworth #Mr.B #ch mr.b #butlertron #Candide Sampson #ch Candide Sampson

[peachdoxie]

me up until i was 24 and a half: i don't think i'm autistic, i just get easily obsessed over things and struggle to follow conversations and don't like to make eye contact and fidget with things and have issues with lots of food tastes and textures and miss social cues and don't like unexpected change and plan out how to respond to things in advance so i'm not caught off guard and daydream a lot and struggle to make friends and spend a lot of time by myself and ramble constantly and stress out in unfamiliar social settings and don't like loud noises and shut down when i'm overwhelmed and am very rule-adherent and like patterns and systems and have very particular ways of doing things and am clumsy and don't like to be touched and wear the same kind of clothes every day and have a lot of neurodivergent friends and am generally considered kind of a weird person.

#anecdotes by peachdoxie #autism #actually autistic #i didn't think I could be autistic because i was too 'high functioning' #but then a funny thing called extreme burnout happened and my ability to mask collapsed completely #and then i went huh okay well when you put it THAT way #hi im peach and im autistic #this is okay to reblog btw #thousand notes

[gender-luster]

*updating my journal entries about my newfound traveling companions*

The Githyanki Warrior

"Lae'zel sure is blunt and has no social graces. Could just be that she's Githyanki, or maybe... autistic?"

The Pale Elf

Astarion has a lot of very specific food likes and aversions (possible sensory issues) (autism?)

The Wizard of Waterdeep

"i can't quite put my finger on it, but Gale definitely has autistic boy swag"

#it's such a shame the game doesn't let me write my own journal entries... #autism #autism headcanon #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #astarion bg3 #gale of waterdeep #lae'zel #they're all autistic bc im autistic and i said so #the rest of the crew too btw

[infiniteorangethethird]

"you must be fun at parties" well the joke's on you cuz I don't. go to parties

#i viscerally hate that phrase btw #it's the 'shutting down any kind of interaction that doesn't neatly fit into your idea of humor' i think #but im too tired to put the hatred into proper words #autistic #autism #actually autistic #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #sensory issues

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

Hey what's going on friend?

You want to talk about it?

/nf /genq

i keep getting bullied but today was especially bad it is a long story, but if your okay with listening, also eitherway thank you

first these dudes in my class kept making weird comments ['do you want to [-] me', 'does she know how to talk? Do i have to sign to you?', and meowing and making yippee noises at me] and similar shit,then the girl behind me kept kicking my chair and tugging at my keychain [alastor] even after i told her to stop and so i couldn't focus on anything, the teacher moved me from my spot [i dont have any friends at the school so i wasnt talking to anyone, but she was changing up the seating plan which was kind of annoying since my brain is so used to going and sitting on that exact spot and so my brain had to load it but i could deal with that honestly, its just the combination of this and other shit]. I kept hearing my name whispered around but i didnt know why or what since i have shitty hearing so it didnt hurt as much but still wasnt exactly fun Then when i went to the bathroom girls were kicking and punching at the door to get it to open and i had to just sit there silently until they went away, and when they went away they closed the lights and closed both doors [the toilet has 2/3 mini hallways since its the 'fancy' one], and so i had to spend most of break feeling around the walls to get out and find the light because it was one of my first times using the upstairs one. and of course this triggered a fucking panick attack because why wouldnt it and of course instead of being maybe a tad empathetic, they started laughing [maybe because of how i looked? idfk]. and then we went to the assembally [assembelly?] for some random ass speech by the principal which i couldnt hear because, again, people were tugging at my bag and after i pushed a girls hand away she started insulting me and my looks/personality and started fucking meowing at me, which her and her friends found 'hillarious' and then the bell rang and so i had to just ignore that and go to the pickup area, when i was there there were already some students talking to my youngest sister and insulting her bcus they knew she was my sister and she started crying which hurt more because she's 7 and she had no beef with them other than being my sister :I this all happened today and i had to just pretend nothing happened at home because my mum wont do anything and she certainly wont let me go back to my old school and sorry if this is a bit a lot /gen i am very overwhelmed right now

#ask #thank you and sorry #the-alakazam-attraction #by the way i can talk #and im not nonverbal #but at school im lowk mute and i dont fake facial expressions for random people #eitherway i havent told anyone at my school that im autistic and im not a furry?? [no hate btw i think they're neat] #<-do they think alastor is a furry????????????? #i doodle elfs so maybe they think the long ears are cat ears???? #im just trying to find reasons but i might be stupid #also this took a lil long to respond cause had to eat and i typed too much

[hewmitcwaft]

i used to have thsi webkinz that id soak in milk and it was sopping wet all the time and t hen id throw it at the wall and itd make a loud thud

#pixlriffs empire made me like #10x more autistic #i like his swag a Lot also please talk to me about ur ideas .... #this is just my ref fr him .... need to doodle more soon #but !!!these designs r filled with so much worldbuilding and hc on their own like u dont even KNOW #my brain is huge for drawing this guy so Correctly #im a big gunpowder boys enjoyer too btw !!!! #best duo #i like them a nornal amount #pixlriffs #empires smp #yeah boy get maintagged #ask me about him ill be normal (lie) #my art

[soullessjack]

to me one of the most fucked up things about godjack and that whole “oh Cas and jack are doing excel spreadsheets in heaven now isn’t that so silly” thing and whatever is like. why are you putting them back into the system that abused and manipulated them. cas was literally lobotomized and forced to kill fake deans numerous times to condition him back into being the blind soldier that angels are supposed to be. jack is considered an undesirable abomination by heaven and all of the original nephilim were basically culled from existence by the flood as a result of that undesirability, but at the same time he’s still powerful enough to be desired as a weapon and extorted as such. that’s totally not vaguely eugenicist! and like, both cas and jack were conditioned into doing horrible things by heaven, things that have left deep scarring on both their psyches and senses of worth. jack tortured and murdered another subset of undesirables, the nonbelievers, and the worst part is that he only did it because he thought he was making up for Mary. His guilt was extorted and weaponized and only led to more guilt. once he realized what he’d done.

cas was nearly complicit in the apocalypse and wholly the murder of Lily Sunder’s seven-something year old daughter, again bc she was an undesirable abomination much like Jack was . And he was conditioned into that complicity, tortured repeatedly into believing total complicity and faith in The Plan was Good, or not even good, just a vague and abstract version of justification. he declared war and committed genocide on half of his “siblings,” and comrades, because he was a soldier and war is his lifestyle and if he can find any justification for what he does he will do it and he was taught to value the end before examining the means by which he could get to it, because that’s how heavens system works. ironically I’d say it’s fairly close to Christian fundamentalism, but also capitalism and militarism as well.

Like oh hey, you were born into a corrupt system that raised you with no sense of free will, individuality, or personhood, and encouraged blind obedience and justification of everything in the name of some vague absolution? You belong to a specific group of individuals who are deemed undesirable by the system unless you can be extorted for its gain? Why don’t you just join it and perpetuate it with a few inconsequential changes instead of fully dismantling it because it’s corrupt by design!! yay silly spreadsheets !!!!!!

I know spn isnt trying to run heaven as any sort of actual system or commentary on real life systems, believe me i know it’s not good enough to do that, but even if you take away that lens of heaven and just focus on the face value show canon of what it did to Cas and jack.. it’s still so bleak

#I’ve been thinking about this forever #and especially now that I’m watching shiny happy people and seeing how Christian fundamentalism aand #and the way it melds with capitalism too. I’m seeing patterns . I know they aren’t there on purpose but god #spn #supernatural #jack kline #castiel #cas and jack #dadstiel #if I reach a little more I can connect Cas’ lobotomy to the systemic abuse of queer/mentally ill ppl in the past #the undesirables. #it’s just. ugh #spn angels #stuff #like am I crazy here . I’m crazy. im a crazy commie lol #but wow it’s just #Cas and jack both being canonically autistic too.. being undesirable in their own ways.. Do you see what I mean #lily sunder has some regrets #I’m lily sunders number one fan btw . love her

[fallenclan]

Sorry I'm normal and perk up like a cat hearing a bird at any mention of Sunwish. (NOTE - need to think about 🧶 anon's ask some more rotate it in my head but i do concur largely and also am a little insane about it. Holding hands and skipping and singing tralala together as Sun & Scorch apologists respectively & wielder of them all)

IN FOCUS THOUGH. Ohh... I have to wonder about Sun and Morning's relationship. Sun wasn't amongst those openly mourning Morning, to my memory, but I have to think. I have to wonder. Morningbloom was strict and a good kitsitter; Sunwish was righteous and a good listener. Morningbloom was 19 moons when Sunwish was 12 moons - feasibly someone Sun would've looked up to, as an older warrior apprentice then warrior. Morningbloom was the first cat - the only cat, according to my notes - to die directly under Sunwish's paws as the clan's sole medic. (Nettlestem was found dead, I believe? Mauled on a walk.) (Though you COULD speculate she might've been found alive for drama, if you want - probably a case of Sun being in the wrong place, not having the right herbs, or just not being able to repair that kind of damage. Either way, she mourns her.) I have to wonder.

Did Sunwish aspire to be like Morningbloom, of who we saw little, but seemed a respectable warrior? Did Morningbloom appreciate Sunwish's company while she was in the medicine den with a broken spine; did she think her hard-headed righteousness was cute? Did Sunwish appreciate Morningbloom's, prickly* though she could be? For some reason Morning gives me the vibe of someone who's just nice company in general, good to sit with. Heart-rendingly, I can't help but wonder - if Morningbloom was a good kitsitter, Sunwish a good listener, did she tell her about the little cats she'd looked out for before** in those nights she was stuck on bedrest? Reminiscing, maybe laughing off some of Sunwish's dread at the prospect of having to see to some arrive safely someday as the clan's medic, smiling around some casual reassurance. Did Sunwish believe it? Did Morningbloom?

Did she still, as she laid dying under her paws?

[1/2] (- 🐈‍⬛)

THIS IS MAKING ME SO UNWELL WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN WTFFFFFFFFF

just. first of all. the final painful edition fucking FLOORED me. i literally stopped and put my head in my hands physically what the FUUUUCK thats so fucked up wtf. holy shit and that just makes me wonder if Oaktuft ever knew that Scorchstar was the one that killed Sunwish. and if they would have felt guilty about it. AUGH???

Morningbloom and Sunwish. oh fuuuck they are making me feel ILL. because i can look back at my drawings fairly easily i can tell you that Sunwish was NOT one of the cats to mourn Morningbloom but i am completely disregarding this bc like. could you fucking imagine. Morningbloom spent all those moons in the medicine den healing her broken spine. they HAD to have talked a bit, maybe even been friends? a little? and yeah Morningbloom grew a little crush on her but WHAT IF. Sunwish finally let slip how much she hated being a medicine cat. and Morningbloom promised once she got better she would teach Sunwish some battle moves or hunting moves. and maybe she DID. maybe the two of them in their spare time went out on faux patrols like Sunwish was a real warrior. maybe Morningbloom was the one to cheer when Sunwish caught her first prey. do you think that Sunwish would have finally grown some hope about her situation, and dreamed that one day she might be a warrior? do you think that when Morningbloom died, her hopes did too?

another thing you're right about is Morningbloom fr has haunted the narrative SO much. arguably more than any other clan founder??? i mean. Scorchstar, Nettlestem, Oaktuft, they were all old and relatively fulfilled when they died. Wildfang didn't really have time to leave an impact on the clan. Sunwish is obviously another story but MORNINGBLOOM. even though she died on only like moon 25 you can FEEL her impact through the story. she's haunting it. imagine how Sunwish felt. even if there WAS nothing she could do, i bet thats not what she told herself. hell, I bet that's not even what Scorchstar told her. even if Morningbloom's ghost didn't really haunt her. maybe all the sleepless nights... idk. i have thoughts.

but FUCK when Sunwish died????? and Morningbloom is like. There. yknow. the physical manifestation of your failure at the one duty you were permitted to do. the only path you were allowed to follow. the death on your paws. standing right in front of you and smiling???? unreal. i bet the first words out of Morning's mouth were assurances that it wasn't Sunwish's fault, it was never Sunwish's fault.

do you think they spend their free time in Starclan practicing hunting moves?

#fallenasks #black cat anon #sunwish #IM SO UNWELLLLL #and youre SO right about sunwish having that autistic swagger too. who says she wasn't grieving maybe she just shows it differently huh. #ever think about that? #this lives in my head now btw. everything you say about sunwish is so unbelievably correct

[skenpiel]

and here is the line that made everybody mischaracterize kanaya until the end of time as some sort of Fancy Regal Lady who Drinks Tea and not a Complete And Utter Maniac. she literally talks like papyrus like wtf

#just bc shes autistic and puts in a lot of effort to communicate 'normally' doesnt mean shes a calm and collected elegant vampire chick -_- #people forget. people forget so easily #also i only realized this during my reread but she literally does talk like papyrus. like if i imagine him saying her lines it just works #its their shared autism swag that makes them add. just a few words too many #which is awesome btw i do that too ^__^ #i alwas feel like i like. have to add as many words as possible so theres no risk of misinterpreting what im saying #like i want it to be Absolutely Clear what im trying to say so i say way too much in one sentence #also i like when people make papyrus' dialogue in ut fics Look Like This bc it reminds me of kanaya ^0^ #so anyway tl;dr neurotypicals who cant read ruined the fandoms perception of kanaya. and rose also except thats for a different reaosn #(read: she doesnt WANT you to know shes actually insane and stupid) #so its funny when ppl mischaracterize her in her favor like. congrats you fell for it

[c-kiddo]

i know cad and yasha dont wear undies because they dont know what they are because theyre creatures. but also i think if cad wore underwear he'd be like a cat with clothes on.. . like just freeze and not move at all because of the Texture (sooooo autism-coded)

#told my friends this but i tell yous too #these are the headcanon posts u get from me btw. highly specific #kiddo say #this guy gets home and wears like. a single dress for a year due to the trauma of having to wear outfits for like a year #a dress and nothing else at all. one singular clothing item. if something else touches him he'll bite #im going to make a cad that is so autistic (meme image)

[gnomeantics]

#i am intrigued #im firmly a cat person btw i adore dogs so much but i just don't understand them #far too used to cats #like im not used to the fact that you have to be in charge of dogs? and like even things like you have to pet them much harder #and im autistic as fuck #gnomeantics original 🌟