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vanilladrizzlequeen · 8 months

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Congratulations!! You’ve now followed a depressed and mentally unstable creature :D

What’s on here??

-some School for Good and Evil Stuff

-so much Avatar (and NOT THE BLUE PEOPLE THANK YOU VERY MUCH)

-some Star Stable Online

-occasional Wings of Fire

-the very rare Evelyn Hugo

-lots of Harley Quinn Show stuff (but less now that the season’s over)

-whatever random shit i think of next

but Anna why did you even make this blog with everything instead of side-blogs for different fandoms?

short answer? i’m lazy.

long answer? i’m really lazy.

what do you even do with your life then?

✨glad you asked✨

-i write (i don’t really post my writing though- lmk if y’all are interested?)

-i do lots of work (i’m a high school student so i’m fairly busy)

-i play violin, trumpet, and i sing

-i play field hockey and lacrosse

-i read SO. MUCH.

-way too much YouTube and Netflix

-i scroll through the wonderful chaos that is tumblr

now anna i hope you’re aware that nobody’s actually asking these questions but let’s continue the hallucinations! what do you like in each fandom?

yay i’m excited for this ALRIGHT

AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER

-AZULA IFNWOAHRIENSHFOENS

-love her SO much

-maiko stan (for the few people that don’t know that’s Mai x Zuko)

-mixed opinions on azula redemption arc

-fanfic gremlin (i read so many in maiko or azula it’s not even funny) (yet i’ve only written one and it was a sad maiko one)

-yeah idk Azula i guess

-she’s mostly it tbh

-i mean other than maiko

WINGS OF FIRE

-Scarlet Scarlet and more Scarlet i love her so much

-don’t come at me but diehard Darksight shipper

-absolutely love the SandWing sisters (BLISTERRR)

-really just the badass female villains tbh

-also a sucker for royalty

-favorite artists you say? wellll go check them out!!! @meroaw @human-wof-designs @ookamimonster

SCHOOL FOR GOOD AND EVIL

-HESTADIL. ALL OF IT. FOREVER.

-go look at @petrichora-art the art they did of Hester and Anadil is WILD i love it (and i’m also the annoying creature that repeatedly requested it)

-look Hester and Anadil belong together i don’t make the rules

-favorite fics ever: @im-gay-and-mentally-unstable

-other favs: @simplybybea @tilda-rothery @spookystar29 @ambrsn

-read through the books it’s painfully obvious but SOMEONE refuses to actually write it canonically *cough cough SOMAN cough*

-Anadil by far my favorite character i love her so much aghhh

-and then Hester obviously

-hard Dovesso shipper

-i only accept Kerry Washington and Charlize Theron

-grandma dovey in the books is weird ok i like her character but not to ship with Lesso book-wise

-Sophie’s cool i suppose

-and Tedros is a Ken he just is

-he’s dumb af but i love him ok <3

-hort is a way of life

-hophie is shit i’m so sorry (i’m really not)

-tagatha’s fine i guess

STAR STABLE ONLINE

-i don’t actively post in ssoblr but i’ll pop in once and a while

-if you’re looking for an sso blog i absolutely recommend @jorvikwildhorse @everwindfields @juni-ravenhall @starbornsoulrider and some other people I’m definitely forgetting

-currently in Frost Valley I believe

-name is Hadley Truthstone, i’m probably on some really tall horse (or Nugget my Dartmoor)

HARLEY QUINN SHOW

-AGHHHHH

-i think Harley and Ivy are my spirit animals

-so i’ve watched each season several times…oops

-but honestly such a well done wlw couple i’m so happy

-only reason i didn’t say lesbian couple is cause i’m like 99% sure they’re both bi (Joker, Kiteman)

-Ivy is everything

-i have…opinions on s4

-they’re not all good

EVELYN HUGO

-honestly nothing to say here

-i mean fabulous book fabulous characters

-i’d die for Celia

-that’s about it really

And if you’ve somehow read this far…good job. here’s a cookie i guess 🍪

follow if you want. or don’t. i’m not forcing you (only secretly manipulating you behind the scenes until you accidentally find yourself clicking that follow button…just kidding. probably.)

good luck with whatever more productive things you’re doing with your life as i write this shitpost :’)

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rywritten · 2 years

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(please read this in a very dramatic voice)

i am here once again to request something. because i see nothing, i see no one requesting stuff to a very very fantastic author that is you.

anyway, back to normal because that was a bit... eh. so uh, i'm giving you another song! well, actually it's two songs but you can choose one or do two of them, doesn't really matter (ALL I NEED IS SOMETHING BECAUSE I AM STARVING)

the songs are give me your forever by zack tabudlo (this song is good for friends to lovers *wiggle eyebrows*) and the world could end with you by llunr (good for... you know, a romance that happened when the world is ending *wiggle eyebrows again*)

it doesn't really have to be a song fic, it can be a fanfic that is inspired by one song! (or maybe two...?) the pairing is your choice! whatever works the best for you. i just really need anything right now ;-; would you please be very kind to a starving person like me?

i feel like you flatter me too much mimi ;; thank you for the lovely message and im happy to know you're enjoying my writing!!

as a side note: since you've offered two songs, im more inclined to write the second one (mostly cause the lyrics reminds me of matt maltese's song: as the world caves in) and im a huge sucker for tropes that focuses on the conflicting feeling of grief and regret as you spend the final moment of your life with the object of your affection while the world is ending)

so yeah, let me get right to the drabble:

The moon glows an ominous crimson high up in the dark sky. Another earthquake had passed, shaking buildings and houses alike. Outside of Dream's apartment, Techno could hear the distant sound of car horns blaring and the muffled screaming of dying men.

The reporter's voice on the radio sounded like static as he provided an estimated time of the world’s inevitable demise. It was only a matter of minutes at this point and Techno decided to switch the station to something else. He flips through a few more until he settles to one that was playing a soft classical melody. The gentle piano playing was accompanied by the melancholic tune of a violin and Techno couldn't help but feel like the song was quite fitting for their current predicament.

"Do you ever regret choosing me?" The question came out of Techno's lips without his permission. It's too late for him to take it back when he saw the way Dream's eyes widened and heard his sharp intake of breath.

"What do you mean, Techno?"

He doesn't answer right away, unsure of how to explain such a question. There were a hundred questions Techno wanted to ask Dream, questions such as why he decided to spend his final moments with Techno instead of anyone else, why he's never complained about their situation, and why he decided to ask Techno to stay with him. But vulnerability was never something he was accustomed to, even now as he sat side by side with the only person he's ever grown to love.

Techno knows that it's love. No other emotion could ever compare to the feeling of free falling from a single smile from the blond or the heart stopping moment of Dream calling out to him in that gentle voice of his.

While the stars began to fall from the sky, and the floor started to shake from another earthquake, Techno decided to pay them no mind as the song continues.

"Do you regret spending the remaining hours of your life with me?" He clarified, finally mustering up enough courage to meet Dream's gaze with his own.

"I'll always choose you." Dream says in a heartbeat, serious and unwavering. His green eyes are bright, fierce, and so full of something Techno refuses to call love because hope is a dangerous thing for him to have. And yet at this very moment, as the sky is alight with falling meteors all aiming to land on the very earth where they stood, Techno couldn't help the small bud of hope from forming inside his chest.

"Whatever happens," Techno starts to say, no longer looking at the sky as he grabs onto Dream's hand, trying his best to convey everything he wants to say in his next sentence. "I love you, until the day I die and afterwards."

Dream places one shaky hand on his face and guides him close until their noses brush and their lips are mere inches apart. Techno wants to kiss him, then. He wants to wrap his arms around him and never let Dream go, but he waits instead. He waits until Dream is ready to say what's on his mind.

"Even if the the world ends, it's you." Dream whispers, a promise for only Techno to hear. "It'll always be you, and no one else."

"Can I kiss you?"

Techno's question is met by soft lips and the taste of heartbreak. There are tears falling down Dream's cheeks that Techno wipes away as gently as he could, refusing to accept their reality for what it is.

"Promise me." Dream asked right after the kiss, memorizing Techno's face as much as he could.

"What?"

"That you don't regret choosing me either."

"I promise."

And it was Dream's radiant smile that Techno remembers seeing last before the buildings collapsed and the earth shattered. The world was ending not with a bang, but with the sound of Dream's quiet admittance and a promise worth keeping a hundred lifetimes over.

#ry.quests #thatanonwriter #dreamnoblade #dnb #not really sure if this was what you were requesting for but here you go mimi #hope you like it regardless <33 #the song playing on the radio was gymnopedie no 1 #please give the song a listen its beautiful

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children-of-subcon · 3 years

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yes im very sure! i dont really care about it being complete i just like to read

AUGH I SPENT LIKE TWO HOURS ON THIS AND TUMBLR RELOADED

okok here we go I’m putting ‘em under a cut

I love Frigid by ImmortalCoalecanth, the characterization is great and I’m a sucker for MC teams up with a boss :)

Who Doesn’t Like Hat Kid? by MonsterMonsoon is super fun and WE GET SOME BIRD BONDING TIME YEAHH— I think it’s incomplete but the chapters are somewhat self-contained so it’s not too bad?

Little Deals by Insecuriousity is an unexpected but not unwelcome backstory for the Walrus Captain’s ship, involving a certain ghost ;)

Warm by Skippyin is a unique take on Snatcher’s backstory!

Illiteracy by eggsinsunnyside features Hat Kid not knowing how to read, the perfect excuse for some bonding huehue...

A Little Hatted Borrower by MonsterMonsoon is that borrower fic I mentioned, I love it so much 😭 Sometimes I still go back and reread it even though I know it cuts off right when it picks up hhh

A House Full of Monsters is also by MonsterMonsoon! It’s an AU where the bosses (and some others) are secretly monsters, and also roommates :DD Plenty of found family, although it too is unfinished.

A House That Walks by Drakka is inspired by the last one, but contains violence/blood so be warned.

Into the Lions’ Den by Krekka01 features Hat Kid getting some closure with Empress post-Rush Hour!

la loi, c’est moi by MiniNephthys is hilarious and has some actual lawyer Snatcher which is great :)

The Puppeteer by ZurielWritings23 has Moonjumper, boss fights, and possession, oh my!

Empress’ Revenge, also by ZurielWritings23, includes another very well-written boss fight, plus some momma CC and dadtcher as a treat.

We also have From the Stars by Yacer_Sho, which gives a very creative backstory to Hat Kid and has three whole endings! I won’t spoil anything else ;)

Loopholes by Fruisun is very cute and features Snatcher being a big ol’ tsundere ^^

Christmas in Subcon Forest by DeckofDragons is short and sweet, although it is still June...

I like the characterization in Tired by StellaHope, and it also includes some lovely art at the end!

The Harsh Winter’s Creep by SmugSpecter has a good mix of fluff and angst, and I must admit I‘m also a sucker for protective dadtcher 👀

Quality Time(pieces) by automatonBoy has some cool headcanons and my beloved Snatcher + Hat Kid interactions <3

Rest by DeckofDragons is kind of a sick fic but PLOT TWIST it’s Snatcher who’s sick-ish!!

I’ll save myself some time and recommend the whole series Tales of the Fire Spirits by SilyaBeeodess! It gives the fire spirits some amazing lore which I don’t remember seeing anyone else do before.

Music by DeckofDragons is part of that phase where everyone on Ao3 wrote about Snatchman playing the violin bc of that one artwork lolol

lovely little glass roses by schrodingers_cat is a history of Vanessa, and BEAUTIFULLY written!

gilt edges, traitor hearts by noxes involves a mer AU by MonsterMonsoon, and some Dadjumper!

You’re My BFF by automatonBoy is adorable and we finally get some genuinely nice Moonjumper on this list :D I also absolutely love that one line about Hat Kid being able to tell Snatcher’s general “kid” from his secretly affectionate “kid” hvhjgh ❤️❤️

Bad Place for a Window by Cardigan_Quincy is short, but has some great characterization :)

Captured by DeckofDragons! What’s that? More protective dadtcher? Don’t mind if I do owo

Revenge and a Little Bit More by owlcakes has a similar premise, but DANG it’s long. To summarize, Empress gets REKT lmbo

Reliving An Old Nightmare by Erekio is about Snatcher suddenly finding himself human again... and back in the past. There’s an element of mystery to it, so I won’t say much else, but every chapter is accompanied by illustrations! Erekio has redrawn a few of them here on tumblr :)

Dwellings of the Ancient Gods by Nosferatank is super well written, and involves some Twilight Bell shenanigans :)

Chapter 3: Contractual Obligations by Ina (CosmicKouhai) is part of a larger AU where all the bosses go into their respective Purple Time Rifts with Hat Kid, I think? It’s pretty cool!

Snowcon Forest by ImmortalCoalecanth is AMAZING and I definitely recommend you read it!! It was one of the first things I read for this fandom, and what got me into dadtcher <3

Best in the Business by MysticDoodle is a Mandelorian-inspired AU! (You don’t need to have seen the Mandelorian to enjoy it, I haven’t haha) It’s very creative, and I like the characters so far!

Beware the Frozen Heart by NanixErka is a cool concept, wherin the thing that happens to Anna in Frozen basically happens to Hat Kid D:

Do you think your love could transcend time and space? by twip/twipsai is a soulmate AU with tons of found family and fluff that I‘m sucking up like Rumbi ;w;

Familial Obligations by BumblingBriars is about Snatcher finding Hat Kid as a baby, and raising her :D It indirectly inspired BGDC! But that’s a story for another time, haha.

The Girl And The Ghost by phantomthief_fee is a Beauty and the Beast AU, but with friendship in place of romance! =)

I like the concept of Sinking Feeling by ThunderDragonFruit, and also agree :’( @ Gearsforbreakfast more CC content pls

The Forest is calling (can’t you hear it whisper?) by Kayuri and Mint_Mint features sentient Subcon and OCs turning into canon characters! I’ve never seen something like it before, but it’s written very well 👍

Nothing Special by ToothpasteDragon is based on MonsterMonsoon’s borrower AU so you know I’m gonna eat it up :’)

Also Wrong Place at the Wrong Time by ToothpasteDragon, based on MonsterMonsoon’s monster AU! (There’s a bit of blood in this one)

Recall by Galakii features a time loop, which is cool!

What’s in a Name by Raeolu involves shenanigans with the pronunciation of Hat Kid’s real name. Always a fun one ^^

The Part-Time Puppeteer by Erekio is also pretty funny! It’s based on the puppet AU by Fedoraspooky which I love <3 Aaa musical theatre and theatre in general is my favorite :D

I’ve also been following A Cloak in Time’s Trials by ElectricBlaster, which gives Hat Kid a shipmate for her adventures! It has a large focus on an OC, Cloak Kid, which may not be for everyone, but I like him :)

And FINALLY, be kind (rewind) by fivers, featuring another time loop and four whole dads! Have I mentioned yet that I am also an absolute sucker for found family 👀

(I’d also like to mention that idk if they count as fanfics but I enjoy MysteryMan_17’s AU Concept write-ups :D)

Phew, finally! I probably forgot at least one tbh, if I remember any I’ve forgotten I’ll edit this ^^ AND, absolutely no pressure to any authors of the unfinished fics to complete them! I completely understand losing motivation and/or interest in something, and your mental and physical health are more important than any silly fanfiction ^^

#AHAHA YOU PROBABLY THOUGHT I WAS EXAGGERATING WHEN I SAID 50 DIDN’T YOU #NOO #THIS FANDOM HAS SO MANY AMAZING WRITERS AND I’M HERE TO APPRECIATE ALL OF THEM #don’t say it’s less than 50 I included a series ok #ANYWAYS I LOVE THESE GO READ THEM #Fic Recs

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vrisrezis · 2 years

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Hello can i request a matchup for south park? First of all i have short wavy/curly dark brown hair with curtain bangs and brown eyes, tanned skin but not too tanned. I am 5'2 and wear contact lenses. I generally hate typing but i love calling with my friends if im really comfortable with them. I like playing videogames like league of legends, ghostrunner, assassins creed. And i sometimes play vrchat with friends. Im sometimes optimistic and is really into quotes sooo i hope im good at communicating. From what my friends say i can be sassy alot but most of the time its sarcastical well thats what they think. Anyways i play violin in an orchestra im really pro at it. I have two rats and an annoying little sister and a nice mom. My rats are like my children i love them so much and use msot of my money on them. I also generally like kid toys. I like slime a lot. Kid toys are fun to open and sometimes i play barbie with my figures. hehe. I like trolling a lot and pretending to be people. Although just because i seem like i have a normal life i have some cons. I suffer from severe depression & social anxiety + some attention problems. I struggle giving someone attention and listening to a person. Usually people can get mad or sad when i dont listen to them or daydream. I can often forget easily what people tell me due to not being concentrated at it. I also cant listen to someone without moving my hands like cracking them or moving a part of my body. I also usually can ignore someone easily without realising it. I also struggle communicating or socializing with peopple due to my social anxiety :) I got friends and i really open a lot to them but never my problems or anything! I dont wanna be annoying to them LOL. I go to psychology every week. I also go to a place once a month where u meet other people that also got some problems like you! Most of the time i go there so i dont stay in my room and so i can practice communicating with people. dayum bruh i got too emotional writing that. ANYWAYS i get connected to animals REALLY REALLY FAST. You literally cant take me to a pet store and let me look at them or pet them i will love them too fast and start crying for not getting them. I also get attached to people really quickly. I love music A LOT. I like dancepop and love dancing. I also like dressing up pretending im a model and take pictures lol. I like taking photos of beautiful stuff that i see in the streets or city and even nature. I love going camping and i also really like going on vacations. Sleeping is also something i do a lot!! Sometimes when i just wanna go away from everything i tend to go sleep to dream and do stuff in my dreams instead :). Im also a "witch" not really a witch but i tend to do tarot and witchcraft. Ive been studying for it about 3 years so id say im average at it. I also do subliminales and have also been doing it for 3 years! I used to do commissions and get a lot of money from it. I have a part time job at a restauraunt. I try to get as much as money for my rats and myself. :). I have to pay everything for my rats on my own so i need a job for that lol. My fav series are skins, rick n morty, bojack horseman and south park. I also have a smoking addiction im trying to get over :)) but i really think thats it LOL

Hello fellow bojack horseman enjoyer

I ship you with ..

Stan ! !

He would of course enjoy gaming with you, and video chatting if your comfortable. Stan also has a habit of being sarcastic, even without meaning to, so you guys can be sarcastic with eachother a lot. He thinks it’s cool you can play violin and he thinks the amount of care you put into your rats is sweet. He’s a sucker for animals, so this is a given. He kinda shrugs off your love for more childish things, not caring too much but also teases you about it. He totally trolls people online with you, but he doesn’t go too far with it like you might. He doesn’t care that you’re bad at listening too much, since he’s not much of a talker. He has a hard time too sometimes, he usually can just take you back to reality whenever you’re having that issue and he’s quick to realize what’s going on too. He tries to get you to open up more about your problems but understands if you don’t. He can relate to you on feeling attached to animals easily, not so much people though. He can’t say he shares your love for dancepop, but he does enjoy dancing with you regardless.

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euphoricsunflowers · 3 years

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I'm a sucker for that entire chorus. It snapped since the first time I listened hahah. Also the way he sings lose, prolonging the oooo. He's been delivering amazing notes with his voice.

Go on as tell me more about the two versions!! 😍 I'm all ears.

alright you asked and i shall deliver!! (because this post started to get confusing, every photo with a blue mark in the top right-hand corner on it will be the english version and every photo with a red mark will be the original korean) read more because this got really really l o n g

so! there’s two things i’d like to talk about: the lyrical messages of both songs and the differences in musicality (ie the lyrics are different and the instrumentals are different and what i feel like that means))

let’s start with the lyrics. i’m sure you’ve listened to both, but here’s the lyrics for the english version and the translated lyrics for the korean version. i’m well aware english translations can be shaky at best, but please bear with me.

the lyrics relay completely different messages. take the chorus, this next set of lyrics is from the english version.

this chorus repeats throughout the entire song. it stagnates, he says the same words over and over again ‘cuz baby in your game of love, i know i’m gonna lose’.

but! in the korean version (aka the original) only the first chorus keeps this type of message. every single chorus after it changes. i’m sure you can hear the change from the first to the second chorus.

‘the moment you come back to me, you lose’ this change stays for the rest of the song (the four other times he repeats this part.)

lyrically, it feels like the messages of the songs are inherently different. the original changes, it grows from being soft and melancholic and resigned in the fact he knows he’ll lose. there’s much more growth to the lyrics in the korean version. like take the verses for an example:

the english version stays so soft and almost painful. the line that sticks out to me the most in the original korean is the ‘right, it’s been enough’. that’s exactly the point where the song changes. the original korean prechorus changes whereas the english version prechorus doesn’t.

(the final prechorus of the original korean has the ‘this is the end of us’ line. )

anyway, i apologize for all the pictures of the lyrics. basically the point i’m getting at with the lyrics is the growth and the change of message.

the english version is hopeless and he is resigned to the fact that he’ll lose, he’s saying ‘i just want to watch you leave because i know i can’t do it’. the repetition of the words in the verses was likely just to keep pace with the song, but it also could have been used as a way of emphasizing the impact of his words and to create a more painful and emotional atmosphere. i honestly can’t tell the purpose.

the original korean version so much more complex. it starts out the exact same (save for some minor lyrical differences that come with it just being in a different language). the ‘right, it’s been enough’ line is where the switch happens, it’s like he’s deciding then and there that he’s had enough and that he’s not going to the be the one that loses. it’s not any less intense and emotionally weakened, the song is still incredibly dark and painful, but it’s like he’s decided that if he’s gonna play your game, you’re gonna play his. he’s making sure that you lose just as much as he does.

oh boy that was a lot. anyway, onto the musicality differences. i’m sure at this point you’ve listened to both versions, but if you haven’t, you might wanna do that.

it’s a bit hard to go into exact differences but here’s a general run down.

in the intro section, the original korean has a hit of some percussion instrument before the guitar part comes in and once the prechorus starts, there’s the snapping, i believe there’s another guitar part added in, and there’s other sound effects that build up to the chorus.

the intro section of the english version is completely different. first of all, there’s no percussion hit before the guitars come in and they’re much softer. the prechorus also doesn’t add anything beyond again another guitar part, though there is still that build up that happens going into the chorus. also there’s birds in the english version??? i’m serious you can hear birds flying around in the very beginning.

the next section i’m gonna cover is the second verse and the differences in the chorus from a musical standpoint.

the original korean doesn’t even start the violin part until much later, like not even in the second chorus im talking in the bridge. i can’t tell if that’s just another guitar or if that’s just a keyboard added in, but whatever it is, there is something in the first part of the second chorus that wasn’t in the entire first chorus. (btw because the second and third chorus double in length im going to refer to each as like the ‘first/second part of the second/third chorus’)

the violin part starts in the english version right before that second prechorus starts, which is much, much earlier than in the korean version. and in the second part of the second chorus, the violins come back!! i love the violin part oh my god it’s gorgeous.

and the final thing i wanna talk about is the bridge (i’m gonna call it the bridge but it’s kinda just like the prechorus, it’s the part between the second and third chorus) as well as the post chorus (the post chorus is just where he says ‘don’t wanna lose’ over and over again lmao. i’m not gonna go too much in detail on the third chorus because frankly it’s not that exciting.

the differences in the bridge are one of the first things i noticed being incredibly different. there is a part in the original korean where the violin part starts as well as a building of percussion hits to build tension and create some drama in the instrumental. that percussion part is completely missing. it’s just straight up not there, the only thing in the bridge is the violin.

also!! the post chorus, there is yet another guitar part (he really likes those apparently) in the original korean version that is again just straight up not there in the english version.

so now that i’ve gone in length about the musical differences, let’s talk about what they all mean. the english version is missing a lot of components that add ✨drama✨ and the fact that the beautiful violin part is much more prevalent in the english version which all together i think really fits the idea that the english version is the softer, more resigned, and not as cruel version.

tldr: lose in korean is somewhat cruel and vengeful, whereas lose in english is more sad and miserable :D

#please everyone actually read this lmao i put so much time into writing this all out #i hope it makes sense #feel free to talk to me about any of this if you need any clarifications on what i meant or if you have your own ideas!!#<3 #lost inthedream #wonho #monsta x

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kenjacku · 3 years

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Thank you soo much @holyshit and @corneliaswalls was for tagging me!! 🌺🌻💝

this got kinda long especially since im not able to arrange the images side by side idk why :/

✨ screenshots

my lockscreen is: a certain titan I'm particularly fond of from AoT 🙃

the last song i listened to: cmbyn - lil nas x

last photo saved: lhh <3

picrew: its something that i created looong ago when i just used to lurk on tumblr and it kinda looks like me (but not exactly, I don't look that nice lol) soo hey!

🎶 four songs i’ve heard today:

call of silence - hirayuki sawano

fall in line - christina aguilera ft demi lovato

house of memories - panic at the disco

asphyxia - co shu nie

🎬 seven comfort films:

this is gonna be a mix of films, anime and tv shows hehe

attack on titan/aot (my favourite anime💖)

friends

freaky friday

titanic (i’ve literally lost count of the number of times i’ve watched it lmao)

inuyasha (the first anime i watched, when i was 7, so it holds a special place in my heart)

you've got mail

downton abbey

🖐 get to know me:

name/nickname: teresa, i dont have any nicknames, but my mom’s brother occasionally calls me tessa so maybe that counts?

star sign: virgo

favourite bands/groups: OneDee, f+tm, imagine dragons

favourite solo artists: zayn, hirayuki sawano (he’s the composer for the aot soundtrack)

song stuck in my head: montero - cmbyn heh

last movie: i think it was murder on the orient express

last show: schitt’s creek (its amaaaazing), but if we’re talking anime, then death note (it was alright)

when did i create this blog: i have no idea lol

what do i post about: larry, 1d, anime and whatever else catches my fancy

last thing i googled: mexico ( to check which continent it is in 🙈)

other blogs: nope, dont have the energy for it

do i get asks: nah, but im glad since i’ve seen the hate anons going around and they’re not very nice lol

why did i choose this url: well, my first one was 2youngghosts which was a combination of too young (i loveee this song so much) and 2 ghosts, now its gettingdizzyoh which is a lyric from a certain song that harry hasnt released yet and i’ll never forgive him for this atrocity (also i am feeling very confused about my life rn so it reflects my state of mind too )

following: 🙃

followers: 🙃

average hours of sleep: 4-6/7

lucky number: idk? 9? since my birthday is 9/9

instruments: i can play the flute (the bamboo one) somewhat decently, but im out of practice now soo.. buuut i am a HUGE sucker for anyone who plays the piano or violin, thats a sureshot way to my heart lmao, and i want to learn to play them too!

what am i wearing: an oversized yellow t shirt ( i got it at an intersate math quiz i participated in and its probably my most worn and favorite item of clothing and my mom hates it lol) and navy blue boxers

dream job: a job where i’m paid to eat food (especially desserts), and i wont get sick or gain weight

dream trip: JAPANNNN

favourite food: chocolate! (actually anything that’s sweet i have GIGANTIC sweet tooth, i once ate an entire coffee cake by myself lol) buut also biriyani *muah*, aand the mutton kheema which we get at a local restaurant nearby which i LOVE (godd my mouth is already watering its been so long since i last had it) and i will go on and on so im gonna stop hehe

nationality: indian

favorite song: paper houses (niall) or sweater weather(the nbhd) or insomnia (zayn)

three fictional universes you’d like to live in: umm harry potter? thats the only one i can think of rn

Soo this was fun! I'm tagging @trulymadlycrazy, @velouie, @stardust-and-swords, @always28lou and anyone else who wants to do it! also, ignore if you don't wanna, ik it's kinda long

#tag games

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yeocult · 4 years

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ateez film diary analysis

ok i am currently typing with tears in my eyes but that’s cool!!!! gonna talk about ateez diary film for a moment. btw if you’re here for theories, this might not be for you, my brain is not capable of that critical thinking lmao. although, i will be rambling/analyzing the cinematography and overall admiring the film!! under the cut because this happened to be 1.5k words oops.

man, first of all, 16 minutes?? thank you for the food kq!! i think their concept is super cool. it’s unpredictable, refreshing, and just gives me a lot of high hopes for this comeback. ateez never disappoints, they come back each time stronger and better.

“this is the story where their dimensions are split into eight pieces again.” that kinds hurt me. throughout the film we see clips of them being happy and joyful with each other, but we also see scenes where they’re all alone. they didn’t get separated by losing contacts or whatever, literally dimensions.

phew okay, when the man with the black fedora approaching hongjoong like that was soooo dskjdj ugh i love it when they have a bright light in the back, capturing the silhouette perfectly. sorry i’m such a sucker for those types of shoots!! now hongjoong’s dream. “the world inside a television cannot be reached. the world they live in and the world that i live in is blocked.” yea.. they’re separated from dimensions. isn’t that so heartbreaking?? separated by time and space.

um this might be a huge stretch, plus i’m horrible at science. i’ve read a lot of articles on where, ‘if time stopped would gravity still apply?’ and i thought of this because of the items floating up around hongjoong. without time, gravity, acceleration, speed and force are simply meaningless, so i guess that’s why it’s floating? as if we’re going back in time. there’s a lot of consequences and weird things on going back in time/time travelling (most famously the ‘bootstrap paradox’) because time is not an object and cannot ‘go’ anywhere at all, not forward, not backward, nor can it stop. so i expected some not so happy events to occur.

anyways moving on to seonghwa’s memory. i loved this. “i thought i lacked in many areas and have much to learn.” then we see a bunch of to-do lists and i guess they’re kinda like goals to accomplish or things he wants to learn. the somewhat long shot of him sitting on this table and the camera moving away from him gave me a sense of isolation (i also don’t know why yeo in the smn box is on the tv but it could mean he’s trapped). we also see him walking straight, kinda like following a straightforward path with a lot of control, hence the to-do lists. then he hits stops. now the girl is the total opposite of seonghwa. she’s dancing, moving, and overall carefree i would say. everything seonghwa is lacking. she’s freedom. i don’t have much to say about this scene but i really like how when he was walking one step at a time, it was completely dark. but as soon as it hits stops and sees her, there were lights.

now my favourite, wooyoung’s choice. that transition to seonghwa’s little emo time to wooyoung’s hyped underground music and dancing was the serotonin boost i needed. let’s talk about his ponytail because it made me a whole simp for him. plus he’s so fucking cool?? if i become a wooyoung biased soon, you know why. he talks about stage fright and the scene where people were looking down at the camera was perfect, low camera shots show dominance or superiority. when you have stage fright, you’re worried and insecure about your abilities (at least that’s how i feel) and with people look down at you is almost like they’re judging and aren’t expecting much from you. ateez brings him courage and reassurance, they give him strength. the last scene with the rain and the flickering light so chilling. its almost like the rain washed away his everything.

yeosang’s time giving me slight dark academia vibes and i’m here for it!!! also bird metaphors?? yes please! “limited freedom. like a bird in a cage.” we see yeosang in a room surrounded by other musicians but he isn’t playing his instrument. almost like he doesn’t wanna be there or has no real passion for this field. hence him talking about ‘expanding his dreams’. we get a close shot at his face looking forward to the right, i feel as if he’s daydreaming or reaching out. taking back to say my name, we have yeosang trapped inside that box, almost like the birds with limited freedom. he drops his violin and suddenly the birds (they symbolize peace, transformation, freedom and power) are free, giving us a scene with his friends. he’s free.

san’s resolution might just be my favourite in terms of cinematography. can we just talk about the long amount of time san has the stay put for the timelapse to work?? the scene wins my heart. now we see the classroom in a mess, meaning school was never enjoyable to san. always moving and no friends. the way he’s moving seems like there’s not much he can do in his life. the escalator scenes kinda look like the one in wonderland. time is always moving, the escalator moving, and san runs back up despite it moving in the opposite direction. im not sure where i was going with this but i thought i was kinda cool, how he’s running back up to be with his friends.

next, we have yunho and his brother. in a matter of seconds, all the light in the studio flicker and turns off. this is quite similar to the flicker lights in wooyoung’s last scene. there’s a pattern here with flickering lights and how it means lost and loneliness. we don’t know what 5:07 mean, maybe its completely relevant but knowing kq and their team, almost everything seems intentional. also i saw on twt (not my analysis) but seonghwa’s to-do list includes a task of learning how to drive, then we get yunho getting hit by a car. not sure where i got from this but i thought i would include it.

actor jongho!!!! he’s so good i love him. ok so we get that basketball was his dreams but due to his broken leg, it seems impossible for him to pursue that dream. we him sitting at a distance, admiring the game and the people who are able to play. but when he’s in the court, he’s all alone (might just be because he can’t go in court when other people are playing but just let me be deep for a second oki). the burning basketball means he cannot play again. then the fight scene between him and mingi. i want to talk about the camera work for a second. it’s unstable, harsh and a little unfocused (because it’s handheld) and it makes it seem like another member’s pov, pushing the realism on us. hmm this might be kinda dumb but the loud bang when mingi got pushed was a little unexpected hence every scene with the boys was all very calm and had music in the back, no sounds. idk just a noticed. ohmygod another silhouette scene with beautiful lighting in the back!!!! the camera is moving away from him, moving away shows weakness. i loveee this so much along with the smoke. his dreams are burning up, literally.

last we have mingi’s diary. “earphones in my ears, the world is mine for now.” again, similar to seonghwa in the dark walking, mingi is isolating himself from the world. he’s using music to escape from reality. mingi looks trapped by the way its shot, cutting off his forehead and lips only showcasing his eyes and nose. this could be his facial features are more important than anything else right now. the camera angle is below mingi, again with the dominance and superiority… because he literally kicked someone. but still the same camera angle except this time mingi is looking up at the sky or forward, not looking down. with that, mingi no longer looks intimidating, he seems slightly vulnerable. and i think that’s really powerful how quickly he transitions despite the same angle. so we know mingi uses music as an escape, “i would rather be alone than encounter the world.” then we see yeosang (by his flannel) taking off his earphones. bringing him back to reality with the boys, and everything seems a lot more peaceful. its kinda like, without his friends, he would rather be isolated. now i want to point how the loud bang from jongho’s shot. it’s literally the same shot but the noise isn’t there indicating that mingi has earphones in (i think even when they’re not literally in, he still shuts out noise), shutting off the noise. i think the little details were so well done. we also get a match cut of mingi blinking, back to the darkness. i think it shows how quickly things can be taken away from you.

MAN THE SCENE WHERE THEY ALL GATHER TOWARDS HONGJOONG JAKJDSJKSDJKSD I CANNOT BREATHE IT GAVE ME SO MUCH CHILLS MYGODDOO !!!!!! like that scene in say my name. gotta love the build up of the song then it drops when the members all show up UGH I LOVED THAT SOO MUCH!! “the memories of short happiness. and dreams broken into pieces” brb gonna cry. the hourglass is finished,, what does this mean? ;o also i cant help but to notice the lighting on how one side is dark and the other has light. this could just be for aesthetics but idkkkk just another notice.

hehe sorry this made no sense,,, anyways that’s all i have to say, i’m so excited for their comeback <33

#h.txt #pHEW #haha dont clown me i know nothing about film #also send me your thought?#i would love to talk about cinematography!!#ateez #might add on to this later!!#moon talks

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thebulletinhamilton-quotes · 4 years

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we’re such good friends/coworkers that people think we’re together and i was really tired and agreed with them and now they think we’re together and i’m so embarrassed can you just go with it? Jeffmads or if not Lams? Please?

A/N: ANON IM A TERRIBLE PERSON IM SORRY IM SUCH A DINGUS I hope you like it anon. AGAIN IM SORRY!

Summary: We’re such good friends/coworkers that people think we’re together and I was really tired and agreed with them and now they think we’re together and I’m so embarrassed can you just go with it? Please?

....

Let’s be friends

Let’s be lovers friends

...

James isn’t 98% of the details but he’s pretty sure that since he’s been three years old, Thomas Jefferson has been his best friend. They spent summers milking cows, racing the dirt track and taking his mom’s jars and filling them with lightning bugs.

Now, they spend their freshman year of high school writing college essays and attending track practice. Thomas, bless his heart, finds time to play the violin and write poetry. Meanwhile, James Madison Jr. can barely keep his eyes open.

His US History is droning on and on about Daveed Digg’s importance to writing the Declaration of Independence and how important it is. James, is fighting the urge to succumb to the summer cold as he feels his eyes grow heavy with each second. He’s halfway to falling asleep on his desk when a pencil pokes him in the cheek.

It does the trick and he glares at Thomas as he sliently laughs at him. Yet, he can’t help but shake his head at him. The rest of the class, he’s fighting the urge to grin at this boy, of all people.

...

However, in his trig class, Thomas is not in this one and it’s James by himself. And while trig usually excites him, he only got four hours of sleep*. And as he’s drifting off, some juinior decides it’s the best time to engage him in conversation.

Some juinior with a voice. “Hey James, are you and Thomas a thing? You’ve been together for like, what, ten years? Right?” They say, excited.

Normally, James would have said: “Mind your business.” And they would leave him alone, until the next time (probably the next time Thomas smacks his butt). But James is falling asleep and the quickest way to get someone to shut up is to give one word answers. Also, in his defense, he thinks they’re asking him if Thomas are hanging out cause if so the answer is—

“Yes.”

...

Let’s be friends

Let’s be lovers friends

Let’s be more than friends

...

James somehow dozed off during the first ten minutes of trig but thanks to the sounds of desks scrapping the hard tile floor, he wakes up to a flurry of student activity. He winces slightly before rubbing his eyes. His teacher, Benjamin Franklin, thankfully, is telling everyone the project that is due at the end of class.

Thanks to the foresight he had to read one chapter ahead (unlike SOME people), based on Mr. Franklin’s instruction, he’s able to get to work. He’s almost focused enough to hear the whispers of students but he forces himself to remain focus.

Thankfully, as he predicted, he’s able to finish right before the bell dismisses them. He grabs his books, ignoring the whispers of his older classmates. They’re just jealous you got done early, he assures himself. Right?

...

It isn’t until lunch with Thomas that James is confronted by why everyone seems to be staring at them. As he sits down to greet him, Thomas has an eyebrow raised and a smirk. Before James can say, hello, Thomas beats him to the punch:

“Hey James, I hear we are a thing since we were in diapers?” Thomas’s laugh is infectious and James would be leaving if his face wasn’t so red. “Like, does this mean our anniversary is homecoming or—“ Thomas is full blown cracking up and James groans loudly.

“Thomas.” He’s expasterated as he’s never been before because it’s hitting him why everyone is whispering and staring. Thomas stops laughing before cracking a dazzling smile at him.

“Yes, Jemmy*?” Thomas asks, sweetly, like he’s not smirking at him as a devil would.

James shoots Thomas back an eye roll before huffing to himself. He runs his hands through his hair before remembering his hair will stick out in all directions. He quickly slides his hands down his jeans to wipe off all this sweat. He sighs, knowing Thomas silent but probing air will not be clear until he confesses.

“I kinda, well, sorta, you see.” James take another deep breathe before composing himself. “So, I was falling asleep in trig and someone decided it would be the perfect time to ask me if we were dating. And I thought they were asking about if we were friends and stop laughing it’s not funny!” James sputters as Thomas dissolved into laughter.

It’s several minutes before Thomas shakes out of it. During Thomas’s laughing spell, it seems everyone has their eye on them even closer than before. James can feel his face turn even redder and warmer. He ends up putting his gaze down, for some reason he feels so many emotions at once. It’s frieghtening and he doesn’t like it in the slightest and—

“Hey.” James looks up to see Thomas in closer proximity. It hits James that Thomas is here for him, despite this stupid, dumb mistake and yet...

James clears his throat. “Thomas, I have a favor to ask,” he begins. Thomas quips an eyebrow at him with a teasing grin. James takes a deep breathe:

“Would you mind playing along? Just, we can figure out the rest. I figured this way people can at least stop all this staring.” James can’t help but gesture wildly at the sea of students who are eyeing them up.

Thomas looks at him softly, like James might shatter into a million pieces. He smiles and nods.

“Why not. Let’s do it.”

...

Dating your best friend, as it turns out, is a little bit different. For example, James had known Thomas to be quite handsy. Even as friends, they use to hold hands while walking home. Now, it’s a little bit different

Thomas has his big (warm) hand in James left Jean pocket as they walk down the hall, together. Thomas is practically glued to his side that their teachers aren’t letting them work together (because apparently they are “corrupting the student body” or whatever that means.) but it’s a small price to pay when Thomas kisses his cheeks for greeting.

It seems to James that everyday, Thomas is kissing closer and closer to the corner of his cheeks. James can’t help but feel like he wouldn’t mind if Thomas kissed his lips....

And maybe a little more...

...

Let’s be lovers friends

Let’s be more than friends

Let’s be boyfriends

...

A/N: I WOULD APPRECIATE SOME REBLOGS WITH REVIEWS BECAUSE AS YOU ALL KNOW: I’m a sucker for that. Thanks anon for the request!

#jeffmads #not a quote #not incorrect quotes #my writing #inbox ball #ask answered #thebulletinhamiltonquotes writing #anon

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inverrerdise · 3 years

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rules: answer questions and tag 20 some blogs you are contractually obligated to know better 💗

tagged by @monunivers (thanks, bom! i hope you’re doing well!)

name/nickname: i go by kay on here :D

gender: female

star sign: aquarius, but i’m on the pisces cusp

height: 5′3″

time: 4:20pm

birthday: feb 17

favorite bands: verivery, cix, nct, ateez, astro, weki meki, dreamcatcher, mcnd, are my top faves but i follow many more

favorite solo artists: I don’t follow a ton of solo artists by I like ha sungwoon and eric nam on the kpop scene and on the western scene I like alec benjamin, lauv, and sabrina carpenter

song stuck in my head: none at this specific moment, but i’m enjoying eeny meeny by u-know right now

last movie: princess & the frog

last show: ouran high school host club (binged it in like 2 days out of stress of school hahaha)

when i created my blog: july 2020? it was around the time of the thunder comeback i know

last thing i googled: claude levi strauss for my mythology class

other blogs: @dreamingwaytoolate (main)

do i get asks: not too much

why i chose my url: i couldn’t decide on a specific member, so i opted to go for something more encompassing by doing a play on the fandom name, thus “inverrerdise” like i’m enjoying being in the fandom (and I am :) hehe)

following: 49

followers: 🤫

average hours of sleep: around 7

lucky number(s): don’t have one

instruments: i used to play the violin. i played for 10 years, but stopped when i went to college. i bring it out on occasion just for fun sometimes and to refresh my fingers on the notes so i don’t totally forget lol.

what im wearing: jeans and a long sleeve light purple shirt

dream trip: i’d love to visit cappadocia, turkey

favorite food: i’m a sucker for pasta

nationality: american

favorite song: like of all time? oh boy hmmmmm I don’t think I can pick one so some of my faves are must have been the wind (alec benjamin), shout out to my ex (little mix), paris (sabrina carpenter), runaway (pentagon), we must love (onf)

top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: harry potter, winx (og version ofc we don’t address fate as a thing here), and the summoner series world

#I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME FOREVER #PT 2!!!#i'm really the worst when it comes to tags aren't i lol #i'm sorry for leaving you hanging bom!!#tags

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allthefandomloveandimagines · 5 years

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❤️I SHIP YOU WITH JAIMIE LANNISTER ❤️

I ship you with Jaimie Lannister because you seem to have a firm moral compass which is something he struggles with. Your ability to act on the things you like (such as dancing & being outside) is something that draws him to you. I imagine you working best with Jaimie when he is younger (while he lives on casterly rock) and him being taken by you.

So without further ado.... ❤️Story time❤️ this is set with young Jaimie before Cersei is married off❤️

You were betrothed to the nephew of Tywin Lannister

It was a marriage proposal you house had prayed for and something you dreaded

The Lannister family was nothing good as far as you were considered

The proposal wasn’t in person, or at least the first one wasn’t

You parents had come to tell you that a letter had come asking for your hand

And that a party would be held at casterly rock to celebrate your acceptance

The only problem is

You didn’t accept

You parents did it for you and you defiantly didn’t agree

You tried to fight the idea of marrying into that family and begged your parents to reconsider forcing you to go

They only shut you down, packed your dresses and forced you on the ship

They tried to make you feel better by describing the party to you but even dancing didn’t sound fun to you

When you arrived at casterly rock you were taken straight to a room where you were to prepare for the party

Your ladies brushed and pinned your hair up and added small amounts of makeup to your face

The women tending to you knew that you would fight them if they put a completely constricting dress on you

So instead they decided to slip you into a gorgeous light f/c dress with an open flowy bottom and a corset top

You smile and one of the girls winks at you before fluffing up the bottom of your dress

“Your parents said they would like you down in 30 minutes. They are meeting with the Lannister’s now and the party has started.”

You frowned and looked out the window

“You will have to come down eventually my dear.” One of the said quickly

You sigh and motion for them to leave

And they do

You walk to the window and look out at the setting sun

You had no intentions of going to that party

Night had had fallen and you found yourself wandering about outside

You looked at the garden and the stone structures that guarded the island

There were guards scattered around in high towers and by doorways but they didn’t look as threatening as you expected

None of them paid you much attention which brought you a little relief

That just meant you parents weren’t looking for you yet

You could hear music coming from the heart of the island and you wandered closer

You still didn’t want to attend the party

But you knew you didn’t have to be in there to enjoy the sounds coming from it

You stood outside the Lannister home, off to the side swaying to the music by the edge of their garden

You felt a little weird dancing alone outside in the dark

But you figured no one would see you anyway

So what’s to stop you

You carefully removed your shoes and placed them neatly on the stone floor

You then picked up the edges of your dress and began to twirl about

The more you focused, the louder the music seemed to get

And the more pleases you were

You had always loved dancing out late with your friends

Without the adults, without being judged

It was something you knew you’d probably never do again

After all, you’d eventually have to marry the poor sucker who was in there waiting for you to make an appearance

You did a large twirl, letting the soft fabric of your dress create a full colorful circle around you before watching it gracefully skirt the floor

You continued dancing for what only seemed like minutes but had to have been hours

Suddenly a crunch by the bushes behind you stopped you in your tracks

You gasped and stopped

You could see a male figure only feet from you

He was young, like you, but you couldn’t make out his features in the dark

“Who are you?” You ask defensively

Looking at the door to see if you had a clear shot if you had to run

“I’m sorry, just avoiding the party I’m afraid.” He seemed to grin “I’m not one for crowds”

You agreed with him there

And he was invited to the party, so you naturally assumed he wouldn’t hurt you

“Do you dance?” You ask abruptly

He’s caught off guard and looks around and scratches his head

“No I’m afraid I’m not quite good at-“

“But it’s no fun dancing alone. Are you rejecting me?” You ask cocking you head

“Well I wouldn’t want to do that”

“Good,” you step forward and carefully take his hand, “it’s easy, I’ll show you” you place his second hand on your waist and gently soothe him in to moving with you

He picks up clickly and it’s obvious he has had to do this before

It’s not long till he almost seems to be doing it better than you

You step on his toe which causes him to pull back

“I’m so sorry!” You whisper shout giggling

“It’s fine!” He laughs back and takes your hand again “I have a sister who I swear does that on purpose”

“She sounds awful” you flash him a toothy grin and do a little twirl “round two?” You bow slowly and he follows suit before placing his hand back on your waist

Of course

You two danced as long as the songs continued and when the Rhythm slowed you found yourself inches from his lips

The soft sound of violins placed in the background and a single beam of moonlight illuminated the right side of his face and the left of yours

You looked eye contact and slowly held eachother while swaying to the dying violin notes

And without another thought

You both leaned forward and sealed a gentle kiss

When you both opened you eyes, smiles invaded your pink cheeks

“Well” you said quietly

“I’d say this was quite some party” he took a step back and held out his hand

“People will be leaving soon, shall we continue our dance in the courtyard?” He smiles and the moon lights up him up entirely

You study his gentle yet sturdy features and strong eyes

You reached your hand out to take his when you noticed his well groomed golden hair

“Wait, What is your name?” You didnt move your hand any further and ceased all other movement

“Well it’s-“ he started and you quickly cut him off

“Are you a Lannister?” You half heartedly shouted

“Um, yes, my name is Jaimie, im the son of-“

“Tywin Lannister.” You finished, and took note of your heavily beating heart. “This is bad.” You look around in a panic

“Bad? I know my family has quite the reputation but-“ he seemed a little hurt and confused

“It’s not your fault!” You snapped at him and felt pity for the boy “it’s mine, I shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have hid from the party, I shouldn’t have kissed you.” Tears started to fill your eyes

“If my parents find out what I’ve done” you hold a hand over your mouth to muffle your cries

“Surely, they will understand! Can’t I speak to them? Can you give me a name... or?” He desperately stepped forward and tried to help

But you pushed him away and listened to the sounds of people coming close to the door

“I have to go.” You grabbed your shoes, picked up the front of dress and took off around the back of the gardens, trying to avoid any leaving party attendants

You succeed in making it back to your room and you immediately throw your shoes across the room and run to the mirror

You look at your pink cheeks and smeared makeup

“Why did this have to happen to me.” You watched the tears fall freely down your face

You heard heavy footsteps down the hall and knew it had to be your parents

Without a second thought you threw yourself into your bed and curled up in the blankets pretending to be asleep

You the door swung open but your prents said nothing

“Of course! There she is!” Your father hissed stepping beside your bed

You held your breath and remained silent

“Look at her dear, she’s exhausted. I bet she wasn’t feeling well. She can’t avoid the young man forever. “ she placed a hand on your forehead

“She’s warm dear. She at least seemed to get dressed. You can assume she planned on going”

Your mom brush a strand of hair out of your face and escorted your father out of the room

They must have had a good night because they typically weren’t that understanding

The next morning was rough

Your ladies in waiting were on you as soon as the sun reared it’s head up from the ground

One of them practically had to drag you from the bed

You were not having it after the bad night you had

It wasn’t all bad, in fact, it was one of the best nights you had ever had. But if Jaimie figured out who you were

And told

You life would be over

The marriage would be terminated, you would be shamed

And you parents would never forgive you

You couldn’t live with the reprocussions

You were prepared and cleaned up for the day and hastily met you parents for breakfast

You knew you’d have to play the sick card in order to squeeze you way out of trouble with you soon be husband and his family

When you arrived downstairs in the large dining area all eyes were on you

You gave a weak smile and courtsied

You parents ran to your side and introduced you and listed off your accomplishments since before you had arrived

Tywin raised a brow and your betrothed smoothly moved in

“It is an honor to see you my lady, and in good health.” He kissed you hand and stepped back

You nodded and thanked him for forgiveness for your lack of attendance at the party

He forgave you immediately and took a seat at the table

He was younger than you expected and quite ill mannered

He immediately tore food apart and did not bother to keep food on the table where it belonged

It wasn’t long until his mother appeared and scolded him for his behavior

She brought along two other young Lannister’s

Two of which Tywin immediately stood up and introduced

“These are my two children, Cersei and Jaimie. “ they both bowed and tools their seats

You did everything you could to avoid looking at Jaimie

But naturally he took a seat beside you, not realizing who you were

“Welcome to casterly rock my lady.” He flashed a smile while Tywin and your father struck up a conversation

“Thank you” you mumbled quietly

“I know that voice,” he quickly looked down at you and you look back at him with eyes

“Do you?” Cersei snapped from across the table

You both look at her

All attention turned to the two of you

Tywin, your parents, the little lord you were to marry...

“Perhaps not.” Jaimie looked down and took a shaky breath

“No, have you two met before?” Tywin hissed, “perhaps last night when you weren’t at the party?” Jaimie looked up at him with pleading eyes

“I’ll give you a head start.” Cersei whispered to you from across the table “10 seconds.”

You furrowed you brows

What was she talking about

“No father, I told you I stepped out to get some air.” Jaimie shot out

“Alone?” Tywin inquires

“Wasn’t y/n sick and alone last night?” Cersei added

She looked back at you “five”

You heart started racing

“Is that so?” Tywin barked

“She would never do something questionable!” Your parents shot out immediately

“How dare you accuse her of being anything but loyal!” Your father clenched his fist and you could feel how nervous Jaimie was

“Did you tell your sister.” You growled in an almost silent tone

“No. I didn’t she was upstairs when I-“ he stopped and both of you watched Cersei play with her food

“Up stairs where?” You growled again

“Probably—outside”

“Where we were.” Cersei looked up and gave you a wicked grin

“3.” She Leaned forward and looked at Tywin

“They were there together.” All eyes were on Cersei and she was loving it

“I saw it myself.” Everyone at the table made horrendous noises and the little lord pushed back in his chair

“And they shared a kiss.” Cersei’s eyes focused in on you

“This is outrageous!” He shouted

“1.” Cersei looked at her dad

“How dare you bring your harlot here” Tywin hissed standing at the foot of the table

Your father had your arm in an instant and pulled you from your chair

You looked desperately at Jaimie

His face was filled with guilt

You didn’t say anything you just looked at him

“Leave before I have the guards do it for you!” Tywin shouted

You turned and briskly exited the building while your parents tried to plea in your name

You didn’t wait for them and in fact

You started to run

And you couldn’t stop

Tears flooded your eyes as they had done the night before and you found yourself and the docks alone

“What has happened?!” You screamed at the water

Footsteps cam in quickly beside you

You grabbed a paddle from the ground and swiftly turned around holding it out

“Stay away!” You screamed

It was Jaimie, looking as gentle as the night before

“I’m so sorry, I didn’t know she-“

“What, that she was there? Or that she would do this? I’m ruined!” You threw the paddle at him and walked to the edge of the dock where a little boat waited floating by itself

“I should run.” You looked down longingly at the boat

“You could.” He said quietly

You turned and looked at him “I had a great time last night”

“I did too.” He looked back into you eyes with sympathy

“Why do things like this have to happen?” You asked

He stepped forward and closed the space with you

You gazed into his eyes

“I have to leave don’t I?” He took your hand while you tried to have a conversation with him

“Jaimie, I have to leave, don’t I?” He just looked at you

“Please tell me. Tell me to go.”

“Your parents can convince my cousin it was an accident. They can tell him you thought I was my cousin. They could believe him. That’s probably what is happening now.” Jaimie focused on your eyes

“But.” You furrowed your brows

“But, Cersei will not let you go. She’s different, my sister, she will do everything in her power to get rid of you.” Jaimie bit his lip

“What? That’s crazy! Why would she-“

“I don’t know. You should go. She will get you killed.” Your heart sank, your stomach tightened and your breathing got heavier

“Where do I go? What do I do?”

Jaimie pulled a large pouch from his belt and placed it in your hands

“It’s all gold peices.” You saw the look in his eye

He knew there was no other option

You spent a long moment on the dock together but not much else was said

Your simple Night if defiance had changed your life forever and though you thought maybe you should stay with your parents, if Jaimie was right about Cersei

It would have been only a matter of time

You did escape

And found yourself actually enjoying your life in Westeros

It was much more welcoming than you had hoped and you thought about what your life would have been like at casterly rock

You had made the right decision

But you missed that night with Jaimie

You missed Jaimie

You only knew him so shortly but there was a lot to that young man

Maybe you’d see him again

#kwpq imagines #kwpqgotship #jaimie lannister #jaimie lannister imagine #game of thrones aesthetic #game of thrones #game of thrones ship #got ship

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renlopezpietro · 5 years

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hey its me admin ani this is my trash daughter mina please give her some love thnx you know im a sucker for pre established stuff so hmu

- mina bae, born in seoul, daughter of a ceo and a famous model, couldn’t be richer if she tried.

- her backstory is pretty classic, her parents were expecting a boy who would follow in her dad’s footsteps and inherit the company, instead they got mina. the second her dad set his eyes on her, he was doomed to being wrapped around her little finger forever and ever. there is nothing mina can’t get from him if she bats her eyelashes enough.

- while her dad still hoped she’d still want to take his position one day, her mom, who’s a whole lot more traditional, wanted mina to follow in her footsteps, and she did her absolute best to make mina play dress up, but it just wouldn’t work. mina resisted her as best as she could, and slowly but surely, the two of them became so distant it felt like they could barely see each other. this was fine with mina, who had one (1) loving parent who was willing to accept her as she was and did not need a second one (or so she tells herself).

- wanting his baby girl to have the best of the best, mr bae sent mina off to high school in new york, having her attend a private, wealthy place. being surrounded by people who were so much like herself made mina a little uncomfortable, it felt like looking into a mirror constantly and she didn’t like what she was seeing.

- all of the piano, violin and cello lessons her expensive school provided woke something up in her – her passion for music was stronger than anything else she’d ever experienced. this was the one thing that forced her to break out of her shell, she started escaping her dorm late at night to go see bars, and later on, as she started making friends in bars and so on, she started playing her own stuff as well.

- for a while, she was concerned this would not look great in front of her father. there was also the tiny added pressure of having to tell him about yet another discovery she’d made about herself rather recently, this being that she was very, very bi.

- however, as previously mentioned, her dad thinks mina is the sun and everything orbits around her, so she could’ve confessed to being a serial killer and he would’ve been fine with it. it made him a little sad to know she wouldn’t be taking over his business, but deep down, he still has hopes that the music thing will be just a phase and she’ll switch majors.

— tati was her roommate for her first two years. they sorta slept together every now and then because mina is very inconsistent and also 1000% the type of friend who will offer making out if you’re sad bc you failed an exam. eventually mina moved to a single room because frankly? she has too much stuff. she misses tati every single day.

— wanted connections are everything, mina is bad at relationships because she gets absorbed easily but then she also gets absorbed by people easily upon first meeting them and can get very intense at first only to forget all about them if they don’t forget about her first. friends!! all the friends!! hook ups. someone who lives in the room next door and hates her for playing sad songs in the middle of the night. someone who lives across the hallway and whom she’s been trading flirty glances for months. a communist who wants to show her the wrong of her ways. i don’t know. give it all to me.

#water:intro

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greatwise · 5 years

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i was gratefully tagged by @david-matteo to do this 22 questions thing and i’m sure not many people know much of me on this blog so: here we go!

rules: answer the following 22 questions and then tag 22 people you’d love to get to know more!

Name/nickname: i don’t really have any nicknames, but my name is lily (and, before you assume, i use theythem pronouns)

Zodiac Sign: sun in aries, moon in sagittarius!

Height: eh like 5’2 ?? i rarely measure myself

Hogwarts House: hufflepuff!

Last thing I googled: skam enjoltaire au,, bc i’m a sucker okay

Favorite musician: most of what i listen to is musical theatre but if i had to choose a mainstream kinda voice/person it’d be louis tomlinson or mika <33

Last song I listened to: ain’t no thing from bring it on i think???

Song stuck in my head: literally the guards part of the second attack from les mis,, that’s what’s usually stuck in my head tbh sksks

Followers: 205 i think

Amount of sleep: maybe 7 hrs max? it’s exam season!

Lucky number: 2 (the only reasonits my lucky number is bc a bratz annual from like 2006 told me and ive said it’s my lucky number ever since)

What im wearing: pjs! (specifically: a large shirt saying gender and the most ratty pair of plaid bottoms that i cant seem to throw away bc they’re so comfy and well fitted)

Dream job: honestly? i’d love to be a theatre director/producer

Dream trip: europe road trip! I’ve been to one european country and i live in england, it’s real sad

Favorite food: hmmm my go to is a vegetarian pie or rice/pasta

Instruments: is this for what i play? bc if so, drums is my main instrument but i’ve been known to play violin, guitar and piano mediocrely!

Languages: i’m from england, do you think i know any other languages other than english??? (our education system is fucked but i’ve tried to learn norwegian, i really have)

Favorite song: ooo hard one! it depends - if it had to be a song i connected with it’d be walking in the wind or if i could fly by oned but if it’s a song that i can just put on and bop to maybe we are golden by mika??

Random fact: ughhh exams are killing me :D

i would love for people to tag me as their tagger if they would like to do it! i don’t think i know 22 people who haven’t done it so, if you haven’t been tagged, i’m tagging you!

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luvrgirl555 · 5 years

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Congrats on 200!! Can get a queen and borhap ship? I'm 5'0, I have shoulder length, dark brown almost black hair, and brown eyes. I love painting my nails, and its extremely stress reducing for me, so I tend to have different colored nails around 3 times a week. Ive been playing violin for four years and I've been taking voice lessons for two. Ive been in multiple musicals, and I struggle with a l o t of mental illnesses but I'm working through them.

ok 1. me and u are so similar that it’s kinda scary so um hmu pls & 2. thank u for the congrats!! u all are so sweet i’m drowing in sugar

queen: john!! brian and freddie used to paint their nails, we all know this, so he’d obvs seen nail polish before but when he found you in your room one night he asked if he could do it for you. you smiled and told him he could and tbh he was shit, but that thing that was your stress reliever quickly became tied to john and he became something that also relieved your stress. he always knew exactly what to say and exactly how to make you feel less alone through everything going on in your head. he is so absolutely amazed by your talent for not only instruments but singing as well. he doesn’t consider himself a singer but loves to hear you sing along with freddie when you’re in the car. one day he comes home from the studio absolutely giddy and says, “y/n, y/n! did you know that the bass and violin are just the opposite of each other??” smiling like a child when he found out you had something in common. he loves to watch you do your thing on stage and is absolutely that boyfriend that buys way too many flowers (but girl, you don’t care at all)

borhap: gwilym! he’s so gentle with everything and tends to be a fantastic listener. he doesn’t always try to fix the problem, which is nice, just let you vent about whatever’s going on. the height difference ?? i mean come on we’re all suckers for that !! and he is so so supportive of everything that you do in theatre. he absolutely loves coming to every concert and every single production you put on. he knows when to let you be and when you need to be around someone and is all around someone who knows you so perfectly. he cares so deeply about every single detail!!

i hope u love it!! if u don’t i’ll sell my leg on the black market & write u a new one!! just ask lovies

send me descriptions boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssss (i had to explain to my mom that boi doesn’t mean anything sexual or bad because when my brother started saying it this weekend she got very distressed ok bye)

#sarah answers #queen ships #borhap ships

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closvres · 5 years

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@hathawayrph tagged me so how could i not?

about me

nicknames: sj

zodiac: aquarius

height: 5′3

time: 12:05am cst

favorite band / artist: i’ve been loving dermot kennedy and jessie reyez recently

song stuck in my head: fast car

last movie i saw: sixth sense probably

last thing i googled: some cute rings

other blogs:i have a 1x1 and currently working on some rps!

do i get asks: this blog is still relatively new so not really

why did i choose this username: closure - hayley warner had me in the feels & it wasn’t like [something]rpa or rph in case life happened and i neglected it

following: 65

average amount of sleep: honestly?? i think i get by taking several ~3 hr naps a day

what i’m wearing: a classic kultura shirt and shorts

dream job: what i’m going for is forensic science (or forensic psychology since im going for a dual degree), what i wish was a thing: a well paid bed mattress/sleep technology tester

dream trip: greece has been on my bucketlist for so long & i’d love to swim with whale sharks in oslob

favorite food: i’m a sucker for some good wings! my fav sauces are runyon’s and bonchon’s soy garlic

play any instruments: violin

eye color: brown

hair color: really depends on the lighting, but it’s usually black/dark brown with light brown (or red in the summer)

languages you speak: english & tagalog i can’t write it tho

random fact: once i sprained my ankle in my sleep

describe yourself as aesthetic things: false lashes, fuzzy blankets, fresh manicures, rushing at the last minute, half finished projects, polaroids, red wine, dog videos, always charged phone on dnd

tagging: @charlesecrit, @vixenwrites, @jacktherph, and whoever wants to do it!!

#about

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anaetudes · 6 years

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eleven questions tag 💛

i was tagged by @textbooks-typing-and-tea, thanks buddy!! <3

Rules: answer these 11 questions, make up some more and tag 11 people!

1. favorite quote?

i guess i don’t have a favourite quote, yet! Sorry!

2. do you believe in aliens?

I’ve read many stuff about aliens and im a sucker for fermi paradox so yeah i believe in aliens, i mean we can’t be here alone and even if we are that’s just as scary as not being alone at all.

3. likewise, do you believe in ghosts?

yes, like i don’t see ghosts as they are usually portrayed but i believe that there are forces that are here among us and those are the “ghosts” i believe in

4. if you have pets, can you tell us about them, and if you don’t, what pet would you like?

I have a cat called shiro and he is very important to me since it was the tiny light that somehow helped me when my granpa died (i adopted him two days after my grandpa’s death). My dad wanted to call him Salazar bc we adpoted him on 25th of april (a very important holiday here in portugal) but i said that was stupid because Salazar was the didactor and the poor cat doesn’t need to be named after him. Shiro is very friendly and loves being patted and cuddled, has a strong love for food but as any other cat he does weird cat stuff with no apparent reason. A fun fact is that the pronounce of shiro is very similar to the pronounce of ushiro (which is a karate kick) so my karate friends at first thought i named the cat after the kick hahah sorry if this ended up being too long, but i love my cat

5. if you had the opportunity to go to space, would you go?

I would go but my ears are so bad w/ pressure that if i did i would reach space deaf lmao but yeah it’s something i wouldn’t mind going!

6. if you could learn any instruments overnight, what would it be?

it wouldn’t be learning but more like relearning how to play violin bc i miss it so much but i dont remember much anymore :(

7. similarly, if you could learn any language overnight what would it be?

Japanese or german

8. what music gives you feelings of nostalgia?

indie music something in the wave of the neighbourhood or maybe just music classics lmao (honestly the neighbourhood gives me that strong nostalgia lmao) and i will also add to this list musics that i associate with certain points/events of my life (like “fight song” from rachel platten gives me nostalgia about my last karate exam bc it was a very long fight until i could do it and “paris” from magic man gives me nostalgia back to the time i went to Paris heh)

9. what are five things that make you really happy?

hanging out with my friends, new stationery, working out, listening to music, writing!

10. what’s the first thing you notice about a person when you first meet them?

the person’s mood/aura and their gestures! like if they seem too smug or if they don’t speak at all. I look at the physical too but i started to notice that nowadays i judge more people that idk well by what they are on the inside (well more like what i think they are) than by their physical

11. what’s something you dream of doing in the future?

finishing high school and going to the course i want in the university i want. I also dream of doing an interrail, alone like a self discovery trip and also to test my limits

Questions from @textbooks-typing-and-tea

1. Fairy lights or Polaroid photos?

polaroid photos, absolutely

2. Something you do when you’re sad?

i listen to music and watch silly videos on youtube so i can forget whatever made me sad

3. Pick a mythical creature to have as a pet.

a dragon?? yea a dragon!

4. What is your morning routine?

my morning routine is absolute crap tbh but yeah i wake up around 7 or 9am (depending on the days) and i check out if i have any emails from teachers/scouts or social media notifications and then i go to the kitchen and i prepare/eat my breakfast, after eating i take a shower and wash my teeth. Then i dress up, grab my school bag and off i go to another day of school lmao (this looks like an 8th grade assignment i had to do about my daily routine lmao)

My questions:

whats your favourite series? do you have any activities out of school? tell about one of your best moments of this year! whats your favourite stationery piece that you own? this is stupid but can you show your lock and home screen? do you believe in the zodiac? whats your dream location to live? dream job?

People I tag: @studysauce @ittybittystudyblr @studyblr2019 @euonym-tan @yuu-chii @phantomstudies and anyone who wants to do this!

#about #tag game

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