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beesleeps · 1 year
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moltengoldveins · 8 months
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What? oh it’s nothing just the crippling grief of watching a nineteen year old abuse victim with a barely-functioning support system and a manipulative father figure try his absolute hardest to give the child he was unwillingly saddled with something resembling childhood by making war a game. Because he doesn’t have any other ideas. It’s just the slow horror of her wonder and innocence dimming over time. It’s just how her childishness was portrayed not as the good and right nature of her age, but a liability on the battlefield. Not only that, but her childhood personality was actively loathed by us, the fans watching, because it was annoying. Have you ever met a fourteen year old who wasn’t annoying? It’s the dawning realization that none of us liked Ahsoka much until she’d had her innocence seared out by blaster fire. It’s the shame of knowing that we saw her slow painful slide into loss and suffering as growth, as development into something more palatable, less bothersome, more mature for her age. Because it’s fiction, and fiction doesn’t need to be realistic, just entertaining, and we’d never look at a Real Kid that way. It’s just the knowledge that anakin was a slave with a slave mother until he was nine, and at nine spoke with the gravity and wry wit of someone who has witnessed hell. It’s that he was married with a child at nineteen, crouched in the dirt bloody as bombs shot overhead and his little sister tried not to cry in his arms and his men died without hope beside him, and would stay that way for three years.
They stop keeping score a few seasons in. I don’t remember when. They stop because it wouldn’t work anymore, it wouldn’t be funny. We wouldn’t find it funny. Games can’t make war fun when you aren't a child.
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dennisboobs · 7 months
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whatever you do don't think about how the one real relationship dennis ever had devolved into him prostituting himself for a reduction in his alimony payments. because he didn't get a prenup. because he trusted her. because maureen ponderosa was his girlfriend in tenth grade and they were so in love. don't think about how when mandy came to visit, dennis' sole concern was her going after his assets, and when it became clear that she really did not want his money, dennis sat and thought about it, and realized that he wanted to be there for his son. don't think about how often dennis has offered himself up in exchange for something, as if his body is nothing more than an additional asset that can be loaned out. don't think about how dennis avoided being home with maureen on their wedding night. don't think about how his fantasy is to fall in love with a woman who knows he can't have sex with her. don't think about how dennis hates technology for impeding his ability to connect with other people around him. don't think about how deep down, all dennis wants is to care for people and feel cared for, but his naiveté is so consistently responsible for him being used that he shuts himself off from others and Separates entirely. don't think about how frank was nothing more than his money to barbara. don't think about how her love for dennis was entirely dependent on the superficial. the fleeting. the replaceable.
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lethal-liability · 7 months
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When Starset said "even a well lit place can hide salvation" and when they said "if you lead I will follow/a thousand miles away/I will be your apollo/alone in outer space" and when they said "my heart's an artifice, a decoy soul/who knew that emptiness could be so cold?" and when they said "closed up minds are hearty seeds/so plant yourself a gallows tree" and when they said "I still fall for you like suns do for skies" and when they said "out of myself it began evolving/I am not well/REPENT, I'M GUILTY" and when they said "I'm done running towards the eyes of tornadoes/pretending this is home" and when and when and when
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aimbutmiss · 3 months
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Mihawk helping a drunk Buggy, holding his face gently to clean his make up. Buggy whining and blabbing nonsense as the other man cradles his face, wiping it with a towel softly. And when Mihawk drags him to his bed and tucks him in before leaving with a kiss on his forehead, it's only because he knows the clown is too drunk to remember it.
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Thinking back to Loo Loo Land and how Stolas was trying to give Octavia a reason as to why his marriage was exploding, and how despite how awful Stella is to him he just could not bring himself to admit they were arranged or badmouth her in front of Octavia  because he still wanted his daughter to believe they had a happy marriage when she was younger.
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Like the Doctor, the first time we meet River Song, she is dying. She is dead. And so we know that this has an end, we know that this has an ending. We know that this will not last. We begin knowing her, knowing her death. And it hurts, as we come to love her, as we already love her, as we love her just that much more-
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frostedpuffs · 9 months
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hhhg gh. hhhhhhgh hh h h ladynoir
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morganismss · 1 month
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✩‧₊˚☽。⋆ foggy nights ✩‧₊˚☽。⋆
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lookitsariel · 6 months
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I’m literally holding my breath in fear an confusion.
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arjokonya · 3 months
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saltburn was... something.
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k9effect · 4 months
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One day, everything will be okay, and I'll get to sit on a cliff top, with the wind in my hair and watch as the tangerine sun sets over a green forest. One day I'll be able to breathe freely.
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mochixkisses · 4 months
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i think i was lost for a while, but then i found you. will you stay? guide me to freedom, release me from this hell i've suffered. i'll endure anything else along the way if it means i can be by your side, my angel.
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vvivo · 6 months
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YEEEES LANCE P3!!!!! AND FERNANDO P4!!!!
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idollete · 2 months
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miga aquele vídeo do esteban no teatro atuando naquele sofá que ele parece ser ENORME uma geladeira eletrolux duas portas e com a blusa desabotoada e cabelo bagunçado e falando puto da vida me fez pensar mt nele no sofá com a leitora reclamando de alguém q fez merda no trabalho e ela nossa amor vdd 😯😯 quando na vdd tá explodindo de tesao pq ele fica mais gostoso ainda bravo e ela tá doida pra ele descontar a raiva nela... aiai os piripaques 🪦
🪦 rip my uterus 🪦 FALECI MONA
imagino ele parando do nada quando percebe que ela não tá prestando atenção e perguntando "o que foi, amor? aconteceu algo" e a leitora simplesmente só diz "me fode, me fode agora, por favor" ele ficaria meio perdidinho e recusaria, dizendo que tava com muita raiva, que poderia ser uma ideia ruim (por dentro ele tava doido pra foder também) e aí a leitora diria pra ele descontar tudo nela
mores ele iria meter até quebrar a cama
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cookies-over-yonder · 9 months
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most of what i write is hurt/comfort but ngl i kinda wanna write an angsty character study of grant wilson
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