#ig i have a tiktok now

[dreamsy990]

this joke mightve worked better for dream drop distance in retrospect

#tbh i probably didnt think to do dream drop distance #because i avoid thinking about ddd at all whenever i can #anyways #sorry about the watermark i used tiktok to make it and didnt realize i couldnt save it without it #ig i have a tiktok now #i mean i had one i just didnt post there #but tbh i still forget to post on youtube so #should i make these links accessible? probably #will i? probably not #honestly im not even sure about using tiktok #but i will give it one (1) chance to not suck #but youre not getting anything unique over there #actually youre getting less than my youtube lmao bc i can only really post short videos on tiktok so theres none of my longer stuff #anyways thats it #if this doesnt upload again ill riot #doodles #kingdom hearts #sora #ansem sod #xemnas #xigbar #video #sound on

[lizard-dumbass]

so The World Of Mr Plant is actually rly cool

Image ID: a digital illustration of Mr Plant from the web series The World Of Mr Plant. He is sitting on a white bed and is looking at the "camera". Behind him is an open doorway cloaked in pitch black darkness. The room is dimly lit and the lighting has a distinctly purpley blue color to it.

#lizard dumbass's art #the world of mr plant #ashur gharavi #mr plant #this random ass tiktok dreamcore horror series is now taking up space in my brain so i had to draw him #tbh this was more so an excuse to get myself to draw more because i rarely ever make a full proper completed illustration and its been #making me feel inadequate as an artist :') #anyway im fairly pleased with how this came out #i tried to capture the liminal dream-like vibe of the series #also i got this done in 1 day which is neat ig since i tend to draw very slowly and it can take days for me to just draw #a simple character render #its also during the process of this art that i realized that mr plant's current flower petals are different from the ones in the first ep #i think ashur might have replaced them after the babysitting episode where one of the flower babies tore a piece of a petal off #twomp #mr plant twomp

[oconist]

i'm tired este pls

#esteban ocon #f1 #formula 1 #tiktok #at least i knew it was him bc he was in the vid #i should have made an estetok tag b4 now it's too late ig

[ducktollers]

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#im so. i am so #this was never an issue my entire life and of COURSE just when id decided to give up on science and go back to art #theres this shit #of course OF COURSE of course of course. why would anything turn out good why would it ever #i have to post artwork and eventually im gonna have to post on instagram and probably tiktok even tho they fucking suck #this is the last place left on the internet that i WANT to be on and ofc now its throwing all of us under the fucking bus #i hope the staff are happy w however much money they get from selling our data. does that make you happy. i hope your happy #x #i dmed glaze on ig to ask for an account and they havent replied yet and ik theyre probably swamped but URGH #i dont think anyones trying to copy my style but on principle Dont fucking use my shit i need to glaze everything ive ever posted #anyways.

[plumdale]

yk those youtubers who post every 5 months but they have 1m+ subscribers so they’re able to manage living alone and just live life… can I be them

#they’ll do like sponsorships on tiktok/ig in the meantime too so they’re good #I’m sometimes like man I should have started doing some type of social media thing years ago #I know I could technically start now but. my life’s too messy atm yk like it’s just not the time 😭😭 #txt post #nonsims

[because-its-eurovision]

I fully get the anxiety of feeling like you don’t deserve to go to a show. It comes with the whole competetive fandom stuff.

Honestly, as someone who has performed on a lot of stages with varying kinds of crowds, the most important thing isn’t if you’re the biggest fan or if you know the lyrics or some choreography or bring gifts. The thing that is the most valuable is that you go to the show to have a good time. That’s all the artists are generally looking for. That people enjoy their music, enjoy the show, are excited to be there.

Some people may be disappointed that they don’t get a ticket, sure. But it’s not you taking that ticket away from them. Not everyone can have everything. Sometime people don’t get concert tickets. That is not your fault for buying. It is a thing that happens when everyone has the right to buy concert tickets instead of them being raffeled off or gifted. If the show was just for the biggest fans, tickets would be give out as competition prices, not to the person who buys them.

And there is no right way to enjoy the show. Some superfans never learn lyrics because they don’t particularly care. Some people buy tickets to go see random artists just for the experience. Some people just love to give gifts and find that to be the best way of interacting. Your way of doing it is just as valid as all that. You don’t have to earn any right to be there, that is what the tickets are for.

And honestly, you’d be surprised by the number of people who have never even heard of an artist or band who just show up for the show because they had a day off and it could be fun. It’s not about deserving to be there. It’s about wanting to go and getting the chance to actually do that.

I don’t know if this little pep talk eases your mind at all, but I hope it does. Learning to let go of the competetive mindset and attitude when it comes to regular life stuff is a chore and a half. I just want you to know that I would love for you to go to the show.

Thank you for reaching out. I really appreciate it ❤

#ik it's mostly in my head #I've always felt like I'm never good enough since early childhood #I think band fandoms have partly always been like this #about going to every show and learning all the lyrics and 'you are wearing their merch so name all the albums' or you are a poser #ig and twitter and maybe tiktok as well have just made it worse because now I can see it all the time #like there were people queuing for Tavastia at 6 am today already #and there are people who travel across the continent for the shows #and I do not have those kinds of possibilities because I can't afford it and I have a day job #which makes be both feel like a bad person because I can't sacrifice everything to be a fan #but also makes me reconsider if I'm too old to be a fan and I'm just embarassing myself by going to any shows at all ever #because clearly band fandoms are only meant for teens and people in their early twenties who can skip school and camp outside the venue #also i made the mistake of going to twitter and saw a thread about 'so what gifts have you guys made for the boys this time?' #and I was so shook because I had no idea that you're supposed to make gifts to give for the artists at EVERY show #and I can't make anything #I have no skills or money #I can't paint or sew or make crafts #so is it like I'm a lesser person because I only paid for the ticket #you see where I'm coming from? #asks

[coulsonlives]

I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell) #she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff. #i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did) #they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

[scryclown]

hate finding things that i find enjoyable then i go online and get grouped in with the stupid tiktok babies simply because i found a generic unoriginal concept mildly interesting. we live in a society

#ITS LIKE EVERY FUCKING TIME. with music and movies and games etc etc #im never going to be allowed to create any art bc ppl are going to see my artstlye and call me banbanpoppyfivenights clone ans i would have #to kill myself right away. bitches with a cartoon style arent allowed to make horror anymore ig (joking but MAN IM SO DISAPOINT3D) #there goes all my concepts and ideas 😭 IM NOT EVEN A TIKTOK KID IM AN ADULT BUT PPL WILL TREAT ME LIKE A TODDLER #IF I EVER POST MY ART NOW I KNOW IT HDHDSHSHSSUAYWUWUWH this sucks. have a great day #💾

[cheemsitz]

As a psychology major, I can say and firmly believe that Freud is so stupid. He'd be so close to getting it, then boom. He's back to saying stupid ass shit.

#my posts -// #idk ppl on tiktok are annoying and think they’re so smart like no!!! you’re 15/16 and lack critical thinking #I understand why he’s still taught or talked about or whatever #because he’s the pillar (that’s how I’ll phrase it ig lol) of psychology/when it was still an enigma #but like… if he were to say all that shit now ppl would think he’s crazy #ppl back then had no idea what psychology was so when someone presents a new topic with unheard of perspectives #then ppl are gonna think that persons knows what they’re talking about #because there’s nothing else to go off of and they have no prior knowledge or understanding #also a lot of his research/findings whatever… was concluded from observing males #and he just took those theories and copy and pasted and slightly edited them when it came to girls #like??? that’s NOT HOW THAT WORKS LMFAOO #idk I just wish ppl would actually educate themselves instead of spewing dumb shit #but hey… thats nothing new for tiktok users #and the internet in general

[sampilled]

dress i ordered for my uncles wedding didnt fit, might kill myself

#tw ed #<to be safe ig. vent in tags #ohhhhhhhhhhhhh #im so upset about this i could actually cryyyyyyyyy #i have ruined my body #and now i just have to fix it on my own as well #trying to improve my relationship with food and get better from BED #at home #with only youtube videos and tiktok dieticians to help #i might actually kill myself #ive been trying so hard to be positive about this but idk if i can keep it up :| #i tried to talk to MORE THAN ONE mental health professional about it but they all shut me down cuz they were clearly uncomfortable with it #which... whatever im a big girl but why become a therapist if you cant deal with such a common issue WHATEVER #i am eating healthier and im more active than ive been since i was like 13 and its showing #just very slowly #which is good cuz fast weight loss doesnt last and im trying to like meaningfully change and stuff #butttttttttttttt iam going to be fat for the next 2 years at least #and thats with no setbacks and it just feels like :( like sad face emoji #i am going to be fat at my uncles wedding that i DONT want to go to i dont have anyone to bring as my plus one #and i hateeeeee my cousins and im DEPRESSED #but i dont wanna take antidepressants and i WONT #and i feel sick and anxious all the time and ive lost 40lbs but im still FATTTTT #because i fucked myself #i literally used to eat til i threw up #5000 calorie binges every other day and it has lowkey ruined my body fr #not jsut in looks like yea im over weight but in so many other ways too #it wrecked my confidence and im still young enough that my health is mostly fine i just know everything would #easier if i had never done it #and then tried stupid shit to UNDO it like brotherrrrrr yoyo dieting is NOT the move #starving yourself for days then binging is not the moveeeeeee

[werepires]

Hang on, coming to terms with the fact Fox remade Broadchurch for Americans because they couldn’t understand UK English

#WHAT #this is so funny it’s DORSET #the accents really aren’t hard to understand #after years of having to speak RP on doctor who David finally got to be scottish #and then has to redo the entire show in an American accent cause the US audience couldn’t understand him #is2g you can’t make this stuff up #also #i know now it came out in 2014 but this is the first I’ve heard of it #thanks tiktok ig

[sugarwishes]

it’s scary to see how my bpd affects my cognitive

#no but srsly #the spliting thing is what scares me the most #rn i have a friend who hasn’t replied me for three days #but they’re active on ig and tiktok and let me tell you #i am SO ready to never message them again #it actually gets even worse now that i’m aware of it #my rational thoughts are in constant battle with my bpd thoughts #like i know that if i never message them again i’ll be sad and lonely #but i just feel so angry and ashamed and rn i just want to disappear #ugh splitting* i hate tumblr tags #like just what the fuck do you think you’re doing going out with ppl and posting on ig #but not replying to me. is there something wrong with me do you hate me do you wanna quit being friends #and it’s really confusing cause they’re always saying how much i mean to them and how they think i’m the only person who can understand them #things like this always trigger my fear of abandonment #no really i just want to disappear

[arabellas]

guys pls where can i watch a good livestream of tonight's show

#i don't have tiktok now i don't wanna download it but for 1989 tv i'll do it ig skdlk #the eras tour #greta talks

[marmorenshud]

should I go to ikea tomorrow, saturday, or monday

#caw #tomorrow is payday #saturday is probably gonna be loads of people there #monday is so far away #i dont like to go on payday bc payday usually happens not all at once but throughout a couple of days #and i like to get it in order forst bc i have to transfer internationally #altho this motnh i dont bc of erasmus stipend #also i just googled it and looks like its not usually that busy on saturday after 1500 #which is probably when ill go anyway #so. mystery solved ig #thanks for coming to my absolutely inconsequential decision making process #that for some reason takes way too much for me to decide #does anyone else do this? #a psychologist (like an actual one not some tiktoker) said it *can* be bc of trauma #tho i do not remember his exact reasoning i have to look it up again #does anyone else do this where a very inconsequential decision is like the biggest decision ever #but very big decisions are not that hard? #this should be its own post really this is getting long #is anyone still reading #like going to study abroad in norway? no problem ill sign the papers right now #going to ikea friday or saturday? oooh boy ooh boy oooh idk hmm oohh its hard wait let me google and research hmmm ooooohh #thank you for reading this mess #bye

[nomaishuttle]

its hard being a girl who just likes things that smell nice and shiny things bc its like omg i loveee good smell i heart candles and incense and then i look up incense and see whatever this is

and then im like uhmm.... ok anyways..... Well what if i got shiny rocks i will look at pictures of shiny rocks now and theyre all tagged some shit like vaginal purification women energy witchy vibes aura blah balh blah and its like ok lets all kill ourselves

#its also hard being a girl who does just in general like a lot of like.. witchy imagery #i love moonphases i love cluttered places i love celestial imagery in general as mentioned i love crystals and stuff. and yes i like #mushrooms and i think cauldrons look awesome and tbh i love witch hats but i literally cant bc tiktok and tumblr witches are the most #annoying people on this entire planet god i hate yiu ppl. Not to mention how racist most of them are and judt generally shitty and weird #basically yes i hate 99% of wiccans and pagans And im allowed to say that bc my moms wiccan and i hate her too. mildly joking on that last #part. love my mom but also ambiguous disorder and also the wiccan shit is so annoying . and my dads one of Those atheists #and yas im like Atheist but lord . i dont like t call myself that bc of how shitty ppl who ccall themselves atheists are... #agnostic is ig a better word bc i am like. yk ... i am open to learning about religions theyre very interesting 2 me im open to hearing abt #ppls beliefs yk. it just.. idk i genuinely cannot. believe in it. i just donot have faith FJDJFGNHJ i think of it the same way i think abt #like. sports. like i just wasnt raised with that as a big part of my life and i dont fully understand why its a big part of ppls lives but #i respect it yk. and im glad that it works for them and that they enjoy/take comfort in their interests/beliefs.... #idk if thatakes any sense DJFFJF. i was an annoying atheist when i was a kid so now i try 2 be like. Normal LOL.even tho religion just #doesnt click in my mind

[costulata]

Bruh back with the art ai bs

I went on it again after a while to find that some that weren't previously free were now free for some reason and there was a CAT GIRL ONE. You know what I had to do...

Again with the random rainbow hair again lol. She's also now in cool as hell jeans. Also your text has turned into a cat for some reason (why is it coming oUT OF THE WALL-)

ooohh the cat is adorable and haruka looks good in those jeans!

#tumblr ask #you know i want to say something and i hope you don’t feel bad about this #recently on twitter and tiktok they all say this ai art trend is bad for artists #to summarise when you put your art into the ai the machine will learn and eventually it will start copying your artstyle #this could possibly led to art theft and plagiarism #now i'm not blaming you probably don't know about this problem #I'm just very nervous about this whole thing #but since these are your ocs it's alright ig #hope you understand and have no hard feelings