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oasisofgalaxies · 3 months

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where are the hellbox smp files on my computer i cant find them

#like the world files #im kind of freaking tf out rn #where are they #if i lost them im going to SCREAM #hbsmp #hellbox smp #hi if anyone in this tag who still visits it has the files please let me know #nebula rambles

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indecisive-dizzy · 4 months

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Any Howdy ideas to share? /nf

Oh I have So Many ideas. Pulled out my notes for this! Gonna start with family bc I've been wanting to share.

Howdy is The middle child. This man suffers from middle child syndrome big time, his parents hardly acknowledge him unless they're complaining about his career choice/comparing him to his siblings.

Speaking of! He has 15 siblings! They have names and traits and I wasted So Much Time on them! So here a list from oldest to youngest! as well their jobs

Heather- house wife w no kids. married big rich

Huntley- restaurant owner w multiple locations

Hailey- successful crafts/furniture business

Hayden- same business with Hailey

Heath- plane engineer

Hector- commercial pilot

Henry- big industry CEO

Hannah- chain store assistant manager

Howard "Howdy"- You know this one!

Holland- part-time job hoping

Harrison- college student

Harvey- college student

Harwin- college student

Harmony- student

Hope- student

Holly- student

3-4, 5-6, and 15-16 are twins. 11-13 are triplets. I don't have ages bc they need to be reworked. Yes all their names start with H. I thought it would be funny but it was Not Worth It. /hj

Back to Howdy! He loves all of his younger siblings. He's not as close to his older siblings with the exception of Huntley bc I love him. He actively dislikes Henry and Heather bc they belittle him a Lot.

Howdy, Hannah, and Holland were The trio of the family. Howdy is closest to these two.

He was also hugely involved in raising/taking care of the little ones. He was the only one that could get the triplets to take a bath in a reasonable amount of time with little mess/fuss. No one knows how he did it.

Stepping away from family!

It's so easy to make Howdy laugh. He makes a big deal out of jokes and having a good sense of humor, but he'll laugh at anything! He just hides this fact to save himself the supposed embarrassment. He almost Laughed Out Loud at one of Frank's jokes! Frank Frankly! The Unfunniest Neighbor! The memory haunts him. /j

Cuddle bug. Someone please hug the caterpillar. He just wants to give his loved ones a big squeeze and in some cases never let them go (cough Barnaby cough). If you fall asleep against him he will cherish the moment but will playfully complain later.

Cries if/when anything happens to the shop. Water leak? Sobs. Stain? Inconsolable. He loves his little shop so much.

He may scam people but he's really not in it for huge profits. He's just like that. Refuses to Ever open another store. There's only one Howdy so there will only be one Howdy's Place!

Oblivious but falls in love easy. He won't realize he's in love but he always falls first. Just give him time to realize it.

Will flirt with his partner but flusters when it's returned.

Despite being a workaholic, he gets plenty of rest and is pretty good with self care! He finds it very important to be well rested and healthy if he's gonna work so much. He also sleeps like a rock.

I have this idea to specifically contrast with Eddie! Who does Not know when to stop working. Howdy complains often of Eddie's sleep schedule (or lack thereof). This had led to Eddie being forced to nap in a big armchair behind the store counter on multiple occasions.

Howdy has essentially adopted the neighbors as family. Except for Barnaby I guess bc he's in love with the big blue dog.

One the youngest neighbors. He refuses to acknowledge this as he's had enough of being the baby brother thank you very much.

oh golly this got long very quick.. so that's all for now! 😅

#i could literally keep going #i have so many thoughts about his family and their dynamics #as well his interactions woth neighbors outside the shop #thsi caterpillar is just alfnsckajkdfjja <3 <3 #Fun fact! He's what got me into Welcome Home!#I was watching the first GTLive about wh (don't come for me plz)#and when he pulled up Howdy's character in the neighborhood page i Lost It #I literally heart eyed and screamed #I thought he was the neatest fella! The Character Design Ever #I proceeded to consume as Much Information as possible about Welcome Home #Then Eddie stole my heart-#srry Howdy but have you looked at the mailman?#anywho! Thank You for letting me go off about the big bug man.#im gonna go eat leftovers and think about him <3 #dizztalkstoomuch #neon child #welcome home #howdy pillar #Pillar Family #<- bc i may talk more about them #omg i forgot to mention everyone's a butterfly but Howdy.#theres lore to that but i don't want to make this post longer.#if u want the details and lore just send another ask! I can give angsty lore!#please ignore every typo. I'm on mobile and fixing tags is horrendous

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vikings-til-valhalla · 27 days

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I beg the Gods for mercy and am given greater suffering instead. My faith does not waver. I know I am seen. My pain would not be so unbearable if They ignored me. I beg Them to just take me away already so this body stops aching and I no longer feel anything. They leave me here for a lifetime of pain and agony that only worsens with each day. I can do nothing. My silence to the Gods would be better, but I feel like swearing to the Nine Realms and their inhabitants until someone, anyone, comes to help. But I doubt with every passing day that I will ever receive any...

#i lost my insurance and am having the absolute worse lupus flare in my entire life and i cant see a doctor about it #i have never hurt so bad in all my entire life and i am screaming and crying literally like im dying #mun is a viking #not vikings #the insurance company btw doesnt give a fuck that my mother calls them several times daily for weeks on end #they dont care she is on the phone for hours every time and that she sends in paperwork emails faxes etc constantly #its never the right person who receives these things and there is no fucking right person its just that nobody fucking wants to do shit #id go to the hospital but the last thing my family needs is more hospital bills #we already have to pay for my mothers bills for being in and out over the last 3 months straight #plus the likely uninsured helicopter ride that saved her life and will cost more than the 40 days of stay she spent there #i cant take this i hate this i hate being alive like this why do i have to feel so much agony

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elicain · 5 days

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if I were Shadowsight or Rootspring i would do everything that I could to became leader just to kms over and over again in front of everyone that doubt me so many times even so i was always right and telling the truth

#i fell like im going to throw up every fucking time somecat doubt them again #bro they are always right you all know it WHY DO YOU KEEP DOUBTING #if i were them i would have lost my pacience in the first book and i would start to scream every time someome called me a mousebrain #rootspring #warrior cats #wc #shadowsight #the broken code

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kissingwookiees · 7 days

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the thing about emotionally unintelligent parents who dont know how to fucking communicate with each other much less their child is you never know when you're gonna accidentally walk into some argument they had that you werent privy to at all and suddenly wind up at the center of it

#mom and dad got in an argument about selling the truck he never drives and thats rotting in the drive way at some point #and i got the mail this morning in which someone offered to buy the thing from us so i handed it to him so it didnt get lost in the shuffle #and hes all 'OH YOU JUST HAD TO GIVE ME THIS IN FRONT OF MOM AFTER THE ARGUMENT WE HAD' what??#and suddenly im getting screamed at by both of them bc i had to nerve to call out #that pinning that as some kind of slight on my part is fucked up when i literally had no bad intentions there whatsoever i was just pointin #out prescient mail and hes only yelling at me bc hes defensive about the car going to waste #whatever. whatever. whatever. you're both 50+ years old learn how to communicate like fucking adults

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rainbow-burst · 3 months

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I being so fucking normal about this fit on him rn I'm beingsofuckingnormal I'm beingsofuckin nor-

#you have no idea how fucking long I've been drooling crying begging and just screaming for them to do a Lost boy kill count #like I just watched the podcast maybe like a week ago and I'm just like rocking back and forth on my bed like they're going to post a video #<--real soon #and oh my God I watched the video of the kill count in there's so many things I wish they talked about on there but I'm grateful to get it #they did talk about the sequels and.....ekkkk... I mean it's only based off of high demand so let's hope to God no one talks about it #or send any emails for them I mean if they talk about the remake that's fine I haven't really seen that one I know Sebastian stan is in it #oh my God I feel like I'm about to be so fucking annoying about the movie again I think I'm going to just start posting random shit about it #also lately I've been more happy to be posting and drawing again than usual #so I might be back on doodling and drawing random shit or actually I've been having more confidence in myself to start posting doodles #why do I bring that up because oh I don't know...wink wonk 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤗🤗 😉😉😉😉😜😜😜#my laptop kind of sucks now so I'm going to buy a new one probably this month or next month so I'll be drawing and posting doodles #I'm also thinking about posting some of my recent sketches I have in my notebook but don't expect any Picasso or Vince Van Gogh for me #I know I'm good but like I'm not that good lol im jking kinda sorta maybe not relaly okay yeaj am BUT!!!#I feel like I'm back on my drawing shit again and if I don't finish your drawing I'll just still post it because why the fuck not I'm young #let's fuck around and have some fun why not huh #man I can't believe I'm actually really rambling here but yeah I'm happy to say that I'm going to be back on my stupid shit ❤️#kill count

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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🐝thinking! bee!🐝

#guess who managed to ~force~ convince their coworkers to into group watching bee movie~? >this idiot!!!!<#their reactions were hilarious mans i regret n o t h i n g.#one of them tried to ignore the movie in favour of ~phone activities~.#another kept screaming ‘p L E A S E.’ at the screen whenever something especially stupid happened in the movie #and the third went from going ‘wtf did you just make me watch’ every 5 minutes to joining in on the ‘black and yellow!’ ‘hello!’ by the end #meanwhile i. just lost it when the end credits rolled and laughed till i cried #im sorry guys i kept pushing y’all to watch bee movie but it was actually my first time watching it too—#go d. no wonder why the bee movie has the rep it does… their faces all look really stretchy though~~~~~~#it is suiyoubi my dudes

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sakebytheriver · 6 months

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#so i have now gained four new followers after i lost one to critiquing the pirate show (wonder how they feel about guz khan 🙄)#and 3 others to palestine posting #the thing is im like 90% sure none of these new people followed me for palestine posting #like theres no doubt in my mind that most of them came here for other fandom reasons #but like hey if youre sticking around for that you best be sticking around for the palestine posting #we are witnessing a genocide and it honestly bugs me how so many of my followers have basically not emgaged with any of my palestone posts #i have a few stalwarts mostly my beloved mutuals #but so many of you i notice only liking and reblogging and interacting with the posts that i intermittently reblog between screaming about #the genocide and im getting annoyed specifically at the one elementray post i reblogged yesterday #like that post has not left my notifs #but the posts begging you to call or write or donate go dead within an hour #idk just some stuff im noticing ig

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funkylittledemon · 8 months

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Nothing makes me want to rewatch all of elementary like the last episode of elementary

#the ending being them going back to work together #the last line 'so long as we're together everything will be okay'#screaming crying throwing up #just that throughout the 7 seasons its always been about Sherlock and Joan. following eachother to the ends of the earth #neither being the same without the other #Sherlock immediately calling joans bluff on the book because everyone assumes it's a tribute #and it's revenge! petty revenge against someone you love that only they can see and only they know why #i love them #how sincere sherlock was when addressing joans child #because hes joans child!!#the show started with joan moving for Sherlock and ended with sherlock staying for joan #i am going to be trapped in a cycle of rewatching this show AGAIN #im already over 7 rewatches i swear #lost count at the very least

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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NO SERIOUSLY THE SMILE CAN BE SOMETHING SO SPECIAL... because the concept originates in violence, intended as a last resort when you're cornered, a psychological bluff that might give you the upper hand... so for Arakawa to be able to recontextualize that as part of how his family communicates (along the lines of what we've talked about with regard to their language) is really something.

Especially because like, while he has varying degrees of success instilling the concept into his men, it's pretty safe to say they would all know what a smile from him means, right? They're family to him. So if there's this mix of Arakawa starting to smile more around Jo subconsciously and Jo picking up on it, maybe there's this period of consciously pulling back and of not wanting to read too much into it, respectively...

But Eventually it's this wordless affirmation of Jo having a place in Arakawa's family. Maybe he can't really put it into words in a way that doesn't make Jo feel awkward (I mean, he can't even manage that with Ichiban, much less someone with issues around that as deep-seated as Jo's, right). But he can do that much.

And I know I KNOW this bitch never has any reasons to smile but if Jo ever smiled back..................................

Anyway. Happy birthday to your bro and I'm glad you had a good day yesterday! You deserve it :) Come to think of it, my dad was born in July... and my Bestie Group Chat (ft. my friend who initially encouraged me to get over myself and send you an ask lol) was founded on Tsutsumi's birthday...

THAT'S WHAT IM SAAAAYING LIKE FUCK MAN it can be something SO personal and something SO confusing at first so when everything Clicks....... bruvv.....