Ive remade my designs for HMSW! Ive had these brewing since early-mid may so im happy to finally be done with them lol. Mind Soul and Whole will come out eventually as well (hopefully) (also maybe less human looking designs at some point)
Heart Redesign!
Headcanons + Stims below!
(Btw, the stims I put are ones I think that fit, but are also ones that I have since I know those the best. But I'd be happy to hear any other ideas!)
Stims/Habits:
• Arm and Wing Flaps
• Has a chewy biting necklace (in the shape of a Heart or Moon)
• Bites fingers/skin
• Tapping on arm (heartbeart rhythm of course)
• Twirling and playing with hair
• Makes that lil noise at the end of The Whole World and You
• Fidgets with his hoodie strings, the beads on the strings and lose threads on his clothes and scarf
Headcanons:
• Also uses the name Juno
• He/They (I don't know many neopronouns, but i feel like Heart would use moon based ones and maybe flower or petal based ones?)
• Are the marks on their chest cool marks, normal scars or trans scars? Sure! I flip between which I believe but I think all are interesting
• Deer tail and ears are very expressive! Tail wags like a dog when excited
• Is very warm and likes to be warm. Wears hoodies and scarfs to be toasty
• Fear of Thunder and loud noises
• Has sewn in hearts on his hoodie sleeves
• Likes taking care of small plants, mainly succulents or any hanging plants
• Uses the lil emotes. Like :) :D and :> or the more detailed bigger ones like ´・ᴗ・`  ̄^ ̄ and (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
• Only one that can play the saxophone in the trio (THA is the only song with an actual sax in it so I think it makes sense)
• While Heartaches are his main pains, they also have shoulder and back pains
• Also has sometimes gets really tense and shakey. (made a fic talking bout this if your curious)
• Loose and soft movements. Only really moves fast when angry (arguments and fights with Mind)
• Much more aggressive than Mind. While Mind never strikes first, Heart still has some marks (mainly bruises) from him
• Very touchy and affectionate. Sometimes just randomly hugs Soul or Mind
• When sitting next to one of them, enjoys/feels calmer when touching them. Like leg lightly touching or holding onto their arms or hands. Just likes being near another person
• Likes Pokemon and life sim games (stardew, animal crossing, sims etc.)
• Hates being alone and in the quiet. Even when angry at Mind, they still prefer to stay in the room with him.
•Hair can change looks based on emotion!
-Sad: Goopy & Drippy
-Angry: Flame like (oddly feels cold)
-Happy: Poofy and Cloud like
-Fearful/Startled: Spikey and Sharp (when jumpscared/startled, small pieces can shoot out like a porcupine)
-Affectionate/Calm: More curly and poofy.
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Little mostly positive waterfall ramble/rant under the cut~
(warning, I do swear a lil haha~ and feel free to ignore ofc!~)
Finally got the dumb panic-induced false confidence nerve to tell one of my only two in-person (well, one province over, but USED to be in person till earlier this year) friends about The Kink. I've told a handful of internet friends before, but never an actual real life friend I might have to see in person one day.
He actually took it really well, my other irl friend (of 15 years, his girlfriend, known him only about 3-4) would not want to know, we just don't have that type of relationship, she doesn't have that comfort level, but me and him have always been able to have deep and honest talks~
I was. Honestly scared out of my fucking mind. We were in call, but I typed the messsage and then IMMEDIATELY deafened until he read it, but once I got back we had a good talk, he asked a few questions, we made a few jokes, and overall the mood didn't change at all.
I'm honestly always so worried people will think I'm getting off to them sn--zing every time... or anyone else who does... which, ofc, just isn't how it works, but he didn't even consider that. (and made a few joking-yet-honest comments that even if I did get off to him snzing, he wouldn't honestly care. Which knowing him, is completely true~)
Anyways, this is a bit of a random/personal thing to post, but I've been so deeply ashamed of this part of me for so long, and then only recently started feeling more comfortable, and I've been toying/struggling with the idea of telling him for almost a year now, so to finally do it, and get such a good response... honestly it just feels so good. I don't think anything's gonna change in our dynamic, or get weird in any way, and that fills me with so much relief. (and yes, he knows I have a tumblr, but he promised not to search for it thank GOD)
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im sorry if u find these annoying but ur fic recs r rly so so good do u by chance read dokyeom fics? could you rec...hehhee
I'm such a liar but I did finally get to this!
Fresh Eyes by @/sluttywoozi When I tell you this one had me cheesing the whole time... This fic is so cute Seokmin is so cute in this. It isn't really smut but it's gotta smutty themes and minors definitely shouldn't interact but it's really cute
Also Not a Baby by @/sluttywoozi this is straight smut where seokmin gets back at y/n for calling him a baby it's really good
A Very Tiny Crush by @/beahae is a cute lil fic where y/n is makeup artist for a show Seokmin is in? It's got smut but highkey i was here for the plot it was SOCUTE
Along for the Ride by @/theboymeetsevil we have hoshi being an absolute menace about the fact y/n thinks seokmin is hot and highkey just trying to set them up, and the smut in this??? SO good
Color Me Crazy (for you) by @/rubyreduji I don't know why y'all keep asking, just read JJ's whole masterlist like he is always going to end up on every single one of my recs THIS IS A FLUFF AND ITS SO CUTE y/n breakdown + seokmin dying y/n's hair?? it's so cute
Guilty Pleasure by @/number1mingyustan pardon my vulgarness I do not know how to word this other than Seokmin masturbates to porn that he made with y/n like... need I say more?
And bonus this little smut drabble by @/softforhao (there is nothing soft about this drabble)
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Taruchi's Birthday SSR Voicelines
Hi hello <3 Yup, it's my birthday, meaning mini taru's birthday too! I wanted to do something in time for my birthday, and this was the shortest and most appealing idea I had so! Yeah! Though I have a drawing, I just have to get around to finishing it...
@linawritesocs @scarabiaa naturally, your ocs are here
When Summoned: Whoaaa! It looks so pretty here! This is all for me?
Summon Line: I've never had a birthday quite like this... I'm really happy I'm celebrating it with everyone!
Groovy: I'm so thankful I had such a great party. I can't wait for next year now!
Set to Home: I look nice? Thank you! You too!
Home Transition 1: Seth came in the second it became my birthday, with a tired Minnie behind him. Hehe, I'll have to do the same thing on their birthdays.
Home Transition 2: My birthday is the one time a year I can ask for my favorite foods and have a high chance of getting them. You better believe I'm taking advantage of that.
Home Transition 3: Surprised the students from Ignihyde actually did something for my birthday? Me too! Though I'm happy to announce Ramshackle has Wi-Fi now.
Home Transition/Groovy: I've never enjoyed parties too much, but this one was really fun.
Tap Home 1: You liked the music at the party? You can thank Ivy! She has amazing music taste.
Tap Home 2: One step out of the dorm and I got tackled by Ace and Epel... Deuce got them off, though. Thankfully their present wasn't broken bones.
Tap Home 3: Riddle very kindly offered to throw a birthday party in Heartslabyul. I sadly had to decline since I already have one, but I promised to be at the next Unbirthday party.
Tap Home 4: Hmm... I won't lie, as much fun as I'm having... I kind of miss celebrating with my family.
Tap Home 5: Y-You're giving me another slice of cake? I'm sorry, I really can't eat that much, even if I wanted to.
Tap Home/Groovy: Can you believe Azul arranged all this? He said that it was as payment for... uh, before, but I'm kind of worried... It's strangely kind of him.
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Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.
Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!
the answer ended up being really long lol
Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...
Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)
other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.
there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.
nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.
the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.
honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.
now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.
honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.
i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.
other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.
yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.
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