#ok 👍 but that would require spending several months at home. w my parents

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my mental health has tanked so insanely idk what 2 do lol

#bc of my grades last yr and also on the assignments ive submitted this yr my uni has faith in me #to somehow catch up on 1.5 terms of content (lectures and everything) including those of modules i took that were clearly #above my paygrade (AKA took 3rd yr modules as a 2nd yr bc i thought im built different. heart emoji ♡) #however my mental health is still so bad that i dont think its possible #so i spoke to smn abt it and they were like u can take some time off to recorver n then come bavk #and its like #ok 👍 but that would require spending several months at home. w my parents #so im worried i wont get better when im around them yk #anyway my mental health has nosedived a few times over the last 2yrs but never for this long #and there was always a reason but this time its so out of nowhere ?? like why have i been like this for several months lol #the thing is if i don't take a break rn and try to power thru i don't think im build SO different to be able to make up on like #4 missed exams and assignment and also do all the other exams in exam season and get a 1st #and i rly need to get a 1:1 idk #built**