#idk just sad shit lol

[bl00doodle]

DOODELS

#my art #tryignt o do sm shit help i wanma draw and finish things so baddd #the brown sketches r me crying @ the phrase 'to be loved is to be changed' i wanna make a sad emo angsty comic abt shadows loss and pain an #still endong up with a happy life bc. 🧍‍♂️ fuck i want that for myself too #THE 2NDD... MY SKY PIRATE GRANDMA MARIA AU 🫶🫶🫶🫶 basically shes super inspired by dola from castle in thsky lol #shes putting makeup on shad bc hes going on his first date ever.... #in his 50yr immortal ish ageless life hes going on a date and maria will damn sure make sure hes gonna have a nice one #ehehehe guess whos hes going on a date w....👁👁(obvious) #uhhhh the cat is just older blaze leik burnin blaze inspired by her concept art #one of her hair styles is like fire and im like. thats fuckin cool!! #sHE GETS STRIPED AND GETS FWUFFY WHEN SHES OLDER bc i think its kyut 🫶 #makes her related to big the cat ehehehe alt dimension shit or smhtn idk im not thinking anymore #oh fuck i forgot to tag the charas #sonic the hedgehog #maria robotnik #eggman #shadow the hedgehog #blaze the cat #amy rose #sonic chao #uhhh it uink thqts it #sowowiwjekwo #sowwy its a mess

[svtskneecaps]

also in terms of the bolas playlist it's fascinating to me that the songs added by each person have a slight tendency to represent a consistent aspect of bolas

like

the songs added by slime are their chaos

the songs added by philza are their rebellion

the songs added by cellbit are their rage

the songs added by baghera are their anguish

it's so fucking FASCINATING TO ME but i don't know enough music theory to elaborate lmfao this is Vibes Only

(mouse's songs i can't boil down to an easy noun which is why they aren't mentioned lmao anyway they go hard asf)

(also i went on the longest fucking unhinged elaboration in the tags lmfao i almost didn't have enough tags left to tag "long tags" at the end

(i could have even gone on longer in terms of where their characters were at entering purgatory [philza: cage for a cage; cellbit: fed worker murders; baghera: her past as a federation experiment; slime: turning into a code because of the code pretending to be his daughter] but i ran out of space and also time it's 4AM AAAAA)

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #this is a sweeping generalization btw esp for baghera's she added a WIDE variety of music #qsmp bolas #sorry i forgot that tag existed lmao #i will elaborate slightly: #slime added: find your flame; gas gas gas extended; waltz of the meatball man; foghorn sound effect #philza added: b.y.o.b.; throne; the melting point of wax #cellbit added: hayloft II; brazilian dança phonk (which roier literally played during purg while beating the shit out of bbh lmao) #baghera added: can you feel my heart; still waiting; and coincidentally she added 'it's been so long' (the fnaf song lol) #TO BE CLEAR THESE ARE GENERALIZATIONS #baghera also added the government knows [REBELLION] and oops [CHAOS] #philza added given up [ANGUISH] #cellbit added zombie [ANGUISH] and tokyo drift [CHAOS] #slime added as above so below [ANGUISH] #it's not a perfect category; ESPECIALLY for baghera's songs i want to make that so clear in these tags #HOWEVER. it is interesting. #anyway i went after lyrics for these examples but just generally when going through the playlist the first time #i kind of learned that like. #music to murder to was probably cellbit; punk millenial music was probably philza #the wackiest shit was probably slime (was shocked to find out tokyo drift was a cellbit song for this reason lmao) #baghera's i usually could only pin down bc it didn't sound like anyone else's #and mouse's added songs i could not describe the vibe if you threatened me for it but it has one #i guess the closest vibe is 'a college radio station run by anime fans' and even then it's not that close #it kinda excludes songs like the b//ad bun//ny songs #unless college anime fans are also fans of them in which case great! #IDK IT'S 4 AM I WAS JUST MAKING MYSELF SAD ABOUT TILIN I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP #shut up vic #block game brainrot #long tags

[hajihiko]

while he doesnt play a direct role, dr0 (released before sdr2) describes kamukura as like. a rumor at the school prior to the tragedy (even a part of a group of things kyoko was investigating at hopes peak at the time)

so its very funny to imagine the dr1 kids being like 1) hes real ? 2) WE HAVE HIM IN OUR CUSTODY ? scary shit

It's like those "I heard he killed a man with a thumb" "I heard he knows every digit of pi" rumours but every one is true

#I tend to zero in on the tragedy of it all but yea it's kinda funny lol #Kyoko slightly mad that the dude is just. Sitting there now. Gave himself up willingly and all #Makoto: Izuru Kamukurs the ultimate ultimate? Idk sounds wild ... Wait there he is holy SHIT. Wait he's just a dude. Wait ... #He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad.. #'so is it true you were being kept in a secret high security lab in school??' #'no.' #'i knew that was too crazy to-' #'there wasn't much security and it was just a regular room in the school.' #'... Oh.' #Not an art

[carelessapples]

#my art #link #link legend of zelda #loz #loz fanart #legend of zelda fanart #pre calamity #post calamity #botw #totk #listen. what if he was haunted by his own ghost and they were besties #the quality on this is probably shit so. sorry lol #idk why he’s sad he just is

[virtualizedvoid]

Nightmare eyes.

#night in the woods #nitw #art #digital art #sad fucking cat #mae nitw #mae borowski #my art #tw self harm #idk if it needs one but im putting it just in case #this isnt a vent btw i just felt like drawing some edgy shit lol

[cozystars]

The one who carries the Mushroom Kingdom on her shoulders.

#sorry for the caption being a bit corny...i couldnt think of anything else #i want to explain everything here we would be here for a few minutes lol BUT UH #the basics: peach is poisonous. similar to how poison ivy works (via contacting skin) but uh a bit stronger. #a trait gained from her mom who was toad-adjacent #which is why she wears those gloves everywhere. #Because of this fact she believes she has to do things by herself. anyone who gets too close means she has a higher chance of hurting them #And leads to her just....expelling a lot of bottled shit by herself :) yaaay #i wanted to keep the fact that peach is shown to be very emotional person. both in terms of sadness and anger #shes kind but still flawed. #“im a nervous wreck but no one can know that! They're all counting on me!” #it was weird but fun to draw her eyes...idk if those are gonna be the final colors #well that was also a pragraph of tags WHOOPS #JP&E #super mario bros #mario #princess peach #now if youll excuse me i gotta go regain my strength from all this drawing i did. holy shit #eye strain #body horror #cosmo creates #illustration

[little-candy-store-of-horrors]

Double denim. With aviators!

#bbc ghosts #thomas thorne #mathew baynton #Mat baynton #Six idiots #If you see it. You see it lol #Honestly scratch my head whenever people are like. Thomas not autistic bc he acts like trash it's Something Else #He acts like trash precisely bc he's autistic. Idk what to tell you. #He goes off and can't read the room and meltdowns 24/7 and struggles with empathy you all just arent ready #For the less palatable presentations of the tism. It's not all Cap making silly noises and Kitty being sweet and childlike #I mean it's just my take but I've seen people frame him like the least valid/likeable of the bunch which is sad #Bc thats precisely his thing. He doesn't let anyone close and forces everyone not to like him because he's scared of being unliked first. #Anyway he is STILL the worst and i still hate him he is my lad <3 love problematic messy little shits #We are becoming Thomas Thorne blog but that is ok #Them there

[miwiromantics]

There are really people out her saying that will is not the main character. Like excuse me- are we watching the same show???

I also saw this:

Like when???

The whole point of the van scene was that it wasn’t about el. It’s about will’s feelings for Mike and how he is using el as a shield.

And the crazy together scene was just them being them. Like it had nothing to do with el. It was just about them talking about their feelings and Mike saying that he was going to stay with will no matter what happened. Like it was never about el.

And they still call us delusional-

#byler #will Byers #Mike wheeler #will Byers deserves better #he doesn’t deserve all this hate #like #he is the main character #stop changing shit just coz ur toxic ship isn’t working out #like relax #antimileven #anti mileven #milkvans are really going through smthing lol #like s #really are u guys that sad that our ship actually has heart to hearts #like actuall communications #idk

[shima-draws]

What's PMD Explorers of the Spirit? 0v0

It’s a PMD Sky romhack! It serves as both a sequel and a canon divergence kinda thing. I’m not super far into the game but it’s really interesting so far 👀 I’ll definitely be posting more about it as I play through it!

#Several things I’ve noticed: #Idk if they adjusted the level curve or what but HOLY shit. The dungeon mons are so strong for some reason. #I never got my ass kicked this hard early game until this hack lmao #Also. Us bickering with Chatot is very funny. And deserved. #But it also makes me sad bc I love Chatot SO much #Don’t fight with him he’s just trying his best :((( #It’s really strange how much the hero seems to hate the guild #When I watched Smant’s playthrough of Sky he mentioned how much the guild is like a cult and I SCREAMED #BC HE’S KINDA RIGHT. And the hero alludes to this too #Anyway. Again I’m not super far into it yet but I will recommend it ;) #Bc a friend recommended it to me and I trust their judgement lol #I’m enjoying it so far! #Pokemon #PMD #PMD EotS #Shima answers questions #thatrobotgirl

[johnslittlespoon]

making a bucky edit to 'hot to go!' by chappell roan i feel sooo normal about how much modern au john would ADORE her he would be such a girlypop enjoyer lmfaooooo

#there's a whole modern au formed in my head set in the '10s that curtsbigspoon and i talk ab so much #i will do a drabble post ab it eventually bc i'd love to turn it into a proper oneshot/multipart at some point #but john loves all the early 00s/10s girlies like britney gwen kesha katy rihanna he eats that shit UP #and if it was set in current time he'd be SUCH a chappell billie sabrina renee etc enjoyer i just know it #me halfway thru writing these tags remembering this is a dude who fought in wwII LMFAOO fuck sake #also good luck babe is such a buckbucky song idk if anyone's made an edit yet probably but it's actually so sad for them lol #the copium goes crazy fr #johnslittlespoon yaps

[gayspock]

not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .

#egg.txt #this is about the hbomberguy shit soirry lol #like i see one or two jokes abt haha he took them out ) #and then suddenly its like: THE WHOLE CONVERSATION IS JUST ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED THE POINT #DUDE its like a 2-3 ppl on tumblr who made joke posts that got traction #not to mention yes: ive seen MANY ppl posting abt how sad and unfortunate this all is #but those posts arent gonna get traction bc theyre quiet fuckin reflections on a topic for now #as such yeah bro the tag is dominated by jokes that really arent that serious. #idk ugh sorry to be such a twist im just soooo sick of the vibe everyone brings of like: #i see lighthearted jokes in this tag. HOW DARE YOU ALL DO THIS. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID AND YOU TAKE NOTHING SERIOUS. #like yes its a serious topic but again .... TWO GOD DAMN DAYS AFTER THE VIDEO DROPPED NO LESS... the thing thats gonna ALWAYS float to the #top of a tag is quick jokes. #and besides its like if you WANT to have those conversations thats great??? like cultivate them bro?? #WHY not cultivate them instead of dominating the conversation with how stupid everyone is and how above them you are? #idk man its not just abt this #its abt sooooo much with the fuckn culture some ppl foster on this website #its the exact same with sillier shit like media #where some ppl think that u reblogging jokes abt a show / sth is like THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU HAVE ON SOMETHING #blah blah blah you have such a superficial opinion of the characters and so forth #like relax. i just prefer to have discussions abt things not on my blog #jesus wept some ppl are desperate to think everyone is stupid

[laesas]

did you ever make a post about pete not liking tankhun ? i know you mentioned it a few times in your tags but i don't remember seeing a post. (i share your opin ions.)

I definitely toyed with the idea of meta or a gifset but I didn't ever make a full post! I love unrequited love and I ESPECIALLY love the extremely rare platonic version which Tankhun and Pete absolutely nail in my opinion!

There are loads of moments where Pete's smile drops around Tankhun very quickly, or he insults Tankhun behind his back. Instead of laughing things off like Arm and Pol, he almost has a wincing fear-response to Tankhun, which we don't really see at all from the other bodyguards.

I think that Tankhun likes to think of himself as being close friends with his bodyguards, and he does genuinely show a lot of open affection for Pete and eventually concern for his safety. But I think ultimately for Pete, Tankhun is just a part of Pete's job, and over time resentment has built up until he thinks of Tankhun as one of the *worst* parts of it. I definitely don't think he resents Tankhun enough to hurt or endanger him, but that's about as far as it goes, there's certainly very little love there.

Something about that dynamic is just particularly brilliant, especially when combined with Pete's eventual defection from Tankhun's side to Vegas'. He chooses a man who has beaten and tortured him over a man who showers him in affection and throws parties on his return.

I utterly adore Tankhun but I think as a character that's grown up in a gilded cage, he doesn't really understand that what Pete needs is a sense of his own autonomy rather than being dragged to "fun" "lets cheer up Pete" parties that Tankhun has demanded on his behalf. At least with Vegas he *chose* to go back, he handed Vegas the ropes, let him lock him back up again. Even before he develops feelings for Vegas, Pete has clearly felt like a subhuman pet for Tankhun and the main family for a long, long time and I think ironically Vegas acknowledging Pete's humanity is the tipping point for him.

I think even without their nascent romantic love as a factor, Pete would always choose Vegas. Because despite the threat of suffering, he offers a sense of freedom that Tankhun's gilded cage does not. It all makes for an incredibly interesting betrayal, and makes Pete choosing Vegas over Tankhun all the more pointed. By choosing to be Vegas' pet, he chooses to be human.

#I have had this gifset concept rattling round my brain since before I even learned to make gifs #if I didn't have so many complicated feelings about Pete after the whole Build situation I'd make it in a heartbeat tbh #my worry is that it would either be taken as a ''hating on Pete'' set and I'd get mad shit for it in my inbox #(despite it being one of my fave facets of his character) #or it would be interpreted as a ''Build's acting appreciation!'' post which tbf it kinda would be. #theres no getting away from the fact that he shaped Pete into a very interesting and nuanced character #but you wouldn't catch me dead making a ''Captain Jack Sparrow appreciation'' set even if I loved POTC as much as KPTS yknow? #like theres only so much distance I can split the character from the actor. which sucks bc Pete as a character was one of my favourites #idk. probably not the ideal answer lol #my first instict was to just make the set since it was all planned out from like december #but since January my love for Pete as a character has mostly been in a little box on a high shelf that I do not ever touch. which is sad #but it is what it is ig #anyway lol 👀 #tankhun theerapanyakul #pete kp #tankhun kp #kp meta #ask #anon #watch me deliberately not putting that shit in the pete tag out of fear #anyway back on the high shelf you go little pete feelings. lets go back to simply not acknowledging u once more lol 🥲✨ #goddamn I deliberately hadnt thought about him in months but now I kinda miss Pete... :( I love this ask though thank u for sending it! 🦔✨ #damn rereading this its like girl. do you have an unrequited love for commas?? fucking use them?? :) anywaY #kpts

[moo-savr]

lol sorry I died once more, it will happen again <:3!!!!!!

#lol sorry i was gone for so long. haven't had the chance to actually be motivated for anything rn and just really really sad in general #i got so many unfinished things on my gallery + my projects that honestly idk how to even handle them at the very least #so yeah thats all i can only say about it. im just genuinely depressed on the inside really but ill be fine i guess idk when #my shit #my art #ttte fanart #ttte #ttte thomas #ttte percy #ttte James #ttte spencer #ttte edward #ttte emily #ttte gordon #ttte fandom #i feel like im slowly losing grip on my drawings anf its not helping my health et alone my studies #sorry if it looks bad

[butchladymaria]

feeling like the several year old post i made abt the specific type grhman enjoyers acting like they r being Oppressed TM bc not everyone agrees w their opinions abt him is topical again. like come on now. i feel like 99% of the reason he’s a “controversial” character is because like. you cant express even the mildest observation of nuance beyond “he was a good person with good intentions whose actions had no negative impact because everything bad that happened was somehow someone else’s fault” or god forbid misogyny w/o people acting like you shot their dog lol

#not tagging this w shit lmao #its just the persecution complex the size of the sun idk #idc if people think this guy’s a poor widdle sad old man who did nothing wrong ever in his life #i think they have piss poor media literacy sure #but like ultimately people r entitled to have bad takes #but when ur going out of ur way to cry harassment bc someone on the internet disagreed w u. maybe its time to log off #idk i did my time in this shithole tar pit of discourse im out lol #p sure i blocked the like 3-4 people w very loud victim complexes on the topic already but like #for the record : i do not care #like. obviously dont harass people ???? over this ???? #but also i know myself and several others that have been hounded for weeks or months for just. idk. not thinking hes a good person #or having the audacity to dislike him aloud

[serenyetis]

Just finished bingeing Calamity and I’m a MESS 😭

#this story has my whole heart like holy shit #its just so fucking tragic #zerxus my new blorbo sad boy 😣 #first time drawing all of them like no joke i drew this while listening to the final ep lol #my art #fanart #cr #critical role #exandria unlimited #exandria unlimited: calamity #exandria calamity #zerxus ilerez #laerryn coramar seelie #patia por'co #loquatius seelie #cerrit agrupnin #nydus okiro #tw: light blood #sort of? idk im horrible at tagging tw’s #exu fanart #damn realized i forgot nydus' scars :/ i usually color scars last so i must've missed it noooooo

[jefferythejelly]

*long, deep, belabored sigh*

#discourse #<- except not really bc i am vagueing #idk im just tired. and sad #for a lot of reasons. some of which are i think v much not the reasons other ppl are mad rn lmao #like. yes it has problems yes i wish it could be better yes this absolutely sucks shit #and that is all v much part of the reason i am tired and sad #but the constant neg abt every aspect of the server also has started grinding on me. well always has i think im just reaching a limit #bc i like it! i do! theres good parts and i like them a whole lot! #idk it just rubs me the wrong way bc even if i do agree with a lot of the criticism whenever it comes from this side of the community #it always kinda feels like its in bad faith to me. like its in desire to watch it burn first and actually improve anything second #and its just like. argh #and like on the flip side. god i love this server but why does it have to be run by a guy who is the way he is #negative #yeah i think this needs that tag too lmao #idk ive been thinking abt taking a break for a little bit here and i dont think i am #mostly bc it would involve unfollowing 90% of my mutuals and i dont really want to do that #but i just wish casually sticking around like this didnt also involve. all the bullshit that comes with being in this fandom(s). lol. lmao. #anyways. i am going to go eat dinner