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#idk if this is at all what u wanted/were expecting Jes
l3viat8an · 11 months
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diavolo: 7’9 big big boy, but what were u expectimg from the demon prince ?? were u wxpecting him to be tiny ?? towwrs over EVERYONE n is pretty threatening even whne hes actively not to be, even more so in demon form when hes closer to being 7’11-8’1 excluding his horns, n 8’4-8’5 including horns
beel: 7’8 another big boy, again what were u expecting from this brick wall of a man ?? gentle giant when it come to his loved ones but is v scary when it comes to everyone else, is closer to 7’10 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’11 including horns
barbatos: 7’4, big big prince calls for a tall tall butler, is v Aware of his height whenever hes w luke due to to how yiny the young angel is compared to barbatos, he tries not to crush luke under his shoe next je bakes w him (sorry snout ur toes luke </3), 7’6 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’10 including horns
asmo: 7’4 we all know hes a twunk (essentially just in between twink n hunk; too muscular to be a twink but still too slim to be a hunk) so ofc hes gitta have the height to compliment that, u know asmo uses his height to his advantage, in what way ? idk, but hes definitelyusing it to his advantage, is closer to 7’6-7’8 in demon form
lucifer: 7’0, it definitely hurts his pride that his three youngest brothers are taller than him but he’ll get over it eventually, but hey ! at least hes taller than the other 4 (which is all he git at this point LMAO), 7’2-7’4 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’6 including horns
levi: 6’10, also pretty chubby n only uses his height n heaviness to be annoying towards mammon when mammon refuses to pay him back, nost dont jnwo how tall he is cause hes always slouching tho, 7’0-7’2 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’4/7’5 including horns
satan: 6’10, tall tall boy, unlike levi, satan has the perfect posture so everyone knows that hes tall, hes only using used to using his height to threatening ppl during angey rampages tho so he might get flustered if hes w someone whos sexually into bigger/taller partners, 7’0-7’2 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’4/7’5 including horns
mammon: 6’8 is definitely ghe shortest person in his family 🤧, he absolutely HATES it n wahtever ego he has left is forver gone due to the fact that his own baby broghers are taller than him, 6’10-7’0 in demon form excluding his horns, 7’2 including horns
simeon: 6’6, is pretty short when it comes to angels tbh, w angels usually averaging 7’8 or taller, so poor simeon got the short end of stixk 🤧, is closer to 6’8-6’10 in angel form
solomon: 5’6, slightly shoeter than averahe height, definitely not the tallest in the room but itll help him get stuff off the shelves or out of the cabinets
luke: 5’0, tiny tiny child, looks absolutely bitesized when it comes to the demons, especially when it comes to beel or diavolo or barbatos, prau for him that a demon doesnt mistake him for a tiny snack 😖
~ t4t anon
I feel very, very short all of the sudden-
Size kink going wild tho~
And I really love the idea that they’re taller in their demon forms!! I never really thought about that before but it makes so much sense honestly!!!
The only silly thing I want to add is Solomon give off ‘5’ 9” and says he’s 6’’ vibes to me and I will forever stick with that lmao
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ju-ji · 4 months
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This is not the thought I had when I started writing this post but I think, in retrospect, last twilight was never as magical as I once thought, and furthermore I think that the magic was actually jimmy and sea the whole time. I would maintain that the story started off strong and the blossoming romance was extremely well executed, but there were always flaws in the writing and it was always shown that day had a lot of work to do and. well. wasn’t doing it. I don’t think I was picking up on it because sea made day so unbelievably endearing even as a supposed asshole that I either didn’t notice the red flags or ignored them. You have to understand, I was not a jimmy nor sea nor jimmysea fan before I started watching last twilight. I had not already seen vice versa and wai was so long ago that I don’t even remember having an opinion of him. I had never heard of the first show sea was in. I had not been anticipating this show since the pilot trailer and wasn’t even planning to watch it. I didn’t watch it when it came out. I think I waited like two weeks before I started it. I went into it with no feelings about jimmysea, I had seen criticism of jimmy’s previous performances and I didn’t know anything about sea other than him being jimmy’s branded partner so if anything I was… prepared for them to not do all that well. I wasn’t expecting much I guess. This is the first time I put on my clown makeup. Like I said, sea as day was so endearing to me from pretty early on, maybe not ep 1 but by ep 3 I was like that’s my baby!!! I don’t know why or how but he made me fall in love with day so bad, and nothing day did (until… u know….) ever made me love him less. I really can’t describe what about him I found so lovable especially when he was definitely an asshole and wouldn’t stop with the “u have zero tenderness in your body” nonsense lmao. I think sea just has some je ne sais quoi about him or something that’s like captivating. I did watch vice versa at some point while last twilight was airing and I found talay endearing too. Even though he was more mature or like. didn’t have such a spoiled baby quality to him, so I think it’s just something about sea idk. Hell I’m already endeared to his character in the trainee from bts footage and promo pics alone 😭 ok hopefully point made bc this post is already really long and I have a lot more to say lmao.
*I promise I know how to write proper paragraphs I just am trying to type what I wanna say before my brain moves on to a new thought lmao but let me give a line break for readability*
Let me try to talk about jimmy without waxing poetic. I had pretty low expectations for him bc I had seen ppl criticize his work before so how did I end up loving him so bad!!! The answer is he’s just good at what he does!!! Was he always this good? I didn’t have any qualms about his performance as puen and I can’t remember wai. I think he was also a minor character in enchante but I didn’t watch that. Anyway, if he used to suck he doesn’t anymore!! His growth is especially impressive bc acting isn’t even his main profession!!! I don’t want to harp a lot on why last twilight disappointed me bc I want this to be a jimmysea appreciation post first and foremost but the problem with mhok that jimmy obfuscated was he really didn’t have much to him. He had a tragic backstory that was never fully explored but aside from that it was just day on the brain all day every day how can I serve day how can I help day how can I care for day how can I make day smile like girl stand up 😭 jimmy somehow managed to make mhok (to me but I’m biased) the most compelling character in the show with just his eyes!!! His eyes held SO MUCH EMOTION that it made mhok feel like a much more substantial character than he ended up being. Trying to be short and to the point now bc this is getting out of hand but I want jimmy on my screen forever, he is so special to me!!!
Last point: mhok and day did not have en equal or super healthy relationship so why did it hurt sooo bad when they broke up? Again, it was jimmysea magic masking the flaws. The chemistry was undeniable and they seemed so in love! They were always so happy to be together that you almost didn’t notice how one sided their relationship was becoming. Their comfort in each other was so real and believable bc evidently that’s not acting! It’s clear that jimmy and sea enjoy their paired roles and enjoy working together in general. I’m not thinking of anyone in particular but I don’t think all pairs could sell this natural comfort as effortlessly bc they are not…. this naturally comfortable together lmao. Jimmysea’s innate charms are exponentially amplified when they are together. I firmly believe that if jimmy wasn’t mhok and sea wasn’t day then last twilight would not have been this loved (until it got to where not even jimmysea magic could salvage it 😭)
TLDR it was jimmysea magic that masked last twilight’s flaws so well that we were dumbfounded by that ending
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castle-dominion · 1 year
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4x2 heroes & villains (https://scriptline.livejournal.com/40160.html)
I like how the transcript calls him "creepy guy" even tho we get his name Watched this ep with my older bro. He has a lot to say about jewish comic artists & police interference.
*Deep male voice* wouldn't the creep be weirded out seeing someone dressed like that? *casually cuts the guy's hand off* *somehow able to cut him in half even tho that's not exactly possible* (actually I just wasted time researching & watching videos, idk if it is possible to cut someone in half if they are standing up, but u can cut em crosswise for sure.)
Why that knife rick? RC: I seem to remember asking you to make me an E.T. Halloween costume and you told me you didn't know how to sew. MR: Details. Besides, you were 32 at the time. The point is, proper wardrobe helps an actor connect to the words. (won't clip)
Poor rick, he just wants his daughter Lol I skipped my grad, ran & hid by climbing up a giant storage crate. So valid bestie (password sharing) MR: Lady Beckett, my lord. Richard, are you crying? RC: No, it's the onions. RC, next scene: Okay, I'll admit, it wasn't just the onions, not completely. I mean, she's gonna be gone in a few months. My little girl. (could clip but I'm low on time)
[They approach the body halves, covered in yellow plastic on either side of a pool of blood, feet sticking out.] Lanie <3
Ok so what kind of steel is it? A lot of japanese steel will actually break or chip if it hits bones, so it might not be best for chopping someone in half but it definitely broke off
Swords are so good so cool. JE: Tyler Ferris. He just got out of Sing Sing a year ago for sexual assault. KB: Okay, we got any witnesses? JE: Yeah. The girl he was in the middle of assaulting oof (I shouldn't find that funny, I know it is tragic & it really sucks, but I'm allowed to find humour in my pain & past.)
Poor gal still has blood all over her She's right lol Lol the "touche"
Love mrs ferris Don't get me wrong. I never expected my boy to end up in two hunks, but I always knew one day he'd end up there laying on a slab. KB: Do you know if he was involved in anything that might've gotten him killed? Ferris: Well, I certainly expect so. Is "ship coming in" a figure of speech?
KB: Ma'am, um, I'll need the names of all the enemies your son may have had. Ferris: You're gonna need a bigger pad.
As cops, Ryan is right. As people, Esposito is right. JE: Well, maybe a sword is a justice system. So true bestie.
KR: This other guy have a name? JE: Yeah. Tony Valtini. *KR perks up* This guy's got a record, too. KR: Damn right, he does!!! (won't clip) I remember Valtini from back in Narcotics. The guy is totally Mobbed up. You know what else, his family owns this meat packing plant out in Jersey. Tony's nickname: Tony the Butcher. JE: I bet he split a few sides of beef in his day. except you usually split the sides carefully, not with one big swing. ugh this is going to be a long episode if I keep bringing up culinary school.
TV: I am a legitimate businessman. Castle it's not funny. KB: You never reported an attack. TV: I don't like to be a burden on law enforcement.  *casually shucks his pants*
(just one buttock) JE: The sword of justice, bro. It's going to end up being esposito. (NEW FANFIC IDEA BABES) (ryan & his signature mug. it's the little things in the show) Mum & lil bro watch superhero shows so this episode was great with the two of them the hero (probs not super) looks definitely very male
KB: She didn't think that we'd believe her. And, quite frankly, she's right. probs delusional, probs right. Def has something going on castle. reminds me of the time the school got a mascot & then the two furries in the school accidentally outed themselves to each other bc they recognized the work. Castle writer moments, & he's not too far wrong red marune is so adorable I love him. isn't that redundant? LARRYBOY ryan *watching the caskett argument from the distance* cyclist *gives rick a delivery in the middle of the bullpen*
Ryan really is becoming castle jr, the nicknames on the wiki were right Just marvel? No dc no dark horse no anything else? I just listed the mainstream ones. Castle was quick putting together that vigilante board (need to pic this) JE: *sus* KR: *interested* JE: they're make believe KB: All driven by the death of a father or loved one Gates is kind of right But then Castle actually had a point Castle chill XD
RC: hardcore skjdflsdkfsljdk KB: Elektra RC: Ah. A ruthless assassin who hides from her emotions. KB: No, maybe it's because she's got badass ninja skills.
RC: Ah. Try billionaire industrialist Bruce Wayne, A.K.A. The Dark Knight. He's brooding, he's handsome, and he has all the coolest toys. You are the billionare non-cop crime solver, castle. (won't clip) (lol I had my french keyboard on so my apostrophe didn't show up at first)
I love mike hoover. Well castle wasn't the one who actually wrote the graphic novels, heh. kind of a chronically online nerd but I love him so so much. Love his hat too. Which one?
There is a T in vigilanTe (I used to say vigilanté but now I say vigilantie like everyone else) Nice, webcomics. Unless the hero is the writer babes
JE: Yeah, well, whoever he is, I can't connect him to any swords either. I pray we nail this dude before I have to call every store on that list. KR: I thought you were kind of rooting for this guy? JE: That's when he was Joe Citizen taking it to the bad guys. Now he's just some nimrod in a suit. (making espt call a bunch of stores) KR: Ah. You gotta give him props for spirit, though, right? I mean, haven't you ever wanted to be a superhero? Going out there, prowling the city, knocking some heads? JE: I do that now.  ew cops & their hero complexes. castle acab moments. (but still clipping)
did CSU not find it? Why is it perfectly timed that lone ranger aka LR is here rn? (looks like he could be a woman in theory) hella cool parkour tho Fun timing esposito calling right then. Has he been called espo yet? I don't much like the name. I feel like "sito" are the stressed syllables. (dw dm, he gets called Zito/'Sito later.) Also in her phone he's just esposito, no first name? Also why didn't she just decline the call? Espt talkin p slow today huh.
lmao I love this kid so much. He's so silly & adorable. superheroes have a billion different villains bc they had to start putting them in jail with cops & there was never allowed to be any tragedy or escapes where the villain got away. or so big bro says Chad: My father's in miami
Neither would lone vengence! Comic book characters aren't real, okay? I love chad he's so adorable & sweet I was about ready to hang up my tights for good "lone" Poor chad. There are def going to be A Ton of these characters. Remember Jumping Jack? & Mere do well?
GATES I told the Mayor we had our man. BECKETT Yeah well, you shouldn't have done that. GIRL YOU SAID THAT TO HER FACE IN THAT TONE
Not looking at the writer?
castle printed them out? Alexis is so pretty Did she ever get that motorcycle/scooter Mum got classes that would count to dad's drama minor or philosophy major that also counted to her education major or whatever mum's minor was, & she got classes that would count credits for her major+minor but would also count for her friend's major. But anyway ew math castle isn't wrong but like... AC: Why does everything I do have to make sense? Why can't I just do what I want once in awhile? That's all you ever do.
That's some intense yoga. Yk, yoga is not just workouts, not just funny positions & stretching, not just low impact training, yoga has a spiritual component to it & it makes me just a bit upset that ppl don't even know that let alone respect it.
FInally anagram I was right! trace the IP or smth?
wait the captions said faris this time. is it ferris or faris? the transcript has both lol THE WHAT NOW COMICS I was not expecting slutty schoolgirl comics to make an appearance here. Mild mannered is "out of the ordinary" for him lol. Mom: He was different. Wore a suit. Castle: As in, mask and cape? Mom: Jacket and tie
oh yeah a crime reporter? Definitely ryan sounds like castle rn i love it KB: *sips coffee* JE: *watching from the phone* RC: *raises eyebrow* RC: The student has become the master. Or at least, he tried. Actually, for a truly Castle-esque theory, it has to be fully thought through. (yk I might clip this) KB: Since when? KR: I did think it through! (mr detective man) *ryan & castle bouncing off each other now* (I said a bit ago that castito & ryckett were decent but now I'm looking at especkett & rystle & have been often this season during my normal watch through. idk anyone's ship names I'm making them up every time I say one & they often sound bad or end up different esp with esposito bc his name is twice as long as anyone else's)
man's a FULL ass hero tyvm! (tho only a half assed superhero bc superpowers don't exist) RC: Hmm. That is one block away from Comicadia. JE: Mm KR: Mm
I love the comic bro kid
VG: Really. Our killer's a writer? RC: Well, writers can be men of action. VG: I've yet to see that, Mr. Castle. VG: So, he's a journalist like Peter Parker? KB: Actually, Peter Parker was a news photographer. RC: Yeah, our guy's a little more like, uh, Clark Kent. And he's mild mannered, just like I…predicted. VG: *the look* I like how gates at least communicates with becks this time.
PW: That's just a--a character I create. It's not someone real.
I'm sure he can still write comics from prison... Left-handed Castle writer moments
Hand was before...
protecting someone obv RC: Because Paul is protecting the real killer. Paul is the writer, Lone Vengeance is the subject. That's their relationship. (to Beckett) It's you and me, all over again. But I'm Paul and you're Lone Vengeance. KB: Really, Castle? Is that how you see me? Like a sword wielding killer? (No, a crime fighting machine!) RC: Depends. Will you be scantily clad? KB: In your dreams. (probably will be tbh) JE: Not to rain on your comic book fantasy, (clipping) Esposito's shirt is so boring. Personally I would wear it but not to work. Collarless long sleeve, neutral colour
wall's obv a fake bro. remember the magician's lair? Oh wait it isn't even a secret room it's a thing of swords & that's it LV def looks like they don't need to be male rn & dun dun dun a woman & dun dun dun it's a cop
Ryan's shirt is ugly & he doesn't have a tie. Why?
KR: Can you believe it? Lone Vengeance, sword wielding killer, ends up being one of our own. JE: I don't know. Maybe she had her reasons. KR: Whoa. "Maybe she had her reasons"? What happened to" nimrod in a suit"? (after "woah nimrod? what happened to sword of justice?") JE: Well that's before I knew she was a cop. wow acab much
her being a cop is cool, she WOULD know how to clean the blood up, probably, AH: Someone killed my dad. Nothing'll ever be enough. But doing what I do makes me feel better. I respect it actually, I can see it, & the mirror with beckett is great
BECKETT You crossed the line, Ann. HASTINGS Don't pretend like we're so different. BECKETT Let's talk about Tyler Faris. HASTINGS Didn't you lose your mom? BECKETT We're not here to discuss that. HASTINGS Didn't you shoot the guy who killed her right here in this precinct? The bullet that you took, isn't that connected to her murder, too? Because that's the rumor. BECKETT I am not like you! I didn't chop a man in half! HASTINGS Neither did I.
AH: It wasn't from my suit. And the only reason I wanted it was to figure out who's behind this. she's a cop so it's cool she canvasses & learns & is friends with a crime beat fellow, I would watch a spinoff of those two. Or a mini series. I've said, castle could have used a few mini series episodes.
good ep bro but I was working or writing when castle went to turn the board over & beckett just Stopped Him like "no hun, we're not doing that rn" (or it was the ghost hunting the ring episode)
When did they grab the cousin's prints?
KB: Ann, you're a good cop. And you've got somebody who cares about you. Don't be so driven by the past that you throw away your future. Take care.
RC: Well, a murder solved and a notorious hoodlum off the streets for good. I call that a solid win. VG: I agree. All because of the hard work and dedication of this team. RC: Thank you, Captain. That means a lot. VG: Of police officers. (XD) Team of police officers, Mr. Castle. Detective, about Officer Hastings. She, uh, fled the alley when you ordered her to stop. Some reason you're not pressing any charges? KB: VG: I think that, given the number of folks wearing that costume, we can't prove that it was her in that alley. Or anywhere else, for that matter. (I thought she was very by-the-book) KB: Exactly, sir. VG: She's a promising officer. That said, it'd be bad for all of us if Lone Vengeance were to show up ever again. KB: I don't think that that will be a problem, sir.
RC: Either she just grew a heart… KB: Or she's worried about how it would look if the press found out that Lone Vengeance was one of our own.
RC: A writer and his muse, fighting crime. Just like us. *paul & ann kiss* Caskett: *awkward* (clipping)
RC: You know, even when you were a little girl, you were a serious person. I think I've just gotten used to you being sensible and mature. Even more than me sometimes. AC: Sometimes? RC: Point taken.
Emotional family moments, dad moments, advice, & so much cute stuff! love love love!
AC: I know. Especially if we move in together. RC:
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I don't think I have time for another one today. Sad.
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mauraaaa! do you have any historical au Harry headcanons re: that post about greco-roman masculinity?
BOY DO I EVER, JES.
((I am saving the castrati au ask you sent me earlier this week bc I have too many thoughts abt harry being unfair to Niall, lol classic...))
this is just gonna be a stream of consciousness dump but, the first big research project I did was for an article about depictions of Hephaistos on greek vases in the particular context of his return to Olympus after he fell/was booted off by Zeus/Hera/whomever. 
the return scenes typically have H(ephaistos) riding sidesaddle on a donkey that is usually sporting a big old boner, with Dionysos leading the procession and a whole bunch of drunken revelers making up the rest of the people. they usually all have boners too. the story goes that only when the gods sent Dionysos, the new, foreign, effeminate god to get Hepahistos hecka drunk, did he agree to return to Olympus, in this very undignified fashion. 
since he’s a God but more importantly a Man he should be riding a horse not a donkey, and definitely should NOT be riding sidesaddle--side note, isn’t it weird that ppl with dangly bits are supposed to straddle horses but ppl who don't, and therefore have the least potential danger for friction and other damage are not supposed to straddle things??--ANYWAY 
our standards of masculinity and femininity today are different from the greco-roman ideal (and let us remember that the term greco-roman spans an indeterminate amount of time that is {at the very smallest estimation} several hundred years and includes many social, political, and cultural groups so like, it’s not at all a monolith). BUT they are similar enough that we can sometimes kid ourselves into thinking that what the greeks thought was beautiful is what we consider beautiful. 
those nude male statues with all the abs & shit...sexy then & now, but for different reasons. 
finally kind of to the hornets nest that is Harry :: there’s a lot of discourse abt whether his outward physical presentation has any meaning whatsoever, and whether that meaning is imbibed with queerness is a shoot off of that trunk. Harry very clearly has, and is playing with contemporary ideas of what it is to be masculine or feminine. and now, with the help of smart people around him, like the Gucci creative team, he’s also playing with what it means to present as masculine or feminine in different eras. What you want to make out of this is up to you, but it is most definitely intended to attract attention and intrigue. 
what is a girl trained in the classics to make of all of this??? I already have an AU where he is unwillingly castrated because Castrati operated within a fascinating niche of gender in the early modern era in Western Europe, but if I were to take this back to the classical and hellenistic periods, there is of course theatrical shit I could invoke. In Greece none of the actors in dramas/comedies were female, even though there were female characters. But I’d probably want to go somewhere more ritualized and psychedelic, like Harry being a devotee to Persephone/Demeter because they were central to one of the biggest mystery cults in the ancient world and their worship involved both female and male participants, ultimately worshipping the circle of time and seasons and gender, which seems very Harry
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INTRODUCING STEVEN… @gallagherintro​​
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⌠ SEO KANG JOON, 22, CISMALE, HE/HIS ⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, STEVEN PARK! according to their records, they’re a SECOND year, specializing in PROTECTION AND ENFORCEMENT + COVERT OPS; and they DID go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (everyday funeral attire, sharp and vigilant eyes, rehearsed smiles, scribbles over sheet music, a jar of sourdough starter). when it’s the (leo)’s birthday on 16/08/1998, they always request their HANWOO from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation.
INSPO:
tadashi hamada
kim je ha (the k2)
robb stark (?) not
moon gang-tae
BIO:
hundy p inspired by it’s okay not to be okay dnt look at me
tw abelism, death, suicide, 
born into the crazy park fam *dj khaled vc* another one !!! 
grew up in seoul. sang woo is his korean name. he’s always gone by steven because the parks are just those kind of koreans. ( nicknames : steve, stevie )
he has an older brother of two years called andrew. he was born autistic.
the sole reason for steve being born was to look after andrew, so they didn’t have to, and to be groomed into an heir. they deemed andrew unworthy to be an heir and unfit to compete with rose and jude.
this fact was made known to him as a child. so, whilst he was the younger sibling, he had to quickly grow into this protective role. steve’s life mostly revolved around andrew. 
despite this, he’s always been a bit too soft for a park, used to be a massive cry baby, which is probably why his relationship with andrew has always been strong enough to get through the shitty times 
the park family would force the new generation to compete against each other, so the cousins were never that close, but there was an unspoken understanding of how fucked up their families were. however, due to all of this responsibility, steve didn’t care to compete with his cousins as he got older which forced his parents to become stricter.
they could only get him in line by messing with andrew because steve never cared for money and has always hated everything that comes with the park name. 
it only worked to an extent: toughed him up but they couldn’t quite mould him into what they needed him to be. his rebellion wasn’t a loud one, quite the opposite, which made it harder for them to control
anyway
rose dies. it rocks the family, most notably jude. he regrets not trying harder to reach out when she spiralled.
shortly after, his girlfriend disappears. parents offered her money and she took it. very kdrama i know. but they needed him to focus.
doesn’t want anything to do with the park legacy and tries to file for emancipation. the mere threat of it is enough for his parents to listen because they don’t want it getting out and damaging their reputation so they come to an agreement: he’s free !!
at 16, he’s independent -- not entirely as they paid for prep school -- and he transfers to the school in england, hoping for anonymity and a fresh start: no jude, no fam friends. never returned to seoul, cut ties with people from the past. took andrew with him.
obviously struggles in england. didn’t expect it to be easy but it’s A Lot so he eventually becomes involved with Shady Brandt work on top of all of his side gigs 
takes a gap year and works his ass awf. saves up. but brother dies in an accident. it’s accidental but he believes his parents orchestrated it. they didn’t. shit happens.
completes his first year at a spy college in england. returns to korea for mandatory military service which is a nice break from all the shady shit. 
the brandts reaches out to steve about a job -- gigi brandt’s protector. he’s hesitant because of the brandt’s connections to the parks but he takes it because it’s good pay and he plans on disappearing after college.
as much as he wants to detach himself from the park name, when he heard about elise, and then jude, the emotions he felt were overwhelming. so he doesn’t attend elise’s wedding or jude’s funeral. visits them both separately.
dreading gallagher because, well, the park name is everywhere and they have a bit of a reputation. feels like coming around full circle.
PERSONALITY
the Well-Adjusted Park ; Dad Jokes
not materialistic in the slightest -- steve says asos 5 pack save.
will be adding a few inches to his height bc it apart of his Gentle Giant trope uwu 
has a resting bitch face so first impressions might be bad tho he’s aware of this and is quick to smile as to not put anyone on edge
strong moral code but also has done some shady shit so maybe he’s a hypocrite
not confrontational, prefers to quickly dissolve situations as peacefully as possible. would rather avoid conflict. pretty desensitised to displays of aggression so hard to get a rise out of him.
weird posh boy hobbies: bread baking, jigsaw puzzles, piano, compose, lego, fixing clocks ... u get the gist. calm and solitary activities that involves hands and attention to detail. 
nice, friendly etc. etc. but difficult to form Deep n Meaningful friendships. has a bit of a wall which he’s working on. but maybe not since he’s planning on Poofing. idk i’m still figuring him out lads<3
WC
fam friends: steve most likely would’ve cut them off when he moved to england
prep school: people he knows from new york or england. he had a glow up tho so maybe your character doesn’t recognise him. embarrassing. 
landan: people he met in london! he had Normal Ppl jobs and pretended to be a Normal Person during the holidays. 
humuhumunukunukuāpuaʻa: someone who triggers him, intentionally or unintentionally? maybe they just like to make his job as difficult as possible.
head thots no empty ... will add more lata</3
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artificialqueens · 5 years
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break up with ur girlfriend (3/3) - dartmouth420
a/n: part 3: in which Raven makes an ethically questionable decision, Raja really doesn’t like mornings, absolutely nothing will crush Manila’s positive attitude, and Jujubee throws a curve ball
basically ye olde morning after weirdness
thanks for reading :)
Raven awoke tired and a little hungover in bed with Manila and Raja. She raised her head and sighed, then noticed the tall glass of water on the bedside table. She loosely remembered Raja padding out of the room just as Raven was drifting off (thoroughly fucked out and happy) and placing something on the bedside table. That was kind of her, especially considering the circumstances in which they’d met. Raven raised the glass and took a big drink, appreciative.
Raven sat on the edge of the bed quietly, not wanting to wake them. Maybe she’d go and make coffee or something. Or maybe she should just leave. Raven glanced over her shoulder. A perfect ray of sunlight was hitting the bed where Manila and Raja were still curled up, asleep, and whole thing was aesthetically glorious.
Raven wondered if what was about to do was ethical. But then she shrugged, and raised her phone. Also, she really liked them, and might be interested in seeing them again, so she held no malicious intent.
The photo she took was from a strong angle, consisting of the corner of her face, one eye visible, eyebrow raised, blonde hair smooth close to her head. Behind her was the bed, and Raja and Manila curled up, still asleep. Raja was deep in the covers, only one closed eye, her forehead and a streak her long grey hair visible. Manila was next to Raja, lying on her back fast asleep with her mouth open, the cover pulled up to her chin.
She hit send.
BITCH replied Juju, quickly, with about eighteen emojis, you fucked them both???
you bet replied Raven, smug.
Wait a sec, Juju replied. Then the second text came in.
ohhhhhh YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE IT
what?? Raven looked down at her phone, concerned.
BITCH THE GIRL ON THE LEFT IS MY SECOND COUSIN
The blood drained from Raven’s face, and she looked back at Manila, who was… well, a young woman who’s last name she hadn’t asked for and who’s social media who hadn’t checked out. But in a big, multicultural city like this who would’ve expected her to be related to Raven’s best friend?
fuckkkk
Juju sent her a text containing twenty laugh-crying emojis and one devil, followed by a vomit-face.
uhhhh, don’t be grossed out but she’s hot, replied Raven, who was finding the situation as distressing as it was funny. This new factoid raised the stakes, seeing this couple was no longer an entirely anonymous entity.
She mildly regretted sending the photo. Maybe it was an invasion of privacy.
BITCH DON’T TELL ME THAT ABOUT MY COUSIN
idk if anyone knows she’s gay tbh that whole side of the family is pretty religious
i didn’t know lol
oh shit I’m sorry… was just trying to brag to u about my conquest haha
why are u like this it’s fucked up lol
idk lol
thanks for telling me
but like
i might wanna see her again?
maybe both of them ;) ??? typed out Raven, hitting send with some mild guilt. She’d definitely need to sit down and think about this later. After she had some caffeine.
o really?
yeah…
aw <3
Raven smiled at the phone. She really loved Juju, they’d been best friends since college, and truly shared everything.
can’t wait to be ur in-law, teased Juju,
imma bring u really cheap wedding gifts
ur getting an off-brand slow cooker
BITCH!
anyway g2g <3 <3
hmu later <3
Raven got up and walked to the bathroom. She quickly rinsed her face and mouth. She put the unexpected information from Juju about Manila aside for now, and decided not address it. This really wasn’t the time or the place. Then she padded over to the kitchen. It was a bit cluttered, clearly well-used and loved.
There was an espresso machine on the counter, and Raven grinned. She knew how to work one of those, having done the time in her early twenties as a barista. While the water heated, Raven looked at the pictures on the fridge. There were kitschy magnets from a few places around the world, ‘Paris, je t'aime!’, and several photos, including two goofy school pictures of Raja and Manila respectively. Manila glared at the camera, about thirteen and deep in an emo phase, judging by her racoon-like eyeliner, back-combed hair and striped long-sleeved shirt. Raja’s picture was more innocent, a goofy-looking androgynous nine-year old with a big smile, round face and black hair sticking up awkwardly.
Raven snorted a laugh. She appreciated this couple’s sense of humour, displaying silly pictures on their fridge.
She sighed. She shared her apartment somewhat resentfully with two room mates. It wasn’t an ideal situation but it was cheap and because of that she’d been able to put aside some savings. If only Tyra would do the dishes every once in a while. Not to mention she was pretty sure Nicole had a crush on her, and she had to figure out how to let the other girl down easy. In fact, Nicole was probably taking her dog for a walk right now. Raven winced and sighed. Whatever, these were problems for Future Raven. Hopefully she’d find a better job soon, and move on.
The espresso machine was gurgling, so Raven moved over and dealt with it.
A few minutes later she snuck back into the bedroom with three cups of espresso. She was a little nervous, this wasn’t something she’d normally do. She was more of a leave immediately after sex or quickly in the morning kind of lover. But this felt like the right thing.
She put the coffee on the bedside table and sat on the bed, heart suddenly beating quickly.
The movement of Raven sitting back down on the bed disrupted Manila, who blinked her eyes open and yawned, stretching. The movement then woke Raja, who groaned and buried her face deeper into the pillow, disappearing under the duvet. Manila blinked and smiled sleepily at Raven.
“Good morning… oh! You made coffee!” said Manila, and she threw the covers off and made for the bedside table where Raven had put the little cups, “Oh my god, is that espresso?”
“Did somebody say espresso?” muttered Raja from deep in the blankets.
“Yeah, I made some,” said Raven, gently.
“That’s nice, you’re so sweet!” enthused Manila, kissing Raven on the cheek. Manila was shockingly perky, having been awake for less than one minute, “And I thought you were all mean and sexy last night…”
“She’s great. Keep your voice down,” muttered Raja.
Raven stifled a laugh, and sipped her own coffee. Manila crawled off the bed and threw on a robe, before sitting next to Raven and drinking her coffee in silence. Eventually, a long brown arm stuck out of the pile of covers that contained Raja, and Manila carefully put the cup of espresso into her hand. The arm retreated into the pile of covers almost cartoonishly. The only evidence of Raja’s existence was a small slurp and a happy sigh.
“I had a really nice time with you two, last night,” whispered Raven, putting a hand on Manila’s thigh.
“Aw thanks! I did too, and Raja as well,” replied Manila, quietly.
“Lovely, so… I can leave whenever, if you’ve got something you’re doing today-”
“Oh, don’t worry about it,” replied Manila, smiling so that the edges of her eyes crinkled happily, “Neither of us have plans, you can hang out for breakfast, whatever suits you.”
“Right, well,” replied Raven, her heart glowing a little upon hearing she was welcome to stay, “I really need to shower.”
“Mmm, I think I’ll join you,” said Manila, putting down her cup down. They both glanced back at the pile of blankets and pillows that contained Raja somewhere deep within it.
“Yeah, she won’t be really awake for a while.”
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Of course, Raven ended up on her knees in the shower eating Manila out against the wall. A truly good start to the day, Raven mused to herself as Manila squirmed and gasped, throwing her head back with pleasure. What could be better?
When they were finally done, they found Raja in the kitchen, starting to cook. The older woman had put her hair up on top of her head in a messy bun, wore dark-rimmed glasses and an elaborately patterned silk robe.
“Your glasses are too cute,” said Raven, as she towelled her hair dry. She was wearing a borrowed bathrobe, one of an apparently infinite supply, “Anything I can help with?”
“No, just sit there and look pretty,” replied Raja, with an affectionate smile.
“That’ll be easy.”
Breakfast was insanely good. It was better than any breakfast Raven had had in a long time, and she’d certainly worked up an appetite. Raja could really cook. They hung around the table for a while, chatting away about plans for the weekend and this and that. Eventually Raven changed, slipping her dress from last night back on, feeling a bit weird next to the other two, who were wearing relaxed weekend clothes. It was time to retreat to her own apartment and chill out.
“I think I’ll call an uber,” said Raven to Raja. Manila was checking her phone, and Raja was putting dishes in the sink.
“I can give you a ride,” said Raja, shrugging.
“You sure?”
“Yeah, it’s no problem.”
“Okay, thanks,” said Raven. She supposed it’d be worth it to save the eight dollars on the ride.
“Manila, you want to come?” asked Raja, half-turning towards the other woman.
“Ah, no, sorry I have to make a call in a few minutes,” said Manila, giving Raven an apologetic smile.
Manila then engaged in a drawn out goodbye with Raven, leaving her with lingering kisses and an exchange of numbers. Raja watched from the door, lacing up her shoes, and raised a single eyebrow. Then Raven got her little purse and left with Raja. Her high-heeled club shoes clicked along the floor of the hallway.
In the carpark under the building, they approached an ugly 90’s style green car.
“Wow, this thing is ancient,” joked Raven, sitting down on the worn passenger seat. But unlike Juju’s car that seemed to be always covered in empty takeout containers and random garbage, Raja’s was meticulously clean. Raven didn’t have a car, but everything she did was comfortably within either cycling or public transit distance, and for anything that wasn’t Juju would drive her.
“Yeah, so everyone tells me,” chuckled Raja, shifting into gear, “But it’s reliable, hasn’t died yet. I made it through Hurricane Katrina in this thing.”
“You can drive stick?” asked Raven, curious, “Also… what?”
“Yep,” replied Raja, winking, “And I’ll tell you that story sometime if you’re lucky.”
“Hmm.” Raven was impressed and she eyed Raja’s tattooed hand on the gearshift as she confidently manoeuvred the car out of the parkade into the street. The bright sun burst through the windshield, and reflected off of Raja’s white Tshirt.
“So,” said Raven as they drove, after she’d given Raja her address. She felt a bit exposed, without any makeup on and her hair still slightly damp from the shower.
“So,” replied Raja, smirking a little at Raven’s uncharacteristic hesitance, “Manila gave you her number, right?”
Raven nodded, and then she had no idea why she said it, but suddenly it was out of her mouth, “It turns out I distantly know her.”
“Oh yeah? From where?”
“She’s my friend Juju’s second cousin.”
Raja stiffened at the mention, shifting the clutch and accelerating through the green light, “You know her family?”
“No. She just happens to be related to her. Juju’s my best friend,” replied Raven, inwardly cursing. Why had she even mentioned it?
“How did you find out?”
“Checked out her instagram this morning, realized the connection,” Raven lied quickly, guilt flaring in her stomach.
“Right. Well. Manila’s family is pretty religious,” said Raja matter-of-factly, but Raven could see lingering resentment in her expression, “Let’s just say they don’t approve of us and leave it at that. Maybe don’t mention this to your friend.”
“Of course not.”
“Good.”
Raven wondered if she could have handled that better. But then again, family was complicated.
They pulled up at Raven’s soon after that. Raven was having a hard time getting a read on Raja, so she decided to say exactly how she felt and Raja could interpret it however she so desired. They’d been quiet for the last few minutes of the drive. It was a beautiful day, thought Raven, looking out the window at the bright blue sky.
“Well, I had a great time with you two last night and I hope you stay in touch, I’d love to see you again,” said Raven, with a warm smile as she opened the door to get out.
“I had a good time as well,” said Raja, with a half-smile, “I, ah, just felt a bit weird with you bringing up Manila’s family. I’m basically suspicious of anyone who knows them since they’ve been so shitty to us over the years. But yeah, I like you too. Until next time.”
And then Raja leaned in and kissed Raven intently. Raven raised her eyebrows, surprised. And then Raja pulled back and gave her an absolutely filthy grin, and when Raven left the car she waved. Raven waved back and saw in Raja the same goofy energy as she’d seen in the childhood photo on her fridge. It was a bit of a shock after her cool exterior, but charming.
Hmmm. It seemed the night before had worked out in the best way possible. Raven opened the front door to her building and nodded pleasantly to her elderly neighbour, who looked her up and down disapprovingly.
Raven walked up the two flights of stairs towards her apartment, feeling thoroughly satisfied. She had work on Monday and a bunch of laundry and groceries and chores to do before then. Also, Juju would be back Sunday afternoon and she was looking to reuniting with her best friend after their brief time apart.
There was much to discuss.
-
The following morning she received a text.
You doing anything next weekend? :P
Raven raised an eyebrow and replied, new phone who dis
It’s Manila!!! Omg you’re the worst lol
that’s what they all say
hmmmmm i think i’m available friday ;)
Yay!! We’ll be in touch, Manila sent a quick photo of herself and Raja, a selfie in Raja’s car. Manila was sticking her tongue out at the camera and Raja was looking at something out of frame, light reflecting off her glasses. There were bags full of groceries behind them in the back seat.
Raven smiled down at her phone like a love-struck fool.
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03milky · 5 years
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boyf! junkyu
▹𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚, 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙨 - to the owners, if you don’t feel comfortable with your gifs in this post, please send a message !!
confession
you and junkyu have known each other for a pretty long time
and had this really close relationship
and ofc ;)
he kinda developed feelings for you which he never expected to happen
junkyu always saw you like his best friend, almost siBling (im not trying to make this like some incest thing asksk)
it was just a plain normal day
where both of you would walk to school together
but the moment you walked out THAT door (which is just your house door)
hE saw you differently
he couldn’t describe it at all and junkyu was literally frozen which kinda confused you
“hello sir, is you there”
“HAHAHA yes, here i am. not shocked at all”
that day felt so different and he was pretty quiet
you just thought maybe he was feeling down and didn’t think much of it
ofc on the other side ;))
you, my hun have also a tiny crush on this dude
mOVING ON
when junkyu finally accepted he had a crush on you, he told his members which was kind of the bad decision
“i have something to tell you all- don’t be shocked. i was shocked as well but yeah, don’t be shocked”
“what iS IT”
“i like y/n. don’t come and attack me, i don’t know how this happened. next to that, i don’t just like them, i love them”
the kids would become hysterical which would make junkyu just stand there, awkwardly while he watches the other scream
“NO WAY I KNEW IT”
“IT HAS COME TRUE, I KNEW IT”
“NOW CONFESS DO IT MAN”
“i didn’t have courage to do this, now i need to have courage to confess to y/n?”
“oF COURSE”
the days followed and it was quiet whenever you were around
with a few giggles then and now
it was very confusing since you’ve known them for a while and they were never quiet unless there was something on
you ofc asked bc the silence was bothering you and making it awkward between all of you
“okay, guys. what’s going on. are you planning to attack someone or??”
obviously- jaehyuk was sitting next to you
and gave up on keeping junkyu’s crush on you a secret
“he likes you”
making everyone in the room sCream once again
“OH MY GOD OH MY GOD”
you sat there, bright red and same goes to junkyu
he wanted to calm everyone down by sitting down next to you and confronting you
“i like you, i really apologize if you don’t feel the same way and the behaviour of the kids”
it suddenly went quiet and you were speechless for a few minutes until you said those, 4  words, that made him happier than he already was
“i like you too”
voici the start of something beautiful
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dates
hMMMMMMMM
going to arcades with this cutie would be so much fun
he’d probably keep screaming to let the stress out while playing
but 
iT’S FUN
“y/N NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”
“i’m the winner, hah”
“you are the winner of this game but i won something bigger”
“please kyu”
“i won your love”
he might say cringy things but that won’t stop you from loving every moment of your dates
junkyu would be so adorable, he’d be holding your hand as the two of you walk
and closely listen whenever you’re talking
expect this cutie to also buy you tons of things even though you dont want him to buy it
“you deserve the tiniest things, like this, mini-stapler”
“are you-”
you’d be looking around the store and turn around to find him buying a stapler and gifting it to you
“here you go, present 4, there are a few more to come”
OH 
next to buying you random things, he’d love eating together with you
especially feeding you
“open your mouth up”
“kyu, you eat your choritos”
“no you need to eat too, you need it the most”
“alright, alright”
watching you eat would make his whole day thousands of time better 
“you look so cute when you eat”
he’d be also the type of boyfriend that would make compliments on everything that you do
you would be just sitting next to him
a smile would form on his face and he’d tell you that you look too cute
“why are you so cute”
“ahhh, my heart”
“you know, i could listen to you for hours and i won’t get bored”
to wrap this whole thing up, all dates with this sunshine are filled with love <3
yall listening to euphoria and writing this makes me want to cry
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hugs n kisses 
le dude loves skinship
and would probably give you as much hugs as he can
hugs there n there
as u know junkyu really shows his love, when he loves a person v much
the way he treats you, it’d be ................................
very loving
i can’t even describe it
he’d be so caring, my heart aches just thinking about it
with kisses, he’d be kind of shy
and just do it when you feel comfortable, same goes to him
“you are so hugable, y/n. as soft as a teddy bear”
uwu overlOAD
“uhm so are you, kyu”
pulling away from each other would actually be pretty hard to do
since yall love each other too much
which would be probs with the help of the others
“we need wikihow”
“how to pull junkyu and y/n away”
hyunseok would literally search it up and just end up looking at both of you, helpless
“it’s something that you can’t do”
“tsk, tsk. can’t relate being so in love”
“exactly”
so everyone- you’d be hugging all day long 
which is tiring
but
that’s how it is you know
HAHAHAHAHA i cringed
bless these 2 sunshines
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others
oH LA LA
veri romantico
so much kisEU
jk i’ll get my ass deleted 
sO
since your boy is an idol, it’d be pretty hard to be together
but of course when there is time to see each other, you two would meet most of the time
he’d directly pull you into a hug and tell you how much he missed you
“you can’t believe, i had a lot of fun but i really missed you, have you been doing alright?”
“of course, i’m happy you enjoyed it and i missed you a lot too”
IVE SAID THIS A LOT OF TIMES BUT
he’d remind you that he loves you a lot
“you know, y/n. i love you, more than a lot. i don’t think there is a word for it”
which
makes
my heart
ache once again 💞💓💗💖💘💕
he would make such a lovely boyfriend, je give up on this life
anyways
i’m really happy he made it into the final group and wish him a happy debut ???? idk how to word it
but i really hope that you guys enjoyed it
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sorry my doods, this the end :’( i ENJOYED WRITING IT THO AKSSK
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kyulkyungs · 6 years
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soulmate!haechan
Request: omg your jaemin soulmate au is adorable >< can i request one for haechan please (*´ω`*) thank u ☺️😊(Thank you thank you thank you!!! Here you are, I hope you enjoy! ^u^)
others: jaemin | jeno | jisung
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donghyuck’s first words to you are marked somewhere on your body
they’re marked on your collarbone whereas his is across his shoulders on the back
they’re both pretty hard to read tbh and you either need a mirror or someone else to read it out to you
but donghyuck’s marking reads out ‘don’t shoot me!’ and this has such an ominous feeling to it
which makes me really conscious of the people he hangs around and the environment he’s in
he’s honestly so afraid of the moment he meets his soulmate because of these words
and so are you
because yours reads, ‘i’d hate to have to do this to my soulmate’
honestly the two of you never show off your soulmate tattoos at all for fear of what others say about them
swimming is hard, sometimes sports and working out is too, and definitely telling friends what the tattoo says
but other than that life is relatively fine and it’s not that hard to hide since you tell others it’s a private thing
but you always can’t help but wonder what your soulmate is like
are they a soldier? fighting for the force? or............... a gang member???????
honestly you try to push it back a little further because the single phrase...... haunts you
you’d hate having one of those horror stories where someone meets their soulmate and it isn’t like the universe set the two up at all, but more like they’re kind of forced together and have to deal with it and oof not fun times !
but secretly
you sometimes imagine events where he might have saved you and had to do something drastic like throw you out a window
who knows what you were imagining but it made it kind of fun to wonder what your soulmate was like 
but oftentimes your mind was kept away from your soulmate, for you didn’t want to give yourself false hope
but you really wished that your soulmate wasn’t dangerous at all and wouldn’t try to harm you
(don’t bby he’d never :(( )
your friends who knew would try to tease and make you feel better about it but you were constantly reminded
so often, you were the one who would suggest doing super active things to distract everyone and avoid conversation about soulmates and yours
speaking of distractions you bring your friends to one of those restaurants that also double with those games and stuff???
kind of like john’s incredible pizza idk how else to explain lol but one of those !
you bring your friends in to eat and they’re all chatting and goofing off
but you notice there’s a table being just as, if not more, rowdy than your table
you’ve quieted down because your friends are occupied and you notice another guy doing the same at his group
you guys are both at the ends of your tables and the closest to each other
you make eye contact and the first thing you do is just kind of.......... stare
then you smile and wave because hey let’s be friendly!!! but when he smiles too it............. it sets your heart fluttering..........
you're brought out of your trance with this guy when your friends start dragging you off to go play games and stuff
it's fun when you start playing and the guy starts popping up as well
if your friends wanted to do bumper cars he's there and crashed into you with a cheeky smile on his face
he's over where you play air hockey in the next table over and laughing loudly at the failures of one of his friends
and then he's also playing some minigame a couple machines over by himself and failing terribly while you're earning yourself a new high score
eventually the two of you lose each other and your friends are wanting to close the night out with a bang!
what better to do that with than laser tag?
there are allowed teams of five on each side and you're on the red team and there's another group of friends on the blue team
each person has three lives and you manage to out two guys and help your friends final hit another
but your friends are also out and eventually you're at your last life and so is your other friend, leaving you two left
there are two guys on the other two with one at full lives and the other at his last
your friend is tagged out by the buzzer on the vest and you spot the guy and shoot him out too
which leaves just you and the other guy at full health, which is super nerve wracking mind you
you're trying to hide behind objects and in shadows and searching for this guy
you spot him and shoot him once and now he's at two lives
so you repeat until he has one life left and he looks visibly confused and you're beaming with pride because you might actually win this one
so you're searching for him again and when you expect him to be somewhere he's........ not in sight at all???
you're scanning left and right and behind other things but he's still not there
'boo' comes a voice right behind you and you shriek and fall over because you stumbled over your feet in efforts to get away as quick as possible
you're sp panicked and when you see he's about to tag you out you try to shield yourself and yell out
'don't shoot me!'
the guy freezes and it's almost like relief washes over him and je starts to laugh and there's an easy smile on his face
you're confused and sit there while he laughs and are about to say something because you think he's laughing at you
until he says 'i'd hate to have to do this to my soulmate'
bzzzt! you're out but now you're also frozen and all of a sudden you're beaming because........ your soulmate.......
he offers you a hand up but you just spring up and hug him real tight even if it kind of hurt with the heavy vests but you don't care you just want to hug him real bad
and instantly he wraps his arms around you and you're both laughing and smiling into each other's hair
'i'm so glad it turned out like this' he says and you laugh and pull away to see his face more clearly
'i know right?' he's smiling warmly at you and then you punch him lightly in the shoulder
'you're ruthless,' you say referring to him tagging you out once he just found out you two were soulmates
he has a sheepish smile on and then goes 'no, i'm donghyuck. let me make it up to you by taking you on our first date'
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dong-hyucks · 6 years
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Playing Pretend ; Jeno
Prompts: 14. “You don’t know what you’re doing, huh?“, 15. “Look, all I’m asking is for a favour.“, 22. “You... want me to act like your lover?“. 23. “[Name]? Is that you?“ Characters: Lee Jeno / Reader Genre: Fluff, Non-Idol!AU, Bestfriends to Lovers!AU Word Count: 2.6k Admin: Jade
Masterlists || Ten Days to Christmas Prompt List || TDC/CNY Masterlist
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“[Y/N]? is that you?”
you spun around, the small shopping bag that hung from your fingertips bumping against your legs as you moved
to your surprise, you saw someone you haven’t seen since grade school
“jeno?” you gasped in shock, almost dropping your groceries
jeno grinned widely at you, bounding toward you in long strides
“i haven’t seen you in forever!” he laughed, wrapping his arms around you in a tight hug
you hugged him back, still processing the fact that lee jeno, your once best friend, was standing in front of you
you used to go to grade school with jeno, up until your seventh year when you moved
‘promise to keep in contact,’ twelve year old jeno had frowned, eyes glossed over as he watched numerous people bring box after box out of your house and into a moving truck
‘i will, je-no-jam,’ you smiled wistfully, the sound of his dorky nickname making you emotional
as the last box was shoved into the back of the moving truck, it really hit you
you were moving
and you probably weren’t going to see your best friend for a while
‘[Y/N], come on,’ your mom called, pulling herself into your family vehicle
jeno frowned, hugging you one last time. ‘don’t forget me’
‘you act like i’m moving to the other side of the world,’ you mumbled, hugging him back, ‘i’ll just be a few towns over.’
‘too far.’
unfortunately, you had to let go, move away from his warm hug, and crawl into the backseat of your van
as your van drove away, following the moving truck, you rolled down your window, sticking your head out the car (much to your parent’s protests)
‘bye!’ you yelled, waving your arms wildly
jeno blinked in surprise before cupping his mouth, ‘bye, [Y/N]!’
soon, he was out of your sight.
for a few months, you kept in contact through e-mail, not having phones at the time
when you did get phones (around the same time, coincidentally), you talked throughout the night quite often
however, when school started again, you had begun your first year in high school
and with the new environment came a lot of homework
daily conversations turned into weekly and weekly into monthly before eventually, you lost touch with jeno
you always meant to reply to his ‘how r u?’ but you had been absolutely swamped with work, your new school harsh with homework
now, as you pulled away from his hug, you gave jeno a look over, an obvious look of shock on your face
“when did you grow up?” you asked, absolutely flabbergasted
lee jeno did in fact grow up in last six years to no one’s surprise
his features weren’t as babyish as they were before, growing and maturing as he aged
he also grew quite a bit -- growing much taller than you last remembered
jeno chuckled, cheeks flushing ever so slightly at the way you looked at him, his hand moving to scratch the back of his neck
“ah, i can’t call you je-no-jam anymore, huh?” you asked jokingly, patting his shoulder
jeno looked at you, surprised you even remembered the nickname
“my friends actually picked up on that name...”
you went quiet for only a moment before laughing, “really?”
“yeah.”
then, you realized
“what’re you doing here, by the way? i thought you still lived in incheon?”
jeno then chuckled, averting his eyes, “i moved here a few months ago, actually”
...
“yOu diDnT teLL Me??”
“i lost your number !! my friend, jisung, accidentally broke my phone and i lost all my contacts...”
you rolled your eyes before pulling jeno along
“come on! i want to show you some of my favourite places!”
after your chance meeting, you and jeno rekindled your friendship
it was shocking, just how quickly the two of you got together, acting as though you had been with one another for all those years
it was as if you had never moved
one time, he stayed over at your house for a sleepover
your parents didn’t mind, happy that you had made a /new/ friend
you guys tried to cook together
tried being the keyword
“you don’t know what you’re doing, huh?” he asked, watching you attempt to make some sort of soup
“not a clue”
yeah... that night you ordered pizza for dinner
as time went on, you noticed things
like how he still laughed like he did before, how his eyes turned into crescents and the way he would laugh with his entire body, moving forward or leaning back as he chuckled
and how he still made randomly ‘odd’ faces at you from across the room, never failing to make you laugh
not to mention his voice
you remembered it clearly, whenever jeno had sung it was like the world didn’t matter in the moment -- even at twelve years old he sung like the world was his stage
when you first heard him sing again, even rap, you were astounded as to how much he had improved
also, you almost died when he started dancing because wow? t a l e n t
but there were other things you noticed that you had never noticed before
small quirks and fine details he didn’t have when you were children
like how he would randomly break out into dance whenever he was really happy
and how he would hum quite often -- whether it be while he’s scrolling on his phone or just walking alongside you, it was rare now when he wasn’t humming
it made you smile every time he talked to people, comfortably and with ease
he wasn’t as shy as he once was
and when you met his friends, six other dorks, it was refreshing, in a sense
to see that he had been growing up with such great people
you felt like, while you knew him -- quite well actually, it was as though you had just met lee jeno.
and as time passed, as you spent more and more time with him, you felt some unknown feeling bubbling beneath the surface, threatening to reveal itself at anytime
at some point, you stopped seeing jeno as a friend
at some point, you began to search for him whenever you entered a room, and you always felt surprised at the feeling of disappointed that followed whenever he wasn’t there
at some point, you grew nervous whenever he’d hug you, whenever he’d pull you close by swinging an arm over your shoulder
and at some point, you found yourself thinking about him more and more each day
‘jeno would like this.’
‘i bet jeno would’ve found that funny.’
when you told your newfound friend, chenle, he joked and told you that you sounded like a creep
which, initially, freaked you out
it didn’t take long for the boy to roll his eyes and put his hands on top of your shoulders, shaking you slightly
“isn’t it obvious? you like him, [Y/N]!”
out of all the answer he could’ve given you, you hadn’t expected that one
but after, you realized chenle was right
you liked jeno
a lot
you tried to act normal around him, the thought that you really did like jeno only then cementing itself, only to fail horribly
whenever you’d see him at school (he moved? idk) you’d turn the other way and tell him that you forgot something if he asked
whenever he called you, you always answered at the last ring, too nervous to pick up right away
no matter how small the detail, jeno noticed whenever you changed
he definitely noticed you bolting down the hallway the moment you saw him
he did notice your late answers
at first, he was worried
did he do something wrong? why were you suddenly shying away from him?
at one point in time, the possibility that you liked him did come to mind
but he brushed it off, ‘they wouldn’t like me like that...’
‘wouldn’t they?’
then, his mind would go into overdrive
he would almost analyze every time you shied away from him, every time you got flustered around him
it drove him crazy
when you were still in grade school, jeno had harboured the biggest crush on you
so the thought that you might like him back?
wild
especially since he could tell his old feelings, feelings he thought had disappeared when you drove away in your family van, were starting to spark up again
the feeling of extreme pride whenever you’d compliment his singing skills
the feeling of nervousness whenever you’d stand too close
the feeling of happiness whenever he made you smile or laugh
being near you brought back those feelings
so, knowing that you were closest with chenle (of course, you were the closest with jeno) he literally just
“hey, chenle, do you know if [Y/N] likes me? as in... like-like?”
he did it out of no where
in front of everyone
as in
all of nct dream (even tho it’s non-idol,,)
jisung choked
jaemin nearly dropped his phone
hyuck started laughing
renjun just sighed, holding back his own laughter
and mark just... :o
chenle on the other hand
legit burst out into laughter with hyuck
“wow! jeno, why not just, you know, ask them?”
“yOu kNoW wHy I CaNt”
“if you pay me, i’ll tell you”
“i’ll buy you food”
“yeah, they like you. i expect at least two meals of kimchi friend rice :)”
yes, chenle ratted you out, just like that.
anyway, now with the knowledge of your feelings for him, jeno plotted a way to confess
but then it came to him
the boys were having a new years party soon
the boys, including the ‘dreamies’ and the older ‘members’
“[Y/N]! i need to talk to you,” jeno had told you moments before on the phone, “just meet me at your front door soon, okay?”
he didn’t even say good bye before hanging up, leaving you confused
but, you did as he asked and opened the door for him when you saw him walk up
“what’s up?” you asked as you opened the door wider for him to walk in
jeno, realizing that he really was about to go through with his plan, suddenly got really nervous
what if you said no?
you noticed his sudden nervousness and frowned in concern
“is everything okay?”
jeno nodded repeatedly, rubbing the back of his neck slowly
“uh... look, feel free to say no, but all i’m asking is for a favour.”
“... go ahead”
jeno laughed awkwardly, forcing a smile. “the boys and i are having this... new years party ... and i may or may not have accidentally said that i have a s/o?”
“.... and?”
“and when they asked who.... i accidentally said your name?”
...
“l e e j e nO”
“i’m sorry! but now the older ones kind of want to meet you too because the boys kept talking about you afterwards...”
“so you’re saying... you want me to act like your lover at this party?”
“... yeah”
there was a moment of silence -- in which jeno mentally freaked out because he genuinely thought you were going to say no and things would be awkward between the two (and he absolutely did not want that)
“okay.”
“it’s fine, i didn’t think you’d say yes -- wait ‘okay’?”
you laughed at his confused expression, finding it endearingly cute
“just tell me when it’s at and i’ll be there.”
so, two days later you found yourself standing at ‘’nct’’s doorway
you could already hear the loud bustling inside -- the sound of over ten boys messing about
you knocked, holding onto the jug of chocolate milk
.... okay, you didn’t want to show up empty handed and you most definitely were not getting alcohol so? chocolate milk it is
plus like 4/7 of the dreamies like chocolate milk/chocolate so
jeno was quick to open the door, laughing at the sight of the jug
he happily ushered you inside, telling you to drop the jug off in the kitchen
before you stepped into the busy living room, jeno stopped you, his happy expression turning somewhat serious
“are you sure you’re okay with... pretending?”
you chuckled, “jeno, do you think i’d be standing here if i wasn’t?”
truthfully, you were nervous as hell
but the thought of dating jeno was extremely tempting
even if you were just playing pretend for a few hours.
‘this’ll probably be the only time i get to experience being with him,’ you thought, putting on a smile as he guided you into the living room
one of the boys, one you didn’t recognize, noticed your presence right away and looked at you with slight confusion
jeno saw this and moved to grab your hand
your ears burned, but you didn’t take your hand away
jeno pulled you over to where ‘the dreamies’ were situated
“hey,” you greeted casually -- after all, you knew the six of them quite well
when your fingers stayed intertwined with jeno’s you couldn’t help but smile ever so slightly
mark looked down at your joined hands with a knowing grin
“ah, so you two got together?”
hearing it out loud made the both of you flush, but jeno nodded
across the room, the ‘unknown’ male, taeyong, looked at the both of you with a raised brow
“do you know who they are?” he asked another, one you did know -- sicheng
“that’s [Y/N],” sicheng mumbled, finally looking up from his phone
when he saw you and jeno, holding hands and grinning at each other after jaemin made a joke, he chuckled
“didn’t know they were together,” he said, before going back to his phone, “about time, honestly.”
as the night went on, jeno began to feel kind of bad
he had lied to you and made you pretend to be his s/o just so he could know what it was like to date you
he hadn’t even told you his feelings yet here you were
holding hands
winking at each other from across the room
telling his friends that you were an item
it felt
almost wrong? in a way
like he should have confessed instead of coming up with this weird scheme
after a while, he let out a quiet yet frustrated sigh
he felt like he was going backwards and he didn’t really like it
it was kind of like he was using you 
without a warning, he took your hand and took you out of the room and into his own
when he closed the door, he was met with your worried expression
“did i say something wrong earlier?” you asked cautiously
“no, you’re fine it’s just,” he bit his lip, furrowing his brow as he tried to piece together a proper sentence
“i never said i had a s/o,” he confessed, avoiding your eyes, “i never told them you were my s/o.”
your silence scared him, but when he looked at you he was shocked
you didn’t look dumbfounded or angry or anything
actually, you were smiling, you looked amused
“i know.”
“w hat?”
you rolled your eyes, “i didn’t at first. but whenever we’d confirm that we’re ‘dating’ everyone was too surprised for people who supposedly knew we were a thing.”
jeno was almost impressed, but was too busy freaking out over himself
“are you... mad?”
“i could never be mad at something like this, je-no-jam.”
your use of his old nickname made him crack a smile. “truthfully,” he started, moving to sit on his bed, “i like you. that’s why i did this whole ‘pretend’ thing.”
you nodded, holding your hands behind your back as you stood in front of jeno, bending over to meet his eyes
“i like you too, you dork.”
before he could even process anything, you leaned forward, kissing him right on the lips
it happened in the blink of an eye, and by the time he realized what you had done you had straightened your back and began to head out the door
“wait, what --”
you laughed, winking playfully at him, “see you downstairs, boyfriend.”
y’all i’m sorry this isn’t proofread and it’s 5am so this is probably bad lmao
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EPISODE FOUR
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“ ‘something will be unleashed’ are u gonna start KILLING PEOPLE??” - saira
HOH: Nick UPSIDE DOWN: Emma & Kiki NOMINEES: Monty & Saira POV: Jev FINAL NOMINEES: Monty & Saira EVICTED: Saira (1-0)
JOSH C
well, we just voted out GINA and i'm feeling some kind of way about it. i feel like the push to save emma was VERY quick and i think there are a lot of alliances going on that i'm not involved in which is FINE but it's just something i need to watch out for. i know i talk with almost everyone constantly so i think i'll be okay for this week, but i'm just worried about the people that i enjoy.
a lot of people have said they don't talk to saira or brianna so i wouldn't be shocked to see them both go up, which is FINE i guess but i enjoy both. i don't want saira to leave at all but i don't think she has as GOOD of a social standing as brianna does. which is worrisome because i know this is her first game so she doesn't have any pre-existing relationships to save her which is.. not ideal.
i'm finding things a BIT frustrating because i have to navigate not ONLY game thoughts but people's pre-game relationships. not that i'm knocking anyone for them but almost everyone i've talked to says they don't talk to monty but they wouldn't want to see him nominated. i just don't FULLY understand why we can't nominate him but they're friends with him so he's a bit UNTOUCHABLE. i might push it anyways because he's the only person i don't really talk to anymore. WHO KNOWS.
i've felt like a deflated balloon for most of today so maybe i'll just go with the flow on this but i need to make sure i'm not just voting out all the people who will be votes for me later on. 
ARIA
Im small, bitter, and very angry...but spite is the best motivator and im going to use it to win this season. Anyways i miss saira im SICK of trusting nicks, i see a nick i FLOOR IT!!! I refuse to have a nick fuck me over in a game again i am so over it. But hehe anyways lets get into the info spilling section real fast and then i can analyze because my position has drastically changed from last time-
also sorry for repeated info but sometimes i forget things or people say it again so..
-nathan leaked "all" his alliances to me (Screensht is cut weird i think theres one he cut off)
-Jacob found out my gina connection
-perfect voting record is dead (told jacob i voted out gina tho idk why hehe)
-kiki-joey connection 
-emma knows about bri's backups because jake leaked it to her before he left
-josh c IS EVERYWHERE
-nick says they havent talked to bri
-nick likes jev
-nick wants (more so wants others) to take a shot at kiki/nash
-nick said nathan is a wildcard 
-joshua nommed monty and nash
-STOP UNDERESTIMATING JOSHUA
-told josha jacob is protecting him
-joey exposed saira's deal to me and bri
-joey wants a larger alliance
-bri said they like nick,,,but that conflicts earlier info so im thinking peer pressure or just bri is too sweet for this cast and i adore her-
-bri told nathan her noms
-nathan hates bri and for wHAT??
-jacob has a dpov and used it to cement a f2,, AND DID THE SAME THING WITH BRI FFS 
-jacob scared of nick and jev
-kiki and nash tell everything to jacob
-jacob said emma and joey have a connection??
-jacob thinks nick is gonna join the emma jev joey side (his words)
-jacob thinks monty is a threat
-jacob ranked the players in tiers as follows: 
A kiki jev bri
B joey joshua nathan
d: nash saira monty
-bri talks a lot with kiki and josh c
-told bri about the trio between jacob kiki and nash
-joey told me yesterday he wants to win,,,but then just said to take him out
-planting seeds against joey to bri
-jacob wants to bring dpov up with alliance at f10
-joshua and jacob were shook saira was evicted
-told jacob that joey asked to throw
-jev and jacob are getting closish
-jacob is so threaten by nick
-jacob told bri that nathan doesnt like her
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and thats where im at currently. Lots of options and lots of interconnections I have to navigate but i think im gonna be fine for the time being which makes it super easy to just be complacent and float my way to jury BUT!!! I want to try setting myself up well where i dont get clocked at f9/10 and wabam im out. Im trying to set people against each other subtly but honestly i think im overestimating myself here but at least i know im safe. I mean for now im trying to set up this side of jev emma joshua to at least form together as a group but im STRUGGLING i might just have to settle for them keeping each other safe without a solid alliance ig. At the same time I think i really have two actives pieces of info im working with which is emma knowing about bri's backups and then me and bri knowing about jacob's dpov.
So i think what I want to happen is that Jacob wants to dpov nick out at f10 so i'll let that happen probably which puts a huge target on jacobs back, idk if its anon but if it is ill make sure bri leaks it kinda framing it in a "if you leak it and i pretend to not know i can analyze how other people respond so we'll know what everyone thinks" and once jacob leaves emma can leak the bri's angels (which should be weaker at this point since jacob is the glue that holds it together a bit) which #1 makes a bunch of good players house targets and then forces those people to solidly stick together as well. Not sure how im gonna play both sides but,,,,if i can play it off kinda like i did in pasio somehow maybe i'll be fine but who knows. Either way im here to have fun (and hopefully win for gina/saira)
WELL WELL!!! just did a vc with jacob, he decided to take matters into his own hands and be totally cracked and now thinks nick/monty/nathan are a side,,,,which,,,,idk yall nathan did show me all of his alliances and none of them were that but who am i to stop jacob from making himself a target by leading this charge against them uwu. I do need to be more proactive about leaking tho but im not sure how im gonna work that. Also im not sure if i want nick/monty/nathan all gone, i can live with monty gone bc they probably think i nommed them and might want revenge but also nick and nathan are kinda cute numbers for me,,, 
I mean idk because at this point i have a game relationship with mostly everyone left in this game and im just not sure which path i need to take to get to the end yet and its kindaaa stressing me out a little bit. I can feel myself starting to drop in peoples trust rankings a little bit and god its kinda annoying how jacob has this game wrapped around his finger, however i dont need to be in a dominant position this entire game i believe in myself!! I got this easy peasy!!! 
JEV
My reverse psychology paid off and I won the veto so I'm loving that for me, I'm not going to be using it because I'd preferably like to see Monty leave because I just... never see them and I think Saira is much more deserving of her place here than Monty is. It's frustrating that Monty is cruising through this game so easily because we haven't spoken to eachother since day one, and they haven't even bothered to come and speak to me to campaign for me to use the veto. Like, do you want to be here or not?
Thinking about it more, I'm super happy I won the power of veto. I managed to ensure myself and those I'm closest to in this game weren't going to be named as renom and kept Monty up there as a final nom, which I'm worried otherwise wouldn't happen during this game since people seem either threatened by Monty OR a little over-eager to keep him around in this game, which annoys me but whatever. I just hope whoever wins HOH has the balls to make the right decision, better to get him gone now rather than later.
JEV
So I think I've had a little bit of a brainwave/breakthrough. This is gonna be longwinded so hear me out.
Apparently from what I've heard, the nominations this week were revealed in order of who recieved the least to the most nominations from every
one. This is extremely interesting to me, as I've taken note that Nick, Aria, Jacob & Brianna were 10th-8th in the rankings of votes respectively.
First of all, I haven't made secret that I think something is going on with the Pasio alumni. This was highlighted when I was asking around for what people were doing for nominees, and from everyone I heard Saira/Monty, but from two people I heard Saira, Nash, Joey & Monty -- with Monty strategically placed last in the ranking, to give the illusion his name was the least uttered. Funnily enough, the two people I heard this format of the names were Nick and Aria who just happen to be Pasio alumni... interesting, right?
So looking at the ranking, I'm thinking "okay so they obviously didn't do eachother, and with Nash/Joey in 3rd and 4th respectively, they must've not expected so many votes on Monty and didn't plan accordingly, and so split the votes too much and didn't have enough to put up Nash or Joey over Monty. So I'm thinking, I know there's a connection between Jacob and Monty because I used to play orgs with them on Skype. Jacob used the veto on Brianna last week, this has brought me to the conclusion that Monty, Nick, Brianna, Jacob & Aria are working together with the possibility that Josh C is either playing both sides or is fully with them too, hence why he recieved the least votes.
That places Myself, Emma, Kiki, Nash, Joshua, Joey & Saira on the outside, and Nathan too as I'm guessing he's strayed from their alliance and/or wishing to work with them, hence why he recieved 5th most votes. 
I'd love to make an alliance with this group of people, but it's still only pre-jury and I don't want to be seen as playing too hard too soon.
(cont.) So I initially wasn't going to go for this HOH, but I feel like I need to because I can't trust anybody else to make the move to take Monty out, and I'd rather see their numbers thinned sooner rather than later. It would paint me as their #1 target for next week probably, but if someone I trusted won HOH next week then I could go to the upside down and not have to worry about it.
JEV
Yes again I'm so sorry, another thing that was interesting to me was that I mentioned to Aria that I was close with Emma, and she asked for an alliance with the 3 of us almost immediately after, stating that she was also "very interested" in working with Emma too. This tells me she's the mole and wanted the alliance to try and get intel from us, I don't believe for a second she did Saira/Monty along with me and Emma at all, which is why myself and Emma are hesitant to say too much in that alliance chat. So I like Aria, but I don't trust her as far as I can throw her.
HOST WEEKLY CAST ASSESSMENT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hL__dyRaq2E&list=PLFEwPPy8j010XXwntq80VSU0qLNTNpSIN&index=5&t=0s
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