#idk but I'm not gonna try to find it

[justablah56]

guess who made some s&s art 😏

because I love murder lesbians <3

#my art #i love them so much i dont think you understand #theyre soooo special to me <333 #sons and sonsability #s&s #jane rogan #elizabeth mothman #do they have a ship tag? #idk but I'm not gonna try to find it #also i drew this while listening to atmod because i can #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads fanart

[sergle]

I think I'm going to make a temperature blanket this year

#generally people would plan for this earlier. but. I only JUST thought of it last night #I'm considering like a mood blanket / mental health blanket or whatev instead. one of those alternate concepts #but I FEEL LIKE categorizing my mood / mental health day by day would do something to me #and I don't really want to tell on myself that hard. showing off the finished blanket and ppl going oohh... there's a lot of this color! #what mood are these two colors for! #and i'm gonna have to crumple up my color key chart and eat it before they can find out #idk maybe I'll still try that way. but temperature just feels more like. yeaahahhhhh go with the flow buddy #I bought a ton of yarn recently bc there was a black friday sale and I was grabbin skeins for $2 so I shouldn't really need to do shopping #maybe pick up another color or two. but I can probably just bust out my own stash I already have #sergle.txt #crochetposting

[bunnieswithknives]

Thinking about the puppets in the real world and being allowed to choose their own clothes

#two of us AU #two of us!Red #two of us!Roy #two of us!Lesley #art #digital art #dhmis #don't hug me i'm scared #Idk if these are final but I think they're cute #Lesley's overalls were gonna be frog themed but then I couldn't find the image I was trying to reference so your just getting cute and green #I was gonna put an actual design on Red's shirt but then I remembered I only listen to like 5 bands on loop

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g

she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3

close-ups ig

#ask #death note #rem #very messy i apologize #was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before #i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered #i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved #but i promise nothing #drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever #i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best #the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr #paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of #if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth #else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher #so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so #WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed #like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it #light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at #and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough #gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye

[raiiny-bay]

drew the boys :-)

#myart #dhestyn #kelly #they're in their pjs :-) #anyway i think i like this drawing style??? i'm gonna tryyyyy?? to maintain it? #like it kinda suits them i think? #idk my art style is generally very inconsistent which is why i usually don't like drawing #BUT if i can find a style i like & keep it then i can finally start working on a comic #which is what i really wanna do #reading webtoons has influenced me to actually maybe try so we'll see

[da-proti-toku-grem]

Where is that pic of Jan with the loading sign when you need it? >:)

#i was gonna write 'where he looks like he's on another realm' but there are A LOT like that lmaoo #idk if u know which one i mean but i'm trying to do smth and i can't find it anywhere 😭 #joker out #jan peteh #maca speaks

[polteergeistt]

Poorly made rant about Hypnosis

buckle up for some dumb analysis where i'm spewing amateur shit @pannee-dragon link for the tabs

So. Sleep Token isn't known for their incredible guitar solos. Most of the guitar stuff is only rhythmic. The thing that makes the guitars sound good is the layering. With this part, there are two other guitars (and most likely additional synth and stuff added with an editing software).

I think it's cool how the rhythm guitar is litteraly for the rhythm and not some sort of guitar harmony. It works just like the drums. Usually, when we think of the guitar, we think of a melody with chords and single notes but it's not the case here. It doesn't feel the same to me anyway. Also I labelled "chorus" a part where Vessel doesn't sing which might not be correct but don't worry nothing is correct here.

The verse feels like the first layer of colour in a painting. It's like an ambient thing. And for the bridge and breakdown, they are purely rhythmic as well. There is no other guitar, only drums and bass with that.

The sound and the melody we associate with the guitar in Hypnosis is made of two guitars with a tremolo effect : only one for the intro, then the second one comes in with all the other instruments. They sound cleaner than the rhythmic one.

Also. The bass. It's the exact same as the rhythm guitar (but in bass version but it's still the same). III and IV are basically playing the same thing during live performences.

When I listen to the songs, I like to imagine how they came up with them. For this one, I feel like II might've helped Vessel for the guitar. After II said he accentuates vocals and guitar parts with his drums, I can see that too.

I'm not a pro either and I don't know a lot about music theory but I can tell that this is no childgame. Like for a bunch of other songs of the record like High Water or Alkaline, they really worked a lot on the layering of sound samples and instruments.

#this took more time than it should #i think i'm gonna try and make more analysis like this one but i can't edit videos to save my life sooooo #idk i'll fuck around and find out #polteergeistt song analysis #sleep token #sleep token band #sleep token analysis

[cheekblush]

Ask Polly - 'I Hate Myself and I'm Miserable Every Day!'

#ask polly #words #note to self #when sad #i REALLY needed this right now #i feel so much shame and self hatred it's eating me alive #i need to find a therapist just like polly recommends the person in her reply bc idk how to forgive myself on my own #if only it wasn't so difficult to get an appointment/find a good therapist but i think i'm gonna try again #i genuinely need help and someone to talk to it's gotten so bad again and i've kept so many things bottled up for years #☁️

[pandora15]

hm

I wonder if I'm getting a bit sick of star wars

like there are the things that make me happy about it, especially obi-wan and the prequels and tcw but also like

I'm frustrated about what they did with ahsoka, and then I'm also just not finding fic that I can vibe with and the fandom just feels so…empty?

which is wild because it's definitely got bigger since I joined, but idk, it just feels like in the obi-wan fandom circles, it just feels like it's shrinking. and I think part of it is everyone being really busy with irl things (myself included) and then whatever is left in the sw fandom in general is just stuff i don't vibe with

but then I keep seeing it over and over and over again so now it's just irritating to me

like. yeah there are ships/tropes that I don't vibe with at all and I usually try to steer clear of them when looking for fic to read, but these days it feels like that's all I can find. so now I'm frustrated and tired and not really getting the fic fix that I want

and normally my solution to this is to just write what I want to read, but I don't have the mental space to do it, so I'm just. stuck.

a part of me feels bad to complain about this, but idk I'm gonna put it out there anyways. it's just like the fandom feels completely different than it did when I first joined, or even like 2-3 years ago, and I'm not sure if I'm happy about it.

#i think a lot of this also has to do with being firmly in the post kenobi show era and trying to figure out how to move on from that #like i don't feel much excitement for any upcoming sw content now #that might change depending on what they announce yet but. idk the ahsoka series really put me off #like idk if i'll continue watching mandoverse stuff. kinda feel like i'm done with that stuff #i'll definitely watch andor s2 and i'll definitely play the third jedi game #and then when it comes to fic i think it'll help once i have the brainspace to write #but i feel like i'm right about finding fic to read #which to be clear is no one's fault exactly #people are gonna write what they wanna write and they SHOULD #but as a reader i'm also gonna read what i feel would appeal to me most #and right now it's very difficult to find anything that does #even when it doesn't feel like i have a lot of things that i'm looking for maybe i am? without realizing it at least #idk #anyways #i have a weird relationship with sw. moral of the story #pandora's ramblings

[mooodyblue]

so sorry for disappearing :( i miss yall lots. i open tumblr every day and think ill finally reply to people and reply to asks but then i just don't do it. i feel bad that i always have to come here and apologize (even though i know i shouldn't have to or feel the need to) and i always feel like im being down 24/7 /:

truthfully i stepped away because my depression has been at it's worst and everything is beginning to feel like a chore and i don't want to bring that energy here at all :(

i miss you guys and i'm going to try and get my shit together soon and reply to everyone. hope everyone is well ❤️

#ive been mostly on twt tbh #but yea #im sorry guys #im just like #not okay #this has been a very bad month #and life is very overwhelming and im overwhelmed and tired and just #im trying so hard #everything fr just crashed all at once tonight and i felt like i should come say smth tonight lol #i really need to come back and write but it's not making me feel better #i've also been busy trying to find online work because i have no money and nobody is taking me #there's just #so much going on #between money issues and me being soooooooo lonely that it's eating away at me i'm just dusbsjsshxjsj #anyway #idk if im gonna post again after this for a hot min i kinda wanna wait till march #we'll see

[wawamouse]

6x08

#oz hbo #miguel alvarez #chico guerra #hbo oz #i'm trying to find scenes for a gifset (unfortunately the blocking of this scene doesn't work) and like #no bc i was gonna make a joke bc i'm allergic to being serious #but then i noticed that miguel does actually touch his wrist or hand real quick #(the joke was 'me and that stray cat i kept letting bite me when i was 11 bc i had nothing else to give it') #which come to think is not very funny either #but anyway i was just thinking that usually miguel is the cornered animal in his life #so like his 'hey there i mean no harm' voice is like idk *gestures vaguely* i bet he wished he heard it more #fact he didn't doesn't stop him from trying to comfort someone else #even if it isn't accepted #🫠🫡 #well break over back to work lol

[iceeericeee]

I wonder how many tags i can add on to this

#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30? #idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo #this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed #the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do. #i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg #but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count? #I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or #something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who #thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding #very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting #absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is #basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post. #why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags* #it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows. #where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since #i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li #type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to #be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell #'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one. #this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer #anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can. #which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi #whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23 #except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang #i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue #i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan #to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone. #thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really... #...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though #would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y

[alliumbunny]

I tried watching tmnt2003 like, last month

and the thing is, I want to watch it, I want to watch it and like it.

but that fucking intro song fucks with me more then I'd like to admit.

It's annoying, and not like, charmingly annoying like the 87 intro song is, or "thought" it was annoying and now i'm loving it like the 2012 intro song. just plain fucking annoying, disgustingly annoying.

it grates on my brain and I skip it each time but the first few seconds of the song annoy me so much, I genuinely hate it

I'm not gonna stop trying to watch the show but omg I'm dying over here.

#idk if the intro song changes after season one(1) but omg i hope it does #allium rambles #don't take this seriously #it may be /gen but it is not /srs #okie doki #tmnt #tmnt 2003 #this is about that show but the next 2 are just mentioned #tmnt 1987 #tmnt 2012 #the rise intro song is genuinely amazing btw #it's in my liked playlist on spotify and everytime it comes on #i be fuckin jammin m8 #jkhufsbhf :] #I'm gonna try and watch it again soon but with old shows the first season is never really that interesting aaaaaaaaa #idk tho #i'll find out #tags are longer then the actual post oopsie :'3

[sleebyconfy]

happy valentine's day! i hope that even if you are feeling sad or lonely today that you are still able to do something kind and nice and loving for yourself!! whether you already have a partner or not, it's never too late to work on loving yourself!

#as for me! i can't see my partner today and they're really really busy so idk if they'll call me or not #but i think im gonna take frankie to the botanical gardens if we manage to leave the house in time and maybe even get a small treat! #there aren't that many cheap fun treats around anymore but i'm hoping i can find something!! #if not though i can take us on some errands and try to dress nicely and bring our cane and go slow and have fun! #if anyone has any ideas for cheap and tasty valentine's day treats for me and my headmate though let me know!!!! 🩷 #my post

[werewolf4vampire]

i'm gonna puke, our guinea pig just passed a small blood clot and there are no 24/7 vets that take exotics

#i'm gonna try calling our vet in the morning to get in ASAP but idk if the exotic vet even works Saturdays. we might be looking at Monday #i s2g as long as we live here i am NEVER getting another exotic pet. trying to find exotic vets after our vet died #has been such a fucking nightmare #darryl speaks

[raiiny-bay]

remodeling the boys' apartment

#slowly. very slowly. #kel's in charge of interior decorating. if you couldn't tell #i'm trying to make it look a lil more like they actually live in it? & also decorate it more to their tastes #like i'm gonna add lots of clutter & some personalized notes they've left for each other & more photos #idk what i'm gonna do with the floor yet #the biggest issue is finding cc #i do not enjoy trying to hunt for cc. especially stuff that i think suits my boys. i'm picky #i might take the cabinets to the ceiling actually now that i look at it #i do not like that lil gap & i know it would drive dhes mad having to dust up there all the time #i should be a good god & spare him the headache #rainyrambles