#i'm addicted to making these now

[zestysharkwolf]

Bill: So you’re dating Paul?

Emma: What? No! I’m just buying them an accessory since they have terrible fashion sense.

Bill: That’s literally a wedding ring.

#sorce:incorrect quote generator #starkid #team starkid #hatchetfield #the guy who didn't like musicals #tgwdlm #bill woodward #emma perkins #paul mathews #paulkins #i'm addicted to making these now

[tyxaar]

I doodle I made based on the recent Category 5 Scar typo.

#the typo has a bigger impact than the intended tweet at this point lol #grian's fishing addiction #I'm making that a tag now #tyx is being silly #tyx's art #hermitcraft #hermitcraft s10 #hermitcraft fanart #hermitcraft meme #hermitblr #mcyt #goodtimeswithscar #goodtimewithscar fanart #grian #is vibing in the background

[theelast-straw]

Pit Babe + textposts pt. 3/?

#none of you ever warned me about how addicting making these is #i'm on a roll now and i'll keep plaguing your dashboards with bad shitposts #pit babe #pit babe the series #pit babe textposts

[blue-jos10]

i wonder how kevin's fitness-obsessed mind justifies his alcohol addiction

#kevin day #aftg #all for the game #like does he think as long as his hangovers don't effect his court time its ok? #that doesn't really fit with the idea that he's a health freak outside court too #like you're telling me he doesn't see the irony of counting calories in decimals then downing a litre of straight vodka? #or is he just so addicted he cant stop? #i feel like he'd go for rehab if he thought it would influence his long term playing but that doesn't seem to be on his bucket list #like i get he'd be hopelessly addicted at the nest but now that his future seems to have some light i'm not sure why he still lets his #addiction destroy him slowly when he's thankfully now adamant on achieving a livable life #idk if this makes sense or if its been addressed somewhere else before but yeah i was just wondering #also sorry if this is inconsiderate or ignorant as to how addictions work i don't know the best

[morte-a-elle-meme]

Puss in Boots - The Last Wish texposts

#guess i'm making textposts now #man these are addictive #I could make a 100 more instead of working like I should #puss in boots #puss in boots 2 #puss in boots the last wish #kitty softpaws #perrito #death the wolf #death puss in boots #big jack horner #textposts #shrek #dreamworks

[catlover4536]

My part of an art trade I did with @bloomynmoon!

#welcome home #barnaby b beagle #howdy pillar #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #at least I intended it like that #art trade #my art #note this was done way before the update came out so I had to guess on Howdy's shop #I liked the line art so much for this piece that I kept it and now y'all get to see it #y'all got no clue how hard it was to bring myself to color this...I was so scared of messing it up big time #god I love these two lots #two repressed idiots <3 #also remembered to post this just for u bog #I hope it helps feed your laughingstock addiction #spreading the laughingstock propaganda #y'all don't wanna know how long it took me to make all those shop details #just to have them eaten up in the coloring process oof #main reason I'm sharing the lineart ahahha

[cindyneilly-arts]

I live to give ye Daniel Page and my MC 💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼

Based on that one quest and I chose we mess up the Freys' potion

How I thought that year one main quest went:

And some other doodles heeehoo

And the vibes Dan gave me in Year 2 main quest I forgot cause I don't try to remember which parts they are 💀

The little guy on the side is killing me

Skrunkly Daniel isn't real he won't hurt you

Skrunkly Daniel:

I'm not obsessed with the game wdym🧍🏽‍♀️

#daniel page my beloved #i'm addicted to the game now guys and there's not that much content #it's a shame but I have to make my own #it aint much but its honest work #imma make an about oc post too just gimme a few days #daniel page #hpma #harry potter magic awakened #hpma daniel #hpma mc #also i forgot how to spell the sci-something potion #whatever it's for mp regen

[revenantghost]

So... I just found this free papercraft.......

I don't suppose anyone in The Trigun fandom has a clean Bride logo they'd be willing to let me use to make this?

#Trigun #Trimax #Trigun Maximum #In exchange I'll uh #I've got nothing aksdjnakdsjn #I CAN WRITE YOU A TRIGUN POEM????? #IF THAT APPEALS??????????????? #I'm thinking amber bottle of course of course #And the pattern is free so if anyone wants it hmu and I'll send it to you #Though we'll see if I can find a Bride logo hnnnng #Are you a true Trigun fan if you don't also want the painful merch :') #Anyway this is a long shot but mAYBE I CAN MAKE MY PAINFUL MERCH. MAYBE. #I'm currently working on a Vash and Wolfwood cat curled together #And I hat to restart the Trigun characters as foxes project #But I found a better pattern so I think I might be able to do it now... #WE'LL SEE #I'm really addicted to papercrafts #I cannot express this enough

[buckets-thought-dump]

Sorry about my inactivity, I exploded and died

Anyway sharket in minecraft jumpscare *throws this at you*

Yes it works in game because of mods (credit to dankie for taking pictures because I have not been taking any myself)

Also comes with my awesome fav blue hoodie toggle, sitting emote, equip sunglasses toggle and several custom animations for things like swimming, falling, crawling and others (don't have any good pics of these and I am too lazy to go make them so again credit to dankie for the pics that do exist and say hi to poochie)

#there are now 3 different sharket models that exist in the world #this one the one i got from theonixie and my work in progress blender model i'm making myself #anyway minecraft is so cool and fun i love playing with mods i've gotten addicted this is not a cry for help #oc:bucket #oc #my oc #my sona #3d model #minecraft #minecraft modding #minecraft mods #custom player models #minecraft custom player model #minecraft custom player models mod #furry #shark furry #anthro shark

[gideonisms]

ngl having bad brain times. Can you ever physically FEEL the lack of the get things done chemical

#the advice for depression is to do the things that you used to enjoy and wait for them to help again #it's good advice and it does work to an extent but listen #i don't choose when i find things enjoyable i fixate on a topic and everything becomes enjoyable again #it's not like doing hobbies or reading or cleaning or eating meals helps THAT much #it just keeps me busy and sane and makes my body keep working until i get some good brain chemical shipped in #then I'll remember everything i've been putting off but at least i'll be relatively functional at that point #it's not that all the depression tips are useless. i'd be much worse if i didn't do any of them #as it is i've made it over 25 years without even developing a nicotine addiction or a crippling dependence on alcohol #my joints are even still fine mostly and i can tell when to get out of a situation so i can keep living #now i even know when i want to be around someone and when i don't! #i'm basically great at existing i've studied with the masters #still.

[nilla-bear]

S4E6/S4E1

#hamish linklater #the new adventures of old christine #matthew kimble #i just think he's neat #boyfriend boyfriend #I'm addicted to making gifs now #my gifs

[flowercrowngods]

i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.

you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.

and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts

#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not? #how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with #is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe. #why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain #i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself #that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it? #just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once #but never never never liked enough #i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting #i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out #i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again #but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough #for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay. #maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find #maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months #anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning. #on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you #god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie #but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down #blah #personal #not st

[peribytes]

THE BITCH IS BACK, BABES !!

#NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #THE ANIMAL IS OUT OF HIS CAGE. THE ANIMAL IS FREE. #FUCK THAT PLACE. SHITHOLE OF A PLACE #i have a word or two for my doctor and it starts with F and Y #i got no help. zero. whatever they said i have already learned from the internet. lol. #also my anxiety was so bad in there i lost 4 pounds from a poor appetite. #and they gave me fuckin. lithium #my parents were SO MAD when i told them over the phone #anyway #i'm home and i couldn't be happier about it #just the thought of being trapped in that place makes me wanna vom <3 #oh yeah i was put in the detox unit instead of the one for mental disorders or whatever it is #my dad was very mad i was put in with the alcoholics and drug addicts but they were very nice people #i was able to come out of my shell and have conversations with them pretty easily #that is the ONLY positive thing i can say about my entrapment #i missed you guys so much. i really missed my family #god and now they're gonna call me tomorrow morning to talk about whateverthefuck #and i gotta call my doctor in a week #god i don't wanna talk to these people anymore. LEAVE ME ALONE

[grandmaster-anne]

🫡 Colonel Anne 🫡

#i'm so glad my i got my cpu back #i'm now addicted to making gifs #these are so much better than the ones i made using ezgif #these are so crisp and clear #photoshop is just so much better #colonel anne #anne in uniform #princess anne #princess royal #my gifs

[iguessitsjustme]

On Pat's Maturity

Earlier this week I wrote about Jeng and mentioned Pat’s maturity and I thought why not write about it a little bit while I have some time this morning. I have no idea how long or short this will be and I haven’t thought about it since writing my Jeng post so let’s see what happens.

I genuinely think that Pat is the most mature character on the show (well except Chot, but no one holds a candle to his maturity and honestly his guidance is probably why Pat is so mature now). At the beginning of the show, Pat was a new employee, didn’t know how to tell people no, was overworked, underappreciated, in the closet, and had a hard time regulating his emotions.

We can credit Jeng for some of Pat’s growth and maturity, but honestly, it was mostly Chot that showed Pat how to calmly and maturely approach any issues he might have in life. Chot was always there for Pat to go to for advice and Chot was the one character that Pat also knew was queer. Yay queer friendships! Oh boy I got off topic. Okay. So let’s break this down into two parts. Pat’s maturity at work and his maturity in his relationships.

Work:

Pat started as someone who was a hard worker, but didn’t necessarily know the basics of his job. He also had no problem calling out Ying when she threw him under the bus. And Pat’s ability to stand up for himself is probably what led him to be able to have the kind of growth that he’s had. Should he have thrown Ying under the bus like that? I’ve thought about it and I don’t think so. He absolutely should have alerted management to the issues going on, but there is a time and place for everything and that was not the time nor the place. But he was young and stressed and taken advantage of. This is Pat’s first office job and he genuinely did not know better. He had no idea how to handle that situation. 

Now, Pat was successfully able to lead a campaign and despite what Chris’ mother said and did, he didn’t say anything. Pat learned that there was a time and place and also that he would need to calm down before saying anything. So when he was able to, he removed himself from the situation and gave himself the time and space to calm down. He then let Jeng and Jaab handle the issue. Jeng was in a position of power so it wasn’t just that he knew what to say and how to say it, but it was that he was in a position where his words held weight and he had the power to use those words. (It is still my favorite scene in the series and I did my best to gif it)

It’s not just that Pat was taught these lessons but that he was open to learning them. Do you know how many young people in their first office job aren’t receptive to learning because they think they know everything already? Just the mere willingness to learn and improve shows extraordinary maturity from Pat and I love him dearly for it. (This is not to say that all young people act like they know everything at first, just some and it’s annoying).

But how does Pat handle being harassed at work? I’m so glad you asked. Pat was basically forced to out himself or participate in a disgusting conversation that he did not want to be a part of. Pat chose to out himself and in the process got harassed. I’m going to say that I’m an advocate for throwing hands at harassers but that might not be the most mature way to handle it. Pat then let Jeng handle the situation and didn’t argue with Jeng’s decision. I think this really helped Pat have the backbone to say no in his personal relationships. Just knowing that there is one person in the world who will have your back makes it easier to handle the things that Pat handled with grace and maturity.

Relationships:

Kong - Pat was so excited to see his old friend. He thought maybe a spark would be there. Pat was searching for any sort of relationship outside of the potentially problematic feelings he had for Jeng. So when Kong was in town, Pat was delighted. He got ready, he let Chot do his hair, he was a young man ready to go meet people. Then Kong had to cancel and of course Pat was upset, but at no point did he blame Kong for canceling. This left the door open for Pat to see Kon later. When it turned out that Kong was trying to get Pat to join his MLM (ha), Pat finally, after some advice, firmly told him no. He also told Kong that he had crossed boundaries and he wasn’t okay with that. Early on, we see Pat establishing strict boundaries that he will not let people cross. Do you know how amazing it is to see such strong boundaries in a BL? And it’s coming from the youngest character. 

Put - Oh Put. Oh darling, stupid Put. He is the least mature of Pat’s love interests. That probably worked fine before Pat grew up and started looking for an adult relationship. Put wasn’t able to effectively communicate with Pat. Whenever Pat tried to discuss anything even remotely serious, Put retreated behind a plushie to try to convince Pat that they were good and in love and Put was never able to face the issues they had. Pat wanted someone who was present and who would listen and Put wasn’t able to do any of those things. So Pat ended it in one of the most mature break up scenes I’ve ever witnessed.

Pat didn’t let his relationship with Put drag on. He wanted them to work but as soon as he realized that they wouldn’t work, he ended it. 

Jeng - I think I mentioned in my earlier post that when Jeng and Pat start dating, Jeng basically turns into a teenager in love. Pat is the one in the relationship trying to make sure that they aren’t crossing any lines. And then when Pat starts facing harassment in the workplace again, he tries to go to Jeng, who is his boyfriend, yes, but is also his boss. Jeng approached that issue as strictly Pat’s boyfriend who was scared of the implications that acknowledging those rumors would have for their relationship. Pat approached that issue as Jeng’s boyfriend who wanted to face the issues together. He also knows Jeng is his boss and has helped him when being harassed before. So when Jeng tries to ignore the problem and not talk about it, Pat does the best thing he can do in that situation. He leaves. He had already left one relationship where he wasn’t listened to and communication was hard. Of course he leaves another when any and all attempts and communicating a very real issue that is affecting him in a very negative way is ignored in favor of a makeout session, attempted hand job, and then cuddling. 

When Jeng says this, what Pat hears is that his concerns are not being taken seriously. Because Pat right now isn’t happy. He loves Jeng, but he loves himself too. And it is incredibly mature of him to remove himself from the toxic workplace instead of letting himself get harassed and then letting the harassment get ignored. If Pat stayed, all of that toxicity and harassment would fester and he would internalize it and Pat has already learned that he is allowed to say no. He’s allowed to have boundaries even at work. So he leaves. 

I honestly think that leaving was the best thing Pat could have done for his and Jeng’s relationship. Not only did it stop him from internalizing things and potentially lashing out at Jeng because of it, but it served as a much needed wake up call for Jeng. Who needed to remember that at work, he is not Pat’s boyfriend, he is Pat’s boss. He was so lost in the new relationship and his love for Pat that he forgot about all of his duties and responsibilities outside of Pat. Relationships are about the people that are in them. But the world still exists outside of the relationship. Pat was forcibly reminded of that by his coworkers bullying him. Jeng was forcibly reminded of that by Pat leaving. Jeng is about to have to face the world alone, without Pat there to tell him where he fucked up. And honestly? Jeng was probably relying on Pat too much for that as well. Jeng tried to change but he tried to change for Pat meanwhile when Pat changed, he did it for himself.

This ended up longer than I expected. I’m tagging @magpie24601 since you mentioned you wanted to see a post about Pat’s maturity.

#step by step #step by step the series #step by step bl #this is what happens when i visit my parents and they leave me alone to go to church #i write about bl boys #and i'm dead tired because my one coworker got me addicted to caffeine again and the only caffeine in this house #is the god awful coffee that my dad makes #anyway do i know what i said in this post? #nope now idea i have no clue #i blacked out and wrote it and i refuse to read it #have fun #i wanted to include more screenshots but i am too tired to go looking #i'm gonna go hunt for some caffeine now wish me luck

[jontaro-kun]

Weed Magic

#art #fantasy #digital art #knight #oc #wizard #can you tell that I'm obsessed with rim lighting now #On top of my chronic addiction to making things glow #Real ones know that weed doesn't have a body