#i'll still make the lists anyway

[the-sun-and-the-sea]

Odesta Fic Rec List

For @doesntmatterlizzy

mortal fate is hard (you'd best get used to it) by mrworldwidestan - This is one that I actually just started reading (and is recent + currently updating) but so far, I really appreciate the world building. It’s from Finnick’s point of view during his Games and goes into detail about his family life and the district outside of his household, which I find really immersive. 

I Know The End by kenniiohontesha - Someone actually recommended this one to me a few weeks ago and since it never officially made it onto a list, I decided to put it on here now. I can’t say much about it because I haven’t given it a very close read, but from what I can tell, the world building is rich here also. It takes place during Annie’s Games, and alternates between Finnick and Annie’s POV. 

Landlocked by throttlegainwell - This is a series that focuses on Finnick’s life in the Capitol and his relationships. It’s not specifically Odesta, but there is Odesta in it, along with Finnick and Mags. I like this one because it offers some insight into how Finnick would think and act when he’s not at home, and it’s cool to see different relationships represented. 

we're hollow like the bottles that we drain by thrashunreal - This is a great Finnick and Johanna one-shot, and this author also has a lot of great Finnick fics, as well as fic for other characters that you might like. I really like this story’s use of second person POV because it creates such a closeness with the characters. 

What The Water Gave Me by Zartbitterpoetin - This is a really cool AU series that I read a while ago but I don’t think I’ve mentioned it yet. This could be a good read if you’re in the mood for some canon divergence or just something different. My favorite is the last installment of the series, which is also in second person POV. 

Weather With You by TheWuzzy - I can’t believe I haven’t mentioned this one yet (or at least I don’t think I have) because it’s so good! This takes place during Annie’s Games and the characterization is wonderful. The dynamic between Finnick and Annie feels so organic and compelling. I really like this one. 

Rip Current - This work has been orphaned, which is why I didn’t include an author name, but it is complete. What I like about this one is that Annie’s voice and perception of the world is so unique. She’s very analytical here, which is not a trait usually attributed to her, so her character feels very fresh. This also takes place during Annie’s Games. 

Some self-promo here, but I figured I’d take advantage of the THG renaissance and mention that I’m mdr_24601 on ao3 and I write a ton of Odesta as well, so maybe there’s something on there you might like. 

I hope you all can find something good to read, and feel free to reblog with other recommendations or self promotion of your own! 

#thg fic recs #fic rec list #odesta #finnick odair #annie cresta #thg #the hunger games #hunger games #odesta fic recs #thg fic #also a psa to those who want more fic rec lists #it would be super helpful if you could give some parameters when you ask for recs #like certain characters or time frames #it just makes it easier to search #you don't have to #i'll still make the lists anyway #but it helps #okay thank you

[nubimera]

Soo.... about that post you said you'd make with all your favorite Miguel O'hara bots....

CALL ME ABBA CAUSE GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!!!

The Abba quote destroyed me and i love it, thank you 💀😭

🕷️- Miguel is your soulmate, but you are not his (Angst) (Actually my favorite bot in the list. I have never cried so much. In my role Miguel married his girlfriend, and User married Gabriel, but user and Mig always been in love with each other. It was terrible and I recommend it to everyone)

🕷️- Soulmate Au, but this time it's nice

🕷️- User's variant died during Miguel's canonical event. Now he's a little shocked to see User alive and well

🕷️- Mamma mia Au. Gabriella has invited a former flame of yours to her Quinceañera

🕷️- Silk Au. User and Miguel were bitten by the same spider (Technically nsfw, but can also be fluff)

🕷️- Black Cat User

🕷️- Miguel is pissed because User sucks at being a Spider-person (he's actually worried about safety but can't express himself in a normal way)

🕷️- FEM MIGUEL MY BELOVED (She Is so gnam)

🕷️- User is a soccer parent of a child in Gabriella's rival team

🕷️- User is a multidimensional variant of Gabriella's mother

🕷️- The user has never told Miguel that they have a child (the drama)

🕷️- Selkie Au

🕷️- User has ADHD (@ asher04 has tons of bots, so I recommend looking at their list or tiktok)

🕷️- Addams family Au (@ofherdesire is another creator with a lot of bots, and if I'm not mistaken she accepts requests on tiktok, i think?)

🕷️- User is Miguel's personal assistant

🕷️- User is babysitting their niece, when they meets single dad!Miguel at the park

🕷️- Hanahaki Au (@gyufairyz has a sizable bot list and accepts requests)

🕷️- Regency Au bc i'm a big fan of Pride and Prejudice

🕷️- User is FtM/Masc-trans, and his father Miguel is helping him transition

🕷️- Miguel is a multidimensional variant of User's father

🕷️- T4T Miguel and User (chef kiss)

🕷️- Strawberry Miguel bc he's cute lol

Actually my favorite O'Hara brother is Gabriel so I also put my favorite bot with him: ☀️

#I was going to make the list this morning but my cat decided it was time to get rushed to the vet lol #I feel like one of those writers on ao3 who hasn't updated in months or years and comes back saying they were abducted by aliens #I hope all the links work and are correct because otherwise I'll delete myself #anyway: the list is nothing special and is mostly fluff #I'm not a big fan of angst but I hope it can still be useful to someone #mor #miguel o hara x reader #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o'hara #miguel ohara x reader #miguel o'hara ai #miguel o'hara ai bot

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Look at my self indulgent dishelved sewer rat-looking fursona for Jinx boy (they look better on most days but y'know)

Cutting this off now cuz I'm fairly sure I'll be adding more to this in a reblog later

They/them for this creation of mine for epik and deep lore purposes that I will not write out rn because if I commit to the bit it would end up being 4am with me having to go to school by 6

All the context you get for now is that since the reference image is from the last episode, my guy(gn) here is after one severe beating from Knux(Ekko)(<-reason why the tails look so beaten and you can't see it but one is missing, see; angst reasons) an arm length explosion from their own bomb(realized way too late that the bomb actually blew up on Jinx's right hand side, way too late as in, half of coloring finished already. well in my AU it happened on Nine's left hand side!!!) and a bunch of Dark Gaia juices(Shimmer)(<-will think about the technicalities of thisnkater) injected into them as an effort to keep them from dying

#sonic prime #prime arcane #<-the name Ill be using fornthis AU cuz trust me theres Thoughs on it alright #ive been sorting this thing out in my head since feb of last year #which is when I made..my firts attempts at drawing sonic characters #someone liked that post fairly very recently which. gud lord. I'll have to redraw all that at some point #girl what WRE YOU THINKINGGG #ahem anyway #you get one more breadcrumb of lore here since youre reading my tags for one reason or another #this is really just the sonic cast plus some very cherrypicked (new yoke) prime characters between them. or disguised as character arcs #aaaand is also an Eggman raise Tails but its Nine actually typa deal #more on that later #i still hadnt cleaned up all of it tho #like who tf to put in Jayces place my ass cannot think of someone to put there instead of his smug mug #ill make a list of the characters later #yea later I has to eep now #i said I will give only the bare essencials and here I am oh well- #miles nine prower #nine the fox #jinx #arcane jinx #crossover #mah art #me does arts #actually finished doodl

[fedoraspooky]

I haven’t been here long. What irritating changes have been made?

Credit where it's due, some changes have been good, like polls and stuff! But the big recent changes thus far that I would classify as irritating are:

- The UI change. This one may be less irritating for newcomers because it's basically the same layout as twitter and instagram, but for a lot of folks who've been here a long time, it feels cramped and like a loss of identity for the site. For many, the appeal of tumblr is that it ISN'T an algorithm hell like twitter or insta. Also, there's the annoyance of having to relearn where everything is, because it all got moved around.

- The users being lab rats for various tests the devs wanna pull out of nowhere without consenting to beta testing new site features- like the one that took away user icons on the dash for like half the site. They finally put them back after getting enough feedback that said NO, but users were so used to their feedback being disregarded that they were half expecting the change to be pushed through anyway.

- The Netflix tie-in advertising being pushed even to people who had PAID tumblr for a no-ads experience. Complete with them somehow thinking it would be a good idea to put an unescapable-by-scrolling spooky clown on peoples' dashboards that u had to use ublock to get rid of. While I'm not scared of clowns and often find them quite charming, it sucks that staff didn't take coulrophobia being a common fear into account.

- A wave of fully sfw trans posts being wrongfully marked Mature and staff doing little to nothing about it. Not sure if this is still ongoing, but it destroyed a lot of trust and good will. (LGBT+ users have been having to fight a constant war against censorship ever since the adult content ban on tumblr, so yeah... Nevar 4get the list of banned search words that would bring back no results, like 'girl')

- The site gradually moving away from customization. Tumblr is a BLOGGING site. But it seems to have lost sight of that fact, because most new users don't even know you can fully customize your blogs with css and stuff (an option that is now off by default for new accounts!), because of the in-dash viewer giving you only how blogs look on mobile, which is a lot more uniform. There, it's more like every other site- you get a banner and icon. Oh, but you can change colors and fonts from a drop-down list too, that's cool I guess. Though they recently took away custom color schemes on Message windows, just another little bit of personalization taken away.

- TUMBLR. LIVE. Basically tumblr teamed up with a skeevy dating app partner to allow for livestreams- but not the cool kinda livestreams like on twitch where you can draw or play games, no- to a site full of people who value anonymity, they decided to push phone cam only livestreams. Not only that but by agreeing to the terms, you're giving out tons of personal data including your location to said skeevy dating app partner and all of THEIR third-party ad partners. Needless to say, most people didn't wanna use it, so instead of users it's flooded by p*rn bots (which is ANOTHER issue we've been dealing with for a long time and have been getting an even bigger influx of FROM tumblr live) and scammers. And thus, since tumblr likes to put a carousel of current streams on people's dashes, you often get softcore p*rn thumbnails from the bot streams with no way to avoid it except for toggling off tumblr live entirely.

- Oh wait. That's right. You CAN'T toggle it off. Because you can only snooze it for a while until BAM, you're jumpscared by a carousel of ladies licking your screen again! But hey, at least they made the snooze 30 days instead of the 7 it used to be, right? Yeah, except for the fact that you can't get rid of the tumblr live button itself on the app anymore, and now it's front and center with a NEW notification tag on it, overlapping your dash and cramming useful stuff like the search button out of the way.

NOW- A lot of this stuff CAN be at least mostly fixed on desktop by installing ublock and xkit and tampermonkey + dashboard unfucker... But that's a lot of stuff just to make the site usable, you know?

#this isn't even a comprehensive list but hopefully that covers all the big ones #anyway i get tumblr has to make money and it's currently not doing that #but burning through the remaining good will of the people who stuck around through earlier bs doesn't seem like a great idea either #ah well... i'm still here regardless #i've already had to leave deviantart behind because it became an ai cesspit... and it sucked. I had a lot of good memories there. #it sucks to uproot everything and move. so unless something equally bad happens here i'll probs be going down with the ship lol #also there's like nowhere else to go right now which is a huge problem; #i've been trying to look for other places to post too but none really have the same laid-back feeling tumblr does. #also i love the asks system too much. more sites need that honestly #anyway i rambled enough hope this helps u get an idea of why people are angy #asks

[atthebell]

if you're wondering how ridiculous and detailed my qcellbit lore doc is this is just a tiny section ^^ i keep detailed notes on every day cellbit logged on and everything remotely important that happened yes it is way too much but i have problems in my brain

#bell.txt #may 17th esp so much shit happened the night before so im like taking down DETAILED notes about dappers death #and all the stuff with luzus computer (moments of all time frfr) #and aside from lore stuff im also taking down exactly how the arg stuff works bc the only record of a lot of it #is cellbit's vods and also its so cool and interesting i want to make sure i do it justice #like people archived some of the site stuff but not all of it #i went through desperately archiving tweets the other day like oh my gd i need to have these still #also this doesnt even factor in how much overall server lore info is just like in my brain and i'll have to remember to note stuff down #and track sources whenever i think of those events/enigmas/etc. #like luckily i have an insane memory for stuff like this #the other day i listed off an insane amount of regret stuff without fact checking and got nervous and looked into it all #and i had every single detail correct i felt way too powerful #anyway. a glimpse into my mind

[vixenicks]

sorry for reblogging fugly trends from 2012 it's for my enrichment

#have i ever told u guys about my early 2010s fashion and pop culture fixation #i got a gen you ine aeropostle skirt recently ive never been happier #also gonna try and get my hands on some freshtops tanks #eventually #also their shorts though ive only found one secondhand listing in my size #i need the naked1 pallet or i'll die #its funny to me because like #yes within fashionblogging and lifestyle teen youtube girls from that era #consummerism was a massive thing (it still is but its so obvious when you look at blog archives and videos from that era) #youtubers with non disclosed sponsorships #bethany mota and amanda steele vaguely saying “this brand sent me this product to give to you guys!” #it was really just watching the birth of what we know as influencers today and its really interesting to me #theres a lack of cuts theres a lack of scripting theres long tangents #people were only just then realizing you can make money via haul videos and makeup tutorials #bethany mota had a fashion line at aeropostle purely because of her status as a youtuber #there was a big rise at the time of people being against flaunting overpriced designer during that time because of the recession #but there was still a hugggeee hold with consumerism and classism #hauls with brandy and f21 and ae like i cant afford that im sure you cant afford $600 at american eagle on a weekly basis #i have lots of thoughts idk #anyways backtracked #i think its funny because here i am talking about how horribly i need b&bw and vs pink #but like its all secondhand shit for $15 online now #nobody wants this stuff!!!!!! cycles!!! capitalism!!!! i dont know you get what i mean!!!!!!!!!!! #skyler posting

[tekehu]

for someone who loves making lists i sure do not look at them

#monologues #i wanted to make a list of games in my library i still need to play #but i'll end up just replaying one of my classics anyway

[cctinsleybaxter]

Ed what is it about vampires that irks you?

stuff that's supposed to make them scary mostly is scary, and stuff that's supposed to make them sexy. isn't

#guess i could go into more detail but for the purposes of tumblr ask #there is the occasional vampire movie that works for me bc i think people have interesting things to say #so maybe i'll make a list of those at some point; i cannot Wait to watch a certain one that's been on my list #was going to watch before halloween but ran short on time- so that'll probably be a bonus review before the new year :-) #(anyway i'm still not here and won't be 'til monday. shh) #communications officer

[altruistic-meme]

i finally remembered so 🧡

here are 6 quilts my mom has made! these are super old photos because she made these in.... 2008 or 2009? I believe?

they were made for me and my siblings as Christmas presents, with matching pillow cases.

she didn't use any quilting patterns for these, just her own mind and a graph paper notebook. I know she said the most difficult one was the last one (all blue) because of all the very small triangles, and I'm pretty sure she said the easiest was the pink one bc it was all clean, straight lines! (the circles are all appliqued on top of it and had raw edges for texture)

#my quilt is the orange one and i am literally laying under it rn #i have used it literally every night since i got it. it had seen better days and had had to have... several repairs #but i still love it and all is scraggly bits #anyway I'll post the other miscellaneous quilts later but these 6 are still so amazing to me #i don't rememebr her time frame for making these bc i was very little. i would have to ask her how long it took. #oh! she does actually also have a 6 panel stain glass window she made where each glass pane is designed after these quilts #to add to the insane list of shit my mother knows how to do #quilts #quilting #textile crafts #shh ac

[these-are-the-first-steps]

Ok so I think I figured something out, bear with me here. The core of the reason why the new Star Wars films fell so flat was because they forgot that it was a loss of innocence story. It starts out in the beginning as Rey ripping the band aid off of her life and thus beginning her loss of innocence. But because they forgot that in the second movie, the thread gets dropped completely and they're directionless, and they have no idea where they're going story-wise. This is why by the third movie, nothing fucking makes sense anymore and everything feels like a wild stab in the dark. The story is no longer about rey's loss of innocence because they've completely forgotten the theme that was supposed to happen here. By the third movie, the story has swerved so far away from what we were supposed to be talking about that of course at the end when she's standing exactly where she fucking started saying "her" name, the entire thing is incomprehensible because this was supposed to be a loss of innocence journey and instead they just plopped her exactly back where she fucking started having literally spun their wheels and gone nowhere for three fucking films.

Sorry if the formatting is a mess, I used speech to text bc its late and im tired but do you get what I mean here?? About why and how this whole trilogy failed now??

#reylo #finally I can express why the second movie rubbed me the wrong way and why i didnt like it #because rian fucking ignored the whole goddamn point of what rey was supposed to be doing and how those around her were contributing to that #everyone was supposed to be disappointing her or using her or showing that they are human and have their own agendas #and that kylo had the hots for her and yes it was threatening as fuck while still being irrationally attractive and a temptation #this THIS!!!! is what loss of innocence stories are composed of!!! #TV is full of them dont tell me these rich movie men didnt know how to do it i will cut you AND them #La femme nikita Xena:WP Farscape the list goes on-- all radically different but still loss of innocence stories even if Xena is an epilogue #what makes xena so interesting as a show is it showed you what happened AFTER the loss of innocence journey and how to live with it #anyway here it is i've finally figured it out #fuck those men i'll slap jj and rian myself

[vocaloid-song-showdown]

the poll for how to arrange the brackets just finished with proceeding as originally planned winning!

so, without further ado, here are the lineups ^^

note :: songs with a * next to them may require a content warning. i'll provide specific warnings as soon as i have the time, but as of now please proceed with caution

main matchup bracket ::

alice of human sacrifice* by yugami p / fear garden* by chaa

magnet by minato p / romeo and cinderella by doriko

world is mine by ryo / world's end dancehall by wowaka

triple baka by lamaze p / the disappearance of hatsune miku by cosmo p

meltdown by iroha(sasaki) / luka luka★night fever by samfree

fire◎flower by halyosy / trick and treat by oster project

daughter of evil by mothy / dancing★samurai by kanimiso p

rolling girl by wowaka / matryoshka by hachi

madness of duke venomania* by mothy / alluring secret ~black vow~ by hitoshizuku x yama

senbonzakura by kurousa / outer science by jin

doubleganger by kulfiq / mikusabbath by utsu p

jinsei reset button by kemu / common world domination by pinnochio p

the fox's wedding* by masa works design / tokio funka by takamatt

heat haze days by jin / patchwork staccato by toa

six trillion years and an overnight story by kemu / lost one's weeping by neru

aishite aishite aishite by kikuo / echo by crusher p

setsuna drive by taki yoshimitsu / yoake to hotatu by n buna

a fake fake psychotropic by kairiki bear / therefore you and me by tadanoco

my r* by kurage p / i'm glad youre evil too by pinnochio p

chururira chururira dadada by kurage p / mkdr by deco*27

blessed messiah and the tower of ai by hitoshizuku x yama / 86 by dasu

law evading rock by neru / nakakapagpabagabag by dasu

sand planet by hachi / ghost rule by deco*27

monster by kira / hated by life itself by iori kanzaki

cause i'm a liar by mcki robyns p / honey i'm home by ghost

hole dwelling by kikuo / bring it on by giga

meteor by divela / seraphim on the ring by mitchie m

the court jester by thquib / casino by azari

king by kanaria / villain by teniwoha

lower by lanndo / phony by tsumiki

higanbana milk tea by vane / scapegoat by ghost

queen by kanaria / bug by kairiki bear

honorable mention bracket ::

electric angel by yasuo p (original), giga (giga arrange) / freely tomorrow by mitchie m

po pi po by lamaze p / go google it by wintermint p

black★rock shooter by ryo / bacterial contamination by kanimiso p

i like you, i love you by gevanni p / first love academy • school of true love by nem

(also a quick general note ! i don't have everything ready for a formal polished reveal at the time of posting this. i plan on updating this post with links to the songs and also a visual bracket when i have the time. they'll definitely be up soon, so make sure to check back in a bit for them ^^

i'll also make sure that reblogs are turned on for the final version!)

#vocaloid song showdown #sorry it's just a list for now i promise i'll update it and make it look nicer as soon as i get the chance :'D #i'll also add the playlists to the final post so those will finally be out soon too ! #but for now it's just a quick little post to get the matchups out sooner rather than later since this is already kinda behind schedule :') #anyway it's still kinda bonkers to me that only one person nominated po pi po and electric angel #those songs used to be Everywhere it felt like #and unless i continually missed it no one sent in llevan polka :( #(to be fair itnisn't originally a vocaloid song. idk if i could fully qualify it bc of that but still shocked that it got no nominations) #oh also ! until i have the image finalized if anyone thinks any matchups should be tweaked at all feel free to lmk ! #i was mostly judging popularity based on nominations and view count (reprints included) but it was hard to tell for some ??? #like i remember a whole bunch of reprint channels getting deleted or privating all their videos and i'm sure that impacted some view counts #and rolling girl in particular has a lot less views than i thought it would ??? #it's not a small amount by any means but it also seems to be on the higher side of the average for the final bracket songs #it was also unsurprisingly the most nominated song #so some of the matchups were a bit weird and wonky to put together fhdkfh #(especially echo actually too ? it got 2 nominations and barely made it but has the highest view count out of all the songs last i checked) #anyway all that to say if anyone wants to give feedback on the bracket pairings i'm open to it until i get the formal version up ( ^^)b #additionally if i missed any songs that should have some sort of warning please let me know fhdkdh #i added them only off the top of my head so i might've missed one #(the final version of this will have more specific warnings too. potential flash warnings as well) #EDIT :: changed up within 24 hours to up soon #i wish i could've had everything together within 24 hours but things came up and i need just a little more time :( #but i wanna get started on voting monday (february 27) for real this time ! no more putting it off :'D

[silenthillbunni]

🚬🧸🧃🎀

#anyway so yeah im so sick of hating myself. of missing out on things and being too scared to go after things i want when i have the chance #so sick of almost being 25 and having spent almost 6 years alone in my room missing out on life #and my mom and sister might be moving in the not too distant future #so i have to try to get my life together for real now!!! or homelessness will be awaiting me :D #what i will try to do.. is start going to the gym (w my mom so i dont have to deal w the anxiety of an unknown place by myself sksk) #i'll workout 3-5 times a week. every week. i like going to the gym so if i just get started i dont have a doubt i'll not be able to do it #i'll focus on finishing my english class. hopefully in december even if i have the possibility to get it extended a few months #then i'll start my other 4 classes in january #i'll be patient and wait for my ultrasound and get the gallstone situation fixed (latest in january if i need surgery) #(and i have to try to make sure i eat properly so i dont wind up with b12 deficiency... i cant eat anything without pain but i have to..) #also i have an appt at the psychiatric in mid october. and im still waiting on what my healthcare center says. hopefully i can get cbt #if possible i will really really try to apply for jobs as a personal assistant sometime between january-may #if i have a job instead of being on wellfare i will 1) have way more money 2) not feel constabtly anxious abt being rejected and homeless #i'll stop caring abt me being 'old' and a late bloomer. the planet is dying. who cares if im 28 and start university???? #i'll take my time to finish high school. and the thing is i really should get a job before starting higher vocational education #bc the program i want to start i HAVE to have a laptop. and theres no way i can afford that now. cant even save up to it #also need to find and put myself up on waiting lists for student housing/apartments so i can actually move #i hate this city and i need to get the fuck out of here!!!! #but the world is crazy rn and it's super hard to find places to live and find jobs but it's not impossible so i need to try #i cant live like this & i have no idea how tf i'll manage to be a normal person and have a life but i need to try bc what else am i gnna do?

[watery-melon-baller]

bro is this gonna happen every semester bc a bitch does not need this LMAOOO imma collect em like fuckn pokemon cards

#it's at like. 2.5 #sigh. I'll sit down and write it bc at the rate I'm going uh. yeah #ayyyyyyyyy #im being vague as fuck rn bc the thought of any of my friends knowing is ah. heh #'my girl is fine' your girl is using fiction as an unhealthy coping mechanism #they're all the stupidest shit too. this is so fucking dumb good god #i will also never tell anyone. this won't backfire Trust Me #Trust #anyways. I have several semesters left so I guess we're gonna see how close this gets LMAOOO #when I graduate a college list I'm gonna make a tier list and it will be funny to me Only and to no one else #can't believe that treating the symptoms didn't fix the problem actually. What's up with that #anyways my math final is Wednesday and I have soo much shit 2 do and my lazy ass has done NOTHINGGG #pray 4 me. God today was unproductive #actually no I did get my hair cut so now I look more like a dyke which was my goal #still not much :/// #lilac post #you know it babeyyyyy #anyways. hm.

[diseaseriddencube]

looking at the akudrive perfumes again today and 1. why are they all bergamot based. is bergamot and pepper just the cyberpunk scent???? 2. what is with the character choices. cutthroat, courier and hacker???? why not swindler

#akudama drive #you just know they weren't brave enough to make a sniper perfume #I kinda want the funeral scented cutthroat perfume #just to know what it would smell like #but reading the notes #tbh I think I'd actually hate it #and then it'd be a probably $200 waste #assuming I could even find a reseller that ships here #I think I'd enjoy the green tea one though #which would probably only be $100 total assuming that listing is still up by the time I have money #both versions of the bottle seem really fucking generic and boring though #like for expensive merch I'd want a cool bottle #portals perfume style except a really ugly statue of cutthroat's head 😍 #anyways though. I guess I'll get the green tea one if possible #and sadly never know what a funeral smells like #I just. don't want to spend that much money and effort on a perfume I'd probably hate the smell of #I just hate florals and wood scents like that #I like more sweet or gourmand stuff

[seagullcharmer]

OH and chain link fences nickname update!!!!:

finally figured out a nickname for tp link that isn't 'twilight': FIREFLY !!!!!! because. because of the golden bugs for agitha + firm belief in tp link having a southern accent + fireflies being a common insect in the south that come out in the evening (evening, otherwise called, yanno, twilight) i am so smart and clever

still need to work out tp zelda's nickname though.......

#libra.txt #chain link fences (au) #i will make a comprehensive list of nicknames eventually #and post of the reasons for names etc #ONE DAY i'll even get around to making a reference sheet of all my designs #i only really have a few Solid designs down (oot link + malon. albw zelda. most of tp link and zelda. ww link + tetra (although i still nee #to play / watch an lp on ww. hmm) #anyway. good night

[chronic-lesbian]

Actually being able to get up and properly read up on stuff feels so good. Depression truly is holding me back, I know things I didn't know before now and idc if it's obvious i always keep forgetting this the second i get into a spiral. I should try actively doing things instead of just not doing anything and wanting to die more often

#to thine own self be true.txt #I'll go back to feeling like shit but I'm so happy im actually slowly making progress by reading through stuff #slowly making a list of books to properly get into these topics and not just have a surface understanding etc etc #anyway I'm still not feeling good but whatever i see this as a win