#i wouldnt go back to that school tho

[angryborzois]

ngl another part i miss about my old school was how interesting every day was

#angryborzois rambles #like okay weird people aside #i liked how every day was always a little different #i still remember the time i was playfighting my classmate instead of doing a class assignment and I ended up with a gash across my finger #i think we were fighting over (or with) a metal ruler like dumbasses #and at one point he tried to take it from me and i tightly grabbed onto it even though i shouldve let go (my dumb ass was being cocky alr) #and he pulled it back really hard because he didnt expect me to actually hold on and that ended up cutting me #and everyone looked horrified because the gash looked bad #the dude felt bad and i had to remind him it was ok because i didnt care too much LMAO #that was fun bro (i still have a faint scar tho LMFAOOO) #i also miss hopping the school gate and barely making it back to class before it started #also i loved eating cup noodles on a cold day and just enjoying it outside oughvvnh that was so good #also i loved how the most randomest things always happened #like the time my classmate broke the window blinds and it fell on me #i feel like now that im in a normal hs #nothing happens #everythings the same old same old #kinda sad #i miss playfighting a bunch of people instead of doing work #i wouldnt go back to that school tho

[todayisafridaynight]

What do you think Mine’s reaction to Masato / Aoki be like?

tbh they'd probably be. amicable. at the very least.

#snap chats #like they have similar values its just that mine's more openly depressed about his belief system and doesn't take pride in it like aoki #i talked about this before omg thats so funny... but yeah no aoki's more proud of 'how the world is'. prob cause he's 'on top' of it #mine begrudges the fact he needs material goods to be useful to people #meanwhile aoki's happy to exploit others if it means he advances. for the most part anyway #he only really starts to show some regret when confronted by ichi. and get the shit kicked out of him for twenty minutes #wait i was rewatching the cutscene and started to throw up cause i got reminded of me in high school again aoki you're 42 stop this #Back On Track Though. mine and aoki had similar pursuits: attain power to be loved thats the core of it in simple terms #they went about it differently ofc: for mine money was power and for aoki popularity was power. Both Very True TBH but anyway #mine realized that even with money his person wasnt valued #and aoki realized that even with recognition people didn't value his character. sins the arakawas. fcukin dummy #i mean aokis a jackass so no wonder but thats not the point of this. fuckfest of tags #they wouldnt be friends. aoki's incapable of friendship and mine would probably quickly recognize aoki as being power hungry #i think mine's been in enough business meetings And Knows Enough About Politics to recognize Professional Fakerism when he sees it #actually do you think mine'd be swindled by any 'kindness' aoki expressed like when kanda left him and he thought he just went to get help. #that shit was wack LMAO BUT REGARDLESS idk i have to go to class soon so im not gonna spend too much time thinking of this #if they needed to they'd just use each other for whatever purpose they needed the other for. idk why mine would need aoki tho #TLDR mine probably wouldnt think too differently of aoki compared to any other power-hungry freak #we can revisit this topic when. im not learning about JP history vjERJALKJ

[socialbunny]

love how right after having beau, brandi and skip got pregnant got AGAIN and he straight up died right after 🙄 hes so fake for that

#chat #brandi i could treat u betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #IK SIMS TIME IS FASTER BUT ITS SO. #THEY NEED TO STOP FUCKIN OR WRAP IT UP FR. #well i mean. not now. bc hes not around BUT. #i think brandi loves her children sooo much but if she could go back she wouldnt have kids so early. #i think shes one of those girls whos always wanted to have a family/baby since she was young and getting pregnant at such a young age + #with a person she really liked clouded her mind to the reality of her situation until it was too late 😭 #i also think her being an only child really added to wanting to have a baby bc even tho i feel she was popular in school and had a lot of #friends at one point i think shes one of those ppl that really wanted to have a sister lmao #skippy #brandi boo

[ajdrawshq]

sometimes i cant help but think about the enemy pokemon u find in mystery dungeons and the in-universe reasons for why theyre Like That. like. i know we have a bunch of examples in each game for pokemon that attack u for various reasons (misunderstandings, guarding something, gone berserk from outside influence, just an asshole, etc) but whats going on with the hundreds of mons that spawn INSIDE the mystery dungeons. like those things are already weird even though theyre well known by most residents and they appear pretty much anywhere but theres tons of pokemon that straight up live in those places. and while some have good reason to wander and attack intruders there, some are just. why. why are there Enemy Pokemon in a Mystery Dungeon next to a School. who are you people.

#and like . ok pmd1 mons are influenced by the natural disasters pmd2 are influenced by time pmd3 by despair and pmd4 by. despair again ? #but theyre still like. sentient. right. #also the fact that there are canonically criminals in the pmd world but wheres the line between that and residents of a mystery dungeon #closest thing i can think of that vaguely answers any of this is the spiritomb from the dark future but even thats an extreme AND rare case #it feels like a weird cross between animals just being animals in nature and then. society and everything that comes w that #why are there even cops in pmd anyway.. #more importantly why is there a mystery dungeon next to the school. was it already there when they built the school #or did they somehow generate one???????? theres no way right #why did they think that was a good idea. mystery dungeons are famously dangerous and these mons are like yknow whatd be great #what if we took a bunch of 10 year olds (maximum.) and let them explore one of the most dangerous things known to monkind #yeah thatll be a nice fun learning experience . #< psmd is so goddamn weird (i love it tho i swear) #i would love to know what mystery dungeons would be like without all the game mechanics..... #some of them wouldnt have floors necessarily like the forests n stuff but some would.. the ever-changing layout still applies tho.. #would traps be a thing. or random items just laying around #would kecleon shops even exist inside dungeons realistically. i feel like thatd be awful for business #no no going back to the fuckin school thing. theres literal groups OFFICIAL groups of pokemon made specifically to traverse the dungeons #like most pokemon dont casually wander around those things unless they live there. so why on earth is there one for the SCHOOL #pmd

[proserpine-in-phases]

I hate how every job says they're looking for a person like this because I am none of those things? Where are the jobs willing to pay top dollar for an unmotivated unprofessional cold unpersonable non starter who is disorganized and pays very little attention to detail?

#also i wish my guidance counselor in high school had sat me down and said dont go to college without a career plan #instead of what he did do which was tell me my grades are so good i absolutely should go to college #wish he had said at least make sure you get an aa in like accounting or something to fall back on #am i bitter about never finding a job that uses my degree that wouldnt also include needing grad school? #kinda #capitalism makes fools of us all #crap #its shut down week at the ethanol plant that does nothing with my english or fine art degrees #and also nothing with my 15 years of retail and customer service experience either lmao #i fucking hate shut down so much it is inevitable i start thinking of quitting even tho i am making more money than i have in my life #how fucking insane is it that jobs that require a masters degree will pay 15 an hour and yet this job that requires a ged at most starts at #like 25 and this plant actually starts low judging by what other plants are offering like damn #every job ive ever had needed no degree at all how much farther ahead would i be if id just gone straight to work? #like i fucking loved the college experience but it didnt do a fucking thing for me other than saddle me with life crushing debt

[gothamcityneedsme]

ok tbh.  as i continue to have more Positive Pride Thoughts, as was my resolution for pride this year, i think i want to emphasize my birom status more, because personally...thats what really matters most to me?  i come out as bi to normies so i dont have to explain things, but being a birom ace is really just.  vital to my being, idk.  i usually say ‘im ace’ when talking about myself but thats just really not accurate. i am BIROM ACE.  that is what MATTERS to me.

#shitpost #again. i never talk about this stuff so posting is weird #but i PROMISED myself id start writing and trying to articulate some of this #and my tumblr diary really is the best place to do so lol #i love being in love and the first time i fell in love i was four years old and i remember it clearly lol #and of course ive fallen so many times since then too. its easy! its beautiful! i love being in love! #and thats important to me! its so important and i feel like i let it get washed away in the assumptions people usually make about aces #(and those are exhausting but i Promised i wouldnt talk about that stuff. i will NOT get negative this year!) #just. i am biromantic!!!!! being biromantic is important to me!! the MOST important even! #i knew i was birom when i was in elementary school! i have always spoken of my future partner in bi terms. #(tho as anyone around normies its easy to accidentally speak in a comphet kinda way so often it would be like. 'future husband...OR WIFE') #like i just would add it hastily in afterwards #because i really did! always know!!! even from a very young age i talked like that! #(i was fortunate to know a gay couple before i even knew what gay or queerness really meant. so it always felt normal to me.) #(i know that is not a lot of people's experiences) #but yeah. ok. im done. just trying to make a post about this stuff that has been swimming in my head #before pride month is up #im not against posting more in general but. i sortof really wanted tot ry to talk during pride #and afterwards ill go back to my usual self haha

[hiruzensux]

FELLOW ENMA-FUCKERS!!!!! I REQUIRE YOUR AID IN A MATTER MOST GRAVE:

where does and doesn't he have fur??

(nothing explicit, just putting it under a readmore bc long)

somehow, despite the Hiruzen x Enma porn drawings* that have been floating around half-formed inside my skull for years now, it is only NOW that i realize: i have no idea what Enma looks like underneath that iconic fit

so analyzing the images:

on his head we see both furred (hair + beard + sideburns -zones) and seemingly non-furred (middle part of face) areas

(tail is furry, obviously)

his hands + feet are mostly non-furred, but there is fur on at least the back of his wrists + ankles visible below the edge of his sleeves(/l...leg sleeves? is that what they're called?? sleeves, but for legs instead of arms)

regarding his neck, without going through the episodes he's in, the only shot i've been able to find with the right angle seems to be this MTG/YGO-style card of him:

(the origins of which i do not know. fanmade? official merch? is the image a still from the anime, or was it originally drawn for this card? and by whom? i haven't bothered to try to find out, will update if i do. but anyway)

it looks like there isn't any fur on his neck (except maybe down the back underneath where his long hair hangs down and obscures the area)

we also do not see any chest fur extending up past his neckline

...and beyond this, we know nothing.

i'm already exercising some creative license in how tall to make him (i've got a working number BUT i'm not saying yet in case i decide it's completely wrong whilst trying to actually draw him lol), since a) manga evidence is limited + anime evidence inconsistent, and b) i habitually will just directly contradict canon if i have an idea i'm attached to anyway... so i've got no issue on principle with just filling in the blanks according to my whim...

but i'm kind of just not getting any clear impression of what to picture re: fur pattern

considering looking at photos of actual monkeys to see if i that gives me any ideas... but in that case, what kind of monkey??

it's also complicated bc in a lot of shots he looks to me more anthropomorphic than the avg monkey? (but this is harder to tell w/ primates than w/ other creatures anyway...) (and not to mention the limited pool of Enma reference imgs AGAIN, but damn... a tiny handful of manga panels, and then his brief anime appearance was in the middle of the arc that brought us some of THE most iconic moments in wonky-lookin Naruto animation. if that fight in the anime was my sole reference for Hiruzen and Orochimaru, i wouldn't be very sure how anthropomorphic they were supposed to look either lmao)

anyway.

do YOU have opinions about Enma's fur distribution?

thoughts on which monkey species he's based on?

got a monkey fursona?

any and all insights welcome 💖

(*update: i actually drew one if you want to see the the hilarious fur-placement i went with (just warning for. yknow. porn lmao.))

#monkey king enma #PANTLEGS. #that's probably a better term than 'leg sleeves' #fuck i forgot abt image credits #these were both yoinked straight from google images #should i add links to from whence i yoinked em? #( #i think 'from whence' is maybe redundant actually? like 'whence' already includes the 'from' or smth? #nnnn idk actually nvm don't listen to me #i got overconfident. tried to flex my Word Smarts. #i guess solving the leg sleeves mystery must've gone to my head #) #but yeah. i feel like i should have an image of where the fur is and isn't but im kind of stumped honestly #the voice of my self doubt: ''if you were a REAL furry you would KNOW the answer'' #maybe one day i'll actually make a proper fursona #i tried one time. he was going to be a bat. #but then i realized i'd probably have to decide between him having wings or having hands. unless i did both. but that wouldnt be realistic. #if he's a bat then he's gotta have wings right? but will he be ok wothout hands? i could see that beinf really inconvenient. #but also: could he wear shirts? would they have to be those open-side bro tanks? bc i had strong feelings abt thos back then (high school) #and which way would his feet point?? #and at that point i got too overwhelmed. #i've had lots of ideas since #but i haven't managed to develop any further than that #a lot of those didn't have fur though. so more accurately i'd be a scaly (or some things i dont know how to name. osteoderm-y? denticle-y?) #... #yeah these tags derailed harder than usual this time #anyway. for anyone still here. i eagerly await your thoughts re: the distribution of Enma's fur

[oatbugs]

hmm . tw for ed related stuff

#my mother has been obsessing over her diet etc for like my entire life . and then she wouldnt believe i was severely anorexic even tho the #doctors told me i was gonna die and i almost got kicked out of school for it . and she keeps saying stuff abt food and things sarcastically #whenever shes mad at me but even tho i technically know its sarcastic its still triggering. also im autistic so like my brain #internalises it a lot even tho its meant to be sarcastic idk . she just told since u were young i found it disgusting how much u ate . #like #what the FUCK makes u wanna say that . just bc shes mad at me bc i told her im not comfortable w her randomly changing my orders at #restaurants #i need to go back on campus mein gott #this is Unbearable

[grimsdeadb0nes]

I am awake and I feel as tho the SLW rewrite is maaaybbe ,,,hhhhalf-ish way done? All thats left for me to really do is finish place/zone and battle descriptions, and then finish Cutscene writing (which has its own whole separate doc)

#why is writing place descriptions hard tho like wtf #ig it doesnt help that i changed or tweaked some places so i cant just go off of whats already in game sometimes but still #and then once this parts done its back to Cutscenes #bc good LORD is there alot to do still there #feels like im writing a damn novel i havent written this much since school #is that sad- #ANYWAY #even tho im v picky i wouldnt mind getting one or two peeps to look over what i have- #special peepers if u will- just to look things over and make sure things make at least alittle sense #even if it isnt finished yet #maybe #m a y b e #bone rattling

[aria0fgold]

I have two sides, Sirius' Heart and Made For You. And a secret third side, A Perfect Match.

#aria rants #i rediscovered a song i used to loop A LOT! back when i was a teenager. when i say A LOT! it really was A Lot. i downloaded #the song and put it on pinkie (my rlly old and first ever phone) and play it Every. Single. Day. for YEARS until pinkie had to #unfortunately die of old age (she wouldnt turn on one day...) like id wake up in the morning. prepare for school. put my #earphones on and for the entirety of my 15 or 30 minute walk to school. id have ''made for you'' playing nonstop #and then at home-- if im not on the pc-- id play that song nonstop again-- and then before bed id play it nonstop Again #it was my breakfast. lunch. dinner song-- it was my morning. afternoon. night song. it was The Song of my teenage years ever #and ''sirius' heart'' is coming in Really close but not as close to the absolute insanity i had in regards to ''made for you'' #theres a third one tho which is the og of the og of The Song ever. actually lemme add that one to the post too #originally the post was just supposed to have sirius' heart and made for you but the og of the og has been added #ohgod im listening to a perfect match and maaaaan throwback!!! this is both embarrassing but also pretty fun #''a perfect match'' is a song that i looped WAAAAAY MORE than ''made for you'' it was like water to me in my childhood #like a perfect match is the song for my childhood (discovered it cuz of inuyasha. it was like-- our theme song amkdsfcgvb) #made for you is a song for my teenage years. and then theres sirius' heart being a song for my adulthood awww #i have the circ-- the triangle of life! not a circle its a triangle-- its my life pyramid there we go

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I put much more thought into my middle name than my first (still very little thought tho), but I still frequently just. Forget that my middle name exists. Despite having chosen it.

#so my first and middle names are austyn jace #for austyn i legit just went through a baby name site and read masculine names until i vibed with one #cuz when i chose ny name i thought i was a trans man #i chose austin. then as i discovered im nonbinary i changed it to austyn #its the feminine spelling of a masculine name so its kind of in the middle #but truly i just chose austi/yn because i vibed with it. like macimum 15 minutes of thought went into it #for jace i wanted a middle name that started with j so i could go by aj if i wanted #i considered james and liked that but there was a kid at school named james and he was a dick #jace has a similar sound and vibe to it so i chose jace #thats one i chose from my brain instead of the internet. and for a specific reason #sometimes i wish i had put more thought into my first name because it doesnt have any special meaning and isnt super unique #but irs mine. for awhile now ive been considering going by jace because its more of the nb vibe that i like #but recently one of my friends changed her name to jase (pronounced the same) so i simply cant change it to that now lol #ive been austyn for so long i wouldnt want to chsnge it. i love it #but occasionally i do regret not putting a little bit more thought into it #and i frequently forget my middle name tbh #'whats your middle name?' 'um.... jace!' #sometimes i switch back to my old middle name #whoch i dont hate. its lynn #but its a family middle name belonging to my mom and her mom and probably moms before her #and my mom was super transphobic when i came out so i got rid of that name super quick. killed that family name #if she hadnt been such a bitch i probs wouldve kept it #truly adds to the androgyny of the name #but i wanted to cut my connections so the family name died with me #austyn lynn is pretty tho #the y in both the names vibes together really nicely

[aroaceofthesea]

I was in a 18 bday party today and we didnt have a gift for the bday girl💀💀

#luckily we made a pretty good last minute save #im usually the kind of person to sit back and say yes to whatever ppl are saying to get for the persons bday #the problem is that this time there wasnt one big present and every group did their thing #and the four of our group were the same as me so we literally didnt even think of a gift until we were there💀💀 #luckily we know her rlly well (weve been friends since like 3) so we decided to get her a vale for puenting #<-sorry if the last sentence is illegible to you im too lazy to think how to say it in english #and we looked pretty cool and she was rlly happy with the gift so i take that as a win #it was a 25 ppl dinner and we only talked the 4 of us lolll (and with the bday girl obv) #but i had fuun i got to see sides of a couple of them that i had never rlly seen before #bc like the bday girl me and another weve known each other since forever we were bffs at school etc #the other two are from music and i n music theres a group that are kinda intimidating so most ppl outside that group arent rlly completely #themselves at music tho you get to see them after music when we stay talking or on the walk home etc #but theres not as much time so it was nice to get to know better the other two😋😋 #also im rlly happy bc the bday girl and the other one aftr years of barely talking even tho we saw each other every week it feels like #weve been reconnecting lately (we stopped being good friends bc life not any argument or anything) and i love it #like i know it will never be like it used to be in school when we were super close but its nice to have them as friends again #looking back on it our relationship was never very healthy (in any direction tbh) but it was nice while it lasted #i wouldnt want to go back to what we had but i would like to build a new and healthier relationship with them and its finally happening :) #ok that was a long rant lol #mine #life

[rambles-about-minecraft-ocs]

theres something so funny to me when hermits are talking about redstone and theyre like "and then theres an etho hopper clock here-"

like. of course they use etho hopper clocks, itd be weirder if they actively avoided using it, considering its like. a redstone thingy that is very useful and still works even after all this time, and from what i understand it was like. a pretty big deal in terms of useful things you could do with redstone back when he first made it because it opened up ways to do even more things with redstone

and like for the most part theyve probably been referring to that particular thing as an etho hopper clock for longer than theyve even known etho personally, considering the etho hopper clock predates his joining hermitcraft by at least 1-2 years, and several of the other hermits joining hermitcraft by even more. so of course they still call it that

on a related note, most of them likely had at least heard of etho before meeting him, even if they didnt personally watch him (tho i know some did) since he was an old school minecraft youtuber. like his original season 1 of "lets play minecraft" started when minecraft was so new it hadnt been officially released yet. literally back in minecraft alpha. he was a minecraft youtuber OG

so with those two points taken into consideration it completely makes sense that "etho hopper clock" is something ingrained into the terminology of anyone that does stuff with redstone somewhat regularly. theres no reason it wouldnt be

but when you put it into contrast with like. their actual interactions with etho. it kind of cracks me up???

its like. in my head the vibes are this: imagine building something and being like "okay guys, for this machine we need to use an archimedes screw, which is named of course after its inventor archimedes, a man so genius that to this day he is regarded as one of the most brilliant inventors and mathematicians to ever walk this earth" and then like thirty minutes later you go to a restaurant and you see archimedes, of classic antiquity fame, trying to eat a sandwich but the ingredients keep falling out in increasingly comedic manners. so you of course call him pathetic to his face, and then ask if he wants to try out your new totally-not-a-scam product that you carry on you at all times for opportunities like these. and for some reason he doesnt just say yes, but buys two

#ethoslab #ethos lab #hermitcraft #hermitcraft etho #this is almost directly copy-pasted from my DMs to my partner and they found it funny so im sharing it with y'all

[kenziecrystai]

Being a high achiever as a kid is the easiest way to shoot yourself in the foot for the rest of your life. Yes I'm serious. Once people start perceiving you as being "ahead of the game"

Nothing you do is ever gonna be good enough

I was THE goody-two-shoes top of the class in elementary school. I was getting yearly averages in the 90%s. Everyone I knew from that time and their parents know me as "the smart one." But I stopped liking school in high school, didn't go to a traditional college, and instead enrolled in a 1-year vocational program that has now landed me a full time position with a starting salary of $45k/year. Not bad, right?

Not good enough, according to apparently everyone over to age of 30 around me. I'm a pharmacy technician, so surely that means I'll go on to become a pharmacist, right? The fact that I would need to go to college for half a decade, and that I'm missing prerequisites for science programs because I knew I would hate them, doesn't matter, right?

Come on. You're so smart. You'll change your mind later. I could tell since you were little that you were gonna do big things.

This isn't good enough.

I could become the president, and people would still be telling me it's not enough

It's like perpetually being told "it's just a phase, you'll grow out of it" but instead of having weird interests it's the only job you can actually see yourself doing for a long time and enjoying it. It's having aspirations that aren't as grand as "become world famous and filthy rich" and that being Wrong for you specifically. It's your friends' parents being convinced you're gonna cure cancer because you were good at math that was more difficult than your grade level.

There's precious few things that I could do that these people would consider me reaching my full potential. Unfortunately for all of us, I'm not interested in those, so now they're always going to be disappointed when it's not their place to be so and they're going to make me feel like I let them down personally somehow.

All because I did well academically.

What a fucking joke

#kenzie's rambles #im serious tho one of my friends mom thinks im gonna become a doctor and cure cancer #and my bfs mom wants me to become a pharmacist so we can buy and run a pharmacy together #my own mom is also convinced im gonna become a pharmacist. from how miserable i was in school youd think she wouldnt push me to go back #all these people saw me do well in school and decided i had to continue doing that for the rest of my life and i cant fucking stand it

[sleepyjim]

i start school in like 12 hours im gonna explode /neg

#so scared im gonna throw up #none of my accommodations hav been like . Done yk #need an elevator pass and a staff bathroom pass .they said theyll send it to us or we can come pick it up from the school sometime #but as far as i know they havent even Made it #i need someone to help me get around the first couple days or I Will Die and they havent gotten back to us about that either #at least i got out of marching band but like #i really wanted to be in some kind of music class :( #but apparently ! in order to be in Any Music Class At All its Mandatory to take marching band for a year #girl that will kill me .i will die #but the band teacher was a huge ass about it and wouldnt even let me switch to another kind of band #like concert band or jazz band cause theres less physical activity than marching band #AND theyre Supposed to Do that for me anyways cause of my 504 plan #but idk the director just doesnt give a shit about it i guess #still rlly sad about that tho :( im taking music theory/history instead of an actual music class but like #it aint the same yk #OH YEAH!!! and the school introduced a new tardy policy!!! #if you're late to class At All theyre going to confiscate ur phone for the whole day #and report u to the dean #like #????? #but the thing is #im gonna be late to almost Every Class cause i gotta hustle my crippled ass around the school without any kind of mobility aid #cause they wont let me bring em #and im gonna hav to find someone with an elevator key to get to like . over half my classes #so gonna be late to a couple classes obviously #BUT !!!!! #if you're late more than 5 times u get in school suspension ! #im gonna . Get That just in the first day #and they wont make exceptions for me #and it fucking sucks

[jamesbukkakebarnes]

😒

#i thought i was done w school but rly i was just postponing that shit lmao #i thought i'd have time before going back for my bsn but fuck me i guess #AND im probably gonna have to get a loan?? kms 😭 #at least for the first term but thank fuck its not super expensive. plus if theres anyone who can finesse the govt for fin aid its me #best believe imma apply for all the scholarships 😤 no but srsly this is all bullshit ughh #i hope the job im trying to apply to is willing to hire me while i do this.. #if not im gonna have to find someplace else but man that would suck bc i really wanted to work there plus i have an in w someone #and its in the specialty im interested in 😭😭 #i just feel like i have wasted so much time i'd already have my bsn had i hustled but alas depression got my ass since last yr #OH WELL im in a better place now (even tho it doesnt seem like it. esp when i rant on here lmao) so nows a good time to start doing better #worst case scenario i get a crappy job working on a med surge unit while i finish my bsn and then i can start at this place 🙃 #i guess a bit of experience wouldnt be so bad but still :/ #ignore me #this sucks ass but 2023 is already better than the shit show that was 2022 lmao this is just the start of me getting my shit together 🤧