#i would die for this eternal being

[thephlat]

Prismo Cube my housemate made (they're a lesbian)

#i would die for this eternal being #its the only way to cope #prohibitedwish #fionna and cake #adventure time #fiona and cake #prismo the wishmaster #prismo #dont cry #craft

[bet-on-me-13]

Steph's Year of Recovery

So! Danny noticed that a new face had made it's way into town. Two new faces actually, an older lady known as Dr Leslie, and a girl about his age called Steph.

He first met them when he was at the hospital for one of his parents. They had stood too close to an explosion again, and he met them while he was in the waiting Area.

Dr Leslie was a strict but obviously caring older woman, who seemed to be the one taking care of Steph as a kind of maternal figure, or maybe more like an Aunt. She greeted him simply and then walked away to talk with the Secretary, leaving him to talk to Steph.

Steph was a blond girl in a Wheelchair, and he could see bandages piking out of her clothes as he talked to her. She explained that she had been in an Accident a few weeks ago that left her wheelchair bound for a while, and that she had come to Amity for their surprisingly good Medical Centers.

He and Steph got along really well, and by the end of it he asked her for her Number so they could continue talking later. They stayed in touch, and when she was finally permitted to leave the Hospital, he introduced her to his friends. They all got along like a House on Fire, both figuratively and in one memorable case very literally (Vlad had pissed them off okay!)

Eventually Steph recovered enough that she moved from a Wheelchair to Crutches, and their shenanigans got even more chaotic (Vlad hadn't even pissed them off, this time was just for fun)

The only thing Danny could complain about was the fact that Steph was hiding something from them.

She said that she had been in an Accident a while ago, which was why they had come to Amity in the first place. But Danny knew it was more than that.

He could sense lingering traces of Death coming from her after all.

...

Steph honestly loved her current life.

Sure she had lost everything, her home, her health, her friends, her life, but she had gained new things too! Like Danny and the Gang! They were honestly some of the best friends she had ever had, and for some reason they just clicked with her instantly.

Danny was interesting and funny, Sam was vegan and a badass, Tucker was smart and witty, they all fit with her personality perfectly! It almost felt like she bad been friends with them for years. (She ignored the way her heart skipped a beat when she saw them)

But she still couldn't shake the sense that they were hiding something from her.

She knew it had something to do with the Ghost Problem in the town. And wasn't that a kicker, there was a whole Supernatural Ghost Outbreak in this Town and nobody knew about it. Dr Leslie had said that Amity was off the map enough to hide from Bruce, but she hadn't mentioned it was hidden from the Justice League itself!

Danny, Sam, and Tucker definitely knew more about it than they let on however. Whenever a Ghost Attack would happen, at least one of them would rush off with some practiced excuse and return after the Ghost Attack was over all dirty. She could guess what was going on, and she really didn't like it.

(This had killed her, she had died doing what they were doing, she didn't want to lose them)

Eventually she had to confront them, coincidentally on the same day they decided to confront her.

"Are you Vigilantes?" / "Did you die?"

"..."

"What?" / "What?"

#Dpxdc #Dp x dc #Dcxdp #Dc x dp #Danny Phantom #Dc #Dcu #Stephanie Brown #Stephanie Browns Death #Steph actually did die to Black Mask #Dr Leslie didn't manage to save her but did manage to bring her back #How she did it is up to you #But because if that Steph needs Physical Therapy and Treatments only found in Amity #Amity is also secluded enough that Batman won't find them there #Steph knows she died but is willfully ignoring it to the point of almost repressing it #Especially because she doesn't know how she came back to life #She doesn't like that her brand new friends are also Vigilantes because being a Vigilante is what got her killed #She doesn't want them to die like she die #She doesn't want to lose her new friends #Trauma #Steph is Traumatized #Also all of them are 17 in this #Stephs age when she died is very vague but 17 is the most reliable middle ground #So the Trio has been Vigilantes for 3 years now #They know what they are doing and have a system so they can share the workload #Sam and Tucker still have their powers #So they can help Danny with the workload #Idk if Steph would develop Powers from the Treatment or her Resurrection but I kind of like the idea #Also yes this is Poly Eternal Trio + Steph cause she deserves happiness #I NEED more Steph Ships cause she deserves more attention

[partywithponies]

Julian died shagging a woman who appears to be close to Alison in age. The secretary he flirted with in The Ghost of Christmas also looks to be about the same age. He both lusted after Mike's sister, who is roughly the same age as Alison, and treated her as a surrogate wife. He has been sexual about/towards women younger than Alison on multiple occasions. Almost all of his pictures of Samantha Fox? They're from when she was considerably younger than Alison (she was only 27 when Julian died, and she was 17 when she first became a topless model). Women of around Alison's age and younger are demonstrably what Julian is primarily attracted to. All this to say, Julian seeing Alison as a surrogate daughter is not only not supported by canon, but people spreading the idea in the notes of my posts as though it was canon makes me very uncomfortable. It's weird. I don't like it. Please stop it.

#YES Alison is about Rachel's age. But you stay how you die. Julian is eternally in his 40s. His daughter in his mind is eternally 4. #women in their 20s and 30s are eternally what Julian is sexually attracted to #he doesn't see Rachel as being that same age. when he talks about her and dreams about her it's young child Rachel #there is no reason he would see Rachel in Alison unless he saw Alison as a literal infant. Which is also weird #now does Alison see a father figure in Julian? maybe. and I wpuld fully understand that. daddy issues gang represent #but let's not for a minute pretend this goes both ways #julian fawcett #alison cooper #bbc ghosts

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

[fallenrain40]

Mapleshade

i have many thoughts on her

edit: hold on i forgot her scars i will reupload later uhh just say this is her before all the stuff happened

#something something i think mentallly ill cats should be allowed to heal when they die instead of being punished forever for their illness. #especially cause its just going to make the mental illness worse. #thats not saying what she did wasn't horrible i mean obviously she murdered ppl #but she was literally HALLUCINATING HER DEAD CHILDREN and THAT is what caused her to go insane #why was she punished for what she could not control?? #mapleshade #warrior cats #mapleshade wc #wc art #wc #wc designs #art #autumn's art #my design #digital art #however i also think she is slightly stupid. for making her children walk into a flooding river. but again #i don't think that was “suffer for eternity” level stuff since she was being driven from her home and likely not in a good state to #make good decisions to begin with #and she narration shows she didnt even consider that the river would be dangerous

[jadewritesficshere]

Vanilla

Robin Buckley x female!reader

Had to write a small blurb for my best girl for Pride 💕

Contents: fear of homophobia (brief), no use of y/n. This is just pure fluff really

Robin smiled as you laughed at the joke she had said. She was worried you would think it was stupid or not funny or that you wouldn't get it and then she'd have to explain it snd then-

Her anxiety made her overthink often. Especially when it came to you. Robin didn't want to seem like a loser to you, like she has at school. Or just a band geek. You were so smart in her eyes, even if you claimed you weren't. She wanted to impress you. While she loved learning languages, it released a new fervor in her when you had told her it was "so cool" and smiled at her. You were learning sign language from her, something Steve and her had started learning after he had started to go deaf. Robin loved teaching you and having an excuse to touch your hands, molding them into the correct shape.

"Robs? Where'd ya go?" Your voice breaks her out of her thoughts. She turns her head on her pillow to look at you. Laying on your side, hair unkempt from your usual style. The smile on your lips. Robin turned onto her side, facing you. A piece of hair fell into her eyes, blocking her view of you. She went to move it and-

You push the hair behind her ear, hand trailing lightly down her jaw before retreating back towards the middle of the bed. The scent of vanilla from your wrist filled her nostrils. She hated that smell, only because of how it made her think of you. The thought of how sweet you smelled...how sweet you must taste. Her face flushing making you giggle slightly. "You're as red as a strawberry, Robs."

Robin opened her mouth but no sound came out. Your brows wrinkle as you take her in. Usually, Robin would be rambling by now. You loved listening to her talk, oblivious to the fact she was rambling to distract herself from thoughts of you.

But not this time. This time, Robin couldn't help but think of you. How much she wanted to hold you close. How much she wanted to kiss you. How she would gladly show you off if it wasn't small-town Indiana in the 80s. Robin wasn't even sure how you would react. She would rather suffer in silence being in love with you then have you walk away from being her friend.

"Robs?"

Robin smiled softly at you, trying to shake the forlorn feeling that had descended on her. She gently rests her hand on top of yours. "Do you ever think...of things you know you can't have?" She asks quietly. "What do you mean?" Robin looks up into your eyes. Your eyes conveying curiosity, but also warmth and safety. She clears her throat,"Like...someone you can't have?" You blink at her and hum," like a celebrity or someone famous?" "I mean yeah but like someone...closer? Someone you want to be around all the time. Who's beautiful."

You frown slightly," oh. You have a crush on someone?" Robin feels the warmth in her cheeks rising again, knowing she's gone red. "Who do you like?" You ask quietly. Robin bites her lip and you lightly kick her," Why can't you have him?" "Because it isnt a him...its...you." Your eyes widen in shock and you pull back.

Robin's stomach sinks and she clenches her eyes shut. Your hand moves out from under hers. She can feel her eyes start to water. She shouldn't have said anything, she should have stayed quiet.

Robin feels her hand get flipped over before a palm touches her. Fingers intertwine. "You like me too?"

Robin's eyes snap open and she gasps. The hopeful look on your face makes her heart pick up speed. "Yes! You like me too?" A laugh escapes her lungs as she squeezes your hand lightly. Your smile spreads across your face as you squeeze her hand back," Yes!" "Holy shit!"

You both laugh and smile at each other before she shuffles closer to you. Her eyes dart to your lips. Your hand tentatively returns to her jaw, thumb grazing her cheekbone. Robin thinks her heart is going to jump out of her chest. The butterflies that had been fluttering their wings in her stomach are now flying around wildly. Robin leans in, inhaling slightly.

The scent of vanilla floods her senses. The feeling of lips touching hers. A quick soft kiss, leaving her yearning for more. A gasp that escapes you as she kisses you firmer. Mouths moving together. Tongues darting out. Hands still intertwined between the two of you. The feeling of your hand on her jaw moving back into her hair, pulling her closer. Robin's free hand grasping your hip, pulling you closer. The unmistakable sound of lips smacking, gasps, and moans fills her ears. When you two part, you both are breathless.

She isnt sure how long you two had kissed, a few minutes or a few hours could have passed. But this moment in time is one she will never forget. You, smiling sweetly with swollen lips. Hands still intertwined. Giggling. Warmth spread within Robin's stomach. The scent of vanilla enveloping you.. She loved the scent of vanilla. The scent of home.

#Oh to lay in bed next to your loved one and kiss them silly #Oh to hold hands and confess your love #Robin's gonna go into work and dunk on Steve being unable to get a girlfriend and be like WELL I CAN BITCH #Steve's gonna be snarky but congratulate her...later takes you out and threatens you that you better not break her heart #You aren't sure if you are jealous your girlfriend has a ride or die that isnt you or mad that he thinks you would hurt her #You become friends after which Robin is eternally grateful to the universe both of her soul mates one romantic one platonic get along #Robin Buckley #Robin Buckley x reader #Robin Buckley x female!reader #Robin Buckley x you #Robin Buckley x y/n #Robin Buckley/reader #Robin Buckley/female!reader #Robin Buckley/you #Jade is Talking

[incoming-wormhole]

not to be a hater but man am I glad that SGU Season 3 never got to do the "they all wake up 100 years in the future" plot

#something so fascinating about SGU to me was their connection back to earth and how they're trying to relate with their loved ones #trying to start part of earth while living in the bodies of strangers to be in their own lives #i would have hated it if they woke up 100 years later and none of the other charaters were around #like Eli's mum not being there would've made me weep #and Matthew's son???? #eternally sad that we didn't get S3 but kinda glad we didn't see it live long enough to be that S3 #insert quote about die a hero or live long enough to be the villian #feelin controversial this afternoon #SGU #stargate universe

[trans-estinien]

i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.

#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY???????????? #can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before #is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people #i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this #was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something #“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT???? #bruh i can barely make eye contact w people... #my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever. #i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries #“men dont smile at people.” well they should. #ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet #“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART #i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself #i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit. #at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are #my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing #im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that #shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them #i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like #in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves. #its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like. #regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like??? #you can do what you want???? why do we care???? #and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism #i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people. #i cant wrap my head around it at all #not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing #(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way) #unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason

[hellgram]

HELLO???? IS ANYONE SEEING THIS

#i've been hearing that arcane is good for years but no one told me it would blow my dick clean off #vander CAN'T die i need this dynamic to keep being an eternal wretched cycle of mutual torment #mawdop #arcane watch

[bippap]

I wish we could at least spend our eternities together

HEY GUYS POST CANCELLED GAY RIGHTS WON

#chrobin #fire emblem #fire emblem engage #fire emblem awakening #fire emblem robin #fire emblem chrom #So I get that the fell dragon isn’t confirmed to be the awakening one #but in my mind I would think grima still being around means that a piece of robin is still in there since robin was kinda grimas vessel #like an awakening grima didn’t die until Robin also died and only when they were both dead could Robin be free of grima’s hold #so if robin is being dragged around by grima #and chrom is being dragged around in a ring #I find that so sad #like I think there’s a tragedy in two lovers forced to wait for the gods to let their spirits die #and for said lovers (or best friends) to spend these eternities apart #watching worlds be destroyed #one powerless to stop who they were a vessel for #and the other only having a fraction of their former personality left #having the willpower to do what it takes but having no strength to do it #it’s how in the future past Robin was able to at the very least stop grima from outright killing the children but can do nothing now #but to suffer in silence a la ‘I have no mouth and I must scream #listen I love tragedy

[termagax]

like i think to fish theyre just both people who shouldve died a long time ago and now they arent allowed to. because they need each other. and they both crave that and resent it.

#they WANT to be so important to him that he would fall apart without then AND they resent that they cant fall apart without hurting him #they were having a perfectly decent apathetic slide into eternal misery and then he had to go and ruin it with love. whatever. #like they want to be this essential part of his life because they loooove having that power over him they really really do #and theyre mean about it too. but like. they dont like that it goes both ways #they dont like being looked after or cared about because they get too used to it and they feel themselves falling in love w him again and #they run away. and eventually they come back or he comes back to them. and they tell themselves its just transactional like #they have something he needs and he has something they want #animal sir chloe style #but just like that its like. its NOT that. they need him so fucking bad and they feel better when hes around even when they hate his ass #and espeically after they start 'working' for jr with him its like. they really really love him so bad and they hate it. #these stupid assholes making them feel alive again. making them feel FEEELINGS. liek a PERSON. eugh #and i think they hate how scared they get when something happens to roadhog. theyre supposed to know better than that basically #they feel like needing him is vulnerable because it opens the door for him to hurt them again which is why they so enjoy being the one in #control + being the one who leaves #and the one who lashes out and ect ect. but they cant help themself and they hate hirself for it. so like. well the only solution is that #you shouldve killed yourself two decades ago so i couldve wasted away mad at you like i was supposed to and wed be done with it. #fishs got a case of wanting to die in such a way where they wont take any active steps to get there #but they resent being alive and they resent every minute of pain they endure by being alive. hence the very sex booze violence lifestyle #but the frustrating thing about him is that they. most of the time. like being alive with him. so they have to endure more #more pain and heartache and frustration. and they dont want to but they cant do anything else. they cant even leave again at this point #anyways. my fishy #🐟 #they have every disease

[emcads]

I’ve been thinking about vampire anatomy mostly because of smut threads and i am considering her respiratory system operating more or less like a snake’s, with one human lung falling into atrophy, and still able to intake oxygen while feeding. she would require a lot less breathing than a human would in normal circumstances (next to none when dormant), but the demands are increased in heightened physical activity like hunting, or sex. but when she’s not fed well she has to breathe more, as the blood that’s in low supply needs to be kept oxygenated.

#saying eh magic/ occult is unsatisfying to me lamkfsk #to me… the blood is what animates her and human blood requires oxygen #she wouldn’t *die* without it but she would not animate as a human being #ooc. ( ࿐ྂ ) lesjibbities dangereuses. #v: vampire. ( ࿐ྂ ) i will become eternally beautiful.

[abelllia]

There's one blorbo that doesn't communicate their needs/emotions because they don't want to be seen as a burden to other people. There is another blorbo that doesn't communicate their needs/emotions because they literally can not and find it difficult to communicate them effectively. These two blorbos are dating.

#I'll have you know this is about jmart #Like this is jmart to me #They're both emotionally constipated but in different ways #However I think it's also how they work? #Martin is scared of being seen as a burden because he's been treated as such...for a fair bit of his life #He always wants to be kind and approachable Martin because he thinks that's the only form people will accept him in #Like Martin can be bitchy but he doesn't do that because it contradicts that image #So all those little thoughts are left to steam and die in his head #With Jon I don't think he has to do that. He can be bitchy! #I feel like w/ Jon one can be as much of a bitch as one wants because you KNOW he'll be able to throw it back just as hard #But wait! There's more! #Jon wouldn't shy away from giving Martin what he needs or wants because that man would move hell to do stuff for people he loves #I am eternally pointing to MAG 22 when Jon immediately believed Martin's story and had him stay in the archives #Also when he fucking fought Elias to upgrade the security and co2 system in the archives #That was when he still RESPECTED the man! #Onto Jon #Jon is also mega emotionally constipated as in he doesn't know how to communicate his emotions effectively and carefully #In a way that won't have a fair amount of people wanting to sock him in the face #We've all listened to the show right? We get how he is. It's so hard to explain. #If only he could Compel himself into giving a coherent statement on his thoughts #And therefore his thoughts are also left to shrivel and die in his head #But then there's Martin who due to his upbringing is an *incredibly patient man* #He WILL get Jon's thoughts damn it. Jon WILL communicate with him. #Martin's already seen Jon's worst he can handle this #Now of course this only works when it. y'know works. But as long as they COMMUNICATE or get there somehow I think it's fine. #They take care of each other is what I'm saying #In an ideal world of course #Also damn it Jon really is a cat #Abellrambles #I don't think I worded the Jon to Martin portion well enough but Martin is so hopelessly devoted to this man-

[viriborne]

This will probably be the only drawing ever where I'll draw Solomon this obviously despaired

#like i was thinking abt just giving him his normal “umm nothing's wrong im 100% not experiencing the downsides of immortality” attitude #but i feel like when maxwell goes thru immortality wise is like 100 times worse than whatever sol has experienced #being bound to a torture chair where you cannot move an inch or even die for all eternity while the same song loudly plays and your only #hope is using your powers to kidnap other people in hopes that they find you and grant pity and free you/kill you before they are put in #the same position you were in and the cycle continues on like that forever would break anyone's spirit #and then ur brought back to life in place of one of your own victims and ur reminded that hey #your best friend fucking hates you for essentially taking them down with you to eternal-torture-ville and they're trying to kill you ovrnov

[just-a-dot]

I went to church with my parents today (don't ask) and one of the men my dad works with tried to set me up with his brother. -_-

He shows me a picture and says, "Here, he's the guy with the big beard. He is 28, likes guns and stuff, and has been having trouble finding some conservative girls, so if you want his number, just let me know."

How many red flags can you fit into a sentence??!!? YIKES.

#🤢 #i won't deny #I'm not happy being single #but #i would rather die alone with unrequited affection than be chained to a republican for Time And All Eternity #ricky i know you have good intentions but you and your brother are in 2 cults and need help but that is not my job #my posts #personal

[hellboyyy25]

I am so tired of the Trump cult obsession. I am so tired of the celebration of Roe vs. Wade and the sentiment that it's Gods good will of what happened in Oslo. I'm so tired of the transphobia. I'm so tired of them using slurs against people and saying 'ew' anytime something or someone gay is brought up. I'm tired of them sucking the NRAs cock while they buy themselves merch and flaunt around like they're proud gun owners after the Uvalde shooting. I fucking hate my life here, I am losing any hope and truly feel I have nothing to live for anymore. There seems to be no end in sight any time soon or maybe at all! I miss my cats, I miss my life, I miss myself. I feel myself spiraling every night and I cant sleep. It just gets worse every single day. But I have to pretend to be fine because I'll upset people with my negativity and if I lose my shit I could get kicked out and have no where to go. I'm tired of being used as the house mule to do all the things my families is to lazy to do themselves with no compensation and baking in the sun for hours on an empty stomach. I have no way to get a job in this rural area and my bike tire is popped and the frame is bent so I have no way to get around or make my own money to fix my bike and at the very least care for myself like buy fucking food so I can eat any other time besides dinner, which isn't even guaranteed half of the week. I'm hungry, tired, miserable and alone in this. I just dont even know what to do anymore and have no hope for the future because inflation is getting ridiculous and making everything 10x harder than normal.

#so worried about me in the after life #i am so over being around my family #i left years ago for a reason #and now i am literally trapped here #im exhausted #i genuinely dont wanna live #but too afraid to do anything about it #if i did die here too my family would just bury me with my dead name and disrespect me and my decisions #they would just favor their own beliefs at my funeral #Probably put a damn eternal curse on my soul by baptizing my dead body or some shit which I've told them I dont want #because theyre #pathetic peices of fucking dog shit #theyre so worried thats why they do nothing but put me to work in the heat for hours on an empty stomach #i was told i would be getting paid for my work #yet ive only gotten 50 bucks once a month ago and havent seen shit since