#i wish i didnt care

[ganondoodle]

I'm interested in your thoughts on the new trailer!

And that voice actors was... not my first pick, personally 😅 there were so many others they could've chosen! 🥲 cuz while it's not confirmed who's speaking I can't think of anyone else it could be--

alright, so just a heads up, im not trying ruin anyones fun and i hope you can ignore my very weird opinion without hating me bc theres never been a new zelda game while i was this deep into the fandom and cared so much and when i care about something alot i have very strong feelings about everything ... so here are my honest thoughts after seeing the trailer twice (it might differ with time but this is how i feel now)

the gan voice sucks ( english is unbearable to me but so is all the english VA unfortunately, german is .. fine but sounds like discount daruk?? but at least its fits more to a mummy, japanese is the best one but also a bit generic) its way too light, expected much deeper, and also way too clear, you cant tell me a 10.000 year old mummy can talk like that

typical villain "uhohohoho im so eeeviiiil"speech, i expect as much of the plot now

that very light skinned in white dress person is either hylia or "ascended" zelda or some shit and i hate it (yes partly bc i have been trying to write my comics plot around the lore in a way so it rarely if ever contradicts canon and my fear or totk throwing all that work out the window is now greater than ever, yes yes i can just ignore and move one but i cant .. i guess thats my autism brain or soemthing else thats wrong in my meat orb but i just care too much, i just spent so much time working on this plot and it might all be for nothign now bc i specifically wanted it to fit neatly into the empty spaces the canon left .. and i KNOW im being an ass, this is just how i feel, unfiltered ..) but not JUST bc of my stupid little story i made up about a franchise i dont own but just generally hoped she wouldnt play role and stay in those damn statues and mangas or whatever

lastly the buidling ..... wh ... i do not like .. fortnitetification of botw..... no ...... i guess it could be fun to fiddle with but if its the focus ... no thanks ..

i hate to be so negative, i hate to hate, i hate that i care so much i hate that i feel like this

but i feel like this, right now :(

#ganondoodles answers #of course im hoping for the best #but i am very scared and disappointed right now #i need to sleep and think more about it #and please #im not trying to be a hater or annoying #im sorry im like this #i wish i didnt care #...

[somb3rwolf]

Isn't it just lovely when your best friend purposely tries to drift away??

#especially for a controlling piece of shit boyfriend #she's done this twice already and always comes crawling back. #this hurts #what did i do to deserve this #im not sure i can forgive her this time #all i did was be there for you #friends #friendship #tw depressing stuff #depressing quotes #depressing shit #anxious feelings #tw self destructive behavior #feelingsoftheday #sad thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #negative thoughts #feelings suck #i wish i didnt care

[dandelioneffect]

I thought i was done with that flop sport but i followed it for yuki

#i wish i didnt care #i just wanna see him do well but i fr hate this sport #ad21 u will always be my enemy

[naenaex0xx]

Constantly feeling like I don't belong

#anywhere really #doubt anyone will see this #but then again whenever ibsay thaf someone sees this stuff #ugugug #i wish i didnt care #naes brain posts

[woahthisguy4721]

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#i wish i didnt care

[goldrushzukka]

i know they would never speak their full minds publicly out of love and respect for ariel so can someone bug keith and beckys apartment already i need to know what eugene is saying in their kitchen rn

#i feel safe coming here to the cringe website to share my thoughts #unfortunately i do give a shit about this drama. like i do care. i wish i didnt but i do so lets move on #mine #try guys #nedgate #<- my tag for this situation if anyone wants to filter!

[kana7o]

May Sketches!

#obikin #i had fun with all of these HUHUU #theres 2 whump pics and they look the same bc i didnt read the prompt properly LMAO #it was supposed to be anakin taking care of obiwan.... #oh well two cakes #and obiwan is in pain either way so <3 #ALSO I WISH I COULD DRAW BEEG SCARY ANAKIN TOWERING OVER HIS SMOL MASTER #IM NOT GOOD AT DRAWING FURRY THO CRIES #I FORGOT TO TAG #pregnancy #IM SORRY I FORGOT SHDVZYAVS #mpreg #sw

[shibuiking]

#i havent been drawing at all lately the rotting is getting worse (literally i have a tooth Issue) #this is all i got this week #orikan the diviner #necrons #40k #i wish drawing didnt need as much motivation as it does man. its so hard #i dont think i drew it well since i covered up the other side too bt in my head hes also. doesnt take care of himself #so thin to the point of it looking worrying #working to the detriment of his own health feels very right for him. to me at least #i actually rly like drawing this too w flagellant darkest dungeon... so shaped and sharp

[cloudysarts]

wow look at these 2 random human men. i wonder if this moment will be paralleled in their afterlives

~i dont support vivziepop or her shows + this art/redesign is from my rewrite~

#Hazbin Hotel #Hazbin Hotel critical #hazbin hotel redesigns #angel dust #anthony #husk #husker #huskerdust #angelhusk #human angel dust #human husk #SORRY SORRY SORRY i know i posted another hellaverse thing within the last 24 hours. it for sure will happen again #earlier i got an anon that said smth like 'why are you hyperfixated on a show you loathe. this woman didnt do anything to you' #first of all i dont know. i sure wish i was focused on smth else rn bc this sucks lol #second of all. i dont know how to explain to you that youre supposed to care about other people. i hate her and her shows bc shes like #the shittiest person in the world lol. she is literally racist transphobic antisemetic etc etc etc....??????? #i think the shows are salvageable bc it has a good premise but unfortunately vivzie//pop is a fucking idiot so SOMEONES gotta do it right

[ganondoodle]

did a quick edit, green begone

#ganondoodles #this is official art i edited #bc im sick of his green skin #and no i dont care he always had that #i wished he didnt this time ok

[biblicalhorror]

Has anyone addressed the fact that laszlo and nadja had matching hair highlights AGAIN in the finale but this time they were blue

#i clocked it immediately #i need someone to gif them for me bc idk how #but i feel like theres something there with color analysis and the red highlights showing up when nandermo is fighting #(night market + i think the most recent time was when nandor told guillermo they didnt need him? i could be wrong) #but then these new blue highlights showing up when nandermo fighting is what everyone expects #but instead we get an episode filled with nandor gently caring for and protecting guillermo #and overall just an episode about how much they all care for one another #but its tinged with longing and distance because to be a vampire means you have to keep everyone you love at arms length #i wish i knew how to make gifs so that i could do so much analysis based on the hair and wardrobe of this show. theres so much there #wwdits

[storge]

Miss, don't cry. If you hadn't saved me back then, I would have already died in that lake. No, you're the one who saved me. It was true before and it's still true now. You're the only one always by my side. [...] You are the only Fangyin. You are the best Fangyin.

Story of Kunning Palace (2023) 1.37

#story of kunning palace #宁安如梦 #cdramaedit #userdramas #cdrama #asiandramanet #cdramasource #dailyasiandramas #asiancentral #asiandramasource #bai lu #melody tang #mymymy #ep 37 #:( #this was soooooooooooooooooo not cool #the way the ost came in had me hurttededdd #we didnt get enough of fangyin in the latter half and i wish we had #we COULD HAVE HAD IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL #i def felt her pain on how she always wondered if it was actually HER that xuening cared about and not the ghost of someone else #that was ouchhhhhhh cause she was awareeeeeee #bai lu shock and criessssssssssssss blesseddeddd #every dramatic drama needs a crying scene

[luck-of-the-drawings]

oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself

#jrwi riptide #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi show #gillion tidestrider #edyn tidestrider #RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!! #SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH?? #gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt #HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN #HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED #I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it #andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother #OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART #REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS #the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors #A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire. #A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay #even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened. #you really missed having her here #OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion #BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past #you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you? #instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions #all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo #chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!! #I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains. #they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu..... #OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING #when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see

[garnet-xx-rose]

You know as much as people give Raoul shit, myself included, I have to say that I never realized how integral a good Raoul is to the efficiency of the love triangle. A Raoul that doesn’t show interest in Christine or scoffs at her conflict with the Phantom just makes the whole dynamic unbalanced. 

If Raoul’s not as devoted and in-love with Christine as Erik is, than Erik’s actions and misdeeds look ridiculous because he’s trying to win Christine over from a guy that doesn’t even care about her or what’s going on. And then it kind of makes Christine look like an idiot for wanting to marry Raoul if he doesn’t really care for what she’s going through. It’s like he’s promising her all of these things in AIAOY out of obligation rather than love. (Oh this crazy hot chick wants me to save her from a ghost. I don’t know what she’s on but whatever I’m getting laid). You’d almost rather she be with Erik because at least he’s passionate about her. If anything, his actions almost seem justified in that he’s trying to take Christine away from someone who doesn’t appreciate her and her talents.

The best trio performances to me are when all three of them are unhinged: Erik is Erik, Christine is scared and horny, and Raoul wants to be a hero so bad he can’t recognize when he’s near as obsessive as Erik. Like, the fun of POTO is how in love both Raoul and Erik are with Christine and the way they go about expressing it, both the good and the bad. The Final Lair is when they both realize that they’ve hurt Christine in their “quest” to do what they thought was best for her.  They are opposites, but they also share similarities.

Anyway, John Riddle and Hadley Fraser are fantastic Raouls, though they play him differently, and I think we should talk more about his importance in this narrative. 

#poto #phantom of the opera #raoul de chagny #Christine daae #Raoul/Christine #erik/christine #Poto 25 #Yea Paul's Raoul inspired this point #his performance genuinely left me angry when I saw the show last week #I never thought I would care so much about a Raoul performance and yet #I didnt realize I saw John back in November and oh how I wish he was there that night

[tubapun]

Marcille would still be doing all this for Laios if he and Falin had switched places btw. It'd be a little less romantic but like. That's her bestie. She'd do dark magic for him.

#dungeon meshi #people are treating her and chilchuck like some scooby fans treat velma i think #where they take her frustration and snark to mean she doesnt actually care for her friend #instead of realizing that actually she deeply cares about him and the frustration and snark is bants and wishing he cared about himself #in the same way she does #Marcille doesnt hate laios she just wishes he didnt jump to eat monsters sp quickly #shed rather he eat stuff she likes because shed connect with him over it #also not to mention she explicitly is like 'hey healing magic is intimate get over it' when she teaches him #dotn get me wrong she was being extra intimate with falin cause shes in love #but the only difference in the bath scene would be that she wouldnt be in the bath with him #shed still wxamine him because she cares #the biggest evidence for this is how similar laios and falin are about eating monsters and how much marcille is still like #ogh i wish you wouldnt #to falin

[naturecalls111]

on liking girls

#comic #vent art #other fandoms #the fandom is my personal life LMAO #I had posted this on twitter and deleted it because it was vent art from back in like. Ohhh I forget. Must have been january #Like I had just had my birthday and I don't know what it was but something made me realise like #oh. I haven't come out to my parents #like it's Been a minute I probably should right #and my parents are like. the best in the world I say that with my whole chest #my sexuality is not something they would ever care about let alone judge me for #like they have so many gay friends OBJECTIVELY I KNOW THIS IS A NON ISSUE LOL #but I don't know. something about it DOES feel dangerous and I can barely come to terms with it #I hate the idea of making it a "thing'. does that make sense #i don't want it to be a “thing” #I don't want them to tell me they'll love me no matter what and that this doesn't change anything #I don't want to have to subject them to feel like I'm “opening up” and then Have to respond like that #I wish it felt like as natural of an integration as someone is being straight you know #i wish it was: i come home with the prettiest girl in the world (she is the prettiest because she is my girlfriend) and they're just like #“hi! so nice to meet you! lets sit for tea!” #and thats it no questions asked. my mom or dad wouldn't ask “why didnt you tell us?” does that make sense #This is why none of my highschool friends know either #i'll tell them if they ask but I don't want to make a performance of Telling Them #I don't. Owe them that #I don't owe anyone a heads up. I don't want to. I don't want to make it A Thing #It's a Me thing. I don't get why it has to be turned into a You thing. #also hi if you havent seen my face i look like That LOL