#i want to watch bottoms so bad

[stolen-wolfbread]

I'm so glad Havana Rose Liu is getting proper recognition around here. She played her heart out in No Exit. I fell in love with her at first sight.

#i want to watch bottoms so bad #havana rose liu #my wives #i fell in love with danny ramirez too ngl #that movie was like a bisexual fever dream #and the all state dude was there too #no exit #no exit movie

[fromalltononeandback]

I like that the general consensus is that L is a top—from what I’ve seen on ao3 of the fanfic I’m reading of Lawlight

I just love it like everyone’s like “Yeah he’s a top” and it’s not because he like exudes top energy—at least to me— it’s because the fact light is such a bottom.

the definition of bottom

He is like the brattiest bottom it’s just like— it makes sense, it just does. like he is and it shows

boy has a god complex and most definitely a praise kink and L is fine with it but he’s also aware that it most defiantly makes him a bottom

AND— AND the funniest part???

the fact that light wants to be a top so bad,,, like boy i’m sorry you’re just not

#the more i think about it the more it makes sense #i was trying for the longest to see how that would play out when i was first watching the show #and it’s just so obvious now #like i couldn’t see L being a bottom and couldn’t see Light being a top #even though boy wants to be a top so bad but it’s just not happening #sorry sweetie #it’s a no #l lawiet #light yagami #lawlight #ryuzaki #death note #ryuk death note

[dodecademons]

Bottoms was good and funny. It's unserious and had some bloopers/outtakes at the end which I love about movies. The behind the scenes stuff. Is it weird of me to say I liked the violent parts? Something about bloody noses and lips just *chefs kiss* anyway there was like 7 people in the theatre and this older lesbian couple sat sorta close to me and i wont lie it made me soft and a little emotional. It was nice.

#just enjoy the movie and have a good time #it isnt groundbreaking or anything it's just silly and i liked that #not everything needs a statement piece ya know #Bottoms 2023 #Bottoms the movie #hope yall get to see it since it expanded to more theaters again #ruby cruz character hazel made me want to cradle her head and just protect her from all the bad #i truly did feel some sorta way about the blood parts #anyway #the older couple wanting to watch a movie with queer characters on the big screen because its a more recent thing #they were like 50s-60s #also the woman at concessions was flirting with me but the movie was starting so i got my icee and zoomed away

[coridallasmultipass]

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#it turns out that watching saw while snacking and knitting is indeed very good for your mental health #my body knew what i needed lmao #i got so many rounds done so i feel productive too and the irony of knitting a red and white scarf in the round... #...(meaning as a spiral - helical knitting) is not lost on me but the hidden spirals of the knitting project came after the spirals on saw #((its yoko's cowl from gurren lagann lol)) #idk how im gonna block this thing bc it has wild floats showing on the front so im gonna need like 60 pencils to slide in there... #...before i start pinning it down and spraying it and idk how thats gonna go but it 100 percent needs to be blocked #tension? who the fuck knows what that is lmao #also the floats were a bad idea but like i didnt wanna knit 10 bobbins in the round for my first time knitting w bobbins #theyd tangle every time the project twists lmao but whatever im making the extra stripes caused by the floats to work #i wasnt sure how to stagger them in a way that wouldnt look weird and i had already unknit the project like 5 times so i committed #speaking of its 240 stitches each round lol its killer but its going so whatever. #im at about 6.5 inches and i want probably around 14 (im gonna connect the top and bottom to make it reversible/hide the back) #so yeah my night was better than the day i had thankfully #im so tired tho lol #i havent worked out yet today and i dont know if im gonna force myself to lol hashtag no days off lololol #ill see how i feel after i brush my teeth if im up for it i guess but im pretty tired from being mentally stressed all day #anyway good night ill prob #delete later / /

[deeisace]

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#having a bad time tonight tbh #1. i have a sore throat #2. bottom dysphoria is kicking my arse. breaking my queer little heart. #it's pretty new i don't have any tricks to help #3. thinkin bout cancer #like like um so #i don't want bottom surgery purely cs it's a whole thing to sort and you have to go under a bunch #and im terrified of just not waking up y'know #i can and i will for top surgery and hysto ill force myself through it bcs it is what i want #for trans reasons #and also hey i can definitely die slowly of various cancers #like my nan and her mum. and my gran (not dead yet). and my dads (bio one clear for 25/4 years. blacksmith one currently getting a diag). #or! i can maybe die quickly of something that is actually useful to me. y'know. #but bottom surgery is still 3 goes am i remembering right? for something that like #i am uh. like it's not fair. it's not. i should and i don't and ugh. #but it's too much to do to fix it. dyou know? and i just i just #bluh #im. gonna try not to think for a while. gonna watch stupid youtube videos instead

[martynsimp69]

Hello there martynsimp69 I hope you’re alive after the Events

im coping <- this is a lie

#limlife spoilers #limited life finale #limited life finale spoilers #limited life spoilers #ask #anon #i stood in the kitchen watching eggs boil on the stove thinking about a scenario where martyn ends up trapped in the end of limlife #no ghosts. nothing to strike him down. the timer paused indefinitely. forever stuck with the time he stole #extra hours and minutes sitting heavy in his chest stretching out impossibly long #i thought about so long spent alone in a server frozen in time that he dives down deep #because the sun stopped moving. the timer is paused and everything else is too. nothing new spawns and he's killed all the mobs #and its always daylight and hes sick of it. hes sick. so he dives #dives until the sea is dark and heavy and cool around him like twilight. and maybe down there when his lungs start to burn-- #--the kelp and coral start to look like reaching hands. and maybe theres something about forever carrying someone'e stolen time that-- #--starts to feel like hauling around a body. because thats all thats left of them isn't it? thats all there is. their corpses are gone. #keepinventory is something that can be so personal. or impersonal as it were bc unless you were skizz u took everything with u when u died #theres nothing to remember the dead by #except their time. and martyn's timer won't budge anymore. so he supposes he's carrying whatever little is left of them #barely an hour. all that's left of scott is 30 minutes of an hour that refuses to end. he'd wanted that time so bad. he's so sick of it now #anyways. the point of this was supposed to be something about martyn hallucinating scott at the bottom of the ocean and nearly drowning #this is the second au where ive drowned martyn. the first one came to me in a dream. sorry idk whats going on there #i severely lost the plot of these tags my ramen is getting cold #other notable events of the day is martyn answering an ask about his martitties. im coping with that badly as well

[ssaalexblake]

It is, objectively, super funny that the Trek fandom in general is sitting around hoping that STP ignores their faves and doesn’t try and involve them. I mean, it’s many other things as well, but it’s funny that I keep being recommended random posts of random people crossing their fingers hoping that their blorbos will be ignored, never be seen on screen, and therefore saved from anything from bad characterisation to death via stupid contrived avoidable circumstance. 

#that picard one #i feel like this could be some kind of bottom line on fan reactions tbh #we don't WANT our faves back #is... one hell of a indictment really #meanwhile the posts that truly baffle me are the shippers between the titular character and his ex cmo being Happy #if this were one of my big ships #(i casually enjoy it in tng) #i'd be Fuming!!!! #she's treating him like a doormat #they literally haven't had Any positive interaction?? (i've not seen this week's ep tho) #i... have not seen any content here that makes it seem like the Show ships it tbh #and if i trusted the writers i'd think that's bc they're not trying to push the ship #but i don't trust them. i've watched this season. l o l. #like honestly the downgrade in respect JL would be getting here if they decided to dear john laris for this ship is #astounding #(my main theory is they're gonna have Her ditch him so he doesn't look bad. if the stoy doesn't fit just bullshit it #is the method of this season so i don't feel bad for assuming this of them #if i'm wrong good. but i doubt it)

[apotelesmaa]

Objectively yes five pebbles deserves most of the blame for every problem in rain world but I think seven red suns does not get near enough flack for knowing five pebbles wanted nothing more than to end it all, knowing he shared resources with moon, knowing 5P trusted and looked up to him and STILL choosing to send him the information on the very risky plan to die that requires constantly utilizing every drop of water at your disposal and requires complete perfection in execution to avoid giving yourself super turbo mega cancer. & then going Omg I can’t believe five pebbles has done this :( why is he so mad at me now :( my iterator in Christ you literally gave him step by step instructions on how to ruin his life and accidentally kill his sister what did you think was going to happen.

#rain world #moon deserves none of the blame btw I stand by this. her forcing the message was a last ditch attempt to get 5P to stop literally killing #her. how was she supposed to know what he was up to. #i also stand by the fact that 5P is an incredibly tragic and complex character who shouldn’t be exclusively viewed as bad. i could write an #essay on that but I don’t want to do that and you don’t want me to do that #i think more people agree with the 5P thing but accept him trying to blame moon as fact #rather than intense denial that he put himself and her in this situation and can’t fix it #& I think people also view 5P as he is during the events of the game as his entire personality #instead of watching someone at rock bottom grab a shovel go ‘I can fix this’ and keep digging #because I think up until rivulet he’s in such deep denial that he can’t help himself or reverse what he did to moon with a simple solution #i can’t remember who said it but I think one of the devs said ‘do u think moon would still care so much about 5P if he was always like this’ #sighs. he is unfortunately just like me. self recognition through video game character that ruined everything. #rain world spoilers #i guess?

[waywardsalt]

Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.

Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!

the answer ended up being really long lol

Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...

Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)

other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.

there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.

nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.

the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.

honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.

now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.

honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.

i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.

other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.

yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.

#asks #zeldanamikaze #salty talks #i think for media to really fuck me up there has to be some kind of intense emotional aspect to it or have some specific visual stuff #my enjoying of berserk is proof that it takes specific stuff to really get to me. the way i tested if id be fine reading berserk is so #fucked in hindsight. i straight up looked up the two most infamous eclipse chapters online and read them to make sure id be fine #what the fuck. i just dove in head first fucking god #anyways yeah. like berserk is generally fine for me but cowboy bebop episode 20 did have me a lil fucked up. its so good #ive been looking more into horror stuff recently and i have a lot of respect for (well-executed) horror games like damn. i wanna play #silent hill 2 so bad. it's a really interesting genre when pulled off effectively on a level deeper than just 'oh look at this scary thing' #anyways. i recently watched mononoke and its not really horror just kinda unsettling. its so fucking good #tbh tho there are some fanfics ive read that did actually fuck me up (which is why i kinda have an aversion to angst) #but i didnt want to talk abt those bc i dont want to name names or anything. theyre good fics they just affected me pretty negatively #generally its more like. freaky irl things that fuck me up but thats not fun to talk about its just like. depressing #sorry it took so long to reply to this i hadnt really sat down to write it or anything an just. couldnt think of much lol #anyways ig bottom line is that its more likely for non-horror stuff to fuck me up? or its gotta be specific stuff idk #i played a few hours of portal 1 at a friends house years ago and for some reason it creeped me out a whole lot #strangely enough i dont think scooby doo mystery incorporated fucked me up when i first watched it #i think there was like 1 episode that scared me more than the rest but it was never too bad #and that show is regarded as likely the most actually scary scooby thing. its rlly good #im pretty sure scooby doo was my first (or one of my first) special interest #also (similarly) i dont really get nightmares too often my dreams are just kinda really weird most of the time #i did actually have like. a scary dream recently but i dont know if id fully call it a nightmare

[puthyflapps]

When the world collapses and we move into a post apocalyptic era where shoni images are the new form of currency, how much will this one be worth?

#50 million simoleons at least #also I’m sure everyone has noticed but when EJ smiles her bottom lip pulls further back on one side and it gives her a little crooked smile #and I 🫶🏻 it so there’s that #and then completely unrelated to this post but what if Toni was keeping Shelby company on her assigned fire watching night and they make the #decision together to not stoke the fire 👁👁 and then imagine the drama when it’s revealed to the other girls like imagine they’re suing Dawn #of Eve and Gretchen and her legal team decide to pull a little uno reverse when Shelby or Toni is on the stand and they like straight up ask #ya know if you wanted to return to your lives back home and being on the island was so bad and if it #was also traumatic and dangerous etc etc then why’d you choose not to alert the boat that was out there and then boom roll surveillance clip #DRAMA 😩🤩 #ion know I kind just like the idea of Shelby and Toni having this deep talk on the beach and sharing what their home lives were really like #and Shelby full on drops the facade and really admits just how dark her household was and the fear she has of returning so when they see the #light on the horizon and she goes to get the wood Toni stops her and they stare at one another just long enough to have this silent convo #and go let the boat get away 👁👁👁👁 it’s like they’ve wordlessly made a pact that they’ve promised to uphold until their last days #in this scenario we’ll say miss marty b doesn’t go catatonic because she’s suffered enough and I think it’d be more interesting to see #Martha and Toni’s relationship tested after having such a big betrayal exposed #slay #shoni #toni x shelby #shelby goodkind #toni shalifoe #the wilds

[sochilll]

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#ooouuuuuuuwaaaaaaaag #my friend wants me to enter a piece into this art show thing (it’s all mediums so short fiction is a category) #she also wants to enter but she wants us to do it together but I am scared!!! #they only pick 10 people so already a slim chance we’d get in but if we did we have to read it at the showcase #scary!!! #but she really wants me to do it with her nakidrjkgjrkfjfkfjd #idk idk idk #also in a bad mood bc me and my roommate were supposed to go see bottoms again but she flaked cause she was tired (even though we weren’t #going until the evening anyway) #and it’s leaving theaters Thursday so we’re probably not gonna see it again #I’m considering going by myself on Tuesday or Wednesday #cause I wanna see it again in theaters!! #she said we should just buy it when it comes to streaming but I’m not paying $25 to watch it at home and have it possibly be removed #whenever they want #waaaah I hate when people cancel plans !!! #anyway that’s all rant over #personal

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

bakuten is so underrated it makes me so sad 😭

like, the movie is finally available only for the fandom to be dead silent cmon WAKE UP WHERE ARE YALL

#atp ill make the fan content MYSELF #(<- already has a million other projects) #everyone has moved on but im still here 😭 #anyways please watch bakuten if you havent its so good #very wholesome feel good sports anime yall will not regret it i swear #(also yes it is *very* fruity like any other sports anime. misato and futaba own my heart rn THEYRE SO CUTE !!) #(if that doesnt convince you then idk what will lmao) #(uh uh.. oh! the animation is also very pretty! the gymnastic performances look so good and overall the show is very aesthetically pleasing #(and the movie only gets better it was STUNNING) #(i want to make so many gifs so bad bc th3 animatioh is truly top tier but i have no idea how ;-;) #bottom line is #watch bakuten!! you will not regret it!!

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

if anyone needs me i will be rewatching trigun 98 and tristamp over and over until my brain explodes

#had a bad time in therapy today sigh #first time i cried in front of the new therapist wooooooooo #and we havent even started talking about the painful stuff yet. how tf am i gonna handle that #(spoiler: im not <3 we dont have to talk abt it if i never bring it up) #also being. slammed with nostalgia (/neg) and i cannot get rid of it and it fucking sucks #got a. bad taste in my mouth. from like. everything rn #anyway. if anyone needs me i will be bolting myself into a shitty tin can and sending myself to the bottom of the sea. #not to see the titanic bc im not dumb and full of hubris. but just like. in general #im down there now. i want to fucking explode #sorry bad joke <3 i wanna kms so bad. i wanna wake up tomorrow and be in a universe that is Not This One #aaughrggghrghr. im angry and j dont know what im angry at . i wanna. fling myself into space #so instead i will watch trigun and if i start posting about max in the next day or so well can you blame me. #i hope someone draws him for artfight. specifically. hes rlly cool #i have his page uploaded already but im sooooo bad at making descriptions #oh fuck i also learned how to fucking tag things on artfight now omg. i didnt know that was a thing. #how did i do three years of this shit and not TAG anything. what the fuck #anyway. wish i was a guy covered in blood rn. maybe i should watch hannibal instead #is it time to bring out ol reliable and watch the stab scene from mizumono on a loop again #and perhaps i will listen to sodikken misery meat and people eater. idk. spice it up a little #girls when they say they want to be held: screenshot of the way hannibal holds wills face before gutting him like a fish #im feeling rlly normal rn if you cant tell

[nounpolycule]

My toxic trait is like I mean Blink is good but I can't wrap my head around it being the highest rated episode of Doctor Who on IMDb. Top 30 fine but #1?

#it's not my favorite episode it's not my favorite RTD era ep it's not my favorite s4 ep it's not my favorite RTD era ep written by Moffat #it's not my favorite Weeping Angels episode (though I will say that it's the best) it's not my favorite Doctor-lite episode #it's certainly not my favorite episode of TV of all time and I also would say it isn't the best either #I don't think about it unless someone brings it up I don't watch it unless I just watched Human Nature/Family of Blood and let it play #it's not /bad/ it's just. meh. #full respect to people that love it but I don't get why it's above Heaven Sent she is a cinematic masterpiece #actually what I really don't get is The Husbands of River Song being /46 out of 198/???? #how is THORS one of the lowest rated (bottom 5 of 15) episodes that River is in. this is homophobia just like the lack of a 12river kiss. #sorry I saw the post about it being one of the best episodes of TV of all time again & there's people arguing about other things on my dash #& I've taken my meds but not actually started anything & I'm actively avoiding what I need to be doing #thus I am saying things I would not say in a fully public Discord server per usual #also sometimes I see people suggest it as a first ep to watch (not a 'if you only watch 1 ep' but a 'watch this first') which is a dif rant #like I'd show my dad Time Heist because I don't expect him to get into the show but I think he'd enjoy that one #but at the very least go with en episode thet follows the formula if you want to get someone into the shoe #*show #so that they know. whether they'd like the show. #personally I'm a big ''start with Rose'' fan but I have many biases including I don't like consuming media out of order #but like. there is someone I want to make watch s8 and s9 and I'm not necessarily going to make her watch 1-7 first #like Deep Breath (a Doctor's first episode) is a reasonable starting point to me #a Doctor's first episode/a companion's first episode/an era's first episode are what make the most sense to me for a first ep ya know? #bonus for all three. #but like would you start SPN with Changing Channels as a ''do you like the vibes of this show?'' #or Hush or Tabula Rasa for Buffy? (I outsourced that one so if it doesn't get my point across not my fault I am buffyless) #anyway. #someday I'll watch Buffy someday I'll start arguments on the internet about more important things that sharing an unpopular DW opinion #and someday I'll start things on my to do list with less than 3 hours of coaxing #okay have a nice day. 👍 #i speak #kasteraxilkemeryapheshexerindaikyat.pdf

[sanstropfremir]

new smf teaser and i love the confidence of roh taehyun this dude is so unhinged

roh taehyun is THE most unhinged person i've ever seen on kr broadcast tv, he came on this show just to talk shit and be crazy and his motor mouth is RUNNING

#you fucking crazy insane man we are gonna get you your moment!!!!! #men are sooooooooooooooo dramatic this show is gonna be a MESS #also please please please i hope that clip wasnt just an edit bc i want guys doing a strip battle to apple bottom jeans SO BAD #me watching a trailer of a bunch of guys dancing: ok but let me see more of boa's outfit tho #text #smf #answers

[damnprecious]

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow for the first time in like a decade if not counting in the one time I went to get one wisdom tooth pulled out bc I’m a human disaster like that and I’m so anxious about it jdfjhdfhfh how does one survive a dentist

#noopa rambles #it's like a checkup #but I do not want to know how bad my teeth have gotten in the decade I haven't been to the dentist lmao #also when I put it like 'haven't been to the dentist in a decade' rather than 'haven't been since I turned 18' makes me feel old #like. what do you mean it's been almost a decade since I turned 18 #kill me I don't wanna go to #I'm pretty sure I'll eventually have to get some more wisdom teeth pulled out bc at least the bottom ones are all wonky #or like. not properly out etc #the remaining upper one is mostly cool #also watch the dentist be like wHY DON'T YOU FLOSS #and I'll be like 'bc my teeth are so close together trying to floss makes me cry lmao' #I don't wanna goooo