#i want to have more energy

[darkmothsy]

Trying to find a realistic balance and direction for all my goals feels impossible

I'm turning 24 soon and the last two years have been the worst years of my life and I'm determined to have a better year. But I have too many different directions to go in to make that happen

#personal #my lament #my thoughts #i just want to do better #have more good days than bad #i want to get into shape #completely change my diet #i want new makeup #i want more outfits i feel comfortable and myself in #i want to get back to baking #i want to get back to gardening #i want to have a fulfilling and magical life #i want to spend more time with my family #i want to be confident #i want to look put together #i want more tattoos #i want to have more energy #and a longer attention span #i want to throw away so much shit #i want to have a home #where i can sit on the front porch #and enjoy my coffee in the morning #i want everyone in my life know they're loved #except the people i hate #fuck them #disrespectfully #rant post #goals #life is hard

[chiricat]

honky star rail stuff 🍡

#i hope dango trio sticks. i saw someone use the dango emoji for them and they are so RIGHT #honkai star rail #hsr #honkai star rail fanart #cat’s art #dan heng #stelle #march 7th #trailblazer #i tried posting this 4 times. bro #anyways. huge dan heng fan. massive dan heng fan even #i have many thoughts about this game but nowhere to put them! all this energy and excitemeny #i don't want 2 bother my friends more than i already do tbh. i feel like i share too much hsr stuff that i find #anyways x2. I THINK ABOUT THEM SOOOO MUCH OKAY GOODBYE FOR NOW #dango trio #🍡

[wyvernity]

been thinking about the sinnohtrio lately......plus misc other stuff

also, casual ko-fi drop!! get something in this sketchy style starting at $10 woop woop

#finally decided to do a commission test run u_u #pokemon #trainer lyra #trainer kris #trainer dawn #trainer lucas #rival barry #rival silver #ayalumi #hisuian zorua #luxio #timeskip tag #rkgk #anyway it's sinnoh time !!! #still figuring out their designs and lore but this works for now #god's specialest little guys & their very normal bestfriend who they would kill/die for. up to interpretation who is killing/dying #dawn is the platinum protag who meets giratina and becomes champion #distortion world affected her way more than compared to cynthia and cyrus since she's still a developing kid. but hey cool ghost hair! #4-5 yrs later lucas gets blasted to hisui..lost his memory for the three years he's there and when arceus sends him back he's just like Man #the entire time barry is CHILLING PLAYING HAVING FUN #and forever worried abt his friends ): dawn & lucas are soo nonchalant about what happened to them it's a bit concerning to everyone else #design comments umm the only thing that matters is that they still have their og scarves 👍 #and i guesss these are spring/summer outfits. winter dawn gets leggings and big coat ok. she already has too much yin energy #btw i use the cleanse tag as the direct opposition to the spell tag even tho that's probably not a real thing LOL) #oh yea barry wears the tower master ribbon 24/7. tower tycoon in training and won't shut up about it (i love him) #character dynamics i will talk abt that in another post if i feel like it... these days i just want to go replay pla aughh

[puppyeared]

obsessive

#did i put more effort into this than i needed to? yes. did i put myself through unnecessary pain drawing fighting scenes? yes #but i learned how to outline my strokes so maybe i won after all #i thought about it and i think it turned out ok drawing the eyes differently. like the way i usually draw em #although i dont know if that says much since i change my art style every couple weeks but eh #had fun playing with grayscale and limited palette. i want to do that more often dhghdg #although idk whens the next time i will have enough energy to commit to the bit and do.. this #theyre fucking stupid your honor. for every art we get of them acting dramatic and yearning (/pos) i make dumb shit like this #equivalent exchange girlies! #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #lmk shadowpeach #shadowpeach #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #sun wukong #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #my art #myart #doodles #comic #lmk monkey king #lmk fanart

[yrsonpurpose]

#he's just like me fr

#nicholas galitzine #the idea of you #mine* #yeah.... #he's always keeping it real #introverted king its okay #also i love that he always says this yet he is ALWAYS spotted talking to famous people at events #so like... it shows he is actually respected by others #and they want to have a conversation with him #in general he just gives off welcoming and warm energy and i think thats great #you mean to tell me there is the possibility of more interviews with him looking like this #okay!

[emry-stars-art]

@anon-lemon and the stray cat Neil au…. the latest installment got me good lol so behold; insta stream results of mullet Andrew and his this weirdo stray cat Junkie (I don’t know if these would make sense in context of the au but I was dreaming and found too many good references to resist)

#it’s so special to me 😂 #love them soooooo much sumii you’re so smart #I want to draw more but I don’t know if I’ll have the time and energy for it this week #but we can hopeeeee bc I have random ideas lol #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #others au #stray cat Neil au #neil josten #andrew minyard #stray cat neil

[factual-fantasy]

I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE THAT ONE SIDE PROFILE OF THE MARIO BROS NOR CAN I TELL YOU WHY

I DONT KNOW WHY OUT OF ALL OF THOSE DRAWINGS THATS THE ONE I LIKE THE MOST BUT IT’S ALL GREAT WORK FACTUAL

YOU’RE GETTING ME THROUGH FINALS👍👍👍

(Post in question)

STAAAAHP you're gonna make me fall back into my Mario phase!!1! XDD

(FR THO THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :DD I'm glad you liked that doodle! I was rather proud of how it came out😊!!)

#my response #super mario bros #I HAVE been brewing more mario lore behind the scenes- #mostly with the princess' and what not #and Wario and Waluigi were getting more lore as well.. #Bowser and koopaling redesignsss... #redesigning old power ups and adding new ones.. #Even Toadsworth got lore and the Alfred Pennyworth treatment- #I've thought about at least making a master post for all my Mario stuff- asks and all #just felt conflicted about getting back into mario since I was trying to gather my energy for my FNAF AU #but then again this is my hobby blog and no one is paying me for squat so I could totally go back to Mario for a bit if I wanted to- #idk I guess I'll keep thinking about it XDD

[wabbit--bunny95]

I know this won't happen but I'd find it hilarious if halfway through the season Grian gets so sick of DHP stuff that he dramatically "Quits" and then whenever a Hermit needs the permit office Martyn rocks up in all his theatre kid glory and absolutely steals people's episodes

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft season 10 #martyn inthelittlewood #inthelittlewood #Grian #honestly i just want Martyn in more things i have the energy to watch #also Ren would be down at the office every week #it would be the best thing ever

[eldritchparasol]

#welcome home #welcome home project #welcome home fanart #julie joyful #frank frankly #welcome home julie #welcome home frank #sketch #Oh boy art block is gone #My motivation is pretty low right now but I was able to do a quick little sketch #I wanted to line it and colour it but I have no energy to do that right now #(and im sick right now ....so that erases my motivation even more) #But hopefully I will be able to draw more again.

[cozylittleartblog]

the piece i made for the @stillalivezine back in 2021

#portal #portal 2 #still alive zine #art #illustration #artists on tumblr #portal fanart #valve #more art from my Hyper Clean Style era #highlight reel #i never hear about zines until they're over but i dont have the energy to illustrate anymore anyway :( #i wanted to represent the three acts of the game. old overgrown aperture on the two tiles. old aperture thru the blue portal. wheatley labs #thru the background of the orange portal. and a little bit of the ending with the way she's leaving wheatley labs and entering The Wheat #hi snake if u see this i still think its funny we were in a zine together before we were deltarune mutuals

[uncanny-tranny]

Hey, if you have speech impediments, you are so amazing.

If you stutter or have a lisp or misspeak easily or you have a flat affect or a limited verbal vocabulary or if your voice is AAC or if you just have a difference in your vocality, you are so incredibly important and amazing.

Just know that your voice is yours. Nobody will ever be able to truly take it away. Your voice is part of you, and you deserve to make it as true to you as you deem fit. I hope you have the space to grow with your voice and whatever about it makes it unique.

#positivity #disability positivity #partially because so much of voical differences arise from disability #i've developed a really annoying lisp-ish issue #and it's hard to be positive about it because it makes me feel like i'll be treated as lesser because it's a 'childish' affect #but i literally can't help it unless i spend 110% of my focus on it. and i don't have that amount of energy #but it makes me think about others and especially those who have it more intensely than i do #and i just want to uplift everybody because vocal differences are neutral at worst #man my dad always tells a story about this coworker he had who had a stutter like you wouldn't believe... #...and he was fucking BRUTALIZED for it... 'c-c-c-c-CAN YOU GET TO THE POINT?!' is how people would talk to him... #...and obviously that made his stutter twice as fucking worse and i can't imagine the shame and humiliation that followed... #...i hope he learned that those assholes were a fucking waste of time and that he doesn't have to deal with that... #...like i'm sorry but there is no fucking need to be that sadistic toward somebody who is obviously already anxious and worried

[hai-nae]

meant to post these sketches a few days ago? a week? but, well, life.

#red dead redemption 2 #my art #my fics #arthur morgan #rdr #rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #young arthur morgan #and a wee little hs of wolf!arthur #today is the first day of the last 3 ive gotten to eat more than a single meal a day #my bp dropped at work n since it was a vision black out i had to post up in the friggin stall like batman on a ceiling so i didnt fall #which sucks since i have a manual labor job but luckily i didnt reach the shakin stage just kept gettin the dots n focus static #been sleepin n readin to avoid attention on hunger pains since i had no energy for drawin #finally got to have dinner last night since we got some money and i gotta say i dont miss the feelin of chokin on food i wanted so bad #man i love tags most ppl dont read em n i get some catharsis to vent in em

[kitocrystal]

Checking out other Quest AUs as I wait for my will to come back to continue with Inky Mystery.

(The conflict has not let down yet and I’m starting to feel dread)

Anyway, go check out this neato retell of the og Quest story by @thequestfortheinkmachinecomics. The characters’ designs are nicely touched up, their personalities seems more natural now, the art is really cool and oh no, I’ve run out of juice for words… I just know that this retell will be good so I’ll be on along for this ride.

#kitos art #fanart #bendy and boris the quest for the ink machine #babtqftim #tqftimc #cuphead #bendy #no that isn’t bendystraw #mugman #boris #felix #felix the cat #i’ve posted art a lil nonstop for the past few weeks i gotta lay down and rest for a while #eughghhgt #my brain’s a soup now #none more energy #aaaaaaaa #i wanted to also draw more art for JaAC #but i need to take a break or else i really am gonna have a burnout #i slightly mimick the style of the au i draw #with my own influences ofc #so expect diff styles and designs for diff aus cOugh #just waitin for the father-son stuff #im mushy for my favs getting caring parental figures #just makes my heart go hgngnhg #alr ill stop talking now and go to sleep #or take a nap

[khairosclerosis]

💄 i'm a ten so i pull in a ken <3

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women are my favourite guy 👍

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🎐 bonus :]

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#clementimes #art #fanart #ace attorney #klavier gavin #kristoph gavin #apollo justice #phoenix wright #klapollo #krisnix #barbie #barbie 2023 #barbie movie #lyrics: barbie world - ice spice + nicki minaj #i wanted to do more outfits but i was approaching burnout and need to conserve energy for other art..... #please accept my silly bonuses instead #anyway i think the barbie movie could have fixed kristoph #and i mean this only 90% ironically #in this essay i will

[a2zillustration]

gently places the Gale and Croissant dolls in a little box and VIOLENTLY SHAKES IT

Also here's what Karlach was right about if you forgot.

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#heeheehoohoo rubbing my little goblin hands together #what do you get when you put a guy with horrible self worth together with someone who has big imposter syndrome #we see how Gale deals with positive attention in the game #I wanted to give Croissant's pov bc my gosh how intimidating would it be to have this guy with huge main character energy- #-utterly devoted to you #once again I unintentionally made great choices for my own enjoyment by 1) being a wizard and #2) giving Croissant a bg that wasn't particularly of note #ANYWAY SORRY FOR RAMBLING AGAIN THERE WILL BE MORE OF THESE PROBABLY #HAPPY HOLIDAYS LMAO #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #croissant adventures #tav #gale #gale x tav #comics #breadweave #gale dekarios

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thank you all for voting in the poll to decide who was going to be the leader of the band! It turned out to be such a close race!

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #madam lan #A-qing #Band AU #(Reminder that Madam Lan's design inspiration goes to Qourmet!) #Madam Lan may have been the winner per vote count but there were so many strong advocates for A-Qing! #I played around with a few versions of what the 'poll winner' art was going to be and ultimately decided I wanted them both. #As any good theater love knows though - The battle for leadership was a ruse. They *all* get a chance to be featured. #Cooperation was the real end goal! However I do think these two have the best frontman energy of the group. #Or at least 'crowd favourite' energy. I also really loved hearing what people thought their vocal styles would be like! #This was probably one of my favourite polls to do and I love drawing these characters a lot B*) #I'd love to spend a bit more time in this AU so count on me bringing it back. #One thing I keep feeling like I need to redeem myself on is Madam Lan's Translucent skirt. I have *not* done the concept justice yet. #It is such a crack-platonic ship but I want to think Madam Lan and A-Qing would enjoy each other's company. #Possibly also with JYL as well. They can be like mutually beneficial therapy dogs to each other. #Madam Lan never got to see her kids grow up into teenagers after all. She only had sons. Never daughters. #Even if she saw her kids once a month we do know she treated them with so much love and kindness. #She would bite the shit out of YZY for yelling at JYL. What a sight to see. A-Qing would also start biting (for fun).