#i wanna taste things again

[grey-tones]

I stg if this cold doesn't give me my taste back soon I'm gonna riot

#i can taste like #the essence of food #and it sucks #i wanna taste things again #sinuses PLEASE

[turtleblogatlast]

Leo getting hit with a truth curse but instead of forcing him to admit to super sad or worrying things it’s things like “it was me who broke the remote” “I saw Mikey prank Donnie and helped hide it because it’s way funnier if he didn’t know who it was” “I rip my clothes to look more like Raph’s because he’s really cool” “my stripes aren’t even red they’re pink!”

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #plot twist he COULD be admitting angsty stuff but he’s pushing the less oof truths forward instead on purpose #raph: hey leo what do you want for dinner #leo: *about to bare his soul on all his internal torment but pivots* I’m afraid of snakes #(no but fr Leo’s stripes being technically more pink instead of red is cute ngl) #(a very reddish pink to the point that in certain lighting it looks red but at the base they’re p pink) #(i also am very fond of the idea that Leo doesn’t just have questionable taste in fashion he also just loves Raph a lot and looks up to him) #but yeah I think that something like this would be 99% Leo admitting to unimportant things or admitting to how much he values everyone #like they all KNOW Leo loves them and he’s talked them up enough for them to know but it’s different when he’s like #‘I just wanna read my comics with you guys around - it’s my favorite place to be’ #or again just random bs that doesn’t REALLY have a lot of weight like #‘I like using my portals to prank random people around the world’ #‘I’m worried about being a bad influence on hueso jr’ #‘sometimes I kinda wanna see hypno’s plans succeed’ #‘it’s been way too long since I found this out and honestly it’s embarrassing but I actually don’t have a di-‘ #SORRY COULDNT HELP MYSELF #(<-but did u know that that pink rather than red observation actually ties into this headcanon as well if u know about red eared sliders)

[skrunksthatwunk]

kuwabara sketch dump bc i had a dream where he was just sittin there last night and i love him and i miss him :((

#im just projecting onto him a little bit #had a profound experience sitting in front of a drum kit that i never posted about but wrote a long ass ramble about. rip kuwabara you #would've loved drumming #hey wait wasn't he the drummer in that band official art #HE WAS OMG #anyway default gesture/stim/filler action has become doing the rock on thing at people like. all the fucking time #and i've also been getting vaguely into metal bc my buddy has good taste and is very passionate about metal #so like. again im just having experiences that i am now channeling through him. think it would be really funny to draw him renovating a #bathroom or something bc that's also going on in my life. i mean im not doing it but i wanna make him do and then regret diy plumbing #yyh #yu yu hakusho #kuwabara kazuma #also posting this at like 5am bc that's when i did it and also it's kinda bad lol #sometimes posts are for me. that's all #skrunkart

[mafuteru]

having a decent salary and thus being able to spend more money on food has me obsessing over the idea of cooking for other people

#wanna visit back home just so i can cook something nice for my mom #guy who will set up an alarm so that he can make a savory breakfast for you #accompanied by scones and a carefully selected tea that compliments them #ive also been lvling up my cooking skills lately.. properly studying on what makes things taste good etc #a few of my latest dishes have had the restaurant quality taste to them i must admit #there was one flop pasta but its okey. if i tried it again it would b much better #it was still good. basic homemade cooking taste. bites were a bit too homogeneous perhaps #sorry i enjoy being a tryhard at everything i do #diamond rank at sleeping. relaxing. and dreaming too... 💤 #shion.txt

[thefanciestborrower]

Small personal rant thing about how the vore community can be about preds sometimes don’t mind me. 

I’m just....gosh I’ve been thinking about this for a while but I think I finally figured out why I’ve never been a fan of a lot of the preds in a lot of little vore posts and maybe why I was so hesitant to relate to the pred side of things in general. It’s that preds don’t tend to be treated as people by the community. Now please don’t get me wrong I’m not accusing anyone of anything or saying everyone does this but like, I very seldom see pred stuff where they’re more than ‘oh boy I sure do like eating people’ or ‘oh no I have eating people instincts and my friends look tasty’, and other similar things. While these aren’t inherently bad tropes by any means, they tend to be the only defining thing about pred characters. Perhaps they have hopes and dreams, but their personality itself is reduced to how often they eat people and how much they like it. You’re either a willing pred or a nervous pred or a protective pred who eats absolutely everyone in sight all the time always, and it feels...de-humanizing almost? Like, I’m not sure how to put it in words, but I see it the most when I post about ‘pred’ OCs. People just wanna know how many folks they can eat at once or what their favorite kind of prey is. And yeah that’s fun information I get it! But....outside of that people don’t care much. I see more stuff about the personality of prey characters and how they go about their day to day lives in whatever setting than I do about preds (though there’s still some issues with how prey are often portrayed as well I think). I’ll make a new oc and people instantly assume pred or prey based on how they generally look or behave. Oh, this guy is a little more shy? Must be a prey! And like okay I get it, but sometimes it feels a little disheartening you know? Especially since I would consider myself on the pred leaning side of things. 

Even in the fandom content I create I don’t feel like I can post much about the extensive aus I have because, while vore is a part of them, it often isn’t actually the real focal point! But if the pred isn’t eating someone or thinking about eating someone at all times then whats the point right? Plus, ima be honest, a lot of the descriptions of how it feels to eat someone I see on here are just...weird? Maybe it’s just me because I am a little less sappy than most people lol, but I feel like it goes beyond sappy and gets. Weird. Very easily. And that weirdness comes mostly from the pred side of things from what I’ve seen personally. 

Honestly idk what I’m really trying to say, but I just needed to say something you know? Again I’m not like, trying to call anyone out or point fingers or anything! A lot of the tropes I mentioned are even things I enjoy! I’ve just seen too many characters be reduced to just eating people and I felt like I wanted to say something about it. 

#might delete this later idk it depends #just thinking about some stuff and what I’ve seen recently #again! not trying to start anything so please! don’t start causing drama! I don’t want it! #I just wanted to toss my thoughts out into the tumblr abyss and see what y’all thought lol #is this actually a thing or do I just have really specific taste? #anyways hmm not sure if I should put this in the tags because again. don’t wanna start something #mmm #vore mention

[danandphilplay]

feel like i should say that i think this is unrealistic LOL bc mystic messenger is superrr specific with times you play it is kind of a full commitment 😭

game summary: mystic messenger is a free mobile game where decisions and gameplay is all set in an app/groupchats. at the beginning of the game your phone is mysteriously hacked, adding you to a chat with an unknown person who persuades you to enter an apartment. once you enter you are added into another groupchat, this time with several characters who accuse you of being a hacker. you’re informed that the groupchat is top secret, and the app can only be used by RFA members (you thought it was a dating app…). the other RFA members slowly open up to you and ask you to help organise their RFA charity party by inviting people. as you get to know the characters you find out a LOT of lore and dark pasts. like i do not know how to explain this game any further in a summarised way bc there is so much going on

the game involves multiple endings which can be bad or good as well as specific to an RFA character. from early on you should try to choose one character you like the most to talk to & aim to get their route in order to progress successfully.

**it is free but there are in game purchases bc like i said the game is based on real time the updates in the story happen at specific points of the day and if you leave it too long you won’t be able to play those updates, i believeee from what i remember the in game purchases let you go back in time to complete things you missed

#i would like to see them try do jumins route i just think the catboy thing is funny #also i made the slime and sadness cinnamon rolls mine came out a little ugly AND I GOT RIGHT TO THE END AND REALISED I DONT HAVE CINNAMON #LMAOOO so i used ginger and an allspice mix i had it tastes good they came out super soft so if i ever wanna do cinnamon rolls again ill be #using the dnp recipe #dan howell #amazingphil #dan and phil #dan and phil games #dapgames #dapg #dnpgames #dan and phil poll #mystic messenger

[chickenoptyrx]

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#is just dumb indulgent thing #was cravin a smoke earlier #plus yknow if a parent smoke apparently the kids more likely to pick it up #dont do drugs kids #or do idc #3am is a good time to post indulgent bullshit #ah right #smoking #cigarettes #but ye. i usually only smoke regularly when uts cold out #but i been weird anxious #but its too hot and all mine are stale and while they taste great w coffee (my love) #coffee and smoke upset my weak lil stomach #so i present: my dumbass cope #....that worked earlier but now i wanna smoke again >:U #trunks

[spaciebabie]

I saw Springtrap submitted to a mosterfucker confessions blog and I immediately thought of you, even though I know it's not likely it was you who sent it dsafd The ask in question mentioned how there was a thrill to the one on one cat and mouse game he played in fnaf 3

true. true. although im less of an enjoyer of that since i dont find him that scary (some art does a really good job! but even in those instances my reaction is quite...uhhh carnal XD). also . he would be nicies 2 me :3

#he would try and kill me at first and it would be awesome cuz hed lose so bad lmao #decrepit old thing. #i only really enjoy the cat and mouse thing under certain circumstances. if it starts 2 get too intense its not really enjoyable for me sdk #''ooh!! imma getcha!!'' done playfully or with the knowledge that he doesnt wanna hurt me is fine but #if i start ta feel like im actually in danger its a turn off skfjsdf #props ta those who do enjoy it though!! i just like being treated kindly more often #i think initially meeting him would be where that mostly happened and thats fun but after that no #like i dont mind initially being hunted b/c hes lost his mind or whatever and cant even comprehend reality #thats really hot ngl but only short term. or like briefly. #idk how 2 explain this lolllll my tastes are very specific #spacie splains #top 10 reasons why i never read any springtrap stuff on ao3 theres. so much violence and noncon and i #am very much not in2 it #again no shame ta ppl who enjoy it its just.....not for me

[opal-apples]

I haven't watched either of the watcher videos yet (lol) but I am watching two analysis videos on them by youtube user penguinz0 and just feel very :// about it all. like it seems that their apology was pretty good but I'm still confused about their alleged financial struggles, and am kind of blown away that nobody pointed out how awful the wording in the first video was. just overall disappointed

#idk a lot of people have said this and i agree that ive never been into any of the watcher shows as much as i was bfu #ghostfiles and puppet history come sort of close #i really liked too many spirits! thats probably the one show ive seen every ep of lol #but the whole thing has left a bad taste in my mouth #im not gonna say im never watching their stuff again but i personally will be taking a minute away lol #jo talks #this is my void i scream how i wanna #rant #watcher :/

[whereisthedamndaddymanual]

Look I don't know what the fuck antarctica is.

It's like stuff your ass ain't surviving past though

#I could see myself as a dragon the sixe of creation watching you breathe fire for me though #the little dragon female is like whaever you want master *poof* *puff* *snap dragon* #and the master dragon breathes into creation once again #look honey I had to grow it process it and sometimes ship it over the Christopher Columbus route #it's the most crazy part of it all and I already know it's true because I was there and I am going to be there #it was a simple time #car ride and some food #the old man that I like is there and things go well usually #I kinda remember me thinking about myself man what is this guy's deal #like after seeing myself selling nothing can ever compare #me: dude I would NEVER work at a restaurant that is for chicks #and yet there I am pretending I suppose #like how about I retire and go manage a restaurant like no mother fucker that's not what he does....he does those two #waitresses #uh well if anything gets a bell 133 I can claim it solo or in pair #I want to take extra sugar with you and one hand on each hood just gently letting you both feel my spark #connecting one hand with two hands #it's like water if you stare at each hydrogen right you gave two hos #but yanno let's get naked and get high and have fun and if you want to call it magic then that's what it is #she says wait til you taste that meat #shot out to your pics with your eyes red as fuck though.... that's hot #one thing you don't want to do is bring a dreamcast into my domain and not expect me to unlock the company logo to fight you #like logos ethos pathos.....like more than they claim but they don't know shit #like yeah.....I wanna slowly feel my bulge as you both demonstrate and begin the way of the hiot #yeah you've been doing it for years let's see it first #first time for me anyway #which makes it your most important teaching hoot #drugs teacher student relationship #sex: owner slave (s' down the line) relationship #I never wanted to be a phlebotomist but for you I will learn

[reikunrei]

finished reading house of leaves (minus the exhibits and appendices) and now i’m just sitting here staring at the ending like. st5 come home.

#navidson lost in the house and karen finding him bc of her love for him but also specifically bc she #worked hard to understand who he is and get to the core of him. making her own work in order to see him #and the emphasis on the end of it being a happy ending but also not… bc of the memories and the trauma and the house Still Being There #oh baby I can taste it. highly recommend. i wanna read it again already #i say things

[reallyneedsalife]

why does mango have to be like that

the taste of mango: 10/10, fruity heaven, loving life

the texture of mango: evil, cruel, squishy but not squishy, if not ripe like eating wood

#adhd #actually adhd #the TEXTURE #i love mango flavoured thing's #but mango itself is bad bad evil evil #the only fruit worse is banana #again love the taste #why does it have to have that texture #evil #evil evil evil #im so sad about it too #i wanna enjoy the mango but adhd brain says fuck you #adhd brain

[baekuras]

Update on Acheron: There still hasn't been a good sphere drop so we are keeping her on the +9spd physical dmg one

So...Atk Boots:

vs SPD Boots

#txts #help #also she gets like 18% CritRate from her E1 if debuffs #and up to...12 i think from the follow up set? Dead Waters #so honestly.....there is more crit rate happening than really needed for my tastes #hsr #honkai star rail #my sampo also FINALLY got enough spd to pass 134 #i know there is such a thing as speed tuning #however: if everyone is fast there are no issues #not even my supports are that quick #i usually have dogshit luck for spd things #but the dead waters has been p decent #even aventurine has like 145 spd ready for him #which is SO close to the next breakpoint i am almost mad #i might switch out some relics if i cant go past it bc...i dont need it then #but i do also rly just wanna break that point for funsies #maybe get spd boots that go more into crit rate/dmg and have smth else then go more into spd than that to even out #bc what i DO have is actually rly fucking good so far i am surprised #then again: not like i havent been farming this set since ratio bc suddenly everyone wants to be a part of this #i have....so many watchmaker pieces i cant use for anyone

[steffigraf]

i ordered drinks for me and my fam but mine was the wrong order and like not to be dramatic but im getting unnecessarily distraught about it

#i ordered a new one for myself and i did get a refund #but like #idk the thing that makes me kinda wanna cry is #i ordered smth without coffee and got the coffee version of it #and the thing is i currently hate coffee and the thought of it makes me wanna throw up (long story) #and i just feel so bad abt the fact that its MY dislike of coffee that makes this so inconvenient #like if i just drank coffee like a normal fucking person then i couldve just been okay with what they gave me #but bc im so picky i had to inconvenience a bunch of ppl by ordering again #and my mom drank the messed up drink instead bc i didnt even wanna taste it #and just. ugh. #so yeah tldr somehow i am blaming myself for an order that the cafe got wrong and its making me sad #to delete #tennisms

[rubberduckyrye]

Me: Oh a song I haven't listened to in a while! Why haven't I listened to this song in a hot minute?

Me: -sees the producer's name-

Me: Oh right you're the person I tried to commission for a song but you ghosted me, fed me false promises, gave me false hope, and then ghosted me again. If it wasn't for the fact I essentially gave up the money and called it a "donation", you would have basically scammed me out of my money.

Me: -bitter and annoyed- All of your songs are ruined for me now... ugh.

#I'm not naming names here because the last thing I want to do is cause drama #But yeah. #I regret just telling the artist to consider my payment as a donation in the end because trying to talk to them about the commission was #like #talking to a brick wall #I know I sent them a lot of emails but a lot of the time it was because I was commissioning the song for a friend #and I was trying to get their music tastes little by little and relaying that to the producer so I wouldn't forget #I think the “spam” scared them off the first time #but honestly when I gave them the money and they came back they were like “I'm going to give you a refund AND make you the song!!!” #I told them to keep the money (because if they were gonna make the song ofc I'd want to pay) and was like “Okay so how do we wanna do this? #and then zip. Nothing. #Ghosted again. #Idk it's really annoying and even upsetting tbh #I was so hyped for that song to be made but alas. #Sorry for the random salt I'm jsut. Annoyed.

[thotsfortherapy]

i used to be really nervous about going back to my hometown because ‘what if i run into someone i don’t like‘ but like. the few times that has happened the people who have done be dirty have just 100% ignored me/run away from me. even despite me trying to be like heyyy. lol. which i guess means im a lot more confrontational than other ppl....

#lowkey bothers me though cause im like bruh you were so rude to me in highschool and youre gonna act like im the bad guy........ #can you just own up to it and we can get it over with?? now it's awkward!!! #like im so down to have a positive interaction and not have to have this bitter taste in my mouth anymore.. #also the way that multiple of these ppl work at a starbucks that i frequent #and had to take my order #LIKE I GAVE YOU MY NAME YOU OBVIOUSLY RECOGNIZE ME #idk i feel like if it were my me i would just apologize and get it over with #cy says stuff #personal #truth is i am a lot better with confrontation than other ppl but that's cause i was forced to learn those skills at a younger age.. #it is kind of cringe that ppl don't wanna face their past or own up to their past mistakes ngl #anyways... my friend invited me to go to starbucks tomorrow and i am probably gonna run into the same girl who would spread rumors about me #and constantly update me on my ex despite me asking her not to #and also called me stupid for not doing well on a quiz i literally wasn't there for........ #thing is no one liked her i was just nice to her cause i am a nice person.. and then she was so mean to me... like wtf... #and when i told her i didnt want to sit next to her anymore cause she was mean to me she started bawling #like damn girl okay i still dont want to be your friend though cause you kind of suck #and i guess she still holds that against me to this day lol. or at least the last time i saw her which was like. december #anyways im hella jetlagged and i woke up at midnight again. intrusive thoughts go brr #it'll be fine i am strong